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    Speak Now Never Hold Your Peace: A Memoir
    Speak Now Never Hold Your Peace: A Memoir
    Speak Now Never Hold Your Peace: A Memoir
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    Speak Now Never Hold Your Peace: A Memoir

    By Eboni Stiff

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    While at home recovering from an out-patient surgery, Eboni experiences excruciating pain that causes her to return to the same hospital that performed the initial procedure.

    Upon returning to the hospital, she learns that she is a few hours away from dying and must have a life altering procedure. How could this be? What happened that cau

    LanguageEnglish
    PublisherEboni Mobley LLC
    Release dateJan 15, 2024
    ISBN9798989376414
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      Speak Now Never Hold Your Peace - Eboni Stiff

      SPEAK NOW

      NEVER

      HOLD YOUR PEACE

      A MEMOIR

      EBONI STIFF

      Speak Now Never Hold Your Peace

      The stories in the book reflect the author’s recollection of events. Certain names, locations and identifying characteristics have been changed to protect the privacy of those depicted. The dialogues in the book have been re-created from the author’s perspective and memory.

      Copyright © 2023 by Eboni Stiff

      All rights reserved. No part of this publication may be reproduced, distributed, or transmitted in any form or by any means, including photocopying, recording, scanning, or other electronic or mechanical methods, without the prior written permission of the publisher, except in the case of brief quotations embodied in critical reviews and certain other noncommercial uses permitted by copyright law. For permission requests, please contact ebonitheauthor@gmail.com

      First Edition: January 2024

      ISBN: 9798989376407 (paperback), 9798989376414 (ebook), 9798989376421 (paperback)

      Library of Congress Control Number: 2023921765

      Publisher: Eboni Mobley LLC

      Printed in the United States

      Edited By: Latrice Scott

      Cover Photo By: Erick Robinson

      Cover Photo Make-up Artist: Nachera Cherry Smith

      ***

      To my wonderful Mother, my role model, my everything. Thank you for loving me unconditionally and I hope this book makes you proud.

      In Loving Memory of my Father. There isn’t a day that goes by that I don’t miss you. Daddy, your baby girl is an author now. Keep watching over me. I love you beyond words.

      In Loving Memory of my Sister. I love you so much and I wish you were here with me. I know you are smiling down on us all.

      In Loving Memory of my Bonus Father. I miss our talks and your guidance. I pray that you are proud of mom and we love you forever.

      Contents

      Prologue

      Day 1: IT'S JUST GAS

      Day 1 (Evening): FARTING IS IMPORTANT

      DAY 2: QUESTIONS AND NO ANSWERS

      DAY 3: CONFESSION OF THE DOCTOR

      DAY 4: HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOMMY

      DAY 5: THE VALLEY

      DAY 6: EXPRESSIONS OF LOVE

      DAY 7: ACCEPTANCE

      DAY 8: SURVIVING THE NIGHT SHIFT

      DAY 9: DEAR MOMMA

      DAY 10: BRING ON THE TUBES

      DAY 11: WHAT LAWSUIT?

      DAY 12: SURPRISE

      DAY 13: PARTY TIME

      DAY 14: MOTHER/DAUGHTER BOND

      DAY 15: SELF EDUCATION

      DAY 16: LET IT OUT

      DAY 17: TIME TO LIVE

      Acknowledgements

      About the Author

      Prologue

      W e have to go now or she’s going to die!, were the last words I heard from the doctor in the Emergency Room.

      It was September 4, 2022 at approximately 3am that my life was getting ready to change forever. It felt as if the

      anesthesia had already kicked in and I could barely keep my eyes open. I gave a thumbs up to my family and significant

      other, Myles, as I was rolled down the hallway to the surgery room, not knowing if I would ever see them again.

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      Day 1: IT'S JUST GAS

      Two days prior, I had a hysterectomy. The hysterectomy took place in the morning and I was sent home that evening. The doctor who performed the hysterectomy assured me that everything went well and cleared me to go home. I was told that it was important that I made a bowel movement or pass gas after this procedure.

      A loud scream filled my bedroom in the middle of the night at approximately 10:00pm. Myles jumped from the bed, confused and continuously asking me what’s wrong. I could barely speak. I was only able to let out loud moans and screams while holding my stomach. My stomach was cramping so bad and felt so tight that I could barely walk. I had never experienced pain like this in my life. Giving birth didn’t hurt this bad. I slowly made my way to the bathroom hoping that I would be able to make a bowel movement or fart. Neither one of those things were happening. I sat on the toilet crying while rubbing my stomach and praying that I would make a bowel movement.

      Myles was rubbing my back as I was sitting on the toilet and told me that I would feel better once I pooped. I was trying hard to poop, but it wasn’t working.

      About ten minutes had passed, but nothing happened and the pain intensified. I demanded to be taken to the hospital immediately. Myles said that he was going to call 911. I told him, absolutely not! I wanted to be taken to the hospital by car and to the hospital that performed the surgery. The ambulance would’ve taken me to the nearest hospital and that ride would have cost me a lot of money. Myles taking me to the hospital was free and I would be right back in the same place that operated on me two days ago. He asked if we should call the doctor and I said no. I just wanted to leave as soon as possible.

      Myles went into the other room where my mother and aunt were sleeping. He advised them that I was in pain and that he was taking me back to the hospital. My mom and aunt came into my room and began asking me what’s wrong and where were my clothes? Oh goodness, I didn’t even realize I was naked. When they pointed that out, I really didn’t care because I was in so much pain. I had no idea what happened to my pajamas! I went to bed with my clothes on and woke up without them. Too many things were happening in this moment and although clothes are important, it was the least of my worries.

      I told Myles to get my blue maxi dress. After looking in both closets, he couldn’t find it. As he continued looking for this blue dress, my mom started yelling at me and trying to convince me that it was just gas. She told me to lay back down and call the doctor. I asked her to stop yelling at me. She said she wasn’t yelling, she just wanted me to calm down. She then turned to my aunt and told her to bring me some water. She said the water would make me feel better. Mom, I don’t want any water. I needed pain medicine that was stronger than what I had! My aunt brought me a cup of water and it was cold. I tried to sip it and it seemed like my brain froze. I said oh no, this water is too

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