The Flame Is Ours

The Flame
is Ours
The Letters of
Stan Brakhage
and
Michael McClure
1961-1978
Edited by
Christopher Luna
The Flame is Ours

The Letters of Stan Brakhage and Michael McClure
1961-1978
Edited by Christopher Luna
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Table of Contents
Introduction .................................................................................................... iii
The Letters ...................................................................................................... 1
[Michael McClure to Stan Brakhage undated] ........................................................................................ 3
[Stan Brakhage to Michael McClure 11/16/61]....................................................................................... 5
[Michael McClure to Stan Brakhage undated] .......................................................................................10
[Stan Brakhage to Michael McClure 4/62] .............................................................................................15
[Stan Brakhage to Michael McClure 5/3/62]..........................................................................................16
[Michael McClure to Stan Brakhage - undated, fragment of a letter, from Jane Brakhages scrapbook] .20
[Stan Brakhage to Michael McClure - 8/4/63] ..........................................................................................27
[Stan Brakhage to Michael McClure undated] .......................................................................................45
[Stan Brakhage to Michael McClure 11/8/63]........................................................................................53
[Michael McClure to Stan Brakhage 2/27/64]........................................................................................55
[Michael McClure to Stan Brakhage] ........................................................................................................57
[Michael McClure to Stan Brakhage undated, from Jane Brakhages scrapbook.] ................................73
[Michael McClure to Stan Brakhage undated, from Jane Brakhages scrapbook] .................................84
[Stan Brakhage to Michael McClure 11/65] ...........................................................................................84
[Stan Brakhage to Michael McClure undated] .......................................................................................92
[Michael McClure to Stan Brakhage 3/66] .............................................................................................94

[Stan Brakhage to Bruce Conner and Michael McClure 5/66] ...............................................................98
[Michael McClure to Stan Brakhage Summer 66] ...............................................................................112
[Stan Brakhage to Michael McClure 10/66] .........................................................................................123
[Michael McClure to Stan Brakhage 11/66] ............................................................................................124
[Michael McClure to Stan Brakhage 11/66] .........................................................................................129
[Michael McClure to Stan and Jane Brakhage 12/22/66] .....................................................................132
[Michael McClure to Stan Brakhage undated] .....................................................................................146
[Stan Brakhage to Michael McClure 12/69] .........................................................................................147
[Michael McClure to the Brakhage family, card 12/21/72] ..................................................................152
[Stan Brakhage to Michael McClure 8/19/74]......................................................................................159
[Stan Brakhages statement for Symposium on Michael McClure] ........................................................161
[Michael McClure to Stan Brakhage, undated] .......................................................................................165
[Michael McClure to Stan Brakhage 9/18/74]......................................................................................167
[Stan Brakhage to Michael and Joanna McClure 12/14/74] .................................................................173
[Stan Brakhage to Michael McClure 2/ 9/75].......................................................................................175
[Michael McClure to Stan Brakhage, poem that begins with song from Grabbing of the Fairy.] ..........183
[Joanna McClure to Stan Brakhage undated] .......................................................................................186
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[Michael McClure to Stan Brakhage 7/29/77].......................................................................................189
[Michael McClure to Stan Brakhage 6/19/78]......................................................................................193
Notes ........................................................................................................... 195

Appendices .................................................................................................. 221
Appendix A A Moving Picture Giving and Taking Book by Stan Brakhage ...........................................223
A Moving Picture Giving and Taking Book........................................................................................225
Letter to Jane Brakhage About Visit to Olson .....................................................................................232
Making Light of Nature of Light .........................................................................................................238
Appendix B Three Ghost Tantras by Michael McClure .........................................................................245
Appendix C Interviews ............................................................................................................................249
Interview with Woody Haut ................................................................................................................251
Interview with David Meltzer..............................................................................................................253
Appendix D Poetics and the Visionary in the Films of Stan Brakhage ...................................................255
I. Biographical Sketches ......................................................................................................................257
II. Aesthetic Influences ........................................................................................................................259
Projective Verse ............................................................................................................................................. 259
Moving Visual Thinking and Hypnagogic Vision .......................................................................................... 260
Abstract Expressionism .................................................................................................................................. 263
III. Brakhage and Duncan....................................................................................................................265

Open Field Composition................................................................................................................................. 265
The Dance ...................................................................................................................................................... 267
The Muse ........................................................................................................................................................ 268
IV. Serial Form ....................................................................................................................................269

V. Brakhage and Stein .........................................................................................................................272
Conclusion ...........................................................................................................................................274
Bibliography ........................................................................................................................................275
Appendix .............................................................................................................................................277
Links ........................................................................................................... 293

Links: Stan Brakhage ..........................................................................................................................295
Links: Michael McClure......................................................................................................................296
Partners in Truth and Beauty ...............................................................................................................297
Biographies ................................................................................................. 301

Acknowledgements ..................................................................................... 305
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Illustrations
Meat Science Essays, cover second edition , City Lights 1970 .....................................................................25
Meat Science Essays, inside cover, second edition, City Lights, 1970 .........................................................28
Stan Brakhage with camera over his face, Cambridge, MA, c. 1984 by Robert Haller ...............................28
Sterling Bunnell and hawk San Francisco 1965 by Larry Keenan ................................................................30
Brakhage smelling money by Ed Dorn November 1964 ...............................................................................33
Ginsberg, McClure, and Conner chant at Ginsberg's apartment in San Francisco, 1965 by Larry Keenan ..51
Blossom A Play by Michael McClure, poster by Randy Salas......................................................................56
Review of Brakhages The Art of Vision by Archer Winsten, New York Post, March 1965...................58
Ghost Tantras paperback cover with photo by Wallace Berman, Four Seasons Foundation, 1969..............61
Bruce Conner at Michael McClure's place in San Francisco, 1965 by Larry Keenan ..................................70
Frames from Text of Light by Stan Brakhage ................................................................................................71
Frames from Two Creeley McClure by Stan Brakhage .................................................................................78
Philip Whalen holding Michael McClure's drip portrait of Whalen San Francisco, 1965 by Larry Keenan .81
Bob Dylan at the piano, Berkeley, CA 1965 by Larry Keenan .....................................................................87
Michael McClure with autoharp, San Francisco, 1965 by Larry Keenan......................................................90
Handbill by Linda Nimmer for Michael McClure reading at the Avalon Ballroom presented by the Straight
Theater May 19, 1966. Courtesy of Reg Williams ........................................................................................97
Poster by Jacob for Michael McClure and the Grateful Dead presented by The Straight Theater at the
Avalon Ballroom May 19, 1966. Courtesy of Reg Williams ........................................................................99
McClure, Dylan, and Ginsberg, San Francisco, 1965 by Larry Keenan......................................................103
Frames from 23rd Psalm Branch by Stan Brakhage ...................................................................................107
Straight Theater marquee featuring Michael McClure and the Grateful Dead, with Larry Keenan's car in
foreground, San Francisco, 1966 by Larry Keenan .....................................................................................111
Poster by Wes Wilson for The American Theater Presents the Beard at the Fillmore West July 24, 1966 114
The Beard, paperback cover, Grove Press, 1967 ........................................................................................120
Freewheelin Frank at Michael McClure's place in San Francisco, 1966 by Larry Keenan ........................124
Michael McClure and Freewheelin' Frank at McClure's house in Oakland, CA, 2000 by Larry Keenan ...126
Freewheelin' Frank manuscript on Michael McClure's bed, San Francisco, 1966 by Larry Keenan ..........127
Freewheelin' Frank, McClure, and George Montana at Moe's Books, Berkeley 1966 by Larry Keenan ....144
Stan Brakhage's editing bench in Lump Gulch Cabin, c. 1972 by Michael Chikiris ...................................146
Gargoyle Cartoons, hardcover book jacket, Delacorte Press, 1971 .............................................................153
Left: The Brakhage Lectures: Georges Mlis, David Wark Griffith, Carl Theodore Dreyer, Sergei
Eisenstein, cover, The GoodLion, 1972 Right: Photos by Robert Haller from SUNY Buffalo
Autobiography Conference, 1973 Top to bottom: Stan Brakhage speaking; Brakhage conferring with
VeVe Clark about Maya Deren; Brakhage lecturing ...................................................................................154
MARGINS 1975 Symposium on Michael McClure cover with photo by Gerard Malanga ........................160
Jane Brakhage with goat at Lump Gulch, c. 1972 by Michael Chikiris ......................................................163
Stan Brakhage at Lump Gulch cabin, 1980 by Robert Haller .....................................................................191
Stan Brakhage handpainting film strips (using the carcinogenic paints from China that eventually killed
him) in Cambridge, MA, 1995 by Robert Haller.........................................................................................258
Stan Brakhage in the offices of Anthology Film Archives, c. 1996 by Robert Haller ................................273
McClure in Prague by David Port ...............................................................................................................302
Stan Brakhage by Lisa Jarnot, Summer 2001 ..............................................................................................303
Christopher Luna by Anni Becker ...............................................................................................................304
Stan Brakhage by Lisa Jarnot, Summer 2001 ..............................................................................................307
Michael McClure and Christopher Luna at Naropa University in Boulder, CO, Summer 1999 .................307
Robert Haller and and Stan Brakhage standing and speaking to Michael Chikiris (back to camera), 1973 by
Robert Haller ...............................................................................................................................................308
Stan Brakhage's papers at the Celeste Barton Film Preservation Center in Hamlin, PA .............................308
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Introduction
The story of the mutual respect and friendship that developed between Stan Brakhage and
Michael McClure after meeting in San Francisco is finally coming to light after 50 years.
It amounted to the meeting of two of the giants in their respective fields, and was also the
beginning of an aesthetic conversation between two of the great artist-thinkers of the
twentieth century, a correspondence that would continue until Brakhages death in March
2003.
Brakhage eventually settled in Colorado, and for four decades, McClure and Brakhage
wrote letters to one another in which they discussed politics, family, finances, and art.
They sent each other works-in-progress and discussed the possibility of collaborations.
Whenever possible, they arranged performances, screenings, and lecture opportunities for
one another. They struggled with what Brakhage referred to as the money problem and
attempted to make a living, as many American artists do, in institutions of higher
learning. Perhaps most importantly, they steadfastly retained their artistic integrity in a
culture that usurps and eventually strips all meaning from the aesthetic developments of
its artistic progenitors.
It must have been something of a relief for Brakhage to meet McClure. At the time, many
of the people in his social scene were poets, and it was not easy to find poets with whom
to discuss film. In an interview that I conducted with Brakhage in preparation for my
Masters thesis in 1998, he mentioned his frustration with the limited knowledge
possessed by some writers:
I found poets, with very few exceptions, remarkably stupid viz.-a-viz. the
possibilities of any visual art, especially film. They all wanna talk about
old John Garfield movies, or things like that. Now I'm gonna name the
exceptionsMichael McClure, Robert Creeley, Ed Dorn, and Guy
Davenport. And I will finally, against all odds, include Louis Zukofsky,
who because of Celia, in the middle of showing him a film that I dedicated
to him, suddenly realized what I was doing, that it was something different
from poetry, that it was something important . . . and Olson, on the last
day, finally came to see something of Dog Star Man, and recognized that
it was something.
From the age of nine, Brakhage assumed he was a poet and wanted to be a poet. As a
young man, he saw himself as an artist similar to Jean Cocteaua poet who also made
film. But the poet Robert Duncan soon changed his perspective. In his early twenties,
Brakhage exchanged housework duties for room and board in the home shared by
Duncan and his partner, the collage artist Jess Collins. Brakhage would later humorously
refer to himself as their houseboy. This arrangement allowed him to meet poets such as
Louis Zufofsky, Jack Spicer, and Robin Blaser, as well as contemporaries such as
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Michael McClure. Brakhage described his first impressions of McClure, the poet with
whom he would come to realize he shared both an affinity and an aesthetic sensibility:
When I was staying and cleaning up house for Duncan, McClure used to
come over and read his poetry, and he was hot stuff. Duncan was very
excited about McClure. William Carlos Williams was shortly to write a
very beautiful statement about McClures poetry. . . . Duncan was very
taken with him. He was a real poet, whereas I, every time I tried to write a
poem I was the butt of every conceivable kind of joke.
The most painful but most valuable thing that Duncan gave to Brakhage was to help
him realize that he was not a poet, as he had previously thought. This was extremely
painful to me, but an important recognition, Brakhage recalled. I could have wasted,
God, half my life, all my life, trying to be a poet. Duncans honesty saved him a lot of
time, and you could almost say my life. Brakhage was later relieved to have avoided
joining the ranks of the countless fake poets in the culture, people that have not been
given the gift that Duncan gave me, and/or, theyve been given it and havent taken it.
According to Brakhage, Duncan pushed him out of poetry, causing him to focus his
energies on filmmaking:
Duncan demonstrated clearly to me over the course of a year-and-a-half
that I was not a poet. . . . He didn't go around attacking my poetry all the
time. . . . His house was a center for poets, and just by watching Michael
McClure, and watching him work, I came to see that I was not a poet.
Some later described Brakhages films as poetic, a label that he rejected.
A filmmaker is not a poet. He might be poetic, but I've always despised
that word, with it's ticking, you know? Po-e-tic, what does that mean?
I don't want that appellation, because I respect poetry too much. I care
more about poetry than I do any other art, OK, always have, since I was a
very small child. But I am not a poet. . . . You can't be, by wishing to be
something, be it, any more than I could, by wishing to run the hundred
yard dash and be in the Olympics, achieve that. I was never,
physiologically, in a position to be able to do that.
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On November 16, 1961, in what must have been one of the first letters that Stan
Brakhage wrote to his new friend, he stated, I do see you so much more as Michael
(rather than Mike) since our New York encounter, some audio-visual sense of mine
removed from whatever dragons you may or may not have slain in other words, I mean
it as sound-sense rather than symbolically (as Gertrude Stein would say) . . . oh hell, I
mean it as a compliment in some inter-personal sense; and let it go at that! He proceeded
to praise several of McClures poems and essays, including Revolt, Dark Brown, and
Rant Block, work which would define McClures early career.
McClures groundbreaking essay Revolt (which appears in Meat Science Essays) was
inspired by the first stanza of his own poem Rant Block, which begins
THERE IS NO FORM BUT SHAPE! NO LOGIC BUT
SEQUENCE!
SHAPE the cloak and being of love, desire, hatred,
hunger. BULK or BODY OF WHAT WE ARE AND STRIVE
FOR.
The first line of the poem is a response to Charles Olsons paraphrase of Robert Creeley
included in his landmark essay Projective Verse, that FORM IS NEVER MORE
THAN AN EXTENSION OF CONTENT. Many poets were influenced by Olsons
essay, but what makes it so powerful is that it allows each writer to adapt its concepts for
their own purposes, as McClure did.
Noting the erotic and universal nature of what he had written in Rant Block,
McClure embarked upon an investigation and exploration of revolt. This study begins
with biology and physiology, subjects about which McClure and Brakhage shared an
interest that was more than merely academic. It is not surprising to learn that Brakhage
understood the dense prose that would become Meat Science Essays; the filmmaker spent
much of his life attempting to replicate physiological processes, particularly hypnagogic,
or closed-eye vision.
McClure begins Revolt by pointing out the similarity between the 3 layers of flesh of
the phylum and the flesh of human beings. He then describes the planaria, small flat
black worms with triangular heads that live in icy streams and feed upon the tinier
beasts in the water. The planaria are the first higher beasts, creatures that possess the
first definite upper and lower surfaces to the body and the first large eye organs, and
complexities of nervous system, and digestion, qualities which make them our farthest
close cousins. (The planaria also make an appearance in McClures For Artaud, in
which they move and dart or crawl unseen through the cold black water, and all is
clear and holy and not beautiful/ to them.)
The mouth of the planaria is located on its body. Evolution caused the mouth to move
from the body to the head of living creatures. Once the mouth and the head are united,
McClure writes, together they assert a more single spirit in control of all behind them.
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Head and mouth control gut in evolution after the planaria. But the old body spirits of
revolt remain as tiny voices even in mammals.
McClure refers to the asexual division of the planaria as one type of revolt. Sexuality is
another form of revolt:
At all times revolt is the search for health and naturality. Revolt is a desire
to experience normal physiological processes that give pleasure of fullness
and expansion. The problems of the earth, or the enactions of life itself,
are desire and hunger. The basis of all revolt in one phase or another is
sexuality. The Erotic impulse is the impulse to destroy walls and join units
together in larger and larger structures. That is the heat of Romance!! To
create love structures, the old visions, self-images, phorms and patterns
must be disavowed or destroyed. Anything that chains life to preconceived
goals and preconceived reality must go they threaten the meat itself.
In the essay, McClure describes the last section of his long poem Dark Brown as a revolt
against a vision and a return to mimesis of the real. The poem remains a remarkable
example of writing that seeks to provoke a physiological, emotional, and intellectual
change in the reader. In Fuck Ode, McClures explicit celebration of the sexual act,
each muscle of the huge figures fucking revolts; like the planaria, each muscle seeks
to become a lover. In Revolt, McClure envisions a revolt of complete meat and
spirit, and vows to fight the passing vision within myself that freezes into a cemented
way of seeing. He defines liberty as the possibility of constantly achieving new
experience without hysteria or fear-caused chance taking.
Revolting in fear leads to a kind of feedback of ones weaknesses, and results in either
an undesirable life or a new but formalized pattern of living:
FEEDBACK is energy that is not fulfilled and expended completely in a
gesture of desire. It is left-over energy washing back in us like a broth that
nourishes attitudes and strengthens patterns. The patterns become stronger
and cause gestures to be half-hearted and conventional and make more
feedback. The new feedback in turn makes the patterns and attitudes of
action stronger and the desires are further weakened. They must struggle
to show themselves: willessness, faintness, and incapability grow in a
cyclical process. It is a cycle and it must be broken for liberty.
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In his first letter to McClure, Brakhage also correctly notes a link between McClures
smoke-nets in For Artaud and imagery in Brakhages Wedlock House: An Intercourse,
in which Brakhage uses cigarette smoke screens leaking in and out of darknesslightness-flashes entangling the figure of Jane and myself in this search film of the first
months of our marriage. A disturbingly honest portrayal of the fear that lurks behind the
bliss of the newlywed, Wedlock House is both claustrophobic and terrifying. In For
Artaud, McClure states, I KNOW ALL FROM MY BLACKNESS. McClures poem
begins:
The nets are realheroin ( sniffed ) clears them. Peyote
(5 buttons)
dispels them forever perhaps. Or until we come out
and smear ourselves upon all we see or touch. It is real!
They are real! We are black interiors. Are battlegrounds
of what is petty and heroic. Projecting
out all that is base and slack from us. But
not far enough!
And not allbut part / of all / a minute quality to foul
the air.
And not base and petty but the struggle ( heroic )
and its opposite. As we writhe to see
they cohere and cannot
see it.
OH BEAUTY BEAUTY BEAUTY BEAUTY BEAUTY
BEAUTY IS HIDEOUS
We are black within and sealed from light.
And cannot know it. To move
out from / there / where it is black and mysterious
thru desire and reaching.
AND NOT PROJECT THE BASE AND SLACK!
In the letter, Brakhage praises the use of nets in For Artaud, and attempts to place what
McClure has accomplished in the poem in a context that includes both their mentor/elder
Olson as well as their more immediate contemporaries:
[T]hat you start (For Artaud) with The nets are real makes you
immediately (in my mind) one step closer (nearer to my knowledge of
them) than, say, [Charles] Olson in As the Dead Prey Upon Us who has
his scapegoat from the start to call to disentangle the nets of being!
Wonderful as that (his) poem (and all of his) is (and more especially was)
to me, its working cannot move into the life I now live since making The
Dead. Even two years ago, when we had our angels and demons and men
going up and down those ladders practically on parade (as you will read in
Metaphors On Vision) Olsons poem was more like a masterpiece than
something contemporaneous with us. I take it for summation; while your
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smoke nets are (not contemporaneous . . . what the hell do I want/?)

potential (no!) . . . something growing in relation to my own realizations.
For instance, that Black takes a practical (non-too-much-symbolic)
stance in relation to interiors (OF COURSE) and that all has this air of
practicality (such as But not far enough as if you could, might
((irregardless of whether or not you ever would)) measure how far was far
enough) and that a word like slack as you manipulate it becomes an
almost technical term, as if you were manipulating the hulk, ship, of the
state of being into a physical dock, and that youre right down to the nose
of the thing, that is (a minute quality to foul the air) that you can smell it
as both Jane and I learned to smell fear and could almost categorize its
various shades of differences (a soapy-sweat smell with sour-milk sense
((tho I dont drink milk so must internally produce its sense to in some
way match the natural effusion from others for my own emergency . . .
and for what? . . . to communicate?)) with varying degrees of the stench of
decayed meat ((as it can be found in the center of the smell of most
expensive perfumes)) and the scent of perfume ((with its periphery of
death-decay)) and not that you name it, as for instance Duncan might
attempt, but that you make it moooooove thru the whole poem. I am not
rating appreciation here, but making distinctions. It is as fine [in Olsons]
In Cold Hell, In Thicket to have the white tree gone that completely into
((the dark place, the twigs/ how/ even the brow/ of what was once to him
a beautiful face being so much to do with [Jackson] Pollock, as I knew
and know him) as it is in, say, Duncans Crosses of Harmony and
Disharmony to describe it (Shares of the Moon is man his tree sending
the image of a rose/ from its particular fragrance to the sun. or with the
distinction from where I was
saw) or as is most clear in The
Structure of Rime X (where thi has the sound of tree and th^ has the
sound of nut) as it is, say, in The Breech to handspring/ through a
barrier of white trees !;; but I handspring with you there, that is there is
action in it for me, just as I too wont meet Jackson Pollock in the
crossings of paint and feel-see-know the smoke we make with our arms.
in the gesture. Perhaps a good part of my felt relationship to your work is
due to the practical necessity in my art of finding the external visible
reality beginning for creating the photographic image, which then of
course goes on to be what IT IS. Even in working with hand-painted
images, closed-eye vision guides each step of the way (as you will find in
Metaphors On Vision my expressed desire to take a camera under my
lids).
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In Rant Block, McClure eloquently expresses his desire to liberate himself from his
intellect, to write poems that reflect every human beings ability to burn with fine pure
love and fire, electricity and oxygen. By opening the poem with the lines THERE IS
NO FORM BUT SHAPE! NO LOGIC/ BUT SEQUENCE! he declares his
understanding of Olsons aforementioned command, FORM IS NEVER MORE THAN
AN EXTENSION OF CONTENT, adapting it to his own relationship to the flesh.
In Scratching the Beat Surface, published in 1982, McClure breaks down the
relationship between projective verse and his own work. Projective verse poems are
unique, special, not easy, and require a compression of experience. He writes that both
he and Olson sought the world from which poetry comes. Olson understood that
projective verse comes from a complex body, and that the poetic line is created by a
breath and energy interaction. This understanding resonated with McClures own sense
of the poem as an organism.
The breath, like the word, is part of the body. One must hold a deep view
of our organism in order to search for the real, the meatly, the
physiological STANCE. Metaphorically, there is a solid ledge of our own
substrate from which we must leap out like a predator (or dart from
gracefully like a gatherer) in order to create true poetry.
But after knowing Olson and studying his ideas, McClure came to object to his concept
of anagogic, of poetry leading out.
I believed that the spring of poetry must be more physical, more genetic,
more based in flesh, and have less relationship to culture. It must, I
discovered for myself, be something that occurs before the anagogic,
something that happens before the leading outit must be preanagogic.
McClure further argues poetry must emerge from a systemless system. In his view,
each individuals actions and patterns are a recapitulation of the old deep patterns in the
meat. While he agreed that form was an extension of content, he found it difficult to
apply this understanding of form to his own work, because he felt that it didnt go far
enough. Rant Block emerged from his struggle with this question:
As I worked with plays and essays, I found a writhing multidimensionality
of thought. As my knowledge of biology expanded I was not content with
critical descriptions and analyses of literature. They were confined to
reason and logic. Yet reason and logic, in their usual manifestations, create
a veneer over potent forces that are not yet faced in the art of Poetry.
When I was studying Olsons poetry a poem grew in my notebooks as I
have heard that some Beethoven compositions grew: a line would occur
Id try it with other linesmore would accrue to it. I would take a section
and then more would be added and discarded. At the end, rather than a
tortured and studied poem, it felt like my most sudden thought. I had
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carved through to reach spontaneous thought and to let it speak as if it had

been written spontaneously.
Writing the poem showed McClure that it was possible to create a poem that would
come to life and be a living organism, an idea that was admittedly preposterous but
then, so is much of art.
Brakhage was apparently very inspired by Rant Block, especially the final line of the
second stanza:
SNOUT EYES
As negative as beauty is.))
LEVIATHAN WE SWOOP DOWN AND COVER
what is ours. Desires
OR BLOCK THEM. SICKNESSACHES.
Are heroes in simplicity with open eyes
and hungers. Truth
does not hurt us. Is more difficult than
beauty is. We smolder smoke pours
from our ears in stopping what we feel.
( free air )
Your hand, by your side, is never love.
Brakhage writes that while the concept of feedback strikes closest to where my thoughts
are now moving, he is also impressed by McClures use of smoke-nets in Rant Block.
[T]his is where the nets touch closest to this home Your hand, by your
side, is never love being the closest to a haunt line Ive had in years,
and that Ive been involved many months in a film, possibly to be called
Virgin Mountain, which involves Jane and two neighbor girls which
contain rungs of the ladder of what-Jane-is-to-me and (No I cant explain
in any way yet all that) but let it go for now except a question, if possible
to answer or point to where my reading answer is . . . how nets of smoke
upon the world., it being upon the world my being bothered. Please
understand, all questions are meant in the most practical way (are in no
sense criticisms I taking you at your word and words thoroughly) and
should not be bothered with, if a bother. I encourage the reply, if you
dont know, why do you ask, if there no growing something in it for you.
Rant Block can be read as a manifesto, a spiritual struggle rendered into language,
spilling over with viscera, hope, and rage. McClure writes that he is A FIRE AND I
MOVE IN AN INFERNO/ sick I smolder/ and do not burn clear.
Smoldering makes nets of smoke upon the world.
I am clean free and radiant and beauty follows this.
Not first but follows.
What is love or hatred but a voice I hear
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of what I see and touch. Who is the man

within that moves me that I never see
but hear and speak to? Who are you
to stop me? Why are you here
to block me? All I choose to see
is beauty. Nerves. Inferno!
Fakery of emotions. Desire for presumption. Love of glory. Pride.
Vanity. Dead and unfilled desires. Regrets. Tired arms. Tables. Lies.
BLOOD AND MUSCLE BLOOD AND MUSCLE BLOOD
AND MUSCLE BLOOD AND MUSCLE
Calling pure love lust to block myself and die with that upon my
head?
Wit and false stupidity with no point to it but the most tangled ends
unwitnessed by myself in fulfillment. When I found you sleeping
why didnt I? Would you love me for it? Do I care? OH. And smoke.
AND NOT THAT FINE SWING
of wing or fin!
In a letter marked Dec. somewhat 61, Brakhage asks McClure to visit Colorado,
discusses how much the Experimental Cinema Group can afford to pay the poet for an
appearance, and suggests that McClure record a spoken-word record for Western Cine.
Immediate offers flying my way for every kind of commissioned ART
film up to $175,000 proposed feature based on William Shakespeares
Rape of Lucrece, as Mad. Ave. falls all over itself trying to create an
American Bergman. Temptations galor, all of which Ive had (after
intensive struggle) the good sense to turn down. I am right now these days
finishing the little (about 5 min.) hand-painted-over-photographed-image
film on the birth of our third child Neowyn to be called Thigh Line Lyre
Triangular. Im enclosing a bit of it to send along to you a piece too
much worked on to go into the final film; but held close to the light, there
may be an image or two left on it.
This tension between a suspicion of fame and the very human desire to be recognized for
ones own work was present in the minds of both men at the time. In the letter Brakhage
describes McClures 2nd Mad Sonnet as wonderful and immediately appropriate to
myself.
OH HOW I WANT THEE FAME!
FAME, THOU VIOLET LAOCOON OF TOILING BRAWN
and writhing snakes enwreathed on upturned
GRIEVED FACES
Oil and sweat shake from the locks of the famous,
and though they moan they are stoic as a tree.
Fame loops out fat coils like a half-forgotten dream
and binds mens wrists in their romantic agony.
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Fame you are a rotten plum!

I wipe you from my fingers
with a rosy napkin.
--------------------------------------------LET ME SEE THE LOVE TENDRILS
of woman and child!
AWAY FAME!
My spirit is not trapped by love of fame.
I am not hungry for deaths attitudes.
BLESS NIGHT.
On January 9, 1962, Brakhage informs McClure that the poets essay dedicated to iconic
sex symbol Jayne Mansfield has inspired him to work on his latest film. Dog Star Man,
an epic lyrical masterpiece, presents the struggles of the filmmaker and his family to
survive in the mountains as a microcosm of the universe. It would come to be Brakhages
best-known film, and was named one of the 100 best films of all time by the Library of
Congress.
In Defense of Jayne Mansfield so completely right feeling for me right
now that (in midst of being work-blocked) (and in midst of 102 flu
temperature) I literally rushed to my work room and most visually began
the beginning of Part I: Dog Star Man; and I am now over a hundred feet
into the editing and rolling powerfully forward without (so far) any
stylistic wobbles to right and left-over from Prelude. It is most particularly
that difference in prose-style between In Defense of Jayne Mansfield
and Revolt which most immediately struck me the literary
perfection of the latter (or that which makes me called it the most perfect
essay in my memory) as distinct from the sure right feeling of the former
(the incontroversialness of the non-argument as set forth with a clearly
calculated but all the same uncomplicated simplicity) . . . I dont mean
anything like Heart versus Mind or Romanticism versus Classicism
(particularly I dont mean any versus at all) but just that your
recognition of the health of the darkness or blackness of the love of
Jayne Mansfield (love being a never quotable object in this essay) is so
matter-of-fact true that it doesnt even have to shame the non-recognition
in others, something like no strain to it, clear but naturally never precise,
so that the total feeling at the end is one of amazement that Jayne
Mansfield ever needed defending and yet a clear sure understanding that
she did, and now does only in the mind of the disembodied reader tho
never in the mindless body of the motion picture viewer. Your writing
here is healthy in the same black way. NO, I see on re-reading the above
that Im not able to explain why this essay affects me as it did, does. It
has, perhaps, something to do with all recent, almost feverish, studies of
Duchamp, whole concept of sex-to-ready-mades, his chess move from
The Bride & the Bachelors themes, particularly in the large last
Glass to his objects at hand, as it were, etc. and my most influencing
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parcels arriving weekly from Ray Johnson, and disciples of his, and the
whole coming generation of the superficial as you proclaimed or titled
your view of the contemporary SCENE, and that natural continuing drive
of mine to make all films out of the excitement you found in the
Dailiness Film, which in itself will never make a film now as its a
written something but which might in some very large sense be called the
scenario for Dog Star Man, etc. THE SOMETHING ABOUT THE
WHOLE ANTI*ART ARTIST WHICH IS RIDICULOUS IS THE
IMPLICIT NON*RECOGNITION THAT THERE NEVER IS, OR WAS,
SUCH A THING AS A CONTEMPORARY ARTIST. There are just
seekers and makers moving and operating under the surface of all
pretensions as biologically naturally as your flatworm. . . even tho the
surplus of storms along the surface these days do tend to muddy things a
bit but that which is working is never really aware of the muddying . . .
except perhaps as the excuse with which we laze (when for instance, I stop
actively piecing things together to sit aside and think things over, etc.
my laziness, too, being functional but with a greater potential for
enjoyment if I simply removed myself utterly from the SCENE and
stopped trying to punch-clock my operations and then cheat on the job.
Hell, this is turning into a letter to myself.
In the essay, McClure compares Mansfield to Thoreau and Poe; all three, he claims,
capture human imagination by their existence, and share a secret darkness.
According to McClure, A blackness and sexuality and mystery cloudily surrounds all
lambs of this worldthere is an intense secrecy to everything soft. Mansfield, Poe, and
Thoreau are all immortal and cause us to tremble.
Sexuality itself is cloaked in darkness. Mansfield is portrayed as a supernatural entity
blocked from completion and fulfillment. Mansfields blackness contrasts with her
iconic counterpart Jean Harlow, whom McClure describes as the most white. In the
poets view, Mansfields breasts and vast smile are a meat spirit that we can barely
conceive of. In conclusion, McClure proclaims, Lets give honor to beauty in all beings
and set men and women free so they may make their secret selves apparent a goal both
he and Brakhage share.
Both men were set free by their realization that in order to create, ones own physiology
had to have a prominent role in the process. As the letters contained in this volume
demonstrate, both Stan Brakhage and Michael McClure endeavored to eradicate the false
separation of the body, mind, and soul that has led to lifeless art that is woefully
incomplete.
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It took many years to arrange the letters in the correspondence below. Many letters were
undated; some were available to me only in fragments. In addition, many of the letters
that Michael McClure wrote to Stan Brakhage during this period are now lost. I have
attempted to give the fullest picture possible with the material that was available to me;
however, this collection is necessarily incomplete.
I am very grateful to Michael McClure for granting me two interviews, the results of
which serve to illuminate the correspondence and provide context for many of the events
that are mentioned in the letters. After each excerpt from the interviews I have indicated
the date of our conversation in parentheses. McClure was also very helpful in the
preparation of the notes that follow many of the letters in the correspondence.
All material in brackets was written by Christopher Luna, who is also responsible for all
footnotes unless otherwise indicated.
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The Letters
[Michael McClure to Stan Brakhage undated]

Stan,
Bruce1 said you wanted me to drop a note to you. Things sound interesting with
you. B. says you are working on a feature length nightpiece in color. I just came
up with a new night thing myself a kind of typewriter exercise from the middle of
the night:
The cigarette burns. Do you know it? The child
is an image of me. We are cylinders of air
Love, wrapped in a bundle of tissues
and organs. The nectarine
Like an old Rothko. The skin
red, orange, irregular of broken lines and smooth
patches. She moves in the rooms and screams.
I write this night piece because the lines
are broken. The preceding is halted.
There is a plume of smoke over my head.
So it is the way it goes NIGHT is the most interesting anywhere. It will be
interesting seeing what happened to the color film at night.
If you see Windy tell him he left SF without my permission, he said he was
leaving but I didnt think he would.
Things are not very exciting here, I think Bruces arrival will help in that way.
Robert [Duncan]2 and Jess [Collins]3 are the only ones doing much of any interest
everything else here is phoney and I am unrelated to it. I mean on the writing
scene. Larry [Jordan]4 is working steadily on the theatre. I think there is a pretty
good chance it will open but not nearly as soon as Larry expects unless some
miracle occurs. There is supposed to be some kind of article this week in Life and
Time on the SF Renaissance, I think there will be a picture of me in Life I can
imagine it now, I suppose I will be sort of tacked onto the glory of [Allen]
Ginsberg5 as an afterthought. I am so full of cultural evangelism of St. Luce6 that
I could puke. The magazines have finally caught on to ART and WRITING they
can entangle that last one half of one percent that have held out and really impress
the other 99 percent as never before. [Kenneth] Rexroth7 is beating the bass drum
and singing a hymn to the amalgamation. You see we are really a bunch of
goodhearted child anarchists and Stevenson liberals etc. concerned with the
downfall of morals and corruption of the spirit staunch puritans in the mask of
buddhism with a reverence for life etc. of course he is talking about Lawrence
Ferlinghetti.8 Toujours perdrix!9
Jess is illustrating and designing a childrens story of mine called The Boobus
and the Bunnyduck.10 Once upon a time a Boobus and a Bunnyduck lived in a
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little house in a very large garden. The boobus had little blue shoes almost like
moccasins and a pink coat and a pink sunbonnet. The Bunnyduck had light blue
fur and dark shiney eyes like the boobus eyes. The boobus eyes were bright blue
just the color of the bunnyducks fur. the house they lived in was made out of
wood. It was not very large but it was old and cozy, etc.
Recently Ive been hung up on a tarot card (number 18) and wrote a sequence on
it of about 5 poems and a story. Four of the poems will be in Evergreen 411
whenever that comes out. Now I am working on a more active approach to the
poem and kind of stalled in the process my ideas before always included a kind
of stasis and listening on my part.
a new thing starts tho:
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The sharks tooth is perfect for biting. The intent
matters. I am sick of beautiful things
/ and I would make a robe of gestures
without beauty except for the beauty inherent
in words and motion.
so take it from there. Things go on as usual Oh if you are interested in a new
magazine that has come out
MEASURE
33 S. Russell
Boston 14, Mass.
.75 the copy. Mostly poetry
I will be in the second issue.
Let me know what is happening with
you and your ideas.
Mike
2324 Fillmore, San Francisco, Calif
[Stan Brakhage to Michael McClure 11/16/61]

November 16, 1961
Dear Michael,
And I do see you so much more as Michael (rather than Mike) since our New
York encounter1, some audio-visual sense of mine removed from whatever
dragons you may or may not have slain in other words, I mean it as sound-sense
rather than symbolically (as Gertrude Stein would say) . . . oh hell, I mean it as a
compliment in some inter-personal sense; and let it go at that!
Your essay Revolt is really fine, probably the best essay (if not the only one) on
the subject which I have ever read. But then it is that so much of all your writing
comes to both Jane and I as if conversant with the specific processes of our everyday struggle. It was, even before reading the recent things, always shocking to me
that, removed as we are behind all these mountains from what you might call the
contemporary scene, our most personal struggles have seemed to find so much
contemporaneous utterance in your most personal works of creation.
Let me try to be more specific; because I would very much like for this to be more
than a gesture correspondence between us. Take your smoke-nets (I even have
that one in vision: Wedlock House: An Intercourse: where I use cigarette smoke
screens leaking in and out of darkness-lightness-flashes entangling the figure of
Jane and myself in this search film of the first months of our marriage) . . . that
you start (For Artaud) with The nets are real makes you immediately (in
my mind) one step closer (nearer to my knowledge of them) than, say, [Charles]
Olson in As the Dead Prey Upon Us who has his scapegoat from the start to call
to disentangle the nets of being! Wonderful as that (his) poem (and all of his) is
(and more especially was) to me, its working cannot move into the life I now live
since making The Dead. Even two years ago, when we had our angels and
demons and men going up and down those ladders practically on parade (as you
will read in Metaphors On Vision), Olsons poem was more like a masterpiece
than something contemporaneous with us. I take it for summation; while your
smoke nets are (not contemporaneous . . . what the hell do I want/?) potential
(no!) . . . something growing in relation to my own realizations. For instance, that
Black takes a practical (non-too-much-symbolic) stance in relation to
interiors (OF COURSE) and that all has this air of practicality (such as But not
far enough as if you could, might ((irregardless of whether or not you ever
would)) measure how far was far enough) and that a word like slack as you
manipulate it becomes an almost technical term, as if you were manipulating the
hulk, ship, of the state of being into a physical dock, and that youre right down to
the nose of the thing, that is (a minute quality to foul the air) that you can smell
it as both Jane and I learned to smell fear and could almost categorize its various
shades of differences (a soapy-sweat smell with sour-milk sense ((tho I dont
drink milk so must internally produce its sense to in some way match the natural
effusion from others for my own emergency . . . and for what? . . . to
communicate?)) with varying degrees of the stench of decayed meat ((as it can be
found in the center of the smell of most expensive perfumes)) and the scent of
perfume ((with its periphery of death-decay)) and not that you name it, as for
instance [Robert] Duncan might attempt, but that you make it moooooove thru the
whole poem. I am not rating appreciation here, but making distinctions. It is as
fine In Cold Hell, In Thicket2 to have the white tree gone that completely into
((the dark place, the twigs/ how/ even the brow/ of what was once to him a
beautiful face being so much to do with [Jackson] Pollock, as I knew and know
him) as it is in, say, Duncans Crosses of Harmony and Disharmony to describe
it (Shares of the Moon is man his tree sending the image of a rose/ from its
particular fragrance to the sun. or with the distinction from where I was
saw) or as is most clear in The Structure of Rime X (where thi has the sound
of tree and th^ has the sound of nut) as it is, say, in The Breech [Hymns to St.
Geryon] to handspring/ through a barrier of white trees !; but I handspring with
you there, that is there is action in it for me, just as I too wont meet Jackson
Pollock in the crossings of paint and feel-see-know the smoke we make with our
arms. in the gesture. Perhaps a good part of my felt relationship to your work is
due to the practical necessity in my art of finding the external visible reality
beginning for creating the photographic image, which then of course goes on to be
what IT IS. Even in working with hand-painted images, closed-eye vision guides
each step of the way (as you will find in Metaphors On Vision my expressed
desire to take a camera under my lids).
I wont even attempt to go into Dark Brown here: and even Revolt would be too
soon yet approached, except that I can say it is (page 44) the FEEDBACK
concept that strikes closest to where my thoughts are now moving. Damnit, Im
tired, but I must just on Rant Block ** say that this is where the nets touch
closest to this home Your hand, by your side, is never love being the
closest to a haunt line Ive had in years, and that Ive been involved many months
in a film, possibly to be called Virgin Mountain which involves Jane and two
neighbor girls which contain rungs of the ladder of what-Jane-is-to-me and (No I
cant explain in any way yet all that) but let it go for now except a question, if
possible to answer or point to where my reading answer is . . . how nets of smoke
upon the world., it being upon the world my being bothered. Please
understand, all questions are meant in the most practical way (are in no sense
criticisms I taking you at your word and words thoroughly) and should not be
bothered with, if a bother. I encourage the reply, if you dont know, why do you
ask, if there no growing something in it for you.
I will send you, and Morton [Subotnick],3 copies of Metaphors On Vision just as
soon as the nuns of St. Marys College, South Bend, run them off for me. The
nuns turned out to be a jolly bunch as far as I was concerned, flipped over my
vision lectures, etc. and in no way attempted to censor me. Anyway, theyre
running off copies of Metaphors On Vision for me which should be here in a
couple of weeks. I have already scheduled you to come here sometime in
February. I can not only guarantee you $50.00 for a poetry reading, but (if you
can bring Larry [Jordan]s4 long film which photographs you over and over again
in relation to shop window glass, reflection devises, et. and/or any other film
youve had anything to do with) (and if youre willing to give even a brief lecture
on film) I can, in addition, get you $100.00 from the Experimental Cinema
Group.5 I could do the same for Morton (if he would, could, bring the two Jordan
films hes composed music for). In addition, would you please send me copies of
your plays. I personally would like to direct at least one of them while youre
here, that is have it ready for a two-night (at least good reading) production which
would mean additional profit (probably) and certainly royalties of some kind. I
am starting to direct plays again (will do a [James] Broughton6 next Jan. when
hes here) and would very much like to work dramatically with your language. I
would need to start in the immediate future, as I am relatively slow worker stagewise. Also, if youre interested, Ive lined up an excellent opportunity (with
people Ive worked with many years as a lab and sound recording studio, and
people most definitely honest and agreeable) for you to cut an entire LP recording
of yourself reading poetry which (they say) can be sold at the very reasonable and
encouraging price of $2.00 a record and still make a profit for all concerned. If
Broughton is agreeable, they will cut one with him in January. Tell me when
February is best you, send the plays, and leave the rest up to me. Were looking
forward to it more than you can imagine. Also let me know about the film
possibility. Would you like me to simply write Jordan, or have the Experimental
Cinema Group write and just rent the film for the decided date in February? or do
you have the rights to bring it yourself and collect the full fee?
Excuse hodge-podge of the latter part of this letter which I should have written
first but I will write more specifically when I get definite dates, etc., get
confirmations from you, and get plays.
Disobeying your instructions, I opened the painting to have a much wanted view
and was so amazed at what I saw that I made arrangements to have it wrapped
tight and shipped in a case rather than subject it to the hazards of the bus. I want it
to go on the ceiling of the childrens rooms; and when Ive sat with it awhile, Ill
write some more . . .
Please tell Morton that Ill send him a long letter also within the week also
sketching out plans for his possible second coming to this area . . . if interested.
Extremely tired now. Best of everything to your lovely wife and daughter who
hasnt met me yet but whose beautiful sleeping self I wont forget, and write
when youve the time. . . ONLY PLEASE SEND PLAYS, as Im most anxious to
begin again with dramatics.
Best,
Stan

Crisman
Salina Star Route
Boulder, Colo.
March 14, 1962
Dear Michael,
The last several months has been all nightmare haunted by my impossibilities,
most particularly to aesthetically make a splice. All life has then been plastically
splicing itself around me for my vision with maddening simplicity; but always
myself at work table incapable of putting one piece of film to another in any
which way. Then, all then, complicated by John Cages1 appearance here (myself
variably twisting the pocket-books of the music department student organizations
to raise the money meeting almost complete opposition from faculty, insults
traveling both ways; but finally even getting enough money out of them so that
there could be two concerts) and long talks with Cage and pianist [David] Tudor,2
recalling all old times, Cages invitation to Jim Tenney3 and I years ago for a
beer, himself talking out his whole philosophy in a three hour many beers session
which changed everything for my 21 year old self and pitched Jim out of Julliard
and on into the lap of [Edgard] Varese,4 etc. . . and then John now talking still on
and on fastening the tie-strings of the incredible net hes been many years
abuilding, and subsequently my studying his book Silence: that being THE most
completely perfect aesthetic structuralizing religious what-not statement yet made
(to my knowledge) in our times. It IS the terrible machine which will separate
the men from the boys, as the saying goes, in all creative endeavors. Few will
survive. It is a marvelous book! I have survived:
Last night all ice broke in the looking. Somehow, in all slowness pain despair, I
had thought I was getting nowhere. Then I realized, last night, I was some 400
(over 10 minutes) into Part I: Dog Star Man AND THAT IT WAS ENORMOUS.
There is no form for what is making these splices work except that they DO.
Theres not a chance operation 5 in the entire ensemble. Jane was stunned to
complete silence . . . and then, out of Silence, asking: What then is form? With
a naturalness of not even looking (tho I hadnt touched the book for two months)
I picked out The New Book/A Book of Torture and automatically opened to the
very page wanted: THERE IS NO FORM BUT SHAPE! NO LOGIC BUT
SEQUENCE, etc. on thru the entire poem, wringing out the smoke nets with
each line, then straight on to Dark Brown, which seems to me to arise naturally
from this very point in your work, even more (to me) than solid moving through
an inferno and I read aloud the entire Dark Brown, illuminations spinning
themselves out in the air to ember away as mysteriously as closed-eye vision
observed that kind of burning (to me) seeming to REALLY MAKE SPACE in
the black, it all becoming a kind of star-black un-consuming itself. The drive
toward vision in this work!. . . how have you managed it? , at your age, as they
often say to me, etc. BUT WILL NOT BE DRIVEN TO MADNESS TO
SACRIFICE, being perfect catch-up for the Aelf-scin sparks, and then to the
external: When all fear to use their eyes and the turning round-on-itself of
IGNORE THE BLOOD RED BEAUTIES ah, yes.
Well, in short, youre an immense inspiration to me . . . and somehow your lines
have been traveling along with me all these difficult months, helping make space .
. . bless you. The only real glimmer I had of it before last night was on receiving
THE SURGE, especially that you did not mean emotive analogies. And if
only I could be showing you the more total view of this new work as if its unspinning; but therell be many many months yet, perhaps more than a year, before
it is shaped to move its rounds. Still I am much hung up on (and this may most
clearly show you where I am): I love you is the key . . . out of which moment
spring the whole tree following -- somehow in relation to my knowing that I am
(in the film) always moving toward the cutting down of the tree and the absolute
smashing of its dead branches into kindling, etc. (did you see, i.e. consciously
recognize, the placenta in relation-to the tree in Prelude?) And then the line in
[Kenneth] Patchens6 Journal of Albion Moonlight: something like: When you
chop down the solitary tree, the whole forest moves closer to heaven. IS NOT
THE OLD MALE SIGHT OF IT/ as dead as hell? Yes, and from that the drive to
somehow get Jane into the editing room, not just to be seeing it unfold, nor to in
any sense be directing, but to really just have the other halves of these eyes
there yet their not functioning in any film-making way HOW SPIRITUALLY
TO DO THIS? The casualness of this wife of mine how I trap her in that very
statement . . . how to break out.
Ill enclose some Cage articles for your amusement.
Now Ill really be reading some of the list of books you gave me.
There is a group of students here who are planning a benefit program to raise
$150.00 for Michael McClure to come here and read poetry WHENEVER HE
WISHES, etc. That is, no strings whatsoever attached. I have had nothing more to
do with it than that Ive bitched around here for months that there wasnt enough
money raised for you to be able to manage to make it without too many immense
sacrifices, etc.
Now, as to my coming to S. F. How about 2nd week in April? Morton Subotnick is
also trying to raise some funds at Mills College; so well wait and see what turns
out there.
All best to you and family.
Stan

THE SURGE1
This is the failure of an attempt to write a beautiful poem, I would like to have
looked at as the mindless coiling of a protein that has not fully achieved life but
one that is, or might be, a step towards living-being. We live in the visions of
highest genius each day we see through the eyes, brains and physical spirits of
Plato, Darwin and Dante. The glories of their visions allow us to see more fully,
but too often their seeings are accepted as finalities. We have not even totally
assumed the meanings of Marx or Freud, and still make confrontations with their
ideas. The message embedded in the dialogue Euthyphyre [Look up] by Plato, is
one that is enormously fresh. Why have we not gone beyond what was already
known by the older geniuses of mankind and begun to prepare a Paradiso of our
own sciences and genius? Darwins portrait of life is real and true but it is only 15
degrees of a circle. Let us see all and feel all kinships and meanings, and great
unity, in the rushing mass of plasm that has begun to fill the darkness between the
stars . . .
THE SURGE! THE SURGE! THE SURGE! IT IS THE SURGE OF LIFE
I seek
TO VIEW. . .
Plato and Darwin are the dead heads of glorious vision.
Dante turned to the woman Beatrice
in Paradiso and she spoke:
Tis true that oftentimes the shape
will fail to harmonize with the design
when the material is deaf to answer.
Then from its source the creature deviates;
For though impelled toward the highest heaven
it has the power to bend in other ways
just as when fire is seen to fall from clouds
if the first impulse of its natural bent,
turned by false pleasure, drives it to the earth.
--No more, if I judge rightly,
shouldst thou marvel
at that ascent, then at falling rill
that plunges from a mountain to the depths.
Twould be as strange, hadst thou stayed down below . . .
IS NOT THE OLD MALE BEAST SIGHT OF IT
as dead as Hell?
Our view of Life is still so young and so worn
and ripped by the brutal tatters we made of it!
Subtle Plato and Darwin opened worlds to us by stating
what we knew and our admission threw us into to
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reality! How blind is blind?

How deaf and dumb is our dumbness? Who now can
read Euthyphyro without the shock of a tingling
truth that is already dead and buried? If we admit,
we do have fresher eyes. Theres a calm intertness
of joy that living beings drift to and from. (And it is far
back when the Universe began . . .
and it is here now too.) I do not mean the mystics view.
--Or that of a man locked in the superstition of his own repression.
Not emotive analogies!
I mean there is a more total view:
It shifts and changes and wavers,
and weakens as our nerves do, to finally make
a greater field and more total sight,
YEARN FOR IT . . .
I love you is the key.
THE SURGE OF LIFE may not be seen by male or female
for both are halves. But perhaps the female,
who is unprincipled, sees farther and into more.
2.
OH HOW I HAVE BEAT MY HEAD AT IT in male stupidity!
And here . . . here in my hand, is a picture of the living Universe
made by a woman as a gift of love in a casual moment:
--A valentine in ball-point ink. It calls all
previous images to abeyance. The dark and radiant
swirlings in my head seem clumsy tho I trust them too.
She says it is a tree that is not a tree.
It might be a placenta with thin branches or veins.
The stalk of it narrows to a gasp of life
and stretches downward and spreads into what
might be the earth or the top of another tree
((Is there a forest?))
(Upon the lower treetop, or earth, lies a creature coiled
and incomplete, with round and staring eyes.)
Intersecting the narrow trunk, or crossing it, in
mysterious geometry, is a palette shape.
then it spins around and round, before ascending
up the stalk into the boughs, a creature that
is a ring of meat divided into the individuals
comprising it. They are hot upon each others
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tails. They stare after one another and outwards

with round eyes. Some beasts of the ring
are dots and blobs or teardrops of primal meat.
And some are more whole creatures. Some contain
within themselves, midway, an extra pair of eyes
to show their division is not complete. (Or
to assert the meaninglessness of all division
that is based on eyes or other organs.) Those eyes
deny that a single head or set of senses divide
lifes in a greater sense. The ring is one:
The creatures
swell, spring free, and dart up the cincture
to greater space above.
A long, large, snake-shaped molecule of flesh
coils from the earth
around the palette and caresses the higher branch
in sensuality.
The high part is a heart: within it a mans head and shoulders
rise from a batwinged heart with thready tail
and a heart upon the thread-tip. Nearbye is a circle
(a vacuole?, a nucleus?) with a shape inside that might
be any living thing from a vulture to a dancing child.
High and low outside are stars that are
living sparks or moths.
TURNED UPSIDE DOWN THE DRAWING HAND
not more nor less. It is a gentle
tensile surge,
a woman views.
3.
Yes, all things flow! and in our male insistency on meaning
we miss the truth. The mountains do pour, moving in millionic
ripples over thousand aeons. Demanding brute reality we forget
the greater flow and the black immediate is larger and it is
and isnt, But Life, THE PLASM, does not flow like lead does.
It SURGES! Is that the difference? And it is one great whole
--and isnt. It is something sweeter than we are we must feel
and hear it too! Male and female have and do not have importance
--they matter! It is not relative but real!
In black immediate I feel the roaring meat mountain
herds of Bison and of Whales or Men or solid
American clouds of birds 100 years ago.
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Then I am moved by meanings and sights of

the smaller surge: Then I, dreaming,
partake in the surge like a plains Indian
on horseback and I know my smallest gene
particles are forever spread and immortal. Distances
and hallucinations then can cause no fear;
life is primitive and acceptable.
Is all life a vast chromosome stretched in Time?
Simply a pattern for another thing?
But the pattern like the chromosome is the Life,
and the surge is its vehicle.
IT DOES NOT MATTER:
It is the athletic living thing of energy:
All else is a soundless and sightless pouring.
THERE IS NO TELEOLOGY!
Inert matters pour in and out of the Surge
and make sound and sight. But neither
they nor the Surge will wait. It is another matter.
Space, Space, Space, is a black lilly holding the rosy,
full, flowing, and everspreading and contrasting, spilling flash.
The womans easy sight of it can be bolder than the mans.
She admits that we can never know, and tells
us that the question is useless words.
The surge can never see itself for the surge is
its self-sight. and its sight
and being are simultaneous.
There is no urge to see or feel for it is sight
AND FEELING.
Except for the glory
GLORY
GLORY
GLORY
GLORY
GLORY
GLORY
it does not matter.
But desire to know and feel are not eased!
To feel the caress of body and the separate
physical tug of each desire is insanity. The key
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is love
and yearning. The cold sea beasts
and mindless creatures are the holders of vastest
Philosophy.
We can never touch it.
WE ARE BLESSED.
Praise to the surge of life that there is no answer

--and no question!
GENETICS AND MEMORY
ARE THE SAME
they are degrees of one
molecular unity.
We are bulks of revolt and systems of love-structuring
IN A GREATER WHOLE
beginning where the atoms come
to move together and make a coiling string . . .
Beyond the barrier

all things are laid upon a solid
and at rest . . .
Beatrice . . .
Beatrice . . .
Paradiso is opening.
WE ARE AT THE GATES OF THE CHERUBIC!
Michael McClure
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[Stan Brakhage to Michael McClure 4/62]

Somewhere beginning April
Dear Michael,
I showed your new poem The Surge to Donald Sutherland1 (Gertrude Stein: a
Biography of Her Work) who became tremendously excited, says he would have a
copy of his translation of Antonio Machados2 writing sent your way (tho there is
another translation coming out soon you might watch for) Sutherland finds this
your best poem, also closest to some of his own digging in Machado, etc.
I will be in S.F. around noon of April 8th. He (Broughton) has a lined up a definite
program for Canyon Cinema on April 15th, with a possibility of U.C. program on
April 10th and another possibility at the theatre where [James] Broughton works
on April 19th. These latter may fall thru, but you should contact him before setting
your date to check against conflict.
Best,
Stan
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May 3, 1962
Dear Michael,
The instant I got back here I was confronted by a British sculpture and wife whom
Id encouraged to come out here when meeting them on last trip to east found
they had gambled their last money on this trip and were hopefully depending on
myself to help get them established in this area (which I somehow miraculously
managed to do within the next week: jobs, house, et al.) and then that they were
also here for U.N. week at C.U. [University of Colorado at Boulder], which
immediately led to the fact that Bob [Robert] Creeley1 and Bobby [Louise
Hawkins],2 his wife, were also here. Ive wanted for years to meet Creeley, so
anxiously that (despite unshaven condition and just-off-train wrinkles in my suit)
we all (Jane, our three children, British sculpture and wife) rather crashed a huge
formal party at the Vice-President-of-the-Colleges house with such a graceful
style, and such well-behavior from the children, that we charmed the entire
assemblage and had lovely meeting with the Creeleys. But Bob was gradually
coming apart at the seams from Boulder stuffiness and un-week and he badly
needed an all night drunk-blast and talk session about THE REAL, etc. . . and
tired as I was I arose to the occasion and we-all have become fast friends in one
hell of a wonderful hurry. I also managed to get him a recording session with
Western Cine for later record release. Then, in midst of all this, I got an invite to
go to Albuquerque for lecture show mid-May, and as thats where the Creeleys
home currently is it is all a delight. They had no sooner left and the sculptor
provided for, than I got notice that Im to be flown air-jet to NY to photograph
satellites (for ionosphere readings: i.e. non-war hopefully), a couple showings of
my own films there, then fly Albuquerque, then possibly LA, and if so then Santa
Barbara, and if so, then SF by end-May again on my way back home. Wow, what
a ring-a-round. Somehow in midst of all this I have managed to read The Feast3...
wondrous wonder that it is power of ritual . . . youve touched the rite of drama
as no one else, to my knowledge, in this age (WHY DOESNT ALL THE
WORLD STAND EARS*EYES RIGHT UP AND RECOGNIZE YOU, YOU
INCREDIBLE GENIUS?) I mean as play-rite also --- and I read and re-read it,
and aloud, and have already become so excited I have contacted an actor who
could do Yeorg beautifully and begun steps toward producing it when youre here.
I havent got on to reading the others yet, this The Feast being even altogether too
much for me at this time, particularly as any kind of mental vomitorium is utterly
out of the question, the whole atmosphere of the play not sticking but, how should
I put it? being absolutely undigestible whirling crystal ball within one and
inviting THE DANCE of the spectator as never before. AND SOUND! Well,
Michael, and I do mean this in all humility, you and I must also collaborate just as
soon as at all possible for my thoughts have run right to the brink of the
reversed spoken as most source for unsticking literate meaning and freeing the
words to new conception; but, as you know, I have not at all the power with
language to in any way do more than vaguely dream of what youve begun to
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actualize in this most marvelous drama. It cast a wondrous (tongue-twisting) spell

over even the British sculptor. I also (earlier) read The Surge aloud and got
Creeley much with it, much excited and what a lovely out-going excitement
there is to this man.
What I havent yet had time to do is contact your fan club here and check on the
finances; but I imagine mid-summer will be the ticket. Somehow, the most
memorable moments of all my visit to SF were those spent with you, Jo Ann, and
the children in the Golden park. Bless you all. Box for Jane arriving shortly.
Best,
Stan
P.S. Trust you saw Knickerbockers4 interview, and might you consider sending
essay to him?
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Dog Star Man
By Michael McClure
In Dog Star Man Part One Brakhage learns from his two earlier films Prelude
and Anticipation of the Night . . . The other debt in evidence is that the beautiful
shots of the bearded heros face and some scenes of mountain, cliff, and forest, or
solitary green fir bough sweeping in the wind are reminiscent of moments of
Eisensteins Ivan. In Ivan the striking scenes printed on memory are the broodings
of Ivans face from the summit of a crag while he looks down upon medieval city
or holds soliloquy with his soul as the camera comes in for a profile of his jagged
nose and chin with foxy beard pointing to heaven or hell. Where Eisenstein must
show Ivan brooding in solitary state in a logical sequence of dramatic events,
Brakhage may show only the shin of his hero or a grimace of deep emotion &
turmoil against whiteness or sky . . . Where Eisenstein shows the whole & ush of
plot in an earthly drama that reaches to the cosmic, Brakhage reverses the process
and shows the cosmic and divine drama of flesh and thought and memory and
hallucination and aspiration reaching towards the earthly.
In Dog Star Man all possible views are taken. The man dressed in ragged pants
and boots with beard and hair to his shoulders accompanied by his dog struggles
up the mountainside fleeing to a holocaust that may be real or imaginary but the
man is real! We see man and dog . . . the hand fights in the snow for a new grip
upon icy rock . . . then a passage of whiteness with an almost invisible pattern of
pink within it . . . aloud . . . mountain . . . canyon . . . dog . . . tree . . . blackness . .
. part of face brooding against sky . . . the man falls . . . the season changes . . . he
climbs . . . the memory, or fantasy, of the man dancing naked to the waist like a
messiah in flickering firelight . . . he faints, struggles, and hallucinates, becoming
immortal in his striving.
As in all works of art Dog Star Man is an adventure that is not distinguishable as
either a physical adventure or a spiritual one but the two become inextricably
woven together to prove the unity and sheer beauty of man and universes.
Criticism speaks of levels but Dog Star Man refuses the levels and they become
indistinguishable. The camera is outside of the man photographing him . . . The
camera is an eye inside of the man seeing his organs . . . The camera does not
distinguish between future fantasy and past memory of the man . . . The camera
does not say whether it is inside of the mans organs or the dogs organs. The
camera does not say when the outer world is imagined or when it is real.
The rhythm of Dog Star Man is an intuitive adaptation of the pacing of classical
drama, whether it be Noh theater or the wanderings of Faust. Classical drama is
composed of self-contained scenes that blend one into the other leaving the
spectator thrilled but awaiting the next . . . the scenes must have grandeur and
unhurried rhythm while containing athletic and/or intellectual and emotional
action. The accepted pacing of film is seven-second sequences or scenes. Dog
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Star Man doubles or more than doubles the seven-second expectation. Each of the
long (14-20 second) scenes is a photographic marvel too proud to rely upon
technical excellence and interested only in beauty and an artists ideal of sight. . . .
Each scene whether in the cave of an intestine or looking up into the branches of a
forest from the fallen snow beneath is a memorable sight. Combined one after
another the scenes heave up into the construction of a human tale that is given
credence as a divine happening.
Dog Star Man is the most self-sufficient and innocent film . . . self-sufficient in
the sense that Chaplin is. No music is needed to watch Chaplin because his dance
is all the music we need. Dog Star Man is silent in the sense that the greatest
silent films are. In Dog Star Man the film itself becomes a dance of editing and
moves as the best silent actors do with their physical movements with their
physical movements with arm, leg, tongue, and face . . . The film breathes and is
an organic and surging thing . . . It is a colossal lyrical adventure-dance of image
in every variation of color.
Canyons, mountains, trees, blackness, blood stream, whiteness shot with pink,
remembrances dog and man become actors in the medium. The versatility of
sixteen millimeter becomes like the flashing of verse and gains the same
possibility of immortality and vision . . . The film is innocent of taste and
combines varied types of film, distorting lenses & altered film speeds.
Taking a historical view of Brakhages films Dog Star Man is the culmination of
Anticipation of the Night and Prelude. Anticipation is the first long film. It has
upset and angered many since it received Cannes Festival protest prize.
Anticipation is an almost dizzying swoosh of image after image in two-to-four
second scenes and repeats of scenes. There are forty minutes and much of it
imprints upon thought and keeps returning. After the last sequence of fast pastel
shots of polar bear, and flamingo, and baby crawling upon grass, it ends with the
shadow of a hanged man. The unseen hero having this film-dream is visible for
the first time in the act of his suicide . . . he has entered his soul and decided upon
self-destruction. The film has caused booing and audience demonstration at more
than one showing. Nobody seems to know what is going on that it takes place
inside of a mans vision and the spectator merely has to watch. Anticipation is a
story shorn of explanation but it is often viewed as an abstract film rather than an
almost home-movie-like recording of experience and decision upon death. There
can be no doubt that the audience is aware somewhere deep & they do
disapprove.
In Spring 1962 Brakhage was awarded The Independent Film Award Makers
Award for The Dead and Prelude. (The Dead is a drifting blue gray film of deep
serenity and feeling photographed in a Paris cemetery.) Prelude is colossal
objective film of the powers of nature from splendored shots of solar corona
shooting bursts of flame into outer space to descents into the secret processes of
the interior of muscles and living organs beating and gaping and closing.
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Prelude uses the sequential style of Anticipation and almost by accident destroys
the logic of relativity as it darts from massive to miniscule from sun to
bloodcell. Prelude is an exercise in transmuting the film into drama but it is an
adventureless drama because there is no man in it a drama only of beauty.
Prelude is picture music. Prelude takes place in the imagination of a man working
with pictures of the objective world. Anticipation takes place in the mind of a man
contemplating suicide and moves with the swiftness of anguish. Prelude is
creative contemplation and moves more stately.
Dog Star Man owes the objectivity of the nature and hero scenes to the grandeur
of Prelude and draws the intense realization of the subjective from Anticipation,
but Dog Star Man is greater than a synthesis of earlier works. It is as if Dog Star
Man were a film in which the mental recording of Anticipation were encapsuled
in the style of Prelude.
[Michael McClure to Stan Brakhage - undated, fragment of a letter, from

