~akguy34

Unfortunately in still alive, I don't post here journals very often but feel like venting life a bit, just came in from cutting up the last bit of a load of logs since I've been laid off from my job and waiting for my summer job to start so been working my ass of around the house my back, knees, and shoulders are killing me after cutting and splitting a bunch of firewood, been trying to clear the property a bit more, piling and burning a bunch of sod and tree stumps so i can start planting, took a literal truckload of black plastic bags my ex wife and former father in law left here full of sawdust and compost when they were trying to build a huge compost pile for the farm, unfortunately a bunch are still frozen to the ground. cut a bunch of trees and brush that had died in my woods I was hoping to get it done before the bees and hornets start to nest. transplanted a crabapple to a better location and have been trying to get an area ready for a some fur meets. hoping to get the greenhouses set up and the small area for planting, been trying to get started with the farm been neglecting my forge practice. its been a slow time but slowly trying to get the homestead up and running. job wise the government spent to much money elseward so i was laid off for the summer and have been fighting Alaska unemployment for the few weeks I'll be off until my summer job takes over luckily my old job i had done when i was off for my mandatory month off wants me back pretty bad, and I'm waiting to get transferred to a different shop with better hours/ pay/ job in general but in the federal government you have to go through some guy in the lower 48 to determine if your resume meets qualification and it take the damn guy about 4 weeks each time and this has been the second time trying to get transferred even though my collage training is exactly this it doesn't have enough keyword crap to get through. the supervisor wants to get together to try and tweak my resume to get through this red tape bullshit and ill have a year round job with basically almost perfect job. on top of this my ex is seeing someone so the only fuck-toy relief is gone and my dating has been a shitshow, so bad that between the ghosting and ignoring the lady i thought i was dating ended up setting me up with someone its just a clusterfuck.