girl who develops a god complex and changes her pronouns from she/her to She/Her
I want to [remembers that suicide jokes only further damage my mental health] fuck you like an animal
Nothing says good mental health like Nine Inch Nails 1994 album The Downward Spiral!
don’t talk to ME about gay yearning. in 2020 during lockdown i lived alone on a boat for three months. i went ashore once a day to work in a marine bio lab. we all had to access the lab at different times so we were never together & risking infection. i was alone all day every day, from my boat to the lab and back to my boat. one day a woman anchored her boat beside mine. we passed each other ashore just once at the harbor and she hit on me and invited me back to her boat. i told her i’d love nothing more but i could not risk exposure because of my weak immune system. she said it was a shame but that she understood. that night i was watering my vegetable garden i grew in 5 gallon buckets up on my roof and playing music on my speaker. “american pie” came on and she climbed up on her roof and shouted all the lyrics to every verse at me across the water and we danced together on our respective roofs. she raised anchor and moved on a few days later.
so yeah i know what it is to die a thousand deaths in an instant while your heart beats on.
i shouldn’t be in social situations i should be in the dark
I love in grace kelly when mika says he tried "a little freddie" bc it's like mika we are all friends here. let us be honest with one another. there is no way that the amount of freddie that you tried was "a little"
i feel like more people should be aware of the fact that giraffes have some long as fuck necks and they can straight up use them to reach foliage on tall trees that other animals are unable to
The problem with the Smiths is that they’re soooo good but you have to shake your head when you’re listening to them so everyone knows you disapprove of Morrissey
i plan on smiling sometime soon
life is never dull with my curse #MyCurse