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this is an anti-JKR Harry Potter fan blog.

  • call me Troth or Lucy
  • I exist at the crossroads of multiple axes of oppression and have been personally victimized by Joanne’s bullshit; my decision to engage with her works as a “fan” is informed by a lifetime of reading stories written by other authors who wanted me dead for equally vitriolic reasons, and my decisions regarding engagement with any new adaptations or new projects will be similarly informed. if you want to hear my broader thoughts on this my inbox is open!
  • if you’re looking to divest from HP, check out my original fiction, which is inspired by my own critical responses to her work alongside other fantasy stories that have shaped me and features queer and trans characters with major themes of queer identity, autonomy, and bodily transformation. also lesbian Wolfstar. did I mention the lesbian Wolfstar.
  • I am over 30 and have been a Marauders fan for ~20 of those years. I have not and never will read ATYD and am pretty disillusioned with “the Marauders fandom”, but do talk to me about Wizarding Britain in the 1970s and about canon-informed/canon-compliant stuff from that era because I’ve been living here since I was 10 and I need friends
  • I will talk about incest, rape, abuse, mental illness, period- and setting-typical homophobia, grooming and CSA, racism and xenophobia, and any number of triggering topics here. I am not good about consistently tagging but I always use full words (rape, incest, suicide, etc) for filtering. These books are full of traumatized people and I’m an adult who likes gothic literature. engage accordingly.
  • I have a pretty intricate set of paratextual canon-compliant (disregarding Pottermore except when convenient) headcanons and interpretations of events in the books, focused on interrogating the text’s morals and argued politics. almost everyone is gay because the Wizarding World is inherently queercoded, and also because fuck you Joanne. most of her villains kind of have a point except for Voldemort, and even he is sympathetic at times. ask me about my theories on any subject but be prepared to get way more than you expected!
  • things I like: the Malfoys and the Blacks (especially the women), Wolfstar, Lily Evans-Potter and her marriage and her sister, Wizarding queer culture and its history of government repression, Grindeldore (obviously given the preceding), Tonks/Emmeline Vance, many MANY OCs and fan characterizations
  • justice for Merope Gaunt (from Joanne, in civil court, for slander), for Alphard Black, and for Sturgis Podmore
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I know enough about Calvinism as it’s actively practiced by modern Presbyterians to be skeptical of some of the current fandom discourse around Calvinism (Calvinism is kind of a sin-eater du jour in a lot of criticisms of Protestantism, and I say this as a “fuck Calvinism” person) but I do think that how Joanne treats the concept of the elect in her own work is exceedingly telling

tldr this is much more an issue from Her than an issue from Her Faith imho most of what people currently blame Calvinism for on Tumblr is somewhat ahistorical (and blames Calvinism instead of broader philosophies) but Joanne wants to sort people into ‘good’ and ‘bad’ so she knows immediately how to treat them without considering their full lives
pangaeaseas
iamnmbr3

i think it's interesting that the harry potter series holds up the weasleys as the 'poster child' poor family but given that they are supporting 9 people on Arthur's single salary they aren't doing THAT badly. Yes there's a lot of stuff they can't afford and they have to be careful with their budget but they still seem to live in relative comfort, especially given the large size of their family - there's always enough food on the table, almost all the family members seem to have their own room without having to share, they don't worry about losing their home, the kids don't feel pressured to work during summers to earn enough money so their family can get by, the house is in relatively good condition etc.

this is not to say that you cannot be poor and also have basic comforts or that someone cannot suffer from financial hardship even if they aren't literally starving on the street. but it's striking because of how much more sympathetically the narrative frames the weasleys' poverty than it does the poverty experienced by snape or tom riddle or the gaunts. all these characters are not 'good victims' and do not cope as gracefully with their circumstances without complaining or showing visible signs of it in ways that might make make people uncomfortable. and idk. it's weird and I'm not sure I like it.

sofiadragon

Classic conservative idea: Poor people who struggle do so because of their own personal faults, not because they can't make ends meet even while making sacrifices.

