𝐼𝓃𝓉𝓇𝑜𝒹𝓊𝒸𝒸𝒾ó𝓃 ♡
𝓘 𝒶𝓂 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓈𝓌𝑒𝑒𝓉𝑒𝓈𝓉 𝑔𝒾𝓇𝓁 𝒾𝓃 𝓉𝑜𝓌𝓃, 𝓈𝑜 𝓌𝒽𝓎 𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓈𝑜 𝓂𝑒𝒶𝓃?
𓍯𓂃𓏧♡
୨ৎName ⋆ Ellie(Alias)
୨ৎAge ⋆ Seventeen
𓍯𓂃𓏧♡
𝒯𝑜 𝓈𝒽𝒾𝒻𝓉 𝒾𝓈 𝓉𝑜 𝓁𝑜𝓋𝑒
I had found shifting at the worst time possible- 9th grade, 2022. It was summer, everything was sweaty, clammy, and smelly, and my sleep schedule was…fucked, to say the least, I had the worst haircut, avoided every mirror, was in a trio (canon event) doubted my competence, had just found subliminals and was frustrated at how I can’t get them to work.
Anyways, then i found shifting, and it felt more of a burden than a boon, why? Because I was afraid of failure, and when you think of failure, it takes it’s largest form, lurking around your brain, forming a circle, capturing you in like an amoeba captures its prey…it becomes inevitable.
I took a reaaaallllyyy long break (denied that shifting was possible), before I found shiftblr and like the first droplet of rain on a freshly bloomed flower, my faith in shifting had blossomed once again…I had found shifting once again and this time it felt like what it was…a gift, a miraculous shower of glittering possibilities…
to shift is to love…to shift is to live…
With every breath, you shift. Shifting, not failure, is inevitable. Shifting is for everyone, it is not a special secret, it is but the natural truth. Just as natural as the glaciers of the highest mountains melting into a serene ever-flowing river, as natural as the moon calling in a tide, as true as a mother’s touch, as real as a spark emitting glance…
Shifting is you in your rawest form, stripped off of doubts, questions, and negative thoughts.
ℳy Desired Realities ⋆˚࿔
ℳiscellaneous ᯓᡣ𐭩
୨ৎ What does your birthday say about you
I also have a Pinterest btw- Pinterest
Thank you for reaching the end of the intro and giving me a little time out of your day.
Yours truly,
۶ৎEllie <3