The Sword of Destiny
The Sword of Destiny
The Sword of Destiny
Andrzej Sapkowski
Translated by David French
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Contents
billion
s of stars. So close it seemed he could reach out and
touch them. Right above his head, just above the treetops.
As he walked he picked his way in order to stay away
from the light, away from the glow of bonfires, in order to
remain within the compass of rippling shadow. It was not
easy–pyres of fir logs were burning all around, sending
into the sky a red glow shot with the flashes of sparks,
marking the darkness with brighter pennants of smoke,
crackling, exploding in a blaze among the figures dancing
all around.
Geralt stopped to let through a frenzied procession,
boisterous and wild, which was barring his way and
lurching towards him. Someone tugged him by the arm,
trying to shove into his hand a wooden beer mug, dripping
with foam. He declined and gently but firmly pushed away
the man, who was staggering and splashing beer all
around from the small cask he was carrying under one
arm. Geralt did not want to drink.
Not on a night like this.
Close by–on a frame of birch poles towering above a
huge fire–the fair-haired May King, dressed in a wreath
and coarse britches, was kissing the red-haired May
Queen, groping her breasts through her thin, sweat-
soaked blouse. The monarch was more than a little drunk
and tottered, trying to keep his balance, as he hugged the
queen, pressing a fist clamped onto a mug of beer against
her back. The queen, also far from sober, wearing a
wreath which had slipped down over her eyes, hung on
the king’s neck and leaned close against him in
anticipation. The throng was dancing beneath the frame,
singing, yelling and shaking poles festooned with garlands
of foliage and blossom.
‘Beltane!’ screamed a short, young woman right in
Geralt’s ear. Pulling him by the sleeve, she forced him to
turn around among the procession encircling them. She
cavorted by him, fluttering her skirt and shaking her hair,
which was full of flowers. He let her spin him in the dance
and whirled around, nimbly avoiding the other couples.
‘Beltane! May Day Eve!’
Besides them there was a struggle, a squealing and
the nervous laugh of another young woman, feigning a
fight and resistance, being carried off by a young man into
the darkness, beyond the circle of light. The procession,
hooting, snaked between the burning pyres. Someone
stumbled and fell, breaking the chain of hands, rending the
procession apart into smaller groups.
The young woman, looking at Geralt from under the
leaves decorating her brow, came closer and pressed
herself urgently against him, encircling him with her arms
and panting. He grabbed her more roughly than he had
intended and felt the hot dampness of her body,
perceptible on his hands through the thin linen pressing
against her back. She raised her head. Her eyes were
closed and her teeth flashed from beneath her raised,
twisted upper lip. She smelled of sweat and sweet grass,
smoke and lust.
Why not? he thought, crumpling her dress and
kneading her back with his hands, enjoying the damp,
steaming warmth on his fingers. The woman was not his
type. She was too small and too plump–under his hand he
felt the line where the too-tight bodice of her dress was
cutting into her body, dividing her back into two distinctly
perceptible curves, where he should not have been able to
feel them. Why not? he thought, on a night like this, after
all… It means nothing.
Beltane… Fires as far as the horizon. Beltane, May
Day Eve.
The nearest pyre devoured the dry, outstretched pine
branches being thrown onto it with a crack, erupted in a
golden flash, lighting everything up. The young woman’s
eyes opened wide, looking up into his face. He heard her
suck air in, felt her tense up and violently push her hands
against his chest. He released her at once. She hesitated.
Tilted her trunk away to the length of her almost
straightened arms, but she did not peel her hips away
from his thighs. She lowered her head, then withdrew her
hands and drew away, looking to the side.
They stood motionless for a moment until the returning
procession barged into them, shook and jostled them
again. The young woman quickly turned and fled, clumsily
trying to join the dancers. She looked back. Just once.
Beltane…
What am I doing here?
A star shone in the dark, sparkling, drawing his gaze.
The medallion around the Witcher’s neck vibrated. Geralt
involuntarily dilated his pupils, his vision effortlessly
penetrating the obscurity.