Snape, as far as we can tell and adding historical context for the part of England he grew up in, lived in abject poverty. I'm talk a 4-room house without a bathroom. The old cartoons of men bathing in a big tin wash tub? That's a real thing that people as young as Severus Snape had to do! This is industrial revolution meat grinder industry, and Tobias Snape was either often unemployed due to a lack of available jobs once Margaret Thatcher and her ilk axed the coal industry or was injured at work (or both, both works.) The story implies that Tobias is a drunk, so the Snapes deserve what they get. The circle of Social Darwinism and all that rot: they are bad people, so they deserve misery, and aren't able to have a stiff upper lip and avoid complaining, so they make others uncomfortable by existing, which makes them bad people, so they deserve misery...

The Weasley’s are the ideal noble poor family. They make it work, buying all the kids' school supplies on the tiniest budget with minimal hand-wringing about it and absolutely no charity will be accepted. They win a big cash prize and blow it on a vacation because they don't really need the extra money to make ends meet. Arthur works hard, we don't see any of them smoke or drink that I can remember (contrast with Mundungus being chastised for smoking a suspiciously scented cigar and Snape's probably nicotine stained teeth) and they are just so happy and pleasant to be around. Sure their clothes are worn, but everyone has something warm in the winter because Molly knits! Sure, they are poor, but even with all the kids at boarding school Molly doesn't get a paying job. She does political activism volunteer work. Isn't that just so very conservative feminist of her? Arthur makes just enough, so long as they stick to the budget.

On one hand, it's a kids book and Harry, our POV character, knows about enough about money and economics to fit on half a paper napkin. He didn't even take a maths class (arithmancy.) On the other hand, every other poor person in the books is ugly and miserable or a "uncommonly attractive orphan" predestined to be a murderer in a way that is noticeable by good people by age 11.

iamnmbr3

This is an excellent addition and I couldn't agree more. Do the Weasleys have anything close to what the Malfoys or the Blacks (or the Potters for that matter) have? No. They most certainly do not. But the three families I just named are fabulously wealthy. I'm sure that as a child Severus Snape would've given almost anything to be able to grow up in a home like what Ron had. This is not to say that you can't be poor or under financial pressure just because someone else has it worse, but it is notable given how the Weasleys are framed by the story - especially compared to other poor characters.

It's also worth noting that in-universe part of the reason the Weasleys may see themselves as being poor is that they are an old pureblood family and may to some extent be comparing themselves to families like the Blacks and the Malfoys - possibly because possibly not long ago they had similar levels of wealth which subsequently got lost.

I don't want to minimize the genuine pain and emotional impact going through that can have. No matter how much someone has, it can be extremely difficult and distressing if they lose what they consider to be their baseline standard of living. Having to make dramatic changes to your lifestyle and losing privileges you were used to is often extremely hard. And many times that is still true even if the changes someone has to make are giving up luxuries that most people could never have afforded or imagined to begin with. But even so, it is relevant context.

I just think it's really striking how as soon as characters are poor in a way that might make people uncomfortable JKR seems to want us to link it to characters' moral failings. In contrast to other poor characters, the Weasleys are clean and usually happy and not affected by their poverty in ways that could be off-putting or difficult in the way that Snape or Tom Riddle or Merope are.

perilousraven

I'm definitely on team 'Weasleys aren't that poor'. Aside from the big (though shabby) house full of functional furniture and cozy little details, a hobby garage, a car just for funsies, plenty of brooms even if they're older models, and yes, the plentiful food...I think they definitely used to be rich (see also: goblin silver tiara with diamonds in the family, Arthur's incessant beef with the Malfoys seemingly just because they're rich) and somehow did away with all the actual wealth and now can't get over it. Wouldn't be the first wizarding family that happened to, although the other example (the Gaunts, if it wasn't clear) are treated very very differently. The Gaunts didn't accept 'charity' either, and look where they ended up. The single difference between the two families before the books happen is how Dumbledore treats them (and the fact that Weasleys aren't quite as inbred), they just happened to ally later with people who go on to ensure the family's circumstances are drastically improved.

