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Pay It Forward
Troubled pasts, fresh starts, new love.
Forced to leave home as soon as he finished high school, Bailey McCreedy’s focus has been on earning enough money to survive. All he needs is a roof over his head and to keep his small mobile lending library running. Books are Bailey’s escape, and he loves to share the joy of reading with those who don’t have access to them.
Tom Brooks’s upbringing is very different to Bailey’s, with a loving family, a good education, and a high-flying job—that is, until things came crashing down. Tom opens a coffee shop, struggling to build his business and reluctant to accept help, operating under the misguided belief that he must pay penance for his sins. Watching Bailey work with the street kids opens Tom’s eyes to the reality that accepting help is not a sign of weakness, and that he is so much more than his past mistakes.
But as Bailey falls for Tom, with his charming manner, obvious care for others, and group of successful friends, Bailey’s own sense of self-worth threatens to tear them apart. In the face of intensifying challenges, he’s reluctant to confide in Tom, afraid he’s not good enough.
A bright future will require Bailey to heed his own advice—people aren’t defined by their failures or inability to live up to the expectations of others. It’s time for Tom to pay it forward, and Bailey needs to accept the help and love that Tom offers.
Forced to leave home as soon as he finished high school, Bailey McCreedy’s focus has been on earning enough money to survive. All he needs is a roof over his head and to keep his small mobile lending library running. Books are Bailey’s escape, and he loves to share the joy of reading with those who don’t have access to them.
Tom Brooks’s upbringing is very different to Bailey’s, with a loving family, a good education, and a high-flying job—that is, until things came crashing down. Tom opens a coffee shop, struggling to build his business and reluctant to accept help, operating under the misguided belief that he must pay penance for his sins. Watching Bailey work with the street kids opens Tom’s eyes to the reality that accepting help is not a sign of weakness, and that he is so much more than his past mistakes.
But as Bailey falls for Tom, with his charming manner, obvious care for others, and group of successful friends, Bailey’s own sense of self-worth threatens to tear them apart. In the face of intensifying challenges, he’s reluctant to confide in Tom, afraid he’s not good enough.
A bright future will require Bailey to heed his own advice—people aren’t defined by their failures or inability to live up to the expectations of others. It’s time for Tom to pay it forward, and Bailey needs to accept the help and love that Tom offers.
221 pages, Kindle Edition
First published November 11, 2018
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Nic Starr
43 books365 followersNic Starr lives in Australia where she tries to squeeze as much into her busy life as possible. Balancing the demands of a corporate career with raising a family and writing can be challenging but she wouldn’t give it up for the world.
Always a reader, the lure of m/m romance was strong and she devoured hundreds of wonderful m/m romance books before eventually realising she had some stories of her own that needed to be told!
When not writing or reading, she loves to spend time with her family–an understanding husband and two beautiful daughters–and is often found indulging in her love of cooking and planning her dream home in the country.
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November 16, 2018
Bailey has a part time job, not by choice, and has a somewhat low self esteem.
Others see a beautiful soul in him who helps kids around and lets them read from his home made mobile library. He has a big heart.
He takes his coffee breaks at Take Two, run by the gorgeous owner, Tom.
Tom is surrounded by a group of wonderful friends, who are all doing great with jobs, studying and houses. Always with a helping hand, only Tom doesn’t want help from his friends. First he needed to get rid of the heavy baggage on his shoulders.
Tom and Bailey develop a sweet friendship. As they get more and more involved with each other, the friendship grows into some lovely sweetness.
With everyone around him going upwards, Bailey’s own life seems to go downward, even with an always considerate Tom besides him... who he can’t tell what’s really going on.
Bailey’s insecurities are blocking his view on life.
Such a friendly and comfortable story. No depressing heavy subjects but totally realistic and thereby grabbing me more than once by the throat. Both Bailey and Tom had lovely endearing personalities and all the side characters were engaging. It was written smoothly and captivating way. The story was developed and had a pleasant pace. All the events were somewhat easygoing and even with some sharp edges it was still a very comfortable read. I did read it in one sit!
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Others see a beautiful soul in him who helps kids around and lets them read from his home made mobile library. He has a big heart.
He takes his coffee breaks at Take Two, run by the gorgeous owner, Tom.
Tom is surrounded by a group of wonderful friends, who are all doing great with jobs, studying and houses. Always with a helping hand, only Tom doesn’t want help from his friends. First he needed to get rid of the heavy baggage on his shoulders.
Tom and Bailey develop a sweet friendship. As they get more and more involved with each other, the friendship grows into some lovely sweetness.
With everyone around him going upwards, Bailey’s own life seems to go downward, even with an always considerate Tom besides him... who he can’t tell what’s really going on.
Bailey’s insecurities are blocking his view on life.
Such a friendly and comfortable story. No depressing heavy subjects but totally realistic and thereby grabbing me more than once by the throat. Both Bailey and Tom had lovely endearing personalities and all the side characters were engaging. It was written smoothly and captivating way. The story was developed and had a pleasant pace. All the events were somewhat easygoing and even with some sharp edges it was still a very comfortable read. I did read it in one sit!
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December 2, 2018
This is a really sweet friends-to-lovers romance, between two men who have very different backgrounds, but fit together seamlessly once they move past their easy friendship.
Bailey works part-time at a call center in Sydney, taking care of himself since his parents kicked him out, and Tom is the owner of Take Two, a coffee shop, since he left a high-powered job for reasons.
In his spare time, Bailey also runs a free mobile library out of the back of his van, bringing donated books to homeless people in the poorer areas of his town.
Both Bailey and Tom struggle with accepting help from others, for different reason, with Tom believing that he doesn't really deserve the help, and Bailey not used to anyone offering to help him. They both believe that they must do things on their own.