Jane Brakhages scrapbook]
sat for awhile on the steps feeling disconsolate then tried to make it right by
standing by your window but it didnt work at all. Theres something surprisingly
villainously unfriendly about glass between people. Maybe it has to do with the
aurora Olson mentions or maybe its I dont know, but anyway there I was and
you were somewhere else. Crystal noticed it too. So anyway, we were getting
depressed about the glass and so we left. Actually, it wasnt all glass.
Love to all Brakhages
the sky here is incredibly beautiful orange pink & blue [indecipherable] heavy
rains & hail.
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June 3, 1963
Ah God, YES! what a beautiful statement on Dog Star Man Part I . . . bless
you. I was so moved I could not read it straight thru, had to stop and walk around,
work out some of my emotions, etc. And you did sound in good shape, too,
despite difficulties [. . . . ] BUT, I mean (re: your guarded self) how you CAN
take the long and humorous view, such as I think I shall commit suicide by a
seizure of black rancorous laughter on the steps of the Senate, etc. I too have
something to say on the subject of FINANCES: that is, did find myself saying,
while being interviewed, that 19th century fairytales pass on an equation: the hero
must slay the dragon to get THE HIDDEN TREASURE to marry the princess to
go to the castle to live . . . happily ever after? ? ?: which must be wrenched awry
in all sub-consciousness because of the spirit trap the mind does thereby impose
OUT OF CONNEC TEXT . . . all reawakening in myself the realization of how
much Villiers of the Isle of Adam1 had begun in Axel in terms of destruction of
the twin illusions of romantic Love and HIDDEN TREASURE but then, too,
how un-carryable (explanation of why so out-of-print) his vision was (is) because
only referential to death. Then too, Ive been (as you may not know) on the
looooooongest lecture-tour yet (just having returned a week ago) thru the whole
Eastern scene, appearing at 8 colleges, ranging from Princeton thru Bard, making
about $600.00 above all traveling costs, etc., cutting out debt back to just about
where it was before we left for SF last Sept., all the time very involved with THE
MONEY PROBLEM, looking for jobs, contacting Foundations, yackatyyacking
on the subject as deeply and as superficially as possible, finally finding turning
point (for the whole trip, all concerns, re: vision, and finances, etc.) in company
of Charles Olson, Gloucester . . . partly by way of what he said but mostly by
seeing how trapped he was, is?, despite all his greatness, right there where we all
are, were?, , , I cant go into the whole matter, in letter, at this time because I
dont want to interfere with my thinking it thru to some deep conclusion; but I
will write this much: when you asked, in your letter, if I didnt know someone
who could send him some money, I (as usual) began frantically searching my
mind for some patron to hit, both (as usual) for myself and for him . . . when
suddenly, somehow as a result of all Eastern conferences, and as a result of
talking with Jane on the subject, we both found such a source of patronage
unending that is, we sat down and made out a check for $25.00 for Phillip and
then a check for $25.00 for Charles Olson. And things have been moving anew
ever since.
I have just re-read the statement on Dog Star Man Part I, Prelude, and
Anticipation (and it is, really about those 3), and (tho I dont care about fact
trifles when the whole truth of a work process is being revealed at such depth)
you probably have the right to know of a few errors which you may want to
correct: Anticipation of the Night received a Brussels Worlds Fair (Exposition
of Experimental Film) award (a protest award put up by Pre-Selection
Committee in protest to the decision of the final judges said award being
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granted for the totality of Brakhages work submitted . . . consisting of 6 films,

including Anticipation,) I have never entered THE CANNES FESTIVAL, whose
awards might better be called THE CONNED AWARDS, etc. The baby
crawling on grass occurs only in a sequence of said, about to 1/3 the way thru,
nowhere near the end. The unseen hero is shadow cast at the beginning and reappears, as shadow, again and again during the first of the film is, then,
thrown up again, this time as hanged man, at the end. Aesthetically, or rather
technically, speaking, it is his shadow form which creates the specific night of the
film, that which occurs thru to thru in the body of the film. My Spring 1962
Award WAS an INDEPENDENT FILM AWARD but not an INDEPENDENT
FILM*MAKERS AWARD, the latter being title for another organization.
Everything else is ABSOLUTELY CORRECT, or at least I would hope so bless
you.
No time for more now, as Jane is waiting to go to town, waiting so as to get this
off in the mail to you.
Just one quick note, the Branamans,2 and friends Morgan and Lisa, all came thru
here Memorial Day, making a most memorable scene in their fantastically painted
house atop pick-up truck, all dancing thru the sterility of the community where we
are still here being, charging the whole total atmosphere in such a way as to drive
Janes parents away for the day, drive away all the surrounding natives so that we
too, Jane, I, all children, animals, had once again a sense of community we could
be joined to their departure, that afternoon, for Wichitahhhhh, leaving us here
feeling very lonely and as if NOT LONG FOR THIS-HERE (Yes MERE)
UPPITY MIDDLE CGLASS (Yes GLASS) WORLD.
With all wishes to be seeing you,
Jo Ann, Janey, soon, somewhere,
Stan
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Dear Stan, Im dreaming of a lion consciousness drama . . . WHAT IT IS TO BE
INSIDE A LION WHO IS A MAN you must not mention this to anyone for it is
my dearest secret. But imagine a theater that becomes the interior of the body
THE SPIRIT & finally the consciousness of a man symbolized by lion. I must not
dwell too much on LION for truly it will be only the new Romantic man Hah
Blahh I dont know
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what I am talking about. Except the new theater that I begin to catch sound of
that I am weighing new things as once I weighed the world for images of poetry.
Talk I retracted that hour against poetry (bless you in your words). My new
textbook shall be [John] Ford and [Christopher] Marlowe & sweet Shakespeare &
Platos magnificent Symposium! I think I have drunk Webster to the very dregs &
know his soul by heart. So Bottom1 arrives timely to fill the new bookcases Ive
built.
Let me know when & Ill unhinge San Francisco & build Brakhage shelves with
vampire proof glass doors A MEWS to take musing flights from. We must all
go to Venice and be healthy in that city of decadence. We will make a film of a
new Symposium first & go to Venice next. (Do I prophesy?) I have about 8 trillion
plans always a sign that rest is needed? So Im resting (actually working 12
hours a day to keep the Bogey away but keeping myself away from vomiting
except for a poem here & there. My subconscious is getting in control but not
overtly so yet. Though I feel that happening at last & go into dreams & dreamthoughts awaking in strange places.
Yes, I saw Branaman . . . dropped GS (gently).
Now back to Tamburlaine.2
OH, Yes I believe (thank you again) Ill be reading at midnight of Spring Equinox
in Fles3 L.A. theater.
GAHROOOOH!
Alan Marlow4 writes me that he is going to do The Blossom so perhaps you can
judge it in 3D. If so, I will be there for opening night in NYC.
Love you all
M
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Meat Science Essays, cover second edition , City Lights 1970
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[Stan Brakhage to Michael McClure - 8/4/63]

c/o Theatre Innovations
4201 Hooker Street
Denver, Colorado
August 4, 1963
Dear Michael,
The above will give you some idea of where we are living in a theatre lobby, as we
actually are (tho the quarters, of this old house-with-theatre basement, most used in my
past experiences here for inter-missions, given us now by two friends sensing our
desperate needs, lent for indefinite time for whatever we can afford to pay, damn little,
these parts of this magnificent old house are really most IN-habitable and altogether a
blessing for us after months of living with in-LAWS); and the other above will give you
some idea of what I am, these days, most working with (a whole new technical field, to
say the least, opened up and into what might generally be called The first true film
collage and what will specifically be called Moth Light,1 or What a moth might see from
birth to death if black were white and these strips therefrom as gifts of partial thanks for
the joys youve sent our way, of late):
Meat Science Essays2 being the most thought-provok-and-engendering weve been aloudreading in this house-holding, causing us (as has second-most [Robert] Duncans
Daybook in origin) to be looking out, albeit somewhat lonesomely, to larger environs,
concerns, etc. . . as your Essays, and Duncans, are so marvelous free of being Rightingwriting, in area, style-of, etc., where that most usually occurs burdensomely (and God
knows we can bear very few more burdens these days than those already saddled on us.)
So much of our conversations (i.e. what YOU said) are focused herein, but as if the lens
were held by you in such a magical way that maximum visibility were possible with that
quality of claritas possible only when the suns eye, also, is permitted maximum focus,
burning all to a crisp in pace with reading I mean, with pace, to praise that marvelous
sense of timing, to be differentiated from timeliness, in your writing, as almost always
with you, as I wrote of in praising the Preachers Dream-Tale . . . bless you.) I am
provoked only, in these essays, negatively by your use of the impersonal you which
may, indeed, be my problem as the rhetorical use of that you has been particularly
bothering me all over the place. I do take note that you use it consistently; but then also I
notice that it predominates, takes over, in all essays on drugs (except the last two,
Heroin being an I-piece, essentially ((remarkable in that you say, in there: there is
not so much I. I is an interference with near-passivity:)) and cocaine being essentially an
it-piece); and I have found that impersonal you as the most tremendously powerful
possession-trick going I mean, how all pushers make most use of it . . . but then, of
course, this is sensing dangers beyond the periphery of your immediate, very immediate,
writing; and my thoughts are, as you well know, tangent upon a particular avoid-dance of
my own.
Film Culture wants to print your piece on Prelude and P. Adams Sitney3 will probably be
writing you asking permission. Even tho ARTFORUM has done so (and how good it was
to see it there) FC may still want it for Film World People, etc. Just give them [RIGHT
MARGIN] your yea or nay or whatever tho I would like to see it printed
everywhere (so deep is it in comprehension) . . . even written on the skiesThank you,
Blessings to Jo Ann, Janey, all friends, Stan
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Meat Science Essays, inside cover, second edition, City Lights, 1970
Stan Brakhage with camera over his face, Cambridge, MA, c. 1984 by Robert Haller
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Mid Sept., 1963
Dear Michael,1
Just a brief note to accompany the enclosed with the change news: we will be
leaving Denver on or around Sept. 25th and going to live in Custer, South Dakota,
where I have a film job (commercial) waiting my arrival. Angels willing, I am
going to try to make it, and much needed money, there awhile. If you write
anytime after the 20th or 21st of this month, I suggest you send it c/o Nauman
Films, Custer, South Dakota.
I would like to know your opinion of these first few pages of the book dedicated
to you. People who already know film technique have been unable to judge of the
value of what Ive therein attempted; and Im not too sure if I should go with it
at least, I wont be able to for some time now, anyway . . .
I was glad to hear (from P. Adams Sitney who just spent the week here with us)
that Film Culture is going to print your beautiful article on Dog Star Man,
Anticipation, etc. (P. Adams thinks its the finest piece of writing theyve yet
published, as do I the next issue should be out in a month). Theyre going to
print Metaphors On Vision (first as a pre-subscribed book to get some money for
me and then as an issue of Film Culture) sometime around the turn of the year. I
spent all week with P. Adams getting the thing into final shape; and Im balls tired
of it and feel thoroughly bone-picked by this time (tho I am excited anew by The
Introduction which will consist of a transcription of a very fine interview about
the working relationship between Jane and I ((with ample credit to the inspiration
of The Surge)) and all films made since our marriage).
Mothlight is finished and is the most indescribably beautiful film Ive yet made.
Blessings to you and Jo Ann and
JaneyStan
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Sterling Bunnell and hawk San Francisco 1965 by Larry Keenan

Dear Stan,
Metaphors On Vision is one of the first new big romantic books.
Enclosed is a copy of Love Lion Book1 perhaps it is the scenario for us.
Ive just had a vision of THE NEW AMERICAN THEATER with Gerd.2
We start on Broadway with the Spirit of Faust, Calderon, & Webster. Everything
is beginning to make perfect sense. WE MUST SPEAK WITH EACH OTHER
AS SOON AS POSSIBLE! Is it possible to stop in San FranciscoYOU
MUSTon the way to Custer? In the meantime speak with Gerd.
Love,
Michael
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NOW, 1
WHAT THE HELL DO YOU MEAN BY WHAT YOU QUOTE OF OLSON
REGARDING MYSELF AND YOURSELF AND THAT APPELATION OF
NARCISSIST? In the first place Stan, you are the prey ((or should I say the
possessor of)) a theory of disciples, consequently to have disciples you yourself
must have a Master or Masters. I can understand your mimeographing your letter
quoting Olson conversations in the light of the above. I can be extremely
interested in the letter and pleased to receive it. I cannot see a god-damned thing
of any pleasure in finding my name linked with Narcissism. Perhaps you see
yourself as a Narcissist and find that romantic or of pleasure to you. On the other
hand, I AM NOT A NARCISSIST and I take no pleasure in seeing such
references to myself. * Because I am beautiful or because certain segments of the
world at large find me so I have had to put up with that kind of name calling and
I am sick of it. I am a lover of beauty wherever I find it. I do not even own a
mirror more than a foot square and I usually only look into it to shave or brush my
teeth. When I go to a friends house who has a full-length mirror I usually look in
it to keep my body image straight. I do not revel in my beauty. On the contrary, it
has caused me a great deal of pain and increases the envy of those jealous of my
genius.
I am interested in whatever beauty of presence and motion and movement that I
can bring into being and I am interested in whatever beauty I can create in myself
or in the world as well as whatever beauty I can find in the world. To call me a
Narcissist is an insult because it injures what I truly am. Should I destroy my
beauty like [Alfred] Jarry or [Antonin] Artaud as an affront to the middle class?
Not on your life! Should I allow people to insinuate that I worship the contour of
my muse or my cock? (Tho I do not condemn those that do.) NO! Should I go on
listening to people saying that I am a Narcissist? I have listened to that for quite a
while from Robert Duncan (in the past), from Allen Ginsberg and from petty
gossip mongers. Now, I discover it in a mimeographed letter
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
It is very difficult to believe that such things are said in innocence when I know
personally that the people saying it have brains and eyes! To see it in a letter from
a friend was genuinely frightening. I felt like a little boy. I was scared. And what
is that affliction crap? Olson has a bad side just like anyone else. What are you
doing feeding it? Youre pumping admiration into the megalomania vent. If
you want an exposition of that kind of thing go read Conversations With
Eckermann (Goethe/Eckermann). I told Ginsberg about the letter and the
Narcissist reference and he said, Well arent you? I spent fifteen minutes
arguing with Allen and he conceded that I am not and that he started the rumor a
*
My grandfather was supposed to have been the most beautiful man of his generation
according to all who knew him. Thats enough to take the wind out of my sails. I am his
genetic dilution!
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long time ago, and that he was the one who told Olson that I am a Narcissist. He
finally admitted the whole thing was untrue and HIS RUMOR and that he started
it because he was envious of me.
He wrote a certificate to say so:
I, Allen Ginsberg,
a love starved eastern jewish hairy loss
do admit circa 1956 60
tears streaming from my eyes when I was not agossip
hopping from cafeteria table to caf stairs
having conceived a jealousy for the body of Michael McClure
his starry eyes valorous face and blackie hair
and the naked human skin of his poetry pages
which I gleaned alas as mere seraphic texts
out of my own abysmal nervous breakdowns
(coveting Jo Ann co-equal
in his creation)
and not knowing properly how to express my adoration
ashamed of his tenderness and my own withheld
having pathetically babbled all over my universe that he
was a narcissist resisting my imaginary kisses,
arms which at the time didnt exist
Having recovered partial trust in my belly and remorse,
let this later indulgence set us free.
Allen Ginsberg
1963
Maybe some good came of it because I also wrote a little poem-proclamation and put myself
straight with Allen regarding my inattention to him as a physical person though I have not seen
him as a POET before and always where came the poetry from? But should I have to go to every
poet and gossip monger and argue fifteen minutes and demand an indulgence?
Because someone is homosexual or momentarily petty must I suffer the weight of

their projections upon my image? All right I will because I believe that time will
relieve me of it all but must I read it on posters and in mimeographed letters
being sent to god-knows-who by a friend? Must I pretend that I am so fucking
objective that I can take a smiling higher broader view and say to myself they
didnt really mean NARCISSIST and they are speaking on such a terribly high
plane that I am named something I am not? I WISH TO GOD I WERE A
NARCISSIST, SO I COULD GET PLEASURE OUT OF THE BEAUTY OF
MYSELF THAT I HAVE CREATED, AND FORGET THAT I AM AN EAGLE
OF POETRY AND A GENIUS, AND THEN SPEND THE TIME THAT I
SPEND IN WORK AND LOVE CARESSING MYSELF AND ADMIRING MY
PRODUCTIONS!
What do you mean, Stan?
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And what is that other crap about shy? And about desire to control the world and
so on? I am SHY. That is not a bad thing to say about me, it is true, Ill admit it
anywhere anytime. BUT I DO NOT DESIRE TO HAVE ABSOLUTE POWER
OVER THE WORLD AND ANYONE WHO HAS READ MY WRITING OR
KNOWS ME PERSONALLY AND SAYS SO IS A LIAR! OR MISGUIDED.
I want to see the whole world free, FREE TO FOLLOW EACH PERSONAL
AND INDIVIDUAL UNIVERSE AND DESTINY and that is one of the reasons
that I wrote MEAT SCIENCE [Essays]. Shall I expect to hear next that I am a
practicing Catholic? All of the mumbo jumbo in the world does not cover simple
statements that are false and for purposes of insult, and self-aggrandizement, and
detriment to others. Robert [Duncan] said once that someone called him a
something-or-other but he didnt care or let it influence his
Brakhage smelling money by Ed Dorn November 1964
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friendship, because he (Robert) had said worse things about people . . . and about
that particular person. But maybe that was before the mimeograph craze! I dont
know any way to get this across in a letter.
By making me a partner of your self-abasement in the process of glorifying
Charles you have raised a potential wall between us which I here take it upon
myself to tear down.
I do not care what things you say about me nor what things you think about me
for we are all beings free and adrift but when you commit falsehoods about me
to letters and then mimeograph and then hieroglyph them in peoples minds you
are forgetting the solid basis of friendship about which our feelings waver but to
which the feelings should be able to return to without constrictions or prejudice.
best wishes and love,
Michael
[McClures handwritten postscript:]
Dr. FUTURO: Yes, this is undoubtedly the body cast of the 20th century poet
Michael McClure! Put it upon the lab table!
ASSISTANT: To think that we should find it in the ruins of ancient San Francisco
and perfectly preserved by an encrustastion of solidified lava. I hear he was a
Narcissist. . . .
Dr. FUTURO: Yes, that is what the old records claim.
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Futuro cont ) Look his head is too large & it is definitely of an odd shape. . . , and
(ha ha) look at that ski jump nose. . . Bags under the eyes too a balding allergic
type I can spot them. Look here, weird body type never seen anything like it
before a most unlikely combination of meso, endo, and ectomorphic.
Simultaneously thin, fat & muscular with some almost feminine fleshy padding.
ASSISTANT: Egad, look at the size of his ears!
Dr. FUTURO: Definitely a peculiar animal.
ASSISTANT: Do you think he could have been a narcissist?
Dr. FUTURO: Not unless he was totally mad. Lunchtimess over. Wed better get
back to business.
Long live life,
Michael
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LATER P.S.
Got trapped into a discussion with a BLIP named Chick 2 nights ago. He claims
he edits Film Quarterly. Apparently he has written articles contra Brakhage.
Sadly he wasnt intelligent enough to argue with or should I say too hung up.
He wanted to discuss FORM whatever that is and do some professorial nose
picking. I shamed him for 45 min. but it made me feel bad.
Love to all
Brakhages
&
Glorious
BON VOYAGE,
Wrote 2 new mad sonnets
IM ASHAMED OF MY PRECEDING BLAST but send it to keep straight.
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[RIGHT MARGIN: Phils MOTH LIGHT strip is a BOUQUET!]
Dear Stan, I wont even try to cover up or clean up the preceding raving attack of
paranoia. Furthermore Ill admit for the Narcissism to throw me into such a state
that I certainly must have a touch of it. And I certainly must have some desire to
control the world! Take the letter as snarlsin both senses of the word, and throw
it away or something.
Teaching brings me right to the edge: The bids are alive but dealigned already.
There are no lions or if so the lions are hiding.
CAN LIONS BE MADE?
Can the contents of the plasm be molded
into the possibility?
Yeah!
IS THIS MY BUSINESS?
Lets do it big with words becoming actions
and actions worth words.
The students are like little seventeen-year-old falcons already wearing armour of
repressions and only the eyes gleam.1
I get a little crazy sometimes. Its part of sanity. None of the preceding tells
you how happy it will make me to see your book and the intro to it and the new
book with the dedication to me. Perhaps I am so touched that I do not throw this
letter away and send a note. Letters are like traps to me. All I can do is pick the
trap up and carry or mail it! And remember I love Charles . . . as well as yourself
and your family.
The play I mention on the first page is no good but I have learned enough from it
to write a great play - - - time, time, time,
Michael
YOUR MIMEO LETTER
OF CHARLES IS RIGHT
GOOD AND TRUE
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if it were not it would not have made me snarl and grimace. Praise Truth! Praise
Beauty!
__________________________________________________________________
__________________________________________________________________
Ill send you a copy of the Ginsberg-McClure pact, itll be out in a small
magazine in a few weeks.
I feel relieved & beautiful
to carry this through
to the end
&
mail
it
I hope it carries some pleasure
like Beauty & the Beast
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[Stan Brakhage to Michael McClure undated]

Dear Michael
Ive been trying to type a letter to you but cant, Im giving up . . . somehow I
can be sloppier in handwriting and (hopefully) feelings will come thru easier this
way or something. I dunno. . . . Im so damn tired from driving all over the state
of SD taking pictures of linemen on telephone poles and power plants and So God
Dammit forth! But I just must answer you somehow to let you IMMEDIATELY
KNOW that no insult was intended . . . which, I guess, you already do know as
of end your letter. . . . And then, too, I want to ask you if your name should be cut
from that letter because, you see, its going to be the end chapter of Metaphors On
Vision and is going
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to the printer almost immediately. The concept you got trapped into there (and
forgive all fault, please, of mine, in not asking sooner) is very important one to me
does pick up earlier thread in chapter My Eye where I define artist as
Narcissus after hes jumped in . . . to reflection, etc. and I do, there, emphasize
that before the leap, the artists realization is an increasing awareness that art
unmirrors etc. But then, WHO knows how it will be READ, understood by
others; and I can certainly drop your name there and take that whole Olson burden
on myself, which is where it properly belongs and would do so, without asking,
except for the end of your letter. Please answer and take me off the hook one way
or the other. . . . Im too pressured and cooked (tired) to ever know whats quite
happening.
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Dammit all the other page is unimportant beside what really concerns me I
too, now, feel like a little kid whos done something which may be deeply wrong .
. . and then again maybe . . . characteristic, that is of my own being, may be me,
maybe. And confused. Ive never been able to keep things to myself, tell
everything always as it seemed to me to have happened. But then I dont relate
whats uninteresting or ugly to me (at least, dont usually) . . . but then I
remember I told you once I wanted to make a film portrait of Willard Maas,1 and
you said: Why do you want to immortalize such ugliness? . . . and I couldnt
answer because I knew ugliness was a proper term for that whole N.Y.Fairyland-Black-Magic scene: but then I just never saw it that way. And this, Im
admitting
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to is what most properly would be called Lack of Discrimination {-cretion}. I

think I have been guilty of that with respect to quoting Olsons comment and
using both our names without asking you. Im sorry.
Your letter was beautiful to read in the lonely streets of Custer, dust blowing all
around me, real cowboys and indians passing me on both sides of the sidewalk,
myself rooted to that same spot (Id opened it just to see your familiar
handwriting, then couldnt stop reading until end) passing thru the greatest variety
of feelings Ive ever had reading a letter. Thank you for sending me all of your
anger, your wings-on-holes-where-curses-were, your pictures (which are up on
our walls here now) your joy: Long Live Life, your praise (and I will finish The
Moving Picture Giving & Taking Book and dedicate as you think lost) and your
love.
Now toss out these scribbles theyre just wrapping paper for the enclosed
except to say Love to you and Jo Ann and Janey. We miss you. Stan
Ginsberg, McClure, and Conner chant at Ginsberg's apartment in San Francisco, 1965 by Larry Keenan
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Dear Stan, youre the most innocent and finest person Ive ever known no sweat
I had to send that letter so it wouldnt be a box or a trap for me to have had all
those feelings and not let them flow . . . Yes, by all means print that letter with my
name in it and now you can put it in CAPITALS for all I care. I had to come up
against it and finally fight and (or) admit that I am a narcissist. What happened
was that I did both. The letter stimulated me to fight and I fought Allen
G[insberg] about it and anyone who showed around me for the next couple of
days. Then after that was over I could admit FINALLY that certainly part of the
implication, or all of the implications, of narcissism affliction and desire for
absolute control were there and true. What else could make me so mad?
Obviously true when I do come finally and uncaringly against it! O.K. Dont ever
stop, or shut up or care about what you say! Dont ever stop being and speaking
or repeating what sounds of interest and I believe in particular that all laws
against misrepresentation or libel or what have you (along with every other law)
ought to be abolished. You see what I thought was that the statement by O and
repeated by you was a lie but it is not. It was not the saving but what I imagined
to be a lie with no foundation in reality
that set me
off. Now Im happier for it happening. And that little mag with the pact by Allen
and I ought to be out this week and Ill send you a copy you can see directly the
good you promoted. WRONG? How can the universe be wrong? As long as were
straight were a good part of the universe. Of course being straight has a lot of
loops in it and I sent you ten pages of loops.
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November 8, 1963
Dear Michael,
The children are right now saying one of their favorite good-night poems (i.e.
one they say before going to bed):
And now let all the ships come in
Pity & love. The Return, The Flower
The Gift and the alligator catches
and the mind go forth to the end of the world.:1
by Charles Olson (and have also in the meantime said their way through Gertrude
Steins Blue Mountain. Im going to find one of yours to teach them; and I will
tell them it is by the man who made the blue faces in their room2 (the two little
parts we tore off the large work of yours to take with us when we left SF, now
almost a year ago God, how we miss you and Jo Ann, especially these days
approaching Thanksgiving . . . which does tend to remind me more, somehow, of
New Years Eve we spent together one of the most wondrously memorable
nights of my life.)
All my thoughts will be wandering, all words rattling out rather willy-nilly,
tonight as I am completely exhausted by the job here (many, too, too many, 12hour work-days this last couple weeks and all under pressure) and one hell of a
head-cold (the complaint of all my sensibilities against the impossibility of getting
any of my own work done, or any deep-reading, or hardly any letter-writing even,
or even thinking, job imposing on all life, as always with me, warping the woof
even, or rather un-even NO, no more bitching, which did start simply to let you
know the state of mind from which this ramble proceeds in fits and sneezes. BUT,
I just have to write you something immediately in reply to the beauty of the hour
you gave us as we re-read your letters and the essay on Jayne Mansfield3 and it
will be of the greatest pleasure to me to see to it that it gets printed in FC [Film
Culture]. I only wish they could afford to pay you; as I remember you swore you
werent going to publish it unless you were paid . . . and angry as I am at the
moment over the whole idiocy money-need has pulled me into right NOW I
couldnt possibly disagree with the former attitude EITHER; but, as Ive thot for
almost two years now, Film Culture would be a wonderful place for that essay to
appear . . . thank you.
I cant tell you where the bones of Crazy Horse are buried; but I guess David
Meltzer4 must have shown you (or I must have written you) that an entire
mountain, which will be the worlds largest monument, is being carved in his
honor (I sent clippings to David thinking of his Book of Heros) by Korczak
Ziolkowski WORKING SINGLE* HANDEDLY for about 20 years now, making
all expenses off tourists (and other madly-American schemes) and that we know
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him, now, and find him artist-turned-magician ( in Olsons sense of demonstrator

of nature eschewing both black and white magic to be he-who-will-move-themountain-one-shovel-full-at-a-time but also, alas (and as might be expected of
someone with so much to DO) a kind of a BORE of a man and of no real deep
company for even the mad-lonesomeness of us these days.
I will enclose little booklet on Crazy Horse Monument, etc., for your pleasure.
Mothlight has been sent to Canyon Cinema who will give it its world premiere in
San Francisco at a special experimental film festival to be held about a week (as I
understand it) after the Puffy F.S. Film Fest collapses under its own weight of
phoney VERY filmy nonsense. I was not going to premiere Mothlight for awhile
yet; but your repeated requests convinced me that it was the best thing to do to get
it your way without encumbering you with digging up a projector, etcetera . . . I
sent it c/o Paul & Chickie Strand, 2201 Ward Street, Berkeley 5, Calif; and they
can give you exact details of showings, etc.; but (and you should read or show
them the following, if you choose) they are to see to it that you get a private
screening, and run Mothlight as many times as you want, if you want such a
private screening; and I trust you will, if you do, extend this to any mutual friends
of ours whom you may want to share the occasion with . . . okay? But please
dont expect too much out of this little film. I think it is the most formally perfect
of all my work; but it is very VERY short in length and developmental
complexity. Anyway, I hope it is of great joy to you.
HOW WONDERFUL that The Beast Sound is coming out.
Im tired now.
Blessings,
Stan
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[Michael McClure to Stan Brakhage 2/27/64]

back in Annandale, 27 Feb 64
Dear Stan,
Mothlight Mothlight Mothlight Mothlight Mothlight Jonas [Mekas]1 showed it to
us two times & I walked away ran away to my own reading uptown I was late for
saying Supreme master piece over & over without any particular sense of the
relevance of my words to that incredible stimulus wch is beyond anything I have
ever seen as total & supreme Trust in the visual & hence in the visual apparatus of
an audience which is itself thereby magically restored & made-new by the
fecundity power & controlled-music of that which it SEES, so that even the
strange before-and-after nervous jittering commenting people at FC [Filmmakers
Co-Op] that night were silenced in the act of seeing this wch defied the possibility
of any commentary, as much beyond orchestral response as it is beyond
photography, a wonder of wonders after all these years of our own private
personal endless irrelevant but shaping childhood wishes & hopes & tears that
single thing we longed to see, the thing you see in the dark.
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Blossom A Play by Michael McClure, poster by Randy Salas
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[Michael McClure to Stan Brakhage]

[Dear Stan, I just found this in a journal early 1964
All best, Michael 2/11/95]
I just wrote Stan that I believe DSM will be in the shape of a Man like
Swedenborgs universe being in the shape of a man. But DSM will be in the shape
of a new man an Absurdist man. Comparing a non-sculptural art to sculpture
is cold but I feel that in a sense DSM seen in toto will hang in space (in the bodys
space what we call the mind?) and will be a new structure. A representation of
outer and inner nature and memory and experience in a near simultaneous
viewing. The quick sharp brevity of scene flash of image is an attempt to make a
work of art that happens all at once . . . then this balance through the length of it
in time as a piece of music or the eye travelling over a poem down and across the
page. I think at the end a man will be standing there. I am not sure where THERE
is if it is within my own body or if it will be an afterimage of what happened in
the room and on the screen. That is too metaphysical anyway and of no concern.
The essence is that from a viewing of the separate sections over a period of time I
believe I can already put together the Woodsman-Christ-Fool-Faust who is either
fleeing to or from an atomic holocaust and is either dying or being reborn or
experiencing thoughts and acts of birth and death within his body that HAS
BECOME NATURE IN THE HEIGHTH OF HIS STRESS.1 He is the dog and
the star and the sun and the mountains crack about him and the seasons and
memories of seasons flash by as birth flashes by and repeats. Prelude is the aura
the nimbus the flailing hair Part One is the HEAD a big head like Stans.
The other parts are the mis-shapen body segments of memory and of nature
forming what is a real body image of a man who recreates the living feeling of the
body upon a table as the thin tape of light slides by. It is totally honest. A new
man. A man that has not been seen before. It is silent because silence is necessary
to the shape that is being created any sound other than a natural or organic
sound will detract from the attention on the being of this new creature. Man is
being defined as a universe in the way the body knows that it IS the universe. Or
as POE says at the end of Eureka2 Page 152 154 [Stan, wish I had a copy of
Eureka to fill in the quote (2/11/95)]
Journal of Man
Except that here it is not the diffused atoms of the universe that pull together to
the original globe of matter before disappearing in a vacuum of non-existence
its a lesser process but not a lesser process for us. It is the elaborate structurings
of matter in helixes of protein and water and energy that have created the shape of
a living individual who will gradually disappear in death and who will reappear in
birth as a continuing man who is not less than a star or a sun and not more than a
dog. For who knows that souls of men go up and the spirits of beasts go down
under the earth. Surely there is but one place for the bright life to live. Boehme
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said that we live in this world that exists between the black flame world and the
celestial world i.e. that this world is a creation of the friction of the two others.
Constantly then we must find our head in our hands in the dark world or the
blissful one this then would constantly change our shapes to unexpected shapes
to find ourselves elsewhere.
Review of Brakhages The Art of Vision by Archer Winsten, New York Post, March 1965.
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May 17, 1964
Dear Michael,
Since I last wrote to you, from a motel in Lexington, Kentucky (as I recall), weve
moved on to New York City to face the most difficult set of circumstances even
that city ever hatched for us, lived there one month (six flights up in an east side
tenement 90 steps up, to be exact), moved to Buffalo, New York, moved on to
Chicago, returned to Lexington, and finally back here.
I once almost wrote you from New York, as Diane di Prima & husband
encouraged me to encourage you to appear there for opening of Billy the Kid;1 but
I tore up the letter as, much as we wanted to see you, I couldnt be party to
bringing you into the New York scene at any time, let alone that particular time.
During our stay there over 1000 artists were thrown out of their lofts (on very
trumped-up looking technical grounds), Ginsberg & friends were fighting it out in
the courts to permit poets to read in coffee houses (a fight Allen won regarding
Metro; but at last sight it looked like The City had the whole thing rigged so it
would have to be fought over & over again) and even A. G. was worn out with
the struggle . . . months since Ive been able to think OF writing a poem, . . .
and Jonas Mekas was facing penalty of 1 to 7 years imprisonment for showing
Flaming Creatures2 and Un Chant DAmour (the latter the Genet film) in such a
losing battle that lawyer London wouldnt even take the case, all equipment of
Film Co-Op seized, padlock on film theatre, all Co-Op funds tied up in bail, etc.
And I could go on into details, like when I attended Diane di Primas play there
were two cop cars in front of the place obviously there to scare away prospective
customers, as they never did raid the place . . . such-like tactics being common
everywhere in Manhattan. We spent most of the time there trying to keep people
out of jail, etc., etc., and (on the positive side) trying to re-direct the energies of
those we were concerned with away from public appearances, theatrical ventures,
advertisements, etc. and into The Living Room, 8mm home movies, private
printing of books, correspondences, etc. sort of all under the old Pound saying:
Dont kick against the pricks.3 Finally, we took off for Buffalo where it looked
as if there would be a gathering of consequence scheduled for the summer; but
The House of Un American Activities had just opened up there and had everyone
running around as distracted as those in New York, Olson too overcome with
grief (Bettys death)4 to dig in or even be seen, etc. Then we went to Chicago
where I had teaching offer for next year at Institute of Design, learned there (after,
as usual, impossibilities of renting house allowing 4 children) week later that we
had better offer (10,000.00 dollars) to be artist-in-residence in Lexington at U. of
Kentucky. We arrived there to discover the apropo paper hadnt been signed
(hasnt yet) by new college president, spent whole week trying to find house
ANYway, were finally driven out by rising prices of Kentucky Derby.
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Now YOU read between the lines; and if thats too tedious, just take it that were
right back where we started from, where we always start from and return to, on
NOW were firmly determined to STAY PUT awhile have to, anyway . . . aside
from mumps, loss of editing equipment stolen in New York, and fits of social
despondency, none the worse for what will, in six months or so, be referred to as
that battling Worlds Fair ground where the good guys lost and took to the
sewers and undergrounds again* and, in a year, as that adventure.
Were getting some financial support out of New York, and thus are making it.
Im once again working on [Dog Star Man] Part IV which is beautifully, but
slowly, making itself thru me as never before. Janes parents are helping us all
make it as always before, bless them.
How are you?
Where are Ghost Tantras?5
Blessings to Janey and Jo Ann.
Stan
* and The Brakhages to The Hills!
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Ghost Tantras paperback cover with photo by Wallace Berman,

Four Seasons Foundation, 1969
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Late May 64
Dear Michael,
How can I honor you ENOUGH or in pro-to-the-importion of this wonderful book
except to write out of feeling it gave me that the shape of the universe HAS been
altogether changed and surely since these sounds first dawned thru you, certainly
cutting all static back a billion-billion miles to GROUND of white noise all
sounds seem to me searching for (that sense which first came to me when boysoprano in church hearing voices, especially on empty weekdays, drawn into
organ sounds, when say the organist was practicing alone in the cathedral and
speakers entered from the street carrying over street chatter).
But I lack language (or I might from now on, since reading Ghost Tantras, say
tone) with which to properly praise you, dear friend; and I call on our friendship
to beg boon of you: please read between these lines, where surely sounds must
rise from white spaces so, otherwise, constricted by lines of language not tense in
themselves, as yours are, but creating a tension like rows of broken bottles
upended and too ordered thru which, I beg pardon, your eyes are asked to pass
but this glass is lovingly offered, lacks only a Simon Rodia1 to build towers
therefrom.
What shall I say that is not too wor(l)dly a gesture but in that context I would
like to return something to its rightful master (remembering a phrase you sent me
on receiving Metaphors On Vision, a phrase which gave me much joy receiving)
and extend: YOU have written THE FIRST BIG NEW ROMANTIC BOOK (my
underline). This occurred to me in midst of reading Tantra 22 which came
especially home IN WHOLE TONE to me who search so much for home these
days; and your pleased with it and all thereafter rang clear through Gertrude
Steins sense of it (as threads its way through Stanzas in Meditation most
significantly to me) to dwell in the it visions of George McDonalds sense of
home as in Lilith, calling forth clear sights to my minds eye of rose bush growing
up thru piano and giving forth scents whenever it was played ah how the
memory does VIBRATE when reading Ghost Tantras aloud, as is only way
weve read them so far . . . Tantra 49, SILENCE THE EYES! BECALM THE
SENSES! did certainly almost turn me into a cat that is, my inside out and
would that I had had that sound sense of it that day in the zoo when the tiger did
always hiss gently at me as he paced his rounds, and how well I remembered his
eyeing me and thus hissing each time no matter where I moved outside the bars
on his circle, bless him. And therell be more to all THAT in our future; for weve
found that it is precisely CAT which causes asthma in me, and found it to the
certainty of meticulous trial-and-error & distillation of deductive reasoning and all
that . . . and a tracing of all my past showed only periods, since childhood, in
which I was completely free of the dis ease were those in which I had no cat nor
contact with one . . . and on our return here, Pasht (the cat weve had since first
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year marriage and which we had left during N.Y. etc. trip) left and hasnt returned
AND, on reading purrs of Tantra 49, I was filled with sense that if I broke
down and didnt sustain a certain tone in the reading I would certainly begin to
wheeze . . . and I know now once again, and for certain sure, that drama IS all
inside me.
Outsides tend to seem removing (and, as with cat, removing themselves) these
days, my only general-eyezd sense of The Times (that is, take this following no
more, nor no less, seriously than you would a newspaper) these days being
THAT: The society-psyche has breathed IN such a way as to permit a taking inTO
itself, thru five or six years opening, some airy-AHS of its time, allowing living
creators to publish their paper backs and little bits, to a-peer, to play out upon the
stage, to bake a cake (G. Stein) or two in a model kitchen, to Tee Vee in front of
everybody and roll in prank (C. Smart) back of everybody, to be SOMEbody
and/or not to be (Shakespeare ((Happy Birthday))) to lec-tour, etceterature.
NOW, psy xs che turns in the lock hale will fell the wings of lungs for the
next four/or/score years . . . creators will prep air withOUT regard, tower their
living rooms OF roots, work OH! . . . awhile . . . and/or/else: Dis, particularly
traction.
Blessings,
Stan
P.S. If you have review copy of Ghost Tantras to spare, send one to:
GUY DAVENPORT
303 East Franklin St.
Anderson, South Carolina
IMMEDIATELY as he leaves for Europe soon to see Ezra Pound and finish
book on Cantos! Hes only one to review Metaphors very good man he talked
much about you!
63

Near end May, 64
Dear Michael,
Our correspondence has brought me MORE joy AND shattering sadness than all
the rest of my letterings put together a testimony to the aliveness between us . . .
and a bless YOU! I actually passed out on reading the account of Kenneth
Angers black magic triumph1 I mean, the ground came up to meet me
(fortunately, I was half reclining on the grass beside the house); and it was several
hours before I could bring myself to finish your letter . . . but all the same, it was a
crucial piece of information for me to have, HAS changed my whole life (that is:
scattering unholy bits of it Id toyed with, especially Craaaawly2 ones, out to
aVOID) and now today I receive from you the very paper Anger stamped upon,
with its HAZEL FLYNN DIES IN HER SLEEP3 banner, as if you understood it
was mine to deal with, take curse off, or at least balance out of, etc. . . . out of
ONLY in sense of inTO my work your description of Angers action, as this
paper stamped with his scene, driving me to the four-fold threading of Dog Star
Man: Part 4 as nothing else these days, myself almost needing such powerfully
frightening signs to take up those strands because every interweaving of that
material does tend to start a terrible trembling in me and of a complexity (just in
there being 4 inter-related AND independent superimpositions going almost
constantly, not to mention the crucial complexity the overall form of the work
itself arrived at) Ive never experienced before . . . I sometimes feel as if my blood
was carrying sharp-edged, mobile-like, thoughts and as if my brains had jigged
out of my head altogether. It is beautifully strange how the working procedures of
part 4 have been engendered OUT of reaction AGAINST black magic, every
kick-off into beginning working being rejection of something directly tangent to
Craaawly (and how I did search, in the east, to find correct pronunciation of that
name, Anger having insisted on Crow- (as the bird) ly, poet Kelly4 (perhaps out
of respect for his totem) arguing effectively for Cr-owl-ly, myself finally settling
for [Charles] Boultenhouses concept that the correct English pronunciation
would be Crawly, myself stretching out what I feel, expressing my feeling,
keeping myself reminded. It was after a conversation with Cameron5, with whom
Kenneth was then living, that I went to John Fles mothers apt., took a bath (my
first L.A. lec-tour bath) and, watching all the dirt go down the drain, picking a
piece of dead skin off my heel, came to know that Part 2 and Part 3 were finished
as printed AND almost exactly what remained to be done (enough so that when I
returned here I was able to select about 1200 feet and burn the 5000 to 6000 feet
of material discards) (even this last action was begun on instant I sent the
Craaawly book Kenneth had given me back to him.) Even rejection of that which
makes stacked deck of [Malcolm] Lowrys Under The Volcano, just read, levers
me into working on Dog Star Man: Part 4: but it is as if I HAVE TO GO
THROUGH THESE THINGS AND REJECT EM before work can proceed apace
and to completion . . . beautifully strange; and I am much clearer about it than
ever before thankyou.
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Now when I get to the rest of your letter (aside from the pleasure of speaking
across space, as you put it) I was up (notice how that up slipped down) against
THE other of my life temptations, which might best be characterized by your
question (in the letter received this morning): Are we not the ones who will
finally take over this Society and Culture? After struggling with similar
whisperings (thank heavens they are muted these days) since receiving your first
letter, I am prepared to answer with a firm sound (not even needing resounding):
NO! . . . at least, I am kicking off from any such intention; and, to balance my
recent L.A. experiences with black magic, I have a whole battery of New York,
etcetera, experiences which have clarified the second temptation for me as solidly
as the first temptation was originally known, as such, some 9 or 10 years ago
when I consciously stopped manipulation of others lives, even in the name of
Drama, finally gave up drama, as that kind of manipulation, etc., etc. Give me five
more years (at the rate Im now growing) and a Career will sound to me like
something a car does when going too fast on a sharp turn which is what I
thought the word meant when I was a child. This does not mean (apropo your
question context) that I am giving up 16mm OR 35mm (as a matter of fact I just
wrote Stan Vanderbeek6 and asked him to send me some of the 35mm leader hed
promised me in N.Y.) or giving up ANYthing needed for my work. What I AM
giving up are directions, and all powers thereof, which experience has proven to
be distracting from that work in the very simple sense of bitching up the work
process. The work itself, as you know better than many another, is becoming
charged with, and containing, more diversity; and it is TO THE EXTENT that the
working procedures are less distracted, less open to forces clearly malevolent to
creation.
Now, I have wanted to do a film inspired by The Feast since I first read it. And I
have wanted to have that visual work contain ALL of The Feast as read and as
imagined in play. AND I have kept myself open to this possibility almost
continually since that first reading; so that the concept fairly trembles inside me
these days (and has for almost a year now so I think theres a good chance of it
coming off). I have also wanted to collaborate with you since we came to know
each other again in San Francisco (or really, I should say, since we came to know
each other for the first time.) Also, new concepts of drama, and all collaboration
thus engendered, have trembled inside me since Blue Moses7 beginnings; and
fibres of this feeling are forming as surely as molecules atremble link into larger
shapes, IF OF THE KIND THAT DO, AND IF THE CIRCUMSTANCES ARE
NATURALLY ENGENDERING CONNECTION INTO SOME INTEGRALITY.
Lets put it this way: I cant have ANYthing to do with the circumstances of your
present offer, with $30,000 (which you havent got) with recoup at art
theaters (which any art theater owner ((which Fles isnt, isnt even manager of))
will tell you is nonsense or possible ONLY in the sense almost anything is
((which I also believe))) with estimate to within a thousand dollars of the cost
(which Im totally incapable of unless you want a commercial job estimate on it
((more like $100,000))), IN PERIL OF LOSING WHAT COULD BE THE
FIRST REALLY NEW DRAMA-FILM OF THIS, or any other, TIME . . . or in
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peril of just losing time . . . The only thing I could offer is that IF I had a plane
ticket in my hand and a chance to come and see a production of it, camera then in
hand, I might begin something that might end somewhere or, and safer, under
the circumstances, IF I had a commercially photographed competently sound
recorded and EXPENDABLE print of a recording of the whole stage play and
were left alone with it long enough something involving super-impositions and
hand-painting and etcetera might come out of it . . . something like a
TRANSLATION, only imagine VISUAL translation danger being it might just
end up ILLUSTRATION after all.
Nothing means anything to me unless I SEE it (I mean, I dont know why I bat
back and forth and back across this country) and that includes $30,000-orwhatever-dollars or plane-tickets or stacks of raw-stock or whatever is offered
(and I find it very hard to SEE my way thru attached strings no matter how few
and far between) . . . and I KNOW thats a damned unreasonable thing to deal
with and so Ive finally stopped trying to DEAL with myself in that respect,
thus depend (however unreasonably) upon things (REAL THINGS) happening to
make something in me possible, possibly thru me and (once upon a magical time)
into being of its own.
Please dont be angry.
Blessings,
Stan
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June 27 [1964]
Dear Stan, Ah, Stan, Oh Stan,1
Before going to New Mexico I wrote you a letter and on returning I tore up all
outgoing mail I found on my desk. Naturally I agree with you on The Feast. I
wrote you five replies regarding Black Magic. . . all of which revolve around the
fact of my atheism. Heres a passage from my second novel. It is written in the
form of a letter to an old friend. A friend who just involved me in a magazine that
I (dismayingly) find to be a magic magazine from North Africa. Anyway here is
a page from the novel and I think you can imagine who Im speaking of without
much trouble. . . or if not it does not matter. . . it is one of the poorest sections of
the novel but in its defense I must say that it ties with many other sections on rats,
falcons, spiritual alchemy, Billy the Kid, Jean Harlow. . .
Shit magic has many forms. A bunch of faggots can practice shit magic on a
young queen they have to be malicious and believe in shit magic and in bad
spirits and evil of course. . . I dont mean they ever consciously think of it that
way. . . They dont call it shit magic. . . The old faggots become a kind of coven
a witches nest and they start operating on the young queen. . . They encourage
the young guy to be more and more far-out. If he has any delusions of grandeur,
or of personal beauty, or affected mannerisms, they giggle and admire that side of
the young queen who proceeds to do what they admire more and more to get
attention. . . Gradually day by day and month by month the old faggots begin to
remake the young queen into an image of their own that they know secretly they
can change him into. . . they bring out all the most decadent aspects of the young
queen. . . They get him to fall all over himself and become dopey and giggly and
haughty all at once till he is no longer himself. . . If he drinks they encourage his
drinking if he takes dope they encourage that. . . They drain off the most
degenerate and far-out beauties that they can get from the young queen and they
vampire his life energy out of him in that way till he is out on a limb and the limb
breaks and he flips out and goes to the nut house or he is exhausted and worn and
all beauty drained from him. In that case he becomes an old queen and starts
practicing shit magic himself and joins the coven and they drain a new young
lovely faggot. . .
There are other kinds of shit magic too. . . Leaving fetishes on peoples doorsteps
or hidden in iceboxes. . . Even staring people into submission. . . The whole thing
depends on how organized the will behind it is. . . Even moving little objects
around on a tabletop in front of somebody can be shit magic. . . A lot of people
believe in shit magic or practice it. with happy people doing it its only a funny
game. . . but. . .
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Brakhage
Box # 554
Rollinsville, Colorado
July 4th, 1964
Dear Michael,
I am sitting in the single upstairs room of the part of our cabin built in 1890s,
round log walls, split log ceiling; and, I am overlooking a forest of pine and
aspen, blue mountain range in background. I am tired today, my body expressing
its adjustment to 8500 feet elevation, we being so high here we can pick up
Denvers FM stations without aerials. We were listening to some Japanese folk
music on the radio this morning; and the children all began imitations of sound
and then went on to dancing. I hear them downstairs still expressing themselves in
Kabuki-like dance-thumps and nasal-thrill fashions of voice sound Imagine! . . .
theyve managed a foreign peoples style simply inspired by a few sounds of their
culture. Everything else is Silence, such as Ive never before experienced steadily,
as far as the ear can hear there are no other people near us . . . a storm is
coming, hushing all the birds and animals of the forest. There! . . . some thunder,
in the present setting of the childrens voices, coming to me like a piece of sheet
metal rattling backstage. Drama FLATTENS life must, thus, be for cultures
most SURE of themselves.
My film equipment, all work materials, are around me here; and, for the first time
in my life, I have a work room all to myself, large space (abt 16X16) for
hanging film. Jane and I sleep in the room beneath, a living room with plenty
windows & a beautiful rock fireplace. Just beyond that is a newer (1913) addition
to the cabin, a large (30X20) kitchen-dining area with modern plumbing, gas
stove, old wood-&-coal burning stove call Alcazar, again plenty windows, long
log walls, & space wherein we intend to put a long table such as described for The
Feast. Beyond this, thru a tiny (four foot tall) door are two small rooms for the
children, a bathroom, and a utility room. The whole house is BEAUTIFUL. It is
as if it were built for us. An incredible series of the most FORTUNATE
circumstances have made it possible for us to buy this place for the same amount
of money we had intended to pay for rent that is, our rent payments go directly
toward the purchase of it . . . about $8,000.00 in all, or about 7-8 years of rent.
All your statements on luck in the marvelous essay on Reason1 in Kulchur 14
occur to me your hypothesis check out in most areas of our living these days . .
. even aside from this, the essay is to us your very best yet, of such precise
balance in midst of (usually opposite in philosophysing) such flow of feeling.
Your letter, as usual with your letters, was TIMELY in the extreme it being
THE FIRST letter to be read in our home its content being of IMMEDIATELY
PRACTICAL value in helping us deal with telegram from black magician which
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had arrived the day of our leaving Janes parents house, the issues therein
clustering in our minds around concept of shit magic and illuminating for us
even the straw-sucking sound of the word issue all accomplished by the lips
pressing out, forcing upon you, so to speak, reminding us of all those who had
at other periods in our living seemed to drop in upon us just to stick straws into
us & suck, as we used to joke (albeit rather hysterically in our loneliness).
Really, is there much difference between one who would suck your blood and/or
joy-in-living, thoughts, etc. OR a modern vamp who would force some of him-orherself UPON YOU with the blood of Causssssssssssssssse whistling between
teeth, etcetera: and, to the extent that there IS difference, which process is the
more horrible? . . . I mean, it would take a much greater actor than Bela Lugosi to
illustrate the horror of the IT which creeps in upon us to give-infect us with some
of ITS blood.
We also got Two for Bruce Conner2 which hangs here in my workroom beside the
Duncan (Unkinged by affections)3 Jess piece.
I wonder if you can have any idea how much you inspire us from thoughts we
often have of you, Joanee, Janey, treasured memories sustaining us often, to every
single piece you send us of your writing.
BELIEVE IN The Feast FILM . . . and have great patience.
Blessings,
Stan
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Bruce Conner at Michael McClure's place in San Francisco, 1965 by Larry Keenan
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Frames from Text of Light by Stan Brakhage

Courtesy of the Estate of Stan Brakhage and Fred Camper
(http://www.fredcamper.com)
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72
[Michael McClure to Stan Brakhage undated, from Jane Brakhages

scrapbook.]
saw a lion fight at the zoo ABSOLUTE PROOF THAT MEAT IS SPIRIT!
[William] Blake would have been thrilled. I have made a small movie-flicker
poem with cards titled LION FIGHT. (Also another deck of cards titled DREAM
TABLE1 and two more decks, titled MAN and WOMAN.) The lion fight
happened three feet from our faces and Bruce got it on tape. The lion-keeper
recognized me and brought in the lions for us early in the morn before the zoo
opened and I read them the Tantras while Bruce taped.2 ((Keeper tells me
somebody has already been to the lion-house three weeks earlier and read Tantras
to the lions!!))
LION FIGHT
THUD
SLIDE
LOVE
BROWN-SILVER
CLAW
MUSCLE
SLIP
CLAW
CLOUD
BODY
HAUNCH
BLOOD
BODY
SILK
SOLID
CLANG
PAW
ROLL
ROAR
ROAR
MEAT
BLANK
SPIRIT
TEAR
SMASH
FUR
SING
CRASH
POINT FLESH BLACK ROAR TOOTH BODY ROAR HUGE BODY
EYE MUSCLE TENDON RUSH ROAR POOL DRIPPING BODY
BODY SPARK ROLL. . . There is no other way I can describe it except with
the cards. It is the greatest dramatic experience of my life except for enactions of
Lear or the Duchess of Malfi inside my head. No, this was greater for it was in
FRONT of my eyes! One lion, dripping blood, wept!
73

August 19, 1964
[TOP MARGIN: Ah, the magic of your letter best yet to us. I MUST see
something of your cards. HOW WONDERFUL about the lions; but how easily
accepted knowing the Ghost Tantras as I do!!]
Ah Michael
Your letter BEAUTIFUL but more of that later . . .
FOR YOU MUST KNOW RIGHT AWAY: weve just have, have had, are
HAVING a new BEAUTIFUL baby BOY, born Aug 15 at 3:15 in the LOVELY
morning DAWNING just after his birth, after his emerging as gently as the moon
from clouds, flowing long (2inch) black hair, looking on the world from GRAYGREEN eyes, intense centered expression flowing into lines of incredible
sensitivity, limbs very masculine, VERY much in control, body covered with a
fine down and of some 7 lbs. 12oz at birth. And he was born to the music of Bach
harpsichord pieces played on the portable phonograph we smuggled into the
hospital and to the sound of my 8mm camera making a song of the occasion.
And later, as I drove home thru the early morning light (Jane insisted on leaving
the hospital hours after the birth and, tho astonished, they agreed because she had
been in such marvelous control throughout and of such incredible health and
beauty) I began to want his name to contain the sense of suns light taking shape
(as it was on the rocks the trees making me think: YES, the trees give shape to
the sun and the sun nourishes them: and of all exchanges in the dance of the
universe) and that, as his birth, it should be in honor of the suns light taking
shape on the moon, sensing the sun as woman and the moon as man (as poet
Kelly finds sun as source as woman, moon being male light in reflection) and
thus: Rarc Brakhage, with reference to suns arc and/or also, for me, ark, Arcadia,
Arcanum, Arcturus (bear watcher) even Arthur. And the name sounds him well
these several days weve had him.
Blessings,
Stan
74
75
76
[Michael McClure to Stan Brakhage undated.] The following three entries

were recovered from Janes scrapbook and accompanied by a picture of a horse
inside a horseshoe and a snapshot of the Brakhage family.]
PART TWO LEAVES PERMANENT MIND IMAGES AS DOES