Anyway. I quite suspect the Weasleys don't even need a lot of money for the food either. Between the orchard, the vegetable garden, and the chickens (also in the wider series actual real pigs) that's a lot of food they don't need to buy anywhere. No wonder they could afford to blow all that money on those family vacations!

I think it's also a possibility we're all getting caught in differing definitions of 'poor'. I can't help but think of that one Simpsons post that periodically goes around, about how they were originally meant to be very poor and shabby but in the present day their lifestyle is way out of reach of most people, to the extent that they actually get thought of as rich these days. The same effect could be in play here - they're meant to be poor and perhaps in their own context they are, it's just that in present day circumstances that qualifies as rich.

(and yeah, none of that removes the hypocrisy in the treatment of the other poor people in the series, who are actually poor even by present day standards)

iamnmbr3

#this is a subject I've thought about a lot#what actually qualifies as poor in the wizarding world#the answer seems to be that if you only have some luxuries instead of a lot you're considered poor#and it's not actually about survival for them#also pet peeve but harry very much does get taught maths at hogwarts. see also my post on astronomy#and by extension the divination class that can't function without advanced maths either#but that's not really relevant to the main point of the post via @perilousraven

Also probably what's poor among older pureblood families is different from what's poor among other people. For example Tonks probably defines poverty differently than Ron does or than her mother Andromeda does. After all, in many ways the Weasleys are quite similar to the Blacks & the Malfoys - similar views about nonhuman magical beings, implied cutting off of squib relatives, viewing muggles as inferiors (though the Weasley's believe in treating Muggles well, they seem them more as charming animals than equals). It would stand to reason they would have similar views on what constitutes poverty. Also, the Weasleys have a HUGE family compared to most families we see in the wizarding world so that also adds financial strain that most others in their circle don't experience

I don't think that people must be X amount of poor or X amount of suffering to count as poor. I wouldn't have a huge issue with the way the Weasleys are portrayed in the narrative if not for the contrasting framing of other poor families whose circumstances are much worse and who are treated very differently by the narrative.

This dissonance in treatment makes it feel like the story is saying if you are "too" poor then you're gross and terrible but also you should be happy with your lot and you can never climb out of those circumstances or be deserving of a happy ending the way your wealthier (morally superior) peers are. Like yeah Snape can redeem himself from being a Death Eater somewhat, but obviously he's not going to get the girl - that's for James the wealthy pureblood even though he never seems to have truly regretted his cruelty - nor is he ever going to leave Spinner's End or get to make it through the story alive - that's for people like Harry or the Weasleys.

Moral turpitude is linked to a greater level of poverty and those characters are never able to overcome it. Even later it clings to them and trying to climb out and not just accepting their fate as social subordinates is bad. Snape of course doesn’t get the girl and dies for his “betters”. Tom is defeated and his quest for higher status and dominance over the wealthy pureblood social elite leads him down a path of evil.

Also, I would say the other difference between the Weasleys and the Gaunts is not just how Dumbledore treats them, but also that the Guants are wayyyy poorer.

It's striking to me that Merope, Tom Riddle, and Snape all know what it is to be hungry. Ron, however, the poster child poor character, does not. There's literally a major plot point about how badly equipped Ron is to deal with having to go without. Harry also know what it is to be hungry but he was secretly rich the whole time so when he moves up in the world he’s actually returning to the status quo. We don't see much mobility that comes without judgement - except through marriage (Ginny to Harry and presumably Lily to James & Petunia to Vernon). Fred and George make it big with their joke shop and that's it. But they already started off in a much better situation than the true squalor that Merope or Tom or Snape grew up in.