She was not a peasant woman. Peasant women did
not wear black velvet cloaks. Peasant women–carried or
dragged into the bushes by men–screamed, giggled,
squirmed and tensed their bodies like trout being pulled
out of the water. None of them gave the impression that it
was they who were leading their tall, fair-haired swains
with gaping shirts into the gloom.
Peasant women never wore velvet ribbons or
diamond-encrusted stars of obsidian around their necks.
‘Yennefer.’
Wide-open, violet eyes blazing in a pale, triangular
face.
‘Geralt…’
She released the hand of the fair-haired cherub whose
breast was shiny as a sheet of copper with sweat. The lad
staggered, tottered, fell to his knees, rolled his head,
looked around and blinked. He stood up slowly, glanced at
them uncomprehending and embarrassed, and then
lurched off towards the bonfires. The sorceress did not
even glance at him. She looked intently at the Witcher,
and her hand tightly clenched the edge of her cloak.
‘Nice to see you,’ he said easily. He immediately
sensed the tension which had formed between them
falling away.
‘Indeed,’ she smiled. He seemed to detect something
affected in the smile, but he could not be certain. ‘Quite a
pleasant surprise, I don’t deny. What are you doing here,
Geralt? Oh… Excuse me, forgive my indiscretion. Of
course, we’re doing the same thing. It’s Beltane, after all.
Only you caught me, so to speak, in flagrante delicto.’
‘I interrupted you.’
‘I’ll survive,’ she laughed. ‘The night is young. I’ll
enchant another if the fancy takes me.’
‘Pity I’m unable to do that,’ he said trying hard to affect
indifference. ‘A moment ago a girl saw my eyes in the light
and fled.’
‘At dawn,’ she said, smiling more and more falsely,
‘when they really let themselves go, they won’t pay any
attention. You’ll find another, just you wait…’
‘Yen—’ The rest of the words stuck in his throat. They
looked at one another for a long, long time, and the red
reflection of fire flickered on their faces. Yennefer
suddenly sighed, veiling her eyes with her eyelashes.
‘Geralt, no. Don’t let’s start—’
‘It’s Beltane,’ he interrupted. ‘Have you forgotten?’
She moved slowly closer, placed her hands on his
arms, and slowly and cautiously snuggled against him,
touching his chest with her forehead. He stroked her
raven-black hair, strewn in locks coiled like snakes.
‘Believe me,’ she whispered, lifting her head. ‘I
wouldn’t think twice, if it were only to be… But it’s
senseless. Everything will start again and finish like last
time. It would be senseless if we were to—’
‘Does everything have to make sense? It’s Beltane.’
‘Beltane,’ she turned her head. ‘What of it? Something
drew us to these bonfires, to these people enjoying
themselves. We meant to dance, abandon ourselves, get
a little intoxicated and take advantage of the annual
loosening of morals which is inextricably linked to the
celebration of the endless natural cycle. And, prithee, we
run right into each other after… How long has passed
since… A year?’
‘One year, two months and eighteen days.’
‘How touching. Was that deliberate?’
‘It was. Yen—’
‘Geralt,’ she interrupted, suddenly moving away and
tossing her head. ‘Let me make things perfectly clear. I
don’t want to.’
He nodded to indicate that was sufficiently clear.
Yennefer threw her cloak back over one shoulder.
Beneath her cloak she had on a very thin, white blouse
and a black skirt girdled with a belt of silver links.
‘I don’t want,’ she repeated, ‘to start again. And the
thought of doing with you… what I meant to do with that
young blond boy… According to the same rules… The
thought, Geralt, seems to me somewhat improper. An
affront to both of us. Do you understand?’
He nodded once more. She looked at him from
beneath lowered eyelashes.
‘Will you go?’
‘No.’
She was silent for a moment, fidgeting nervously.
‘Are you angry?’
‘No.’
‘Right, come on, let’s sit down somewhere, away from
this hubbub, let’s talk for a while. Because, as you can
see, I’m glad we’ve met. Truly. Let’s sit together for a
while. Alright?’
‘Let us, Yen.’