What I really loved about this book is that the characters are regular, normal people, not fancy, not rich, not super successful. Tom has a group of friends that love him and care about him, and would do help him gladly, if only he'd accept it, and Bailey has one friend at work (his direct supervisor) who's about to embark on a new adventure. They are kind and giving and ask for nothing for themselves, and are yet not perfect.
Their romance unfolded slowly and organically - there was no rush to get them together - and I appreciated that. It was really nice to watch them become friends, then close friends, then lovers. And what angst there was is mostly Bailey feeling insecure and inadequate, something that was caused by how his parents treated him, and how life in general has treated him. And yet, despite struggling to pay rent, despite not having any money saved, Bailey pays it forward.
The plot slowed down a little towards the middle of the book, but I appreciated the author taking the time to let the relationships develop naturally - not only the one between Tom and Bailey, but also between Bailey and Tom's friends, and Bailey's "regulars" at the mobile library, whom he helps not only by bringing them free books, but by finding them steady employment or giving them a leg up in other ways. Tom has an interesting and diverse group of friends, and I suspect that subsequent books in this series will be about them.
This was a feel-good, sweet, and heart-warming romance, with characters you might meet down the street in your own town, and a wonderful, happy ending. I enjoyed reading this and think you will too.
** I received a free copy of this book from its author in exchange for an honest review. **
Bailey works part-time at a call center in Sydney, taking care of himself since his parents kicked him out, and Tom is the owner of Take Two, a coffee shop, since he left a high-powered job for reasons.
In his spare time, Bailey also runs a free mobile library out of the back of his van, bringing donated books to homeless people in the poorer areas of his town.
Both Bailey and Tom struggle with accepting help from others, for different reason, with Tom believing that he doesn't really deserve the help, and Bailey not used to anyone offering to help him. They both believe that they must do things on their own.
What I really loved about this book is that the characters are regular, normal people, not fancy, not rich, not super successful. Tom has a group of friends that love him and care about him, and would do help him gladly, if only he'd accept it, and Bailey has one friend at work (his direct supervisor) who's about to embark on a new adventure. They are kind and giving and ask for nothing for themselves, and are yet not perfect.
Their romance unfolded slowly and organically - there was no rush to get them together - and I appreciated that. It was really nice to watch them become friends, then close friends, then lovers. And what angst there was is mostly Bailey feeling insecure and inadequate, something that was caused by how his parents treated him, and how life in general has treated him. And yet, despite struggling to pay rent, despite not having any money saved, Bailey pays it forward.
The plot slowed down a little towards the middle of the book, but I appreciated the author taking the time to let the relationships develop naturally - not only the one between Tom and Bailey, but also between Bailey and Tom's friends, and Bailey's "regulars" at the mobile library, whom he helps not only by bringing them free books, but by finding them steady employment or giving them a leg up in other ways. Tom has an interesting and diverse group of friends, and I suspect that subsequent books in this series will be about them.
This was a feel-good, sweet, and heart-warming romance, with characters you might meet down the street in your own town, and a wonderful, happy ending. I enjoyed reading this and think you will too.
** I received a free copy of this book from its author in exchange for an honest review. **
November 12, 2018
This book is so charming and sweet. It’s a lovely slow-burn romance that gave me a warm feeling throughout.
Bailey and Tom are endearing characters. They are normal guys who have to go through their day-to-day lives, just like everyone else. They have that instant attraction you sometimes have with one or two special persons. But they take it slowly, one day at a time. I loved seeing how their connection was growing. They are not around each other twenty-four seven, which makes it even more real because that’s how friendships grow. Step by step. They are stepping in and helping others whenever they can. I loved Bailey’s mobile library for the homeless. What a wonderful idea. And from one thing comes another.
But as often is the case with people who are going all out for others, they have a hard time accepting help themselves. I felt so sorry for Bailey for what happened to him. You never want it for anyone, but especially not him. Just like in real life, it’s always the good guys who fall on hard times.
Tom and Bailey are surrounded by some amazing friends, whom I love to read more about.
I love the concept of this book. Paying it forward and giving back are two mottos that are near and dear to my heart. This is the first book in the series, and I am looking forward to reading the next one.
Bailey and Tom are endearing characters. They are normal guys who have to go through their day-to-day lives, just like everyone else. They have that instant attraction you sometimes have with one or two special persons. But they take it slowly, one day at a time. I loved seeing how their connection was growing. They are not around each other twenty-four seven, which makes it even more real because that’s how friendships grow. Step by step. They are stepping in and helping others whenever they can. I loved Bailey’s mobile library for the homeless. What a wonderful idea. And from one thing comes another.
But as often is the case with people who are going all out for others, they have a hard time accepting help themselves. I felt so sorry for Bailey for what happened to him. You never want it for anyone, but especially not him. Just like in real life, it’s always the good guys who fall on hard times.
Tom and Bailey are surrounded by some amazing friends, whom I love to read more about.
I love the concept of this book. Paying it forward and giving back are two mottos that are near and dear to my heart. This is the first book in the series, and I am looking forward to reading the next one.
December 10, 2018
A Joyfully Jay review.
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I really enjoyed this book! You are all aware of my love of books and libraries (I wouldn’t be here otherwise). Pay it Forward gave me a charming character who may just love them more than me. I saw a lot of myself in Bailey, and that completely endeared him to me. Tom is just as wonderful. He’s a fundamentally good man who, through no fault of his own, was involved in something rather unfortunate, and with Take Two, he wants to redeem himself.