ANTICIPATION OF THE NIGHT1 TORN BABES UPON BABES BY
CLIMBING MEN. LOOKING FORWARD TO THREE! Play finally typed. Did
not do Broadway version. Too much. Play titled MUSIC PEACE.2 I am
indentured to Society for two more days!!! Sent two Dream Tables to Trocchi.
Will send soon. Love Rarc, Bearthm, Girls, Jane, Stan,
Michael
Dear Stan, WITH PART THREE I WAIT FOR THE whole to take shape. . . What
you are doing is outrageous. No one will face the colors and shapes of meat and
its origin. . . the opening is gigantic. Even I am held-back at times. Your invention
of techniques will hold the audience to face your creation and they will see that it
is not unface-able. Showed the two songs before DSM.3 Thank you. Please throw
away my note regarding 8mm. There is a quickness and delicacy to 8 that I did
not know of. They are beautiful and thank you again. Seeing DSM each week is
building the image of the formal structure firmly. . . best and love to all.
Michael
Dear Stan, very hungry now to see all of Dog Star Man. I think DSM is in the
shape of a man, like Swedenborgs4 universe. But of course DSM will be an
Absurdist New man. I began to sense the scale/the achievement and absolutely
must see the whole film within next months. I spoke about my film being finished
when I saw Mel Naziko of Surf Theater5 also told him about Kenneth As 3
screen Inaug [Inauguration of the Pleasure Dome]. Fantastic showing could be
given here! Night after your films saw Scorpio [Rising]6 again, also Chant of
Cenat Hah, by the way Kenneth hes angry regarding Smiths Marin County
Award and withdrew from Co-Op. Yes, all invite to tell you is of local big film
excitement first ANTICIPATION and now SHAPE THE MAN, am I right? of
Dog Star Man. How about late January or February for premiere of D.S.M. It
should be well timed & touted any ideas?
Thank you, Michael
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Frames from Two Creeley McClure by Stan Brakhage

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Sometime August, 1965
Dear Michael,
I too, wish we could be there with you. We DID very much consider coming
down to Tucson on our honeymoon Janes parents babysat for five days so
that Jane and I could go off alone/together for the first time since our marriage
nearly 8 years ago!
. . . and we were called kids by the first waitress serving us: and the porter on
the train told us, in a nice/jolly way, that he could always spot honeymooners:
and thats the way it went for five full days. We took the train to Albuquerque
where Creeley picked us up to take us to his home in Placitas where John
Chamberlain1 and family were waiting with Bobbie and the Creeley children to
surprise us with a chile party. Then we stayed on there a couple days and so, then,
forth to Taos to visit friends (particularly GREAT photographer Walter Chapell)2
and, thence, back to Denver on the bus. Well, we did talk often of taking trip
down to Tucson to be with you and Jo Ann and Janey but we just didnt have
either the money, or really, the time for making double the trip we did make . . .
and we talked about you with the Creeleys (and all others) more than anyone else,
saw the home movies Bobbie took of you on your visit there last summer, heard
the tape Bob took of you and he reading Ghost Tantras, etcetera. I think Creeley
really begins to reallyTRULY see/hear/READ you. Then, too, I showed them the
just completed filmtrait (to be part of 15 Song Traits3 the 15th song) of you/he,
called TWO: Creeley/McClure WHICH reminds me: I mailed you a package of
new Songs yesterday . . . #s 1, 4, and 5 I believe which should fill out your
set thru Song 8 . . . right? mailed em to Tucson to help you in your good work
there.
Okay, so all is well here . . . tho I suffer much at times from the complexities of
a simply/awful contemporary mistake: the young on pilgrimages writing
letters too, insisting on visiting, etcetera, the man thru whom a work has passed . .
. seeking shortcut, really, to SENSE by involvement with The Man (as they
might cap it) and/or THE Man or even THE MAN rather than devote their
energies to the work . . . Ive kicked a few out now but then Im also concerned
about my own proclivity in that direction HOW difficult it is for me to
discipline myself to put as much energy into reading a poem, over and over gain,
as went into making it . . . & yet that does seem to me the only great/growing
possibility all possible coming beauties (in a world where, next year, over half
the World population will be 25 years old or younger wow) could wash out in
the distract (non traction) of person-worship, that old time religion/laziness. It
looks to me (in my mind' eye -/- from what I hear) as if The Berkeley Poetry
Conference catered to this drain as if thats inevitable in such a thing so much
so that those of real clarity about it flipped into warning signals, as for instance
did Olson especially.
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Forgive me, Michael, if Ive ever taken YOU as any God: because, of course
(naturally) you ARE; and any TAKE on my part of that would off course (of
friendship) be amiss.
I know youll like these songs as youve seen em, said so: but any new
perceptions of yours on them would be welcome.
Joy To You
Stan
P.S. Look! Im going to stop fooling around about this matter of Songs GOING to
send you, RIGHT now, ALL the rest of them thru Song 14.
It would help me if you could have people chip in a little something to help pay
for them when, say you have a more-than-private showing I mean: theyre a gift
to you: but if they could occasionally sing for their own supper . . . it would help
okay?
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Philip Whalen holding Michael McClure's drip portrait of Whalen

San Francisco, 1965 by Larry Keenan
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Stan,
Saving new installment for the pleasures of quiet weekend bliss relief away-fromit-all & back to old friends joy silence evening. Sarah Bernhardt1 says friends are
like stars glimmering and always there!
Tonite reading with A. G. [Allen Ginsberg] & R. D. [Robert Duncan] &etc. for
Vietnam Day Committee2 or rather playing lion tape. Im tired of Communists!
UGH! PHEW! No, it is all O.K. I cannot ever remember seeing the footage of
MM but I remember clearly shooting it that sunny day. Im learning tambourine &
bell. Had an exorcism last night with white dijonai, frankincense, & musk
crystals. The air here is 4 square & clear.
Love & best, Michael

Snow beyond belief here for mid-Sept.
Ice-gusts prisming all air 1965
Dear Michael,
Working like sane these days. . . completed all 15 Song Traits 13 films to
the cycle 16 persons (including yourself) portrayed in all along with Durin,
other dog, canary, horses, strangers, etc. in exactly 15 personae in interrelationship . . .
Thank you with most especial JOY for Unto Caesar1 which Jane says is surely a
rendering religion in only form possible unto even polis it is surely, to me,
spiritual in sense of being a breath experience making the stomach itself seem
prayerful as these are being read aloud . . . some soft loving everything as only a
breathing creature making sounds is able.
Havent heard from Tucson. Dont see any way to get A. of V. [The Art of Vision]2
shown in S.F. with its usual lacks. Just sitting here working. Joy to you, Stan
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[Michael McClure to Stan Brakhage undated, from Jane Brakhages

scrapbook]
[. . . . ] Ginsberg, Ferlinghetti, R. D. [Robert Duncan] & McClure all stood up &
read for Vietnam Day. The speakers were so bad that we may have saved the day.
Yes, I believe it is communist or Marxist inspired like the papers say. I dont like
them more than Capitalists. Tweedle dum & Tweedle dee. Decided if they were
against the senseless murder that Id read for the K.K.K. or D.A.R. or Y.A.F. R.
D. read a good [. . . ]

Early Nov., 1965
Dear Michael,1
Heres the rest of your Moving Picture Giving and Taking Book.
Thank you for your good letter your language moves out of clearest sense of any
I know in relation to what comes T.V.ing onto us as these days . . . your
Tweedle Dum and Tweedle Dee, where you put it, is PERSPECTIVE, adding
DEPTH to all my sight on polis-ticking.
I leave for The East Nov. 14th and thence (Dec. 1st) to Berlin (back by Xmas)
then, gratefully, back to work again . . . Im up to Song 20 but no money for
copies, alas . . . will get some to you later (youve seen your part of TWO:
CREELEY/McCLURE: its that I took of you in S.F. just before we left.)
Okay back to last-several-day things to do before leaving (in a week, actually) .
. . all well here.
And you, too, sound (re: depth of your letter) in good shape.
Joy to you,
Stan
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[RIGHT MARGIN: ((LOVE TO ALL)) Haselwood & I working on a tiny new
post Mallarme poem book this noon. Hope to have it done in a few weeks.]
Stan, youre burying me in beauties. Im sending you a tape as gracias for Song.*
Child book1 is perfect. I may be in LA in July & will be in Tucson in August. So
much is happening it would take me ten thousand pages to write. We must see
each other this summer. My imagination is being reborn & you are part of it.
Kenneth A brought me huge Hells Angels Harlow poster. Jo Ann and I spent 3
days in LA flew down to give a benefit reading for George Herms over the
Santa Monica merrygoround by candlelight. All is free & beautiful. Write &
Love, Michael
* Maybe 2 weeks yet or will ask Willard to mail now . . . (all mail will be
forwarded)
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[LEFT MARGIN: Bruce brings good cheer of you from Berlin]
Dear Stan,
Jo Ann phoned CBS channel, they said No they did not know of any such thing
happening. I got home flicked on little set we have on loan. Presto! Andy Warhol,
Edie Sedgwick, then the news. I missed it! Just heard from someone who saw it!
They say it was most cool.
Dave S.S. Schaff and I are going to work on getting A of V [Art of Vision] here
also Stan Brakhage. What I would like is something relaxed not an S. B. Tour but
S. B. comes to S.F. shows A. of V. and relaxes & sees old friends.
All the good barefoot, junky angel fairies are working overtime for me. I just read
The Feast! to the Hells Angels. They like me & most of them dig me & the play.
We will have a trial rehearsal next week. Meanwhile Im working with a producer
next week regarding doing The Beard & I think I have a theater lined up if it is
practical to do BEARD. If not I have some stills of the one performance &
Eternity can be satisfied with that. Bob Dylan
Bob Dylan at the piano, Berkeley, CA 1965 by Larry Keenan
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bought me an autoharp & he wants me to sing & sing my new (unwritten) poemsongs. He is beautiful a Marilyn Monroe of a man and you would dig him.
Ginsberg & I went to 5 of his concerts & sat up all nite talking with him several
nites. And I got to meet Joan Baez. Baez is your spiritual female double though
I did not tell her so. I felt so natural & relaxed with her because she reminds me of
you. I was able to pat her foot & smile at her. She is all balanced love. Jesus I
hope the U.S. does not hit China Boom! Boom! Then it is the concentration
camp for me, us, whoever. When I read History I realize such an act is not at all
out of line. I hope History has ended!!! We have put our queer shoulders to the
wheel & there is not much left to do! Shall we become HUMAN Gods? With the
human in caps.
Regarding your fainting when you opened [Kenneth Angers] Blue Velvet
Wipeout Casey a chick here friend of mine and Kenneths she fainted first
time she saw Fireworks and woke up with Ken reviving her. Claims it was
Kenneth made her faint. Though Kenneth denies it she says. Could that be a secret
talent of Kenneths?
Love to Swiss Family Brakhage
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Michael McClure with autoharp, San Francisco, 1965 by Larry Keenan
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January 16, 1966
Dear Stan,
WOW AND I AM FOGGY and zonked by sorrow this sweet morn. Made a vow
not to go on radio or any mass media for a while this being a period of incubation
doing nothing except hoping the Muse will not come rap-rap-rapping on my
horseshoed head. I ended up in a position where I felt I had to let myself be
interviewed. I had a psychological regression, right on the spot, during the
interview. I had to go into one of those scenes where you demand the tape back.
The interviewer thought I was censoring THEN I HAD TO EXPLAIN
MYSELF --- AND THEN. . . . AND BLAH. . . AND BLAH. . . And I just ended
up heartsick and drunk and not a lot happier this morn. When I returned after the
interview there was a phone call waiting for me when I got home. Channel Nine
Educational TV is doing films of a dozen American poets. They want to do it in a
week or so. ((((((I WISH YOU WERE DOING IT.)))))) I could say No to them
but I need the money badly.
Im working with my autoharp been practicing for two weeks now. For a month
i[t] sat on the mantle while I ran around seeing to The Beard. Beard is now in the
hands of a professional producer or the closest thing San Fran has to such a
person. Good intelligent fellow named Zev Putterman who directed that showing
of The Connection that we saw together in NYC years ago. So that is where that is
and I cannot do more. (((((although the groaningly miserable thing there is that if
I did not have to teach four courses I could handle the play myself and get
backing and have it on in two or three weeks --- WHY DO PEOPLE ALWAYS
WRITE LETTERS TO FRIENDS WHEN THEY ARE SAD?))) Reason Im
writing this is that theres a rumor that Art Of Vision is being done here in the next
few months. If this is true will you tell me who is doing it? And where? I will
lend any help if they need or want. And also would you like to come out here
for the premiere? I can get the CCAC student body to invite you for a lecture
would pay 75 or 100 $. How much would you need to come to San Fran for a few
days to visit old friends?
(((((My idea is a totally selfish one that we get enough lectures so that you can
come out for a few days, have the minimum number of engagements and spend
the rest of the time talking with me and sitting up in front of the fireplace late into
the night speaking and thinking.)))))
The idea of HELLS ANGELS doing The Feast fell through. Enough of them
wanted to do it to make up a cast but they blackballed it in a private meeting.
Fellow from Oakland HELLS ANGELS was there and he surreptitiously took a
copy of Feast back to his chapter. I may hear from them.
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Ive written a couple of ROCK AND ROLL songs. One of them I wrote when I
was seventeen and the other just a few months ago -- or more truly have been
working on it with back of my mind for about a year. Im beginning to learn bits
and scraps about music and when I know enough I suppose it will all come
together. It is a whole new world for me. In a month or two I hope to be able to
play melodies. My hair will be about
shoulder length by then. Till then LOVE to all you BRAKHAGES, Michael

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Yes I do very much want to sit quietly with you and Jo Ann and Janey and talk
and talk and. . .
I wish you could visit us here sometime is that possible? . . some summer time?
Ah, well as to San Francisco. . . it all seems so difficult. Viz: as to the rumoured
show of Art of Vision: Bruce Baillie2 had arranged for some theatre to show it
expecting that I wouldnt mind if they could only pay about one-fourth the rental
cost (and they even advertised it somewhat, I hear) . . . and then I DID VERY
MUCH MIND (as A of Vs rental is absurdly-low-for-length-of-film/dangerouslylow-from standpoint-of-expenses-to-replace-it . . . my too much graciousness
already) tho I told Bruce that he, personally, could (thus) have it, he should
consider that I manage to raise full rentals (ask no such favors) from Boulder
audiences . . . and what-the-hells-the-matter-with-SF-that-its-always-beggingfree-culture/ cant-support-even (apparently) its-own-arts. . . etc. and Bruce
(natch) cancelled the prospective show in a flurry (to me) of confused
agreements and sincere apologies. And then theres [David] Schaffs request:
and, who knows? maybe theres someone else (I havent yet heard from) who
intends some-such show . . . SHIT, Michael, I havent yet had ONE FULLY
PAID-FOR SHOW IN SF: and I work in a medium necessitating the meeting of
costs, at least. SF, apparently, just cant/wont afford good films.
Ive got to have full rental prices for films shown (as I barely make enough off
rentals, thus, to replace worn prints, etc.) and that, alas, runs about a-dollar-aminute for short films about seventy-five-cents-a-min. for 30 min/or longer films
up to the, believe me, graciousness of $250.00 per show of Art of Visions almost
five hours. Then Ive got to have a couple hundred above rentals just to break
even on travel expenses, if Im to come and visit. I just cant afford such a trip as
luxury.
And so, as Jo Ann once beautifully put it: Lets Pretend and let it go at that:
and/or Ill send you a Song or two in money/time.
Blessings, Stan
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Last day of Jan., 66
Dear Michael,
The Dream Table is GRAND I mean that it has/IN/herent that quality of
elegance which I take to signify: assurance of a made place in the sun. . . . an
entirely new formal possibility in the language that the poem can appear at the
borderline between consciousness and sub thereof rather than, as always, work
thru the conch-shell in to its inner whirls/structure WOW!/BEAUTIFUL! And
Dave did a magnificent job of printing it that there are obviously no two ink
tones alike . . . the lion and the tree, thus, flame into the possibilities of the full
spectrum of color. Circles and squares, then, enter into the total experience. . . and
the face in the upside-down lion the micro-(cosm-suggesting) physiology of
the tree, etc. You have given me MUCH with this deck I amazed, for instance,
that FLOATING really DOES so (its expanse, after short-word-flash making
super-retention of it over next 3-4 flips until FL NG fade lost finally Ill
shuffle soon now and see how much of this float has to do with expanse viz.
and how much is inherent in word-sense-suggestability, etc.) . . . this work of
yours MOST active treasure in this very full house right now.
Ive begun feature-length, 16mm, sound thru to lip-sync (with all implications of
drama thereby) film-in-progress 3000 ft so far . . . so good! . . . to be called:
The stars are beautiful.1
Joy to you, Jo
Ann, Janey
Stan
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[Michael McClure to Stan Brakhage 3/66]

March 1966 [?]
Dear Stan, Everything here is lovely. Hooray for Bear poem by G.D! Was going
to make a tape for you today but have pulled muscle in my back & didnt feel like
singing. Am strapped to the bed here practicing autoharp a little. Will be on TV
again March 31st it is an educational TV channel shot. Theyre doing films of
a dozen U.S. poets. Two per each hour program. Im splitting The Bill with
Brer Antoninus.1 Hope you can see it I read to the lions. What is your new
feature length? JoAnn & I went dancing last nite. When I got there nobody was
dancing I went up and did a solo stomp in front of bandstand then everybody
started. San Fran is starting to breathe again like it did in the 50s. Come & visit
& bring your camera maybe make a fast documentary on R & R scene here.
Maybe get a backer for it. You will like what is happening. I cant keep my hands
off the autoharp & it is hell not to be able to sing today. Ill try to make you a tape
in next few days. I can feel where the fibers pulled rite out of the insert. Did it
yesterday carrying amplifier upstairs. How about doing a film on the sense of
smell? Smell is center of memory Goethe & Schiller2 knew all about it. Thought
it stirred center of imagination (of course, yes) but via memory/synthesis.
Till then heres a poem.
Love to all
Brakhages
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Late March, 1966
Dear Michael,
What a marvelous picture of you wish I could be there tomorrow night (I guess
it is . . . and at the S.F. Museum, yet wow! . . . well, anyway, my friend, you
look in that picture like youre for all time, i.e. in some center of it, i.e. beyond
it.
All is very simply lovely here. We have our sad days (this is one of them) and the
glad ones: but the loom keeps turning steadily. Im now very much editing the
16mm Scenes From Under Childhood:1 and a whole new world of involvements
moves (today) like young taffy in the brain-down-the-backbone. Ill soon reach
(hopefully this afternoon) the fingertips as fine threads of possibilities Ive been
working on for six or seven years: some actuality of memorys workings taking
shape as rhythms-tones not making science of same but rather working within
the physiological possibilities of the act of remembering, a simple puttingtogether that extends (rather then reflects) the minds instinctual working process
as Ive heard/hear it hinted at in the whole history of western music . . . but then
now: to make a picture ! the shore of that possibility Satie/Debussy/French-turnof-the-century-etc. broke so beautifully a-gainst . . . the in-land rush of same ah,
those Viennese thru to Boulez, Barraque, Messiaen (this incredibly beautiful
Catalogue of Birds), etc., inspiring me much these days.
I see Jane deepening all her own processes these days as naturally as water
finding earth hollow pools: and the children go on growing thru ever more
extensive play we have a donkey, did I tell you? . . . a beautiful very cat-like
creature, much given to meditation and an insistence on GIVING whatever
service is wanted of him (much maligned in the worlds symbology because of
these attributes) a great joy in our lives.
And how are you? magnificent, by the looks of your picture . . . but what of the
particulars of your living?, howre Jo Ann and Janey?, and howre the words in
your keeping? any new books forthcoming?, plays?, , , which reminds me:
please, could you send me about five copies of Poisoned Wheat? 2 there are so
many visiting who have, somehow mysteriously, come to that book and later
written us asking for copies (which they cant seem to find in bookstores
anywhere) and theyre all willing to pay for it (desperate, really, to have it), so
let me know how much each is: and Ill send you a check.
Did you get to see The Art of Vision when it was shown in its entirety in S.F.?
An awful lot of questions, I know, but then I really would much like to hear from
you wish I could come a visiting; but then too Im so finally involved in the
long 16mm film these days Ive no impulse whatsoever to move down off this
rock, even tho were getting rather desperately short of money what with all the
damnable expenditures of 16mm draining every cent made on the last lec-tour . . .
ah, well.
Joy to you,
Stan
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P.S.
A few more words about Scenes From Under Childhood - Viz, say, the sense of some particular power remembered, Im after the rhythm
blinking of:
A black rainbow in 3D
curved and solid blinking
black neon
in a chrome box:
and after the particular colors this black pulse takes upon itself for the colors are
INdrawn, one more than another at each pulse, while all of such a mix as to
engender the sense of black OR white (why you call the box chrome, natch):
and in this working, I have had black and white positive and negative prints made
of much of the color films so that these can mix in exact superimpositions,
pulsing according to need, in the editing. It is that the work itself, the finished
film, should be source only for what occurs in the mind of the viewer . . . as is
always the case, natch, but never before (or hardly ever) promised so clearly in
the making, taken as such exact assumption in the creative process. But, to be
clearer yet, this process is actually opposite of the PREsumptions of OP ART
(where I find the intention is to affect the viewer, his affectation necessary to pull
off, so to speak, the effect the work is that he must be optically bugged, as it
were, for the work to exist) because I am simply here involved with a process so
naturally always existent its workings have been over-looked: that the light takes
shape in the nerve endings and IS shaped, in some accordance we call
communication, thru physiological relationship.
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Handbill by Linda Nimmer for Michael McClure reading at the Avalon Ballroom presented by the
Straight Theater May 19, 1966. Courtesy of Reg Williams
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[Stan Brakhage to Bruce Conner and Michael McClure 5/66]

Almost June, 1966
1
Dear Bruce and Michael,

The mandal[a]-like images2 and singular-word songs of them are magnificent as grand,
for all their size, as cathedrals . . . and the words, that seem to live truly within them, take
unto themselves, each onto itself, the proportions of epic.
And they arrive here at a most necessary time for me: Ive been being plagued by asthma
again a particularly hard trial, as it is the first such affliction at this our home here
growing out of exhaustion of several months working on Scenes From Under Childhood,
easily the most difficult and most perfected work Ive ever done, coupled with lack-amoney and all the old daisy-chain of associations Id thought would never take root in
our life again: and Id begun to carry a small round mirror with the Aztec calendar on its
back, round and round with me and searching first scenes circled and then my own
features thus and then the minute details of the calendar: and yesterday the mail yielded
two envelopes . . . one containing a check for $250.00, which will carry us at least
through this month . . . the other containing your beautiful gift, which has been my
constant companion since then. I am feeling much better this morning sat on rocks in
the sun this morning, bare of clothes, worries, any time sense whatsoever, and shuffling
your visions and language in the deepest concentration Ive known for some time now.
It seems to me that closed-eye vision has never been so completely a source of
inspiration as in these: and, Michael, you have seen them with an accuracy of vision that
gives the eyes deep in-roads to ears . . . precise SIGNS, in the deepest sense of the word.
What you have done is clearest where it comes to color. The whirling shape makers of
the dot-plane, the grain, of closed-eye vision configurate specifically with relation to
color: and you have named these tracks with scientific accuracy in at least two cases
(BLUE and SILVER, as distinct from white/gray, etc., and likewise CHROME,
in the effect it causes on the grain-field in any blink as far as I can determine so far: and
I am searching out the rest slowly, carefully, knowing youve undoubtedly intuited so
much more than that mere accuracy as, for instance, that ROSE refers to so much
more than color, etcetera ): but the most exciting philosophical aspect of the cards is
contained in such turns as that from DREAM to REALITY and/or the distinction
between SUN and MOON on two different cards. about the visions themselves there
is surely no more I can say than Michael has already, except to tell you, Bruce, that they
are of a necessary beauty here and are, thus, being put to the deepest possible work
immediately . . . and thank you.
And now Im taking up BROWN and VIOLET: and Ill keep you in touch with any
of my findings. Please write when youve the time. I very much wish I could be seeing
you some lecture-tour later, perhaps . . . tho I wish sometimes I could just come and
talk to you and other good friends in-stead of all that razzle-dazzle/distract, or better yet
have you here ah, well,
Joy to you,
Stan
P.S. Michael could you send me 5 copies of Poisoned Wheat . . . or at least 1!
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Poster by Jacob for Michael McClure and the Grateful Dead presented by The Straight Theater at the
Avalon Ballroom May 19, 1966. Courtesy of Reg Williams
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June 6
Stan,
A fast morning letter to you. Thanks for your gracious letter regarding the
mandalas! I FEEL OUT OF PRISON! Two more half days of school and Im
free! Ive been working five days a week. It has been too mucho and I can never
teach four classes again. Actually I would never teach again period if I could
escape it. This next year is the last year I can do it at all. I could not do it, if they
had not fixed up a schedule for me wherein I work only two afternoons a week.
Ive picked up autoharp again have not even touched it for two or three months
and my finger calluses had disappeared completely. Ive started filing all papers
and manuscripts into filing cabinets. Ive got a lot of Stan Brakhage letters to
reread sometime. I cant see anything left to do except sing! Im beginning to feel
like it may take two years learn what I want and to get my voice under control.
Meantime Ill write a play or two but the page does not interest me much any
longer. The poems Im putting on the page are ultra-personal. Dave Haselwood is
printing my last long poem in a book with five mandalas of Bruces. Don Allen is
at last (I think) bringing out Love Lion Book. Hes so slow to work with that I
cant stand it. He thinks hes doing me a favor. I could have printed the book
months ago. Oh well I say.
Meantime Ive got an agent named Gartenberg1 dealing with The Mad Cub.
BUT last week I received a note from Sterling Lord who just learned about my
work from a lawyer who deals in top pornography cases and is beautifully
enthusiastic about Beard and Dark Brown. Lord is one of the top ten agents in the
country. I wrote him when I first finished Cub three years ago and his secretary or
surrogate sent me the most insulting letter of bile and hatred saying she knew me
and my work and despised both or something to that effect. Ironic. . . No? So
now with an agent already Im sending the same back to LORD. Plus The
Beard. Im not so sure that Gartenberg is a very great agent. Id like to make the
switch. Ill see what Lord says. An English publisher warns me that Mad Cub is
unprintable or that I dont want it printed. Meanwhile Norman Mailer has
offered to write an intro and Allen Ginsberg has offered to do the jacket note or a
preface [for The Beard]. Normans wife Beverly wants to do Harlow2 so I sent
two copies to Mailer and they plan to do a private front-room production for a few
friends in Provincetown.
I wrote a wedding ceremony for James and Judy
Elliott and the wedding was performed in Malibu Beach with 400 guests and
champagne and rock&roll and harpsichord. [Claes] Oldenburg3 made slices of
plaster wedding cake and I met [Robert] Rauschenberg4 again who was
unfriendly as years ago. (I think Frank OHara5 or Duncan spoiled that
friendship with some gossip about how I hate homosexuals) Anyway the rift
between Rauschenberg was always a soft spot since 1961.
Man, this is
terrible. This is like a journal but I want you to get some idea of whats been
happening here. And it has been happening on top of what amounts to a full time
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exhausting job! This is about the first letter Ive written in months except sheer
business of one kind or another. Anyway the wedding was perhaps one of the
most beautiful since the Renaissance with Wallace [Berman]6 and Dean
[Stockwell]7 and Dennis Hopper8 in attendance. Dennis and I trapped a lot of
women in the john and hurrahed them Kansas style while angry husbands milled
around cursing us.
The scenes from this last six months have been like flashes from a rat
overpopulation experiment. No time for any sane or beauteous thought just
actions and commitments. I gave three poetry readings. One at LA STATE. Dean
[Stockwell] and I walked across the campus and into all of the cafeterias and
attracted the largest crowd theyve ever had for a reading. My hair is shoulder
length now and I was wearing a blue and white striped coat and vest and black
boots. Dean is growing his hair out and had on a striped velvet pullover and sun
glasses. I gave a reading at CHABOT COLLEGE and took Bill Fritsch9 with me
who read also and turned everyone on with his tigerish sincerity. Then lastly I
read with a light show at a rock and roll and poetry concert. It was successful. (((I
did not read with the R&R))) The new music is the biggest thing happening here
and I usually go to one dance a week at least. It is greatest exercise since
wrestling or swimming. Theres a group here called THE WILDFLOWER doing
two songs of mine. After Robert Lowell10 read here he is really a drag old and
sour and pretentious I thought I could help him so I argued everyone into going
to hear THE WILDFLOWER at a club in the Marina. Lowell asked what I thought
of Dylan and I said A cross between Marilyn Monroe and Lord Byron. . .
Lowell walked out shortly after. I gave him a Dream Table earlier and he did not
even look at it. Im sick of luxurious old bastards like that that think they are
really something because of their family connections. . . And people who think
theyre great because they (Poets like Lowell) indulge themselves in the luxury of
being a liberal and spending some time in a nice pleasant nut house when things
get tough. WOW! But Im being sour because I expected to like Lowell and did
like one book of his poems.
Meanwhile [Andy] Warhol has caused me a lot of grief.11 He wrote via his
apprentice [Gerard] Malanga asking permission to do The Beard as a seventyminute sound film. We exchanged several letters. At first it sounded good and
then finally I said NO! Then I got a card from LA with no return address saying
they had gone ahead and done Beard anyway. Then there were telephone calls.
And Warhol surrogates showed up in town making rumors about the film being
shown in LA. I jumped on a plane and flew to LA and picked up four beautiful
girls and nailed Andy at the TRIP CLUB where he was doing his Velvet
Underground shot. He showed us the film in a castle in the Hollywood Hills and
the girls and I walked out afterwards without saying a word. It was bad! Next day
I phoned and told him never to show the film. Then I had three more meetings
with Andy here and gave a showing of the film for Jo Anna and a few mutual
friends. It looked even worse than the first time. Warhol has promised to neither
show the film nor sell prints and I have a print of it. Though God knows I dont
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want it. It was a whole miniature scene and cost me a lot of grey hairs and anxiety
pain. Ill tell you all about it some time. Meantime Im hoping for a large-scale
production of The Beard here this summer. I want a light show for a set and I
want the actors to use hand held microphones and I want a constant background
of near sub-audible music. Plus I want two suspended screens showing
simultaneously an old Jean Harlow film and an old cowboy movie both shown
silently. There are several halls in town already set up for dances that could be
adapted for the play in about one day. The actress who played Harlow is returning
to town in about a week or so. Shes good!
I had both strains of Asian flu and just got rid of a new third mutant strain thats
beginning to go around here. Jo Anna spent a terrible week in the hospital with an
extremely painful uterine infection. That was before my earlier reading for the
POETRY CENTER12 here. The reading came off beautifully with many people
and I sang (not very well but I did it) and a lovely party for me afterwards. Wish
Brakhage family had been there to make it completo!
Ive been teaching Shakespeare and thats a sham since I have no business
teaching it and no time to prepare for it. Also another class Great Works of Lit
which has become like a nite club act. So many people signed up for the class that
I could barely stand to walk in the room and spent the whole semester on Faust!
Then Ive been teaching two freshmen English classes but had to grade all the
papers myself and have spent Saturdays and Sundays for the last eight weeks
doing just that!
Bob Creeley was here and he looks good and it was more of a pleasure to see him
than ever before and I spent a lot of time with him at a party after his reading. He
wrote wanting me to come teach at New Mexico and it was an intriguing idea but
Im not likely to move and I think the job did not come through.
Phil Whalen13 has gone to Japan and is teaching English for the Japanese YMCA.
He sounds ecstatic. Haselwood is going there in the fall to teach also.
Bruce is about three blocks from here now. Hes learning electric piano and
working on a couple of films. Its great to have him around again. He just taught a
film making class at the school where Im teaching.
[. . . . ]
The Psychology Dept at UC demanded Allen Ginsberg be taken off the panel for
the LSD conference middle of this month and that the conference be moved
from Berkeley to San Francisco. I phoned Allen to tell him I could raise his fare
out here if he wanted to set up an ad hoc conference. But he was planning to come
anyway.
MEANTIME despite the cross section of my life Im beginning to bounce back
up again already. Just to be almost rid of that fucking school seems like the
beginning of freedom and sanity again. I dont know why Im loading you with
the above. Partly to get it straight in my mind and partly because I want you to
know here Ive been for six months.
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Heres a little section of the new long personal untitled poem that Haselwood is
printing with five mandalas by Bruce. The poem is two or three hundred lines
long and ultra-personal. A kind of religious self-involvement and close to my
thought. I realized after writing it that I wrote most of it while I was high. I think
its the first time Ive done that. But it looks no different to me. Except different
because Im somewhere else now. Somewhere else than when I wrote Love Lion
Book. It is an obsessional poem. Still on LIONS! Im writing a new song with the
beautiful line of KEATS14What weapon has the lion but himself. . .? Ive got
one melody but need a bridge for alternate stanzas. -- All I want to do now is sing.
And I feel free to learn now. Or will be free in two days.
McClure, Dylan, and Ginsberg, San Francisco, 1965 by Larry Keenan
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THE SCREEN IS RED AND GOLD AND WHITE AND PINK [from Mandala Book]15
AND LIES UPON MY CHEST WITH METAL STRINGS
I beat upon not wings
but PAWS NOT PAWS BUT HANDS.
And from my chest pour strands
of white plastic ribbon
like the decoration
of a dimension
OF DR. STRANGE
who saves the blond chick
but never gets her in the end
though she waits with smile
and lips that are
a screen I play upon.
While white plastic ribbon pours
a multitude of ways
from out my chest
and pull till
I am somewhere else
I AM SOMEWHERE ELSE
I do not know myself
and do not care.
AND I KNOW THE TOUCH OF THE BEGINNING OF MUSIC
Paw stroke and claw turning to finger
Im wild-eyed and I rave
Im beginning to talk in slang
I AM BEGINNING TO SEE AND HEAR
My obsessions are as real
as living them.
This is really beauty
and I may grow wings on my feet
and I feel the lightness of spring
in walking. The foot on the black
night pavement in the neon glow
in the roaring heard in the distance
And the creatures under the bed have
come alive again. And dreams invade
the morning with real faces
arguing and buried beneath feathers
that the wind through the window
blows while I rage at the lions
through an electronic box
and my hair has grown
to my shoulders
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[Separate poem read at Human Be-In]16

THE LIONS IN THE LIGHTNINGS OUT
the dream is still
within the throat.
The Hearts a knife thrown
to the floor.
The foot used the window and not the door
AND I KNOW THE TOUCH OF THE BEGINNING OF MUSIC.
Web trap/ heart gnash
NOTHING NOTHING NOTHING
til
I
NEON CHROME AND THE VOICES
speak into the microphones above at table
of furs and the huge sounds fill space with
the music quiet behind them,
the walls are a movie of colors
and they move in a half-circle
of light there is a Thirties romantic..
AND IT IS ALL PERFECT THIS IS REALLY IT17
AND IT IS ALL PERFECT THIS IS REALLY IT
AND IT IS ALL PERFECT THIS IS REALLY IT!
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Didnt mean to type so much. But there are the last two of the seven stanzas. The
poem was finished the day before Easter. Like Dark Brown Im not changing any
part of it. So its spontaneous poem. I spent two years working on Love Lion
Book. Changed fifty or a hundred words. But Bob Dylans beauty inspired me to
finish a perfect Love Lion.18 This one should be flashed out the way it is. I would
probably never print again if Dave and Bruce had not suggested and asked for the
poem. I think The Mammals19 may be out Summer or Fall. Oyez is doing it. Thats
The Feast, The Blossom, and Pillow. I think I shall write purely for myself now
and not for publication aside from that I want to learn music. NO not learn
discover. I took a months lessons learning to play traditional autoharp and I DO
NOT like it! Yeah, I guess I still love the page the way Im filling these pages to
you. But Poetry will probably be singly and solely for me now. Or when I show or
read to friends. When I put school aside I may write a comic novel about
teaching. (((Whitman stewed over education. I have the solution in a nutshell
one day each week teacher must go to classes stark naked.)))
Try this on for a fantasy. Stan Brakhage wants to do something else for a year or
perhaps a year and a half. (Else meaning besides the Brakhage type beauty
creation he is obsessed with. Since hes prolific and could lay off for a year. . . )
Michael wants to make plays but is willing to shake off his predispositions about
what they should be like and would dig to work with another person and shake
off his ideas of perfection and anti-perfection. Michael and Stan get several
thousand dollars and rent a huge studio for a year. They buy used cameras
(several) and used sound equipment. They sit around in the studio and gather
friends and associates to help them. Gradually they begin making films not
worrying too much about the quality of the first sound films. Maybe doing Beard
and Feast and little spontaneous comedies. Then they open a theater to show the
films and begin pushing a distribution set-up. They have a corporation and they
try to get subsidies and patrons. Very much like a Warhol shot. The Beard as
Warhol did it is SO bad. We could do one a thousand times better in a week. Ditto
The Feast. And ditto anything. It would not be related to your other work in film
and would give me a chance to work with someone and to direct. BOTH OF US
MAY BE TENDING TO GO THIS DIRECTION and Im proposing it as a
fantasy. Also part of the fantasy would be the absolute absence of pressure and
working with anyone with any talent or ideas. Start at the smallest most ingenuous
and nave level and see if it will go.
LOVE TO ALL BRAKHAGES forgive a dumb stupid ugly letter and
accept any love between the lines,
Michael
Enclosed are 2 battered
Poisoned Wheats.
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Frames from 23rd Psalm Branch by Stan Brakhage

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Early June, 1966
[TOP MARGIN The new poems are BEAUTIFUL/BEAUTIFUL like that: each
line reflecting on each other, and word for word then. . . like making a laser beam
of language.]
Ah, dear Michael,
What a beautiful letter you write that you do call dumb stupid ugly: and how
you do call me back into some contemporaneous sense of self, that you write thus
freely of your troubles, sharing them generously with me, giving me thereby
much needed sense I am not alone in having my often similar difficulties these
days. Ah, my ! (sigh !) me-Oh, my-OH! (egos rock & roll !) it is The War, the
damned and damning WAR, that roots all of us out of our otherwise deeply
growing composures . . . Im sure of it, that The War is at hearts source of artists
current discontents: and yet perhaps wed find some other grief for shared crisis,
if it were not for WAR. But I think NOT: I think we were all coming, and are still
all working, to some sense of life freed from the super-societal-impositions of
over-ripened drama, working for newnesses premised on some more personal
birth rather than these cultural emergencies, some sense that (as Olson puts it) :
The likeness is to natures
NOT to these tempestuous events.1
Well, my Scenes From Under Childhood is fully interrupted now in coughing
fits and starts and great soulful upheavals of sadness now and again, and
somewhat lack of money: and so, I have decided to ride full tilt at the damned
windmill and am, therefore, in midst of editing images from the Nazi
concentration camps into rock flashes and color-orders of closed-eye vision and
inter-cutting World War II newsreel footage with pictures of my trip to Europe,
impounding every nebulous war haunt of my childhood into some immediately
available clarity . . . all into a long Song 23 called 23rd Psalm Branch: and I am
working hard at it for sanitys sake . . . tho its own sakes self takes over in the
working process: and I grow daily freer of the mistaking a picture as being other
than a picture and of thinking a memory is anything other than as being
immediately available / a present / a reality.
And all this talk of war reminds me to thank you for the copies of Poisoned Wheat
wherein you did surely come to some clear terms with the temptation of events. It
is good to have those copies to send those couple places where they will be most
needed and the receiving of them did lead me to read it again and rediscover my
own grown desperate need for your insight in that area. What a time its been, IS
friends in sanitariums (and not of the kind you describe the ven[ul]erable Lowell
relaxing into), nebulous hysteria in letters from both coasts and most of the midcountry making my Rollinsville mail box a loaded bomb practically every time I
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open it: and only you and David Meltzer (and Creeley on the phone) being
humanly clear enough to write/(speak) of personal troubles AND joys . . . what a
relief to know, at least from you three, that there are humans being individual
rather than, as from most, that the whole country has turned its people into
twitching end products of a war force.
And I do write too much of war herein also: for outside that easy catch-all
and, thereby, out-side-in-me/Ive come to find it almost impossible to sustain a
life without crisis, have arrived here in my living at an unbearableness of
happiness, am at the point where all the previous stories end at some living
happily ever after . . . some going-onness without the friction, the friction, Im
trained to gear against: and so I create the crisis, poison myself, and dwell (despite
ideals) upon the worlds wars, etcetera.
And the mellow-to-rotten drama drops down upon me sure as gravitys prayer:
and what a dreadful western muddle Ive made of it, all the blessings of this good
place, because Ive somehow lacked the psychological means, perhaps the
courage even, to live in the peace of this geographical location, the joy of this
home, in harmony with the natural environment -- instead, Ive fallen back on my
training which prepares me to anticipate crisis, live thru it dramatically, and
remember it above all else . . . damnations three dictums and the particular curse
of the western world!
And I do not think the solvent, for either of us, is for me to come to S.F. and set
up a scene with you: for while Ive no doubt we could do better than Warhole,
could make a more grounded scene and much better use of velvet, etc., it would
be bound to be of-a-kind with his in being a scene rather than seeing, in being
of the nature of fun not naturally given in living being, etc. anyway Ive told
you the only way I could work on a film of one of your plays as anything other
than an arty photo-drama . . . have it photographed by commercially competent
photographers in lip-sync and send me the footage and forget it, wait how-someever long to see what I might be able to do with it (come to think of it maybe the
Warhole footage is good for THAT maybe ten years of Brakhage handpainting
and editing could retrieve it from scenes hell . . . I dunno probably not!): and
anyway, you know thats the only way possible to birth a play into a filmic work
of art so really you are just saying: come and lets have a good-time-party
spree together: and that I might take you up on if the going gets too rough here . .
. and that I can, anyway, thank you for ah, how MUCH I would like to have a
big loooooooong party with you something to outdo the 20s Hollywood
champagne-in-swimming-pool utterly decadent and wildly fuck-filled parties: but
then, I dont think I can afford it / dont imagine I could attend it, either / dont
think the angels have it planned as an even irregular part of my (or your) living . .
. I mean: thats what our whole life is, actually, and we splash around in air more
drunkenly than anyone ever did in a champagne swimming pool or the wildest
Warhole shindig so how in the world would we make some special event out of
it that was anything but embarrassing to both of us? You tell me. I mean: even at a
time in my life like this, Im just vomiting from too much of the worlds hard
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liquor, exhausted from being fucked-out, sick at the sight/sound of suckling pig
and Viennese violin. And I think youve been too much hosting your party what
a relief to hear you now know you cant go on teaching, teaching, etc. . . ah,
Michael, you are the clearest consciousness Ive come across I mean: you really
do know what YOU are up to.
Well, Im going back to work on my dead jews all my jews, as [Louis]
Zukofsky once wrote, to [Ezra] Pound, I think . . . and on my scratching of words
coming into this work: Take back Beethovens 9th, then, he said. . . . and
Song, my song, raise grief to music, from Zukofskys A,2 to intercut with
images of him taken this last trip to New York. Theres sure to be something from
Poisoned Wheat, carved therein, like I AM NOT GUILTY, for a start.
Joy to you, Jo Ann, Janey
Stan
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Straight Theater marquee featuring Michael McClure and the Grateful Dead, with Larry Keenan's car
in foreground, San Francisco, 1966 by Larry Keenan
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[Michael McClure to Stan Brakhage Summer 66]

[Summer 1966]
[TOP MARGIN: Later P.S./ we got fine reviews and big newspaper article. But
were not making $ & may be busted by police on Monday while Im in
V.B.C.]
Dear Stan,
Its early in the morn Monday I want to tell you first of anyone that your
prediction about The Beard1 being a popular play may well be true! I wish you
could have been here to share it with me. The actors are sharp and clean as pistols.
. . or beautiful soft wasps. The Kid is intense and Harlow2 is perfect. The only
thing they could do now is learn to play it directly to the audience and pause for
laughs. The audience was very serious and seriously listening they took it as a
comedy but even more as a poem. The audience will have to learn to hear in a
new way if theres to be any more drama on stage. Anyway it was a huge and
beautiful audience. By the middle of the play the actors were playing for the
audience and beginning to pause. Theres a beautiful crackling fire beside me and
the sun is up.
Tony Martins3 light show was beautiful a huge panorama of stars and
transparencies of Harlow fading in and out ever so lightly and out of focus. Then
one or two seconds of a film loop of a gigantic little plump blond girl skipping
rope over the actors heads. . . There was a two or three minute ovation. Also there
was no police interference!4 Were giving the play again at the Committee5 (a
spontaneous theater nite club in N. Beach) on Monday. Though I dont know how
Ill get the strength to work on publicity. Where should I go from here? Im a poet
and I feel like singing and my voice isnt here yet. I guess Ill write another play.
But my feeling is that it is time to sing and to dance the play is like a warm-up. I
dont know what function it has except to free and it has already freed me as
much as it will.
Creeley says you think I did not see MMFILM on tv because I did not think it
would be on. Not so! Jo Anna called all the tv stations and they denied that any
such film or section on underground films would be on. Jo Anna told me about
it when I came home and we went to Janies room and turned on the t.v. anyway
to see, and caught the end of the program in time to see Andy Warhol and
realize Id missed your film. So there was no disbelief involved but Bob has a
tendency to say things in an odd way, and I remember writing you at the time.
I have Cinema Theater announcement of five days of Stan Brakhage it makes
me very happy for you. I do not know of any other such vast scale occurrence in
your art! Id like to see Pasht.6
I was hoping to fly to Boulder to see you on way back from Vancouver. Jo
Annas father is dying and may well be dead by then. Jane may be in Seattle and I
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must return to San Francisco before the director of Beard leaves town. . . There is
still a chance though that I may get to see you. . . If so, Ill phone from
Vancouver. And, if not, money is getting better now and I will be able to get to
see you sometime soon.
Creeley says you said to come to Rollinsville, and You and I can get a barn and
make films! Would that I could. Besides The Beard there is one other film I want
to do.
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Poster by Wes Wilson for The American Theater Presents the Beard at the Fillmore West July 24,
1966
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It would be a political bloodcurdler (probably my ticket to an internment camp

but somebody should say what I want to say in it) and a comedy. It might run
fifteen minutes. Id do it improvised theater style. Might take a week of work with
actors before I could use camera. Thats another dream Ive no access to such
funds now.
Also the dresses alone for the film would be a weeks work. Four white satin
dresses! People have turned up all over and worked like hounds for The Beard.
Tony Martin put in a weeks work. Louise Foss spent more than a week on
Harlows gown and finished up by sewing a shirt for The Kid. People have passed
out handbills and put up posters. . . It goes on and on. I did not do this by myself.
I think a nucleus will spring up around you here if theres real art to be done.
Productionwise and actingwise it is the best play Ive seen. The Fillmore
Auditorium is a huge Rock n roll auditorium. Oh, the Kid and Harlow used
handheld microphones. . . They made beautiful stage action. Between the paper
beards and the mike cords it became very Greek-like. A rite between Mars and
Venus, or Shakti and Siva. The gown was blue satin period Thirties, with back
cut out like an Marilyn M dress. The result was perfect and timeless/ The Kid had
lace shirt and cuffs over black vest.
Besides beautiful and good friends there are wicked people in this city. Usually
after a reading I am weak and exhausted. Last night the actors did the work and I
got the wicked people coming up as they do after an event, BUT I WAS NOT
TIRED, AND I GOT TO WATCH THEM DOING TO ME WHAT THEY
ALWAYS DO WHEN I AM TIRED AND WEAK. . . They are sick jealous
motherfuckers! Ugh. It was an education. IN a negative way of speaking it was a
side benefit of the play to have someone else do my poem so I could get the shit
thrown at me when I was strong enough to take a good look at it. Also old
friends are lollygagging over me now. Ill be the new ten day wonder. I think
you know youre a man when you know who your friends are and remember
them, and smile at the others.
Theater is a cunty art I hope I can sing soon. Allen G and I played finger chimes
and autoharp for Larry Ferlinghetti who was taking his first lsd in Bixby
Canyon Big Sur and then went to the Big Sur Folk Music Festival and heard Baez
and others. It was lovely day. Don Allen is supposed to bring out Love Lion Book
but hes so busy being lordly and boozy that I dunno. I saw proofs about four
months ago. Dave Haselwood may get an untitled book by Bruce and I out, before
the Don A[llen] book. Both books are pamphlets. 300 to 400 line poems.
Publication of The Mammals7 stalled and finally collapsed. Im learning the aharp better and better but snagging at actually singing fear of error, fear of
change. So Im practicing chakric breathing and writing wrote a long personal
non-publishable poem all in one afternoon. Creeley says you are buried in footage
of jews in ovens and agonies of war. Remember it is not your war, and take a
vacation and go on a picnic, and write me a letter. After writing Poisoned Wheat
to free guilt I became obsessed with guilt for awhile so watch out. Blame is a
trap. Acceptance of blame is a very high level game society plays with the artist.
It is not significant in Universe terms. I mean it is all on one ecstatic level and
we try to reach out for a higher shot. Anyway The Beard is beautiful and share my
happiness with me,
Love,
Michael
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P.S.
Woody from Straight Theater8 does have something going. But,
significantly, the Straight Theater is not yet open. If, and when it does open and
it may likely happen then that would be a GREAT place to show your films and
lecture. But right now his setup would not net you any five hundred and hes not
yet experienced enough to make such guarantees. To do it, hed have to milk you
for lectures, and hed never get the whole five hundred. Youd end up not only
earning it, but rounding it up.
But, if the Straight Theater comes off it will be one of the best places in the
country to show.
I offered to give any lectures with you if you wanted company. Woody wanted
poetry&Film combo I think. That sounds like a miss. But the lecture duo still
sounds good. I think together we could make an enlightened lecture-conversation
and it would be ten times easier than a solo-lecture. Thats a thought.
RD [Robert Duncan] was at the play last night. Also went to see him with Billy
Gray9 a month ago. Jess even came into the front row and spoke to me.
(Wheeeeeeee!)
Michael
Wednesday still havent gotten this mailed. Im feeling like the center of a
whirlwind. Tomorrow morn Im hitchhiking to Vancouver with a guitarist friend
that I practice with. Never hitchhiked before! Starting a ten day Wanderjahr. Jo
Anna & Jane10 flying to Tucson for death of Jo Annas father. Everything is O.K.
Maybe The Feast & The Fox going to be done in N.Y.C.
-
Loovah
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Dear Michael
No time now for more than a wild note to you Kenneth Anger is waiting BUT
BLESS YOU for THE BEARD a beautiful book !
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Im going to mail you Song 8 tomorrow, probably and I will write at length when
theres time.
Hell! to Jo Ann and Janey. I still* wear my wool scarf wherever I go !
Blessings,
Stan
*It still snows here almost every night !
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The Beard, paperback cover, Grove Press, 1967
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Mid August, 1966
Dear Michael,
Sitting here in sun through window all rain-and-dust streaked into mountain
crystal patterns tired tired . . . must talk to someone: hello, Michael . . . oh,
god, how phoney this reads . . . I cant seem to do anything these days straight off
cant stop criticizing myself either. I need about a hundred year holy day that
is: a hundred years worth of space to tunnel around in . . . Im so fucking sick of
patterns / all that shit in the head: I must have piled up one hell of a lot of
unconscious material: theres so many things I want that I must have the biggest
repressed nature going, despite all the wild freedoms Ive managed for myself.
Its like: everything is GREAT here: but Im not making it. To give you the
BIGGEST example: weve just been granted a Rockefeller of $14,400.00 to be
paid out at the rate of $400.00 per month for three years beginning next Jan. . . no
strings attached except for the simple for living expenses I didn't even have to
fill out a form for it . . . as a matter of fact, I probably got it because I told them I
couldnt fill out another one of those forms and that they could just forget it . . .
foundations are like virgins or something No, dont go away, they say, when
the hand is on the doors knob: but I think Rockefeller Foundation is going to turn
into a real swinger because they do seem, finally, to be acting on their/its wildest
notions of spreading the money around and do seem to be giving a lot of it to
some very good people, including us okay/so: were financed for three and a
half years (as weve got enough off rentals to last us, if careful, thru to Jan.): and,
all the same, dead jews keep falling out of the closets I keep asthmatically
running them, bombs of the 2nd World War, Hitler nightmares, etcetera, thru the
brain-movie projector, keep plugging away, as the saying goes: and the first
half-hour of 23rd Psalm Branch is tediously great / greatly tedious the rhythms
plodding as the subject matter, etc., piff-paff-puff (as Peter Kubelka1 says in
translated Austrian for our POW, BAM-BOOM or something) and the wit has
sunk to the socks of the thing: and yet I MUST go on with it, am obsessed or
some-such . . . and when I talked the whole thing thru to Jane last night she said:
Well, then, you know what Michael would say that you must go all the way
thru it . . . stop judging the film and just get all the way thru it and out on the other
side: but Im not sure nor sure shes sure even of what you would say its been
so long since weve seen you. And, Michael, I did so want that this film would
make war clear, unwarp the mummified attitude to-ward war (which hasnt
appreciably changed since 3,500 B.C. I found the earliest movie Ive yet
come across, earliest example of picture material premised on movement: a
before-and-after set of two pictures to be looked at back & forth from the walls
of upper Egypt: to be a war movie and a racial combat to boot in which the
white man wins . . . the feeling rising right up off that 5,500 year old Egyptian
wall to be the latest T.V. report on Viet Nam, per se ex-act . . . and/or see Homer,
etcetera): and I did think my childs attitude could transform all that for ALL time
and aghthat, that the boys view remembered from the newsreels, dredged up at
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some considerably cost to me, could make visible the natch phenomenon of war
with some exactitude never before; and perhaps I have accomplished that (wholl
know till the works done and run a thousand times) BUT, so what? I mean, that
Ive come to work-of-art on WAR will (can ONLY be) made by the artist who
LOVES war and is all for it, etcetera: Im in the godawful position of being, in
making this work, like John Bunyan on sex.
Its enough to make a man wheeze alright: but, these days, the asthma has
transformed to coughing fits piff, paff, puff . . . and I am bored! The major offset blessing is that we have Peter Kubelka here with us at the moment and thru to
the end of this month. I must write you something of him, as he will be coming to
S.F. (Ive managed to set up several programs for him there in Sept.) hes from
Vienna, has made about an hours worth of the most perfect films ever (editing
always to the frame) and is the film-maker I feel closest to, most contemporary
with, in the entire world . . I had, perhaps, more ideals about him, and the
perfection of his work, than were true-to-life (because he lives such a distance and
his works were so unavailable they took on that patina of the imagination suchsaid works do): but now that hes run the full gamut of sharing our daily living,
and his works being seen again and again, I still feel closer to him than any other
film maker and his works still hold to their mysteries with absolute coherence -albeit I see the price of narrowness such perfection exacts and reject it for myself .
. . I mean, Ive come to see the blinders he must wear and the earphones in
order to concentrate with such absolute thoroughness on that corner he
corners I see him now as a cross between [Anton] Webern2 and [Samuel]
Beckett,3 in the above sense but, more importantly, I see him as the Peter
Kubelka he IS (all analogies falling by the wayside): and he is a lovely man.
Ah, well . . . JOY to you for the long letter which did such joy engender here:
and what a blessing to hear that The Beard did have good public showing and
especially good that you had clarity of who your friends are at end, that you got
good clear sight to jealousies center in encounters with people afterward . . . I,
too, suffer much these days from the respect of those who hate me: but The
Beard, if any play written in this time, will lodge itself even in the turmoil of your
enemies subconscious: and you must come to look at them knowing the friend
to you even in them is blossoming in response to your play beyond their knowing
more of it than that they feel jealousy/hatred to-ward NOT you, really, but
rather that nudge their own subs have given their egos because of your work. You
cannot, with that of all plays, have done other than reach the best of any person:
but all those who cant seem to live fully in the skin of each him and her self will
only show it to you in an X-hibit of the worst of each call it the personaes
sonality and collect all those bad snakes, with thanks, at the door.
Hey Michael, I will (shortly) send you a copy of Two: Creeley/McClure in 8mm. I
told Creeley it was, that you missed it, your angels protecting you from T.V.
encounter he must have heard angles or something . . . one gets thru to angels
when one makes the best out of the worst-seeming of anything.
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God!BLESS it! . . . I DO need to talk with you. Im just going to have to take
the bus to S.F. one of these (any) days. Joy to Jo Ann and Janey and
Blessings,
Stan

End-Oct., 1966
Dear Michael,
The new book (whose secret title is I It1) centers the occasion of itself, more truly
than ever before in your writing, on the Mask as ego-manifestation, only does
thus to such an extent that the Personae (as of the Greek sense of it: he-whomfate-falls-upon / he-whom-The Mask-falls-upon) and all of Western character (in
the sense [Oswald] Spengler2 finds it the Wests alternative to Greek personae)
both these manifestations fall away and leave only some utterly new sense. . . as
sense of self working its/your way thru ego to a beingness that, I think, has had no
terms before your writing. The mandalas are crucial to this occasion because they
offer the reader/viewer a centering on his own closed-eye thought: and the whole
book is certainly one of the most important books now published for any possible
future time like a-minute-from-now, tomorrow, in-a-century . . . for we are
otherwise (other-than-the-wisdom-of-this-book) damned to stereotypes that have
become for each-and-every-one-of-this-culture stageable only in the act of
remembering to the exclusion of any real living in the present. It is a wondrous
magnificent thing that book and Im reading it over and over.
I have a head cold today and perhaps write as stuffily as I feel in the nose: but
I just had to get some immediate praise off to you for this book . . . and then, too,
I have good news needing rather immediate reply from you:
The students of the Experimental Cinema Group here in Boulder, Colo. are at last
able and most willing to pay your transportation from San Francisco and whatever
would be a fair lecture-and-reading fee say, the average you get these days
and would like to have you here soon as possible.
So what fee would you require? . . and when can you come?
Hows that for joy?
How are you all?
Blessings, Stan
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Freewheelin Frank at Michael McClure's place in San Francisco, 1966 by Larry Keenan

[October/November 1966]
Dear Stan,
Gracias for your beautiful letter! Ive just finished typing a new book:
Freewheelin Frank Secretary of the Angels As told to Michael McClure.1 It is a
150 page autobiography of a Hells Angel friend of mine whos taking L.S.D. &
having religious visions and is possibly the sweetest person Ive met in years!
We just played together at Jabberwock Folk Music Night club. We performed
with dcor of fur rugs, antique chair, velvet, pillows, incense, & a live boa
constrictor. And we played sitting Indian style as on the card in clouds of incense
& with only one small gooseneck lamp with a yellow bulb. The audience was
dumbfounded & we had a great time playing Babylonian music & singing
William Blake. But the book has exhausted me & almost pushed me beyond the
limits of my energy. Ive been learning more autoharp, writing a new poem,
Beard trials & hearings, & teaching also [] Twice I began shaking with
exhaustion & fear and then I was saved by a bladder infection & stomach flu
that knocked me out long enough to get my balance. Life here is hard & tough &
it is easy to forget an angelic smile amidst the woodenness of a pained or false
one.
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Coming to Boulder will be very much what I need & want. [] Also I find Im
broke so the money will be a great help. Ive had to let everything slide while
working on Franks book. If you can arrange another reading or lecture for me in
Denver or Boulder it would help a lot. The minimum for a reading or lecture
would be $150.00 & $200 or $250.00 would be normal enough. Let me know if
the film group can afford that plus the plane fare. Ill take whatever can be offered
from the film society the trip is to see you & family. Another reading or lecture
for a college there or somewhere in the neighborhood would be of much help.
Kenneth Anger is here & in beautiful shape with green velvet coat & orange
velvet pants his return to S.F. was like Christmas.
About 7 weeks from now is the end of the semester my reading there should be
either before or after that time.
Attorney Melvin Belli sent an injunctive letter to Warhol warning him never to
show his film of The Beard or toy with my property again. Then, Jack Smith2 &
Jerry Lieber3 started after me to get the right to do it. This adds to my general
state of exhaustion if this letter sounds strained it is that is my state.
The D.A. in San Fran is determined to prevent The Beard & the Berkeley D.A. is
watching & theres a third trial date set there. It is getting more ugly & more
cruel, I think well win.
Don Allen is bringing out the little Love Lion Book perhaps in time to bring you
a copy.
Perhaps Dave Haselwood will reprint Dark Brown &/OR Hymns [to St. Geryon].
Im having Ghost Tantras reprinted. I may skip GROVE & print Beard myself &
Larry F. [Lawrence Ferlinghetti] is bringing out a longer & complete Meat
Science [Essays]4 & Ive finished a new poem called The Curses of Billy the Kid
& The Sermons of Jean Harlow.5 So all is well & swinging in that direction.
And it is also beautiful to walk down to Haight Street for a cup of coffee or
shopping & see STAN BRAKHAGE in HUGE letters on the marquee of the
Straight Theater.6 Next time Ill get a photo to send you for your scrap book.
Love to all Brakhages,
see you soon, Ill
love the Mountain air &
Quiet,
Michael
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Michael McClure and Freewheelin' Frank at McClure's house in Oakland, CA, 2000 by Larry Keenan
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Freewheelin' Frank manuscript on Michael McClure's bed, San Francisco, 1966 by Larry Keenan
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[October/November 1966]
Stan,
Mucho happening here! Ill ask Greg to get me to Boulder on Dec. 12 in the eve
& Ill try to leave on Dec. 16th in the eve. That will give us 4 days & we can sing
& speak mucho.
Lenore Kandels1 Love Book was just busted here. Were in all the papers almost
every day. On next Wednesday were going to go on T.V. to denounce the police
& D.A. Rallies were held for us at San Francisco State College. Lenore & I plan
to give a public reading together. I suppose well be arrested but Ill be out on
bail.
The 2nd edition of Poisoned Wheat may be out on Dec. 14th in time for the
reading there. Heres new Love Lion Book with Brakhage blessings.
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Will you introduce me at the reading & show Creeley/McClure film as Greg
suggests? I dont think Ill be playing A-harp or singing at any public shot. I see
little or no time to practice between now and then. James Koller, Coyote Books,2
is bringing out The Beard & The Mammals in matching volumes with covers by
Wes Wilson3 who is a famous R&R poster artist on West coast. It is neo-art
nouveau style beautiful.
Ken [Anger] went crazy and was in the psycho ward here for 2 days. His
explanation is more magical & Crowleyan. Id call it paranoia induced by acute
methedrine poisoning do not quote me. I see him whenever possible, & slow
him down as I can. His gentle nature has & is regaining the upper hand. I believe
it is a pre-film catharsis but it was beyond the bounds. Youre right the cities are
getting really crazy Im plenty stable just exhausted by psychic fumes &
doings around me sometimes but this is still my nature here. Right now were in
the middle of a Revolution & war here. I see a 6 month battle.
Love to all you beautiful
Brakhages,
Michael
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[Michael McClure to Stan and Jane Brakhage 12/22/66]