It's not that if you've never been hungry you can't be poor or experiencing financial hardship. But I think it says something that none of the characters who grew up extremely poor ever find true happiness or love or even make it through the story without dying an unpleasant death and all of them are framed by the narrative as morally lacking. In that context I look askance at the Weasleys being held up as the shining example of a "good" poor family.

iamnmbr3

It’s kinda like how some people will talk about “rich people” but never consider the fact that compared to plenty of people THEY are the rich people and also never consider how wealth can be relative or examine their own privilege because they're too busy thinking about those who have more than them to remember those who have less.

pangaeaseas

one of the really interesting things to me about jkr's treatment of poverty is how striving to escape poverty leads to moral failings (percy's complicity with the ministry, Snape joining the Death eaters, and even Petunia marrying Vernon and then abusing Harry) while the morally 'good' poor characters are rewarded by what is essentially chance with improvement in their circumstances. Harry grows up downtrodden: but is rewarded by randomly having a huge inheritance, because he's a Good Person. The Weasley twins, who are largely considered good by the narrative (though I tend to see them as much more morally grey than presented) work on their products, yeah, but they don't really put much effort into the business side of their business, are able to found it because Harry is nice to them and gives them money instead of having to like court investors or something and they are immediately successful. Because they are Good People. Even though there could well have been business troubles or moral compromises they had to make in the course of being entrepreneurs, just like Percy had to in the course of being a bureaucrat: but he's Bad and they are Good, so they luck out without having to do that. And Snape actively attempting to escape poverty by joining a fascist cult is, obviously, bad--but when he repents of joining the Death Eaters, he is rewarded with a stable job that lends him a lot of social status. Because he is now a Good Person. The characters who try to get out of poverty end up making moral compromises to do so, but characters who are good are rewarded by the universe with financial success (almost like they are being revealed to be part of the elect....)

trothplighted

Building on that, there’s a hostility toward the Weasleys specifically ever doing anything to improve their circumstances (Arthur taking a better-paying job that wouldn’t be his dream job of breaking international law because he feels like it, Molly getting any job at all, maintaining good relationships with the older kids so they’d feel any sense of responsibility toward their younger siblings) that creates both a Doylistic sense of Joanne rewarding Virtuous Poors and a Watsonian question of “why are you people so dysfunctional that you’re giving your children seemingly unnecessary complexes over being poor??” terribly confusing woman, all told, and I’ve nothing more to add without veering far off topic

trothplighted

Anonymous asked:

What are some ships you like and some you don't?

trothplighted answered:

This is a complicated question because I can get invested in any canon pairing and find all of them fascinating, and because some of my ships aren’t things I like because the people involved are happy and stable.

I’m a Wolfstar girl to the core. I was there in the Bush years, before I knew what fanfiction was, before I knew what fandom was. I’d reread their passages in PoA, and sit with the feelings they gave me. I didn’t know what slash shipping was, I didn’t know I was gay, I thought they were just Good Friends, but I never wanted them with anyone else, and I grew into “they should fuck” as naturally as breathing. They’re one of my core three OTPs of childhood/early adolescent fandom. They sit squarely at the top of any tier list. But beyond that, I’m really intrigued by anything. I am a canon-compliant fan; I know these books well and am really uninterested in anything that doesn’t follow the path of canon (even my AUs are canon-divergent but follow canon characterization and are grounded in the attitudes and sociological climate of the late 20th century). If it’s a canon ship I’ll have opinions on it. So I’ll break it down in a more unconventional fashion -

Canon ships I actively seek out content for:

  • James/Lily
  • Grindelwald/Dumbledore
  • Narcissa/Lucius
  • Tom/Bella (with the caveat that I think this was an obviously abusive relationship and am primarily interested in stories that explore that)
  • Andromeda/Ted
  • Draco/Astoria

Extracanonical canon-compliant ships/unrequited love I’m invested in featuring canon characters:

  • Wolfstar, as said above
  • Emmeline Vance/Nymphadora Tonks
  • Fabian Prewett/Edgar Bones
  • Alphard Black -> Gellert Grindelwald
  • Barty Crouch Jr < - > Tom < - > Bella
  • James Jr -> Teddy Lupin
  • Narcissa < - > Lucius <- Snape