Right away, the chemistry between Bailey and Tom is obvious. It’s nothing explosive. It’s just a sweet attraction that eventually leads to more. Their dialogue felt natural, as did their interactions. Also, there was no real conflict to speak of. Mostly, they were both having some personal issues and they didn’t discuss them with each other because they wanted to get through them on their own. They should have trusted each other, but seriously, that’s it. There’s no big bad guy. There’s no breakup/makeup. Their friends are faithful and loyal and want to help them. Pay it Forward was simply a touching love story.
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I really enjoyed this book! You are all aware of my love of books and libraries (I wouldn’t be here otherwise). Pay it Forward gave me a charming character who may just love them more than me. I saw a lot of myself in Bailey, and that completely endeared him to me. Tom is just as wonderful. He’s a fundamentally good man who, through no fault of his own, was involved in something rather unfortunate, and with Take Two, he wants to redeem himself.
Right away, the chemistry between Bailey and Tom is obvious. It’s nothing explosive. It’s just a sweet attraction that eventually leads to more. Their dialogue felt natural, as did their interactions. Also, there was no real conflict to speak of. Mostly, they were both having some personal issues and they didn’t discuss them with each other because they wanted to get through them on their own. They should have trusted each other, but seriously, that’s it. There’s no big bad guy. There’s no breakup/makeup. Their friends are faithful and loyal and want to help them. Pay it Forward was simply a touching love story.
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March 29, 2019
“Our actions are like ships which we may watch set out to sea, and not know when or with what cargo they will return to port.” ~ Iris Murdoch, (The Bell)
Bailey McCreedy, of 'Pay it Forward' by Nic Starr, hasn't had it easy. His father had little use for a son who wasn't macho and let him know at every turn. When he threw him out at eighteen, instead of going to college or finding an occupation he wanted, Bailey is forced to take whatever he can get, just to survive. Bailey doesn't believe he will ever be any better off than he is right now, that is, until he meets Tom, owner of the coffee shop he frequents.
Due to his upbringing, Bailey has low self-esteem. He has had a crush on the handsome, friendly barista for weeks, but never would have dreamed that he had a chance with him. Bailey figures that Tom is way out of his league. When Tom asks Bailey on a date, Bailey is pleasantly surprised. In a later conversation, Tom asks Bailey about his job; Bailey explains that he works for a call center, but that it’s not where he wants to stay forever. Reading has been Bailey's escape for years. He collects books and gives them to the homeless to be returned so they can take out more books. Bailey tries to provide an escape for his patrons, hoping his enthusiasm for books will rub off and that reading will help lighten their burden, at least for a little while. Tom gives him high praise for his “book mobile” efforts, but Bailey brushes it off, saying anyone would do it. Tom disagrees, but he can't change Bailey's mind.
Tom Brooks is the proprietor of a local coffee shop. He notices the cute guy who frequents his establishment, but isn't sure that he should approach Bailey. He has been out of the dating game for a while now and is out of practice. Tom is trying to make a new start, but the truth is, he's not able to get over his past mistakes. His friends are worried about him because he has practically become a hermit, a far cry from the man he was before. When Bailey comes on the scene, Tom is so impressed and attracted to him, that he decides to 'take the plunge' and the more Tom gets to know him, the more he admires Bailey's altruism and compassion for others. Instead of relaxing in the relationship and let the natural pace to develop, Tom's guilt comes back to plague him, causing him to think he may not deserve Bailey, Tom is having a great deal of difficulty forgiving himself; due to his past bad choices, he still doesn't believe he deserves to be happy. Tom and Bailey are struggling with loving themselves enough to be able to love each other. If they can't come to terms with their issues, they will not make it.
Nic has written an endearing story of how if you keep reliving the past, the present will pass you by. Tom and Bailey are great guys who do deserve each other – if they can get past the past and make a future together. Thanks, Nic, for a very entertaining story.
Bailey McCreedy, of 'Pay it Forward' by Nic Starr, hasn't had it easy. His father had little use for a son who wasn't macho and let him know at every turn. When he threw him out at eighteen, instead of going to college or finding an occupation he wanted, Bailey is forced to take whatever he can get, just to survive. Bailey doesn't believe he will ever be any better off than he is right now, that is, until he meets Tom, owner of the coffee shop he frequents.
Due to his upbringing, Bailey has low self-esteem. He has had a crush on the handsome, friendly barista for weeks, but never would have dreamed that he had a chance with him. Bailey figures that Tom is way out of his league. When Tom asks Bailey on a date, Bailey is pleasantly surprised. In a later conversation, Tom asks Bailey about his job; Bailey explains that he works for a call center, but that it’s not where he wants to stay forever. Reading has been Bailey's escape for years. He collects books and gives them to the homeless to be returned so they can take out more books. Bailey tries to provide an escape for his patrons, hoping his enthusiasm for books will rub off and that reading will help lighten their burden, at least for a little while. Tom gives him high praise for his “book mobile” efforts, but Bailey brushes it off, saying anyone would do it. Tom disagrees, but he can't change Bailey's mind.
Tom Brooks is the proprietor of a local coffee shop. He notices the cute guy who frequents his establishment, but isn't sure that he should approach Bailey. He has been out of the dating game for a while now and is out of practice. Tom is trying to make a new start, but the truth is, he's not able to get over his past mistakes. His friends are worried about him because he has practically become a hermit, a far cry from the man he was before. When Bailey comes on the scene, Tom is so impressed and attracted to him, that he decides to 'take the plunge' and the more Tom gets to know him, the more he admires Bailey's altruism and compassion for others. Instead of relaxing in the relationship and let the natural pace to develop, Tom's guilt comes back to plague him, causing him to think he may not deserve Bailey, Tom is having a great deal of difficulty forgiving himself; due to his past bad choices, he still doesn't believe he deserves to be happy. Tom and Bailey are struggling with loving themselves enough to be able to love each other. If they can't come to terms with their issues, they will not make it.
