published on 16.02.25. ۪ 𝅄 penned by vxnuslogy. ۪ 𝅄 published by @stellaronhvnters
❛ i have lived a thousand lives ; all of which never belonged to me. ❜
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guys im alive i swear, ive just been consumed with the urge to know everything about solo leveling TT ANYWAYS!! new fic might drop around the first/second week of may for anaxa so yippie!!! ( disclaimer this fic was written pre-3.2 and is probably ooc but it’s angst so… )
in which : you marry the ruthless prince of kremnos, and everyone says you'll never thaw his heart. but you’re nothing if not stubborn. surely all you have to do is win him over right? how hard can that be?
wc 8.7k (it’s worth it trust me), historical au, marriage of convenience, sunshine x grumpy, strangers to lovers, you fell first + he fell harder, fem reader referred to as “princess” / “milady”, ts burns so slow u might rip ur hair out sorry, heavily ib how to get my husband on my side. art by @/kannbergri on x.
surprise pookies @vxnuslogy @luvether @knnichs @kazucee it’s finally here!!!!
PROLOGUE: HOW TO SURVIVE THE EARLY DAYS
you married a stranger to save your homeland.
there was no love in the arrangement, no romantic vows exchanged beneath moonlit skies, no promises of forever whispered in soft voices. just firm handshakes and signatures inked on parchment.
it was a straightforward agreement: kremnos would protect your people in exchange for a union, and you were sent to marry the crown prince, mydeimos, to solidify the alliance.
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Threefold | Honkai Star Rail — Mydei
When the husband you’ve never met returns from the war you’ve never understood, he comes bearing a strange and inexplicable gift — a prince in chains who he refuses to kill.
notes: this is my most recent project ergo i am the happiest with it atm HAHA i think my prose is at its strongest here!! honestly the idea for the plot really came to me in a vision…the image of mydeimos as the reluctant prisoner appeared so clearly to me that i had no choice but to build entire world to make it a reality!! (although in terms of world building i have done the bare minimum i feel LMAO very fast and loose fs) even though i haven’t met him in-game yet hehe he’s just very handsome yk haunts my waking hours and whatnot
Seabird | Blue Lock — Sae Itoshi
Thanks to a chance encounter on the beach, you spend your vacation trying to apologize to the famous soccer player you inadvertently offended. Unfortunately, Sae Itoshi has other plans.
notes: i feel like i would be remiss if i didn’t mention seabird!! this one was so much fun to write if only because reader and sae had the funniest dynamic i think i’ve ever written. they are so hater4hater and all of their conversations (plus the little brother’s snarky asides) had me giggling as i came up with them. i think in terms of prose it’s definitely a lot more functional compared to like threefold but that kind of lends it that silliness and charm?? so i still love it HAHA
Hierophant | Honkai Star Rail — Sunday
Sunday is your mirror, as you are his — or, how meeting him spells your doom, just like losing you spells his.
notes: did i know anything about sunday when i wrote this?? debatable (it was a birthday gift). forget about robin LMAOO this is definitely THE most ooc oak siblings you will ever see but i enjoyed it making it regardless!! it’s a 𝓯𝓻𝓮𝓪𝓴𝓭𝓪𝔂 fic more than anything and very speculative/open to interpretation in its entirety which is what i was hoping to get across hehe like i have my ideas for what i think happened but truly it’s not clear at all and it was fun withholding everything LFKDJD if that makes sense…coming up with the differences between halovians and humans as well as writing sunday’s slow deterioration and eventual breakdown was very fun for me!! i also loved switching between past tense and present tense for the different povs hehe it was a fun exercise writing-wise as well!!
The Instrument | Blue Lock — Michael Kaiser
Michael Kaiser is like a rose, and you are the songbird he cannot bear to lose.
notes: yes my opp michael kaiser is making an appearance here because unfortunately i actually do really love this piece LMAO i am not as much a fan of the part two because i only wrote it upon popular demand (i prefer leaving things open-ended) but part one i do by and large enjoy!! this was my first time ever writing in the present tense and i loveddd it HAHA it really unlocks a different style and vibe of writing for me so although i don’t always use it i def do like pulling it out every now and again which i wouldn’t have learned i can do without the instrument!!