They headed off into the gloom, far onto the moors,
towards the black wall of trees, avoiding couples locked in
embraces. They had to go a long way in order to find a
secluded spot. A dry hilltop marked by a juniper bush, as
slender as a cypress.
The sorceress unfastened the brooch from her cloak,
shook it out and spread it on the ground. He sat down
beside her. He wanted to embrace her very much, but
contrariness stopped him. Yennefer tidied up her deeply
unbuttoned blouse, looked at him penetratingly, sighed
and embraced him. He might have expected it. She had to
make an effort to read his mind, but sensed his intentions
involuntarily.
They said nothing.
‘Oh, dammit,’ she suddenly said, pulling away. She
raised her hand and cried out a spell. Red and green
spheres flew above their heads, breaking up high in the
air, forming colourful, fluffy flowers. Laughter and joyous
cries drifted up from the bonfires.
‘Beltane…’ she said bitterly. ‘May Day Eve… The
cycle repeats. Let them enjoy themselves… if they can.’
There were other sorcerers in the vicinity. In the
distance, three orange lightning bolts shot into the sky and
away over by the forest a veritable geyser of rainbow-
coloured, whirling meteors exploded. The people by the
bonfires gave awe-struck gasps and cried out. Geralt,
tense, stroked Yennefer’s curls and breathed in the scent
of lilac and gooseberry they gave off. If I desire her too
intensely, he thought, she’ll sense it and she’ll be put off.
Her hackles will rise, she’ll bristle and spurn me. I’ll ask
her calmly how she’s doing…
‘Nothing to report,’ she said, and something in her
voice quavered. ‘Nothing worth mentioning.’
‘Don’t do that to me, Yen. Don’t read me. It unsettles
me.’
‘Forgive me. It’s automatic. And what’s new with you,
Geralt?’
‘Nothing. Nothing worth mentioning.’
They said nothing.
‘Beltane!’ she suddenly snapped, and he felt the arm
she was pressing against his chest stiffen and tauten.
‘They’re enjoying themselves. They’re celebrating the
eternal cycle of nature regenerating itself. And us? What
are we doing here? We, relicts, doomed to obliteration, to
extinction and oblivion? Nature is born again, the cycle
repeats itself. But not for us, Geralt. We cannot reproduce
ourselves. We were deprived of that potential. We were
given the ability to do extraordinary things with nature,
occasionally literally against her. And at the same time
what is most natural and simple in nature was taken from
us. What if we live longer than them? After our winter will
come the spring, and we shall not be reborn; what finishes
will finish along with us. But both you and I are drawn to
those bonfires, though our presence here is a wicked,
blasphemous mockery of this world.’
He was silent. He didn’t like it when she fell into a
mood like this, the origin of which he knew only too well.
Once again, he thought, once again it’s beginning to
torment her. There was a time when it seemed she had
forgotten, that she had become reconciled to it like the
others. He embraced her, hugged her, rocked her very
gently like a child. She let him. It didn’t surprise him. He
knew she needed it.
‘You know, Geralt,’ she suddenly said, now composed.
‘I miss your silence the most.’
He touched her hair and ear with his mouth. I desire
you, Yen, he thought, I desire you, but you know that. You
know that, don’t you, Yen?
‘Yes, I do,’ she whispered.
‘Yen…’
She sighed again.
‘Just today,’ she said, looking at him with eyes wide
open. ‘Just this night, which will soon slip away. Let it be
our Beltane. We shall part in the morning. Don’t expect
any more; I cannot, I could not… Forgive me. If I have hurt
you, kiss me and go away.’
‘If I kiss you I won’t go away.’
‘I was counting on that.’
She tilted her head. He touched her parted lips with his
own. Tentatively. First the upper, then the lower. He
entwined his fingers in her winding locks, touched her ear,
her diamond earring, her neck. Yennefer, returning the
kiss, clung to him, and her nimble fingers quickly and
surely unfastened the buckles of his jacket.
She fell back onto her cloak, spread out on the soft
moss. He pressed his mouth to her breast and felt the
nipple harden and press against the very fine stuff of her
blouse. She was breathing shallowly.