Nic has written an endearing story of how if you keep reliving the past, the present will pass you by. Tom and Bailey are great guys who do deserve each other – if they can get past the past and make a future together. Thanks, Nic, for a very entertaining story.
November 15, 2018
I liked the story idea, this was actually a lovely story about helping hands. Between lovers, and friends.
I liked the chemistry between the two main characters, but I didn't get enough time to enjoy their relationship. The friendship was great, the angst was a right portion.
This is sweet, enjoyable friends to lovers story. Not my favorite, but still okay.
November 12, 2018
ARC Received for an honest review
This is my first Nic Starr read, and I can guarantee you that it won't be my last.
Bailey and Tom's story is sweet and beautiful and full of hope. We have all had those times when life keeps kicking us when we are down, and we can only hope to find someone like they did to lift them back up.
I loved that even though they came from such different backgrounds, they really do fit each other.
The middle did drag a little bit for me, however it did not stop me from reading. And the last 25% of the story was wonderful.
Friendships play a big part in this story, and in our lovelies lives. I loved Tom's friends from the minute they walked in the door of his coffee shop, and I love love loved how they were trying to get him to accept their help. I understood why he was reluctant, but I wanted to shake him and say "let them help".
I was away from home whilst I was reading this book, and I have to tell you, I became very anti-social as I sat with friends, Kindle in hand, as I needed to know where this story would lead me.
A big thing that I loved about this story is the location. Being set in my home town of Sydney just makes it so much enjoyable to read (especially when they are going to watch my beloved Swans play).
I was totally enamoured with this story, and I can't wait to see where this series takes us in the future.
This is my first Nic Starr read, and I can guarantee you that it won't be my last.
Bailey and Tom's story is sweet and beautiful and full of hope. We have all had those times when life keeps kicking us when we are down, and we can only hope to find someone like they did to lift them back up.
I loved that even though they came from such different backgrounds, they really do fit each other.
The middle did drag a little bit for me, however it did not stop me from reading. And the last 25% of the story was wonderful.
Friendships play a big part in this story, and in our lovelies lives. I loved Tom's friends from the minute they walked in the door of his coffee shop, and I love love loved how they were trying to get him to accept their help. I understood why he was reluctant, but I wanted to shake him and say "let them help".
I was away from home whilst I was reading this book, and I have to tell you, I became very anti-social as I sat with friends, Kindle in hand, as I needed to know where this story would lead me.
A big thing that I loved about this story is the location. Being set in my home town of Sydney just makes it so much enjoyable to read (especially when they are going to watch my beloved Swans play).
I was totally enamoured with this story, and I can't wait to see where this series takes us in the future.
November 24, 2018
4.5 STARS
You can always rely on Nic Starr to give you a story that makes you feel all warm and fuzzy inside.
Here we have Tom and Bailey, two men with very different backgrounds who are kinda struggling in their lives but appreciate what they’ve got. Tom has his own coffee shop, but is making just enough money to cover his costs and pay one casual employee. He pretty much lives his life behind the coffee machine in his shop, which leaves no time for dating or romance. He has great friends who are willing to help him out, but he refuses all offers of assistance, believing he has to do it on his own. Bailey works part time at a call center and struggles to pay his rent. All of Bailey’s extra time is spent running his mobile library from the back of his rundown van. Bailey is passionate about getting books to homeless people, knowing all about the escape that a good book can provide. Bailey is unused to having anyone he can depend on for help, and feels inadequate in many ways.
What I loved most about these guys is the fact that they were very realistic. Sure it’s fun to read about werewolves and billionaires, but sometimes it’s nice to have some main characters who are just regular people. Because regular people need love too! There was also no rush to get these guys into a relationship, the author allowing their friendship to develop in a way that seemed natural which then progressed into deeper feelings. While there were a few bumps in their romance, mostly caused by Bailey’s feelings of inadequacy, they sorted it out without any over the top fuss. Bailey especially had a bad habit of not talking about his fears or problems with Tom, but it was true to his history and persona, rather than a contrived fault to cause plot drama.
The mobile library aspect of the story was an interesting inclusion and I enjoyed the scenes that saw Bailey interacting with his “regular customers”. It was a great way to contrast the two sides to Bailey’s character, the confident altruist versus the insecure boyfriend.
This is the kind of feel good story that makes you wish you could meet the characters in real life because knowing people like this would restore some of your faith in humanity. The remaining men in Tom’s group of friends, who I’m assuming will be the focus of this series, also seem like pretty great guys and I’m looking forward to reading their stories too.
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You can always rely on Nic Starr to give you a story that makes you feel all warm and fuzzy inside.
Here we have Tom and Bailey, two men with very different backgrounds who are kinda struggling in their lives but appreciate what they’ve got. Tom has his own coffee shop, but is making just enough money to cover his costs and pay one casual employee. He pretty much lives his life behind the coffee machine in his shop, which leaves no time for dating or romance. He has great friends who are willing to help him out, but he refuses all offers of assistance, believing he has to do it on his own. Bailey works part time at a call center and struggles to pay his rent. All of Bailey’s extra time is spent running his mobile library from the back of his rundown van. Bailey is passionate about getting books to homeless people, knowing all about the escape that a good book can provide. Bailey is unused to having anyone he can depend on for help, and feels inadequate in many ways.
What I loved most about these guys is the fact that they were very realistic. Sure it’s fun to read about werewolves and billionaires, but sometimes it’s nice to have some main characters who are just regular people. Because regular people need love too! There was also no rush to get these guys into a relationship, the author allowing their friendship to develop in a way that seemed natural which then progressed into deeper feelings. While there were a few bumps in their romance, mostly caused by Bailey’s feelings of inadequacy, they sorted it out without any over the top fuss. Bailey especially had a bad habit of not talking about his fears or problems with Tom, but it was true to his history and persona, rather than a contrived fault to cause plot drama.