Dec. 22 [1966]
[TOP MARGIN: Ive cut down on cigarettes & this letter is typed with fanaticism
not nicotine.]
[LEFT MARGIN: I decided to beat Xmas gluttony & noggishness by making
dinner myself abalone curry with brown rice stark & plain]
Dear Stan & Jane,
A fast note! Ive been meaning to call you and all the lovely Brakhages. Matter
of fact youve persuaded me that I must use telephone. I mean youve persuaded
me by your example. Ive come down with a cold that is groaning and crawling
around in my chest. Ill telephone maybe tonight or tomorrow night when I am
not so worn. First day back I realized how lovely it is there in the Rockies in
Brakhageville and found myself back in San Francisco. Saturday I woke up and
decided to get drunk. [Richard] Brautigan1 came by and we started drinking.
Freewheelin Frank came by next and we started playing music. Frank said we
should go to a street event on Haight St., where other Angels would be appearing.
We took our instruments and made a parade to Haight St. The Mime Troupe2 and
the Diggers3 were having an event with streets lined with cheering hippies with
high hats and turbans. We stood around in the throng. Then Pete [Knell],4 the
president of the SF Hells Angels, came by and said two Angels had been arrested
unjustly. I said we should march on the Police Station, and offered to go with
Pete. A little more talk, then Pete, Brautigan, Freewheelin, and myself began the
march. Pete was playing kazoo, Brautigan on tambourine, Freewheelin on
harmonica and myself on autoharp. We didnt look back just started marching
down the middle of Haight St. towards the police station four or five blocks away.
It was like the paintings of the fifer, and drummer, with the bandaged head, and
the gimpy step. Away we went with about five hundred people behind us. Not
knowing whether we were going to be tear-gassed and riot-gunned, or laughed at.
At the police station we yelled, sheered, sang Christmas carols, and dumbfounded
police who took it with pretty fair humor and did not blow their cool headedness.
They would not let the Angels out demanding three hundred dollars bail. We
began passing hats around and collected almost two hundred dollars. Then led the
march back to Haight Street and did street singing till we raised three hundred
dollars. (Which is kind of a miracle considering the relative poverty of hippies,
but we had even kind old ladies giving dimes and quarters). The local papers
missed the whole event but there was a Look photog there. I hope it appears
somewhere. It was the beginning of a revolution. And about five hundred people
knew it. It is the most exciting thing thats happened politically.
We had a nice song going to the tune of a modified Babylonian Necrophilia:5
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Angels in Jail
Money for bail
Angels in Jail
Resisting Arrest
Angels in Jail
Money for Bail
Sounded (and looked) like the streets of London in the 1800s.
Since that scene Ive been buried in getting the tail ends of those three classes
caught up and tied together. And bit by bit coming down with this cold. My
autoharp got partially broken on the plane on the way back. People were packed
into the plane like chickens in a coop.
Those four days with you look like Heaven in retrospect and Id like nothing more
at this moment for another four maybe with Jo Anna. That is the first real rest
and time for pleasure Ive had for quite a while. ILL BE BACK. Your kids are
beautiful! All the Brakhages.
Keep hanging onto those literary magazines and Ill send you Peter Howards6
address next letter.
Please get John Chick7 to send me the clippings from Boulder papers so I can
write a letter of defense for Clancys bust. I volunteered to do so but cannot do it
unless I know a few details and the charge that Clancy was gotten for.
Steve Riley has sent both a postcard and a letter. I think he made errands. His
letter is most well meaning.
Hows this for a fast note?
Will you send me a statement to use for
advertising The Beard any length.
I gave you no idea here how beautiful it was to be with you. But that is because
Im so busy telling everyone here how great it is there. You are liable to have an
influx of San Francisco into Boulder.
Michael
8
P.S. Hope you and Jane have got Brakhage Blues Band Bars now. Tralala
P.P.S. Have just been looking for extra copy of Highgrade by Phil Whalen9
cant find it. Maybe I can find one later.
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Mid. Jan. 67
[TOP MARGIN: P.S. Let me know if OK to give John Chick and Greg Sharits1
copies of tape of your reading here? Brakhage Blues Band is on the way to
you!]
Dear Michael
And in much hurry could you arrange any showings for me in S.F. the 1st week
of Feb.? . . . if so be there to see THE BEARD, etc. (Jo Ann did suggest that
possibility and inspire me very much to make it) . . . if not (not Feb 1st thru 6th)
then, alas, Ill probably not be able to make it west before summer.
Just spent couple lovely days with Allen Ginsberg and Peter [Orlovsky],2 brother,
and Maretta Greer,3 here (they stopped by on way to you): and I really got to
know Allen very much better than ever before.
Let me know immediately as possible, please like, call (collect if you need that
encouragement to use the blessing of L.D. phone) cause Im, natch, rushed
time-wise for lining it all up as a possibility and very dependent on S.F. for that
week. Ill write or phone Carmen Vigil4 apropo the Straight-Ashbury situation:
but I dont have any connections with S.F. College, Berkeley, etc: actually, Id
only need three shows to swing it (tho I must clear some money as our car is
completely breaking down) . . . if you could cinch your school and sound out S.F.
State, I could probably swing the rest . . . okay? let me know: but dont sweat
over it: magic will prevail . . .
Joy to you,
Stan
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mid Feb., 68
Dear Michael,
Dont know why! But I DO feel like writing you, handwritten, in some lazy
scrawl this evening . . . nothing, really, to say just a few facts maybe:
Im rather happier with sense of myself as fool . . . am, thus/now, taking-it-easy
again;
Ive put my films back in Co-Op1 and all of em in Grove/C162 as well;
Ive finished section #1 of Scenes From Under Childhood, beautiful film, whole
new break-thru in Sound;
I have a few splice shifts, a cut here and there, and one of the best Songs Song
26 is completed;
Im reading a lot of history (particularly Henry Adams)3 The Letters of Madame
De Sevigne, The Letters of Ezra Pound, Netters4 book on The Reproductive
System and other assorted medical books and Confucius.
Almost everyone I know is sick, fled-the-country, both, or dead: I note that
asylums dont seem to catch the sensitive of our generation . . . (divorce IS still
fashionable suicide less-so: and those who go abroad usually come back
dragging tales, etc.)
How are you? JoAnn? Janey? (in some simple sense for I havent the wits to
deal with rhetoric, psychology, etc.)
The Meltzers are due to move here within the month: Im to secure a house for
them as soon as they send definite date.
Couple weeks ago I spent 4 days in Omaha motel drunk as hell staggered out to
a Hollywood movie every now and again . . . it did me a lot of good; I went, then,
on to N.Y., got news there of commersch branch of Co-Op finally lopped OFF
found it good an excuse as any to re-join; I also finally talked Grove [Press] into
taking ALL my films and distributing 8mm to their book-club subscribers,
starting with Window Water Baby Moving: . . . came home with no real sense of
accomplishment just a lot of shit shat (I mean it was/IS a relief: and Im happier
than Ive been in a year or so working well again . . . able, even, to suffer now
with some grace).
Im still lacking some sense of society; but I dont really expect to live to see it; , ,
and I will settle, gratefully, for the Meltzers cabin down the road and letters to
and from friends.
[.]
Blessings, Stan
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Sept. 7, 68
Ahh Stan,
What a hairy emptiness!
This has been a year, & I fear the beginning of another. . . Its all been O.K. except
for some silencio between us which is cool! I mean O.K. too. Silence between
friends is all right. I hope youll see some way to be here this Fall. Let me know if
you plan a tour & Ill set up C.C.A.C. for the appropriate date and in 40 days or
so theyll have a good & appropriate hall to show your work they are putting in
a media center. Clayton Eshelman1 was just here & he hopes to see you on his
return to N.Y.C.
__________________
________________________
Ive been sitting here drinking wine & listening to Nicos2 album (shes
beautiful hear it) and Mort [Subotnick]s Silver Apples album and reading
Double Helix by Watson & putting up Sir Francis Cricks3 picture on my wall.
My summer has been 2 weeks in East Hampton & N.Y.C. being in Mailers
latest film4 & then a romantic month in L.A.
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the energy [runs or was] opposite by proposing gaiety & Yellow Submarines,
speckled clothes, mirrors, flutes, babies, flags & mantra chanting, giant
monotonic hums, finger cymbals, guitars, poetic signs ([Lyndon] Johnson & Mao
[Tse Tung] and all in same boat of Meat) etc. The first large March worked out in
the sunlight & I would have been curious to see what it appeared to be, visually, if
it had been Cut into a series of Vietnam Society 1960s News Clips.
[Antonin] Artaud > Spectacle/manifestation: is that possible in mass public
meet? But a huge Mantra-Chanting tender Mob?
Mob is by nature great beast only if theres fear in the air. Otherwise its giant
family picnic in sunlight on planet, a possible vision for all to have
simultaneously
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with JoAnna & later with addition of daughter Jane. We stayed at an eccentric
chateau originally built for Zsa Zsa Gabor5 camped out in it with pools, &
tunnels, & electric waterfalls.
Ill have to return to L.A. for opening of the trial of Beard, which starts Sept 16.
Meanwhile teaching & dreaming I wrote a new novel & found a publisher
(Bantam) for ancient first novel6. . . .
How beautiful it would be to go to Mongolia, or Ireland. Be sure to see Danish
film Hagberd & Signe.7
Heres my first perfect poem:
Stark Reality # 3
Let our heart be as imagined birds are
On the shoulder, a scar
that seeks to hide & dive beneath the flesh.
The world & all its scalding rivers
are a mesh
of grey-green & silver scales
that roll in musk & scent of fir.
The dandelion hurls
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an elfin castle of itself.

Within our muscle pads
we stir
and churn the coiling ladders
of our genes
serene
as queens
or fools or gentlemen
or furry beasts with trembling chins
dancing on a candleflame
declaiming the Infernal!
Michael
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Freewheelin' Frank, McClure, and George Montana at Moe's Books, Berkeley 1966 by Larry Keenan
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mid May, 1969
Dear Michael,
Some crazy/changing year for me: Ive sown utterly new film seed possibilities
(that tender -- not quite seeds-of-the-imagination yet) and sworn OFF Editing (in
the Eisensteinian sense), sound (utterly, now . . . actually sold all sound
equipment), Lecture Tours, etc. (including even answering the telephone) and
letter writing; but Im making exception to the last oath, here, so that I can write
you brief introduction to Ken Kelman1 and include the enclosed letter from him.
Suffice it to say: I thought it important enough he read some of your unpublished
plays (particularly those referred to in his letter) that I trusted the precious
manuscripts to the U.S. mail, and of course (easily) him: Kelman has an
extremely fine sensibility (among the very few) and his plays, sense of theatre, is
close to one aspect of yours: I have the manuscripts back, now, and the enclosed
letter: the book he refers to he will write you abt. himself in short, it would be
anthology of 3 playwrites (as he mentioned in May conversation), yours, his,
[Richard] Foremans2 (I do not know Foreman at all but would very much take
Kelmans word for his worth) . . . and, as I understand it, fairly good royalties
would be paid with no restrictions on yr. publication rights otherwise, etc.
[. . . . ]
Okay . . . (and only, of course, if its of use to you): but I wanted to let you know
my respect for Kelman, after 6 or 7 years, and that his plays sit next to yours in
my library.
I finally ended this last lecture tour (Wichita, Cincinnati, Boston, New
Hampshire, Omaha, N.Y., Yale, N.Y., Philadelphia, N.Y., Iowa City in that
order ) in the Iowa City hospital: I will now shut my trap (including this
typewriter case) for at least half-a-decade no matter what: and if such works, as I
hope, maybe the rest of my life.
OH how I wish you could see the hour and 10 min. beginning of Scenes From
Under Childhood, now that Sec. # 2 is completed . . . first effort clearly (many
times over) beyond Dog Star Man/The Art of Vision.
Joy to you, Joanne, Janey: WHY dont you become tourist family someday and
drop by Brakhage heaven for hamburgers, flicks, fun and so forth?
Blessings,
Stan
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Dear Stan,
I think you have the only copy of The Preachers Dream Tale. Patrick Gleason
is putting together an antho of fiction for schools. Could you, would you, send a
Xerox of the story to give to Pat? Thanks, if you can do it. If not, no sweat & love
to you all.
The Surge is coming out in a small book dedicated to you. And also in my
forthcoming Grove collection Star.
Solstice Merriness,
Michael
Stan Brakhage's editing bench in Lump Gulch Cabin, c. 1972 by Michael Chikiris
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mid-Dec., 1969
Dear Michael,
First of all! Im very pleased you dedicated The Surge to me . . . pleased
seems a weak word, for the occasion: but I use it here because the feeling is
personal and of that simplicity that poem is, and has been since I first read it,
very simply a part of my daily living . . . it tracks the creative process itself and
yet is rooted in the reality of doodling that magnificent drawing you once
showed me (and which, I confess, I cannot now remember whether it was
Joannes or Janeys . . . have only vaguest memory of its overall shape seen
briefly in a darkened hallway when you pulled it from, as I remember it, a wood
trunk remembered as a treasure chest . . . the drawing done, as I remember it, on
lined school paper, with a ball-point pen ((WISH, were it not asking too much,
you could send me a xerox of THAT)) . . . but, then, the POEM is the main thing
inasmuch as it contained ALL the energies of this, its source, its find of the
creative source in the simplest daily nervous action prompted by a dream . . .
drawn as any child would, whether with a marker on the end of a dreaming hand
or the making-of-words ((what you, as a poet, always do with the foundry
language is to you . . . all dictionary simply your quarry, my friend tho you
mine words so naturally that you do not often consciously think-of-it/this-process
that way)): ((Im sure, as I think more abt. it, that the drawing must have been
Joannes because my memory of the intersticing marks seems to recall it as of that
complexity-of-play only an adult can manage . . . and perhaps only a woman
one whos carried a child within her so that the whole process, child-to-adult, is
REAL with dreaming . . . i.e. one physically in touch with the dreaming
energies)): perhaps you should give some thought to reproducing the drawing
itself in the book-in-question particularly as it is to be . . . ah, but then NO!:
the poem contains it all: the drawing would only distract most folks from any
sense of that! . . . : the drawing is too tenderly personal, anyway, to parade it
where people would be more-like-to make a flag of it than any clear recognition
of source.)
Im grateful: it makes me smile, again and again, that so-close-a friend, as this
poem has, these many years, been, is to be dedicated to me . . . wonderful.
[. . . . ]
Been meaning to write you for a long time: but, then, Ive been off writing, letters
or anything, quite a while now: it has been a very bad year for me betrayed by
almost the whole board-of-directors of the Anthology Cinema . . . most especially
P. Adams [Sitney], clutching after power in that way young people have of even
tearing up friendship so raggedly that its difficult to repair very difficult to
forgive or get-over either . . . [James] Broughton, too, finally had his chance to
do-me-in and took it, as I always knew he would: &, in short, I got myself very
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torn apart by N.Y. politics, and the like, early summer, and came back filled with
a bitterness Ive been hard-put to rid myself of: the other side of the question is an
equally bitter pill i.e., that I was too difficult for them. . . my stature, in the filmworld, is too large, my influence too heavy-a-weight, etc., i.e. I have simply, as
social force, become that too-large-a BLOCK, to the liberal minds of the times,
any master is sure to become . . . MUST, thus, be rejected (trouble is . . . I dont
live in my skin as a social force or any such thus become, as I did over and over
again in my childhood, that too-fat and bossy kid in the neighborhood that gets
kicked out of the club.)
Not surprisingly, all this fuss has been attended by a hell-of-a-lot of sickness these
last several months . . . just lots of funks and coughing fits and starts of asthma,
etcetera
BUT, things these days are finally on the up and UP again: I decided to start all
over at the beginning once more: and it is high-time for that, inasmuch as all
abuse, thus popular movements, of any possibility of art has reduced aesthetic
consideration to a low (one might say normalcy) equal to my memories of about
a decade ago: certainly thats the case in Boulder, anyway except that (and I
count this our only gain socially from these movements and attention) theres a
MUCH greater number of people at least trying to develop an interest: that of
course, makes for just that much more confusion: the tactic, as I see it now, is to
transform confusion (rather than attack indifference, as we once all did) . . . yes,
theres a gain: the grounds of the game have shifted (in Hippie earthquake): the
field, is perhaps, more open . . .
Anyway, I agreed to teach a class: The History of Motion Picture Art: at the
Univ. of Colo. next semester sponsored by the students (as the faculty is still
very MUCH where it was a decade ago . . . no gain there, I can see): to everyones
surprise (including mine) 250 students signed up for the class, paid in advance,
etc . . . amazing! Disgusted, as I have become, with my spontaneous talk and
with ALL talk about my own work Im writing my lectures entirely and intend
to deliver them in the grand 19th century manner; and Im writing only about
other film-makers, starting with [Georges] Mlis,1 going to [D.W.] Griffith,2 etc.:
its very exciting for me . . . tho God Knows how 250 C.U. students are going to
react to being read-to its a scarey situation! The lectures will be combined with
classic music (as introduction) and, of course, many films . . . most of the time to
be spent viewing.
And, meanwhile back at the ranch, Im working again upon Sec. # 5 of Scenes
From Under Childhood (which is now more than 2 hours long): Jane is building
a green-house on the roof of this cabin looks like a diamond as big as the ritz
atop a log cabin half buried in snow . . . can you imagine what itll be like when
filled with greenery mid this, the whitest winter in the world, ?
[. . . . ] Wish I could play Lets Pretend with you and Joanne and Janey awhile!
Blessings,
Stan
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mid Feb, 1970 1
Dear Michael,1
I just had to get out of my house and come into Boulder and sit in a/this motel for
awhile: and I took The Mad Cub with me: and now/then I just have to write you
and tell you how beautiful-a-book it IS how immediately helpful to me . . . I,
you see, am going thru
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something very like the states you describe in the latter half of this book: it is
amazing! I seem always to come to some areas-of-living later than my friends .
. . come to certain realizations at a very belated time of my living and get easily
confused and especially lonely in my feelings . . . (I remember I was at
Dartmouth, 18 years old, before I masturbated Imagine! . . . I was reading a
chemistry book which I hated and playing with myself, without any thinking,
when suddenly I came - come all over my hand . . . 18 years old poised at
Dartmouth on the edge of a nervous breakdown.)
Ah, well maybe I already told you that story! But, anyway, I have always
moved through my living at some slower rate (it seems to me) than my friends
all of which is to say . . . your book is immediately helpful terribly thus, it
inspires me: you have inspired me, again and again, my friend, these many years:
I do not often enough tell you about it.
I just called Jane to tell her about the book and she said oh yes . . . Michael
isnt it wonderful how Michael can always be counted-upon!
Yesterday I had, for sanitys sake, to sign Scenes From Under Childhood and,
thus, call it finished to keep it from pulling at my guts any further: it is the
first time Ive really been defeated, in completing a work, by lack of money: I am
too bitter about it . . . it had, anyway, become too much of an obsession, as any
expensive thing will: but it has been a terrible year for me . . . the most terrible
year of my life: but I am (since signing that work) on the way up yet up thru just
such a numbness, in relation to All my life, as you describe yourself, earlier in
your living . . . and with the same senses of dissolution as if I would drift apart
in some spread of myself and accompanied by such pleas of love, for love, in
impossible screamings at Jane . . . very much as you have described in your book:
you are a great man, Michael: and you have, once again, helped me to have some
sense of place in the world all thanks and praise to you for that!
It was great pleasure to be in your company again, there in your expanded
kitchen, with Jo Ann and Janey and all of nostalgia as well as immediacy-ofliving only I was not as completely there as I would have liked to have been . . .
all these pressures creating distances in me, these last several months ah, well . .
. no matter next time I will, Im sure, rise more gloriously to such a great
occasion: this time I was, simply, so much intent upon keeping the problems-ofmyself TO myself . . . not to bring you down as you all seemed in the midst of
a fully happy time.
You, your whole family, your works are a banner, heraldic and lovely, my
imagination holds before me now, as I MOVE!
Blessings,
Stan
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[Michael McClure to the Brakhage family, card 12/21/72]

Winter Solstice 1972
Saturnalian Tule Fog in the San Joaquin
Big holes made out of light between the clouds
Coyote bushes in bloom are California snow
Fields of cotton caught on dry brown stems
Rooting rabbit nibbles dry brown tamarisk needle from dust
Inside theres country gravy and cream pie alamode
Its a hundred and twenty-three miles to Los Angeles
and two eternities towards a white Mercedes Benz
Joanna, Jane, and Michael McClure
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Gargoyle Cartoons, hardcover book jacket, Delacorte Press, 1971
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Left: The Brakhage Lectures: Georges Mlis, David Wark Griffith, Carl Theodore Dreyer, Sergei Eisenstein, cover, The GoodLion, 1972
Right: Photos by Robert Haller from SUNY Buffalo Autobiography Conference, 1973 Top to bottom: Stan Brakhage speaking; Brakhage
conferring with VeVe Clark about Maya Deren; Brakhage lecturing
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Jan. 4, 1973
Dear Michael,
Enclosed youll find a copy of The Brakhage Lectures,1 natch; and the rest of the
lectures will be arriving from Xerox machine in Denver. Thus youll have,
shortly, the whole book for your agent. The book would be divided into three
parts: (1) the enclosed book, (2) Comedy Tragi-comedy, and (3) Narrative As
Religion. Section #1 would, then, be Mlis, Griffith, Dreyer, Eisenstein; Section
#2 would be Chaplin, Laurel & Hardy, Keaton, Vigo; and Section #3 would be
The Cabinet of Dr. Caligari, Fritz Lang, F.W. Murnau, and Dovzhenko. And
there aint gonna be any more, cause Im exhausted with it! I thought Id just
send another copy of The Brakhage lectures, rather than Xerox of that first
section, because it gives a clear idea of the use of pictures Id like to make
throughout the anthology of all these texts. Okay, let me know what you think,
what yr. agent thinks, etc.
Hope JoAnne got Window Suite of Childrens Songs okay (dont trust these
mails at ANY time, let alone Xmas); and anyway it WAS a pleasure, wasnt it?, to
be able to really SEE and sit in the same room with and altogether BE with all of
you, TALK to and WITH you, all THREE of you the clearest center of any
meaning for me in those environs. So many others seemed such partial ghosts
(victims of various coddlings) . . . as if pieces of these otherwise very solid people
were flaking at the edges (and [James] Broughton just all one FLUFF these days).
Well, you spoiled us (coming there first, as we did); and we loved it! I have much
more to write you; but Ill have to do it later. Off to P.O. Love to JoAnne and
Janey and . . .
Blessings, Stan
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[LEFT MARGIN: Best to all Brakhages of all sizes genders etc. Hi Jane!]
Stan,
The package of Lectures arrived. I read here and there and liked them a lot
And wrapped them with the Chicago Book & sent them directly to my agent. I
asked her to evaluate them for me. Keeping all pressure off her that way.
Meantime Mr. Moss from McMillan called me. He was scouting for valuable
books. I referred him to your book via my agent. Well, who knows. Anyway it is
all done and sent.
I am writing dirty plays
& beautiful
poems
& taking Sterlings
seminar in biochem1
& having dinner with the French
Ambassador & I bought a black
formal elf doublet with square tails & silver buttons & black silk lapels &
matching vest & it is being made in Scotland.2
-
Miching Malecho3
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April 7, 1974
Dear Michael, 1
Reports of you visiting School of Art Inst. Chicago (wishing it had been when I
was there), then Hail Thee Who Play sent me by Jack, and finally then news of
big new NEW Directions book out2 (not yet reached Colo., but surely in my hands
by next week); and youre more-than-usually in mind, tho always there within
each weeks life, as I read you abt. once in five/six days as always, several hours
with Michael . . .
Hail Thee Who Play is a beauty of the orders I love best in your work those
which signify light, catch its/your reflection in language wheresomEVER . . . i.e.
that you refer to the significance of chrome in our time, and all other
particularizations of the antique dance of lumen as it finds you/us. Because you
know your singularity, there is an unusual sense of the many hovering round the
occasion of reading your poem. I almost always feel in-company reading you, as
if I and many specific others were hovering around the pages, as if they were a
fire wed gathered round. Thus youre able to claim (as in Hail. . . ) Platos
whole cave as yourself . . . fire and shadows within, the opening, and the mystery
beyond. I think Charles Olson must have cared for you especially inasmuch as I
know none who have more naturally the negative capability of Keats which
Charles loved, that ability to attend confusion and mystery without any irritable
reaching after fact and reason; for you do find reason in each thing, withIN reach
. . . or with out-reach as natural as soft-balls pitch and catch. Of course, I realize it
does not probably feel this easy to you: youll dramatize yourself as much (or
sometimes more, I remember) as the rest of us; but still the poem does make that
use of you (of which you must lend yourself) which makes it seem that simply
solid-a-world as ANY every could imagine itself. And it is a pleasure!
How are you, Joanne; and Jane, hows it going? We miss you. Why cant you just
take a normal American vacation sometime and come visit us?: (a rhetorical
question, but then . . . ?) Im enclosing a pile of kids school pictures just to graph
for you how much meat were making here. In addition, we have now two goats, a
donkey, two ducks, a guinea fowl, two dogs, and a raccoon. And there must be
about 15 or 20 films which youve not yet seen tho 73 was a very bad year for
me, only managing one 2min completed work; yet I did spend the summer
photographing what promises to be the VERY most wondrous film yet: The Text
of Light to be composed of thousands of feet of film photographed, a frame at a
time, in an ash tray, days of hours and hours waiting for the sun to move to
minutely change the light of that world between each click of camera. The work
destroyed my back, which is still giving me trouble; but it will surely be worth it.
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The pressures of this last year were indeed terrible [. . . .] In retrospect, most
troubles engender laughter. Isnt it typical of people that the truest sense of humor
is called black?: I find it at least Kodachromed, myself.
Blessings,
Stan

August 19, 1974
Dear Michael,
The enclosed couple of pages is writ in response to some kid who said he/they
were planning a special DO for you somewhere and asked that I contribute
something. I lost his letter and dont remember his name or whereabouts; so
maybe you could forward the reply to him. As it IS rather personal, I think you
should pass on it first anyway.
As you might guess from the above, things are hectic here; and Im sinking (not
unhappily) into disorganization. I dont write much anymore either; and the
enclosed was a rarely accepted (and finally happy) chore. A set of X-rays now
finally prove that I ruptured one (maybe two) discs last summer. They want to
operate. I said nope (remembering [Kenneth] Patchen,1 and others), even tho
theres then absolutely nothing to be done and Im in pain for maybe a decade
(very rarely life, they said). Worst thing that can happen is that the sciatic nerve
gets permanently damaged, by pressure of disc goop; and then Im partially
crippled. Im somewhat that now i.e. on a cane whenever I have to stand for any
length of time. Worst part is that I cant any longer hand-hold the 16mm camera
with any worthy grace: so, it is back to tripod and/or 8mm. I finally got myself off
the codeine Ive been imbibing one whole year now; and that WAS rough. My
nose ran, my muscles knotted, my head split, and my leg turned into one
enormous tooth ache.
[. . . . ] Ah well, all ELSE is wondrous here. Very happy summer. Children an
absolute blessing now theyre old enough to control their own pee and engage in
conversation. Ive completed most major work yet the one I broke my back over
last summer . . . photographing the movement of the sun one frame at a time in a
crystal ashtray called The Text of Light. It might be called THE demonstration
of Dun Scotus Erigenas All that is light or [William] Blakes To find a world
in a grain of sand or Grossetestes By its essential nature, light shines in all
directions so that a point of light will at once become a sphere of light of any size
unless curbed . . . etectera (De Luce). Ive, of course, curbed it to show its
MAKE of object. Wish you could see it . . . you Jo Ann Janey. Soon, maybe
Stan
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MARGINS 1975 Symposium on Michael McClure cover with photo by Gerard Malanga
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[Stan Brakhages statement for Symposium on Michael McClure]

1
The memories of Michael McClure which come most easily to mind have to do
with natural postures which are probably those most necessary to his SPEECH, as
we all do very specifically come to know his WRIT most absolutely to BE. Jo
Ann and Janey are also remembered as very often, and actually always, the
necessities of this consideration.
While I was living in S.F. and one day sick, Michael walked one day downhill to
the Mission District to visit me. Health came to his mind; and he spoke at length
about the conditioning he received at his job in Vic Tanneys Gym; but then
bitterness ran ahead of his thought and led him to: Here I am, in my thirties and
internationally famous and I spent all yesterday on hands and knees scrubbing
shower stalls with brillo pads! Then he told me of a dream hed had the night
before: There was a thick fog; and we were in a small clearing the middle, the
very eye, of this fog. I knew there was money all around us, blowing through the
fog; but I couldnt even SEE any of it! When he left, Jane (Brakhage) gave him a
large white flower from the table bouquet; and I could see him from my front
box-window bed walking down the slum street with this flower held directly
before his face, his movements so graceful that the flower barely bobbed upon its
long green stem as he walked along drawn to full height, stately (walking on the
balls of his feet) and oblivious to all else, as if that flower were guide through
Hell.
I remember him thus first sight, almost a decade earlier, when he showed himself
at Robert Duncans poetry class in S.F. State, carrying a rolled sheaf of poems
before him. One of all those he read that night still haunts me with its image of
ship masts hung from the sky.
Michael was raised in Wichita, Kansas about 60 miles from Windfield where I
grew into the earliest years remembered. Wichita was the big city I visited as a
child, where I first saw movies in company with my uncle Herbert Dubberstein,
used car salesman. I have strong feelings, and an aversion, for the town as it
then was: a main street of brick buildings with a cross street or two, its
residential district huddled close against the surrounding flats of farmland . . .
perhaps only one palatial movie-house for relief of tedium. Michael and I may
have passed each other, finger or lollypop in my mouth, him maybe holding some
cone aloft and saving/savoring it. He tells me he was, as I certainly was, a fat
boy. Past age 8 I never saw Wichita again as a child. My parents divorced; and
my mother moved to Denver. Michael went thru Wichita High with Bruce Conner
and Bob Branaman. All of us were to sit in a room in S.F. many years later2
discussing the mystery of this 100-square-miles Kansas mid-30s hatch of such as
us, and some few youngers: Ken Irby and Ronald Johnson and . . . And Wichita
knows nothing of us. There are never any film rentals from Kansas; and several
years ago I passed through Wichita, checked bookstores and college libraries,
even lectured on poetry only to find theyd not yet quite heard of Stein, Pound,
Joyce.
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One night I asked Michael if I could come up the hill to visit. He hesitated but
then said it was okay but that he and Jo Ann were reading and didnt want to be
interrupted, so that if I would like to simply join them . . . Jo Ann was reading;
and Michael was sitting in his overstuffed chair reading Miltons Paradise Lost
aloud to her. When the ironing was done, we moved to the kitchen (always the
room for talking) and, with no more mention of Milton, exchanged stories of our
daily events that which is mistakenly called small talk. When Jo Ann then
read her newest translation of Nerval, it was in that context . . . as had been
Milton. I often heard them both say they could not tolerate art-talk, the art
crowd etc. . . all that which would intrude probity upon the simple complexity of
experience.
The Brakhage family spent a mid-60s New Years Eve at the McClures. Michael
greeted us from his arm chair draped with a snake, a large black boa-type3 which
was tentatively winding itself about his neck. Hes beginning to like me, said
Michael. Janey showed me her enormous black rabbit, which had stomped its
babies to death three days previous. The household supported a variety of life
(and death) as an adventurous accommodation . . . no simple pet in
consideration. Michaels scientist friend Sterling [Bunnell] offered them many
exotic creatures, most of whom were accepted black boa the latest, a Xmas gift.
When Janey and the three Brakhage kids were put to bed, Jo Ann, Michael, and
Jane all went out briefly to celebrate midnight with Morton Subotnick & family. I
was left to babysit. Swish swishing sounds from the back bedroom drew my
attention. Id been told the snake was harmless, but . . . Eight sets of pink toes
along the edge of the bed, the boas head passing back and forth in contemplation:
I hurled the book at it, and sent it coiling off to a far corner. When Michael
returned he assured me there was no harm, the snake was just curious. He always
tended to this trust, assuring me of Hells Angel harmlessness similarly later
most of his paranoia reserved for only those creatures who appeared harmless . . .
politicians, businessmen, and the like. Anyway, the next night he was sitting alone
with Jo Ann and suddenly said: This snake is really beginning to like me: hes
kissing my hand. Before she could reply (kiss of death running thru her mind)
the snake had swallow[ed] Michael half-way to the wrist; and he was whirling his
arm slapping the full length of snake against the walls. Id awakened New Years
morn with a cock-roach in my ear, and had spent most of the day in the Mission
District hospital having it removed. We talked on the phone late that nite, after his
return from the hospital for snake-bite treatment. I said, Well Michael, if youd
written a play in which these events occurred to your two major characters,
WHAT would you have happen to them next to balance the act? He replied: Id
give them an apotheosis and a diamond mine.
Late one night, saying goodbye, Michael took firm affectionate hold of my arm,
and I his. I realized suddenly how seldom hed permitted me, or anyone, to touch
him. Under smooth skin his arm was as if composed of molten metal . . . like a
solid moving thru an inferno as he had written.
Stan Brakhage
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Jane Brakhage with goat at Lump Gulch, c. 1972 by Michael Chikiris
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[Michael McClure to Stan Brakhage, undated]

Stan,1
I have two semi-squashed discs between vertebrae and bone spurs growing out of
the vertebrae. I had been in pain a constant headache like a violent toothache
it lasted two years without a single let-up. I was taking as many as 24 aspirin a
day. Fortunately as long as I took the aspirin the pain was bearable. (Earlier I had
your codeine problem too.) I had to get up to take them in the night because the
pain woke me up when the aspirin finished their course. I wont go into the
moronic medical ins and outs and various treatments. Suffice it to say that it was
horrible and often scarey.
I had been told
about the Alexander Method and I did not pay any attention. Finally I read
Tinbergens Nobel essay in a recent Science. There is NO metaphysics, NO
worship, NO manipulation, it cannot be explained verbally because it is NOT
verbal and it COMPLETELY works. It is not to cure symptoms (like discs)
though it does cure it is to release the psycho-physical organism into more
satisfactory relationships. It lengthens the spine for one thing.
Im including a xerox for you.
My suggestion:
check Denver for an Alexander teacher if none there then maybe fly to the
Alexander Institute in NYC or better, phone them and ask what to do. It is
completely physical, completely rational, and no one can do it for themselves, a
teacher is necessary. It is not expensive.
Thats a wonderful piece for the symposium. Im sending it right on. Let me know
what happens re Alexander
-M
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Stan Brakhage
Box # 170
Rollinsville, Colo.
80474
Sept. 13, 1974
Dear Michael,
Dont know why I did the formal address above, except Im in midst biz. letters
and get the habit . . . sure a sad answer to your salmon flower sorry!
Okay, starting over: MUCH thanks for the letter and Tinbergen article which
impresses me favorably tho I dont think its likely Ill find an Alex[ander]
Meth[od] Dr. in Denver. Im anyway adjusting to back pain and even beginning
to make USE of it for changing my whole SIRface: it informs me instantly I slide
into nervousness or petty anger, BOTH of which Im trying to get rid of these
days. Interestingly, a good holy rage doesnt cause pain at least not while Im
having it. Only the petty fits rack my back. I start Chicago 3 days from now; and I
have whole new lecture intentions, disciplines prompted by my back . . . for
example NOT to answer a question until Ive taken at least ten seconds thought.
The cane is a drag; but it does really help me move about painLESSly (i.e. with
less pain) and more calmly altogether a whole new walking experience about
like having a third leg. But IF the back pain continues beyond such usefulness of
change, then Ill certainly see if there isnt an Alex[ander] Dr. in Chi[cago].,
maybe, or even elsewhere. The [Tinbergen] article is VERY convincing.
As to Two: Creeley/McClure, Ill be glad to send you an 8mm print of it for gift;
but it really ought to be 16mm for your archives (because the quality of 8mm is
cheap in comparison and the photo definition much less clear). If the 8mm will
do, just write me so and Ill order one (take abt. two to three week, as it has to be
lifted out of 15 Song Traits If you want 16mm, itll cost you $30.00, * with me
pitching in the other $10.00 that the 8mm would cost me. Then you might want to
consider the other portrait of you playing your autoharp in last reel of 23rd Psalm
Branch (which is ONLY in 8mm) . . . section called CODA.
Very happy you like the writ for symposium: it was a nostalgic pleasure to write.
Wish you still lived down the road. Miss you. WHICH reminds me that Jimmy
Broughton is importing his snow leopard of the Rockies1 again to come to S.F.
for 5 days beginning Nov 18th, and I, of course, get to come along, too. S. F.
Statell supply a room for that whole week; and we will be down-road and
around-corner (of official duties) from each other. Leave some free space for talk
that week; and prepare yourselves for The Text of Light, the latest epic/news of
the film world first epic since Dog Star Man . . . as Jane sees it. It IS indeed
something else!
Blessings,
Stan
* and take a week to 10 days.
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Sept. 18th
Dear Little Snow Leopard of the Rockies,
Enclosed is a check for forty dollars American for a 16mm print of Two: C & M.1
I dont see why you should pay any part of it since I expect to be fully reimbursed
by the archive. Thanks, Boss.
Im looking forward to The Text of Light. Ill be gone November 18, 19, 20 so
please save time to see me at the end the last few days of your trip.
ALEXANDER SHAMANS are called
teachers
they are not drs. The whole thing is paramedical and is nonremedial in the sense
that it does not go for goals like specific symptoms. My teacher is not impressed
one way or the other that my headache went away. But he did say the other day
that he was distressed about the middle part of my back that I bunch it up.
Ive had two major obvious learning experiences in my life learning to read and
learning what I am learning now. It is a lot like learning to read theres a whole
beautiful world that I had imagined was there and I move around in it some times
now nothing high or mysterieuse just learning to walk, stand up, sit down
and without treating my body like an object as I do it. Id like to have you
seriously listen to me this is not acupuncture or Rolfing or Esalen. The
advocates of Alexander were John Dewey, G.B. Shaw, Sherrington . . . If you
have a serious back problem and you walk around with a cane you are going to
get more fucked up from accommodating to the cane and then you will have new
symptoms eventually and find another crutch which will in turn lead to another
symptom. And all the holy rages in the world wont lift you out of the world of 40
years of habits for more than a few moments and then you pop back in.
Heres an offer: you make a phonecall to the Alexander Institute in N.Y.C. and
find if theres a teacher in Chicago. I will pay for a six-minute phone call to
N.Y.C. and for two Alexander treatments in Chicago. And I promise there will be
no pain no adjustments, no rolfing, no acupuncture, and no thumping . . . Go
ahead.
Let me know how all is,
See you in November,
Michael
Have you seen my NEW DIRECTIONS book September Blackberries?
am editing a new book now Jaguar Sky (Poems) also for N.D.
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Sept 25, 1974
Dear, dear Michael,
Yes, YES, I promise Ill call N.Y. abt Alexander (they maybe even have one in
Denver); and I will, yes, try it for at least two sessions; and I am very grateful for
your insistence; and yr hero-status has gone up (from a pretty high level already)
with Jane, who is DELIGHTED that youve effected this promise from me. And
you dont have to pay for it., good friend. All you have to do is set aside those few
nights left, of my week there, so that I can show you and Joann and Jane, too! The
Text of Light and whatnot else weve time for.
The print of Two: Creeley/McClure is ordered. Ill get it to you soons possible.
The schedule of lec-tours next several months is MURDER, ranging from El Paso
Texas to No. Dak. and back&forth Chi and Pitts and, and . . . There MUST be an
easier way to make a living.
But ALL THE SAME Ive made 10 (TEN!) films this year [. . . . ] Could it be
then that angst actually does effect Art (something Ive never really wanted to
UNcoddle myself with) . . . that this is all just some cosmic squeezing-of-thelemon?: Ive always spreached (nice pun) aGAINST such a 19th cent. ideology,
saying that what we really NEEDED was an art made in perfect health by a
human being so socially supported he/she did NOT have to play the fool or the
cripple in order to survive. So much for rhetoric!: fine words from a former
asthmatic fat boy with hernia, hives, earaches, sinus trouble, etc.
Well, therell be time to talk of all this when we see each other.
Till then . . .
Blessings,
Stan
Yes! Ive
read Sept. Blackberries
3 times already Beautiful Book!
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Dear Stan,
Im so pleased youre going to try the Alexander Method!
Im taking all the work I can get also. My two San Diego readings are the 19th
and 20th of November. That makes them Tuesday and Wednesday. I was thinking
of staying part of the 21st to see Herbert Marcuse1 (if hes there) and the zoo. Id
rather see you. If you will send me an idea of your schedule then I can work
around it. Just let me know if youll be here Monday through Saturday or what.
And what nights are blocked in with lectures. Well work it out! Also, if youre
showing Text of Light anywhere any night.
Brazos Bookstore in Texas is doing a show of my posters & books they might
write you to purchase a print of Two.
Hope that Two has been made available for purchase through Serendipity or Sand
Dollar books2 there might be a fair number of modern lit archives and English
Departments that are interested.
I can feel some real deep level changes in myself. A lot of integration by means of
physical example of the Alexander Method. Found that I had done all my
necessary errands and urgent business and asking myself what do I want to do
next?
I am still editing Jaguar Skies next book for New Directions.
Best to you and Jane and all,
just put the above info on a card when
you know it . . . Thanks,
Old friend, Michael
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October 4, 1974
Dear Michael,
Theyre fucking the whole thing over, as usual, in S. F. I havent yet been
officially informed the Art Inst. grant is certain seems the terms of the grant
HAVE to include at least one appearance at another affiliated school (such as
Oakland) which has to be arranged to ask FOR me. Then Berkeley is TRYing to
do something, tho . . . well, Brakhage, youre NOT as commercial as Goddard,1
yknow! I expect itll be Nov. before anybodyll have all this shit together
enough so I can reply clearly to your letter. IM intending to be there the night of
Nov. 17th thru the night of the 23rd, but when where howsomever Ill have
programs I simply dont know. Im beginning to think I could easier get a film
into Radio City Music Hall than manage an ordinary lecture tour to S.F. . . . i.e.
one where I clear a coupla bucks to take home. Three eastern film-makers I talked
to recently said theyd NEVER go to S.F. again under ANY circumstances. Isnt
that sad? Anyway, the citys got the reputation of lotus eater city back east.
Well, given choice Id certainly go west over N.Y.C. ANYtime; but Normal Ill.
(and the ilk) turns out to be the easiest to visit-with-pay, alas.
Blessings, Stan
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[Stan Brakhage to Michael and Joanna McClure 12/14/74]

Dec 14, 1974
Dear Michael and Joanna,
Last night I dreamed most convincingly of your presence. First you, Michael,
were showing me your new home. It was a house in 19th century China, a small
house alongside the great wall of a huge pagoda. This wall protects our house,
and the houses of our neighbors, you said. The inside (only) of your house also
looked somewhat oriental (outside being more like white wood frame); and you,
Joanna, showed me the central room of it, with ceilings sloping to a point above
us. This is the room where the famouse Leftbetter learned philosophy from the
old master, you said: and everytime I call someone to the Leftbetter room for
lessons, I think of him being called here when he was young. Then I woke and
lay there thinking about both of you, and about Janey, for some time. Our dinner
together haunts me most happily . . . the high view, the lights of city mixed with
candle, all steaming over occasionally, then clearing a recognizable weather
about our table. What haunts most is that we just talked about this and that,
whatever drifted in thru one or another of us. Yes, and thats why I kept thinking
of The Conversation of the Gods,1 Michael. When younger there always seemed
some thematic order to our conversation or else I made one up in minding it
later! I suppose I must have thought a conversation of the gods would surely
arrive at some solution or other, some new evolution to be tried, or at least have
stated stasis most magnificently (as was often our want); but this was truly that
conversation which comes and goes like clouds: the oceans ebb and flow wont
even do to describe it too dramatic! unless you take the WHOLE of it, as a
giant puddle breathing out and sucking on the sky, slowly, trembling at its edges.
You and I, Michael, had previously had one of the problem-solving conversations
as usual, you mostly trying to solve my problems; and I then (for balance)
answering explicit questions appropo the writing of The Brakhage Lectures . . .
you, as always, making real USE of a particularity of being human survival
tactic. That was then the being-human-conversation: and I always particularly
treasure the form you especially give to this form of conversation because your
specificity creates an exact lattice for remembering almost every interstice of it. I
can tell the story more FINALLY to you than anyone I know except Jane: (and
my telling to Jane is, of course, much different than story it is more a
continuing epic which finalizes itself over the years by a Gertrude-Stein-like
exhaustion of the means). But Id never felt, Joanna, that you were much involved
in these no-bullshit-brief-list-practical exchanges between Michael and I (except,
and sometimes crucially, as overseer or even referee). While these exchanges
have almost always been memorable, they did not haunt me as does the trio of
voices threading points of life and steam and tastes in the French restaurant. Very
little is specifically remembered; and that which is (something of the sexual habits
of fishes, for example) is recalled as mixed with taste and fragments of light. That
was, yes, the god-like conversation . . . moves thru my mind as the natural ways
of the world, feeding upon itself, breathing, mixing and disentangling its shapes at
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play (as distant from drama). It was beautiful and I thank you both for it, which
Im sure will more shape and unshape me than all the aesthetics or science or
survival tacts weve ever traded with each other. It was of that quality-of-play
you, Michael, strive to bring to the stage again (for Im sure all drama was born in
THIS: the instants mood which cannot be expressed in, but only obliquely shaped
by, words: Duncan falls back on the old drama here or middle-drama
because he canNOT accept that there is anything beyond language . . . i.e.
anything which only uses words as subsidiary prop or prompt). And JoAnna, now
that Ive read Wolf Eyes2 I see something of the thread you made that night a
language which just naturally avoids all consideration of having to arrive at
something even Poem yet plays continually in the field of philosophy. The
criticsll eventually stick you with the term old wives tales, kindly or unkindly
NO MATTER!; for theres no tale to it either, except perhaps the memory of
tongue wagging: I would call these thanks givings in recognition . . . as I would
much of your conversation that night that these personal utterances prompt
MOST naturally to mood which haunts, fragrances which do not even have to be
unique to haunt. Now then, Michael, I havent even begun to read that
astonishingly HUGE pile of writ youve given me. Since seeing you I had a trip to
Chicago, then one whole week teaching kindergarten film in Grand Forks, North
Dakota (where I was often reminded of all three of you, often remembered by the
locals from your visit last year especially by Laurel Reuter, the Sioux woman
who sparks all Kulch theyre scratching together for themselves, centered on her
gallery), and then back to Chicago. First Chicago trip I tried to locate Goddard
Binkley the Alexander teacher; but the phone number has been disconnected: hes
possibly moved to another suburb (and I had no eyes wherewith to search the
various suburb books) or perhaps he gave up on the windy city. Anyway, Id
determined to make another attempt next Chi. trip; but Kenneth Anger arrived,
calling from downstairs hotel lobby, asking if he could sleep on my hotel floor, as
he had no money. Then he arrives down the long hotel hall, followed by porter
helping him haul three HUGE pieces of luggage, including a guitar which he was
bringing to Chicago to leave with the mother and brothers of the boy who almost
pitched him suicidally off Golden Gate still, alas, pursuing his Manon. The boy
was due to show up in Chi.; but as the hours passed without call, Kenneth began
staring morosely out the 23rd floor window; and I took to sitting in the chair
nearest that window . . . old pretend-Rock-a-Gibralter-Brakhage quietly adding
moral lesion to the drama, subtly (or not-so-subtly, as I was very TIRED from No.
Dak.) attempting to MAKE SENSE. A mad late-night taxi ride to the suburb
home of Kenneths lover, leading to nothing more than getting rid of the guitar
(tho for Kenneth it was all charged with fascination for the childhood
neighborhood of his love and the stories he got from his brothers and mother
while I waited it out in a Chicago bar down the street). A strange trip to the Field
Museum where Kenneth and I wandered among stuffed animals, as if attempting
to drift into final place ourselves. Finally Kenneth pulled himself together and
decided to leave, go on to N.Y., go on to other things. He seemed in good shape,
having slept almost continually on mattress on floor when he wasnt pacing the
tiny room. And I, whod been sleeping on springs (literally and metaphorically)
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was relieved to have this part of the drama over. Hed excused himself in the most
perfectly clear way ever: I have to act these things OUT act OUT these dramas
or Id go crazy! Thats the other side of the god-conversation-coin, isnt it?
And I am now having my months rest. And the back is VERY much better, has
been all along, even midst these No. Dak. and Anger tensions. And . . . Ill be
reading you, Michael much of this month. Take care of yourselves. A special
hello to Janey, whom I didnt really get to talk with much this trip. See you . . .
where? . . . in Chinese dreams, at least.
Blessings,
Stan
[Stan Brakhage to Michael McClure 2/ 9/75]

[TOP MARGIN: Hello Joanna Hello Janey.]
Feb. 9, 1975
Dear Michael,
I didnt get as much reading done over Xmas as wished; and then the
GREEEAAAAAAAAAAT icy slogging thru Canada began, like a time-trek back
into the U.S.ence 15 years ago (apropo institutes and profs. there) or 5 years ago
(apropo students -- i.e. in willingness stumped by lack of visual material); and
then NOW Im back home again, eXhausted by all this kindergarten teaching and
by the godAWFUL burden of being, at this time, an Amurrikan in Kanaday
where they take Fords Oil or War threat quite personally directed at THEM as
well as Ahrads. MUST say that I canNOT stand contented-SEEMing people
whose drift is really premised pon much Ignorance . . . (Leonard Cohen, the 2nd
rate Dylan, AS Canadas TOPS, in prof. and stu. estimate, seems to me the perfect
metaphor for their condition: as to movies, theyre ALL hung up on the dilemony
horns of John Ford and [Jean-Luc] Godard, PERIOD; tho I suspect I budged that
iceing berg a whole lot with my sabring lectongue finally infuriated into biledriven wit. But just the transportation wore me down midst train strike, myself
shipped about midst worst rudeness Ive seen THIS side of the South on one bus
after a (continuous transfer) other, etc.: on the 7 hour milk-train ride to Montreal,
cars unheated, 20 below outside, lights too dim to read by, jammed among
squalling babies and a couple real squaws, I found myself mutter (from under my
wet raincoat) THAT I WOULD not do The South enough/ENOUGH!
Still, Im home; and betwixt all this Ive managed to read Wolf Net TWICE; and
have been spreading some of its words from Chicago to London (Ontario) and all
whistle stops in between. This, yr TIME travel, reads like journal of very straight
explorer coming back from ICE CAP with THE NEWS. Im especially humbled
by your picture of the teacher faced with the students WHO DO KNOW . . . (tho'
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Id add that they do not know they know): more and more, these days, I keep
giving it/quest-shun back to em, with remarkable results!
And then theres Rare Angel1 which Jane and I are halfway thru reading aloud.
Oh, Michael! THIS is as that poem The Surge I love so well you dedicated it to
me, only yr Angel extends that earlier push to further reaches and staples its
fanning opt most formally to the earth of yr experience, what youve SEEN, so
that in Herodotus fashion youve shown a formalism herein which (Im guessing)
you always felt The Surge lacked (at least you did always hesitate midst my
praise of it). Also I felt the great strengths of Fleas2 studding it throughout . . .
only hidden, or only delicately sparkling (as distinct from the more obvious
FLASHING of your technical brilliance in Fleas: but then, Im a happy vulgarian,
too, and shall love such as Fleas/ Surge too forever, as they first caught this dull
ear and brought it too attention in these matters now more formally and delicately
stated, more RAREly as befits ANGELical: we do keep reading and re-reading
the first swath of its reach thus only half-thru so far; but it seems so far to be
one of the longest singularly singing STEADY poems, pouring out in close form
like a slow motion egg of water blood or milk exploding into specificity of shapes
as simply as you have it shoulders/from a neck in (what is to me) one of the
most delicate metaphors for Wings Ive yet read.
Im writing this now, before finishing the poem, because Ive NO idea WHEN Ill
have time to write again. (And please dont worry: Ill get to Odum3 eventually)
You should know that my back is okay now: midst fuss of trying to connect with
the difficult Chi. doctor, the whole syndrome just stopped itself.
Blessings, Stan
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Stan, your letter fills me with such pleasure that you like Rare Angel & Wolf Net.
I do hope that you & Jane recd copies of The World magazine that had The
Cloud for Stan & Jane1 in it a little lyric. It will be in Jaguar Skies to be
published October 1975 by New Directions. You were in Kanada & Ill be doing
the same on the Rochester/Buffalo/Brockport circuit in 2 weeks. Lots of dread
about it. Meantime Im writing a new fashioned comedy in the style of Schiller
for ACT here.2 Next year Ill write a post-Wolf Net essay. Youll like it. Do get to
Odum soon. Hes worth it all all the charts & what not. The [Margins]
symposium will be wonderful pieces by Brakhage, Francis Crick, Robert
Creeley, Bob Peters, Anne Waldman, and some others. The Next Time we ate at
LE VIVOIR was with Gary Snyder3 & Dan Ellsberg.4 Love to all of you GOOD
NEWS ABOUT YOUR BACK!
Michael
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THE RAINS OF FEBRUARY1
THERES CRUELTY IN
EVERY JEWEL
and each black lump
of coal
was once a multitude
of lives
Within his skin
each guru
holds a fool
but
none
like
me
who secretly contrives
a liberation
filled with buttercups
and blue-eyed grass
and golden tracks of spring
upon the hills
and air thats filled
with scent of rose
and dill.
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June 3, 1975
Well, Stan,
It is one of those days when you ought to be here. A real Frisco day.
FRISCO
CLIFFS SEND SMILES
to the sunset sea.
Pigeons dive sliding,
wings up
and back
like the ghost
of Mercury.
Ahh,
the gloaming!
Of course this is morning and not the
gloaming. Ive found a French restaurant even better than Le Vivoir. Youll like
it. Visit. Thanks for telling J R Morris1 about Rare Angel. He bought a copy and
sent me a poem in my honor. Hes a pleasant fellow. There is a lot to be said for
the Beat expatriates who have gone up into the mountains, or country, and
preserve their dignity and literary freedom.
Gary Snyder, Anne Waldman,2 Joanne Kyger3 and I are giving a benefit for the
Indian newspaper Indigena on Thursday. Robert Duncan and I are giving a
reading at a Jr. College here in two weeks. It is all very literary. I maintain myself
by going places like Ano Nuevo Island to look at the sea lions and sea elephants
and go on wildflower walks. Im starting the 4th draft of the comedy I told you
about General Gorgeous.
M
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July 2, 1975
Dear Michael,
And this is a typically un-type-castable summer day in the Colorado Rockies.
Everything is wildly multi-tonally GREEN . . . all of it sopping up the last couple
of feet of snow which fell two weeks ago and melted overnight. Even looking at
the mtns., its hard to believe an ice-age ever . . . etcetera: harder to believe, as a
couple articles Jane showed me purport, that a new ice age could begin in one
year (rather than gradually, as was the older theory) simply by there being, one
year, no end to winter. One lack-o-summer here would (as said in July-August
International Wildlife) do it . . . i.e. do us IN ah, well, THATS not too hard to
believe; but the quest, which Id as soon shun, IS, is that how it previously
happened?
Im very much enjoying reading Margins issue on you. The Lit. gets thick at
times, tho less-so than this-usual because most of the essays serve to light up
puns of yours which have passed my attention AND to give clear frame for some
overalls of thought-process youve managed NOT, thank heavens, 19th cent.
sense of prog. but rather that spiral youve been managing as you hawk it for
overview. It is an issue Id definitely like to save among those things Im keeping
for the children to inherit: thus I could use one more copy if you can manage that.
I missed the last snow, in fact the last three snows here, because I was sweatingit-out THREE WEEKS in the dredknots of New Yawk Cit. I was teaching a cram
course at N.Y.U. And it all just about killed me. I havent tried to live in that city
morn 3 days in row for 17 years. Now I know why . . . tho Im damned if I try to
dip into that mess to explain why rumbleRUMBLE(shout)
BANGyellRUMBLERUMBLERUMBLE, etc: plus raw nerve endings sparking
very air with smogs human heat-light conTINually. (And that brief explit has
caused sweat to break out all over my body - - eNUFF!) I survived . . . I hope . . .
[. . . . ]
It has been an extraordinarily tought year for me (nice pun((t)) on tough) AND
for all film: Sally Dixon1 forced to resign from Carnegie Inst., Annette
Michelson2 fired as Film Editor of Artforum and Film Dept. dissolved, Anthology
Film Archives cut off from money, Jonas Mekas forced to resign from Village
Voice, myself under fire at Sch. Art Inst., Annette similarly at N.Y.U. and on . . .
and on . . . ) I cant any longer believe in the co-incidence of these happenings;
and paranoia frets my thought.
But the view is good from here my home; and Im working on films now totally
untitled and NOT to be released for at least three to seven years (sworn oath) . . .
several little totally new beauties . . . a couple of extraordinarily comic blent
wits beg, or end, I suppose.
Blessings, Stan
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182
[Michael McClure to Stan Brakhage, poem that begins with song from
Grabbing of the Fairy.]
All of nothingness dives through
space
And leaves fat care behind.
The innocence born on a face
Is the substitute for mind.
THANK YOU,
STAN.
It was really wonderful
to have you here.
YOU
came
at a perfect
and beautiful moment.
Ive
gotten
into the habit
of seeing myself
(pretending)
as an Anarchist Idealist Prince
AND
I
FORGET
Im from Kansas
a little boy growing up
as a fairy scared among
ogres
and that
Im
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born
out of
that
righteous middle class . . .
I love the way
youve dropped
the colored glasses
about
where
we
come from
AND
I think
finally,
in truth,
we can be Idealist Princes
and Mammal Gentlemen
if we love
and remember
the truth.
Hi Jane,
Michael
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[Joanna McClure to Stan Brakhage undated]

Stan
You talk good.
The film was a real treat.
Would I could have managed a goodbye hug and thank you.
But your sense of duty? sharing? whatever threatens to last beyond my time.
Love,
Joanna
Will look forward to the other 3 sections; as an expert I applaud your treatment of
the subject!
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May 5, 1976
Dear Michael,
Your poem letter unfolding like a Chinese scroll or a SUPER market grocery tick
tape did light up all MY memories of that day the finest golden glow ANY
days memory has ever prompted. And then I went upstirs (airs) and looked at all
the footage (feats) of film Id exposed this last month and found three wondrous
short yields-of-light graphed PURRRRR-fectly from our visit to Goethe and
Schiller,1 our flower, and then you Joanna and Janey couched together in full
grace of illumination. Ill be sending them to you when theyve found their place
in whatever book of other shorts I put together . . . (thats how I find myself
working these days: composing sets of briefs interspersed with black leader,
altogether each film lending to every other as very much inspired by the way
YOU do make a BOOK, yes!)
I too keep thinking the ogresll get me [. . . ]; and then I come home also to find
myself attacked (well, slighted, at least . . . in a way that I know an attack will
follow) in a New Yawk crit. mag. by someone I took to be a friend on that
grounds that (coupled with Malevich,2 of all people) Im an idealist . . . to be dealt
with, albeit not overlooked. Next theyll go for the animal (mammal) throat, no
doubt. Ah, well . . . OVERLOOK me, OVERLOOK me, I scream inside. Still, I
ALWAYS (even in Windfield my d Kansas)3 KNEW I was a Prince; and
Ive learned (the hard way) to be someWHAT gentle man. You too, my friend,
tho I think tother way round and earlier than I. Truth IS, most of my childhood
was clearly LOWER class; so you see!, Ive always just been (from my position)
praising your hierarchitectitiptitoplofticals (to be Jamesian and enJOYCEing abt
it).
Ive ordered the two books and am reveling in your Jaguar Skies. I have the
absolute proof on film that THE FLAME IS OURS,4 that We are the candle. I
mean, I got it graphed for re-run even before the ogre jury . . . if I can but find
some way to make them LOOK at it ah, well, always SOME problem . . . (pep
in the sun, like they say WHICH reminds me that I also put white pepper on
Janes grocery list; and everyone here is VERY anxious to try it).
Well, Janes waking up (cough, cough, rustle). She too loved the poem told me
abt it three times on the long distance phone before I even got home.
Dear Joanna,
I did get your note and was made happy (distracted from all current fuss) by it. I
somehow hadnt seen you midst that curious Larry Jordan arranged series of fuckups which we did somehow triumph-over. Id thought maybe you hadnt been
able to make it; then, showing SOMEthing had gone right, I got your note. Much
thanks. As to the rest of the SCENES, Ill see to it you see it all someday. Count
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this as a happy teaser. Jane is very excited youll be in Boulder mid-June, says
you can stay in our trailer (very modern with its own chemical toilet, etc.) much
as you like, natch, whatever you might need to escape the Naropahoochie
reservation.5 Only wish I was going to be here; but Ill not be greedy, for Ive had
a golden day with you Ill EVER remember.
Blessings, Stan
[Enclosed: Janes instructions to a house-sitter regarding care of the familys
animals.]

