sunken statue.
I built him by myself alone
No one ever asks for him
Towering over anyone
Who dares to approach me
Chisel and marble, expressive and detailed
A hundred-hour ride to the most gorgeous sight
And there he stood. Retaliation-free.
Only asking for my attention.
Won’t you stay a bit longer?
Just to look at me.
There are other things I want to build.
The chisel; my true love, but—
I loved him. I cleaned him, held him
Kissed him, and heard him
But it was surface level
I never truly knew a thing.
He did not move.
He did not speak.
In the morning, he glows, refracting sparkles from the inside
But as the Earth shifted, the future came
The water rose.
But by noon, the rays drown.
And the glow died, never so sterile.
I wonder if I should have ever taken on this task
Then leave him behind, floated.
But he came from my mind.
All on me.
Until he asks for more time.
"I always knew you'd leave me behind."
"No is not truth," or is it?
"Move forward, come around"
And there he chose to drown.
I'm not fair
He only asks for my time
I'm not fair, he only wanted to stay
To be loved, for me to give up, to settle down
I'm not fair, he is anxious
I'm not fair
I'm not fair
I'm not fair
I don’t want to drown
I build you up
But I always had other plans
This stone was here when I carved him
And never planned to move— all on me.
He wanted a simple apartment
And romantic getaways to a nearby beach
He didn’t want hard work and made-up dreams.