Extracanonical canon-compliant ships featuring at least one OC:

  • Alphard Black/Francis Tate
  • Sturgis Podmore/Gaius Selwyn
  • Minerva McGonagall/Genevieve “Gen” Smith
  • Alastor Moody/Cassius August
  • BCJR/Radu Negru (not that one)

Incest And Other Bad Decisions Club (aka “Regrettably Or Unfortunately, This Happened, Let’s Discuss”) - extracanonical but canon-compliant:

  • Bella -> Narcissa
  • Normalized incest in House Black of all kinds
  • Abraxas Malfoy/Druella Black
  • Alphard/Walburga
  • Aberforth/Ariana
  • Merope Gaunt/Tom Sr.
  • Gauntcest
  • Rabastan-Bella-Tom-Rodolphus Shame Square
  • Lucius/All Forms Of Hedonism
  • Albus Dumbledore/Severus Snape

This Happened In Canon And I Like It Primarily As A Proxy For Exploring Comphet, Homophobia, Grief, And Other Fucked Up Shit:

  • Nymphadora Tonks/Remus Lupin

The only truly non-canon ships I find myself actively liking are Prongsfoot and Wolfstarbucks, because both of those would have happened if James had been gay and you cannot convince me otherwise lmao.

Dislikes are a bit simpler! And generally my strategy with these is to simply avoid talking about them. I’m too old to care about bashing. We’ve been doing that since 2000, and I’m sort of over it.

  • Snape/Lily (I find Snape fascinating but the absolute best thing that happened to him was not ending up with Evans.)
  • Jegulus

That kiiiind of covers it, I think?

reblogging this because I have significantly more active followers now please ask me about people!!

the endless debate of “do I talk about the Prewetts or do I make people go read Erinyes, which is about Legally Distinct Not!Aurors solving the Legally Distinct Not!Potter Murders in an AU where the twins survived”

I am something of a bad leftist in that I am fascinated by stories that examine ‘good cops’ and how they respond to bad systems and so my feelings on the Auror Office are half ‘get fucked you killed my baby boy (Francis) (I love him) (he’s an OC and I love him)’ and like well someone has to help people who need help social systems exist in broken and bent and crumbling forms for a reason who helps the people who are getting attacked? to what end is that defense staged? and because Joanne will never satisfy me I have to be like hey read my thing there’s Prewetts in it
pangaeaseas

Anonymous asked:

5, 7, 8, 24 and 27 for Lily and Sirius

pangaeaseas answered:

5. first song that comes to mind when you think of them. For Lily, it’s Wuthering Heights by Kate Buch (which I imagine she likes a lot.) though maybe running up that hill might fit better…bc she makes a deal with god (her life for harry’s….) For Sirius, it’s Once in a Lifetime by the Talking Heads (which I imagine he liked until Azkaban where the rocks and stones and water bit hit wayyy too close to home). These are kind of arbitrary and don’t have much to do with them as people.

7. Favorite thing fandom does with this character.

For Lily, I’m a huge fan of the idea that she did intentional magic to defeat voldemort. i also like when fandom develops her character more than she’s developed in canon but independently of James and Snape. so I like her having a good female friend. especially when it’s Mary MacDonald bc that can get complicated real fast. also love politcially active and aware lily who gets involved with Muggleborn rights.

For Sirius, aus where he raises Harry. and while my original headcanon is actually aroace Sirius which i’ve very rarely seen, I do like that especially nowadays he’s rarely straight. I also love him being good friends with Lily. and close with his cousins as well.