July 29 77
Stan,
Page 33 of The Dragons of Eden by Carl Sagan:1
Daniel Hubel of Harvard Med School discovered the existence of networks of
particular brain cells that respond selectively to lines perceived by the eye in
different orientation. There are cells for horizontal, and cells for diagonal, each of
which is stimulated only if lines of the appropriate orientation are perceived.
So, my little Snow Leopard, this might be it, and perhaps your intense labors tend
to fractionate the appropriate perceptual combinations. What you think?
Turning to Sagans bibliography, I find: Hubel, DH & Wiesel, T.N. Receptive
Fields of Single Neurons in the Cats Striate Cortex, Journal of Physiology Vol.
150 pp 91-104, 1960.
Im flapping back to sacred Frisco right now via United.
Love to you & Jane,
Michael
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September 19, 1977
[TOP MARGIN: Jane says add a P.S. to Michael that they now have snow
leopards at the Denver Zoo all comes in good time,]
Dear Michael,
Your timing, Sir! is uncanny. Fleas were waiting for me here this return trip from
Chicago lectures, JUST as I was at last enabled to begin editing on Sincerity III
3rd section of my autobiographical film, which Id intended to shift away from
pictures, as such (as, in two different senses, the earlier two reels) and try to
TRUST the most personal, and totally unsymbolic, ASSOCIATIONS in
expressing all those years of our living in this house to now; for, SINCE we have
had these environs and stopped shifting all over the nation (and since weve been
steadily a family of 7) the memory of all this time has been a mix SO KIN TO
Fleas, I have no other way to describe it NO other reference to involk . . .
BRAVO!, BRAVO!, BRAVO! to and on you for this great accomplishment; and
I, trembling in terror at my own intentions in Sincerity III (which are actually
quite different but MUST come from some similar trust of and ability to respond
to, be responsible FOR, free association) can truly appreciate the courage it took
for you to write these, can understand full well your hesitancy to publish them
(tho not agree with that) and can fully appreciate what an act of GREAT
friendship it was for you to send them to us. Be assured we have received them
with a tenderness and a love beyond anything Id imagined when I asked for
them. I had thought to wait until Id read them all before writing you; but now at
the half-way point, and with my readings so integral with the work Im doing
upstairs on Sincerity III, and what with reading and re-reading, going slowly ever
so slowly as enables me to converse with them in depth, think thru my own
meditations upon the last 12 years, read them aloud to Jane, hear her deep
promptings thereby into her childhood, exchange mine, listen to the processes of
each of us coming to thought in prompt of your memories, and knowing Ill be
working, thus, with this manuscript for MONTHS, Ive decided I must write you
some response of the very start of this quest, let you fully into it as I am able for
I feel assured therell be further writs, hopefully a FULL set of reports, hopefully
pleasuring you. I havent much more to offer at this time but over-spill from the
beginning work process and the resultant blather of this letter . . . (for when I
work, you know, I sweat and dribble from the nose and sometimes even wet my
pants and stumble about knocking over chairs and sometimes self and oft cannot
even remember my name and in general look like the idiot I am (idiot fr.
private person); but there are moments when, as you quote (Pound, I think) it
all coheres;1 and I trust at least some of my letters will get writ to you midst such
a moment (one of those moments Robert Duncan SAYS he distrusts; tho
fortunately for the rest of us he appears to have em too quite often). Jane says
hearing Fleas is like having a rake pulled up through her innards, that it just rips
open one memory after another EACH of which spark at least a dozen others.
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That is very much my first experience too, tho these mems seem occurrences in
the very air around me; but then re-reading causes this first whirl to move more
like a river, myself still the cork upon it . . . tho Ive sense of depths coming in
further re-reads: whats MOST secondarily amazing IS that these Fleas are not at
all like the kin to automatic writing they first seem to be; and it is certainly
more than the rhymes or rhythms which remove them from that it is more like
the SOUNDINGS of em . . . which, I think, will save em from any datedness or
dependence upon knowledge of the times in which we all grew up (Ive, for
instance, tried some of em on Crystal who has no memory association with
most of the pop products of the 40s and found she was similarly affected as Jane
and I first reading). Your Bible now has its begats; and they are a wondrous
newness upon the face of literature and the tired old earth. Bless you! Im sending
you a new film called Highs cause youll find yourself, JoAnn and Janey therein.
Blessings, Stan
Stan Brakhage at Lump Gulch cabin, 1980 by Robert Haller
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June 14, 1978
Dear Michael,
This haste note necessary BOTH cause Im packing for our trip (Jane and I) to
Juneau, Alaska, * and also pulled as usual six-(or more)-ways-side-(wise and
up/down around)-ways (a veritable ball of frets as in music) as Sincerity Reel 4
completes itself AND because I just must respond immediately to what I (already)
feel is your greatest book of poems to date: Antechamber & other poems. I
thought the following account might mean the most to you to send back some
small pleasure in return for the GREAT one youve sent to us:
Ive been visiting Donald Sutherland (not the actor but the REAL Donald
Sutherland) several times a week now because he is rapidly dying of cancer of the
lung. As his body burns itself to thinnest imaginable skin stretched over the
collapse of bones, in his weakness looking already as if buried in foetal position,
his eyes burn more fiercely conscious than ever; and his needs are for only the
purity of whatever hes loved and remembers (for example, of all the Spanish
poetry hes translated, critiqued, and otherwise cared for, only Marti1 seems to
move him deeply, and always to tears, these days). I brought your book to his
bedside and read him poems from it (fully expecting he might stop me, as we
rarely share ANY interest in living english-speaking poets, and thinking maybe
hed begin his rage against Williams red wheel barrow WHAT depends
upon it?, etc. ; but instead, he wept at your poems at the sweetness and purity
of them, and was so deeply moved that you, Michael, are now included in one of
the most precious anthologies of poets on earth those dear Donald Sutherland
cares for as he collects his small bundle of poems facing death.
Blessings,
Stan
* Well be back June 27th and looking forward to seeing both of you.
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June 19, 1978
Dear Stan,
Jesus Christ, I dont know what to say regarding your reading Antechamber to
Donald Sutherland. Thank you for telling me about it. I just read in OLSON1
about R.D. spending the day with dying Charles. Of course Ive heard it before
from Robert but my neurosis dissolves all pasts and everything is eternally reborn.
I live in a weird panta rhei between Hades and Eternity.
I guess that condition is the babyness in my
poems that allows them to be sweet and pure. It is a very sweet and pure and evil
and loving and warring world.
I arrive in Boulder June 24th Joanna arrives there (after finishing her course in
sensorimotor development in children) on July first. Naturally, I want to see
Sincerity.
I wish there was some way to catch you up on the McClure-ian oeuvre. I might
have sent you Josephine,2 but not the new version of Minnie Mouse and the TapDancing Buddha3 (so many new songs that it is a new play) and I dont imagine I
sent you GOETHE: EIN FRAGMENT.4 (?) Also, most of all, Id like you to see
GRABBING OF THE FAIRY5 in its final version. It is my little pearl set in rubies
with big fairy eyes staring out.
All of my best to you & yours, old
friend. & to Donald Sutherland,
Michael
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Notes

1 Bruce: Artist and filmmaker Bruce Conner (1933-2008) was perhaps best known for found footage
films such as A Movie (1958) and Report (1963-1967). According to Michael McClure:
I met Bruce Conner at Wichita High School East in 1949. I did not know Bruce well, other than to say
hello or nod, but in college, the next semester, I discovered that we were both profoundly interested in the
arts, particularly Abstract Expressionism, and we began playing and working and creating together. Soon
after, Bruce and I went to New York to see Abstract Expressionist Art, which was not, in 1951, visible in
many places in the United States, particularly Kansas. So we spent the summer in New York and I made
the acquaintance by phone of Robert Motherwell, and suggested that as two seventeen- or eighteen-yearold kids who were deeply and profoundly interested in his painting [we should] come by and visit him.
He invited us over and gave us a great start. (December 12, 2010) ^
2 Robert Duncan (1919-1988): San Francisco poet Robert Duncan was a friend of both Stan Brakhage
and Michael McClure. He was also an important figure in the San Francisco Renaissance, an instructor at
Black Mountain College in North Carolina, and one of the earliest public figures to openly acknowledge
his homosexuality. ^
3 Jess Collins (1923-2004): Collage artist Jess Collins was Robert Duncans life partner and a mutual
friend of Stan Brakhage and Michael McClure. Robert Duncan and Jess Collins lived together from 1951
until Robert Duncans death in 1988. ^
4 Larry Jordan: Experimental filmmaker and animator who has been working since the mid-50s. He is
currently the chairman of the film department at San Francisco Art Institute. According to Michael
McClure, at the time of this writing Jordan was building a theater to show films in North Beach. ^
5 Allen Ginsberg (1926-1997): Poet Allen Ginsbergs reading at San Franciscos Six Gallery in late
1955, with Michael McClure, Philip Lamantia, and Philip Whalen, and Gary Snyder instantly brought
these writers fame. See Michael McClures Scratching the Beat Surface (North Point Press, 1982) for a
firsthand account of this pivotal event. ^
6 St. Luce: Luce Publications (Time-Life Publications).
7 Kenneth Rexroth (1905-1982): Kenneth Rexroth was an influential West Coast poet and critic whose
weekly salons were attended by many of those who became key figures in postwar American poetry. He
was also the organizer and emcee of the legendary Six Gallery Reading in San Francisco. ^
8 Lawrence Ferlinghetti (b. 1919 Poet, painter, and co-founder (with Peter D. Martin in 1953) of City
Lights Books in San Francisco, the nations first all-paperback bookstore, first made famous during the
obscenity trial over Allen Ginsbergs Howl and other Poems in 1957. City Lights is also the publisher of
many of the most important voices in American poetry. ^
9 Toujours perdrix! Joke in French. Always partridge! Must we have partridge again?
10 Boobus and Bunnyduck: The Boobus and the Bunnyduck, by Michael McClure with art by Jess
Collins, was published by Arion Press in a deluxe limited edition with facsimiles of the original artwork
in 2007, to commemorate the fiftieth anniversary of its writing. For more information, visit:
http://www.arionpress.com/catalog/080.htm. According to McClure:
My wife at the time and I had a deep relationship with Robert and Jess, and their household. We learned
the rules of what a household is, we learned courtesy, and the meaning of having art on your walls. We
were deeply impressed by them, in ways that are almost inexpressible today. The Boobus and the
Bunnyduck came about after wed known them for about a year. My daughter, Jane, was born, and they
were crazy about Jane, as we all were. Fairy tales were always in the air with Robert and Jess--from
George McDonald to the Oz books, and it was natural when they re-interested me in the Oz books and
George McDonald, that I would write some childrens stories. The Boobus and the Bunnyduck was one of
them. It escaped all of Robert and Jesss attempts to get it published until . . . Arion published it.
(December 12, 2010) ^
11 Evergreen: Evergreen Review, Issue 4.
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1 Our New York encounter: According to Michael McClure, he first met Stan Brakhage:
when he was acting as Robert and Jesss houseboy. . . . He was living above the Unicorn Press on Baker
Street the property was essentially Jimmy Broughtons. And then I met him [SB] when he came to
Robert Duncans poetry workshop. In the meantime, I was getting to know Larry Jordan. (July 21, 2004)
^
2 In Cold Hell, In Thicket: The title of a poem by Charles Olson.
3 Morton Subotnick (b. 1933): American composer of electronic music whose works include Silver
Apples of the Moon (1967) and Two Life Histories (1977). According to Stan Brakhage, he met
Subotnick after high school, while Subotnick was playing clarinet with the Denver Symphony. ^
4 Larry Jordans long film, etc: According to Michael McClure, the entirety of Jordans Visions of the
City consists of reflections of the poet viewed: ^
in everything from windows of stores to chrome bumpers as he walks around the city. Its kind of an
inspired idea of a way to do a portrait of someone and the city spontaneously, without looking at either
one of them. (July 21, 2004) ^
5 Experimental Cinema Group: An organization dedicated to personal cinema, founded in 1953 and
later influenced by Stan Brakhage, especially from 1976-2000, when he was its principal visiting
filmmaker/host. The group is now known as First Person Cinema
(http://www.internationalfilmseries.com/first_person_cinema/index.php), and takes place on the campus
of University of Colorado at Boulder. Stan Brakhage taught at CU Boulder from 1981 until 2003, when
he retired as a Distinguished Professor shortly before his death. ^
6 James Broughton (1913-1999): Influential California poet and filmmaker whose films include
Mothers Day (1948), The Pleasure Garden (1953), and The Bed (1968). Books include The Androgyne
Journal (Scrimshaw Press, 1977), Seeing the Light (City Lights, 1977), and ALL: A James Broughton
Reader (White Crane Books, 2006), edited by Jack Foley. ^

1 John Cage (1912-1992): Influential American experimental composer.
2 David Tudor (1926-1996): American pianist who collaborated with John Cage.
3 Jim Tenney (1934-2006): American composer and friend of Stan Brakhage. Tenney and Brakhage
collaborated throughout their lives, beginning with Brakhages first film, Interim, in 1952, a black and
white film for which Tenney composed the music. ^
4 Edgard Varese (1883-1965): French American avant-garde composer.
5 Chance operation: Refers to John Cages willingness to allow chance to be utilized as a method of
composing music. ^
6 Kenneth Patchen (1911-1972): Poet, artist, and activist who often illustrated his work and was one of
the first poets to read with jazz musicians. ^
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1 THE SURGE was published as a chapbook dedicated to Stan Brakhage, by Frontier Press in 1969
and was included in Michael McClures Star (Grove Press, 1970) Selected Poems (New Directions,
1986) and Huge Dreams (Penguin Books, 1999). ^

1 Donald Sutherland: A Classics scholar and Colorado University faculty member. Sutherland was a
friend of Steins who wrote what Brakhage viewed as the best book on her work. ^
2 Antonio Machado (1875-1936): Early twentieth-century Spanish poet.

1 Robert Creeley (1926-2005): Poet and author of more than 60 books, Black Mountain College rector,
Poet Laureate of New York (1989-1991), and Samuel P. Capen Professor of poetry and humanities at the
State University of New York, Buffalo. ^
2 Bobbie Louise Hawkins: Fiction writer, monologist and poet. Currently an instructor in fiction and
literature at Naropa University in Boulder, Colorado. ^
3 The Feast: Michael McClures play written entirely in beast language, an invented language
employed in the Ghost Tantras. The play features thirteen people seated at a long table as in the Last
Supper. It was published in The Mammals (Cranium Press, 1972), and produced at the Batman Gallery in
San Francisco on December 22, 1960 with a cast that included composer Morton Subotnick, painter
Robert LaVigne, and the poets David Meltzer, Philip Whalen, and Joanna McClure. ^
4 Knickerbocker: Paine Knickerbocker, drama critic for the San Francisco Chronicle.

1 Villiers of the Isle of Adam: Villiers de l'Isle-Adam is the late 19th-Century poet and author of the
play Axel, which Michael McClure describes as the most extreme dramatic piece in the genre of tragic
romance. For further reading, McClure suggests Axels Castle, by Edmund Wilson, first published in
1931. ^
2 Branamans: Refers to the family of Robert Branaman, a poet and artist from Wichita, Kansas.

1 Bottom: Bottom: On Shakespeare, poet Louis Zukofskys book about William Shakespeare. Stan
Brakhage gave Michael McClure a copy of this book. ^
2 Tamburlaine: A play by Christopher Marlowe.
3 Fles Theater: According to McClure, John Fles is a filmmaker and poet who:
was about the same age as Stan and I. He was an artist, poet, and intellectual in Los Angeles who was
particularly interested in experimental film and ran a series of experimental films at the Coronet Theater,
(where they had the Los Angeles International Film Festival, for which I was a judge). John Fles also
edited a one shot magazine that had left a mark on the literary community of both Coasts, Trembling
Lamb [(New York: Phoenix Bookshop, 1959)]. (December 12, 2010) ^
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4 Alan Marlow: Alan Marlowe of the New York Poets Theater. According to Michael McClure,
I had a mingling with the New York scene, for the poetry, the theater, Frank OHara, Diane di Prima,
Robert Rauschenberg, for the Castelli Gallerys openings, for Amiri Barakaall of that was thrilling to
me, and I was part of it for a brief while. The thing I did not like was the city of New York whichwith
its great overpopulation densitywas not the place for me to be. (December 12, 2010) ^

1 Mothlight: A four-minute film (1963) created by taping moth wings and flowers to clear leader.
2 Meat Science Essays: Michael McClures seminal book of essays (City Lights, 1963) includes essays
on language, science, psychedelics, Antonin Artaud, Albert Camus, and Jayne Mansfield. ^
3 P. Adams Sitney: A film critic who specializes in avant-garde cinema.

1 This letter was accompanied by part one of Brakhages Moving Picture Giving and Taking Book
(published in Brakhage Scrapbook: Collected Writings 1964-1980, edited by Robert Haller for
Documentext, 1982) and a mimeographed copy of a letter to Jane Brakhage about Stan Brakhages visit
with Charles Olson (published in Stan Brakhages Metaphors on Vision, Film Culture #30, 1963).] Refer
to Appendix A for Moving Picture Giving and Taking Book and the Olson letter.
Brakhage wrote Moving Picture Giving and Taking Book for McClure. In a conversation with
Christopher Luna on July 21, 2004, Michael McClure explained the origins of this project:
I was working with Dr. Frank Barron and Sterling Bunnell, giving psilocybin to artists and dancers, and
the films were to be shown to the American Psychological Association. My job was to do the filming. So
I wrote to Stan, [asking] How do you work the camera? The fellow I was working with was the fellow
who turned Leary on. We were doing this in 1962. 61 and 62. We ran out of psilocybin and we were
using the money Frank Behrens, whos a legitimate psychologist, who worked for the Institute of
Personality Assessment and Research at the University of California. We were using up the tail end of a
Rockefeller grant he had received to study creativity in twins, and/or creativity in creative writers. . . .
Frank was a noted psychologist, writing articles for Scientific American and so forth, and he phoned the
Argyle Laboratories in San Francisco and asked them for more psilocybin. This would be early in 62,
might have been late in 61. They said, We cant do that, we cant send you anymore, and the reason
they couldnt send him anymore, they told him, was they had sold all the psilocybin they had made to the
United States Army. It took six months before they were out of it.
So it was then decided that I would take the camera and go with Sterling to bring back cultures of the
mushrooms from Hautla de Jiminez in the mountains of Oaxaca, which is where it grows, where the
mushroom cults were. . . . And we did bring back the mushrooms.
Some of it [the footage] was actually shown at the American Psychological Association, as was the
intention. You gotta remember that . . . psychedelic drugs were not illegal until 1966 or 67, so we were
happily spending Rockefeller money, which was actually intended for other purposes but was left over
from the grant, to go down to bring back these mushrooms, which we did. . . . And Im still writing a little
memoir, about a 20-page memoir of that trip, which is one of the more fabulous things that ever happened
in my life. Unfortunately, when we went to the mushroom ceremonies, the camera broke.
[Stan] wasnt a drug person. I probably did [offer it to him], just to see if he wanted to. I was only
offering [drugs to] people, for that experiment, who were around the Bay Area. . . . I wasnt a Johnny
Appleseed of drugs. We were doing a meat science experiment, a legitimate act of psychological
investigation of the psychology of the human brain, and a legitimate act of poetic meat science for me. If
you told me at the time I was being like a curandero, I [would not have agreed]. So I got up on the
mountain and watched the curandero, and I didnt think she was doing it the right way. And her road was
just as self-invented as mine was. (July 21, 2004) ^
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1 Love Lion Book: A long poem by Michael McClure that was later published in by Four Seasons
Foundation (1966), then in Star (Grove Press, 1970), and Huge Dreams: San Francisco and Beat Poems
(Penguin, 1999). ^
2 Gerd: According to Michael McClure, Gerd Stern was a San Francisco poet and plastic artist.

1 This letter refers to Brakhages mimeographed copy of his letter to Jane Brakhage, dated May 17,
1963, about his visit to Charles Olson. The Olson letter was previously published in Brakhage
Scrapbook: Collected Writings 1964-1980, edited by Robert A. Haller for Documentext, 1982, and is
included in Appendix A. ^

1 The students are like little seventeen-year-old falcons already wearing armour of repressions and
only the eyes gleam: According to McClure, he was teaching American Lit and Freshman English at
California College of the Arts (CCAC) at the time. Established in 1907, in the 1980s CCAC expanded to
include a campus in San Francisco. In 2003 the college shortened its name to the California College of
the Arts. As McClure recalls:
I started teaching in 1964 and I taught until about five years ago. I quit and was made Professor Emeritus,
with an honorary PhD [in 2005]. In 1973, I took off a year with a Guggenheim grant and went around the
world. Later I made two other trips to Africa, traveled in South America, gave thousands of poetry
readings. I was Poet-In-Residence for the Magic Theater in San Francisco and Berkeley for 11 years. I
had plays produced by theaters all over the world. I went through the multiple arrests of the actors for my
plays defiance of censorship and finally rewardings of my play The Beard. I wrote songs, and wrote two
novels. I kept the teaching work because it was at a small art college which respected me. I had my own
theory of teaching, based on Feldenkrais and F. M. Alexanders philosophy, which was quite different
from the usual. It was fun. It was very hard work. Lots of time I would go out on weekends and give two
or three poetry readings anyplace in the country, or anywhere I could reach by an airplane, and fly back
on Tuesday to teach a class and just go right on with it. It was a busy, full life. I was asked to teach at
different colleges, and I did not do it, because while I was paid a trifling amount of money, I also had my
freedom to do as I wished. ^

1 Willard Maas: Filmmaker and spouse of the filmmaker Marie Menken, with whom he collaborated.

1 And now let all the ships come in, etc: From Charles Olsons Maximus Poems (presently collected in
an edition edited by George F. Butterick for University of California Press, 1983). ^
2 I will tell them it is by the man who made the blue faces in their room: Refers to a painting Michael
McClure made for the Brakhage children. According to Michael McClure:
In the late 50s, when I was living in a huge painters atelier-type flat in San Francisco, above Jay DeFeo,
and next door to Joan Brown, and other painters, I began painting semi-seriouslyseriously in the sense
that I was serious about doing it, and semi-seriously because I did not consider myself a painterI was
experimenting with Abstract Expressionism to bring the principles of Abstract Expressionism into my
poetry, and I turned to the period in Jackson Pollocks career, in 1951, toward the end of his life, when he
began to allow figurative heads of women into his work, as if he were searching for the picture of the
divine or the beloved. I was deeply moved by that period of Jackson Pollocks work, which is ignored by
many critics, though its one of the most crucial modes of his entire work.
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I decided to employ Pollocks style, and my extension of it, to experiment with Abstract Expressionism.
Or post-Abstract Expressionism; I worked figuratively and began painting giant heads, and faces with
Ripolin enamel, on pieces of engineering paper, 8, 10 feet square, which I made by taping together
smaller rolls with medical tape, and hanging them on my walls.
Then the Batman Gallery [located at 2222 Fillmore Street, San Francisco] opened, and I was associated
with the Batman Gallery, as were Bruce, and Jay DeFeo, and Wallace Berman, and George Herms, and
many others. Billy Jahrmarkt assembled a show called Gang Bang, for which I painted a nine by eleven
foot square painting on engineering paper with faces all around the edge of the canvasthe faces being a
couple of times the size of a human head, and done as a child would do them, almost Blob-like, with a big
figure in the center.
I gave that painting to Stan when the show came down. He had it for a long time, and then when he went
back to Colorado, he couldnt take it. He came up with the idea of tearing off some of the heads from
around the edge of the painting, and that way at least keeping part of it, and I thought that was a good
idea. (December 12, 2010)
Regarding his decision to allow Brakhage permission to tear the painting, McClure comments:
We believed in our art, we might have even thought that our art was divinely imaginative, but we didnt
think it was untouchable. Nobody was buying painting, nobody even had money to buy frames, unless
they bought them from the Goodwill. You thumbtacked things up on the wall, and you lived with them
there because they were beautiful, and they were art, and they were by your friends. They were by the
geniuses you knew. (December 12, 2010)
Asked whether he traded work with other artists during this time period, McClure replies:
Bruce [Conner] gave me paintings, I gave Bruce many poems. I gave Bruce a show at my flat. We had a
large empty room at the flat, large enough for a show. By the way, the rent was $60. Another time we had
a show of George Herms pieces, and there was always art up, by everyone we knew. (December 12,
2010) ^
3 Essay on Jayne Mansfield: Michael McClures essay entitled Defense of Jayne Mansfield, later
published in Meat Science Essays (City Lights, 1963). ^
4 David Meltzer: Poet, musician, and jazz critic and author and editor of books on the Beat Generation
including San Francisco Beats: Talking with the Poets (City Lights, 2001), and Beat Thing (La Alameda
Press, 2004). ^

1 Jonas Mekas: Lithuanian born New York City filmmaker who founded Film Culture magazine, the
Film-Makers' Cooperative, and the Film-Makers' Cinematheque, which became Anthology Film
Archives, one of the world's largest and most important repositories of avante-garde cinema, and a
screening venue (http://jonasmekasfilms.com/bio.php). ^

1 Opening of Billy the Kid: Michael McClures play The Blossom, or Billy the Kid was first produced by
Alan Marlowe in New York in the summer of 1963. Marlowe himself played The Kid in this production,
which also featured a 1947 recording of Antonin Artaud entitled Pour En Fenir Avec Le Jugement De
Dieu. ^
2 Flaming Creatures: Controversial and celebrated 1963 film by Jack Smith (1932-1989).
3 Dont kick against the pricks: A line from Ezra Pounds poem H. S. Mauberley (Life and Contacts)
[Part I]. ^
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4 Bettys Death: Charles Olsons second wife, Elizabeth (known to friends and family as Betty) died in
a car accident in March 1964. ^
5 Ghost Tantras: Poems by Michael McClure, written in English and beast language, were later
published by Four Seasons Foundation (1963). ^

1 Simon Rodia: Italian architect who designed and built the Watts towers in Los Angeles, California, a
project which stretched from 1921 to 1955. ^
2 Ghost Tantras 2, 49, and 99: Refer to Appendix B for the text of these three Ghost Tantras. As
Michael McClure told Christopher Luna on July 21, 2004:
I was writing Ghost Tantras before and during that trip to Mexico that I needed the book on
filmmaking for. It was always curious to me that Stan and I had the kind of connection that. . . It
must have been September of 62. Id just gotten back. Could have been October. Stan phoned
me just as I was finishing the 99th Ghost Tantra, and I said, Wait a minute, Stan. Im doing
something. Five minutes and I finished writing the Ghost Tantra, and so he was the first
person ever to hear one, and he heard the last one. ^

1 Kenneth Angers Black magic triumph: Stan Brakhage believed that Kenneth Anger had used black
magic to curse him and others. According to Michael McClure:
I wrote, in one of the many missing letters to Stan, a description of seeing Kenneth Anger for the first
time. I was walking down the street with John Fles after a show at the Coronet Theater in Los Angeles,
and saw a man on the corner jumping up and down and pulling newspapers out of the newspaper rack,
stamping on them.
As I got closer, I could hear him saying, I killed her, I killed her, I killed the dirty bitch, I killed her, ha, I
killed the bitch and Im glad, I killed her I killed her I cursed her, I murdered her. That newspaper
announced the death of Hazel Flynn, who was a film critic who was much hated by Kenneth, and had
been cursed by Kenneth, and had at last died. That was my first meeting with Anger. He was ecstatically
distraught, [had] much color in his face, and [was] shouting. (December 12, 2010)
When asked whether Anger had ever cursed him or his family, McClure replied:
Kenneth was a Satanist, and a man of enormous psychic power; he did not ever curse me or my family.
On the other hand, I felt apprehension when he informed me that my wife, my daughter and I were The
Sacred Family. I did not want to be The Sacred Family for a Satanist, although I loved Kenneth
personally, including the things Ive seen him do. . . . Im not in contact with him now. (December 12,
2010) ^
2 Craaawly: Occult icon Aleister Crowley (1875-1947) was a writer, magician, and leader of the
American version of the German Freemason cult Order Templi Orinetus (OTO). ^
3 HAZEL FLYNN DIES IN HER SLEEP: Headline on newspaper that Anger was throwing around.
4 Poet Kelly: Poet Robert Kelly (b. 1935) is best known as a member of the poetic movement known as
deep image. ^
5 Cameron: May refer to occult artist Marjorie Cameron Parsons Kimmell, commonly referred to as
Cameron, who appears as The Scarlet Woman in Kenneth Angers film Inauguration of the Pleasure
Dome. ^
6 Stan Vanderbeek Filmmaker who, according to P. Adams Sitney, coined the phrase underground
film. ^
7 Blue Moses: A 1962 film by Stan Brakhage that features an actor addressing the audience in a rare use
of synch-sound. ^
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[Michael McClure to Stan Brakhage 6/27/64

1 This letter included an excerpt from pages 161-163 of Michael McClures novel The Mad Cub,
published in 1970 by Bantam. ^

1 Reason: An essay by Michael McClure published in Meat Science Essays (City Lights, 1963).
2 Two for Bruce Conner: A broadside of Michael McClures poems Centaur and Short Song printed
by David Haselwoods Auerhahn Press and published by Oyez in San Francisco in 1964. ^
3 Unkinged by affections: The title of a broadside published by Haselwood.

1 HAS BECOME NATURE IN THE HEIGHTH OF HIS STRESS: According to Michael McClure,
this is a quote from Jackson Pollock. ^
2 Eureka: A book-length prose poem by Edgar Allan Poe that was out-of-print for many years.
[Michael McClure to Stan Brakhage, recovered from Jane Brakhages scrapbook.

undated]
1 LION FIGHT, DREAM TABLE: Refers to a set of 30 cards created By Michael McClure and
published by Pierrepont Press (Lion Fight, 1969) and Dave Haselwood (Dream Table, 1965). According
to Michael McClure:
I was making decks of words that I called Personal Universe Decks, in which there were words
on each end of the card, on one side of the card. I used these, in some cases, to represent a state
of mind, or a state of consciousness, to describe a series of actions [for example,] Lion Fight
was a deck that described a fight between three lions and other decks expand and intensify
awareness of ones own personal sensory universe. I was teaching people to make those decks.
Young people would come and ask me how to write poetry, and my answer often, particularly
for songwriters, was that I would show them how to make decks. So I made many of these
decks, which were a combination of stochastic ideas coming from a multitude of directions,
everybody from Paul Beatties young daughters first deck of cards that I saw, to later,
Burroughs cut-ups. These were all part of the mise-en-scene. I cant even remember what came
first. In the Dream Table, I was describing a state of consciousness with a small deck. Most of
my decks were larger50 cards. ^
2 I read them the Tantras while Bruce taped: Later, in 1966, McClure was filmed reading Ghost
Tantra 49 to a lion, footage of which was used in the film U.S.A. Poetry. As McClure recalls:
In 1964, The Ghost Tantras, my poems in beast language, had just been published. I had the
book in my back pocket, and Bruce Conner and I were going to the San Francisco Zoo to
record the hisses, and purrs, and growls of snow leopards, which I wanted for a music concrete
sound piece. I also wanted lion roars for the induction of a sound play I was writing.
Bruce and I walked to the lion house, and ran into the lion keeper, who it turns out is a poet,
[and he] invited us into the lion house at a time when no one else was allowed. So I had the
lion house all to myself, with cages full of lions. There were four lions there, and I read Ghost
Tantra 49 SILENCE THE EYES, BECALM THE SENSES to the lions. Bruce
audiotaped it. When I began reading the lions almost immediately joined in and it was a
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behemoth singing, challenge- unification with the universe experience . . . about as high as I
could get outside of peyote or some other natural high.
The recording is available [on] Fantasy Records in an album called Howls, Raps, and Roars.
You can hear the original Bruce Conner audiotape. Wallace Berman and I made 50 copies of
the lion tape, and distributed them to friends, and they began drifting around, a lot of people
listening to the tapes, and somebody at National Public Radio heard them. They were doing
films of poets, and they asked if I read to the lions [whether they] would they indeed roar
again, and I said, I dont know. They got permission from the zoo and we went in and did it
and indeed, it was just like when Bruce and I were there. I saw part of that film of the reading
on BBC recently.
I was asked to come over later and teach lion cubs to roar when the older males had been killed
by a tiger. Unfortunately, I was suffering from bronchitis at the time and couldnt do it. I may
be one of the few people who has ever been asked to teach lion cubs to roar. (December 12,
2010) ^
[The following three entries, from Michael McClure to Stan Brakhage, were
recovered from Janes scrapbook and accompanied by a picture of a horse inside a
horseshoe and a snapshot of the Brakhage family.]
1 Anticipation of the Night: A lyric film by Stan Brakhage from 1958.
2 Music Peace: A radio play by Michael McClure.
3 DSM: Refers to Stan Brakhages epic lyric film, Dog Star Man (1961-1964), in which the filmmaker
uses himself as an allegory for universal themes of life, death, and human suffering. ^
4 Swedenborg: Swedish scientist, philosopher, and theologian Emanuel Swedenborg (1688-1772).
5 Surf Theater: A theater in San Francisco.
6 Inauguration of the Pleasure Dome, Scorpio Rising: The titles of two films by Kenneth Anger.
Inauguration of the Pleasure Dome (1954) recreates a Crowleyan ritual with a cast that includes
Cameron and Anais Nin. Scorpio Rising (1964) celebrates motorcycle culture and iconography and its
soundtrack features early rock and roll such as the Bobby Vinton, Ray Charles, and Elvis Presley. ^

1 John Chamberlain (b. 1927): American sculptor and filmmaker who studied at legendary Black
Mountain College in North Carolina and the Art Institute of Chicago. Chamberlain was a friend of both
Charles Olson and Robert Creeley. ^
2 Walter Chappell (1925-2000): A photographer and friend of Stan Brakhage who studied in New York
under Minor White. ^
3 15 Song Traits: Refers to a series of portrait films by Stan Brakhage which includes TWO:
Creeley/McClure, a 1965 8mm portrait of poets Robert Creeley and Michael McClure. McClure
comments:
Im pleased that Stan picked a hero of mine, Robert Creeley, and I to be in the same film
(December 26, 2010).
The Songs were a series of short 8mm films made at around the same time.
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1 Sarah Bernhardt: French actress (1844-1923).
2 Vietnam Day Committee reading: Event that took place on the University of California campus.
Jerry Rubin and Norman Mailer were also in attendance. ^

1 Unto Caesar: A book by Michael McClure that was published by David Haselwood in 1965.
2 Art of Vision: Stan Brakhages four-hour version of his film Dog Star Man.

1 This letter was accompanied by Brakhages Making Light Of Nature Of Light, a portion of the book
that Brakhage wrote to assist McClure in his efforts to film the subjects of a psilocybin research project.
This was later published in Brakhage Scrapbook: Collected Writings 1964-1980, edited by Robert A.
Haller for Documentext, 1982, and is included in Appendix A. ^

1 Child book: In November 1965 Brakhage sent McClure LETTERS FROM/ON HIGH! containing
words spoken by the Brakhage children and typed by Jane. ^

1 Handwritten letter that begins with two pages of photos of the Brakhage children.
2 Bruce Baillie (b. 1931): Influential San Francisco avant-garde filmmaker.

1 The stars are beautiful: A rare sync-sound film made by Stan Brakhage and dedicated to James
Broughton. Brakhage completed the film in 1974. ^

1 Brer Antoninus: Poet and printer also known as William Everson (1912-1994).
2 Goethe & Schiller: The poets Johann Wolfgang von Goethe (1749-1832) and Friedrich von Schiller
(1759-1805) maintained a close friendship and literary correspondence. ^

1 Scenes from Under Childhood: A four-part film exploration (1967-1970) of the world as seen by
Brakhages children. ^
2 Poisoned Wheat: Michael McClures poem condemning Americas role in the Vietnam conflict.
Published privately in 1965, it was later included in Star (New York: Grove Press, 1970). ^
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[Stan Brakhage to Bruce Conner and Michael McClure. 5/66]

1 Bruce: Artist Bruce Conner.
2 mandal[a]-like images: According to Michael McClure:

There is a little box of mandala cards, which are like one of my decks of cards. Bruce did
mandalas for the backs of a set of my cards, and we produced them. Bruce was making his
mandalas, and I was making the words, and we came together on that, like a mutual epiphany
that we could bring his mandalas and my cards together. Also, those cards formed the front of
a book that Bruce and I did together, with Bruces mandalas being the visual text and mine
being the word text, a book which is usually referred to as Mandala Book, published by Dave
Haselwood of Auerhahn Books. It was from that book, which is dedicated to Bob Dylan, that I
read one poem, and sang one poem, at the Human Be-In. (December 12, 2010) ^

[Separate poem read at Human Be-In.]
1 Gartenberg: Literary agent for Michael McClures novel The Mad Cub.
2 Normans wife Beverly wants to do Harlow: According to Michael McClure, Norman and Beverly
Mailer did indeed put on a production of The Beard:
I remember Buzz Farber saying he liked the show, that he was there. I was not around at the
time. I was back in Frisco. (December 12, 2010) ^
3 Claes Oldenburg: Swedish-American Pop Art sculptor, b. 1929.
4 Robert Rauschenberg (1925-2008): Painter and creator of three-dimensional collages he termed

combines. A student of Josef Albers at Black Mountain College in North Carolina, Robert
Rauschenberg was a friend and collaborator with John Cage and Merce Cunningham. ^
5 Frank OHara (1926-1966): New York School poet, art critic and curator at the Museum of Modern
Art in New York. ^
6 Wallace Berman (1926-1976): West Coast assemblage artist and publisher of the legendary
underground art journal Semina. ^
7 Dean Stockwell (b. 1936): According to Michael McClure, in addition to being a successful film actor:
Dean Stockwell [is] an accomplished and dedicated experimental filmmaker. It would be a
valuable project for someone to get a hold of Dean, and see if they could pry these films from
him, unless hes already had someone doing something with them. In addition to being a
Hollywood film actor in demand, his artistic interest was in making experimental films, and his
inspiration was Wallace Berman. Presently, Dean is making brilliant collages sort of in a postJess Collins manner, and showing his work in Taos. (December 12, 2010) ^
8 Dennis Hopper (1936-2010): Film actor, director, and photographer who, like McClure, came from
Kansas. ^
9 Bill Fritsch: A counterculture legend and Hells Angel also known as Sweet William. According to
Michael McClure:
I first met Bill Fritsch the first summer after I began teaching college, and I had to work to
make money for the summer in the docks in San Francisco. Bill was working on the docks.
Later he lived with Lenore Kandel, and the two of them made a beautiful couple. Bill was a
gentle, intelligent, profound, thoughtful person who had earlier in his life been a bandit, and
had spent time in jail. When he got out, he got himself straight with this job on the docks, and
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moved in with Lenore, and then discovered the life of the bohemian intellectual and poet. I
dont know any of his poems, but I have some visual work of his which is extraordinary.
One could pledge for the Hells Angels, but to get in the Angels, somebody in the group had to
fight you. Nobody would fight Bill. He was a powerful and strong human being. Nobody
would fight him. So they finally let him in without a fight, and they called him The Hippie.
Everybody had a nickname in the Hells Angels. Everybody who knew Bill personally called
him Sweet Willie, or Sweet William, just because he was so sweet. (December 12, 2010) ^
10 Robert Lowell (1917-1977): Pulitzer Prize-winning poet from Boston, Massachusetts.
11 Meanwhile [Andy] Warhol has caused me a lot of grief: According to Michael McClure:
As far as I know, Warhol never showed the film publicly. He had my permission to keep a copy
of the film, and to show it privately, but no prints. He played it straight. He had a serious
injunction letter from Melvin Bellis office. It was honored. . . . Warhol was an interesting
artist, when he kept his nose out of your business. (December 12, 2010) ^
12 Poetry Center: San Francisco Poetry Center at San Francisco State University, founded in 1954
under the direction of Ruth Witt-Diamant. ^
13 Phil Whalen (1923-2002): Zen Buddhist monk, poet, and calligrapher, who attended Reed College in
Portland, OR with fellow poets Gary Snyder and Lew Welch. Asked about his friendship with Whalen,
McClure recalls:
Sometimes I felt like I had to take care of Phil because he was much older than me. Sometimes
I felt like I had to take care of Phil because he was like a big wonderful Zen boobie, and
somebody had to make sure he had enough money to eat. Sometimes I felt like he was my
teacher. He taught me poetry haiku and the practice of Zen sitting. (December 12, 2010). ^
14 KEATS: What weapon has the lion but himself? is a line from John Keats play King Stephen: A
Fragment of a Tragedy. ^
15 THE SCREEN IS RED AND GOLD AND WHITE AND PINK: Version of poem that appears in
Mandala Book. ^
16 Human Be-In: Michael McClure participated in and performed at the Human Be-In, a huge and
historic happening that took place in San Franciscos Golden Gate Park on January 14, 1967. Others in
attendance included Gary Snyder, Allen Ginsberg, Lenore Kandel, and Timothy Leary. As McClure
recalls:
The Human Be-In was planned in my front room, looking down on Golden Gate Park, and the
ocean, and the Golden Gate Bridge. We planned what was going to occur on the stage, and
who was going to be there.
At the event I read a poem, and I sang a poem, with the autoharp that Dylan gave me. It was a
high spiritual occasion, and everybody was living the high. The reception was excellent.
Another memorable thing was it was Lenore Kandels birthday, and 20 to 30,000 people sang
happy birthday to her as she stood there. It was lovely.
If anyone wants to see more about that period, the documentary that I did about HaightAshbury just a month or two before the Human Be-In, with KPIX TV cameraman and
producers, is called The Maze. It has been rediscovered after 37 years of disappearance. It
shows clearly what the young people of Haight-Ashbury were like before methedrine got there
and set fire to the edges of everything. Its on the web at https://diva.sfsu.edu/bundles/189371].
(December 12, 2010)
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According to Michael McClure, he regards The Maze as:

one of my finest works, an historical work. It had two showings, and it disappeared [until
recently]. I had the sound restored, so that not only are the visuals almost perfect, but the sound
was pretty good as well. (December 26, 2010)
McClure has also been involved in other films over the years, including a documentary for KQED
television in the mid-Seventies called September Blackberries:
which is based on the poetry in my book [of the same name], with astonishingly beautiful
images of animals and other wonders of nature, and some spontaneous poetry, which had a
successful showing in San Francisco. (December 26, 2010)
KQED also produced a studio production of two plays contained in McClures Gargoyle Cartoons.
17 AND IT IS ALL PERFECT THIS IS REALLY IT: Asked to comment on this line from the poem
that McClure read at the Human Be-In (and at the conclusion of The Maze), McClure responds:
AND IT IS ALL PERFECT THIS IS REALLY IT means AND IT IS ALL PERFECT
THIS IS REALLY IT which means AND IT IS ALL PERFECT THIS IS REALLY IT
which means AND IT IS ALL PERFECT THIS IS REALLY IT. ^
18 Bob Dylans beauty inspired me to finish a perfect Love Lion: According to McClure:
I dont know if Dylan read it or not. I stood there watching while Bob read my long political
poem against the war, and against the environmental crisis, Poisoned Wheat. I watched him
read the entire pamphlet of 12 pages, and close it up, and hand it back to me, no comment. He
didnt comment on things. He understood it deeply, and it was bound to have been a source for
him, because at the time he was looking for sources, Allen and I included. (December 12,
2010)
Asked whether Dylan was willing to respond to a direct question, McClure remembers:
He would give his own answer. Sometimes his answers have more than one meaning--often
have more than one meaning, as do his poems and songs. (December 12, 2010) ^
19 The Mammals (Cranium Press, 1972): collects the plays The Feast, The Blossom, or Billy the Kid,
and Pillow. ^

1 The likeness is to natures/NOT to these tempestuous events: From Letter 9 of The Maximus
Poems, by Charles Olson. ^
2 All my jews . . . Louis Zukofskys A: Refers to the long poem by Objectivist poet Louis Zukofsky
(1904-1978), and Zukofskys correspondence with poet Ezra Pound (1885-1972). ^
[Michael McClure to Stan Brakhage summer 66]

1 The Beard: On Sunday, July 24, 1966, Michael McClures play was given a lavish presentation at Bill
Grahams Fillmore West in San Francisco. Asked whether there was any connection between The
Mandala Book and The Beard, McClure comments:
The last section in The Mandala Book, AND IT IS ALL PERFECT THIS IS REALLY IT, is
a reflection of the intensity of the vision created in my consciousness by the performance of
The Beard at Bill Grahams Fillmore Auditorium, when it was presented with a huge light
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show by Tony Martin while the two actors, Billy Dixon and Richie Bright, performed the play
with handheld microphones. It seemed to be a divine experience of no time or place, both very
ancient and postmodern, with little girls dancing on jump ropes in the midst of the light show,
and Billy the Kid Jean Harlow carrying on with the play, and horses crashing across the stage
in the light show. I was deeply moved by it and an abstract description of it reiterated itself in
the last stanza of The Mandala Book. (December 26, 2010) ^
2 The Kid . . . Harlow: Billy the Kid and Jean Harlow are the principal characters in The Beard.
3 Tony Martin: Lighting designer who designed shows throughout California at venues including the
Fillmore West (for bands such as the Grateful Dead, Jefferson Airplane, Paul Butterfield Blues Band, and
others) as well as the Whiskey-A-Go-Go in Los Angeles in the 1960s. A few years earlier, Martin had
also collaborated with composer Morton Subotnick. ^
4 Also there was no police interference! According to Michael McClure, despite the controversy over
the sexual frankness of the play:
The police did not arrest the play at the Fillmore. They warned Bill Graham, because they did
not want to bust the booming rock and roll hall, [and] they feared massive public reaction from
young people and those who were interested in dancing and rock. The police did not bust The
Beard at that performance, but they told Graham that they would the next time. Originally two
performances had been scheduled. Bill had to cancel the second one in order to stay open.
After that The Beard went to The Committee Theater in San Francisco, which was an
experimental theater and comedy group. It was performed once on their off night, Monday, and
it had a good audience. One of the members of the audience was a detective, actually wearing a
massive overcoat. Under the overcoat was a movie camera, and the last part of the play was
interrupted by the movie camera clicking, as they did in those days, as it filmed the finale of
The Beard. The two brave young actors [who played] Billy and Jean were hauled off to jail
overnight, let out on bail, and charged with obscenity, which was serious at the time. One cant
realize today how serious these charges were then.
The three of us, the two actors and myself, formed a theater group, and we called ourselves
Rare Angel Productions. Richie Bright is a fine character actor, and you can see him in many
Hollywood films, including The Godfather, and especially Godfather III [as Al Neri]. He
decided that despite the bust, he wanted to go on. The arrest in San Francisco didnt scare him
or Billy Dixon. He was an actor of powerful convictions, strongly anti-censorship. He asked us
if it would be alright to set up readings outside of the city. We talked about it, and said, Sure.
The San Francisco arrest is ridiculous. Surely they wouldnt do it anywhere else.
Richie, The Kid, set up a performance at the Flora Shwimley Little Theater in Berkeley. None
of us realized it was the theater of the Berkeley Board of Education. We printed posters and got
ready, then the sheriff and the DA sent us letters saying that we would be arrested on sight if we
stepped inside the theater. We invited a large crowd, and I wont give you the details, but we
did a piece of defiance to the forces of law and order. Present were authorities on our side,
from religion to law to literature. It was clearly visible who they wereprofessors, pastors,
and philosophersso the police cleared out after the play but then arrested Billie Dixon and
Richie Bright the next day.
The police threatened to arrest me, too, which was nervous-making, until later a lawyer pointed
out, Hey, you want to be arrested, Michael. Then it becomes a First Amendment issue, and
well get this thrown out of court. There was one bust after another. They threatened me but
arrested these fearless, incredibly beautiful young actors. We decided at that point that wed
best lay back, and we waited until the play was tried in San Francisco, [where] it was protected
by the ACLU and found not guilty. Then we did a big benefit for the ACLU in downtown San
Francsico. Then we opened a performance production of the play in San Francisco.
Then the play went to New York, where it was given an Off-Broadway production in the
Evergreen Theater, put together by Barney Rossett, who was the leading fighter of literary
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censorship in this country. [It was Rossett] who first published D.H. Lawrence, when
Lawrence was illegal, and William S. Burroughs, and Henry Miller, and many of the greats
who had previously been out of print. He decided to build the theater, to do The Beard. It was a
handsome production, with lights by USCO.
Later, at the end of the year, we received two Obie Awards, quite a change, but in the
meantime, we went to Los Angeles, where we lost Billie Dixon from the cast and worked with
a young woman named Alexandra Hay, as Harlow. We had Dennis Hopper in it but there was
a lot of hassle keeping Dennis because of his confrontations with the producer. At last, we got
Richie Bright again as The Kid, and had Alexandra Hay, a young starlet, as Harlow.
But in the meantime The Beard had been done without my permission in Orange County.
There must have been twenty newspapers in Orange County at that time, all extremely right
wing, [which] ran banner headlines against the filthy play that had been produced at Fullerton
State College. The students had done an unauthorized production without my permission or
knowledge.
Then the LA Times took it up, running two editorials against the play, while it was in rehearsal,
while we were preparing for openingtwo editorials against the play and other actions and
threats from the FLO, the Forces of Law and Order. We knew we were going to have major
trouble, and when the play opened it was arrested 14 performances in a row. The police would
come in at the end of the play, walk backstage, arrest Jean Harlow and Billy the Kid, after
theyd had a standing ovation from the audience, lead them out back onstage to the police car
again, and the audience gave them a second standing ovation before they went off overnight to
the jail, where we were being bailed out by a liberal, moneyed person.
Then the theater was burned down by vandalism and we went to another theater. Eventually
the play was found not guilty of obscenity, but in the meantime we had brought the play to
London, where it was kind of a hit, and everybody from the Beatles to great Shakespearean
film actors like Ralph Richardson went to see it, and gave good reports. It had wonderful
reviews.
This followed a soul-tearing time for us, to face so many arrests, so many threats, and so much
condemnation. To be on the front page of the newspaper is alright, but not when theyre saying
terrible things. . . . Apparently all the letters to Stan dealing with this got lost. (December 26,
2010)
In an earlier conversation with Christopher Luna on July 21, 2004, McClure commented:
Part of our correspondence was a phone correspondence, of course. I probably never wrote him
any long letters about the travail I was having with The Beard. Its something you just dont put
in a letter, a five-page description of your last bust or something. ^
5 The Committee: An improvisational cabaret theater founded in 1963 by Alan and Jessica Myerson,
both of whom had previously performed with the Second City comedy group in Chicago. ^
6 Pasht: Stan Brakhages 1965 film about cats.
7 The Mammals: The Mammals was not published until 1972.
8 Woody from Straight Theater: A venue for music, poetry, and the arts on Haight Street in San
Francisco from 1966-1969. According to the Straight Theaters website
(http://www.thestraight.com/wall.html):
The Straight Ashbury Viewing Society coupled Albert Neiman and Woody Haut to the Straight
Theater Enterprises family in order to show movies each Friday in the Armenian Hall on Page
Street while we brought the theater up to code. This viewing club presented underground
experimental and cinema banned from standard movie theaters to a private yet open to the
public membership. . . . One and two color handbills printed on colored stock by various
artists, ranging from fine art to very primitive, appeared weekly under the Straight Ashbury
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Viewing Society single eye logo, to advertise the underground experimental cine. The first
were announcements for the [premiere] screening Friday July 22, 1966 listing [Jonas Mekas,
Stan Brakhage], Kenneth Anger, Warhol, [Bruce Baillie] and many more. ^
9 Billy Gray (b. 1938): Actor who appeared in films such as The Day the Earth Stood Still (1951) and
the television program Father Knows Best (1954-1960). ^
10 Jo Anna and Jane: Refers to Michael McClures wife and daughter.

1 Peter Kubelka (b. 1934): Austrian filmmaker, co-founder of the Austrian Film Museum and
Anthology Film Archives, and friend of Stan Brakhage. ^
2 Anton Webern (1883-1945): An Austrian composer and conductor.
3 Samuel Beckett (1906-1989): Nobel Prize-winning poet and playwright best known for his play
Waiting for Godot (1952). ^

1 I It: This refers to the first and last mandala book.
2 Oswald Spengler (1880-1936): German historian and philosopher best known for Decline of the West
(1918). ^

1 Freewheelin Frank Secretary of the Angels by Frank Reynolds, as told to Michael McClure (Grove
Press, 1967). Asked to recount the history of his friendship with Freewheelin Frank and the Hells
Angels, Michael McClure had the following to say:
Allen Ginsberg had made some contact with the Hells Angels through Ken Kesey. Later,
Dylan asked Allen to invite some poets and some Hells Angels, and we all sat in the front row
of the Masonic Auditorium and listened to his singing.
It was at the break, when went into the restroom, that I started talking to Freewheelin Frank,
who was the Secretary of the SF chapter of the Hells Angels, and realized what an interesting
mind he had, and what an unusual way of speaking he had, something that was almost like both
Country and Elizabethan in his speech.
Frank and I became close friends, and brothers. I determined that he should write his
autobiography, but he claimed he couldnt write. So he dictated it to meI wrote it down
and it was published by Grove Press. Its titled Freewheelin Frank, Secretary of the Angels,
As Told to Michael McClure.
We split the royalties from Franks book half and half, and I used my half to have a motorcycle
built by Pete Knell, the President of the San Francisco chapter of the Hells Angels. The chopper
was the twin, except for a different color, of Franks motorcycle. I rode around a bit with the
Angels, and went to some of their meetings, and tried to persuade them to do my play The
Feast, and almost succeeded in persuading them.
Im [not in] contact with any of the Angels anymore. Matter of fact, when I see them riding
around, I dont recognize any of them as the people I knew.
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One should be careful about using the [phrase] Hells Angels. Each Hells Angels club is an
entirely different group of people. The Oakland Hells Angels are criminals. The San Francisco
chapter are men living the experimental life of intoxication, and pleasure, and challenge, and
violent or drunken craziness. But theyre all different. Its a mistake to talk about Hells
Angels.
My dealings were with the San Francisco chapter of the Angels, and I liked them. But I had my
life threatened by the president of the Oakland Hells Angels. (December 12, 2010) ^
2 Jack Smith (1932-1989): Filmmaker best known for his Hollywood parody Flaming Creatures (1963),
which was banned and derided as pornographic by Senator Strom Thurmond. ^
3 Jerry Lieber: One half of the renowned composing duo Lieber/Stoller.
4 Longer & complete Meat Science: City Lights published an expanded edition of Meat Science
Essays in 1966 which featured three new essays (Phi Upsilon Kappa, Defense of Jayne Mansfield,
and Reason) as well as a new preface. ^
5 The Curses of Billy the Kid & The Sermons of Jean Harlow: Poem by Michael McClure published
in 1968 by the Four Seasons Foundation with Dave Haselwood Books. Later appears in Star (Grove
Press, 1970) and Huge Dreams (Penguin Poets, 1999), which collects and reprints The New Book/A Book
of Torture and Star. ^
6 STAN BRAKHAGE in HUGE letters on the marquis of the Straight Theater: Stan Brakhages
films were presented at the Straight Theater on July 22, 1966. The Straight Theater regularly sponsored
programs including work by filmmakers including Brakhage, Jonas Mekas, Kenneth Anger, Bruce
Baillie, and Andy Warhol. According to Michael McClure, all the art at the Straight Theater was loved
and received in a way that things dont seem to be received now. They were received with open eyes, and
mind, and wonder, and Stan was part of that. (December 26, 2010) ^

1 Lenore Kandel (1932-2009): Poet and Digger activist Lenore Kandels The Love Book was the cause
of one of San Franciscos longest obscenity battles after it was seized by police in a raid on City Lights
Books and the Psychedelic Shop in November 1966. The California Supreme Court agreed with San
Francisco that the book was obscene. This ruling was not overturned by a federal court until 1974.
Kandel was permanently disabled in a 1970 motorcycle crash with her then-husband, poet and Hells
Angel Bill Fritsch. ^
2 James Koller, Coyote Books: Poet James Koller founded Coyote Books and Coyotes Journal (19672004) in 1964. Coyote Books remains in business and has published titles by authors including Joanne
Kyger, Allen Ginsberg, Phillip Whalen, and Michael McClure (Poisoned Wheat, 1966; The Beard,
1967). ^
3 Wes Wilson: Born Robert Wesley Wilson in 1937, Wes Wilson is a poster artist who created many
psychedelic rock posters in the 1960s for Chet Helms, Bill Grahams Fillmore Auditorium, and the
Family Dog collective. ^
[Michael McClure to Stan and Jane Brakhage 12/22/66]

1 Richard Brautigan (1935-1984): Popular novelist and poet of the 1960s counterculture in San
Francisco. Please refer to the essay Ninety-one Things about Richard Brautigan in Lighting the
Corners for more information about Michael McClures opinion on Brautigan and his work.
Among the remembrances in the essay is the following, Number 11, which appears on page 39:
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One of the things I liked most about Richard was that he was the real poet of the Diggers. He
was often on Haight Street passing out papers from the Digger Communications Company. I
liked that activism. Richard was doing it because he believed in it. I got so Id go down there
and do it too. And I was a lot more self-conscious on the street than he was. Richard would
pass out papers from the Digger Communication Company urging all the Seeker youngsters
at the Summer of Love to go immediately to the VD Clinic. Richard has a poem about clap in
[The Pill Versus the Springhill Mine Disaster]. It might have been a Communications
Company broadside. It was his example that got me involved with the Communications
Company, and I wrote a poemWar Is Dcorand helped pass it out, then read it later on
Walter Cronkites national television report on the Haight Ashbury. ^
2 The Mime Troupe: Founded in 1959 by R.G. Davis, the San Francisco Mime Troupe
(http://www.sfmt.org/index.php) was active in the peace movement during the Vietnam War.
3 The Diggers: A group of actors who grew out of the San Francisco Mime Troupe and gave many free
performances in the city during the late 1960s. ^
4 Pete Knell: President of the SF chapter of the Hells Angels, when Freewheelin was the secretary.
5 Babylonian Necrophilia: Song by Freewheelin McClure Montana band with McClure, Freewheelin
and George Montana. ^
6 Peter Howard: Proprietor of Serendipity, an enormous literary and manuscript store in Berkeley.
7 John Chick: Promoter.
8 Brakhage Blues Band Bars: According to Michael McClure, During one of my trips to visit the
Brakhages, I taught the family to play blues riffs on various Household instruments. Im asking them
how the band is doing. ^
9 Highgrade by Phil Whalen: Highgrade: Doodles, Poems (Coyote Books, 1966).