The mobile library aspect of the story was an interesting inclusion and I enjoyed the scenes that saw Bailey interacting with his “regular customers”. It was a great way to contrast the two sides to Bailey’s character, the confident altruist versus the insecure boyfriend.
This is the kind of feel good story that makes you wish you could meet the characters in real life because knowing people like this would restore some of your faith in humanity. The remaining men in Tom’s group of friends, who I’m assuming will be the focus of this series, also seem like pretty great guys and I’m looking forward to reading their stories too.
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November 7, 2018
3.5 Stars!
Bailey is working at a call center for an energy company part time, which is not exactly where he thought he’d end up at this point in his life.
Tom owns a local café where business seems to be doing well, but he’s got a lot of improvements to make. His friends have all offered to help, but he feels he’s doing his penance by forcing himself to do everything on his own.
Both have had quite a past and are able to overcome their issues, but they have to accept assistance from others.
Overall, I thought the story was based on a solid foundation. The theme was moving ahead, giving back, offering service to others and accepting service yourself. There’s a lot of good in giving and letting go of the past. I thoroughly enjoyed that aspect.
I found myself wanting to skip ahead when I was in the middle. It seemed to drag for me… nothing really happened, just maintaining the status quo. I was also waiting for the story to crescendo into a big…something, but that didn’t happen either.
Despite the middle, the ending was excellent and I enjoyed the relationship that slowly formed between Bailey and Tom. It was sound and sweet and it felt real.
I would recommend giving it a read and I’ll definitely be waiting for the next book in the series.
*Galley copy provided by author in exchange for an honest review. Cross posted on http://gaybook.reviews/ *
Bailey is working at a call center for an energy company part time, which is not exactly where he thought he’d end up at this point in his life.
Tom owns a local café where business seems to be doing well, but he’s got a lot of improvements to make. His friends have all offered to help, but he feels he’s doing his penance by forcing himself to do everything on his own.
Both have had quite a past and are able to overcome their issues, but they have to accept assistance from others.
Overall, I thought the story was based on a solid foundation. The theme was moving ahead, giving back, offering service to others and accepting service yourself. There’s a lot of good in giving and letting go of the past. I thoroughly enjoyed that aspect.
I found myself wanting to skip ahead when I was in the middle. It seemed to drag for me… nothing really happened, just maintaining the status quo. I was also waiting for the story to crescendo into a big…something, but that didn’t happen either.
Despite the middle, the ending was excellent and I enjoyed the relationship that slowly formed between Bailey and Tom. It was sound and sweet and it felt real.
I would recommend giving it a read and I’ll definitely be waiting for the next book in the series.
*Galley copy provided by author in exchange for an honest review. Cross posted on http://gaybook.reviews/ *
November 11, 2018
Such a heartwarming story.
At heart, this is a study of circumstances both good and bad and choices. We can choose to act or do nothing and we can choose to accept help that comes in different forms.
The characters are all young adults just beginning their lives. Some are luckier than others and I appreciated seeing that. Some pretty crappy things happen to some of the characters which is balanced by good things. They all deal with it differently and that was good to see.
The relationship between Bailey and Tom was so sweet. Both guys are hard workers and trying to live good lives. Granted, Tom does have a bit of mystery as to exactly WHY he is a current coffee shop owner and I never got a good answer about what happened to Bailey's older brother. So I was a little disappointed about it. But, I honestly liked the story so much I can get over not knowing.
This is not a super deep tear jerker that will make you cry buckets. Instead, it is a realistic story about living life and letting people into your heart.
* Advanced copy provided for an honest review.
At heart, this is a study of circumstances both good and bad and choices. We can choose to act or do nothing and we can choose to accept help that comes in different forms.
The characters are all young adults just beginning their lives. Some are luckier than others and I appreciated seeing that. Some pretty crappy things happen to some of the characters which is balanced by good things. They all deal with it differently and that was good to see.
The relationship between Bailey and Tom was so sweet. Both guys are hard workers and trying to live good lives. Granted, Tom does have a bit of mystery as to exactly WHY he is a current coffee shop owner and I never got a good answer about what happened to Bailey's older brother. So I was a little disappointed about it. But, I honestly liked the story so much I can get over not knowing.
This is not a super deep tear jerker that will make you cry buckets. Instead, it is a realistic story about living life and letting people into your heart.
* Advanced copy provided for an honest review.
November 24, 2018
I'm not sure why the ratings are not higher for this book. Honestly, this story hit too close to home. My best friend with two degrees is delivering pizza to make the ends meet. It's a sorry state of affairs when educated people can't find jobs in their chosen field despite high qualifications and many years of experience. "When it rains, it pours" as Bailey's mom has said.
I've been on the receiving end of corporate downsizing and outsourcing myself and can relate to Bailey's feelings.
Nonetheless this story is full of hope, redemption and basic human decency which is hard to find lately, no matter which part of the globe you are in.
Maybe romance part was a bit lacking because so much time was invested into the friendship and trust issues but this book was very realistic and mirrored real life and real people to the T.
Tom's struggle with his conscience and feelings of guilt and responsibility made him more sensitive to other people's feelings and more understanding of their struggles and he willingness to help and pay it forward was very rewarding.
I loved this book and looking forward to the next in series. Not sure if they will be about Tom's closest friends or not since I was not clear on their sexual preferences but it feels like Elliot's story is most likely to follow.
I've been on the receiving end of corporate downsizing and outsourcing myself and can relate to Bailey's feelings.