Polar | Blue Lock — Nagi-Centric Genfic
This time, when Seishiro Nagi’s talent at soccer is discovered, it’s by a boy named Oliver Aiku — which goes about as well as you’d expect it to.
notes: this one is definitely a crazy one to put on here given that this is a genfic and i am a reader insert author but. i LOVE polar LMAOAOAO it was born of a silly conversation i had with one of my friends (jei if you’re seeing this hi) but it ended up being over 20k words of nagi character study in an au where he’s found by oliver instead of reo!! i love writing it hehe i think this is the proof nagi is my fav because like writing a genfic from a character’s pov is smth i’ve never done before and probs never will do again. but it was a blast at the time!!
no-pressure tagging: @luvether @loverducky @mewnbuns @kazucee @veraties (if any of you were tagged already i am sorry 🥹 i tried switching up who i tag too so i hope you all are okay with it please lmk if not so ik for next time 💖)
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thank you for tagging me !! no need to apologize i love getting tagged in these kinds of things ^^ go check mira’s answer to this, in love w her writing and if i could tag you as one of my fave writers i would ❤︎
extra note! the whole guardian two-part series made me become severely attached to those two + feixiao. i enjoy writing the yaoqing trio in this one! their dynamic between one another and the fact that these two fics in particular are heavy on the found family & platonic love tropes speak so much volumes. they would 100% know what it feels like to love someone unconditionally and will do anything to achieve that <33 actually sobbed while writing this, they’re very noah kahan coded.
extra note! i enjoyed writing the concept of this fic <- have connections to icarus syndrome. but i looked at a fictional anatomy of angel wings and decided ‘hey, why not write something where halovians would grow multiple wings?’ and the fact that it’s actually a tedious puberty process thing where they feel pain, get sweats from it. actually really liked that concept and a lot of people do too! this was one of my fave fics to read too because the pacing is really good (i want whatever i had when i wrote this)
extra note! my recent and first naxa fic and genuinely had so much fun writing + characterizing him. writing the dialogues and banters were my favorite, as well as the entirety of cerces’ character for this one >< i researched a few concepts of alchemy, something that i knew anaxa would yap about haha, also referenced a popular yearning line in the end (spoiler it’s something from pride & prejudice)
extra note! okay, this is a guilty one for me because this is my favorite concept but it’s barely written yet TT give me a little more time eueu but i already have an outline for this + the scenarios in my head and i absolutely adore this fic. i was inspired by ballads and song bird and snakes + song of achilles + blinded by the setting sun. always thought of writing about sunday but it’s him going through guilt, pressure and yearning. loved writing / coming up with the title as well!
tagging — @milksnake-tea @earthtooz @iceunhie @theother-victoria @mikashisus (no pressure tags, lmk if you don’t want to be tagged next time ^^)
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omg ty for the tag kou pookie! DONT APOLOGIZE FOR THE TAG!!!!! and dont mind if I do hehehe >:)
hello, sailor!- aventurine
all aboard the lady luck and set sail for a new adventure! life on land doesn't satisfy you, so why not take to the seas instead? while working under captain aventurine as the primary nurse onboard, everything you've ever wanted is within your grasp, and yet the mystery surrounding your captain is still there, just short of being solved. just what kind of secrets lie hidden beneath that charming smile and silver tongue?
notes: this singlehandedly rekindled my aventurine obsession and I loved writing it as much as you guys enjoyed devouring it (ty for the once in a lifetime reblog kou pookie I still dream of it sometimes). one of the longest fics I've ever written but it certainly didn't feel like two months because of how much fun I had writing it. this was also a good exercise in juggling multiple main characters at once and I loved it but maybe that's my bias for the ip3 showing LMAO. I have also received some interest for a continuation so if the pirate aventurine bugs ever bite again...
all stars must die one day- alhaitham
it’s always been him- stupidly perfect and handsome Alhaitham who you saw as the bane of your academic achievements. Three years later and now so much has changed. He misses you. He misses your endless bickering and meaningless fights. Why did you change so much? It’s a mystery he makes up his mind to resolve.