1 Greg Sharits: Filmmaker and brother of Paul Sharits.
2 Peter Orlovsky (1933-2010): Poet and life partner of Allen Ginsberg.
3 Maretta Greer: Singer and companion of Allen Ginsberg who appears on The Fugs 1968 album
Tenderness Junction. ^
4 Carmen Vigil: According to Stan Brakhage, Vigil ran the San Francisco Co-Op for years.

1 Co-Op: The Filmmakers Cooperative was founded in New York City in 1962 by Jonas Mekas and
other avant-garde filmmakers. In the opinion of the cooperatives founders The official cinema all over
the world is running out of breath. It is morally corrupt, esthetically obsolete, thematically superficial,
temperamentally boring (The First Statement of the New American Cinema Group, September 30,
1962, quoted in The Film-Maker's Cooperative: A Brief History by Jonas Mekas
http://www.film-makerscoop.com/history.htm). ^
2 Grove/C16: Cinema 16 was a film society run by Amos Vogel and his wife Marcia from 1947-1963
that had 7,000 members at the height of its popularity. Barney Rossetts Grove Press (notorious for
publishing D.H. Lawrences Lady Chatterlys Lover) later acquired Cinema 16s film collection and
created Grove Press Film Division. ^
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3 Henry Adams (1838-1918): American author and historian whose memoir The Education of Henry
Adams (1918) earned him a posthumous Pulitzer prize in 1919. ^
4 Frank H. Netter (1906-1991): Dr. Frank H. Netter was a well-regarded and influential medical
illustrator whose images of the human anatomy are still used today. His 1989 Atlas of Human Anatomy is
a text upon which students studying human anatomy rely. ^

1 Clayton Eshelman: Poet and translator and friend of Gary Snyder and Jack Hirschman.
2 Nico (1938-1988): Born Christa Paffgen, Nico was a singer who collaborated with the Velvet
Underground and appeared in films by Andy Warhol and Paul Morrissey. ^
3 Francis Crick (1916-2004): Nobel Prize winning scientist who discovered the DNA double helix in
1953. ^
4 Mailers Latest film: Michael McClure played a Hells Angel in novelist Norman Mailers second film
Beyond the Law, released in 1967. About Mailer, McClure comments:
Norman was straightforward, and manly, and powerfully energetic. He was brilliant, both with
words and physical energy. It was always thrilling to work with him. I did have serious
conflicts with him, however. But finally we got past those, and we were friends again. With
Jack Kerouac, Norman is my favorite 20th Century novelist. (December 26, 2010) ^
5 We stayed at an eccentric chateau originally built for Zsa Zsa Gabor: According to Michael
McClure:
While Dennis Hopper was editing Easy Rider, he was staying in one of the buildings in the
compound that we called Chateau Zsa Zsa. It was a castle, an enormous compound of eccentric
buildings, reportedly built by a Mafioso cement contractor lover of Zsa Zsa Gabors. Several
films were shot in it. It is one of the amazing pieces of eccentric LA architecture.
A bunch of us were staying there. Chateau Zsa Zsa had been given to Leo Garen, if he would
take care of the place, because it was deserted, and somebody needed to live there to keep it in
shape. It was equipped with electric waterfalls, and wall-to-wall carpets, no furniture or
anything. It had little Tahitian huts built above it on the concrete cliff, with concrete beds for
streams to run between them. It even had a concrete-lined cave that ran from the basement of
the building to the back of the hill-like cliff that it was built upon.
Across the street lived Bob Rafaelson, who directed Five Easy Pieces. He and his wife, Toby,
lived over there, and Jack Nicholson often visited. Leo Garen had been doing casting for
[Italian film director Michelangelo] Antonioni, and Antonioni was a visitor. Jim Morrison was
in and out. He loved to use the electric waterfall to dive about 20 feet into the pool below.
Nico, the singer for Warhols group, was there, too. Walter Chappell, the photographer from
New Mexico who is mentioned in Stans correspondence, also lived in one of the outer
buildings.
We all slept in sleeping bags on the floor. It was a time of enormous fun and psychic
exploration. Dennis would do the storm scene from Lear in beast language, and somebody else
would come in and do [the play] The Customs Inspector In Baggy Pants by Lawrence
Ferlinghetti. It was just a handful of us that lived there and the people who were guested with
us. It was clean and organized, and completely empty building, with statues in the courtyard of
gladiators hurling winged skulls in the air. That one really got me. And huge Buddhas made of
bronze. Ive never seen anything like it. (December 26, 2010) ^
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6 Ancient first novel: The Mad Cub (New York: Bantam, 1970).
7 Danish film Hagberd & Signe: 1967 film directed by Gabriel Axel (director of 1987s Academy
Award winner Babettes Feast), also known as The Red Mantle, based on Scandinavian folklore and shot
on location in Iceland. ^

1 Ken Kelman: A playwright and film critic who was a founding member of Anthology Film Archives,
a group which included Jonas Mekas, Peter Kubelka, James Broughton, and P. Adams Sitney. ^
2 Foreman: Richard Foreman, founder of the theatre of Ontological Hysteria in New York.

1 Georges Mlis (1861-1938): Early French filmmaker and special effects pioneer best known for A
Trip to the Moon (1902). ^
2 D.W. Griffith (1875-1948): Early American filmmaker best known for Birth of A Nation (1915).

1 This letter was handwritten by Brakhage on Boulder Travelodge stationery.

1 The Brakhage Lectures: These pieces were later collected and published as Film Biographies (Turtle
Island, 1977). ^

1 Sterlings/ seminar in biochem: According to Michael McClure, Sterling Bunnell, for a number of
semesters, taught a seminar in what can only be called visionary biochemistry, at California College of
Arts and Crafts. ^
2 & it is being made in Scotland: McClure ordered a former kilt jacket that was being made in Scotland
for him. ^
3 Miching Malecho: An expression from Shakespeares Hamlet which the text of the play defines as
meaning mischief. ^

1 This letter was accompanied by photographs of the Brakhage children.
2 news of big new NEW Directions book out: Refers to either September Blackberries (New
Directions, 1974) or Jaguar Skies (New Directions, 1975). ^
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1 They want to operate. I said nope (remembering [Kenneth] Patchen...: The poet Kenneth Patchen
experienced lifelong chronic pain following a spinal injury he suffered in 1937. ^
[Stan Brakhages statement for Symposium on Michael McClure

1 Brakhages comments were compiled by John Jacob for Margins 18, and published in March 1975.
2 All of us were to sit in a room in S.F. many years later discussing the mystery of this 100-squaremiles Kansas mid-30s hatch of such as us, and some few youngers: Ken Irby and Ronald Johnson
and. . . . Asked to address the significant number of great artists of the period (Bruce Conner, Dennis
Hopper, Stan Brakhage, and Michael McClure among them) who hailed from Kansas, Michael McClure
replied:
The windswept plain states Missouri, Oklahoma, Kansas, Eastern Colorado, were power
generators in the sense that the wind swept across them and turned over and over and over the
biological products in the deep, rich soil that had accumulated there. The soil was noted for
producing powerful herd animals. The farmersin the days before petrochemical farming,
when I was young, when all this work was done by hand, or horse-drawn machinerywere a
powerful group, like people Walt Whitman wrote about. The soil of Kansas, and the violence
of the impetuous power of the seasons of wind, hail storms, blizzards, and tornadoes, and
summers so hot you could cook eggs on pavement, made for hardy people. We were lucky to
have been from stock that grew there, and even more blessed to have gotten out, because it also
produces a raw crudeness in many. We decided to leave it behind us and pursue the spiritual
occasions that did not fit into Kansas. (December 26, 2010) ^
3 A snake, a large black boa-type: A Mexican indigo snake.

1 This letter features a drawing in the upper right hand corner of a flower with a fish in the middle of it.
The drawing is entitled a salmon flower. The letter also included an article by Nikolaas Tinbergen
entitled Ethology and Stress Diseases, from Science Vol. 185, 5 July 1974. ^

1 Snow Leopard of the Rockies: According to Michael McClure, filmmaker and poet James Broughton:
was as out-of-the-closet lavender, and always spoke about bringing Stan to the Coast for
showings. His expression little snow leopard of the Rockies was simply a lighthearted
designation for [Stan], one of his favorite brother artists. We all loved James and his humor.
(December 26, 2010) ^

1 Two: C & M: Refers to Two: Creeley/McClure, a 1965 film portrait by Stan Brakhage of Robert
Creeley and Michael McClure. ^
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1 Herbert Marcuse (1898-1979): German philosopher whose critique of capitalism influenced 1960s
leftists. ^
2 Serendipity or Sand Dollar Books: Serendipity Books is a Berkeley, CA bookstore and small press
founded by Peter B. Howard. Sand Dollar Books were published by Jack Shoemaker, who now runs
Counterpoint Press. ^

1 Goddard: Refers to the French-Swiss filmmaker Jean-Luc Godard (b. 1930) whose 1960 film
Breathless helped usher in the movement known as the French New Wave. ^
[Stan Brakhage to Michael and Joanna McClure 12/14/74]

1 The Conversation of the Gods: A lost writing of Michael McClures of which both men were fond.
2 Wolf Eyes: Joanna McClures first book of poetry (Bearthm Press, 1974).

1 Rare Angel: Los Angeles, Black Sparrow Press, 1974.
2 Fleas: According to Michael McClure, Fleas was a poem that Stan Brakhage loved, and he is one of
the few people who read it. Stan is one of the few people that I felt right about having a copy of Fleas. It
was my secret work. I vowed never to publish it, because I feared that if I ever published it, that would
interfere with the absolute forthrightness with which I hoped to write. Since then Ive decided that it
would be alright to publish.
I wrote it in 1968, typing on an electric typewriter as fast as I could type. I wrote it in about
two weeks. It has 250 stanzas. Each stanzas a page. Stan was crazy about Fleas, which
pleased me, because hes a person with big enough skull and brainwe both have large
skullsthat he could understand the whole work and enjoy it. In a way Stan is kind of a secret
hero of Fleas. Heres the introduction to it:
There are 250 stanzas of Fleas. Theyre rhymed, and spontaneous, and written as fast as I could
type them on an electric typewriter. Fleas is a Sistine doodle, a cross between the worst of Lord
Byron and the best of Terry Toons. Fleas is biological proof that childhood is a vision. Fleas
are baby flesh. They are soft, tingling, smiling, biting, nuzzling, laughing, screaming, making
art from songs and flashlights, and grandmas yard. One childhood memory lights up another,
it flares up several more that were almost hidden, they set off more, and those hurl flaming
brands as flaming brands hurl brandsin childhood, all souls are equal. (December 26,
2010) ^
3 Odum: According to Michael McClure, this refers to H.T. Odum, one of the most important early
writers on ecology and environment, McClure and Gary Snyder read Odums Environment, Power, and
Society (Wiley-Interscience, 1971). ^
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1 The Cloud for Stan & Jane: Appears in Michael McClures Jaguar Skies (New Directions,
1975).
THE CLOUD
For Stan and Jane
WHAT I KNOW IS LIKE
A CLOUD.
I am rushing into
it
as it swells out
behind me
in expanding billows of information
like a green sweater
embroidered with red roses
floating
on blue waves
lapping
in the surf
from
reflected
star
to
star
while motorcycles roar
and I smell
the leather bindings
of old books. ^
2 Meantime Im writing a new fashioned comedy in the style of Schiller for ACT here: Michael
McClures General Gorgeous, performed at ACT, and later at Yale. ^
3 Gary Snyder: Award-winning California poet associated with the environmental movement.
4 Dan Ellsberg: The Pentagon analyst who leaked the Pentagon Papers which brought down the Nixon
administration. ^

1 THE RAINS OF FEBRUARY: The first poem in Michael McClures Antechamber & other Poems
(New Directions, 1978), THE RAINS OF FEBRUARY was also published as a broadside and
illustrated by Bob Giorgio in 1979. ^

1 JR Morris: According to Michael McClure, J.R. Morris was a poet living in Rollinsville, Colorado.
2 Anne Waldman (b. 1945): Performance poet, founder of the St. Marks Poetry Project in New York,
and co-founder, with Allen Ginsberg, of the Jack Kerouac School of Disembodied Poetics at the Naropa
Institute (known today as Naropa University) in Boulder, Colorado. ^
3 Joanne Kyger (b. 1934): Poet and longtime resident of Bolinas, California.
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1 Sally Dixon: Carnegie Museum programmer.
2 Annette Michelson: Film critic for October magazine.
^
May 5, 1976
1 Goethe & Schiller: According to Michael McClure: I took Stan to Golden Gate Park and showed him
the huge statue of Goethe handing Schiller the laurel crown. ^
2 Malevich: Russian painter.
3 (even in Windfield my d Kansas): Stan was born in Winfield, KS, without a D.
4 THE FLAME IS OURS: The first line from Michael McClures poem EL CERRO ES NUESTRO,
which appears in Jaguar Skies (New Directions, 1975). ^
5 Naropahoochie reservation: Joking reference to the Naropa Institute (now known as Naropa
University), the Buddhist college in Boulder, CO established in 1974 by Allen Ginsberg, Anne
Waldman, Diane di Prima, and Chogyam Trungpa Rinpoche. ^

1 The Dragons of Eden: Speculations on the Evolution of Human Intelligence: A Pulitzer Prizewinning book (Random House, 1977) by astronomer Carl Sagan (1934-1996). ^

1 It all coheres: A line from Ezra Pounds translation of Sophocless play Women of Trachis (Come at
it that way, what SPLENDOUR, IT ALL COHERES), published in London by Faber in 1969, that
Pound later referenced at the conclusion of the Cantos: It coheres all right/even if my notes do not
cohere (Canto CXVI, page 817, New Directions, 1969). ^

1 Marti: Jos Julin Mart Prez (1853-1895) was a Cuban poet and revolutionary who became a
national hero and was killed in combat against the Spanish in the Battle of Dos Rios. ^

1 OLSON: According to Michael McClure, a literary journal devoted to criticism regarding Charles
Olson and his writings. ^
2 Josephine the Mouse Singer: A play by Michael McClure and an adaptation of a parable by Franz
Kafka which won the Obie for Best Play in 1972. ^
3 Minnie Mouse and the Tap-Dancing Buddha: A comic masque by Michael McClure presented at the
Magic Theater in San Francisco. ^
4 GOETHE: EIN FRAGMENT: A play about an imaginary life of Goethe presented by the Eureka
Theater in San Francisco. ^
5 GRABBING OF THE FAIRY: A masque dance drama presented by the Magic Theater at the Rose
and Thistle in San Francisco. ^
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Appendices
Appendix A
A Moving Picture
Giving and Taking Book
by Stan Brakhage
Stan Brakhages letter to Michael McClure dated mid-September, 1963 included part one
of A Moving Picture Giving and Taking Book and Brakhages mimeograph of his letter to
Jane Brakhage about meeting with Charles Olson. Both were later published in Brakhage
Scrapbook: Collected Writings 1964-1980, edited by Robert A. Haller for Documentext,
1982.
A Moving Picture Giving and Taking Book

by Stan Brakhage
This book is dedicated to the poet
Michael McClure
who once asked me to write a book on film
technique which would not be too technical
nor too long. I believe his exact words were:
. . . just an 18 page pamphlet which will
give me the best of your experience, give me
a chance to make films as beautifully and as
inexpensively as you do.
This is a moving picture giving and taking book. It will begin with those areas of moving
pictures where the gift of the maker is most easily accomplished and move toward those
areas where taking is predominant but always with the view in my mind of encouraging
giving . . . my sense of accomplishment being determined to the extent to which the
moving picture maker can continue to give when increased technical knowledge permits
him to take more and more from moving pictures, bless him. *
I begin with very few assumptions about you, reader; but I must presume some interest
on your part in becoming a moving picture maker; and Ill refer to you as maker, for
short, and for the long view of your historical origin (as instrument of giving yourself) in
the poet. Ill thank you not to presume on this title I invoke it to help inspire the writing
of this book . . . I leave it to the powers of your being to determine whether or not you
have and/or will have earned it. Thank you.
I assume that you have no tools for moving picture making; and I must begin, now, to ask
of you. Provide yourself with a strip of sixteen millimeter (16mm) film; and we may
begin. The film may be either:
Common grammatical usage tends to make me assume that you are male, in addressing
you, while I do actually have more than the usual belief in the female maker; therefore, I
apologize for the language.
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(1) Black Leader -- note whatever other color

(Unexposed and developed film -the black is tinged with:
opacity: the result of retained brown, usually, or if coloremulsion.)
film-black-leader: blue,
green, etc.
(Sometimes referred to as Opaque Leader)
note it is not opaque, how
much light passes thru it,
how it can be seen thru.
(2) Clear Leader -- note whatever color its
(Exposed and developed film -clarity is tinged with:
clarity: the result of the removal
blue, purple, yellow, etc.
of emulsion.)
(Sometimes referred to as Blank Leader)
note it is not blank, how
many dust motes, scratches,
imperfections dot its surface and interfere with the
transmission of light.
(Unexposed and undeveloped film -it has been fixed: hypoed.)
(3) White Leader -- note whatever other color

the white is tinged with:
yellow, usually, etc.
(Sometimes referred to simply as
Leader)
this is the material most
often used at the beginning
of a film to be projected
(4) Gray Leader -- note whatever other color
(Unexposed and undeveloped and
its grayness is tinged with:
unhypoed film.)
usually deep purple, etc.
-- note also its possible color
color changes as it sits exposed to the light day after day.
(5) Moving Pics -(Exposed and developed and hypoed
interest
film.)
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which, I assume, you didnt

take but take an
in, perhaps only to the extent that they were given

you free of event he small
cost of the above mentioned leaders.
Your strip of film will, in all cases, have a dull side and a shiny side (tho you will find it
difficult to tell the difference if using clear leader.) The shiny side will be referred to as
the base side; and the dull side will be referred to as the emulsion side (which accounts
for your difficulty with clear leader from which almost all emulsion has been removed
tho the emulsion side still remains stickier when moistened than the base side.) I will
now ask you to make some marks on the emulsion side of the strip: (if you have either
black leader or gray leader, I suggest you scratch the emulsion side of the film with some
sharp instrument of your own choice) (if you have clear leader I suggest you use india
ink applied with some point suitable for making small dots and fairly even lines) (if you
have any of the other types of strips of film listed above, I encourage either scratching or
inking and/or both if you choose) . . . please do not be inhibited by my suggestions as
they are only offered with specific reference to forthcoming text that is, if you are
excited enough, at this time, lay aside this book and go to work. And good luck to you if
this is our parting point (period).
Your strip of film will have a series of evenly spaced rectangular holes punched along
either one or both sides of it: these will be referred to as sprocket holes. Film with
sprocket holes on both sides will be referred to as double-sprocketed film sprocketed on
only one side: single-sprocketed. Hold the strip so that it dangles, vertically, down. With
double sprocketed film, the space between each set of double sprockets (or, in singlesprocketed film, that space you can define if you imagine an identical set of sprocket
holes on the side opposite of those you have) is the picture area that is, each set of
sprocket holes defines the area of an individual, unmoving, transparent picture . . . and
when you hold the strip vertically, with its emulsion side facing you, it is in position for
the correct projection of a series of individual, unmoving, images of exactly what you see
on the film when looking through each window defined by sprocket holes (except that, in
order to project the image you see, to enlarge it brightly and sharply on some distant
plane, you would have to concentrate bright light thru it and focus it sharply thru some
lens which would, given an average lens, reverse left to right and vice versa, but not,
ordinarily, top to bottom.) If you focus your own eyes sharply upon it, you will notice
irregularities in whatever kind of strip you hold, even in the most so-called opaque or
black; and these nicks or scratches in black, dust motes and hairs in clear, etc., are, given
controlled light and a lens, eminently projectionable (tho usually considered
objectionable) pictures. Similarly, any mark you make, whether scratched, inked, or both,
can be projected (and objective dependent on your thoughtfulness, the precision of your
mark, and your precise knowledge of the picture area which will be projected so to be
both more precise and, of necessity, general about it: the top and bottom lines of your
frame, as picture-area is also called, can be imagined as equally dividing the sprocketholes on either side, the right and left framing as continuing the inside vertical line
established by the sprocket-holes . . . tho, generally, this picture area is dependent upon
the projector, etc., so that all edges of your frame are somewhat indeterminate.) Now you,
the maker, are qualified to make still images for projection; and all those interested in
making black and white, hand-drawn, slide films can discontinue reading this book.
And now it is time for a story. I do not know whether it is a true story, in the sense of
fact; but it is certainly true in a mythic sense . . . and it is wonderful that so young a
medium as motion picture making already has its myths. It is said that Path, great 19th
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century inventor and photographer, invited his friend Mlis , a famous stage magician,
over to his house to show him a new gadget hed created. He projected onto the wall a
picture of a beach scene with incoming waves. Mlis must have fidgeted, as imageprojection, or transparencies, were nothing new to him (did, in fact, date back centuries to
the undetermined origin of shadow-plays); but suddenly the waves in that image began to
move, were actually seen coming in to splash dramatically on the beach (and these
moving projections were not mere shadow silhouettes in movement but composed of
photographic detail.) Mlis astonishment must have been a joy for Path to see, for
must immediately have taken the phenomenon as magic, and then as magic in his
business sense of the word; for, so the story goes, he at once tried to buy whatever gadget
produced this effect, and then he asked how it worked, etc. But Path would neither sell
his marvelous gadget nor would he reveal the secret of its workings; for he said that, to
his way of thinking, moving pictures were not entertainment but for serious scientific
purposes and to be used only as a recording device, etc. So, Mlis went home and,
simply out of his knowledge of transparencies, and his realization that they were capable
of moving picture transformations, created a motion picture projector of his own. As I
find the origin, or at least the mythological origin, of all moving picture making, other
than as defined by Paths way of thinking, in this stage magician Mlis, I will refer to
him often of which this is an introduction . . . to be engineering a: how did he do?
As I am assuming that you have no moving picture camera, I suggest you draw, by ink or
by scratch, some representation of Paths beach scene as you imagine it; and as you are
probably finding the finger-nail size picture area somewhat restrictive, I further suggest
that you draw, however sketchily, a single in-coming wave. Move down the strip of film
one frame and re-draw your wave exactly like the one in the frame above as you are able,
only make it a little, a very little, more in-coming very slightly closer to whichever edge
of the frame its crest is pointing. Move down to the third frame and repeat this process,
drawing-in your wave a little further. Etcetera. If you choose to become elaborate, you
might attempt to draw, in each succeeding frame, some simulation of the increasing
collapse of your wave upon some beach or other of your imagination; but this would
probably require a more careful study of ocean waves, if you have an ocean available,
than you have ever before imagined. In any case, you have now begun the creation of a
potentially movable picture universe of your giving. It is a simpler matter for you to set
your universe in motion than it was for either God or Mlis, for there are a number of
machines ready-made to engage with your basic material, the strip of film, and to
automatically project the gift of your incoming wave to a distant enlargement, and to
project the whole series of waves in such a way as to give them the appearance of being a
single wave in movement. These machines can be divided into two types: moving picture
projectors and moving picture viewers. But before I introduce you to these two types, and
the various kinds of machines within each category, I would like to make you familiar
with the essential process which is common to all so that no matter which kind or type of
machine you encounter you will always be able to engage it with whatever film strip you
have for the most successful marriage of the two in operation and the simplest possible
birth of moving pictures.
If you were drawing on paper, as indeed Mlis must first have done, rather than a strip
of moving picture film, as instructed, I would have asked you to make each drawing of
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your wave on a different sheet of paper and then to have flipped rapidly through the
whole sequence to produce a moving picture. This is, indeed an adequate method with
which to practice sequential drawing and serves to illustrate three aspects of the moving
picture process:
(1)
What you can most readily notice from thumbing thru flip-pics is that the success
of the illusion of movement depends most critically upon the flips: those splitsecond interruptions between pictures, when one picture has vanished in the blur
of the page turning and the next picture has not yet become fully visible were it
not for those interruptions between pictures the pics. themselves would blur into
an unintelligible mass of lines . . .
(2)
You can also note that the timing of the flipping, or flip-rhythm, is crucial -- when
flipped too slowly, the series reveals itself to be exactly what it is; a series of still
pictures . . . when flipped too rapidly, the potential movements blur into one
another . . .
(3)
You can further note that the tempo, rate of flip, is dependent upon the number of
pictures involved in the production of each movement too few pictures (with too
great a jump between each extension of the lines of movement pic. to pic.) require
a slow flip page to page . . . and too many pictures (with too little extension of
lines of movement) require fast flipping for a move to be mentionable at all.
If you prefer this thumb-in-hand method of motion-picture making, take your
pick, your paper-pics, and be off; but as the movable picturing obtained by this
method is not easily projectionable, Im returning my considerations to the strip
of celluloid and moving picture machinery.
(1)
The flippist part, of the above mentioned process (in the moving picture projector, and in
some viewers) is called: the shutter. It is (in most projectors) a thin piece of metal cut
approximately to a half-circle (cut so it looks like a metal pie almost half-eaten.) It is
located in the machine somewhere between the light source (the place where the light
from the bulb is most concentrated by a condenser lens) and the place where the film strip
passes, called: the gate. The shutter whirls around a number of times a second, allowing
light to pass thru a single frame of the strip of film in place at a rectangular window in the
gate called the shutter opening (when the cut-out, or eaten, part of the pie, is passing) and
then blocking all light (when the metal, uneaten piece, is having its revolution past the
shutter-opening.) The actual picture-mover is of course not a thumb but a relatedly named
instrument called: the claw. This is a movable metal part which, when the machine is in
operation, jerks out beside the top of the shutter-opening, zips down along the outer side
of the shutter-opening, and disappears at the bottom only to appear again at the top to
repeat the process a number of times a second. When a film strip is loaded in the gate
(that is, between the two plates of smooth metal designed for film passage) the claw will
engage with each sprocket hole on the outside edge of the film, pull the strip down a
frame at a time, and repeat this process with regularity for the length of the film. It
essentially controls the stop-and-start movements of the strip of film; but its actions are
dependent upon two wheels, one on each side of the gate, whose outer edges are spoked
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by a number of little claws which, during revolution of the wheels, convert the
continuous unrolling and rolling-up movement of the film into a stop-start movement for
precise control by the claw in the gate. These wheels, so crucial to moving pictures, have
remained essentially un-named, but I call them: sprocket-wheels, bless them. Where you
have a continuous movement converted into a dis-continuous, stop-and-start, movement
and back again, you need two areas of slack in a strip of film. When threading a strip of
film into a projector, a loop is left on either side of the gate, between the gate and the
sprocket-wheels, for this purpose.
(2)
The timing of the flipping, flip-rhythm, is dependent upon inter-action between the
shutter, the claw, and the sprocket-wheels. The shutter and the claw are synchronized so
that the shutter is only open when the claw is disengaged from the sprocket hole and the
frame is held perfectly still in the gate, so that the light passing thru the shutter opening
and the film frame projects only one picture, held absolutely still, at a time and not the
movement of the strip of film. When the shutter closes, cutting off all light, the claw
engages the next sprocket hole and moves the film strip down one frame and disengages
again before the next revolution of the shutter allows light to pass. The sprocket wheels,
on either side of this process, keep unraveling and rolling up the film in time to the
shuffle of the claw and the whirl of the shutter, insuring space enough of top and bottom
loop for the stop-start dance of the film through the gate.
(3)
Flip-tempo, the speed with which a film strip passes thru the gate, is determined by the
speed of the motor controlling all synchronous movements; and (in most projectors but
only a very few kinds of viewers) this speed can be set at either 16 frames per second,
called silent speed: or 24 frames per second, called: sound speed. (Some silent projectors
only run at 16 frames per second; and a few silent projectors run at a variety of speeds
which are essentially undeterminable the latter being also true of most viewers, which
have no motor and are dependent upon the speed with which the film is pulled thru by
hand; but a few, very expensive, viewers are motor driven and are both variable as to
speed and also able to run at silent and sound speeds.) The determination of proper speed
is dependent upon the film strip. For instance, if there is a great leap between each
movement of your in-coming wave, you will find the illusion of continuous movement,
and speed of movement, more believable if the film strip is projected at 16 (or even less)
frames per second. If you have taken a long time, and many frames, to draw your wave
in, then 24 (or even more) frames per second may be required to speed your movement
up to believability. Naturally, this is also a question of taste, a determination of style, and
ultimately an altogether individual which I leave up to you.
((Viewers are also called editors; and, as that name implies, they are principally used
while editing film strips into a larger continuity. As they do not project the image across
much space (and are essentially for identification purposes rather than show) they
approximate the motion picture effect much more simply, and less effectively, than the
projector. The film is threaded between two metal plates, the viewer gate, but usually
only engages with one sprocketed wheel, on either side of the gate, which completely
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replaces the claw of the projector. No loop is needed because the claw wheel, as I call this
viewer wheel, turns a cylinder (under a window in the viewer gate) which contains a
prism that scans the frame of the film strip (as it continually moves) in a way which gives
each frame the appearance of remaining still (while light is passing thru) and reflects
these seeming-still pictures thru a series of internal mirrors and onto a frosted glass
called: the viewing plate. Thus the film strip passes, from left to right or vice versa,
emulsion side up or down, depending on the kind of viewer, in as straight a line as
possible thru a gate and over, or under, a clawed wheel. Motor controlled viewers,
usually called: Movieolas: thread much the same as a projector.))
If you are more inclined to take machine for granted, and have thus given very little
attention to the foregoing, admittedly difficult, description I offer the following simple,
push-button, instructions to permit you to thread your film by rote, by hook or by crook,
or whatever:
(1)
(2)
(3)
(4)
(5)
(6)
(7)
(8)
(9)
Place the emulsion side down, usually.

Engage outer sprocket holes with the spokes of the upper sprocket wheel.
Make a small loop above the polished metal plates.
Slip the film, emulsion side out, usually, between the two polished metal plates,
or into what is called the gate.
Make sure your film is in a position where the little claw beside the window on
the inner gate will be able to engage with your sprocket holes.
Find the lever which presses the outer gate firmly against the inner gate.
Make a small loop under the gate.
Thread your film around the sprocket wheel under the gate.
Find the shortest route around whatever wheels are left to get the head end of your
film onto the wheel for winding it up. (Well come to instructions for threading
film around the sound producing apparatus, in sound projectors, later because, in
most sound projectors, you can by-pass this set of wheels, etc., and save wear on
your film when projecting silent pictures.)
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Letter to Jane Brakhage About Visit to Olson

(Mimeographed copy of letter to Jane written from Gloucester, Mass.:)
Friday, May 17, 1963
(Prefaced with quote from the torn-out page, of an unknown paperback book, as found by
Charles Olson on the streets of Gloucester as we were parting after our 12-hour talk):
EASTERN CONFERENCE
Conditions are much more complicated in the Eastern sphere of influence. Advance
information indicates a run to the wire which may develop into a three-way photo, a bit
of jokeying not viewed unkindly by the higher echelon around the league of fans.
Anyway, lets watch the Eastern Conference public-relations advisors carry the ball for
their teams.
Enclosed find First report of Eastern Conference, as Olson said of the page of a book
found on the street at 4:00 this morning, as he walked me back to Gerrit Lansings apt.
after more than twelve hours together. We took note, laughing together in the deserted
Gloucester streets, agreeing it should be sent on to you, he saying: Ah, yes, send it on to
Jane, just by itself as First report; but I do feel the need, this morning to write as much
as I can of the entire 12 hour experience, to share with you as much of what can this
morning be remembered as possible and also to have some record available to
conscious mind even tho Im sure the deep-working centers of our conversation will
already be moving subconscious, taking direction away from what I might throw up or
put down.
I arrived, with bags full of groceries and beer, in company of Gerrit Lansing and Harry
Martin at 4:00 in the afternoon, was immediately overwhelmed by the SIZE of the man
and the electric look of the face, his grizzley beard, up-standing hair, all white, the
reflections of lights in his glasses, thru which his eyes pierce with a look that would
terrify were it not for the amazingly immediate look of the man, the love out-going as
clearly as if, and being, blessings. I began taking stills almost immediately, filling the air
with flashes of light (having now an entire roll of still photos of the Olsons), keeping
myself on that sight plain until the others had left at which point, Olson and I moved
out for a walk along the bay front to the bridge, then up around Gloucester streets,
turning back along Angel street, into his favorite bar, then on home late at night for
waiting supper with Betty (Charles Peter being then in bed, beautifully asleep, 8 year old
boy turned into himself in sleep making me wonder so much about Bearthm), and so on
talking in the kitchen, drinking Old Crow until 3:30. And of that whole talking time, the
range was so extensive I cannot really believe even the small fragments I remember could
have been packed into 12 hours.
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The money problem came up almost immediately, Olson being clear in confirmation of
this last year being most difficult ever but quick to follow with: Thats changing,
changing so fast . . . I see that change yes, I HEAR you. And How it takes form in
terms of money: but then remember, this IS America in 3 weeks this whole picture
could be changed for all of us . . . I mean that quickly the money can move, when the
times right. When Robert Duncan was last here he asked me was I interested in A
College, having himself some source. I said, Awww, come on, Robert, you know it isnt
going to work this way. Whats needed is 12 men each independently supported, backed,
in such a way that they form flanges of hierarchy given that support, youll HAVE that
which attracts everyone of importance TO-gether, wont need land, wont need buildings,
wont need ad-ministration . . . will HAVE it, whats needed. First clear statement Ive
had, after listening to stories and stories of hierarchitectitiptoplofticals re: college, like
Branamans mad dream or The Kellys Blue Yak dream college. Then: In the
meantime, get to the center, quickly dont fuck around with small colleges . . . get to the
BIG centers, use them, you CAN, you know I mean, even the MEDIUM, film, having
that possibility built in, IN, to it . . . the power there, thru the eye, I mean: how anyone
will go in to look at a movie, you hear?, are you hearing me? . . . myself wondering all
the time if this wasnt another version of Duncans old belief that I was going to make it
in Hollywood, beCAUSE of my medium, and be able to support everybody while
actually making it, or Michaels recent insistence that my fate, as an artist, would be, at
least economically, easier than his just because of the medium, etc.
Then, in all this time, Olson did show me how Gloucester is, really, an island, how he
was raised on the first point of the mainland or, that point geographically furthest out,
I mean where I could be most easterly-westerly . . . how I was, as my father before me,
letter-carrier: my first job as a boy right here, where were standing. And he showed
me the place where, unknown to everyone, a battleships hull is buried, one wall of it
backed by shit from the sewers of the town, the apparatus, wheels, tubes, being that
which pumps the shit out from Gloucester into the bay, the whole thing buried under a
monument centered in an innocuous plot of grass I mean, what goes on underground.
He showed me the house which was his focal point for reconstructing history in
Maximus now lived in by the president of the John Birch Society of Gloucester. We
began talking of schools, he clarifying for me that all my worries about the girls and
Bearthm going to school must be centered where the complete concern is: with the total
system, of which school is just one small aspect. What a relief and how wonderful that I
could think of coming to terms with the total system easier than particularized school,
etc. He showed me the house where a man who actually studied with Ruskin lives, now
growing the most beautiful flowers. He showed me the house where he had left his
mother that awful night written of as St. Valentines Day Storm, wandered down to the
bay to be bombarded by sheets of ice blown in from the sea . In the bar we began
talking of Eisenstein, the wide-screen concept (Do you really have anything to add to
that? which I thought best left unanswered until he had seen my films . . . the
following night) and then on into vision and drugs. You must take psilocybin all
the rest very dangerous. Nuts to that whole science scene completely right to keep free
of it, as you have . . . all spreading bullshit to hide the one drug of value IF taken in
company, a simple occasion no bullshit . . . just a way of seeing. I then threw up One
ring to bind em. This seemed to raise some doubt, then very specific concern with
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respect to myself Yes, okay, Ill wait and see . . . you may be right there. Then we
shifted quickly to drama, began talking deeply of how-why it doesnt work, with
complete agreement from him on my tracing the breakdown to drama into ring to bind
em with the loss of the mask, drama now making flesh masks for people to wear out
each other against, etc. . . . he adding the introduction of the female onto the stage
(misplaced cunt dominating all else) and the star system (cult of personality rather
than creation of Person). But we did start with Roberts Adams Way, and onto why
the greatest living dramatist cannot finish a play, the social scene impinging, as it did in
S.F. in a way to make finish in life, not on stage, etc. Olson: Yes, we must, must, must
get rid of drama, at all costs I mean, even get rid of narrative the temptation . . . you
hear?
Then, after supper, the question of magic: here, dear Jane, for all of my trying to
remember, the deep substance of this matter is too deep in me for any kind of
transcription; but I will put down what does come to the surface as best I can. It begins
with reference directly to the eyes, Olsons wonderful re-spect: that he had said to me
much earlier, within five minutes after meeting him, to be precise: With you, Brakhage,
it is at this point a question of focus is it not? Then, later, after supper, stomach pulling
at my brains, I shifted to superficial level of defending black magic of [Willard] Maas
and [Maya] Deren, as filmmakers, by way of After all, film is at the Lascaux Cavepainting level. Then quickly, sternly back from him: Dont give me that! Im an
authority on cave painting, as you surely know. Stop trying to defend the fact that you
ARE, are you not?, myopic, that is: NEAR-sighted: and wall eyed . . . as am I . . . as is
Robert Duncan . . . Right? After immediate relief of: Yes, yes, of course, from me,
Olson went right on: I have, even tho I suffer from claustrophobia, crawled around IN
these tunnels, seen how, very often, the Pleistocene man HAD, that is chose, to paint
where he couldnt have been more than six inches from where he was painting, eyes
THAT close. And the point is, after all, that Pleistocene man WAS that close to us, where
we are that is: he was living in a world where all predators, that is everything that
COULD EAT HIM, was so MUCH larger than he was! . . . and then how he did choose
to paint where he did, in that most difficult position, rather than just anywhere, per
chance. I love that sense of that fisty little creature being, maybe, FIRST to say: Fuck
you to all of it which didnt arise from HIM self, in the sense of: I will have it my way
. . . I mean, his knowing that he must be given instruction or be eaten by nature, one way
or the other (Hero being, to me, later, being only He who demonstrates Nature that is,
being memorable biographically ONLY . . . you hear? . . . only Hero still being just that
except for interference with Nature that is: specifically THAT which threatens us all
with annihilation . . . that is, HOW the Hero has been possessed, is no longer relevant,
BECAUSE nature is being so possessed . . . how in Dogtown even, that area which, since
the beginning has certainly been the most beautiful natural spot of these surroundings,
NOT dependent on any mans concept, not quote natural unquote, IS now being made
center of reservoir, place where trees are being cut down other trees planted, paced,
whole basin filled with water, dust of their blasting settling over the whole eastern
seaboard. And now, how YOU Brakhage must get clear about focus right? . . . I mean,
do you hear me? . . . that is: Hold your hand in front of your face and find OUT just how
far away you can take it, and how close, without throwing all the lines of that hand out of
focus. I tried it, found FOCUS somewhere between 4 and 6 inches, that is: How
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wonderful I can teach you that, you with all concerns of vision so wonderful that I am
permitted to teach you where your TRUE focus IS . . . and believe me, it is somewhere
there for all men RIGHT THERE. And you DID know it at 18 when you threw away
those glasses . . . I mean, the TRUTH of it which you just hadnt YET come to think of,
make reference to, in your BRAIN. Then, Olson leaning over closely, winking, holding
his hands that close to his face, saying: And, Brakhage, what is all the rest beyond that
point I mean what IS all that out there which we CALL focus? . . . What IS focus,
Brakhage? Hey?
(I am now writing almost 24 hours later than when I ended the last paragraph much
more of the conversation has, natch, been forgotten; but theres some advantage in that
yesterday I went again over to Olsons and the conversation did tend to take off from the
end point of the above paragraph . . . so, rather than try to stick to narrative, Ill just write
what Ive understood of all this talking these last two days, as it comes to me as a total
picture.)
(It should be understood that if my memory ear was that correct, I could put most of the
following in quotes, after the name of Olson, except that I will make crucial mistakes,
probably, out of my problems, and that it did all arise out of conversation between us):
There is a, probably precisely determinable, diamond line which could be drawn so that
one point would be crucial outer focus, another crucial inner focus, the other two points
of the four available for a drawing of a line which would bisect the diamond into two
triangles TAKE that line as LOCUS, in a view-plate sense: that is: out of the
understanding that there are three rings which bind men (a departure from Tolkiens
number): thought, consciousness and sense-perception, the latter really meaning:
the eye, how it dominates all other senses in men. Referring to Michael McClure there
was a looooong name relating him, per example, specifically to me, by way of affliction,
which did break down to another triangle, rings of ring true, the three corners of which
could be viewed as corresponding to a type having: Narcissism, shyness, and desire
to have absolute power over the world . . . characteristics. But then there is all that
which men CALL focus, a flexible diamond, that is: subject to squeeze-play in the mind,
its bisecting line being most clear as horizon line (calling up in my mind the quest shun:
what point beyond the horizon line must I be focused upon, in order to see horizon line as
that line which bisects that diamond: i.e. fixes it . . . to which Olson immediately
answered: You must have Hopi, being playful with what he later referred to as: The
Hopi Indian having the only language which was constructed to make speech in terms of
definition possible . . . that is that the Hopi would only speak in terms of where he was,
would have to walk over there, locomotion, to speak of what was there, then being where
he was, a - gain (( in fairness to Olsons speech, he was throwing back at me a lot of puns
here, and laughingly, in reference to the puns he had just read in some of my newer
writing he being specifically clear that I should stop using em, that dispersal, in my
writing))). (P.S., pisssss But given 4 to 6 inches as my True Focus, I said, You,
Olson, are already over there . . . He replied ((present not, foot, how impossible typewise it is to change a capital H to a small h)) . . . he replied: You know nothing of
Aurora? I mean, to keep it simple: dont you know about your Aurora . . . that given
temperature ((I dont mean Aura)) that inner temperature you have always with you -- I
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mean, how you die, even, with your Aurora on, so to speak . . . but well get to that later.
. . . something of it beginning to be clear when Charles Peter gave me some stereopticon
cards with glasses, and that when I said Thank you, Ill give them to my children and
he, the boy, replied No. Keep them yourself, Bet gave me quick lesson in it of it by
saying: You see, hes a Hopi that is, he doesnt know your children.) that is . . .
(damn the distraction of parenthesis) . . . there are, at least, TWO things which MUST be
taken as stabile: energy and dimension: that is that when Olson was under
sillosybin and went to the toilet to pee he became aware of the sense that tho the toilet
seemed miles away from him in distance, it remained the same size and that he was able
to pee directly into the center of it: that is: tho all of what was beyond 4 to 6 inches, even
tho CLEARLY not true focus ergo being CLEARLY picture of the mind OUT, appeared
unstable, he (out of his energy) was peeing into it (because it had a fixed dimension).
Given these two stabiles (this form) out of his prime necessity (out of the prime truth
of total organic necessity) he could instruct all the rest, just as Pleistocene man had, etc
. . . out of, or gaining, TWO other truths: The World as the object of God . . . God being,
therefore, the subject of The World (The caps and the therefore possibly being my
thoughtless addition I dont know. That is: when I told him the vision of the four
entities appearing to me during the editing of Sirius Remembered he took that as a kind of
visitation which was to make me aware of the four corners of a given position so that I
would be enabled to go on my own way; but when I told him of the statement We
cannot go deeper unless you stop smoking Olson responded with immediate sense of:
Ah yes, thats the way she usually speaks, that is: thats instruction which you are
bound, if you want to go on your own way, to resist. . . . this before hed heard how Id
resisted, tho he could see me smoking.) (Somewhere in here he suggested, pulled out,
and read from, Coons: The Story of Man, making, a day later but as if to give the other
side, a horrible book, called: The Assessment of Men, taking great delight in the fact
that Coon was typical American in that he had gone to the very site ((I almost spelled
sight)) where a Frenchman had dug up the oldest human skull yet found, and that
Coon had, when shown the digging, gone immediately WITH HIS FINGERS and dug
deeper until he found yet an OLDER skull and OPENED UP THE WHOLE FIELD at
which point Olson pulled out a Mayan Owl head in stone which hed dug up with his
own fingers, somehow knowing where to dig . . . and when I said: How did you know
where, if you do not rely on magic, it opened up the whole discussion of magic, albeit
with some reluctance on his part. Robert Duncan kept, naturally, coming up into the
conversation here: As I wrote Robert the other day: there are only three terms of time we
should deal with now: day, year, millenium He replied by referring to those first 7 years
of mans growth, that being his crisis: how we get up to adolescence, that is: sex, etc.
Or: AS I wrote Robert, and that part of my reply which he could make most use of,
poem coming out of it, that Christ was the FIRST sacrifice, yes LAST too, that is the
beauty of how he laid his life down as sacrifice, I mean, like in animals cut my throat
. . . Christ being FIRST HUMAN we know of to so come to terms with thought,
consciousness and sense perception right out of Narcissism, shyness, yes AND
desire to have power over the world. ((Olson then reading me Roberts reply which did
take Christ as Second person, after ADAM First Person, in terms of subject of the
world (((you see, Jane, how hard it is for me to, how I must capitalize ADAM over my
mistake of God in that place and I was right there to take Adam in terms of subject of
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the world? . . . of course not Jesus, how have I to keep the demons at bay in writing
this to you with true perspective . . . i.e. what is Adam? . . . well, Duncan had said
something like I take Adam as made. . . . puns using him?))) )) ) Wow paranthesis
(that is, on end, says and/or parant thesis.) that as a matter of FACT: We live at the
beginning of a new millenium God, what an exciting time . . . how much there is to do,
that is: how much we must here instruct the angels who are at this time running around
being very busy, needing our instruction, and OF our necessity, that is of your necessity
and my necessity, etc. And, as to magic: You are not a black magician you are a
white magician, and that is a very difficult, dangerous thing to be in a time like this . . . I
mean how much we are each of us drawn to evil in such a time, how easy it is, how each
of us falls into it all ways, that is because of all the ways.
Now as Im being presumptuous enough to put in quote marks outside of parenthesis,
here, that is above, Im going to copy out of Gerrit Lansings wonderful collection some
printed statements of Olsons which came up over and over again, threading in and out of
the conversation as references I should, and have, and am here making, to end the
substance of this letter give you as much as I can, dear Jane, knowing your needs,
dearest Jane, they being so related to mine now and for a later look-up for each of us . . .
To start with, as Olson read it over and over to me, out of the Melville book Call Me
Ishmael, look up the passage in there where Melville makes, strikes, balance between
Goetic (Olson making reference to trickster magic there, immediately) and Theurgic
(Olson emphasizing, to start with The or, to pun, Godic, magic).
(Then I copied the following:
ORYAN
Postscript To Proprioception & Logography
Bridge-work
THEORY OF SOCIETY:
and will now add the short poem Olson copied out
for me on the inside of my return-train-ticket envelope, saying: Heres your ticket.):
And now let all the ships come in,
Pity and love The Return The Flower
The Gift & The Alligator catches
and the mind go forth to the end of the world.
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In a letter dated Early Nov., 1965, Stan Brakhage sent the following to Michael
McClure, referring to it as the rest of your Moving Picture Giving and Taking Book.
This was later published in Brakhage Scrapbook: Collected Writings 1964-1980, edited
by Robert A. Haller for Documentext, 1982.
Making Light of Nature of Light

Any fool can see for himself , like they say . . .
It is the light we share.
I had meant, since beginning The Moving Picture Giving and Taking Book, to write about
the taking of light, the use of it: taking a light reading, so to speak with a light meter, as
its called . . . for the figuring out, like they say, the whereabouts, on the movable ring of
the lens marked with f, the numbers of it should be placed so that a picture might be
taken. As I came to worry the subject in the minds eye, came to see where Id left off
writing this book altogether and to foresee how impossible it was becoming to write was
left of it, I finally arrived at the thought that the book had perhaps better be called The
Moving Picture Giving Book: and that I had better let it go at that. IN that light then, if
youll pardon the pun/fun of it, Ive come to the beginning of wanting to make light of all
taking of light, of pictures, of others, of myself in this take, as an exposure before
development is called, this taken then of my minds eye moving through thought to
language in this writing.
My first instruction, then: if you happen to have a light meter give it away . . .
otherwise: give over reading this further and get on with the game of numbers youre
playing and its absolute sets of what is scene: for I am going on, from here, with seeing
any/everyones ultimate gift to the motion picture medium.
Beg, borrow, or buy (I do not believe in stealing) a moving picture camera with at least
one lens on it (a used 8mm camera is perhaps most in need of your blessings and will,
thus, very likely come to you easily in the family attic for ten to fifteen dollars at most
from a store but please dont accept a magazine camera, even as more than temporary
gift, as it will cost you more money for film in the long run . . . and please NO automatic
exposure photo-machine either that seeing eye dog of a camera.) Get a roll of film,
any film that is the same millimeter as your camera. Somewhere on the box of it, or on a
paper on the inside of it, or from the store proprietor, you will find a number coming after
the letters A.S.A.: and if your film is a color one you will find the information as to
whether its a Daylight or a Tungsten. Keep all this information in mind.
Let us suppose to start with a black & white film, as that is usually less expensive. Let
us even suppose, to start to begin, that you have not yet given yourself a camera. Collect
yourself a handful of tiny objects, such as would sit neatly on a fingernail, and also an
empty spool and film can the size and millimeter of the full one you have in hand, and a
small or pencil flashlight. Find the darkest room available to you; and sit in it for
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awhile, some ten to fifteen minutes say, looking all around for the light. You will find
yourself, thus, fulfilling the initiation rites of many religious cults: but you need not let
that worry you. Look for any light coming in under doors, thru curtains, or
wheresomever; and cut it off with old rag stuffing, thick coats over windows, etc. . . . and
you need not worry about that, either, for, as you cut off the light youre used to, you will
come to be given to see many kinds of light you may not have known existed before.
If you begin to feel foolish in this darkened room doing these things, please continue; but
if youve only come to find the me-in-your-mind as foolish for the above writing, then
please stop reading and try, rather, something on your own until youve managed to make
a fool out of yourself for the writing, from here on out, is specifically for the fool
who can see for himself . . . no other than that in mind.
When the room is dark of all light youre used to, and before you begin to look for more
light than may come to you, open the box and/or can of film and place it on the one side
of you, with the empty reel and its can on the other side of you. Unwind some film (a
good five feet or so). Attach the end of it to, and wind it up on, the empty reel (a piece of
tape will help). Then place both reels in their cans, bending the film carefully over the
edge of each can, so that the lids may be put on without more than gently folding the
film, without more than a soft diagonal crease in the film, without tearing, etc. There
should be, then, several feet of film between closed cans. Place this firmly on a flat
surface (tape, again, will help) so that the sticky side (when moistened to test it between
fingers) is up. Place your tiny objects along the length of the film. You may, of course, do
this as carefully or as haphazardly as you choose. If you choose to give your care you will
remember that each space between sprocket holes (which you can feel with your
fingernails in the dark) is an individual picture which will when projected flash in some
other darkness at a fraction of a second the area between and to the direct side of any
two sprocket holes in 8mm and single-sprocket 16mm, the area within the rectangle of
any four sprocket holes in double-sprocket 16mm, the area to the side of any four
sprocket holes of single-sprocket 35mm, etc. The more you think of these things while
placing your objects on the film, even in the case of your first endeavor, the more you
give of form, of yourself thus to form, of the medium in the eventual projection of
images, as always, about to be made.
Think of your flashlight, then, as a wand, for it is something more magic than a flash that
we want of it, something more than any simple light, as were used to, use of it. We want
to make a ray a Man Ray well call it, in honor of the man, so named, who first made it
directed by all of the thoughts, as above, and conditioned by two pieces of information
kept in mind: the A.S.A. number and, if color, the indication of Daylight or
Tungsten . . . but, assuming again black & white film, let us assume a number after
A.S.A. a small one, say between one and ten, will tell us that the film will take a lot of the
light we give it to make an exposure. A large number after A.S.A., say any number
above fifty, will tell us that the film is very sensitive, so to speak, to light and will overexpose, as they call it, with the slightest bit of our illumination. Let us assume, to start
then, an A.S.A. 5 the American Standard Associations average exposure for most
motion picture sound stock film . . . this low rating will permit us a great deal more
play of/and/with light in our giving exposure to film. We can possibly even use the pencil
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flashlight to write directly upon the strip of film, if we write quickly and if the point of
light of it is sharp enough, focused enough. As we move our wand away from the film, its
beam spreads till, finally, evenly over the whole length of the strip, its exposure
interfered with only by the objects weve placed on it and their shadows. As we think of
its beam as a ray, we may come to direct it elsewhere and only indirectly light the film;
and as we come to think of the ray as a Man Ray each one can then, honoring tradition,
become aware of whats undone and, being that self each is, direct the particular ray in
hand, wave that wand wheresomever, as is most wanted, around whatever particular
room in relation to the strip of film, writing directly upon it in one place and never
permitting the light to shine other than indirectly upon it in another, creating a dance of
the shadows of the object placed upon it, throwing shadows of objects in the room across
it, etcetera . . . BUT, whatever each chooses to do with this instant, we ALL share in this:
the light can only illuminate that room for a very few seconds for the films exposure,
films take, as it were. Even with an A.S.A. of 5, I would guess that more than two or
three seconds of direct light, from however small and dim a flash wand, would expose the
film to the extent that, when developed, it would be clear leader (if reversal film) or black
leader (if negative film) as defined at the beginning of this book: and we would thus for
we all do share the light, share thus the conditions of time of light in relation to film be
back where we started from, with no trace upon the film, no sign or record even, of the
magic each was making in the room of his or her most individual dark. The higher the
A.S.A. number of the film, the further must the wand be kept from the strip and/or the
quicker the speed of illumination. But if all has gone well, each will have (when the film
is developed) what is called A Rayogram for moving picture projection. But before
developing, I would suggest that the process, as described above, be repeated for the
entire length of the roll of film, each exposed strip being taken up into the can on the one
side as the unexposed strips are unraveled from the other. As should be obvious, the
whole length of film need not, indeed should not, be done all at once. Other than tiny
objects may be placed upon the film, as say cloth for texture shadows, glass for refraction
patterns, etc. And, assuming your film is color, various colored glasses or filters may be
placed upon the strip, the point of the wand, or around the room, even, for a play of hues.
If the film is a Daylight one, all whatever-colors will transform on film to completely
other-colors, because the film was exposed to flash wand rather than the sun wand
intended generally speaking, there will be more yellow in everything (unless it
overexposes) because the flashlight will not be passing thru the blue of the sky as the
suns light does before exposing film . . . and you can, thus, put a sky in front of your
wand in the form of a bluish filter taped onto your flashlight to render more approximate
colors with Daylight film. If your film is marked Tungsten, youll know that word
refers to the filaments of your flashbulb or electric-light-other and that the sky or blue
of it has been put already into the film itself by the manufacturer, so that without your
adding a filter the colors will be rendered more approximately tho, in truth, they will
still be transformed utterly into colors other than those of the objects placed upon the
film, or between the light and the film, etc.: and I would hope you have the good sense to
be aware of these differences when the film is developed, bless you.
Now if all the above does seem an end in itself, have patience for I, too, am tired of these
mechanical limitations, would have us share more mysteriously in the light, am about to
fool with the camera (rather than professionally fool it) and, for the sake of illumination,
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become the fool of the camera and all its means (being amateur lover . . . at heart). But
if the above be beginning for you, quit reading and get on with it . . . joy to you!
Now, a camera can be thought of as a small closet (box) into which the film may be put
(with pegs to hang the full and empty spools upon and a gate, much like the projectors
described earlier, to thread the film thru) which has a wand-like light focuser (lens)
screwed into it so that whatever external illumination which is gathered, as its called,
by the wand can be focused into an image on the surface of the film, can be, thus,
recorded by the light-sensitive grains of the emulsion of the film so as to be developed,
later, into a picture which is projectionable. The motor of the camera simply conditions
the movement of the film in relation to the shutter (the same as in the projector except
that, in camera case, the film is always stilled for the gathering of light, at shutters
opening, rather than for the projection thereof thru the film). When we hold the camera,
therefore, we have the whole closet as well as wand in hand, stand IN the light and
condition whatever of it and of images of objects reflecting that light we wish to affect
the surface of the film. The motors of most cameras will permit us to flash light onto the
strip of film at a variety of speeds by pre-setting a dial on the outside of the box which
conditions and indicates how fast the film is moving thru the gate (usually marked: 8
12 16 24 32 48 64, etc meaning: 8 frames per second 12 frames per
second, etc.) because the speed with which the shutter opens and closes is conditioned
by the number of times the film is stopped-and-started-etc. each second. We can also
control the dimness and brightness of these flashes of light by setting the ring marked f
stops around the lens itself (typically marked: f 1.5 2 2.8 4 5.6 8 11 16
22 meaning, for all intents and purposes, that when the lens is set at its lowest number,
say f 1.5, its iris, as its called, is wide open, like an eye in the dark, that at f 2 it is a
little bit closed, permitting less light, that at f 11 its about half closed and that at f 22
its almost closed, like the iris of an eye looking straight into the sun or at suns direct
reflection on a beach or bright snow scene) because, for our intents and purposes the f
stops are like distances we keep between the flash light and the film according to the
A.S.A. of it. If the A.S.A. is a low number, such as A.S.A. 5, then we can set our lens at a
low f, say f 1.5, on a bright day even and still set an image upon it. If it is a high
number A.S.A., such as A.S.A. 120, closing our lens to f 22 may not suffice under
the same circumstances to make other than white or black leader: but then these
circumstances also depend, for picture, upon the speed of the film and, thus, shutter,
and of course upon whether one is under the sun of this bright day or in the shade of it, in
a house, etc. These many circumstances cause most photographers to use a light meter to
determine their exposure, the setting of the f stop ring, etc.: but I suggest you play the
fool, along with me, fool around in the light with your camera, be the fool of both (fool
neither) and come along on an adventure, the nature of which is the nature of light itself.
First we must deal with the Light of Nature, than with Nature of Light. And set your
science aside, please, as weve no more use for it than what is of it as embodied in the
camera in hand an ordinarily closed system (as any machine) for taking pictures . . .
which I am about to cause to flower (as my usual) wide openly in a gift of in-and-outsight to the means of it. The camera will try to give back simply taken pictures (as thats
what its made for) but in the exchanges between us (myself and machine) therell be, if
Im lucky as usual (and for you too if youre able as anyone) a made thing (an un-piced
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image) which gives as much as it takes, an illumination (made as much of as with light)
which should be a joy to see. I might, as I often have before, make a discovery (called
creation most usually): and you, too, might, if you can but give your eyes to the
medium (as any maker finally must) as a gift beyond any desire, to see or other, any request, etc. We shall see refers to conditions, such as technical limitations, which we
share, as we share the light. I see is an unconditional surrender to the light for a fools
vision. When giving sight to the medium, with, rather than thru, the eye (William
Blake), with, rather than thru, machine, with any means at your bestowal (rather than
disposal), with the light, and naturally then OF all these things also as in any gift, the term
moving picture giving takes on a blessed (and necessary to me) dimension, viz.:
If you will, but listen (give your attention) to the camera motor (as you press its button
never, please, at speeds higher than 32 frames per second when theres no film in it, as
that will often snap its spring) and you will hear some semblance of the speeds of films
run thru it . . . if you will, then, think of yourself as collector of light, thru wand of lens,
for gift to film, you can then come to know yourself as conditioner of the light entering
the magic box you hold in your hand that you can slow or speed up the flashes of it, on
the films surface, by changing motor speed that you can collect the most of the light
you stand in by turning the f ring to its lowest number, opening the iris of the lens
widest, and/or can limit the power of the sun itself with each stop down, as its called,
to the highest number. And if you can, then, but give yourself to the light around you
(keeping sense of the above conditions on circumstances) till you are attracted to one area
or another of the direct or reflected light (taking a stance in relation to your
surroundings), you will be able, by a pointing of lens and a turning of its rings, to give
some of your inner illumination to the surface of that film (give the song of your sensing,
what youve seen AND thought of it, to the films heard movement in the camera), viz-aviz:
If you want the light youre sensing to take shape upon the surface of the film, to etch
itself there in sharp lines of the edges of its reflecting forms, you will guess at the
distance from the films surface to the most of the objects within the rectangular space of
your looking (thru the viewfinder) and will set the numbers of the foot ring of your
lens (usually numbered from 1 ft. to oo, a symbol standing presumptuously for
infinity) accordingly; whereas, if you want the light to affect the films face more
impressionistically, you can soften the focus, like they say; and, therefore, if you want
light's tones unenclosed in shapes, you can set close objects image in infinity or
obliterate landshapes and distant forms with a 1 ft. setting. Wherever you would
interfere with the light, take account of shadows as exactly as if they were objects placed
upon the film emulsion in a darkened room, as if a setting of the lens to the exact distance
of the shadow were a placing of the object flat upon film surface, etc. A breath upon the
lens will often add the Wester-eyesed sense of halo, or the mystics aura, or a whole fog
even. A drop of water, or some similar refractor placed before the lens, will split the
beams of any direct light into the very lines tunneling out of it which must, once, have
given Western man the idea that the sun was in harness, or reigned, and then caused him
to later create a way of seeing called Renaissance perspective we take too much for
granted; and a soft focusing of these lines will spread these lines to rays, as clouds or dust
storms often scatter sun. And many things may be put before the lens to simulate
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something of minds eye, thoughts light, on film if you use a Tungsten film in the
daylight, for instance, an orangish filter will render the colors what we call truer, just as
a blue filter is used with Daylight film to put some sky into electrical illumination, etc.
. . . but all of these conditionings Ive written above are a hatch of hind-sight, a taking of
light for some use or other not much more of a gift to the medium than the taking of a
picture. Not being a poet, I cannot write much other than about, write out of some poet
endeavor, whereas a gift is always a present, so to speak . . . it will take some very
creative you in the gift of reading this to make this writing more than a take. Permit me to
illustrate, become the reader myself of the below, now, blank of page in seeing search of
nature of light, viz-ability:
Blank (as all words) interfering with my read of the texture of the paper, the shadow
blackened creases end spots impressed on the white field of it white coming to mind
to block any seeing of the yellow of the lamplight upon it, reflecting from off it, and as if
lying heavily across thew whole surface of it yellow blanketing the minds eye as if
to cover up the sense of the blue, as its collected in each shadow like pools with deep
purple centers or flaring palely over the whole surface and almost flickering at page top
nearest my window in instreaming daylight blue (as purple and black and all
earlier color words) finally giving way to eyes sight of an other-than-electric yellow
whirling within blue on page and sky out my window in some as-if struggle with blue, an
eddying all thru the air of these environs, which I follow up the margin of the page Im
reading till blue takes shapes surrounded by yellows of skylight, but shapes that are
almost invisible under apparently shifting folds of Tungsten yellow, each blue whirl
taking general shape of ball with curved comet-like tail, all shapes blackened in focus of
concentration on the page, tho easily seen bluishly out my window, all tailed-spheres
spiraling as if in the heat of liquid gold (those being Reichs Orgones in, say, C. S.
Lewiss yellow space?) Orgones taking away all sight-sense of the vision,
Reichs taking the experiencing away from me, and C. S. Lewis as literary reference
intellectualizing my seeing beyond any sense of it . . . thus, all within that last parentthesis disperses the vision, making sense of what was a sensing (do not, please, permit me
to do that to you, dear reader) my sense of reader, dear or otherwise, interfering
utterly with my reading of this page, blocking me in a lock of attention to the inks of its
letters . . . but then . . . but then, the type marks they wink at me not as letters but,
rather, as surfaces rainbowed over; and as my eyes open to them, relax into softened
focus, the prisming lines bubble open into steams of colors infinitely varied infinitely
(that presumptuous word again) tips me off and into a searching concentration wherein
the black-born colors tend to arrange themselves as follows: oranges, blues, greens: and,
thus: oranges in curved lines or circles, with yellow at inner or center and red at outer or
perimeter; and blues in lines graded to purple one side or the other; and greens as a weave
throughout throughout checking my concentration, causing a spread of vision across
the whole page until I see similar to black-born prisming colors moving, according to the
first tendencies observed, among the comet-blue shapes and molten folds-over-folds of
electric-yellow and in shadow pools, concentrations of prism-blues tending to impress
upon me large (several inch once) always elongated shapes, ingatherings of prismoranges always forming circularly, and green waves shaping fields of their predominance
always as irregularly curled as vines three underlined alwayses demonstrate to me
that Im about to make a science and/or a religion of this endeavor, damnit, about to
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really try to convince someone else (some dear reader of the imagination) of my own
eyes sightings, make sights of them in sets of laws and dogmas to convict all other ( in a
damn your eyes, as the saying goes) forgive me . . . I tire, viz:
. . . goodbye again, dear reader Im off to work: to try to gather light this particularly,
even if (as in the past) I can finally only paint some approximation of these miniscule
occurrences upon the films developed surface . . . for film is never hypoed by the lab,
fixed as its called, beyond a makers giving his adding to it, thru paints and
chemicals and superimpositions in editing, his sense of the light as seen until that maker
himself becomes too long exposed to the light of any particular piece of film and, thus,
ceases to see it any longer . . . then, and then only, might a work be called finished. As
Ive ceased to read myself herein, then, and have other livelier things to do, permit me to
make (not the but)
an end.
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Appendix B
Three Ghost Tantras
by Michael McClure
Late-May 1964: Tantras 2, 49, 99

