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Chapters: 1/2 Fandom: Yuri!!! on Ice (Anime) Rating: Explicit Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Summary:

Messy parties and messier feelings.

reposting because the chapter count was wrong on the first link. sorry, was catastrophically baked when i posted this. not beta-read because i wasn’t patient. enjoy! :3

my cat loves fortiflora so much she dug the empty packet out of the trash to try and lick the inside

the plus side of this is if i put it on her food she, for once in her life, gobbles her food down instead of barely picking at it. which is great because she’s lost a pound in the week she’s been sick

Ok this might be a bit of a weird question but I keep arguing with my mom and sis about this so I need y'all to answer this

[For context my mom and sis keep telling me I shower for too long but my showers are usually 45 minutes to an hour]

(edit: *your showers not you showers)

the bitch that threw a fit about tying with a trans woman in college swimming is actually pathetic because they weren't even tied for first. they tied for fifth. imagine joining a hate movement over a fifth place trophy

It’s a struggle to want to be seen as the same gender as a cis man but also not wanting to have the fact that I’m trans erased.

Yes, I’m a man like he is. No, I don’t get treated like one. I’m not getting paid like one. Doctors think I might change my mind about not wanting to get pregnant and are more concerned about what my future cis straight husband might want after I detransition, a thing they’re sure will happen despite me having zero desire to detransition and being happier living as a man. Cis women act like I’m forcibly turning them into lesbians if I show any sign I might want them sexually, even though lesbians either want nothing to do with me or think they can “fix” me. Cis gay men don’t want me in their spaces and accuse me of wanting to do conversion therapy on them.

None of this is how a cis man would be treated but I’m still the same fucking gender as him. Kind of like how a gay man and a straight man and a bi man and an ace man are the same gender but get treated differently. If you can wrap your head around this concept, the rest should not be that hard for you.

“you're on T to look like yourself

i'm on T to look like myself

take my hand

we will walk into darkness together, and there we will find ourselves

the light shining from within us will illuminate our path

i love you, brother”

i love you, brother

Okay, I was not expecting this at all and I have to admit, I have not listened to any music from Chappell Roan before, my fault and that is going to change...but this is hauntingly beautiful and it's beautiful to see so many people come together to do something for not only themselves, but for this video too.

This needs to be shared everywhere really, it really is beautiful.

I know this song well but hadn't listened to it in a few months, and this version just made me cry and made me think about various queer regrets and frustrations I had during the era I grew up in. It means so much to see people come together to sing this.

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