~JasperW

We're back. I literally forgot about this entirely. That's straight up the only reason for the 4 month break. Thanks to one of my friends who also journals for reminding me.

I've started going to therapy. It's been somewhat helpful but hasn't really been what I had hoped for. It got me to think about how it would be to have a job and do college at the same time, which I've always assumed would be an awful idea, but I don't really think that's the case anymore, and I actually really want to try it out.

Things have been very static for a while now. I haven't made much progress towards anything. I do hope to work on that really soon though, and I should be starting classes again in June? I was told I need 5 more to get a degree. What kind of degree, I don't even know, but anything will work as far as I'm concerned. I also definitely want to try and get a job before classes start, because I'm definitely not looking for one once they do. It's weird that I consider doing a job to be so much less of a commitment than looking for one, but that's how I feel about it.

I've been watching Made in Abyss. It's an an incredible anime and I only have 4 episodes of season 2 left. Might even watch some once I'm done writing this up. I've also gotten back into I wanna be the destination. I've been on the final boss of that game for ages, but I've been putting some time into it every day now and I've gotten super close. It's pretty grueling, as every run is taking several minutes at this point. Not great for morale but it's to be expected unfortunately.

Also great progress on my story I've been writing. I have an okay idea of where the story needs to go to reach an ending. It'll be a while for sure, but I'm super happy with what I've got. And I haven't run out of steam on it yet! I think if I do, I'll probably take a break and see how I feel about it after, and if that doesn't work, I could upload a chapter or two to get some feedback and maybe that would kickstart me again. Not at that point yet though, still chugging along.

I don't even know if this happened in the last four months or not but abu needs to stop releasing new diapers. Tiny tails exist now and they're the cutest things I've ever seen and they're super expensive. Honestly the price is fine especially considering how infrequently I actually wear but I'm more sad that a diaper I love so much has sticky tapes lmao. Little kings were the cutest imo before but I really didn't have any desire to get them because they're cloth backed so they don't crinkle as much, but these do! If they were hook and loop they would actually just straight up be perfect :c