2
PLEASURE FEARS ME, FOOT ROSE, FOOT BREATH
BY BLAHHR MOKGROOOOOOO TARRR
nowp tytath broooooooooooooooooooo
-In the middle of the night I dreamed I was a creature
like the great Tibetan Yogi Milarepa.
I sang a song beginning :
Home lies in front of you, not in the past.
Follow your nose
to it.
It had great mystic import, both apparent and hidden.
I was pleased with it.
GOOOOOOOOOOR!
GROOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOH!
GOOOOOOOO.
ROOOOOOOOOOOH!
POWFF! RAHH! BLAHHR!
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SILENCE THE EYES! BECALM THE SENSES!
Drive drooor from the fresh repugnance, thou whole,
thou feeling creature. Live not for others but affect thyself
from thy enhanced interior believing what thou carry.
Thy trillionic multitude of grahh, vhooshes, and silences.
Oh, you are heavier and dimmer than you knew
and more solid and full of pleasure.
Grahhr! Grahhhr!Ghrahhhrrr! Ghrahhr. Grahhrrr.
Grahhrr-grahhhhrr! Grahhr. Gahrahhrr Ghrahhhrrrr.
Ghrarrrr. Ghrahhr! Ghrarrrrr. Gharrrr. Ghrahhhrr.
Ghrahhrr. Ghrahr. Grahhr. Grahharrr. Grahhrr.
Grahhhhr. Grahhhr. Gahar. Ghrahhr. Grahhr. Grahhr.
Ghrahhr. Grahhhr. Grahhr. Gratharrr! Grahhr.
Ghrahrr. Ghraaaaaaahrr. Grhar. Ghhrarrr! Grahhrr.
Ghrahrr. Gharr! Ghrahhhhr. Grahhrr. Ghraherrr.
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99
IN TRANQUILITY THY GRAHRR AYOHH
ROOHOOERING
GRAHAYAOR GAHARRR GRAHHR GAHHR
THEOWSH NARR GAHROOOOOOOOH GAHRR
GRAH GAHRRR! GRAYHEEOARR GRAHRGM
THAHRR NEEOWSH DYE YEOR GAHRR
grah grooom gahhr nowrt thowtooom obleeomosh.
AHH THEEAHH! GAHR GRAH NAYEEROOOO
GAHROOOOOM GRHH GARAHHRR OH THY
NOOOSHEORRTOMESH GREEEEGRAHARRR
OH THOU HERE, HERE, HERE IN MY FLESH
RAISING THE CURTAIN
HAIEAYORR-REEEEHORRRR
in tranquility.
LOVE
thy
!oh my oohblesh !
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Appendix C
Interviews
Interview with Woody Haut

Woody Haut was active in the San Francisco poetry and film scene during the 1960s. He moved to
London in the early 1970s and is the author of a book of poems, The Cartographers (Beau Geste
Press), and three non-fiction books: Pulp Culture: Hardboiled Fiction and the Cold War; Neon Noir:
Contemporary American Crime Fiction; and Heartbreak and Vine: The Fate of Hardboiled Writers in
Hollywood (all published by Serpent's Tail).
CHRISTOPHER LUNA: How did you get involved in the Straight Theatre?
WOODY HAUT: I was sharing a flat with Al Nieman, who I'd met in Mexico, and who wanted to re-open
the Haight Theater. He was interested in showing films by independent "new American" film-makers, and I
was the guy with the knowledge about what films to show. He ran into the Resnick brothers, who also
wanted to re-open the theater. They were the ones with the money to get the project off the ground, and, for
some reason, renamed the place The Straight Theater.
CL: How did the Straight Asbury Viewing Society get started? Who attended the screenings?
WH: The Straight Ashbury Viewing Society must have been the first the Straight Theater's s first project.
Since the theater wasn't yet ready, the screenings were held in the Armenian Hall on, I think, Oak Street. I
showed as many as I couldBrakhage, Harry Smith, Cassavetes, the Whitney Brothers, etc., as well as
having local poets read. Because of obscenity laws, it had to be a "viewing society" with card-holding
members. I think there were capacity audiences (200) at every screening, which occurred every Saturday
night. A number of film makers attended (Ron Rice, Bruce Baillie, Scott Bartlett, Tom DeWitt) and poets,
as well as the general public.
CL: How did you meet Stan Brakhage?
WH: I met Brakhage because I was teaching a class at San Francisco State Experimental College entitled
New American Cinema, and Stan was coming to the coast to show his film 23rd Psalm Branch. So I got
him to exhibit the film and give a talk. We also had a mutual friend, Carmen Vigil, at whose apartment Stan
was staying. So I saw a lot of Stan during those weeks. Even before that I had been corresponding with
Brakhage about an article I had written on New American Cinema for a local underground newspaper. I
remember spending an afternoon at a local bar with Stan and McClure. I would later see Stan whenever he
was in town, then, later, when he visited London, and again while I was staying with the Dorns in Boulder
in the 1980s.
CL: How did you first encounter Stan Brakhages films? What did you think of them at the time?
WH: I first encountered Brakhage's films in 1964 at the Cinema Theater in Los Angeles, at John Fles's
legendary midnight screenings. Window Water Baby Moving and some other Brakhage films were on a
double bill with [Jean-Pierre Melvilles 1950 film adaptation of Jean Cocteaus novel] Les Enfants
Terribles. I went there because someone said they were showing dirty movies. I was in a for surprise. I'd
never seen anything like it.
I do remember getting headaches from watching those first Brakhage films, with their flitting images, fast
camera work and abrupt editing. But I was intrigued and became regular at Fles's midnight screenings.
Brakhage was also the only film-maker I have come across who was able to create near-riot situations
merely by showing his films.
CL: How did you meet Michael McClure?
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I met Michael McClure because his wife worked with my cousin. I phoned him up and he said to come
over. He lived a few blocks away from where I was living, and I would see him every so often and visit
him occasionally.
CL: What were the poetry readings at the Fillmore, Avalon, and Straight Theater like? Did people
hang out afterward? Were there discussions of the material? How did the audiences react to
McClures work? How did they react to Brakhages films?
WH: Poetry readings were mainly held in the local coffee houses, art galleries and bars in North Beach and
the Haight (and, of course at the Poetry Center). There were a few at the Straight Theater, but none that I
can remember at the Avalon and Fillmore. Though The Beard did have a performance or two at the Avalon
or the Fillmore. And Ginsberg read at benefits at the Fillmore. But I can't recall any other readings at those
places, though there might have been some. There was a lot of informal discussion at, and after, various
poetry readings at places like the Coffee Gallery and, before that, Gino & Carlo's in North Beach as well as
coffee houses in the Haight, but nothing that was organized. Though Dave Sandberg was instrumental in
organizing street poetry and Poetry Among Friends which had a lot of influence, and published Oar
Magazine, and there was much discussion of the poetry at Steve Mindel's weekly sessions at his apartment
in the Haight. I think the audiences in San Francisco were much more receptive to Brakhage's films than
they had been in LA, where he set off responses that bordered on violence. And, of course, McClure was
always a big favorite, at least amongst other poets.
CL: What did you learn from McClure as a poet and as a friend?
WH:To respect the art of poetry, approach it with dignity and have faith in the new.
CL: What did you learn from Brakhage?
WH: Be true to your vision. Never neglect the mind's eye.
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Interview with David Meltzer

Poet David Meltzer was a friend to both Stan Brakhage and Michael McClure.
CHRISTOPHER LUNA: Where and when did you meet Michael McClure? Did you discuss poetry?
DAVID MELTZER: We met in North Beach in '57. He and Joanne Kyger were the first San Francisco
poets I met and we're still friends and comrades. Poetry and the poetry community was the main subject of
our talks, also domestic realities: Michael was married to Joanna and they were dealing with their newborn
Janey. He was, then, working as an instructor at Vic Tanny's Gym in downtown San Francisco. He was
called and signed poems as "Mike McClure." Michael and I were both married with children; Joanne
wasn't until her relationship with Gary Snyder a couple of years later.
CL: Where and when did you meet Stan Brakhage? What was your relationship like? Did you
discuss poetry? Did you discuss film? If so, can you share some of the content of those conversations?
DM: I first met Stan in the '50s as a teenager exiled from Brooklyn to LA. He was working at Raymond
Rohauer's Coronet Louvre on La Cienega Blvd. I'd go there with my girlfriend & was able to see the canon
of modern cinema as well as the emergent US avant-gardists. Stan was a combination janitor and usher and
occasionally Rohauer would let him present some of his films & talk about them.
I met Stan when he and his family moved to SF and rented a house in the Mission District. [We met] as a
result of my "Journal of the Birth" in the 1st issue of The Journal for the Protection of All Beings (edited by
Ferlinghetti, McClure, and me) even though I knew Stan in LA when he was the janitor for Raymond
Rohauer's repertory film theatre called the Coronet Louvre. Rohauer would let Stan present programs of his
films and that's where I saw some of his early films, but not Window Water Baby Moving which he
identified with my piece on birth. It was later reprinted as a pamphlet by Oyez Press.
Stan knew I worked at The Discovery Bookshop on Columbus Avenue, a few doors down from City
Lights, and Stan came bounding in & proclaimed us comrades. He was moved and excited that two artists
had dealt with similar material differently but reverently. He introduced himself and invited me to his house
in the Mission he and Jane and the kids had recently moved to the Bay Area. That began regular visits to
the Brakhages, watching films, pot lucking, gathering and blathering. Met Creeley for the first time there. A
few years earlier, painter John Altoon introduced me to Creeley's work via carbon copies Bob had given
John when they were living in Mallorca.
CL: Did you know Richard Brautigan?
DM: We were neighbors. He and his wife Ginny lived on Filbert and we lived on the cross street: Jones.
Just recently dug deep into our relationship for a documentary on Richard.
CL: Did you participate in the parade to free one of the Hells Angels from jail?
DM: No, I wasn't involved with that aspect of Diggery. Met Peter Coyote (ne Cohn) and Peter Berg when
we both wound up in the Mime Troupe. Ferlinghetti and I were intermission poets, alternately, for the
Troupe's production of a Ghelderode play on tour in the Bay Area. Also met Bill Graham (the group
manager) and we maintained contact. Many tales to tell.
CL: Did you see any of the readings or film showings that they held at the Fillmore, the Avalon, or
the Straight Theatre? If so, what do you recall about those evenings?
DM: Yes, and I also remember private showings on [Wallace] Berman's birthday up in the hills curated by
Larry Jordan.
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CL: What is your memory of participating in The Feast? How did you come to be cast? Did you
appear in any other poets plays during this time period?
DM: It was a great moment. The Batman on Fillmore was kind of like the Victoria's Secret of the deep
underground scene. I also recited/chanted a McClure poem with music by Morton Subotnik in a North
Beach coffee house.
CL: How do you think McClure and Brakhages work will be remembered?
DM: This is one of those huge Questions that requires no answer. Michael is great and romantic, daring
with form and language. Over the decades, he remains one of the most resourceful & experimental poets of
my generation. McClure's work is an amazingly rich insistent body, a mammal exploration of the body
planet and its home. His work is radically experimental, which too many critics fail to pick up on. His
serious play is a constant delight to these dimming eyes. Michael will sustain; he'll stick around.
Stan's work is a definitive on all levels. A remarkable polymath like mentor Robert Duncan & Charles
Olson, his work (film and writing) remains and retains its essentiality in the historical matrix of the postwar
devastation and redemption.
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Appendix D
Poetics and the Visionary
in the Films of
Stan Brakhage
by Christopher Luna
I. Biographical Sketches
Perhaps it is appropriate that the individual who would go on to revolutionize the representation of
moving visual thinking in American film should have suffered through a childhood which he himself
has described as Dickensian. Stan Brakhage was an orphan, raised in Kansas by a woman who wanted
desperately to be married to a college professor, and a professor, a homosexual with little interest in
marriage. Young Brakhage was adopted to save the marriage. The boy developed a certain sensibility
very early on, and he was assaulted daily for it:
I started being beat up regularly every day after school, in pre-school, and having my precious
books thrown in the mud, and my glasses broken, and my skin broken. It became a nightmare
to try to get home from school.I started having serious asthma at one year old, I was into
thick glasses, I had hives, earaches, sinus trouble, a hernia that broke out very young so that I
had to wear a truss, and if ever it slipped and no one knew what to do I'd strangle to death in
about three minutes. And here I was stumbling through this battery of bullies, with this brain,
this sensitivity, that was already doing very elaborate plays in my backyard at three years old.
That was memorizing poems at three years old.That was refusing to memorize other poems,
like "The Midnight Ride of Paul Revere. I had to sit in the office the whole day cause I
wouldn't memorize that (Brakhage, June 5 1998).
From the time that he was nine years old until the age of twenty-one, Brakhage "assumed [he] was a poet,
and wanted to be a poet, and worked consciously at the development of this craft" (Brakhage, June 3
1998). He always carried books around with him, and so "got a bad reputation as a kid carrying books
when he didn't have to" (Brakhage, Scrapbook 224). On his sixteenth birthday, his friends searched for
and found a book that was so absurd and ridiculous that even [he] would be defeated at trying to read it
(224).
They were doubling over with laughter at the thought of giving me this book that would truly
defeat me.First of all it seemed to be in English, but at least a third of it was in other
languages; and it made references to the gods.It annoyed me to have references to a whole
pack of gods from elsewhere; the final incredible thing was that this gift book was filled with
Chinese. This of course was Ezra Pound's Cantos, which is, if I must choose one book, the
single most important book in my life. Indeed I couldn't read it and they had their good laugh
(224).
Brakhage saw that from the first two lines of the Cantos, the mind splits and goes in two directions. At
this time, his sense of poetry and what film can do begins (225).
Direction! The poem has the capacity beyond just its rhythm to make reference to the process
of thinking itself...Poetry is having to do with the actual process of thought, as absolutely
distinct from what I don't regard as poetry at all, the writer telling you his mind...(225).
Pound as well as Charles Olson would come to have a profound effect on Brakhage's life and work. His
artist's sensibility continued to make him the object of ridicule, as when he excitedly presented an article on
the painter Jackson Pollock during Show and Tell, and both the class and his teacher reacted as if he (and
LIFE magazine) had missed the joke.
His asthma kept him out of gym class and later, Korea. After suffering a nervous breakdown at Dartmouth,
he made his way to California to study with the photographer Minor White (himself a proteg of Ansel
Adams). He had made his first film, Interim, and aspired to be, like Jean Cocteau, a poet who made film.
This first film combined the aesthetics of the Surrealists with that of the Italian Neo-Realists, using the
essays of Russian film pioneer Sergei Eisenstein as well as the prototypical films of George Mlis and the
Lumiere brothers as a model. His early films are "surreal poetic," influenced by drama as well as sculpture
and painting. He came to realize that his study of still photography with White was destroying his sense of
filmmaking, and after discussing it, they agreed "that film and still photography were probably the most
polar opposite arts of any you could name" (Brakhage, June 5 1998).
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Stan Brakhage handpainting film strips (using the carcinogenic paints from China that eventually
killed him) in Cambridge, MA, 1995 by Robert Haller
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Brakhage moved to San Francisco at nineteen and became, as he put it, the houseboy of Robert Duncan
and Jess Collins, a situation which made him privy to after dinner conversations with poets like Louis
Zukofsky, Jack Spicer, Robin Blaser, and Kenneth Rexroth. He also met contemporaries like Michael
McClure, with whom he established a lasting friendship. But it was through these associations that
Brakhage came to understand that he was not a poet:
This was extremely painful to me, but an important recognition. I could have wasted, God,
half my life, all my life, trying to be a poet, and Robert Duncan made it clear to me how I'm
not a poet. So my impulses which had begun with being a poet who made film went all the
way over to film. Now I want to be clear enough about that, that a filmmaker is not a poet. He
might be poetic, but I've always despised that word, with it's "ticking.".I don't want that
appellation, because I respect poetry too much. I care more about poetry than I do any other
art, always have, since I was a very small child. But I am not a poet (Brakhage, June 3 1998).
Although Brakhage believes that artists are born, not made, he agrees that teaching can save a person a lot
of time, as Duncans did for him. His young life was marked by a series of fortunate encounters with great
artists. He met John Cage and Edgar Varese in New York and later worked briefly with filmmaker Hans
Richter. Of this he comments, I was lucky enough to be with people who were real people and who gave
me the time to make my statement and listen to me, and collaborated with me to save my ass-thetics"
(Brakhage June 5 1998). He has spent much of the rest of his life establishing film as an art form equal to if
younger than the others.
II. Aesthetic Influences

The lines which separate media blur in Brakhage's work. Many of his films are silent, as he considers
himself a composer, and to add sound to the music he has already created (through editing, rhythm, and
counterpoint) would be superfluous. For many years he has painted on the film itself, a practice for which
he sacrificed his health, developing cancer of the bladder as a result of the chemicals in the paints he used.
Titles and intertitles are often scratched on the film, a long process which involves etching letters on twenty
four separate frames for each second of film. The importance of rhythm and imagery often create
corollaries between Brakhage's work and poetry, as in his film 23rd Psalm Branch, where a shot of the poet
Louis Zukofsky is rhymed with a similarly bespectacled concentration camp prisoner. He spent many years
on a lengthy series of thirty "Songs," which can be seen as analogous to the serial poems of Robert Duncan,
Jack Spicer, and Robin Blaser. His work tracks the process of his mind, and especially, the inner workings
of sight.
Projective Verse
In poetry, innovations have rendered the page as open as a painter's canvas. This is due, in part, to poetry's
relationship to speech, as well as music. Many modern poets have recognized and worked through the way
in which the line can reflect the rhythm of speech. It is only natural that this should lead to a view of the
page as a chart, or graph, of both the mind's movement as well as the voice's ebb and flow.
Charles Olson's influential essay, "Projective Verse," asks that one begin to look at the page as a form of
musical staff upon which the poet notates words in such a way as to reflect their intended sound:
...the line comes (I swear it) from the breath, from the breathing of the man who writes, at the
moment that he writes, and thus is, it is here that the daily work, the
WORK, gets in, for only he, the man who writes, can declare, at every moment, the line its
metric and its ending - where its breathing shall come to termination
(Olson, Collected Prose 242).
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Olson speaks of a method of "field composition," based in part upon the work of e.e. cummings, William
Carlos Williams, and Ezra Pound, which involves working with all of the open space contained on the
page. This openness offers the page a potential kineticism (kineticism also being an integral aspect of
"motion picture" film, with the screen analogous to the page). According to Olson, "FORM IS NEVER
MORE THAN AN EXTENSION OF CONTENT" (240), and the process upon which this follows grows
out of the knowledge that "ONE PERCEPTION MUST IMMEDIATELY AND DIRECTLY LEAD TO A
FURTHER PERCEPTION" (240). According to Brakhage, this particular concept of Olsons was
extremely valuable, because, in photography, that really expresses, directly, the act of photographing with
a handheld camera (Brakhage, November 22 1998).
Bruce Elder suggests that Olson did not necessarily intend that Projective Verse would convey a fastmoving stream of perceptions. Brakhage, however, took Olson at his word (The Films of Stan Brakhage
353), effectively taking the form one step further:
[Brakhage] has evolved a form that concatenates a stream of visionary experiences. Thus,
while Olson makes extensive use of quotation, allusion, intertextual reference, and, perhaps
despite himself, intellectual abstraction, Brakhages work remains resolutely concrete,
specific, and focused on the register of what immediately presents itself in vision(353)
This attention to particulars is one aspect of Brakhages concerns which links his work with the poetry of
William Carlos Williams and Gertrude Stein. In Brakhages work, each and every frame is necessary. One
must focus one's attention on the frame (syllable), as the basic unit of filmic (poetic) music which along
with the shot (line), produces a film (poem). In this way the screen parallels the blank space of the page.
Many of the poets who were Brakhages contemporaries picked up on Olsons theory. Michael McClure
has acknowledged the importance of Olsons recognition that the mind is a construct of the heart, of the
nervous system, and his interest in the energy charge we derive from the subject, whether in the mind or the
world, as the motivating force (McClure, Lighting the Corners 15). Gary Snyder has commented that the
poem or the song manifests itself as a special concentration of the capacities of language and rises up into
its own shape (Snyder 44-45). Allen Ginsberg declared in Indian Journals that IF THE POETS MIND
IS SHAPELY THEN HIS ART WILL BE SHAPELY (41).
Thought flows freely through the page space. Begin new ideas at margin and score their
development, exfoliation, on the page organically, showing the shape of the thought.with
space-jumps to indicate gaps & relationship between Thinks, broken syntax to indicate the
hesitancies & interruptions,-GRAPHING the movement of the mind on the page.the
arrangement of lines on the page spread out to be a rhythmic scoring of the accelerations,
pauses, & trailings-off of thoughts in their verbal forms as mouth-speech (Ginsberg 40-41).
Moving Visual Thinking and Hypnagogic Vision

As Olson desired to track the movement of the thought and breath, so does Brakhage use film as a means
to present both what the eye sees and how it behaves. Much of his work with scratching and painting
comes out of an interest in hypnagogic vision, or that which one sees when one closes ones eyes and
looks at the inside of the eyelids, especially after rubbing them. He has incorporated an interest in his
awareness of phosphenes and other visual phenomena produced by the inner workings of the visual
system, as well as dreams and visions that are seen as vividly as anything the eyes encounter in the
external world into his filmic vocabulary (Wees 27). Brakhage also intersperses black leader at times to
create afterimages very similar to what one sees when one closes the eyes after having stared at the sun.
The term hypnagogic comes from 19th century fairy tale author Andrew Lang, and it is Brakhage's
belief that hypnagogic vision is very much a part of the work of both the Impressionist (who were, in fact,
painting the air) and the Abstract Expressionist painters. He was also inspired by the Surrealists to tap the
brain so that he could make film that "would include every kind of seeing" (Brakhage June 5 1998).
Metaphors On Vision ecstatically describes his experience of the phenomenon of closed-eye vision:
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Closing these eye-lids, shutting Pandora's trap for awhile, believing even in the reality of it,
thwarting thought awhile, traveling thru the blue sub-terrain?
-marine? -what? seeming tunnels of it, (utterly unable to photograph any of it), purposeless in
my wanderings around, seeming to be spiraling at times, timelessly, encountering shapes,
(indescribable), passing thru them, or were they passing thru me? or was a corner somewhere
turned? into an unrepresented dimension, sometime, in this non-time, even the human drama
projecting into these spaces, as if here too there were curtains to rise and fall, entrances, exits,
and a feeling of inter-relation, some of these as-if shapes as if to be avoided, some of these
imaginary colors unimaginable, alien even to this alien land-sea-what scape (Brakhage,
Metaphors On Vision 11).
Brakhage is dedicated to the concept of film as art. He sees himself as the conduit or instrument for
"unconscious streamings which take shape" (Brakhage, June 3 1998), and his work has come to be
inspired by [his] own closed eye vision (Brakhage, June 5 1998).
Which I'm able now, finally...to make articulate, "articulate" begins with "art," to make it over
into an art, so that if you look at it, it can remind you of your own, without being a
documentary picture of it...that's what art tries to do, not to hold a mirror up to nature, that's
where Milton was certainly a fool...but to hold up something, an emblem, out of the gift given
to a human being to create such an emblem, that can remind others of their true, individual
visions, hypnagogic or otherwise (Brakhage, June 5 1998).
In this way, Brakhage seeks to film the unfilmable, just as the poet seeks to give language to the
ineffable. It is this desire which places Brakhage in the tradition of the visionary artist. Robert Duncan
refers to the inscrutable as one of the main forces which he aims for in the writing of a poem (McClure,
Lighting the Corners 76). P. Adams Sitney relates this aspect of Brakhage's work to Pound's concept of
"Vorticism" in his description of the film Dog Star Man. For Pound:
Every concept, every emotion presents itself to the vivid consciousness in some primary form.
It belongs to the art of that form....It is no more ridiculous that a person should receive or
convey an emotion by an arrangement of shapes, or planes, or colours, than that they should
receive or convey such emotion by an arrangement of musical notes (Sitney 184).
According to Bruce Elder, nothing in the Vorticists legacy has been more influential than their
belief in the primacy of rhythm. This belief affected Pound, for whom the poets capacity to create
rhythmic form is the primary index of their creative strength (The Films of Stan Brakhage 95).
Consequently, Pounds understanding of this concept was to be incredibly important for many artists:
It is from Pound that we have learned to understand that the primary consideration in writing
poems or making films is that of creating a design in time that is absolutely accurate to the
emotion/idea that the poet or filmmaker strives to convey. Brakhage has grasped these
propositions intuitively (197-198).
Brakhages remarkably complex editing demonstrates an innate sense of rhythm. It is his understanding
that film is ideally a construction that conveys its makers visionary experiences, and vision.he
conceives as a somatic activity (28). This awareness of the body is another aspect of Brakhages
aesthetics which he shared with several of his contemporaries.
The arts of this Man take Sense as Muse so that poetry arises in direct relationship to the word
as a cultural-memory particle (Duncan), the breath of the man writing (Olson), his changes of
throat, tongue, lip, etc., in rendering it into sound (Zukofsky) and the tantric reverberations of
same in the various areas of his whole body giving utterance (McClure) - so that music orients
itself to the emotive ear (all tape music utilizing dramatically evocative sounds) and/or
intensities and rhythms of thought (all "purely" electronic music, most "twelve" - and more "tonic" music) rather than mathematical formulation - so that painting arises out of the
physical act out of emotion (Action painting) and/or takes shape according to those mental
processes creating "closed-eye vision" (Op Art), etcetera (Brakhage, Scrapbook 35).
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This idea is very similar to Duncans understanding (also gathered, in part, from Olson) of the poem as a
physiological phenomenon, connected to the heart and the breath:
Charles Olson in his essays toward a physiology of consciousness has made us aware that not
only heart and brain and the sensory skin but all the internal organs, the totality of the body is
involved in the act of a poem, so that the organization of words, an invisible body, bears the
imprint of the physical man, the finest imprint that we feel in our bodies as a tonic consonance
and dissonance, a being-in-tune, a search for the as yet missing scale (Duncan, Fictive
Certainties 87).
Brakhage understood Michael McClures insistence upon reminding us that we are meat. In Scratching
the Beat Surface, McClure writes that he became convinced that poetry was the product of flesh
brushing itself against experience (102). Olsons theories resonated with McClure, who has always
maintained an interest in physiological matters. Elder further illuminates the connection between
McClures work and Olsons philosophy:
McClure takes the biological concept of an organism, uses that as a metaphor for a poem, and
then extends the metaphor, to draw out similarities between the way a poem is organized and
the way the universe is organized.He insists that poetic shape (a term he prefers to form)
must be seen as an extension of physiology and that physiology must be considered as a
product of phylogeny. Like Olson, he believes that sequence is more important than logic, for
sequence can embody the movement of meat-thought (Elder 425, 427).
The physiological focus of Brakhages thinking may also be partly inspired by proprioception, or an acute
awareness of internal sensations, a process which Olson described as the data of depth sensibility
(Olson, Collected Prose 181) in another essay. According to Elder:
Proprioceptive sensations are especially important to us because they provide the grounds for
our being-with-our-bodies. Because they are so important to us, we sometimes project our
proprioceptive sensations (modified by what we identify them with) onto the structure of the
cosmos, or rather, what we imagine this structure to be. This mechanism explains how
attentiveness to the subjective realm and to the qualities of the subjective world can so easily
become the basis for a cosmological art (Elder 79).
Brakhage is a master of the handheld camera in which every bump and every twitch is integral, to the
point where the camera stands in for his eyes, as well as, perhaps, his entire nervous system:
The lyric cinema that I re-invented, powerfully includes the emotions of the maker, as literal
motion. So that if Im all a tremble, that tremble is being transferred along the line of my arms
to the camera, to the film itselfIf I stumble, that stumble is a set of tumbling rhythms within
the frame thats being recorded as I breathe (Brakhage, November 22 1998).
It was only after seeing a photograph of himself in the act of making that Brakhage fully understood how
completely his body was involved in handheld camera motion:
My nose is mashed up against the camera in a certain waythe lips are pursed, as if I am
kissing the camera, and I realized that with these lips for years Id been subtly manipulating
the camera. With my nose also, a little bit to the right or left. Ive got it gripped in both hands,
one hand is pretty busy with the start and stop motor, and the other is off and working with
the lens. So I was using my nose and my lips and my cheekbone and finally, my whole body,
to affect the rhythms of what was being taken in, in the act of photography (Brakhage
November 22 1998).
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In Allegories of Cinema, David E. James further explains the connection between proprioception and
Brakhages technique:
Could there be a better summary of a Brakhage film than Olsons a high energy construct
and, at all points, an energy discharge is what asserts itself as Brakhages styleThe
demands of his style, from its frenzied, kinaesthetic, rhetorical panache to its most subtle,
tentative accounts of the minutiae of the visible, forced him radically to reinvent film
technology introducing the physiological reflexiveness of proprioception into the shooting
process, hand-holding the camera to allow it the motivation of the bodys pulse, and otherwise
empowering it with a subtlety of apprehension matching that of the biological eye. By using
anamorphic lenses, pieces of colored glass, and so on, from Dog Star Man to The Text of
Light, he subverted the optics ground so as to produce quattrocento perspective and the
transcendental subject (James 46-47).
Brakhage has tried very hard to escape the fiction of Renaissance perspective, the traditionally accepted
way of seeing which relies upon a need to try to clutch a landscape or the heavens or whatever. That is a
form of sight which is aggressive and which seeks to make any landscape a piece of real estate (Wees
45). Wees further explains the problematic acceptance of Western perspective:
Renaissance perspective represents a special and limited interpretation of the visual world. It
is, as Herbert Read has put it, merely one way of describing space and has no absolute
validity..In effect, the norms derived from perspectivist painting have denied the cinematic
image much of what the eye actually sees.Psychologically, they avoid the distortions of
emotion and idiosyncratic points of view.It is, in other words, a set of pictorial conventions
that, as Ivins points out, is of such great utility and so exceedingly familiar that for practical
purposes it has the standing of a reality. Because photography automatically incorporates
geometrical perspective, it has confirmed perspective in the public mind, made it true, and, in
Ivinss phrase, clamped it on our vision (42, 43, 44).
As James points out, Brakhages compositional attention to the entire frame, especially to its
edges, produces the all-over de-centeredness of abstract expressionism rather then the centered
subjectivity of perspective painting (47).
Abstract Expressionism
In Brakhages work, and especially in the handpainted films, there are times when the image is
comparable to the experience of witnessing a Jackson Pollock canvas come suddenly to life, each drip of
paint swirling and swimming before the viewers eyes. As P. Adams Sitney points out:
It was Brakhage, of all the major American avant-garde film-makers, who first embraced the
formal directives and verbal aesthetics of Abstract Expressionism. With his flying camera and
fast cutting, and by covering the surface of the celluloid with paint and scratches, Brakhage
drove the cinematic image into the space of Abstract Expressionism and relegated the
conventional depth of focus to a function of the artistic will, as if to say the deep axis will
appear only when I find it necessary (Visionary Film 197-198).
Pollock (like Charles Olson) practiced a method of composition which relied upon the belief that creation
was an activity that involved entering into and being controlled by the energies of a natural process
(Elder 392). Brakhage describes the effect that seeing Pollocks work had on him as a young artist:
Long before I was able to see painting I began sending away to get reproductions. I began
thinking about it and the whole business that comes out of Pollock, that, as he put it, I am
nature. Of getting this energy literally from his soul, through a gesture, all the way over onto
the canvas, that expresses the power of that gesture And of course, kinetic in all other
respectsMy feeling is that the eye, the sensibility, the minds eye hits depth charges, the
way he wrapped that package of his energy (Brakhage, November 22 1998).
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This identification with nature has been one of the main aspects of Brakhages aesthetics. The influence
of Pollock, Jess Collins, and others, inspired Brakhage to attempt to film that which cannot be named:
There is a sense of organization, that permits me, while working with non-objective, nonnameable shapes and forms, to organize them, and here Im at a loss for wordsto explain
how or whyWhat Im doing is opening myself and trusting myself, and this trust certainly
comes from Robert Duncans trusting of himself in these ways, in his makingsIm opening
myself to sources, in this case, that are what I call the streamings of the mind, and not the
logical word orders of the mind, or the number orders, and not anything namable, but
certainly perceivable. Which is to say, swiftly moving shapes and forms that only, again, very
obliquely would reference to autumn leaves, or to flames, or to EggendertI couldnt
actually sit and think my way through this, but I can be sensitive enough to know that my film
is making a corollary of it, and then go with that (Brakhage, November 22 1998).
The "b" series serves as an example of a work of art which integrates the media of film, painting, poetry
and music. The film came out of Brakhage's rage at the detached treatment of blood in the O.J. Simpson
case: "I had to do something against the awful, to me slighting, of what blood physiologically is, that was
going on for weeks in that trial" (Brakhage, June 5 1998).
We're living in a time which so undervalues the sacredness of life, that my film, without being
a documentary, or without in any sense being like a social diatribe, or statement, is an
exploration of the areas of feeling that people really do have, that I share with most people a
propos these matters - blood, and retribution and fear, and so on (Brakhage, June 3 1998).
The handpainted piece is in five parts, each of which begins with a haunting and suggestive title
(interesting in light of Brakhage's many attempts to escape the standard use of the title, including the
numbers which mark most of his Songs). The first section, "RETROSPECT/THE PASSOVER," presents
us with shapes, chasing one another as if under a microscope, punctuated by violent slashing reds and
yellows. "BLUE/BLACK INTROSPECTION" deals with picturization, both in television as well as
closed eye vision. It includes a grainy, hypnotic pulse which suggests the roll bar of the television.
"BLOOD DRAMA" curiously withholds the expected reds until the very end. "I AM AFRAID: AND
THIS IS MY FEAR" and "THE SORROWING" return us to Brakhage's personalization of a nationally
televised shared nightmare.
The b series is more metaphorical than much of Brakhage's work, and closer to poetry in this respect
than music. Brakhage worked on the film throughout the trial to keep himself sane, "evolving the inner
consciousnesses of sorrow, and guilt, and blood, and so on" (Brakhage June 5 1998). The film suggests
closed eye vision, and is inspired in part by second generation Abstract Expressionist Joan Mitchell, as
well as the work of both Jackson Pollock and the Surrealists:
You start with Freud, and you start with the daydreams and nightdreams, and you're tapping
the brain for your envisionment. And that lead most of them, early on, to go back to the
Renaissance to create long, deep-spaced mountains and melting wristwatches and so
on...Tanguy, Max Ernst, Dali...they're touching on the first picture, the primary picture of the
West, which is Renaissance picture and filling it with their dreamshapes and images. But
they're eschewing...anything like the meat sparking, it's the meat itself, or the optic nerve
endings, sparking, direct from the brain cells, along the connection between eye and brain
(Brakhage, June 5 1998).
Brakhage was to learn much from Pollock concerning the link between art and the unconscious (Naifeh
and Smith 348).
The spontaneity in Brakhages making derives in part from the automatic writing of the Surrealist poets.
Like the Surrealists, Brakhage creates an elevated mental state that he describes as a trance and.he
too tends to use long rolling passages between caesurae (Elder 439). Spontaneous methods allow the
artist to follow a line of energy without preconceived notions concerning outcome, a process which is
therefore inherently natural:
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This compositional method aims not at producing works that fit into traditional forms and
possess the traditional values of timelessness, autonomy, and intricacy, but at allowing a
works form to evolve through the process of creation, in an interaction between the creator
and the evolving form; a spontaneous compositional method that respects indeed celebrates
the continual coming-on of novelty [that] has become common in American art since midcentury. We can observe its influence in Action Painting, in the movement in documentary
filmmaking of the late 1950s and early 1960s known as cinema-verite, and especially in
improvised music (e.g., that of John Coltrane (1926-67), Ornette Coleman (1930-), Pharoah
Sanders (1940-), Archie Shepp (1937-), and the Art Ensemble of Chicago) (Elder 395).
III. Brakhage and Duncan

Stan Brakhage works, as Robert Duncan did, with a deep faith in what he has referred to as the Muse, by
which he seems to mean a divine force within and beyond the maker for which he/she becomes the
instrument or vessel, the deliverer of a message which may be beyond his/her grasp. Although the self
is very present in the work of both men, there is a sense in which it must be escaped from in order to relay
a pure vision. As Brakhage comments, It isnt a case of my using the I egocentrically, as Robert
Duncanputs it: I must never arise in the poem except as the communal I, thats where we come to
means and meaning (Brakhage, Scrapbook 227).
Open Field Composition

According to Olsons thinking, the discovery of truth is a disclosure in immediate experience which
relies upon one being open to process (Elder 355). In Brakhages work, this quality (Olsons
INSTANTER) often springs from his decision to produce much of his editing in-camera, a method
closely related to Duncans decision to discard revision:
There is an energy in the moment of shooting which editing again can leak out for you.
Whats interesting to me is the energy of immediacy. That comes out of my involvement with
Charles Olson. The actual breath and physiology of the living person being present at its most,
uninterrupted by afterthought. Editing is always afterthought. Though the way to beat that is
to get that excited at the editing table. And thats very hard (Brakhage, Scrapbook 216).
This method is closely related to Duncans decision to discard revision.
Duncans essay Towards An Open Universe takes this visionary stance to its most logical conclusion,
insisting that the order that a man may contrive or impose upon the things about him or upon his own
language is trivial beside the divine order or natural order he may discover in them (Duncan, Fictive
Certainties 81-82). Furthermore, there is not a phase of our experience that is meaningless (82). An
aesthetic of trust in an energy beyond oneself and intuition develops in the work of both men. As Duncan
explains:
We work toward the truth of things. Keatss ecstatic Beauty is truth, truth beauty rises from
the sureness of poetic intuition or recognition, our instant knowing of fitness as we work in
the poem, where the descriptive or analytic mind would falterWhat is at issue here is that
the truth does not lie outside the art. For the experimenter it is more important to have beauty
in ones experiments than to have them fit mathematics (78-79).
A further statement, made in reference to Duncans poems A Storm Of White and Food For Fire, Food
For Thought, alludes to both Platos allegory of the cave and the relation of dreams and imagination to
the filmmaking process itself:
The voice may seem to rise directly from or to the incoming breakers that had become a
moving whiteness into which I stared or the flickering light and shadow cast upon a wall by a
fire on the hearth I had forgotten, waking in the night, still close enough to the sleeping mind
that I dreamed in what was happening (86).
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Brakhage stresses the importance of dreamwork to the artist in a letter to Manis Pinkwater , written in
1964:
An artist MUST act on dream instruction (day AND night dream structures conditioning all
his being) for continuance of his art. Some have called this inspiration, some the word of
God, some (more modernly) sub-conscious feed-back or what-have-you (without quest
shun mark)it doesnt much matter what-you-call-it there IS a process which governs the
arts, necessities of each medium which discipline the artists living making it impossible for
him to exist in avoidance of the right, the rite(Brakhage, Scrapbook 19).
Duncans poems in Opening of the Field both personalize and mythologize Olsons method of
composition. The poet becomes King, standing in a clearing which may open up a portal to another world
at any time. Brakhage picked up on Duncans sense of the field, that were at work on a field, that there
are parameters to a given making (Brakhage, November 22 1998). To Brakhage, Duncans opening of
the field was akin to the opening of some kind of gate, and as he did so, he was just declaring that he
was a Romantic (Brakhage, November 22 1998). As Brakhage explains:
A Romantic work resists an ending, as we know. Beethoven struggles and struggles to bring a
symphony to a closure, and finally manages to exhaust himself and everyone else and gets
one, I suppose. But that was the great struggle for a century, to bring any kind of closure to a
Romantic workits open ended, and as such it conforms very well to Duncans opening of
the field. Thats a Romantic gesture that hes declaring, that the field not be enclosed
(Brakhage, November 22 1998).
Elder points to a parallel between Brakhages work and the aesthetics of the Romantics, in their emphasis
on the intuitive and their refusal to distance themselves from the world. Brakhage carries an awareness
that the image has powers that words lack, for language is used to make assertions about the world, but
without making contact with it (Elder 21). It is films visual emphasis which makes it such a suitable
medium in which to portray the imagination:
Romantic Art has endeavoured to escape the solid, and stolid, encumbrances of the material
world and to depict what appears to the minds eye alone. It has .attempted to dispense with
words and patterns that are too heavy with the burden of materiality.Cinematic
representations possess the capacity to transmute external objects into visual forms that seem
to belong to the internal world, for its material light seems so intangible and immaterial as
to be unreal or, rather, to have the status of phenomenal (phantasmagoric) appearances
(Elder 39).
Permission is an integral tool of the visionary artist. He must be willing to give himself permission to
open the gate and step through, to explore both the chaos and the order, the beauty and the ugliness in
himself as well as the universe in which he lives. Duncan opens his book with a poem which introduces
the idea of the journey the artist must make, mediating inside and outside for those who dont have the
stomach for it:
Often I am permitted to return to a meadow
as if it were a given property of the mind
that certain bounds hold against chaos,
that is a place of first permission
everlasting omen of what is.
(Duncan, Opening of the Field 7)
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Brakhage has taken pains to open himself to both internal and external phenomena, in an effort to create a
document of the senses. It is this determination to present the real that links his efforts with the writing of
Williams, Stein and others:
Robert Duncan and Charles Olson wanted to restore the relation between the word and world,
but not by reverting to reference; rather, they proposed that we think of words not as tokens
that refer to categories of objects but as physical objects that act upon the other elements of
physical reality (and paradigmatically, upon the bodies of those who hear or see them); and
similarly Stan Brakhage wanted to reconnect imagery, not by restoring it to its transcendental
status, but by ensuring that it worked upon the bodies of those that see it (Elder 134).
The Dance
There are several themes which recur throughout Opening of the Field. One of the most prevalent is the
dance. Dance and movement are important elements of both projective verse and filmmaking. Both
Brakhage and Duncan rely upon their intuition in order to lose themselves in the dance of life. According
to Duncan:
The dancer comes into the dance when he loses his consciousness of his own initiative, what
he is doing, feeling or thinking, and enters the consciousness of the dances initiative, taking
feeling and thought there. The self-consciousness is not lost in a void but in the transcendent
consciousness of the dance (Duncan, Fictive Certainties 83).
The dance in Duncan is not just a metaphor but a way of being which extends into the poets entire life.
Duncan elaborates upon this concept in his essay The Truth and Life of Myth:
If you have not entered the dance, the Christ says to John in the gnostic gospel of John at
Ephesus: you misunderstand the event. But this dance is exactly the extremity out of which
the ultimate cry of anguish comes. Each child, taking breath, leaps into life with such an
anguish. At the heart of the Universe, the cosmic order that is a music in which the harmony
of all things is established, in the fiat that it is good, we remember there is also just this risk,
this leaping into life or dying into life, that only mortal things know (58).
In Duncans Often I Am Permitted To Return to a Meadow, the open field is a made place, created by
light/wherefrom the shadows that are forms fall (Duncan, Opening of the Field 7). The field may open at
any time for the maker who has become comfortable with ambiguity (Keats negative capability).
Brakhage dwells in this liminal space, creating imagery that spans the domain of the objective and the
subjective (Elder 166):
As Duncans poem indicates, there is no better representation for this ambiguous reality than
light, which is both an energy in the external world and something so seemingly immaterial
that it could be the contents of consciousness (167).
The color in Brakhages films is striking, whether or not he is dealing with nameable objects. As with
many of the painters he has admired, the use of color rather than images as the material of composition
[is] a means to push the limits of abstraction, while the viewers experience of an artwork [will be] even
more immediate and arguably more human, despite the fact that the work is less descriptive of the
conventional scenes of the human world (Gizzi 210-211). But it is light, and the way that light affects
the eyes as it is reflected into them, that is the source of his interest in color. Brakhage is fond of quoting
a phrase which appears in Pounds Cantos: All things that are are lights (Pound, The Cantos 571). Elder
comments upon this phrase and its importance for Brakhage:
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The proposition that all things are lights, which is absolutely central to the Gnostic
metaphysics of the Cantos, actually shifts the primacy of colour as light from the genesis of
experience to the genesis of the cosmos, for it proposes that primordial experience the
experience of colour as light discloses an ontological truth concerning lights reality as a
metaphysical fundamental. The shapes and names that we impose on the experience of colour
as light are secondary, and derive from our mental processes, but colour as light remains an
irreducible reality (138-139).
It is Brakhages fascination with his own sight that lead him to this profound understanding of the
relationship between color and light. Our experience of reality is determined by our eyes relationship to
it. According to William C. Wees:
Experiments have shown that when the retinal cells receive a steady, unchanging light, when
the stimulus is absolutely fixed and unvarying, the cells quickly tire. They stop sending the
information our brain needs to construct the visual world we see lying in front of our eyes.
Thus there needs to be a flux, a movement of light over the retinal cells; otherwise, we see
nothing at all (Light Moving In Time 13).
Brakhage is very aware that in order to see, the eyes must jump here and there, darting around constantly.
In this sense, the dance of light becomes very important, and conventional camera techniques such as
pans or zooms seem frustratingly unnatural.
Brakhage has too much respect for the other arts to employ their methods thoughtlessly, and his art
embodies the struggle to integrate these different (but most certainly interconnected) media. In an essay
entitled FILM: DANCE, Brakhage traces the idea of dance in film creation from D.W. Griffith to Maya
Deren (a brilliant filmmaker who was, herself, a dancer). Although aware that dance, like drama,
sculpture, and architecture, is inextricably linked to its context, and thus has a hell of a time getting off
the stage (Brakhage, Scrapbook 123), he sees its relationship to his, Olsons, and Duncans sense of the
body in the work:
But the Dance is as one, any-one, exercises ones body, any part thereof, at large (Robert
Duncan says he writes poetry: To exercise my faculties at large). And the Art of Dance is as
someone is able to, and does, extend himself, thus, through all his means to the World of
DancingBut cinematic dance might be said to occur as any film-maker is moved to include
his whole physiological awareness in any film movement the movement of any part of his
body in the film making the movement of his eyes (122-123).
The Muse
Both Brakhage and Duncan take the idea of the Muse, or the energy behind all making, especially
seriously. Like Jack Spicer, who believed that poems were dictated to him, Brakhage and Duncan take on
the role of messenger. Their awareness of this role links their aesthetics to the work of visionary artists
including William Blake. Duncan addresses this force in a poem entitled, THE LAW I LOVE IS
MAJOR MOVER, in which he writes, Responsibility is to keep/the ability to respond (Duncan,
Opening of the Field 10). Both men can be characterized as having immersed themselves in their
respective crafts to the point that their ability to respond (to their minds, their bodies, to nature and to the
work of fellow artists) has been heightened. Pound sees an artists ability to approach the world as it is as
a redemptive spiritual act (Elder 260). There can be no mere observation, for the work comes from that
same energy which allows us to breathe.
For Duncan, the Law is one which supersedes mans law, and allows the artist to explore all without
concern for societal constructs. In Brakhages case, film takes Sense as Muse (Brakhage, Scrapbook
121). But his relationship to that Muse is derived in a very significant way from the concept of the open
field:
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There can be no willfulness, just an opening, opening to what is streaming through the self.
But at the same time, you have to come with a very prepared self, thats capable, in an instant,
of getting out of this cave. That knows how to manipulate it while youre in it. That comes
loaded with a lot of informationIts like being played on, like you are an organ, and its
how many pipes you have, and how many keys. How much experienceThats my sense of
it, and thats how I work with it, and certainly Robert was very helpful in that respect because
he believes in magic. There was an aspect of shamanism to him, and he knew where
shamanism left off, and an art began (Brakhage, November 22, 1998).
For the artist who believes in the Muse, the human and the divine begin to merge. For
the filmmaker, this can lead to pictures that represent (or, as Brakhage revises the idea, conveys the
energies of) the soul (Elder 240).
IV. Serial Form

The serial poem was an open ended form put to successful use by the poets of what has been referred to
by some as the Berkeley Renaissance: Jack Spicer, Robin Blaser, and Robert Duncan. According to
Michael Smolers research on Blaser and the serial poem:
The basis of serial thought and its development depends upon composition in which various
components and dynamics are arranged in an aleatoric order, infinite in possibility. Its main
effect in poetry is to rupture linearity and to allow for sudden leaps in meaning and placement
(5).
This method of composition, which supports the wanderings of an artist with an open curiosity towards
the unknown and the disappearance and appearance of objects in consciousness (15), must have held a
particular interest for Duncan. As Duncan points out, Life is present as long as it hasnt settled into a
symmetry, so that life produces itself by constantly throwing itself out of symmetry, postponing the
moment of its arriving at composition" (qtd. in McClure, Lighting the Corners 70). Duncan created two
series, Passages, and The Structure of Rime, which continued throughout all of his major work. The
Structure of Rime was conceived as a series without endin which the poem could talk to me, a poetic
sance (Duncan, Fictive Certainties 125) which would invoke multiple voices.
As the Vietnam War played itself out on television sets across America, it fell upon the countrys artists
to respond in some way. Both Brakhage and Duncan were affected by these images, because scenes of
war were to play an important role in their work during the middle to late Sixties. Duncan believed that
one should acknowledge the presence of evil in an attempt to understand it, but that ultimately war was
inevitable. In Mans Fulfillment in Order and Strife, Duncan reminds us that, Over and over again
men disown their commonality with living things in order to conquer a place, exterminate the terrible or
rise above the vulgar. (115) Duncan recognizes the necessity of disorder, especially in regard to the
creative process:
The very life of our art is our keeping at work contending forces and convictions. When I
think of disorders, I often mean painful disorders, the disordering of fruitful orders that form
in ones own work. this is the creative strife that Heraclitus praised, breaking up, away from
what you knew how to do into something you didnt know, breaking up the orders I belong to
in order to come into alien orders, marches upon a larger order (112).
When Stan Brakhage began his work in 8mm, he did not intend to create a series. His 16mm equipment
had been stolen and he had just completed The Art of Vision, the extended version of his masterpiece,
DogStarMan (Sitney 200). But eventually this work would come to form a mini home movie
cosmology (Brakhage, November 22 1998). According to P. Adams Sitney:
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Even after making the first eight sections he resisted that idea. But by the spring of 1965, with
ten Songs finished in a little more than a year, he began to speak of the totality of the work in
progress: I think there will be more Songs. I do definitely see that they relate to each other.
That is, practically every Song has images in it that occur in some other Song, if not in two or
three others. The more remarkable thing is that each Song is distinct from each other; that
holds them together in a very crucial kind of tension (200).
Like Robert Duncan, Brakhage was moved by the images of war he saw on television. He describes the
power of the television image, which eventually led to chaos in his household:
When an image is remembered from a persons own experience it comes as if carried by
the light, and is made up of moving dots, some of them being very similar to the scan on
television. I began to feel that what was causing the hypnosis of the set, itself, was simply that
it presented an image in a way so similar to the act of memory that the effect was as if my
brain was in the television set (Brakhage, Scrapbook 110-111).
Inspired by the work of fellow filmmaker Peter Kubelka, especially Kubelkas Arnulf Rainer, 23rd Psalm
Branch is a serial within a serial, a moving and relentless meditation upon the nature of war and its
ramifications upon human nature. Here, as elsewhere, Brakhages work suggests the triumph of
subjectivity (Elder 127). Although focusing upon Brakhages memories of World War II, its initial
impetus was the Vietnam conflict. Perhaps more than in any other of his films of this period, Brakhage
demonstrates in 23rd Psalm Branch a repudiation of the physical world in favor of the poetic
consciousness (Sitney 207). The film is divided into six sections and a coda, beginning with its longest,
a series of images which contrast the figures of World War II with the artists home. The violence of the
subject matter is underscored by black dots painted over the black-and-white images as well as
Brakhages insertion of two frames of black leader in between each shot, a method which causes an
insistent flicker as well as a number of afterimages (210). The film contains a recurrent sequence of a
hand furiously scribbling phrases on a page, one of the most directly poetic references Brakhage has ever
employed. The poet Louis Zukofsky is also featured, both in a rhyme which pairs his image with a
bespectacled concentration camp survivor and in a quick glimpse of the opening of the eleventh section
of his long poem A. As the montage becomes more layered, the hand scratches, I cant go on, but of
course, the piece is far from over. In one of the more poetic and haunting examples of the poetic voice in
this film, the hand writes as precise as eyes hell is! There are also phrases scratched onto the film, a
technique which Brakhage has used often.
After this harrowing introduction, suddenly the film takes a turn. Of Peter Kubelkas Vienna and My
Vienna begin to collage shots of the war, Colorado, and modern day Europe, presenting the range of
images of which the film will be composed. The next three sections A Tribute to Freud (a title
borrowed from H.D.), Nietzsches Lamb, and East Berlin slow the pace considerably yet do not
detract from its emotional force. According to Sitney,
Both Nietzsches Lamb and East Berlin seek to ground Brakhages experience of Europe
in closed eye vision. In the former he achieved this through painting over so that the maps,
aerial views, boats, dances, etc. seemed to become concrete out of the cracks and colors of the
paint, which at times completely obfuscated the image underneath. In East Berlin, he
transferred strategies from painting to combining flares, images only of lights against a black
sky, and finally moving dots (Visionary Film 216).
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The film ends with a Coda which reveals that Brakhage, like Duncan, had come to the realization that
war is an inevitable aspect of human nature. First we see two people playing music, tinted blue.
These twin portraitslead without rupture to the final superimposition. A group of children
play and dance in the woods at night while the image of a donkey fades in and out several
times in superimposition. The terrible association with the sparkler dance with the Nazi
Walpurgisnacht arise, perhaps the more dreadfully because Brakhage does not emphasize
them with a montage of analogies. Thus this film, which had made an equation among
parades, victory celebrations, street fights, and rallies, culminates in a cyclic vision and a
discovery of the seeds of war in the pastoral vision (216).
Brakhage has sometimes referred to his films as documents of consciousness (Elder 106). 23rd Psalm
Branch is one of Brakhages most powerful, terrifying, and poetic works of cinema, a visual assault
which both embraces and exorcises the human propensity for warmaking. Here he has achieved the
communal I, losing any notion of self through a painful process of obsession. Brakhage has described
the way in which the making of this film affected his psyche and caused a warlike atmosphere to develop
in his home (Brakhage, Scrapbook 112). He later decided that war was not a fit subject for art.
In the dots of the television, Brakhage discovered a corollary to his experience of hypnagogic vision, and
in his investigation of the news medias role in the Vietnam conflict, made a discovery very similar to
what is described by Duncan in Up Rising:
Ive been primarily making silent films for years now since I discovered that the eyes sight
of anything was automatically dulled when any sound was attended toespecially since the
discovery that the inner-eye (hypnagogic vision and all consciousness of visual-memorys
superimposition on any external scene being looked-at) was impossible to attend to, WITH
THE EYES OPEN, when and ONLY when a sound was being heard consciously. So, turn the
sound down on the T.V. set-to and put your inner-eye back in your own head immediately
see, then, how the television, and movie, directors cover up a poverty of visual imagination by
lulling the eye to sleep with sounds continuumsee, for instance, how President Johnson
approximates with minute facial changes (as befits the medium) Hitlers most exact gestural
(movie) stances (how the rhythm of Johnsons slight head tilts and the shifts of his facial
muscles marshal a specific television attention(105).
Collage was also a form which both artists explored. Duncan employs collage techniques throughout his
work. The voices of Plato, Shakespeare, Stravinsky, and others move in and out of his poems like ghosts.
But it is in Santa Cruz Propositions that his use of this method of composition is most fully realized.
Here he combines the words of Denise Levertov, sections of Platos Symposium, and newspaper
accounts of a series of murders which took place in Santa Cruz, California. Collage is not always
immediately recognizable in poetry, but here Duncan uses several different typefaces to differentiate the
various sources at work. The visual effect is therefore much closer to what one thinks of in regard to
collage in the visual arts. Overall, the piece reflects the violence and destructive energy which plagued
California as well as the United States at the end of the Sixties and the beginning of the Seventies.
Inspired in part by the work of Robert Duncans partner, Jess Collins, Brakhage incorporated collage
techniques very early on, in Dog Star Man. The Prelude introduces a series of images which will recur
throughout. Each part of the film combines more and more layers of superimposition, until in Part Four,
a sequence involving his newborn baby, he pulls out all the stops:
He employed the technique of Mothlight in making this film that is, he punched holes in the
images and carefully inlaid other film material, holding the mosaic together with a covering of
mylar tape. As the child screams in black-and-white, the mouth cavity is replaced by
fragments of colored film. At another point, his sense of hearing is emphasized by the
insertion of a colored ear in the hole made by cutting out the black-and-white original (Sitney
186).
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Mothlight collages dead moths, flowers, leaves, and seeds (158) in a film which has no corollary or
precedent and which, as Sitney points out, echoes Duncan in its form: three round-dances and a coda
(158). He would return to this technique in Garden of Earthly Delights, a film which he made as a
response to Hieronymous Boschs distorted portrayal of humanity.
V. Brakhage and Stein

