~LikeMaNiac

Well.. as I said.. Today could've gone whole lot better..
Turns out, Joey is no more with us..
He slumbers for all eternity behind our parents beautiful Bamboo forest..


This morning atrated like every other.. He ate well, I gave him his dietary supp;iment and he could get downstairs with the other 2 and us.ME and my husband were doing out own things..
My husband playing Destiny 2, Iwas starting to play Minecraft.
While waiting i made some popcorn because i wanted some, and took some Monster energy drink..

And then, around 9,30. My husband got up and goes to kitchen. trying t opetJoey on his way..
Joey were meowing and growling..

I waslike" oh shit, it's better not be what i think it is"
Turns out,,, it was... The UTI he had almost 2 months ago, had returned...

We took him to the vet straight on that moment, but at there..we got bad news.. His bladder were blocked and the only option would've been another surgery.
For which we didn;t have funds anymore... It wouldn't even had fixed the problem...
More expensive option would've been perineal urethrostomy. Basically making Joey to be Joeyleen...a female... But that surgery costs 3k-4.5k... Out of question since we already had used 2000 on him before... adn couln't get another loan for it anymore either..

We have no funds.. I already had tried to get him better for long time.
I have dialysis every other day and we also would need to save for my possible kidney transplant...

We had to make VERY heavy decision to put him down...
I thought I was already ready for it after the last time we had to take him to vets..

But in the moment, when I said that we might have to put him to rest..
It hit like a hard stone. Can't do much more than just cry at that point..
We couldn't have done anything else. our options were minimized to zero, basically...

We spend some time with him before the first shot were given.
We stayed with Joey when he slowly fall a sleep... stayed as long as the nurses came back with the other dose...
I wanted to leave before they could give Joeys second shot.. But my husband wanted to stay so he wouldn't go alone.
I understand that. I have been in 1 situation before. It's hard to bear... I decoded to stay to be there for my husband..
I knew it was gonna be a heavy words to hear "he is gone"

Around 5 minutes... Joey was gone..
No more pains or suffering.. Just peaceful eternal sleep...

As much as you think you are prepared this to happen, It still hits hard when it's actually happening.
We got him with us, Took him to our parents and had a grave for him behind the Bamboo forest with a help of our brothers.
He is now with Oliver, Shadow, Mimi. Monster, Bobomb and Claymore. (3 dogs, 2 winter dwarf hamsters and Tortoise)

we had some nice flowers for his grave. and we had nice warm blanket we wrapped him. That blanket had cat heads and hearts on it, How fitting. Didn't see it before we open it up to put him on it.

May his eternal slumber be peaceful. You might've been a nuisance from time to time. But we still loved you whole lot.

R.I.P Joey.