‘Yen…’
‘Don’t say anything… Please…’
The touch of her naked, smooth, cool skin electrified
his fingers and his palms. A shiver down his back being
pricked by her finger-nails. From the bonfires screams,
singing, a whistle; a far, distant cloud of sparks in purple
smoke. Caresses and touches. He touching her. She
touching him. A shiver. And impatience. The gliding skin of
her slim thighs gripping his hips, drawing closed like a
clasp.
Beltane!
Breathing, riven into gasps. Flashes beneath their
eyelids, the scent of lilac and gooseberry. The May Queen
and May King? A blasphemous mockery? Oblivion?
Beltane! May Day Eve!
A moan. Hers? His? Black curls on his eyes, on his
mouth. Intertwined fingers, quivering hands. A cry. Hers?
Black eyelashes. A moan. His?
Silence. All eternity in the silence.
Beltane… Fires all the way to the horizon…
‘Yen?’
‘Oh, Geralt…’
‘Yen… Are you weeping?’
‘No!’
‘Yen…’
‘I promised myself… I promised…’
‘Don’t say anything. There’s no need. Aren’t you cold?’
‘Yes, I am.’
‘And now?’
‘Now I’m warmer.’
The sky grew lighter at an alarming rate, the contours
of the black wall of trees becoming more prominent, the
distinct, serrated line of the treetops emerging from the
shapeless gloom. The blue foretoken of dawn creeping up
from behind it spread along the horizon, extinguishing the
lamps of the stars. It had grown cooler. He hugged her
more tightly and covered her with his cloak.
‘Geralt?’
‘Mhm?’
‘It’ll soon be dawn.’
‘I know.’
‘Have I hurt you?’
‘A little.’
‘Will it begin again?’
‘It never ended.’
‘Please… You make me feel…’
‘Don’t say anything. Everything is all right.’
The smell of smoke creeping among the heather. The
scent of lilac and gooseberry.
‘Geralt?’
‘Yes?’
‘Do you remember when we met in the Owl
Mountains? And that golden dragon… What was he
called?’
‘Three Jackdaws. Yes, I do.’
‘He told us…’
‘I remember, Yen.’
She kissed him where the neck becomes the
collarbone and then nuzzled her head in, tickling him with
her hair.
‘We’re made for each other,’ she whispered. ‘Perhaps
we’re destined for each other? But nothing will come of it.
It’s a pity, but when dawn breaks, we shall part. It cannot
be any other way. We have to part so as not to hurt one
another. We two, destined for each other. Created for
each other. Pity. The one or ones who created us for each
other ought to have made more of an effort. Destiny alone
is insufficient, it’s too little. Something more is needed.
Forgive me. I had to tell you.’
‘I know.’
‘I knew it was senseless for us to make love.’
‘You’re wrong. It wasn’t. In spite of everything.’
‘Ride to Cintra, Geralt.’
‘What?’
‘Ride to Cintra. Ride there and this time don’t give up.
Don’t do what you did then… When you were there…’
‘How did you know?’
‘I know everything about you. Have you forgotten?
Ride to Cintra, go there as fast as you can. Fell times are
approaching, Geralt. Very fell. You cannot be late…’
‘Yen…’
‘Please don’t say anything.’
It was cooler. Cooler and cooler. And lighter and
lighter.
‘Don’t go yet. Let’s wait until the dawn…’
‘Yes, let’s.’
IV
‘Don’t move, sir. I must change your dressing. The
wound is getting messy and your leg is swelling something
terrible. Ye Gods, it looks hideous… We must find a doctor
as fast as we can…’
‘Fuck the doctor,’ the Witcher groaned. ‘Hand me the
chest, Yurga. Yes, that flacon there… Pour it straight onto
the wound. Oh, bloody hell! It’s nothing, nothing, keep
pouring… Oooow! Right. Bandage it up well and cover
me…’
‘It’s swollen, sir, the whole thigh. And you’re burning
with fever—’
‘Fuck the fever. Yurga?’
‘Yes, sir?’