Just as Gertrude Stein strove to divorce a word from its representational meaning (Elder 249), so does
Brakhage favor concrete images over symbolic ones. For Brakhage and Stein, art best documents
things (248).
What the contents of artworks make present are the phenomena of consciousness not by
attempting to form the documenting media into simulacra of the reality it refers to, but by
attending to powers inherent in the medium used, and by deploying its powers to call forth the
phenomenal qualities of objects. Steins art, like Brakhages strives to awaken in the
reader/viewers body and mind sensations which closely resemble those which prompted the
creative activity that produced the poem or film (248).
Even the handpainted films are intended as documents of Brakhages perceptions, rather than a mere
representation of them. Both artists share the proclivity to employ what Stein termed perpetually
regenerating forms (215) in their making.
Bruce Elder points out that Steins and Brakhages concerns with the formal principles of composition
coincide with those of the Cubists (258).
The Cubists caught the visual rhythms of reality.they captured the relationship between the
objects that belong to visual reality and the body. they captured how the body feels these
objects not in their optical appearance, but how they impress themselves on the body. The
Cubists, Stein, and Brakhage all made rhythm (and often rhythm created through repetition)
central to their work, and rhythm, as any teenager can testify, has somatic
effects.perceiving is not a passive affair (258).
Another similarity between Brakhages and Steins work is its performative quality. Each frame is of
great importance to Brakhage just as each word is of great importance to Stein, engendering an energy
which lends the work a heightened presence (273). In Brakhages case, this can have the effect of
pulling the viewer into a close corollary of the makers consciousness:
People watching a film by Brakhage identify with the maker since they must create a coherent
whole from the many diverse visual forms they confront. But they identify, too, with the film
they enter into its images, and so sense their changes viscerally and by this identification
they come to feel they participate in revealing the imaginary realm the film puts on display
and (this and is the cardinal point) elicits.The temporal qualities of Brakhages films and
the temporal qualities of enunciation are very similar, for the temporality of both is that of the
present tense; this identity strengthens the identification and makes viewers feel more strongly
that they play a role in the enunciatory process (273).
Steins command of the language is as developed as Brakhages knowledge of cinematography. This skill
allows both to push their respective media to the limit. The many techniques which Brakhage employs
have the effect of converting film from a representational to a presentational medium from a medium
which presents objects to a medium that presents movement (277) bringing the work into the present
tense which is so crucial to the movement which occurs in Steins work.
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According to Bruce Elder, Brakhages Anticipation of the Night makes use of Steinian repetition, a choice
which inevitably emphasizes films kinetic properties (420). This kineticism is a crucial aspect of the
medium which aligns it with Olsons theories regarding projective verse and proprioception:
The proprioceptive body is what allows us to apprehend the unified forms of Brakhages films; the
performative dimension of Brakhages films suggest the struggle to make contact with the proprioceptive
body, to access the resources for forging a unified form for his film (291).
So for Brakhage, for Stein, for Olson and many others, there must be a continual return to the breath, and
ultimately, the body.
Stan Brakhage in the offices of Anthology Film Archives, c. 1996 by Robert Haller
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Conclusion
For Stan Brakhage, film is ideally a document.of the filmmakers experiences of vision (Elder 447).
As Robert Creeley explained, the experience offered by his films is initial, and has to do with the
primary fact of sight, as light creates it (A Quick Graph 365). For all his interest in poetry, Brakhage
understands that the image has a remarkable ability to convey the dynamism of reality (Elder 21).
The Romantics understood that imagination is the force that brings forth reality (40). Ultimately, it is
reality as he perceives it which concerns Brakhage.
Since imagination creates reality, whatever represents the inner workings of imagination are
the truest documentaries. These documentaries, Brakhage tells us, are the real works of art
(40).
In Romanticism, the experience of images is an immediate, intuitive, non-rational act (295). Bruce
Elder elaborates upon the intuitive aspects of visionary creation:
No distance separates the knowing subject from the object of knowledge in such acts of
immediate intuition, for this form of cognition effects an identification of the subject and the
object of knowledge (while reason, to the contrary, opens up a distance between the subject
and object). So the visionary experience is important in that vast, difficult complex of ideas
that we call Romanticism, but it is equally true that the Romantics modeled their notion of
Imagination, as the divine-like faculty in humans, on the faculty of sight (295).
Brakhage works from the belief that immediate experience is the ground of all truth and all value, and
that constructing narrative relations between events depletes the experience of the concrete particular of
intensity, and what is perhaps as bad, misrepresents the truth about reality (160). This ideal of concrete
particulars places Brakhage in the lineage of American artists including Ralph Waldo Emerson, William
Carlos Williams, and Gertrude Stein.
Film is a powerful and malleable medium which allows the conscientious maker to incorporate elements
of all of the other media: poetry, literature, music, painting and dance. It involves an imposition of one
persons (or group of persons) perspective upon the viewer, who, however voluntary his/her participation
may be, is ultimately a captive audience. Too often critics are overly clinical in their separation of the
arts; compartmentalization just makes it easier to pigeonhole and diminish work which has an energy that
exists to spite academic dissection. Great artists always resist easy interpretation. Visionary artists defy
category altogether.
Stan Brakhage is such an artist. Dedicated, passionate, and willing to be unfashionable in the interest of a
higher power. Brakhage is not afraid to discuss his own work in terms which dismay the ultra-hip
postmodern cynic. Film is Art. Brakhage demonstrates this over and over again in his work, and stands
ready to defend it from the mindless scourge: Hollywood narrative filmmaking. In the development of an
aesthetic, Brakhage has proved himself to be a thrilling, epic, visionary artist. To enter his cosmology is
to experience the hypnagogic vision of a master.
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Appendix
The following notes are based primarily upon discussions with Stan Brakhage which
followed his Sunday evening film salon (University of Colorado, Sibell Wolle Fine Arts,
N141) from 1997-1999. They are impressions of the films contents based upon these
conversations. They are not intended to be comprehensive, nor should they be mistakenly
read as synopses of the films themselves. Any errors are the fault of the notetaker alone.
INTERIM
(1952)
Music by James Tenney/otherworld/beneath freeway/deSica, Jean

Cocteau, Rosselini/poetic film/what film might be/Ken Jacobs: all film
(art) shows sex organs (or at the very least, flowers), but the pictures
move, bust this up/certain aspect of mind desires, creates symmetry of
imagery, but diagonals can interrupt this symmetry/fake sense of depth in
Renaissance
perspective/INTERIM
is
one
symmetry
after
another/symmetry of backbrain/need for symmetry is one sign of
schizophrenia/walk from first shot to last shot/rhymed images/we bring
stories to images/the mind wants to make a face (bane of the Abstract
Expressionists)/SB and Tenney have been friends for over fifty
years/made to save a friend who was out of control/SB was shy about a
certain girl he wanted to meet, and thought that the film might be a way to
seduce her/it was years before they could afford to put the soundtrack on
the film/film is a form of silversmithing/Tenney was inexperienced,
worked from his intuition/interesting psychological dynamics/one minute
and forty second kiss (caused a scandal when the film was screened in
Denver)/male characters strange negative reaction to the female character
comes out of the repression of the time (moralism, McCarthyism)/subtext
of ecological disaster, sense of lost love/disgust, fear over love and
sexuality/art as a way out of the creepiness and despair of the
time/cinematographer Stan Phillips went on to become a commercial
filmmaker (MADELINE, ecological films for children)/SB learned never
to sublimate
IDREAMING
(1988)
Sound collage (by Joel Haertling) of Stephen Foster songs which

emphasizes the agony behind the music/SB set pictures to the
music/helped SB to get through a particularly difficult time/when to
scratch, when not to/home as parlour (which relates it to Foster)/film can
deal with the unnamable/we dont have a language to talk about film/both
communal & private/sensitivity to the rhythm (of 24 frames-per-second or
16fps)/for the yes not for the mind/everything you put on the screen is an
interruption of the purity of the life
7/13/97
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THE SONGS
23rd PSALM BRANCH
(1968)
SONG 12 made while suffering from a migraine/ series shifts from

ebullient gold into blues/8 mm blown up to 16mm/glimpses of Michael
McClure, Bobbie Louise Hawkins, Louis Zukofsy/SBs childhood
overshadowed by Hitler, Mussolini, Lindbergh/self-portraiture/Peter
Kubelka took shots of SB drunk, almost passed out/overexposed shots of
handwriting/SB was reading Zukofskys A before it was in print/Zukofsky
was frail/Zukofsky was very famous in the 20s, but had gone completely
out of print/long poem inspired by Bachs B Minor Mass/Duncan and
others got Zukofsky back into print, but it took a decade/rhymes Zukofsky
with concentration camp survivors in glasses/checkerboards of nature,
zig-zags of man/absolute geometries exist in thought only, not nature or
human beings/break Os down into ovals and meat/attempts at re-creating
closed-eye vision/SB used India Inks to get cracks similar to those seen in
the Gobi desert/met Lichtenstein later/at this time, artists tried to stick
together, one could be outspoken, critical of others art/Lichtenstein liked
Doris Day movies/Europe as the source of war/flashes, patterns/sound of
Kubelka playing the recorder/Part 2: Peter Kubelkas Vienna, My
Vienna, Nietzsches Lamb/war as natural disaster/Tribute to
Freud/inherited and bought footage/uses frame line/I cant go on/My
Vienna homesickness/we are intrinsically dangerous/a Nazi was living in
the house which Freud had occupied for 40 years/SB read everything
Freud wrote, it saved his life/Nitsch had crucified a dead lamb, and made
it into a happening/but what is Nietzsches lamb?/did Nietzsche end
philosophy?/Nietzsches lamb is the victim without meaning, without
grace/as opposed to Christs lamb/East Berlin section is essentially
unedited/a lot of nearly black leader/traveled into East Berlin to see Brecht
play about Hitler/forbidden to shoot anything military/harassed by Nazi
guards/beyond Kafkas imagination/guards could do whatever they
wanted/Olson: "artists can' be heroes"/dot patterns laid in/city under
siege/magic camera/Coda: music section (no longer about the sources of
war, until the fireworks come in at the end)/remarkable imagery of
children with sparklers/McClure playing the autoharp, a gift from
Dylan/Hawkins is playing the lute with a feather/grabbing whatever is
most charged/way out on a limb that ideas are in things/second half is
spacier, argument is clearer in the first half/second section is very vague,
so personal that it almost cannot be explained in words/war as childs
play/balance & proportion/making the film caused trouble in SBs life,
made him more warlike/The Rise and Fall of the Roman Empire/the
film demanded to be made/war is not a fit subject for art
8/31/97
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DIVERTIMENTO
(1997)
jarring/ephemeral/done in hospital after bladder surgery/disturbing to SB/

Alscheimer paintings of DeKooning/extreme involvement: Pollock, Joan
Mitchell, DeKooning/exploring the brain/put it away for almost a
year/Pollock was a scary drunk, brutish, but was also extremely
sensitive/Frieze Painting,/Abstract Painting, Soufour
FOR MARILYN
(1992)
SB decided that he could not afford to print anymore began to run

painted films through the projector/paint could stand for both persons &
statements/shot in Finland/locked out of Russian Orthodox Church/Munch
book (painting & words)/spiritual/Praise Be Gods/shimmering words
scratched frame by frame/children Anton & Vaughan (whom he does not
photograph)/where vision gets close to writing/rising and swirling
upward/absolutely beautiful/Ken Jacobs was very offended by this
film/shown on an evening with two other Christian films
9/21/97, 1/17/99
LOVEMAKING
(1968)
no posing/more touching/engagement/children involved in a ritual with a

stuffed alligator/Paul Cheritz and his wife (this section looks most posed),
more edited, less documentary/Kubelka said, Its not swinish
enough./Ruskin destroyed 500 pornographic paintings by Turner/four
sections: husband & wife, homosexual couple, two dogs, sexual ritual of
children (in preparation for sex, sublimating the sexual desire)/in the 60s,
there was a different attitude about child nudity and sexuality/SB took it
out of distribution after Supreme Court ruling on child pornography/does
not want the last section to fall into the hands of child
pornographers/projectionist in Lincoln Center refused to show it
11/9/97
CHARTRES SERIES
(1994)
approximating stained glass by painting on film/was not allowed to

photograph the cathedral/nosing into a new dark ages/if they could create
this cathedral in the midst of such enslavement, well be
alright/optimistic/movements/ INTRO SYMMETRY/DEMONS
EPHEMERAL ESSENCE OF WINDOWS SOLID WINDOW
LINES/RESOLUTION/fear of evil/many cathedrals were built by
volunteers over a span of centuries/built at height of Virgin
worship/various guilds created their own windows (shoemakers,
shipbuilders)/true symmetry horrifies SB/this is off-symmetry (as is
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Chartres)/this building that should be a passage to the spirit world is sunk

in stone and concrete (thus, the gargoyles)/expensive power center/if you
get hung up on the structure, youre in trouble/each pane of glass was
removed and numbered during the war, to be replaced later/is our society
now devoid of ritual?/how many accomplishments of Western society
were built on the abuse of women & children?/evil, insanity are chosen
SELF SONG/DEATH SONG
(1997)
DEATH SONG is pale/gossamer wings which block the rays of the

sun/cancer, cataracts (walking around in a cotton candy ball)/SB has met
four truly evil people in his life/Harry Smith went through a few years
where he was very bad/Smith was canonized and claimed at the end,
although he didnt care for it/caused peoples deaths through black magic,
but later changed/Harry was made a bishop (anti-bishop) by Crowleys
people/extreme close-up of hands and fingerprints/soft rain
2/1/98, 1/17/99
BABYLON SERIES #1 & #2
(1989, 1990)
beautiful streaks, fireworks, trees, something under plastic wrap/frantic

explosions of color/Hammurabi Code/extensive study/oldest law
book/threes/ nails/#1 seems to be in two parts/law book for all to be equal
under the law/Creeley and Robert Indianas numbers book language
dominates even numbers/attempt to get away from titling/Roman
numerals, then hieroglyphs/moving visual thinking/flares used to blow
away or erase, then start again/prism/stopping down/muddle of
reflections and refractions in crumpled tinfoil overexposed/a lot of
shooting done at night/Boulder Crown Court Apts.
CATS CRADLE
(1959)
1959 visit SB and Jane made to see old friends in Vermont/increased

tension/cat in heat/two rolls of film/brief takes/terrible indigestion/Freud:
every time sex takes place, it involves at least four people/single
frames/match cutting/people dont need to like something to be inspired
by it/the peripheral prompts dreams/people who are closest to one another
(stylistically, aesthetically, philosophically) disagree most/Pound, Joyce,
Stein, Proust/Cantos vs. Finnegans Wake/SB spoke against Gregory
Markopolous for years, even though he was a main
inspiration/individuality/modes of production are the same in different
cultures
2/14/98
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BABYLON SERIES #3
(1990)
scared SB so much that he did not continue the series/creeped by getting

too deeply into the Babylonian mind/power madness/worship of
jewelery/almost threw it away/photographing through crystals, pieces of
glass/wealth side of Babylon/two rolls cut down to about 120 feet/birds
egg & purple blue/gold/deep ruby reds balanced by blues/deep jewel tones
are dangerous/Kenneth Anger has an affinity for Babylon/Kubelka worked
with black & white frames, then Tony Conrad made Flicker, which
couldnt contain it, caused people to have seizures
THE WOLD SHADOW
(1972)
out in the yard (9,000 ft.), SB saw a giant humanoid shadow, but couldnt
find what had created it/ran in to get his camera, came back and it was
gone/to approximate this shadow, SB painted on a piece of glass which he
placed in front of the window/fades in and out to approximate his blinking
eyes/attempt to recapitulate the history of Abstract painting (Kiefer,
Kline, Clyfford Still)/wold meant wood, then for a couple of hundred
years it was used to refer to a bare hill/later returned to its original
meaning
TWO ROLLS IN PROGRESS
(IN COLLABORATION WITH PHIL SOLOMON)
(1998)
made to invoke musicals, as a joke response to other CU faculty who see

musicals as art/lots of advice when SB had cancer/attempt at Fred &
ginger/moving curtain/Solomon wants to use Lets Face the Music &
Dance on the soundtrack/rephotographed a painted loop/at the end, knock
it out of focus/2ND ROLL: autumn sliding into winter/rephotographed
scratching/some of it is scratched on leader
2/22/98
THIGH LINE LYRE TRIANGULAR
SEX MEDITATION: OFFICE SUITE
HYMN TO HER
(1961, 1972, 1974)
SB was influenced by Stein/at 18, Robert Duncan sent him a copy of

Steins Geography & Plays/Emerson/SB doesnt read a lot of
philosophy (except Plato & Wittgenstein)/Jungs autobiography (told
entirely through dreams)/never really read the American
transcendentalists/despised Walden/cant take Emerson seriously as a
poet or a philosopher/SB focuses on the object as Stein focused on the
word/multi-planed, cubist/SEX MEDITATION: it takes balls to throw a
sword down on a shag rug, but that is exactly what SB does/Gordon
Rosenblums office/masturbation fantasy (very difficult to make into art)/
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Downy fabric softener commercial/THIGH LINE LYRE TRIANGULAR:

recreation of memories, hypnagogic visions surrounding the birth of his
third child/things that arent photographable/ Jane resisted at first but
eventually became devoted to the films/film & music have a strong
kinship (tone, rhythm, etc.)/but the ears behave much differently than the
eyes/eyes dont see rhythm the way ears hear it/in editing, it is important
to trust the rhythm/has used rulers/complexity of rhythm within a
shot/tones which come on like chords/colors vibrate (Hans
Hoffman)/tree, which contains a monkey, or a sniper/working uphill/the
office belonged to a millionaire friend and was filled with tricks/SB knew
that his friend didnt care anything about sex/outrageous phallic
symbols/how to capture this/Crystals birth is fourth section of
DogStarMan/Ed Dorn: poets throw words like stones, knowing that they
can kill, but not using them for that purpose
3/29/98, 1/17/99
DESISTFILM
(1954)
set up party/hard to believe that this film is 47 years old/film society in

Denver/shot with $50 war surplus film (gun camera film)/made while
working for Landen Abstract (lithographs)/repressed 1950s/influential for
Cassavettes/Denver beatniks (Eastern High)/sound: wire recording of
party noises/incredible sequence shot through a wine bottle/manic
energy/existentialism did not go far enough, so SB and his friends created
desistentialism/the guys wanted to travel around the country in a truck in
order to make something that would be called Christfilm/everyone was
running out of money, and eventually it occurred to them that it wasnt
going to work/made DESISTFILM instead/whole film cost $120/shot with
metal Bell & Howell, which had belonged to Kenneth Anger/SB figured
that if it had survived the shooting of Angers Fireworks, then it must be
a good camera/advertised as a beatnik party, but no marijuana, only
wine (good ol dago red) & cigarettes/no sense of carrying
on/everything was grabbed quickly/impressionism for the lovers/heavy
boy-girl
ratio/homosexual
undertones/Montovani
Montoverde
Liberace/Maya Derens parties
4/5/98, 3/21/99
or ELLIPSES
(1998)
the idea that light rays are inverted inside the brain is nonsense/in reality,
light bounces off of everything, like a swarm of bees/light is
haphazard/you can make any representation of the world that is interesting
to you/sight is fiction/technology reflects the way we have taught
ourselves to see/overwhelming/relax, and be cool, man, desist/the West,
esp., has created these fictions of seeing/Renaissance perspective
drawing/making anew fiction/in movies, the fiction of the frame (wide
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angles, illusion of movement)/visual music/just live in a simple

truth/humans must evolve we are not yet as enduring as
cockroaches/we can not pay attention to EVERYTHING all the time, or
wed go crazy/artists endeavor to change our sensitivities/great artists
change our perceptions/how much of daily experience is codified/Olson
tried to grapple with our physiological limits/what of abilities we may
have but may have not learned to use yet?/seeing as an imposition of the
brain upon reality to create a picture/Pound: making it new/getting stuck
in previous arts (to create new ways to perceive exterior reality)/
Impressionists are painting the air/Platos Cave/sit with your eyes open
without blinking, until they tear, take a look at the light/lenses are ground
to achieve Renaissance perspective/means of production in film are the
same across cultures
4/5/98
THE MAMMALS OF VICTORIA
(1994)
cellular corollaries of hypnagogic vision (optic nerves)/follow-up to THE

CHILDS GARDEN AND THE SERIOUS SEA/envisionment of Marilyn
Brakhages growing up/teenage sexuality/sense of body/Pounds bag of
water loosely tied with a fig leaf/shot on Vancouver Island/
dreamlike/interior envisionment of childhood and puberty/ volleyball
floating across the sky/teeth of the totem/first sense of the arc of
life/gravity/lack of sense of consequences/SBs idea of what her puberty
and teenagehood may have been like/artists motivation can be very
deceptive/difficult to invoke the interior with landscapes, our main
signifiers for the exterior/undercranking allows one to get colors that cant
happen at 24fps/nightvision/meditation on light/mile-long beach which is
never deeper than 3 feet/remarkably warm
TWO FILMS: FEMALE MYSTIQUE &
SPARE LEAVES (FOR GORDON)
SB unsure when they were made, whether they were edited fully/perhaps
early 60s, late 70s/no memory of making them or giving them
away/somehow Gordon (Rosenblum) got them, gave them back/SB had
never seen them before
GLAZE OF CATHEXIS
(1990)
cathexis: where impulses come to make an impression, or trace of memory

(Freud)/mistranslation of Freud cathexis means an investment,
something your nervous system takes hold of/sound affects closed eye
vision/first film painted after four years/bladder cancer from Coltar dyes
5/10/98
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THE b SERIES
(1995)
RETROSPECT: high religious moments/Exodus/shapes chasing one

another/What does that have to do with OJ Simpson?/figures under
microscope/violent slashing reds, yellows/OJs detachment/additional
segments appear in the following order: THE PASSOVER, BLUE/BLACK
INTROSPECTION, BLOOD DRAMA, I AM AFRAID: AND THIS IS MY
FEAR, SORROWING/detachment of killers (McVeigh, Ramsey)/making a
music of tragedy/significance of blood expunged/does it make any
sense?/is it of any use?/closed eye vision while graffling with
stories/would hypnagogic awareness help people to be a better
jury?/spirituality of blood/ there is no red in BLOOD DRAMA until the end
/blue black picturization, related to TV (as it relates to closed eye
vision)/hypnotic pulse, picture composed of grains/could be showed as
separate films, but do have an interactive power
VISION OF THE FIRE TREE
(1990)
whip pans over mountains, clouds/aperture used to fade in and

out/shakiness
PURITY & AFTER
(1978)
two films/snow on windshield, then bar in Nederland, CO

(REEL THREE)
(1998)
SB doesnt want to refer to them as parts, or sections/reels can be

shuffled/each reel is a different field/Duncans Opening of the
Field/Juan Gris/Braque/cubism seemed to end with Gris death/angularity
of the space within the frame/cubist colors
NODES
(1981)
handpainting from the 70s

6/7/98
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MURDER PSALM
(1981)
murder through laughter/little blonde girl, looks at herself in mirror, plays

at fountain, but is interrupted by a (terrifying shot) red beach ball/some
autopsy footage (knife cutting from chest to cock)/horse carts/negative
images (tunnel, headlights)/red tinted Little Red Riding Hood/Stan
Phillips (photographer of INTERIM) made a film on epilepsy for the
Colorado Dept. of Health, gave bad reel to SB/pieces of this footage recur
throughout (little girl, doctor, brain)/eleven rolls Dupont black & white
negative & positive film which SB carried around for years (lights,
tunnel)/haunting/Anger sent him the cartoon mouse footage/edited in three
days/TV roll bar footage/O LIFE STORY, THE ACT OF SEEING WITH
ONES OWN EYES/ circles/ cave/ cavity of mans head/done in a rage,
sense of horror, out of a dream in which he killed his mother with an
axe/SB had read an article that mother murder had
decreased/trance/Doestoevskys Stabgrobins confession/sticks with
narrative for longer than usual/Western vision/wagon wheel which runs
over everything, later gets stuck in the dust/little girl watching dance of
water, then ultimate bullying/cartoon-crash of Renaissance perspective,
especially in the flatness of yellow flares/Siennese (stereopticon)
vision/dropping rocks into water/Stan Phillips also tortured as a child (any
Stanley in this era was tormented/narrative undoes itself/dead girl gets
up/dead mouse gets up/things not reachable by language
NIGHTMARE SERIES
(1978)
jugglers in fog/white boy and black boy fight in parking lot/fish dying
after having their heads chopped off for dinner/fire/filming of City On
Fire, movie starring Shelley Winters (seen in red fire cap) which never
even made it to television/only Hollywood car explosion in any SB film
(?)/mouse trapped inside plastic ball, terrorized by dog/horrifying hippie
folk singing/parakeet on globe (third, fourth sequence)/North Atlantic
Ocean/Freud is 80% wrong about dreams/limited by being a writer/
nightmares come in four-and-a-half parts, series/ambiguity of number, last
part of dream begins to seem like escape, ends with greatest horror of all
(in this film, the cutting off of the fish heads)/whats disturbing about pins,
or the guinea pig in the ball?/wanted to use his vision to show children
how horrible their behavior was (it worked, they threw away the plastic
ball)/tormented him with folk singing/geese are somehow horrible/
Hawaiian shirt lighting the fire/youngest son horrifies him/quality of
movement/where is the smoke coming from?/visual metaphors are more
direct/film is more related to hieroglyphic language/language makes things
more difficult to apprehend/Elder: no thought without language
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DELICACIES OF MOLTEN HORROR SYNAPSE

(1991)
Mark & Ruth Rheames (good Christian folk) put up the money to print it/
savage, powerful film/Rheames showed 23RD PSALM BRANCH every
Hiroshima day in Japan for as long as they were living there/close with
Cid Corman/missionary teaching English poetry in Japan/died falling off a
mountain (suicide?)/owned all the Songs, showed them constantly/
eradication of the spot/SB watched TV, then closed his eyes to see what it
did to his hypnagogic vision/TV is a hypnotic, molten horror/brain is
desperately holding on, trying to anchor itself/danger of symmetry/tiny
creatures/silhouette of a grasshopper in the corner of your eye/works its
way out of the traps/pull down phrase of the optical printer/ABC rolled
(REEL TWO)
(1998)
three-dimensional Abstract Expressionism/solarization/all three reels

would take an hour and twenty minutes/future vision/like all prophecy,
probably full of shit, but SB believes that people will get closer to their
closed eye vision/breach from hard reality/ripping/uselessness of art is its
greatest usefulness/Pound: arts as the antennae of the race/Nemeth film of
Jackson Pollock painting/paint thrown on glass with camera underneath/
Pollock didnt like how it worked, cracked him, began drinking, rapid
decline (like Brando after Last Tango In Paris)/paintings of the mind,
but the mind is in motion, so film may be better at capturing this quality/
olive, burnt umber/Man Ray also used solarization/ bi-packing/can be
done through superimposition/aelfscin: light emanating from all things,
eventually became difficult for SB to live with (it was like living in a blast
furnace)/trails
7/5/98
THE GARDEN OF EARTHLY DELIGHTS
(1981)
leaves collaged onto film with tiny mountain flowers and plants (timeconsuming process)/tweezers and paste/rapid/no camera involved/similar
to MOTH-LIGHT/darker/sense of night/Jonas Mekas helped SB figure out
to print a black and white negative, then bi-pack this with color/two layers
of 35mm splicing tape/maddening, took a year to complete/I got very
angry with Hieronymous Bosch, who portrays plants very idealistically,
while humans are grotesque/laid with face in the grass/grass is constantly
fighting and twisting in an effort to reach the sun/tried to reflect upon the
wonders of the phenomenological, which are God-given/everything is
holy, but we are often incapable of acknowledging this/irritations which
become the mainspring of the work/overwhelmed by: asthma, pollen, life
at 9,000 feet, the end of a 27 year marriage/Deliverance/ plants
strangling each other/complicated bi-packing/wondrous and horrible/
respect whats given here now/organic/crawled through the grass coughing
and wheezing/hypnagogic myths
9/6/98, 3/12/99
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FOX FIRE CHILD WATCH

(1971)
Ken and Flo Jacobs child Neecy running around an airport/edited

rhythmically to unintentional flares/child lost in space/blue
WEDLOCK HOUSE AN INTERCOURSE
(1958)
made within weeks of marriage/black and white, ghostly, haunting/passed

camera back and forth while quarrelling/mirrors, windows/figures
disappear and reappear/negative of intercourse makes it less pornographic,
more beautiful and passionate/Western Cine didnt want to print it/SB
replied with a postcard which read Balls! (the reason it couldnt be
printed)/manipulative work (traditional porn) is not art/to get into art
things which had been excluded (sex, etc.)/there are some things that just
dont achieve an aesthetic/death has been the primary subject of Western
art (crucifixion)/Clive Bell, Heideger, Robert Fry/to see something, and
to FEEL it/the aesthetic affects, but doesnt tell you what to do/have to
keep trying/war and sex are the most difficult subjects/when first birth
film was shown, men fainted/this has changed/depictions of war: Siennese
(Uccello), but mostly silly, staged representations/Ruskin burned many of
Turners paintings, which he saw as pornographic/landscapes which
become violent sexual scenes with a shift of the eye
9/6/98
(REEL FIVE)
with music by Jim Tenney
(1998)
looked at Tenneys score, Flocking, which was based on some footage

of SBs/often, there appears to be a race or fight between sound and
picture/most often, eyes are distracted by sound (Hollywood film)/long
piece of black leader (with music) before any image, attunes audience to
the structure of Tenneys music/tried to avoid absolute synch/sync
moments which are there are thus rendered extremely dramamtic/echoing
similarities/image painted over photography/stills which hang in
background (sustained notes)/elements hang together, but are indifferent
to one another/sound usually leads/two snails moving along a track in the
moonlight/parallel tracks of some kind/REEL FOUR is not finished
yet/first sound film in about five years/soundtrack becomes less abstract as
the imagery becomes more abstract/image sometimes precedes, sometimes
follows, the sound/weaving in and out/Tenney used two pianos, tuned a
quarter tone apart/graphic score which requires an approximation by the
players of the texture and tone/both pianists play the same score/begins
with a very narrow band, then expands/music written in 1994/JT wrote a
computer program which defined the form, then realized it/certain
sustained tones/they are intended to have separate lives/high contrast
negative of the scratches/yellow, blue, black/no paint, certain sections
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colored in the printing process/there are also colors in the layers of the
leader itself/the process is always searching searching something out/a
buzzing in the head because the voices are indistinguishable
9/13/98, 10/4/98, 3/4/99
THE CAT OF THE WORMS GREEN REALM
(1997)
18 minutes/shot during chemotherapy/SB doesnt remember most of the

photographing/boys called him out into the yard to see a worm theyd
found/cat named Mack Daddy/macro lenses/shot using only natural
light/after Dartmouth, asked his father to buy him film equipment rather
than pay for college/lens extensions he had received in 1951, never
used/first used them in COMINGLED CONTAINERS almost 25 years
later/had to guess on f-stop/cats tag rhymes with the moon/out of focus
hexagonals/nose all rubbed in death/photographys a damn crisis for
me, because you come back with shapes that are namable things/film is
an ecological disaster/when it is not disposed of properly, it wrecks the
water/its poison/words were invented so that people could lie poets, of
course, hope to redeem this process/the film must be something that
words dont do
SHOCKINGLY HOT
painted with Anton and Vaughan Brakhage
(1997)
Dad later messed with it/SBs flames are just like Chester Goulds in
Dick Tracy/almost a word that Gould invented/Braque/equivalencies of
nature, rather than representations/the photograph freed painters from
representation/trunk filled with five years of Goulds comics cut out from
newspapers/Gould was completely nuts/buried characters in the backyard
when they were killed in the strip
11/1/98
VISIONS IN MEDITATION #1
(1989)
four films in series so far/meditative/inspired agitation in at least one

viewer/winter ice/Niagara Falls/side of a house/Steins Stanzas In
Meditation/ agitation at initial experience of something unique/
recurrences of a very few themes/baby and candles/bullet-like shapes of
light/oval shapes/difference between elements which repeat and elements
which recur/if you can create an aesthetic, this is a good/lessons and
morals are biased, and therefore cannot form an aesthetic, and in this
sense, are evil/music for the eyes/most of the independent filmmakers
working at poetic cinema teach, struggling to keep alive this other way
of making film/we will none of us live to see whether film took as an art
form/those who are so crazily obsessed that they are not dependent upon
even the dream of an audience/there are a lot of great filmmakers, and
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only three places in the U.S. for them to show their work/experimental,
term hatched by a snotty San Francisco journalist, is misleading, infers
that the makers do not know what they are doing/underground also
meant little to SB: Im a living room man myself/cant call it art film,
sounds dumb, makes some people think of porn/many more artists now
than there were in the 60s, why do they go on?/H.D.: Write. Write or
die./Jennifer Reeves amazing young filmmaker (mid-twenties)/art
comes through a singular source/the communal I (Robert Duncan)/Stein
is the Cezanne of literature/Stanzas In Meditation has finally been
released with the right words Alice asked that all mays be replaced
with cans in previous editions because Gertrude Stein had had an affair
with a woman named May
11/22/98
TRYST HAUNT
(1993)
the meeting place going through something to get somewhere/people see

faces, etc., in the abstract shapes/superimpositions make certain planes
seem to stop (step printing)
BIRDS OF PARADISE
(1998)
collaboration with Sam Bush at western Cine/SB sent instructions, Bush

struggled with it for five months/shapes swing around/beak shapes/back
pieces also swing/Bush is free to improvise/phone conversations/shaking
inside the gate, causing streaming/has more solidity, even though it is the
most ephemeral in its making/back and forth/"he miracle is that Western
Cine exists at all"/begins with a loop (Moebus)/loose instructions/
Medieval composers worked without a stave/$100,000 step printer/
Hoffman the space that is created by colors and shapes in
juxtaposition/motion in film/flaps/turning/when you turn a container, the
space inside it is also turning/streaming, unnamed shapes, attached to
emotions/color coded/shapes that sre variable and do not yet have names/
background music of the nervous system/SB paints in the afternoon at
Alleycatz, local restaurant on the Pearl street Mall/can only paint when he
is surrounded by people doing mundane things/scared to do it in his
office/fear of snapping/insanity/nothing to hold on to (nothing namable)/
these things resist being brought to the light/got very sick working in this
area alone/receding streaks/infinite possibilities for death
PRELUDES 13-18
(1993)
free fall/blur of boundaries in depravation tank/people who have stayed in

the longest all recall the same scene: three figures moving across a desert/
BIRTH SEX DEATH
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12/13/98
COMMINGLED CONTAINERS
(1997)
had decided not to photograph again/got a good deal on a Bolex/tested it/

had explorative surgery/at the time, finishing THROUGH WOUNDED
EYES with Joel Haertling/case with extension tubes, which he had never
used before/thinking hes going to die, just went for it/after he got back
from surgery, saw this gift from the mad side of the moon/bubbles you
can only see through film
1/17/99
SINCERITY (REEL # 2)
(1975)
black and white footage from 1957/footage of Jane at football game shot
by Jordan Belson/film class in Boulder/Janes scratching sequence echoes
tree branches/dog scratches earth and baby appears/outtakes from other
birth films/SB is terrified of childbirth, could not have been present unless
he was filming/SB believes that he had a traumatic birth/color,
negative/red flares/lovemaking/train ride (sleeper car packed with children
& dogs)/Edmund Wilson piece on the lie of autobiography/attempt to
avoid lying, romanticizing/Pound: Chinese character for sincerity = a man
standing by his word/SB translates this a man stands by his sight/SF:
children walk through a hallway made of laundry/SBs asthma/
representational as well as abstract images/what is this? how do we make
it art?/equivalences/balance/certain things are unfilmable/Bruce Baillie
shot train footage/hot tailing it back from SF/SBs mother looking through
his things/Jane (and Jack Colloms) parents, she against wall, he relaxing
in chair, smoking a pipe/SB loves cats, although they instigate his asthma
1/31/99
EARTH SONG OF THE CRICKET
(1999)
recurring brown pattern/oak leaves/sudden pull backs/asymmetrical (Sam

Bush)/ to center them would be schizophrenic/beerget: cartoonists word
for the sound of a cricket/Guy Davenports introduction to book on
Birchfield/beautiful painting/organic vs. /SB argued with Bruce Elder,
who contended that there is no thought without word or symbol/but even
Elder had to acknowledge that there is something which occurs before the
thought
2/21/99
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IN BETWEEN
(1955)
Robert Duncan introduced SB to Edgar Varese, John Cage/SB was living

in NY with no money/ Varese refused SB permission to use his music in
SHADOW GARDEN/Cage granted his permission/by his own account,
this is the worst film SB has made/Duncan and Jess appear in it/film shot
in their house, with Jess as main protagonist/masks, art objects/SB
learning how to photograph/didnt understand Duncan and Jess world
very well/found them to be wonderfully strange people who were
dedicated to the arts/SB lived in basement room, where James Broughton
had stored his films while in Europe/Cages Sonata For Prepared
Pianos/the living room pictured was where SB first heard Cages piano
pieces/in the afternoons, Jess read from the Oz books, George
McDonald/these are books which SB had missed out on in his childhood
CHRIST MASS SEX DANCE
(1991)
SB and Jim Tenney lived far from one another/SB wanted to make a
childrens film/shot rehearsals of The Nutcracker Suite/immediately
taken away by the sexuality of it/JTs cut up of Elvis Blue Suede
Shoes/cut down to the bone/film was cut to the music/music made in a
very primitive studio (1960, University of Illinois, early program in
electronic music)/JT built a noise generator/oscillation, filter/tape cutting
and splicing/uses only thirty seconds of Blue Suede Shoes/came out of
frustration with the equipment/five layers of superimposition (before this
film, the most that SB had used at one time was four)/wanted to make a
film that Tchaikovsky would like, give him some giggles"/music used
without permission/all the tape pieces were fractions of a second
3/4/99
THE LION AND THE ZEBRA MAKE GODS RAW JEWELS
(1999)
reaction to the Discovery Channel/organs, bones, etc./poor zebras running

away from mountain lions
3/7/99
MOTHLIGHT
(1963)
collage/what is film?/made without a camera/moth wings, plants, flowers/

originally pursued moths with the camera, but the footage was
terrible/attracted to the light/does not work at 18 frames per
second/intensity of moth flutter/studied them for some time/six months of
taping it all to mylar/maddening process of putting the second piece of
mylar on top of this
3/12/99
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PERSIAN SERIES (#S 1, 4, 5)

(1999)
#1: fire and fade out/strong afterimages come from strong colors
used/solid,
a
lot
of
color/almost
molten,
huh?/Klimts
robes/lava/flames/#5 is very hypnotic/#4: flowers/looked Persian to SB as
he made it, full of glyphs/inspired by Persian miniatures/not enough
maroon and blue to make one think of Persian rugs/one might have
expected more geometry/glyphs lost in an explosion/grief over Iraq and
Iran: SBs uncle Waldo was involved in the excavation of those lands,
later drafted into the CIA, found it impossible to get out/Waldo was
caught up in a controversy involving Qadafi (who reminds SB of Kenneth
Anger in the middle of one of his fits), eventually killed himself, or was
killed, in his basement/the shah of Iran bought SBs SONGS, and SB was
invited to show his films there, but he did not go
SINCERITY IV
(1979)
seems true/is it a sincerity?/does it move with a clear sincerity?/separation

between the man and woman/goats/features Carla Boyle and her child
Sherry, in black and white, as a parallel sinceritas/intercutting of nodding
heads/crowd shots/night time at the airport/dogs/SB naked in a hotel room,
far from home/Palmer House Hotel/attempt to remember a period in
time/identical rooms/thoughts of home/Sartres No Exit/straight
representation/Jim Otis: if something is repeated more than three times in
a work, it becomes a state of mind
3/14/99, 3/21/99
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Links
Links: Stan Brakhage

Brakhage Filmography:
http://www.fredcamper.com/Brakhage/Filmography.html
Realm Buster: Stan Brakhage: Michael McClure & Steve Anker in Conversation
from Chicago Review 47:4/48:1, Winter 2001:
http://mcclure-manzarek.com/brakhage.html
Stan Brakhage on the Web: A vast collection of links to writings and images related to
the life and work of Stan Brakhage, curated by film historian and filmmaker Fred
Camper:
http://www.fredcamper.com/Film/BrakhageL.html
Frame Enlargements by Fred Camper of films by Stan Brakhage:
http://www.fredcamper.com/Film/BrakhageS.html
Frameworks: The Frameworks listserv focuses on avant-garde film and its archives
include many discussions on the films of Stan Brakhage.
http://www.hi-beam.net/fw/index.html
The Test of Time radio broadcasts by Stan Brakhage: Brett Kashmeres Transcripts
and links to MP3 audio files of a 1982 radio program hosted by Stan Brakhage on KAIR at
the University of Colorado.
http://www.fredcamper.com/Brakhage/TestofTime.html
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Links: Michael McClure

A Solid Moving Through An Inferno: Text of Stan Brakhages contribution to the
1975 Margins symposium on Michael McClure.
http://www.thing.net/~grist/l&d/mcclure/mc-brak.htm
The Maze: Produced in 1967 for KPIX television, this 25-minute film is narrated by
Michael McClure, who also leads the filmmakers around the Haight-Ashbury
neighborhood of San Francisco. It is also notable for featuring the poet Richard
Brautigan, the Grateful Dead, The Straight Theater, and a rehearsal for The Beard at
which McClure was present:
https://diva.sfsu.edu/bundles/189371
Michael McClure: A Selected Bibliography 1956-2002
http://www.emptymirrorbooks.com/mcclure/
Michael McClure Literary Homepage at Light and Dust: Poems by McClure and
selections from his award-winning play The Beard. Also includes excerpts from 1975s
Margins symposium on Michael McClure:
http://www.thing.net/~grist/l&d/mcclure/mcclure.htm
Michael McClure Official Website:
http://www.michael-mcclure.com/
Michael McClure & Ray Manzarek: Michael McClures page on the website for his
frequent collaborations with Doors keyboardist Ray Manzarek includes links to many of
the online sites related to McClure. This page also links to a fairly extensive selected
bibliography of McClures published work:
http://www.mcclure-manzarek.com/mcclure.html
Rebel Roar: The Sound of Michael McClure: Short film about Michael McClure
http://www.imdb.com/title/tt1432976/
17 Reasons Why I love the Work of Michael McClure by Steven Fama: According
to Michael McClure, My breath was taken away by Steven Fama's essay-blog
elucidating and appreciating my poetry, from Six Gallery readings through beast
language and zen palpitations, to most recent iterations. The blog also contains a link to
Stan Brakhages film Glaze of Cathexis.
http://stevenfama.blogspot.com/2010/02/17-reasons-why.html
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Partners in Truth and Beauty

Allen Ginsberg: http://www.allenginsberg.org/
Amiri Baraka: http://www.amiribaraka.com/
Beats In Kansas: The Beat Generation in the Heartland: http://www.vlib.us/beats/
Bob Dylan: http://www.bobdylan.com/
David Haselwood and the Auerhahn Press: Article by poet San Francisco poet Cedar Sigo about
publisher and Zen Master David Haselwood.
http://www.poetryfoundation.org/harriet/2010/12/dave-haselwood-the-auerhahn-press/
David Meltzer: http://www.meltzerville.com/
Diane di Prima: http://www.dianediprima.com/
The Doors: http://www.thedoors.com/
Jim Tenney: Brief profile and remembrances of composer and Brakhage collaborator Jim Tenney.
http://www.artsjournal.com/postclassic/2006/08/james_tenney_19342006/
Jonas Mekas: http://jonasmekasfilms.com/diary/#
Larry Keenan: Counterculture photographer Larry Keenan documented the cultural and literary history of
the West Coast in iconic photographs of Bob Dylan, Allen Ginsberg, and others. Many of the photos on this
website feature Michael McClure during the time period featured in his correspondence with Stan
Brakhage. http://www.emptymirrorbooks.com/keenan/
Naropa Poetics Audio Archive: Collection of audio from three decades of readings and lectures at Naropa
University featuring many great poets including Michael McClure.
http://www.archive.org/details/naropa
Olson Now Blog: A Blog on the Poetry and Poetics of Charles Olson Edited by Michael Kelleher and
Ammiel Alcalay. http://www.olsonnow.blogspot.com/
Peter Kubelka: Profile from Underground Film Guide. http://www.ufilmguide.com/354/peter-kubelka/
Phil Solomon: Filmmaker Phil Solomon was a friend and collaborator of Stan Brakhage, as well as a
fellow professor at the University of Colorado at Boulder. http://www.philsolomon.com/
Philip Whalen: http://epc.buffalo.edu/authors/whalen/
Ray Manzarek: http://www.raymanzarek.us/
Richard Brautigan: Curator and archivist John F. Barber has assembled a comprehensive collection of
facts and links related to author Richard Brautigan. http://brautigan.net
Robert Creeley: http://epc.buffalo.edu/authors/creeley/
Robert Duncan: Poet Lisa Jarnots website includes links to information on the poet Robert Duncan.
Jarnot is the author of Ambassador From Venus, a forthcoming biography of Duncan.
Straight Theater: History of The Straight Theater and the poster art of the psychedelic era by Reg
Williams. http://www.thestraight.com/index.html
Terry Riley: Composer/musician Terry Riley is a frequent collaborator with Michael McClure.
http://terryriley.net/enter.htm
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Biographies
Michael McClure
gave his first poetry

reading at the age of 22 at the legendary Six
Gallery event in San Francisco, where Allen
Ginsberg first read Howl. Today McClure is more
active than ever, writing and performing his
poetry at festivals, and colleges and clubs across
the country.
The role model for Jim Morrison, as the Los
Angeles Times characterized Michael McClure,
has found sources in music from Thelonious
Monk and Miles Davis to the composer Terry
Riley with whom his poetry performances
frequently share a bill.
Recently McClure joined with composer Terry
Riley to create a CD titled I Like Your Eyes
Liberty. The CD explores spontaneous music and
voice (working together) expressing the
outrageous and mystical in both artists.
McClure in Prague by David Port
McClure has worked extensively with his old friend Ray Manzarek, the Doors keyboardist, at
festivals and colleges and clubs. They appeared with saxophonist David Sanborn on NBC-TV
performing a jazz version of McClures Love Lion Blues. Mystic Fire released a 70 minute
video of the duo and a compact disk Love Lion followed. McClure and Manzareks second CD
carries on their explorations.
Third Mind, a film of Michael and Rays conversations and performances, was premiered by the
Sun Dance Channel.
McClure reads with an actors command and a singers timing, his impact transports audiences
to a very different and intriguing place. He has given hundreds of reading in venues as varied as
the Fillmore Ballroom, Yale University, Stanford, The National Biodiversity Conference at the
Smithsonian, and the Library of Congress. His audiences have ranged from an intimate dozen at a
tiny Maui bookstore, to tens of thousands at San Franciscos Human Be-in in San Francisco, and
to multitudes at Airlift Africa. One of the poets readings was to, and with, four lions at the San
Francisco Zoo a film of it is sometimes shown on TV. McClures world-wide performances
include Rome; Paris; Tokyo; Lawrence, Kansas, London, a bull ring in Mexico City, The
Whitney Museum, and a steam room in Nairobi for a group of African businessmen.
A reviewer of a recent London reading wrote, McClures West Coast delivery was deliberate,
cool, spacious The Journal-World in Lawrence Kansas offered these observations of McClure
at the William Burroughs celebration, McClure looked cool. Yet he grew warm, wending lyrical
words around the air and across the hall, The coolness fell away with his simple elegance in word
and presentation McClure was controlled and read with steady jazz rhythms, a perfect, minimal
chart of spoken words.
He has received numerous awards, including a Guggenheim Fellowship, an Obie Award for Best
Play, an NEA grant, the Alfred Jarry Award, and a Rockefeller grant for playwriting. McClure
has written twenty plays and musicals which are performed in the U.S. and abroad. His play The
Beard provoked numerous censorship battles, in Los Angeles, the cast was arrested after each
performance for fourteen nights in a row. Later The Beard received two Obies in N.Y.C. and was
warmly embraced in both London and Paris. The play has played a role in U.S. censorship and
free speech battles since1966when it won the first lawsuit.
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The poet is featured in Scorseses Last Waltz, in which his reading of a poem by Chaucer lilted,
rolled, and seduced the audience into the lyric tonality of Middle English (Atlanta Poetry
Review). McClure played a Hells Angel in Norman Mailers film Beyond the Law. He has a
cameo in Peter Fondas Hired Hand.
McClure has made two television documentaries The Maze and September . His many books of
poetry include Jaguar Skies, Dark Brown, Huge Dreams, Rebel Lions, September Blackberries,
Rain Mirror and Plum Stones. He has published eight books of plays and four collections of
essays, including essays on Bob Dylan and on environmental issues. His novels are The Mad Cub
and The Adept.
McClures songs include Mercedes Benz, popularized by Janis Joplin and new songs which are
being performed by Riders on the Storm.
His journalism has been featured in Rolling Stone, Vanity Fair, and the L.A. Times and San
Francisco Chronicle.
Michael McClures travels include Africa, Mexico, South America, India, Thailand and Japan.
He lives in the San Francisco Bay Area hills with his wife the sculptor Amy Evans McClure.
Two collections of Michaels poems are presently being published: Mysteriosos and other Poems
(New Directions spring 2010) and Of Indigo and Saffron: Selected and New Poems (University of
California Press, 2010).
McClure is a Professor Emeritus of California College of the Arts, and holds an honorary
doctorate.
Stan Brakhage
was one of the most

important filmmakers of the Twentieth
Century. His epic Dog Star Man was
named one of the 100 best films of all time
by the Library of Congress. Prior to his
death in March 2003, Brakhage made
close to 400 films.
Stan Brakhage by Lisa Jarnot, Summer 2001
Brakhage lectured at the Art Institute of

Chicago and spent more than two decades
as a professor at the University of
Colorado, Boulder. His honors include
four retrospectives at the Museum of
Modern Art, three honorary degrees
(SFAI, Cal Arts, and Bard College), a
lifetime achievement award from the
Denver International Film Festival, and a
MacDowell Colony Medal. In 1998
Brakhages work was the subject of three
months of conferences at the Pompidou
Centre in Paris.
Stan Brakhage was born in 1933 and was adopted at the age of three weeks. He endured a
difficult childhood during which he lived in a series of foster homes and his intellectual interests
made him the target of bullies. After brief periods of study at Dartmouth and San Franciscos
Institute of Fine Art (where he was instructed in photography by Minor White), Brakhage lived in
the basement apartment of the house shared by poet Robert Duncan and the painter Jess Collins.
Here he came to know poets including Kenneth Rexroth, Louis Zukofsky, Kenneth Patchen, and
Michael McClure.
Although Brakhage aspired to be a poet who also made film, in the tradition of Jean Cocteau,
Robert Duncan convinced him that he was not a poet and soon Brakhage concentrated entirely
upon his exploration of the film medium.
Attempting to replicate the qualities of light as perceived by the eye, especially closed-eye, or
hypnagogic, vision, Brakhages film work tested the bounds of the medium and created a highly
personalized and subjective vision. The filmmaker often scratched or painted on the film and
rarely used sound, believing that the rhythm of the images was pronounced enough to render any
added sound extraneous and that sound would, in fact, interfere with the perception of his visual
rhythms.
ChristopherLuna is a poet, visual artist, and

editor with an MFA in Writing and Poetics from the
Jack Kerouac School of Disembodied Poetics at
Naropa University in Boulder, Colorado. He is the
co-founder, with Toni Partington, of Printed Matter
Vancouver
(www.printedmattervanc.wordpress.com), an editing
service and small press that serves Northwest writers.
Luna edits The Work, a monthly email newsletter
featuring poetry events in Portland, Vancouver, and
the Pacific Northwest (http://christopherlunapoetry.blogspot.com), and is a regular contributor to
Sage Cohens Writing the Life Poetic E-Zine
(http://www.writingthelifepoetic.typepad.com).
His articles and criticism have appeared in Rain Taxi
Review of Books, New York Journal of Books, the
Poetry Project Newsletter, Current Biography, the
Columbian, the Oregonian, Willamette Week,
Vancouver Voice, and the Boulder Planet, among
others.
Christopher Luna by Anni Becker
He is a respected creative-writing teacher, mentor,

and the host of a successful open mic poetry reading at Cover to Cover Books in Vancouver,
established in 2004. Luna frequently collaborates with musicians and has been a featured reader
at bookstores, nightclubs, libraries, and coffee shops across the nation. His spoken word
recordings have been featured on Dr. Demento and Vin Scelsas Idiots Delight, and his poetry
has appeared in Night Bomb Review, Soundings Review, Chiron Review, Full of Crow, Cadillac
Cicatrix, The Lion Speaks: An Anthology for Hurricane Katrina, eye-rhyme, Gare du Nord,
Exquisite Corpse, Many Mountains Moving, the @tached document, and Big Scream.
His books include tributes and ruminations (Dristil Press, 2000), On the Beam (with David
Madgalene, 2005), Sketches for a Paranoid Picture Book on Memory (King of Mice Press, 2005),
and GHOST TOWN, USA (This is Not an Albatross, 2008). To Be Named and Other Works of
Poetic License, a poetic travelogue and art book created in collaboration with David Madgalene
and Toni Partington (http://www.tobenamed-artandpoetry.blogspot.com), was released in 2010.
More than we can bear, an epic investigative poem about the immediate aftermath of
September 11, was anthologized both online (For Immediate Release) and in print (On the Way
After 9/11, 2002 and Candles in the Dark, Flames for the Future, 2003, both edited by David
James Randolph for New Way Media). He is also the author of Literal Motion (Bootstrap Press,
2001), which features three interviews with the filmmaker Stan Brakhage.
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Acknowledgements
Acknowledgments
The Flame Is Ours was conceived
by my friend and mentor Stan
Brakhage, whose weekly Sunday
night film salons at the University
of Colorado Boulder constituted a
second education as I studied
down the hill at the Naropa
Institute. The salons featured the
work of experimental filmmakers
(including Brakhage), and each
showing was followed by a
discussion with Brakhage in which
he shared stories about his
encounters with some of the
greatest artists of the Twentieth
Century. He also delineated his
complex aesthetics. As I was
Stan Brakhage by Lisa Jarnot, Summer 2001
preparing my thesis on Brakhages
work and its relationship to the
other arts, he mentioned his correspondence with Michael McClure, and asked me to edit it. It was as
simple as that. I am grateful to Stan for trusting me with this project, and for the knowledge and
companionship he shared so openly.
I am also grateful to Michael McClure

for his patience, his guidance, and his
heroic willingness to assist me in
shaping the manuscript, especially in its
final stages. The interviews he granted
me, and his ideas on the footnotes, were
invaluable. He also allowed me and my
friend, the writer David Madgalene,
into his home to discuss the project. He
and his wife, the artist Amy EvansMcClure, made us feel welcome, and
allowed us access to their impressive
collection of art and literature.
It is my sincerest hope that The Flame
Is Ours is a worthwhile addition to the
legacy of these two great minds.
Michael McClure and Christopher Luna at Naropa University in
Boulder, CO, Summer 1999
I am also very grateful to Michael

Rothenberg
for
providing
the
correspondence with a home. His
scholarly work to keep the work of
poets such as Joanne Kyger, Philip
Whalen, David Meltzer, and others in
the public conversation is invaluable.
His friendship and good advice is also
very much appreciated.
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There are many other people who helped me throughout the

process of completing this project: Marilyn Brakhage; Jane
Wodening, whose scrapbooks from the time period contained
some of the material included in the manuscript; Fred Camper,
whose extensive website is the best source of information on
Brakhage available on the web; Larry Keenan, for the
permission to use his iconic photographs of 1960s San
Francisco; Robert Haller at Anthology Film Archives; Gene
Bridwell at the special collections library of Simon Fraser
University in British Columbia, where Michael McClures
papers reside; Ron Magliozzi at the Museum of Modern Arts
Film Studies Center; Artie Wehrhan and the helpful staff at The
Celeste Barton Film Preservation Center in Hamlin,
Pennsylvania; Phil Solomon, Stan Brakhages friend, colleague
at CU Boulder, and a great filmmaker in his own right; teachers
and friends at the Jack Kerouac School of Disembodied Poetics,
especially Anne Waldman, Jack Collom, Randy Roark, and Max
Regan; Jerome Rothenberg; David Meltzer; Woody Haut; Lisa
Jarnot, whose class on Robert Duncan inspired my thesis on
Brakhage, and whose friendship and advice during the project
was most welcome; and my life partner, the poet and artist Toni
Partington, whose support sustained me through the final stages
of the process.
Stan Brakhage's papers at the Celeste Barton Film Preservation

Center in Hamlin, PA
308
Robert Haller and and Stan Brakhage

standing and speaking to Michael
Chikiris (back to camera), 1973 by
Robert Haller
There are, finally, two people without

whose assistance the editing of the
correspondence might never have been
completed: my father, Paul Luna, who
accompanied me to Hamlin to take a
look at Brakhages papers when they
were temporarily stored there; and
David Madgalene, my friend, fellow
Kerouac
School
alum,
and
collaborator, who provided moral
support and feedback throughout the
process. David and his wife, Judy,
provided me a place to stay when in
California. David also accompanied
me to Michael McClures home in
2004 and 2005, and recorded
our conversations.
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Edited by Christopher Luna

[Michael McClure to Stan Brakhage 3/66] .............................................................................................94

[Stan Brakhage to Michael McClure 5/5/76]........................................................................................188

Notes ........................................................................................................... 195

III. Brakhage and Duncan....................................................................................................................265

IV. Serial Form ....................................................................................................................................269

Links ........................................................................................................... 293

Biographies ................................................................................................. 301

smoke nets are (not contemporaneous . . . what the hell do I want/?)

carved through to reach spontaneous thought and to let it speak as if it had

of what I see and touch. Who is the man

Fame you are a rotten plum!

[Michael McClure to Stan Brakhage undated]

[Stan Brakhage to Michael McClure 11/16/61]

[Stan Brakhage to Michael McClure 3/14/62]

[Michael McClure to Stan Brakhage undated]

reality! How blind is blind?

tails. They stare after one another and outwards

Then I am moved by meanings and sights of

Praise to the surge of life that there is no answer

Beyond the barrier

[Stan Brakhage to Michael McClure 4/62]

[Stan Brakhage to Michael McClure 5/3/62]

actualize in this most marvelous drama. It cast a wondrous (tongue-twisting) spell

[Michael McClure to Stan Brakhage undated]

[Michael McClure to Stan Brakhage - undated, fragment of a letter, from

[Stan Brakhage to Michael McClure 6/3/63]

granted for the totality of Brakhages work submitted . . . consisting of 6 films,

[Michael McClure to Stan Brakhage undated]

Meat Science Essays, cover second edition , City Lights 1970

[Stan Brakhage to Michael McClure - 8/4/63]

[Stan Brakhage to Michael McClure 9/63]

Sterling Bunnell and hawk San Francisco 1965 by Larry Keenan

[Michael McClure to Stan Brakhage undated]

[Michael McClure to Stan Brakhage undated]

Because someone is homosexual or momentarily petty must I suffer the weight of

Brakhage smelling money by Ed Dorn November 1964

[Michael McClure to Stan Brakhage undated]

[Stan Brakhage to Michael McClure undated]

to is what most properly would be called Lack of Discrimination {-cretion}. I

[Michael McClure to Stan Brakhage undated]

[Stan Brakhage to Michael McClure 11/8/63]

him, now, and find him artist-turned-magician ( in Olsons sense of demonstrator

[Michael McClure to Stan Brakhage 2/27/64]

Blossom A Play by Michael McClure, poster by Randy Salas

[Michael McClure to Stan Brakhage]

[Stan Brakhage to Michael McClure 5/17/64]

Ghost Tantras paperback cover with photo by Wallace Berman,

[Stan Brakhage to Michael McClure 5/64]

[Stan Brakhage to Michael McClure 5/64]

[Michael McClure to Stan Brakhage 6/27/64]

[Stan Brakhage to Michael McClure 7/4/64]

Frames from Text of Light by Stan Brakhage

[Michael McClure to Stan Brakhage undated, from Jane Brakhages

[Stan Brakhage to Michael McClure 8/19/64]

[Michael McClure to Stan Brakhage undated.] The following three entries