8. least favorite thing fandom does with their character

with Lily there’s serious and more minor things. the serious thing is ofc the Bad Friend to Snape Lily narrative which I despise and Lily bashing in general. It grosses me out. And more broadly, the way Lily tends to be treated as a prop for whichever male character the author prefers, being loved or hated as an extension of her male friends. The minor thing is that I don’t think Lily was that popular (which is pretty much purely my headcanon) but even fics with good characterizations of her have her have a whole group of friends–and i’ve read and enjoyed very many of these, but I’d like there to be a little more unpopular weirdo lily.

with Sirius……………..do you have an hour? No? Okay. I’ll stick to one thing. Idiot Sirius. The man is smart. whether you are making him an airhead in the modern day who needs Remus to function or that annoying fandom trend from years ago where he just pranks 24/7 with no other thoughts in his head, I don’t like it. Also Sirius bashing to prop up Regulus and blaming Sirius for Regulus’s death (wtf). makes it hard to find black brothers stuff and I used to like the black brothers!

24 characters from another fandom that remind you of them

the way Lily is treated by fandom reminds me of how lyanna stark is treated by her fandom….

sirius as the chosen father figure to Harry has to have some analogue somewhere, but I cant think of one off the top of my head (sorry).

27. A color that reminds you of them

Bright electric green for Lily. she’s the girl with the killing curse eyes (this is an Easter egg for EoS readers)

And Sirius is black, obviously. Also bright red.

WHEN YOU SAID LYANNA STARK I SCREAMED there’s this gifset that I constantly think of where someone takes that line where Robert says he can’t remember what she looks like and in ‘flashback’ they show gifs of all the actresses people fancasted her with in the early 2010s I’ve wanted to do that with Lily for years but people don’t fancast her the way they do the ASOIAF ladies
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saw these tags from @pangaeaseas and wanted to address them (hope that’s okay!) because uh

the thing about Selfish Gold-Digger Lily is that there’s no evidence for it in the text. not that it’s downplayed. that we have zero evidence for its existence as a serious motivation for her marriage to James or her association with him.

Petunia and Vernon were convinced James was a freeloader who didn’t have a job because he was a lazy bum. They hold his lack of economic status over Harry’s head constantly. If Lily were motivated significantly by marrying rich, and gaining material assets or money through associations with James and Sirius and other rich Purebloods, she would have absolutely told her equally wealth-and-status-obsessed sister about it as a way to rub Petunia’s judgment and scorn in her face. “You dismissed and hated me for being a witch, but look at me now.”

And she doesn’t do that. Harry has no idea that his parents are rich until he sees their money in his Gringott’s vault! Petunia refuses to believe that James wasn’t a jobless bum! Whatever reasons Lily gave and discussed for marrying him, “access to wealth” wasn’t one of them. It feels as if people went looking for a reason to make Lily’s marriage to James into something to be criticized, something that paints her as a spoiled brat or a conniving bitch who didn’t marry for love. It feels as if “but Lily chose James and therefore she obviously felt like he was a better match for her than Snape!” is something people want to avoid - if Lily was abused into marrying James, or if she chose to marry him solely or primarily for material gain, then they can ignore the part where everyone who knew them, INCLUDING SNAPE, acknowledged that the Potters were happy and in love.

Sometimes you don’t marry the person you wish you could have married. It’s not a moral judgment against the other person for not picking you. It’s just life.

hp hp meta lily evans

honestly the thing is that it’s both almost certainly true that Joanne shoved Remus and Tonks into a marriage because she was hostile to fans’ interpretations of those characters as queer and true that Remus was a horrible husband and hated being in that marriage, again probably because Joanne wanted to punish them for being perceived as queer

but like. it is significant that he married Sirius’s cousin who could shapeshift into him.

pangaeaseas
pangaeaseas

the black sisters are characters where I have really strong interpretations of them in my head but bc they are characters where there isn't all that much canon (especially Andy) and what canon there is is up for interpretation I don't care if other people's interpretations differ from mine unless those interpretations are boring (or the ableist version of insane bella). if you have well thought out ideas about their characters I will read them even if I disagree because I love them so much as jumping off points.

seconded tbqh I need to rewatch Noble House of Black something about Mormonism just makes that girl understand repressed women in abusive sexist families