I love rpPhil from other rpPlayers' perspectives:
He makes Withers for shits and giggles. He's fearless. He's cold and distant, which makes him incredibly intimidating. He's old and wise which makes him even more intimidating, surely his age and countless years of knowledge mean he's extremely powerful (he is). He would kill you for a cornchip, he probably doesn't give a shit about you. He's easy to anger and he'll cackle like a maniac as he unleashes his wrath upon you. He'll become your sleep paralysis demon if you wrong him.
Vs rpPhil's perspective of himself and how he Really is:
He's just a guy. He's scared shitless 24/7 because he's a survivalist. He just wants to do his own thing and vibe. He's powerful, but humble to the point of putting himself down, nobody is more critical of him than himself. Also he's a dumbass. He's an anarchist and near-detrimentally self-reliant, not to mention immortal and tired of the curse of getting attached to others he'll inevitably lose somehow. You have to offer him shiny things and pspspsps him every day for a month to get him to approach you if he isn't already familiar with you or you don't have anything he has an interest in. He's blunt and where he's from swears are casual vocabulary. He's naturally a giggly bitch but also laughter is how he cushions the tone of his words to show he isn't upset with you. He's full of spite and loves to troll.