‘I forgot to thank you…’
‘It’s not you who should be doing the thanking, sir, but
me. You saved my life, you suffered an injury in my
defence. And me? What did I do? I bandaged a wounded
man, who’d fainted away, and put him on my cart and
didn’t leave him to expire. It’s an ordinary matter, Witcher,
sir.’
‘It’s not so ordinary, Yurga. I’ve been left… in similar
situations… Like a dog…’
The merchant, lowering his head, said nothing.
‘Well, what can I say, it’s a base world,’ he finally
muttered. ‘But that’s no reason for us all to become
despicable. What we need is kindness. My father taught
me that and I teach it to my sons.’
The Witcher was silent, and observed the branches of
the trees above the road, sliding past as the cart went on.
His thigh throbbed. He felt no pain.
‘Where are we?’
‘We’ve forded the River Trava, now we’re in the
Groundcherry Forests. It’s no longer Temeria, but Sodden.
You were asleep when we crossed the border, when the
customs officers were rummaging in the cart. I’ll tell you,
though, they were astonished by you. But their senior
officer knew you and ordered us through without delay.’
‘He knew me?’
‘Aye, there’s no doubt. He called you Geralt. That’s
what he said; Geralt of Rivia. Is that your name?’
‘It is…’
‘And he promised to send a man ahead with the
tidings that a doctor is needed. And I gave him a little
something so as he wouldn’t forget.’
‘Thank you, Yurga.’
‘No, Witcher, sir. I’ve already said, it’s me as thanks
you. And not just that. I’m also in your debt. We have an
agreement… What is it, sir? Are you feeling faint?’
‘Yurga… The flacon with the green seal…’
‘Sir… You’ll start… You were calling out dreadfully in
your sleep…’
‘I must, Yurga…’
‘As you wish. Wait, I’ll pour it into a bowl right away…
By the Gods, we need a doctor as quickly as possible,
otherwise…’
The Witcher turned his head away. He heard
the
cries of children playing in a dried-up, inner moat
surrounding the castle grounds. There were around ten of
them. The youngsters were making an ear-splitting din,
outshouting each other in shrill, excited voices which kept
breaking into falsetto. They were running to and fro along
the bottom of the moat, like a shoal of swift little fishes,
unexpectedly and very quickly changing direction, but
always staying together. As usual, behind the screeching
older boys, as skinny as scarecrows, ran a little child,
panting and quite incapable of catching up.
‘There are plenty of them,’ the Witcher observed.
Mousesack smiled sourly, tugging at his beard, and
shrugged.
‘Aye, plenty.’
‘And which of them… Which of these boys is the
celebrated Child of Destiny?’
The druid looked away.
‘I am forbidden, Geralt…’
‘Calanthe?’
‘Of course. You cannot have deluded yourself that she
would give the child up so easily? You have met her, after
all. She is a woman of iron. I shall tell you something,
something I ought not to say, in the hope that you’ll
understand. I hope too, that you will not betray me before
her.’
‘Speak.’
‘When the child was born six years ago she
summoned me and ordered me to cheat you. And kill it.’
‘You refused.’
‘No one refuses Calanthe,’ Mousesack said, looking
him straight in the eyes. ‘I was prepared to take to the
road when she summoned me once again. She retracted
the order, without a word of explanation. Be cautious when
you talk to her.’
‘I shall. Mousesack, tell me, what happened to Duny
and Pavetta?’
‘They were sailing from Skellige to Cintra. They were
surprised by a storm. Not a single splinter was found of
the ship. Geralt… That the child was not with them then is
an incredibly queer matter. Inexplicable. They were meant
to take it with them but at the last moment did not. No one
knows why, Pavetta could never be parted from—’
‘How did Calanthe bear it?’
‘What do you think?’
‘Of course.’
Shrieking like a band of goblins, the boys hurtled
upwards and flashed beside them. Geralt noticed that not
far behind the head of the rushing herd hurried a little girl,
as thin and clamorous as the boys, only with a fair plait
waving behind her. Howling wildly, the band spilled down
the moat’s steep slope again. At least half of them,
including the girl, slid down on their behinds. The smallest
one, still unable to keep up, fell over, rolled down to the
bottom and began crying loudly, clutching a grazed knee.