Nonetheless this story is full of hope, redemption and basic human decency which is hard to find lately, no matter which part of the globe you are in.
Maybe romance part was a bit lacking because so much time was invested into the friendship and trust issues but this book was very realistic and mirrored real life and real people to the T.
Tom's struggle with his conscience and feelings of guilt and responsibility made him more sensitive to other people's feelings and more understanding of their struggles and he willingness to help and pay it forward was very rewarding.
I loved this book and looking forward to the next in series. Not sure if they will be about Tom's closest friends or not since I was not clear on their sexual preferences but it feels like Elliot's story is most likely to follow.
December 15, 2018
This book was a bit slower paced than I usually prefer, but I loved the characters (they were all so real and relatable) that I had to know what happened to them. Looking forward to the next in the series.
November 12, 2018
I'm gradually making my way through Nic Starr's books. My previous read was on the gritty side which was exciting, but this is so incredibly sweet. I love the idea of paying it forward. This story brought together two men recovering from hard times yet both so willing to help others. The pacing of the relationship wasrealistic and I particularly appreciated that they did not rush things due to Bailey's life setbacks. Another plus for me was the use of Australianisms in the dialogue. I love to see 'Hold your horses' and 'Is the Pope Catholic?' thrown into conversation. It feels like I'm listening into a chat between mates at the pub. Looking forward to more in this series.
November 15, 2018
This is a great read for a fall/winter Sunday afternoon in front of the fire with a glass of wine. The slow building romance is sweet and there is very little angst.
Bailey is one of a kind. He’s been knocked down and is doing what he must to survive but he still has a great outlook. He is passionate about reading and is willing to volunteer his time to make sure everyone who has the desire but not necessarily the means has access to books. He is also a champion for the people he meets while roving with his mobile library. He broke my heart a couple of times as he continued to be kicked while he was down.
Tom is living with guilt unnecessarily and it takes Tom charging into his life to re-evaluate that guilt and to start living again. He’s a super guy and I absolutely love the way he becomes so mushy around Bailey! They are quite the pair and prove to be unstoppable when they join forces.
The cast of characters is pretty great which will lend nicely to future books in the series!
Bailey is one of a kind. He’s been knocked down and is doing what he must to survive but he still has a great outlook. He is passionate about reading and is willing to volunteer his time to make sure everyone who has the desire but not necessarily the means has access to books. He is also a champion for the people he meets while roving with his mobile library. He broke my heart a couple of times as he continued to be kicked while he was down.
Tom is living with guilt unnecessarily and it takes Tom charging into his life to re-evaluate that guilt and to start living again. He’s a super guy and I absolutely love the way he becomes so mushy around Bailey! They are quite the pair and prove to be unstoppable when they join forces.
The cast of characters is pretty great which will lend nicely to future books in the series!
December 22, 2018
Awesome series
I really , really enjoyed this story! Great characters, great plot! Low level angst and insecurities... Tom and Bailey were awesome...
I really , really enjoyed this story! Great characters, great plot! Low level angst and insecurities... Tom and Bailey were awesome...
November 15, 2018
This is a good read about two men that have both lost their way but fight to find their way back. One man has let his past and the negative thoughts influence who he is today. The other man has let trusting the wrong person in his past and what that man did influence who he has become. Both men are lost but after meeting one another they both start to see the better things in life and when they continually help others, life starts to turn around for both men. But could some bad that comes with the good end up ruining what is slowly starting to come together?
Bailey has a job that he truly does not like but it keeps a roof over his head and food on his table. It also helps him to continue to add newer books to his collection for his mobile library for those that are less fortunate. The call center job is not the greatest but it helps. And because of this job he meets a man named Tom.
Tom owns a coffee shop/cafe. It is a new adventure for Tom that he has owned for just a short while. Take Two is the name of the place and this is Tom’s second chance at having a fulfilling job. His first attempt at a career left him with many emotions including guilt. Tom is not sure he will ever forgive himself for the roles he played in his first career so therefore he cannot find happiness. Or at least he doesn’t until he meet Bailey.
Bailey may not have much but what he does have he uses to give back to others. This just totally blows Tom away. The more that Tom and Bailey get to know one another, the more both men fall for the other. The feelings for each other may come quickly but it is the fact that both men are slowly helping the other man to heal in ways they never believed was possible.
When things begin to pile up on Bailey, he begins to slightly pull away. And when one to many buildings crumble, can Tom help Bailey from crumbling right along with it? Or is this the beginning of the end?
This was truly a great read. I really enjoyed this book and look forward to more books by Nic Start in the future. I believe that others will enjoy this book just as much as I did!!
Was given this galley copy for free for an open and honest review
Bailey has a job that he truly does not like but it keeps a roof over his head and food on his table. It also helps him to continue to add newer books to his collection for his mobile library for those that are less fortunate. The call center job is not the greatest but it helps. And because of this job he meets a man named Tom.
Tom owns a coffee shop/cafe. It is a new adventure for Tom that he has owned for just a short while. Take Two is the name of the place and this is Tom’s second chance at having a fulfilling job. His first attempt at a career left him with many emotions including guilt. Tom is not sure he will ever forgive himself for the roles he played in his first career so therefore he cannot find happiness. Or at least he doesn’t until he meet Bailey.
Bailey may not have much but what he does have he uses to give back to others. This just totally blows Tom away. The more that Tom and Bailey get to know one another, the more both men fall for the other. The feelings for each other may come quickly but it is the fact that both men are slowly helping the other man to heal in ways they never believed was possible.
When things begin to pile up on Bailey, he begins to slightly pull away. And when one to many buildings crumble, can Tom help Bailey from crumbling right along with it? Or is this the beginning of the end?
