~GooBlueBerry

College semester finished up just this weekend so I'll get to enjoy the holidays, which before I do I got some things I wanna explain bout what happened to me this year

To start off being directly honest, 2024 may have been one of the worst years for me emotionally and creatively; the start of the year had me see some of my biggest inspiration nearly get shut down due to petty reasons, up until the first few months of this year where me and my family had to say goodbye to our Dog due to sudden health complications

The latter had really affected me in a way I didn't realize, I had gotten sort of emotionally numb because of the loss...mentally and physically I'm doing fine (although I was also warned by my doctor that I am at risk of being pre-diabetic too...) but emotionally it's just hard to find a reason to stay happy and peppy at times, but I still at least try when it is for others.

It's been more then half a year now since we had to say goodbye, but I'm still recovering emotionally I think, I'm not sure how long it might last but at the same time I'm just hoping to move forward despite what happened.

TL:DR 2024 was at least okay in terms of work and college, emotionally though it was a Trainwreck due to inspirations being shut down and the loss of my dog

I usually just try to live in the moment and not focus so much on the distant future, but seeing that 2025 may be potentially my final year in college, I just do at least hope that next year will be better then 2024... Knocks on a nearby plank of wood so much and so hard it nearly breaks in half /j

I do apologize for such a mixed emotions of a journal ^^; despite everything I'm going to do my best to enjoy the holidays, catch up on art both for myself and others, and just enjoy this free time, and I wish the same for you all too! I hope you all have a wonderful holiday season~!