The other boys surrounded him, jeering and mocking, and
then ran on. The little girl knelt by the little boy, hugged
him and wiped away his tears, smudging dust and dirt
over his face.
‘Let us go, Geralt. The queen awaits.’
‘Let’s go, Mousesack.’
Calanthe was sitting on a large bench suspended on
chains from the bough of a huge linden tree. She
appeared to be dozing, but that was belied by an
occasional push of her foot to swing the bench every now
and again. There were three young women with her. One
of them was sitting on the grass beside the swing, her
spread-out dress shining bright white against the green
like a patch of snow. The other two were not far away,
chatting as they cautiously pulled apart the branches on
some raspberry bushes.
‘Ma’am,’ Mousesack bowed.
The queen raised her head. Geralt went down on one
knee.
‘Witcher,’ she said drily.
As in the past she was decorated with emeralds, which
matched her green dress. And the colour of her eyes. As
in the past, she was wearing a narrow, gold band on her
mousy hair. But her hands, which he remembered as
white and slender, were less slender now. She had gained
weight.
‘Greetings, Calanthe of Cintra.’
‘Welcome, Geralt of Rivia. Rise. I’ve been waiting for
you. Mousesack, my friend, escort the young ladies back
to the castle.’
‘At your behest, Your Majesty.’
They were left alone.
‘Six years,’ began Calanthe unsmilingly. ‘You are
horrifyingly punctual, Witcher.’
He did not comment.
‘There were moments–what am I saying–years, when I
convinced myself that you would forget. Or that other
reasons would prevent you from coming. No, I did not in
principle wish misfortune on you, but I had to take into
consideration the none-too-safe nature of your profession.
They say that death dogs your footsteps, Geralt of Rivia,
but that you never look back. And later… When Pavetta…
Do you know?’
‘I do,’ Geralt bowed his head. ‘I sympathise with all my
heart—’
‘No,’ she interrupted. ‘It was long ago. I no longer wear
mourning, as you see. I did, for long enough. Pavetta and
Duny… Destined for each other. Until the very end. How
can one not believe in the power of destiny?’
They were both silent. Calanthe moved her foot and
set the swing in motion again.
‘And so the Witcher has returned after six years, as
agreed,’ she said slowly, and a strange smile bloomed on
her face. ‘He has returned and demands the fulfilment of
the oath. Do you think, Geralt, that storytellers will tell of
our meeting in this way, when a hundred years have
passed? I think so. Except they will probably colour the
tale, tug on heart strings, play on the emotions. Yes, they
know how. I can imagine it. Please listen. And the cruel
Witcher spake thus: “Fulfil your vow, O Queen, or my
curse shall fall on you”. And the queen, weeping
fulsomely, fell on her knees before the Witcher, crying:
“Have mercy! Do not take the child from me! It is all I have
left!”.’
‘Calanthe—’
‘Don’t interrupt,’ she said sharply. ‘I am telling a story,
haven’t you noticed? Listen on. The evil, cruel Witcher
stamped his foot, waved his arms and cried: “Beware,
faithless one, beware of fate’s vengeance. If you do not
keep your vow you will never escape punishment”. And
the queen replied: “Very well, Witcher. Let it be as fate
wishes it. Look over there, where ten children are
frolicking. Choose the one destined to you, and you shall
take it as your own and leave me with a broken heart”.’
The Witcher said nothing.
‘In the story,’ Calanthe’s smile became more and more
ugly, ‘the queen, I presume, would let the Witcher guess
thrice. But we aren’t in a story, Geralt. We are here in
reality, you and I, and our problem. And our destiny. It isn’t
a fairy story, it’s real life. Lousy, evil, onerous, not sparing
of errors, harm, sorrow, disappointments or misfortunes;
not sparing of anyone, neither witchers, nor queens.
Which is why, Geralt of Rivia, you will only have one
guess.’
The Witcher still said nothing.