notes: oh where do I begin with you... to this day it's still my most popular fic by note count. for being over two years old it's aged quite well. I had people pouring their hearts out to me in the comments section and my inbox and it brings me such great joy to know that my writing can have such an impact on people's lives to the point where they feel moved to leave some nice words behind. i hold this trilogy very dear to my heart <3
all hearts as one beneath the sun- aventurine
before kakavasha dissolves into the nihility, there is one hope he has to let go of. may you meet again in a kinder world and under a warm sun.
notes: ouuuufgggngngnnggnhhwhsndfnnahdsjlkfk........ vividly remember making myself cry with this one. this was one part exploration into memory and grief and how the two work together but also one part missing 2.1 aventurine LMAO. I came up with the idea for this after listening to had I not seen the sun one too many times miss robin the power ur songs hold over me should be studied...
love is concocted from esters and ketones ch. 02- robin
you’ve been commissioned to make a perfume that tells the life story of the universe’s most beloved idol. don’t let her down now.
notes: chat I will admit... I got a little carried away with this one... can't help it that I love robin and perfume and when you combine the two together? death sentence for me. immediately. but all jokes aside, this was a lovely dive into the first penacony character I fell in love with and her backstory, which while touched upon in the main storyline, was done so in relation to sunday's. I wanted to see my pretty angel singing queen have the spotlight she deserves and perhaps crash out bc she needs it
an eye for an eye- dr ratio
what happens when you stick your nose where it doesn't belong?
notes: I LOVE ME SOME GOOD MURDER MYSTERY!!!!! I rmbr thugging this out for the server halloween event and just BARELY making it in time. aside from that I had SO much fun writing this piece! it was a true test of my descriptive writing abilities and I think I did a good job nailing the 70s small mountain town vibes I was going for :D loved seeing people's reactions to the twist at the end too
tagging @tragedy-of-commons, @rainswept, @vxnuslogy, @aritsukemo, and @your-sleeparalysisdem0n (no pressure tags, lmk if you don't want to be tagged in the future)
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a reason ノ aventurine
extra! can’t go a day without at least thinking about my first ever hyv fic on this account and how aventurine opened a literal gateway for me. i was stuck in such a slump so writing this, i fully prepared myself to be disappointed because i felt like i had lost my spark. but to my surprise, it went well!! this is also a favorite of mine because it garnered crow’s attention LOL crow if you see this i love you and happy birthday again <33
the angel who lived ノsunday
extra! first ever long fic for the boy and god did i love planning this one. just the concept of death being a waiting room for those who passed, sunday growing to accept it, and having it all slip through his fingers by the end mmmm how i love angst. this was also my first time trying to study a character in depth and i dont think that good of a job unfortunately TT
to you, who finally saw the sun ノsunday
extra! the conclusion to my mini series of stellaronhunter!sunday. god i loved this one so much because i managed to slip references from previous fics in the series in it. the colored texts representing each fic, the final goodbye, and the kiss *chef’s kiss* do i think it’s perfect? no, absolutely not. but it doesn’t take away how much i adored writing this <3
no matter how long it’s been you’re mine ノmydei
extra! fairly recent fic but the epic musical brainrot was too strong i had to make two related fics about mydei. reincarnation, forbidden lovers and soulmates??? what more can i say?
love’s thesis ノalhaitham
extra! my second (?) longest fic and it had to be alhaitham. i live for yearner alhaitham with the soulmates tropes. it’s such a popular trope where character a uses their feelings for character b as their research topic with him in particular and i had to get in on the magic too. i have to admit, it did take a while to write this with all the editing and stuff, but it was so worth it in the end.
my entire kinich section
extra! now, i can never beat the down bad allegations because i absolutely adore everything i wrote about him. whether it be canon-compliant or modern au, kinich has a very special place in my heart. i don’t play genshin anymore but boy, do i find myself missing him.
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hi sweets i hope u’ve been having a decent week!! 🙇🏽♀️
MY POOKIE OHKA HIIII WAVES honestly this week has been fine and we managed to finish one major project for this year so YIPPIE!!! i hope you’re having a decent week as well <333
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꒰ including ꒱ ⠀! ⠀phainon, anaxagora & mydei. ୨୧ ꒰ warnings ꒱ ⠀! ⠀modern!au, school!au, ooc, just very stereotypical school tropes, highschool awkwardness.
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