This was truly a great read. I really enjoyed this book and look forward to more books by Nic Start in the future. I believe that others will enjoy this book just as much as I did!!
Was given this galley copy for free for an open and honest review
November 11, 2018
I loved Pay It Forward. It’s title really tells it all and I loved the themes throughout the story. I thought Bailey and Tom were great characters and had interesting stories to tell. Their romance was so sweet and I thoroughly enjoyed reading this book. It was clear that friends were an important part of their lives and I thought the secondary characters really added to the story. This was a book I gobbled up and read as fast as I could. It was great and I definitely recommend. And I can’t wait to read the next book in the Giving Back series.
November 13, 2018
Bailey and Tom were both likeable and relatable characters in this sweet and sexy romance. Each had rocky situations in the past that made them slow to trust completely, and I enjoyed watching them begin to let their walls crumble enough to let each other in. There were a few times I felt frustrated with Bailey in particular, but I do think his actions and feelings were realistic for his situation. Mostly, I wanted to hug him and remind him that Tom was wonderful and that he deserved someone wonderful in his life.
The friends who supported both men were fun and interesting, and I look forward to learning more about them as the series progresses. I also hope to get to know more about the street people who visited Bailey's book exchange. This was a strong book one, and I am excited to see more happy endings for this lovely group of people.
The friends who supported both men were fun and interesting, and I look forward to learning more about them as the series progresses. I also hope to get to know more about the street people who visited Bailey's book exchange. This was a strong book one, and I am excited to see more happy endings for this lovely group of people.
November 20, 2018
This is a sweet and cute friends to lovers story that I really enjoyed. Tom and Bailey are wonderful characters with great chemistry. Their relationship builds slowly as each as issues that they need to work through but it's a sweet, slow burn. I voluntarily reviewed an advanced reader copy of this book.
November 13, 2018
4☆
Such a lovely heartwarming story.
Such a lovely heartwarming story.
November 12, 2018
Engaging, sweet, slow burn love story. I really enjoyed this delightful feel good journey. Story was well written with really likable MC's and a whole group of friends that i would love to know more about. i loved the book lending idea and how important it was to Bailey.
Bailey and Tom have a really special connection and i enjoyed how it grew with time. i especially enjoyed that both of these guys were kinda regular guys trying to make a living and figure out how to be happy. i enjoyed their friendship started slow and they ended up finding something really special with each other.
I am hoping to have Elliot's story soon, we know there is much more to tell and learn about him and his friends.
I was gifted this book from the author and i freely give my review.
April 11, 2023
Bailey and Tom to guys in a life who need someone
So this is about these two normal guys who have had a life hit them hard. They meet at Toms coffee shop and things go from there. Bailey is the prod that Tom need to move forward from a past issue that he has taken on board.
Bailey has his own problems swimming in life’s lanes and then getting dunked when work and life decide to hit him hard.
This books tells the daily life story we all have and how two men get through it and love each other more each day.
Fab read loved it.
So this is about these two normal guys who have had a life hit them hard. They meet at Toms coffee shop and things go from there. Bailey is the prod that Tom need to move forward from a past issue that he has taken on board.
Bailey has his own problems swimming in life’s lanes and then getting dunked when work and life decide to hit him hard.
This books tells the daily life story we all have and how two men get through it and love each other more each day.
Fab read loved it.
March 7, 2019
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April 24, 2019
A sweet, gentle romance about finding self confidence and identity through giving to others. The idea of a personal mobile library to share books with those who don’t have access to regular libraries is very inspiring.
December 29, 2018
[1.5 star] plot is ok but the execution is bland. was about to fall asleep reading the book.
November 11, 2018
The author provided an ARC of this book.
Bailey works in an office not far from Tom's coffee shop "Take Two". He and a coworker often go there to get coffee and lunch. Bailey likes it there because both the food and coffee are great. He also likes to ogle Tom.
The guys get to talking one day when Bailey's there for lunch and Bailey asks Tom to think about having one his mobile library patrons work there when he needs extra help. Tom's reaction isn't the best but he thinks about it and calls to thank Bailey for the idea and to ask him out.
The guys start seeing each other socially and are getting to know each other. Tom helps Bailey out with an issue he's having with his mobile library and Bailey helps Tom realize there's no shame in having people help when needed. Tom also helps Bailey see that his thoughts about there being no shame in getting help also apply to Bailey when he has personal troubles.
I enjoyed visiting Australia in this story and thought it was a quick, easy read with minimal angst and conflict. The guys get along well together and complement each other. I also liked how supportive of each other they are. And I really felt Bailey's despair when his personal complications all came at the same time.
Bailey works in an office not far from Tom's coffee shop "Take Two". He and a coworker often go there to get coffee and lunch. Bailey likes it there because both the food and coffee are great. He also likes to ogle Tom.
The guys get to talking one day when Bailey's there for lunch and Bailey asks Tom to think about having one his mobile library patrons work there when he needs extra help. Tom's reaction isn't the best but he thinks about it and calls to thank Bailey for the idea and to ask him out.
The guys start seeing each other socially and are getting to know each other. Tom helps Bailey out with an issue he's having with his mobile library and Bailey helps Tom realize there's no shame in having people help when needed. Tom also helps Bailey see that his thoughts about there being no shame in getting help also apply to Bailey when he has personal troubles.
I enjoyed visiting Australia in this story and thought it was a quick, easy read with minimal angst and conflict. The guys get along well together and complement each other. I also liked how supportive of each other they are. And I really felt Bailey's despair when his personal complications all came at the same time.
April 3, 2024
𝗥𝗮𝘁𝗶𝗻𝗴: 4 ⭐️
𝙏𝙝𝙚𝙧𝙚 𝙬𝙖𝙨 𝙣𝙤 𝙜𝙤𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙗𝙖𝙘𝙠. 𝙉𝙤 𝙜𝙤𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙗𝙖𝙘𝙠 𝙩𝙤 𝙡𝙤𝙣𝙚𝙡𝙮 𝙣𝙞𝙜𝙝𝙩𝙨, 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙙𝙚𝙛𝙞𝙣𝙞𝙩𝙚𝙡𝙮 𝙣𝙤 𝙙𝙚𝙨𝙞𝙧𝙚 𝙛𝙤𝙧 𝙘𝙖𝙨𝙪𝙖𝙡, 𝙢𝙚𝙖𝙣𝙞𝙣𝙜𝙡𝙚𝙨𝙨 𝙝𝙤𝙤𝙠-𝙪𝙥𝙨. 𝙉𝙤 𝙜𝙤𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙗𝙖𝙘𝙠 𝙩𝙤 𝙖 𝙡𝙞𝙛𝙚 𝙬𝙞𝙩𝙝𝙤𝙪𝙩 𝘽𝙖𝙞𝙡𝙚𝙮.
Pay It Forward by Nic Starr is an emotional, truly beautiful romance told in third person pov. It’s a story of two young men both wrapped up in guilt and blame for past events that left them both scorned and closed off. Bailey is stuck in a part-time job and his only passion is his mobile library he shares with street kids (LOVE this). Tom works at his coffee cafe and goes home. He has three great friends but that’s it. He’s filled with shame and refuses to trust anyone for help.
Bailey and Tom develop a wonderful friendship through first dates and conversations. Tom is enamored with how much Bailey helps others and quickly falls for him. Bailey doesn’t understand why Tom likes him so much and is constantly being his own worse enemy. He tends to hide a lot from Tom but luckily they eventually talk and see reason.
There’s a couple of steamy scenes but for the most part, this was heavy on the emotions and lighter on the steam and that’s okay. It was a relatively quick and lovely read.
𝙏𝙝𝙚𝙧𝙚 𝙬𝙖𝙨 𝙣𝙤 𝙜𝙤𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙗𝙖𝙘𝙠. 𝙉𝙤 𝙜𝙤𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙗𝙖𝙘𝙠 𝙩𝙤 𝙡𝙤𝙣𝙚𝙡𝙮 𝙣𝙞𝙜𝙝𝙩𝙨, 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙙𝙚𝙛𝙞𝙣𝙞𝙩𝙚𝙡𝙮 𝙣𝙤 𝙙𝙚𝙨𝙞𝙧𝙚 𝙛𝙤𝙧 𝙘𝙖𝙨𝙪𝙖𝙡, 𝙢𝙚𝙖𝙣𝙞𝙣𝙜𝙡𝙚𝙨𝙨 𝙝𝙤𝙤𝙠-𝙪𝙥𝙨. 𝙉𝙤 𝙜𝙤𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙗𝙖𝙘𝙠 𝙩𝙤 𝙖 𝙡𝙞𝙛𝙚 𝙬𝙞𝙩𝙝𝙤𝙪𝙩 𝘽𝙖𝙞𝙡𝙚𝙮.
Pay It Forward by Nic Starr is an emotional, truly beautiful romance told in third person pov. It’s a story of two young men both wrapped up in guilt and blame for past events that left them both scorned and closed off. Bailey is stuck in a part-time job and his only passion is his mobile library he shares with street kids (LOVE this). Tom works at his coffee cafe and goes home. He has three great friends but that’s it. He’s filled with shame and refuses to trust anyone for help.
Bailey and Tom develop a wonderful friendship through first dates and conversations. Tom is enamored with how much Bailey helps others and quickly falls for him. Bailey doesn’t understand why Tom likes him so much and is constantly being his own worse enemy. He tends to hide a lot from Tom but luckily they eventually talk and see reason.
There’s a couple of steamy scenes but for the most part, this was heavy on the emotions and lighter on the steam and that’s okay. It was a relatively quick and lovely read.
September 10, 2020
I was drawn in by Bailey and his lending library. He does such good work with kids on the street. Tom has a great group of friends. Even in my 20s, I didn't keep in touch with high school classmates the way tom does.
It was good in the epilogue to learn how things had worked out for many people, not just the main characters.
(I won this as a prize in the MM Goodreads annual party)
It was good in the epilogue to learn how things had worked out for many people, not just the main characters.
(I won this as a prize in the MM Goodreads annual party)
December 3, 2023
One can always learn something about oneself in this read. A little like a therapy session without all the pain.
Pay it forward no matter how small or large the effort...I've experienced both receiving and giving.
The receiving by far is the hardest challenge.
It's the Holiday season; try both and I'm sure you will feel a "Santa" vibe. Smiling is contagious!!!!
Pay it forward no matter how small or large the effort...I've experienced both receiving and giving.
The receiving by far is the hardest challenge.
It's the Holiday season; try both and I'm sure you will feel a "Santa" vibe. Smiling is contagious!!!!
April 30, 2024
Angsty Aussie 20-somethings
Nic Starr opens the Giving Back series with Bailey, who hates his job, and Tom, a cafe owner with a chip. These MCs are surrounded by a diverse cast of interesting people over winter in Sydney. Stressed, tired and worried, seemingly unsurmountable challenges face the pair, who, with fortitude and perseverance, face them head on.
Nic Starr opens the Giving Back series with Bailey, who hates his job, and Tom, a cafe owner with a chip. These MCs are surrounded by a diverse cast of interesting people over winter in Sydney. Stressed, tired and worried, seemingly unsurmountable challenges face the pair, who, with fortitude and perseverance, face them head on.
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