‘Just one, single attempt,’ Calanthe repeated. ‘But as I
said, this is not a fairy tale but life, which we must fill with
moments of happiness for ourselves, for, as you know, we
cannot count on fate to smile on us. Which is why,
irrespective of the result of your choice, you will not leave
here with nothing. You will take one child. The one you
choose. A child you will turn into a witcher. Assuming the
child survives the Trial of the Grasses, naturally.’
Geralt jerked up his head. The queen smiled. He knew
that smile, hideous and evil, contemptuous because it did
not conceal its artificiality.
‘You are astonished,’ she stated. ‘Well, I’ve studied a
little. Since Pavetta’s child has the chance of becoming a
witcher, I went to great pains. My sources, Geralt, reveal
nothing, however, regarding how many children in ten
withstand the Trial of the Grasses. Would you like to
satisfy my curiosity in this regard?’
‘O Queen,’ Geralt said, clearing his throat. ‘You
certainly went to sufficient pains in your studies to know
that the code and my oath forbid me from even uttering
that name, much less discussing it.’
Calanthe stopped the swing abruptly by jabbing a heel
into the ground.
‘Three, at most four in ten,’ she said, nodding her head
in feigned pensiveness. ‘A stringent selection, very
stringent, I’d say, and at every stage. First the Choice and
then the Trials. And then the Changes. How many
youngsters ultimately receive medallions and silver
swords? One in ten? One in twenty?’
The Witcher said nothing.
‘I’ve pondered long over this,’ Calanthe continued, now
without a smile. ‘And I’ve come to the conclusion that the
selection of the children at the stage of the Choice has
scant significance. What difference does it make, in the
end, Geralt, which child dies or goes insane, stuffed full of
narcotics? What difference does it make whose brain
bursts from hallucinations, whose eyes rupture and gush
forth, instead of becoming cats’ eyes? What difference
does it make whether the child destiny chose or an utterly
chance one dies in its own blood and puke? Answer me.’
The Witcher folded his arms on his chest, in order to
control their trembling.
‘What’s the point of this?’ he asked. ‘Are you expecting
an answer?’
‘You’re right, I’m not,’ the queen smiled again. ‘As
usual you are quite correct in your deductions. Who
knows, perhaps even though I’m not expecting an answer
I would like benignly to devote a little attention to your
frank words, freely volunteered? Words, which, who
knows, perhaps you would like to unburden yourself of,
and along with them whatever is oppressing your soul?
But if not, too bad. Come on, let’s get down to business,
we must supply the storytellers with material. Let’s go and
choose a child, Witcher.’
‘Calanthe,’ he said, looking her in the eyes. ‘It’s not
worth worrying about storytellers. If they don’t have
enough material they’ll make things up anyway. And if
they do have authentic material at their disposal, they’ll
distort it. As you correctly observed, this isn’t a fairy tale,
it’s life. Lousy and evil. And so, damn it all, let’s live it
decently and well. Let’s keep the amount of harm done to
others to the absolute minimum. In a fairy tale, I grant you,
the queen has to beg the witcher and the witcher can
demand what’s his and stamp his foot. In real life the
queen can simply say: “Please don’t take the child”. And
the Witcher can reply: “Since you ask–I shall not”. And go
off into the setting sun. Such is life. But the storyteller
wouldn’t get a penny from his listeners for an ending to a
fairy tale like that. At most they’d get a kick up the arse.
Because it’s dull.’
Calanthe stopped smiling and something he had seen
once before flashed in her eyes.
‘What?’ she hissed. ‘Let’s not beat about the bush,
Calanthe. You know what I mean. As I came here, so I
shall leave. Should I choose a child? Why would I need
one? Do you think it matters so much to me? That I came
here to Cintra, driven by an obsession to take your
grandchild away from you? No, Calanthe. I wanted,
perhaps, to see this child, look destiny in the eyes… For I
don’t know myself… But don’t be afraid. I shan’t take it, all
you have to do is ask—’
Calanthe sprang up from the bench and a green flame
blazed in her eyes.
‘Ask?’ she hissed furiously. ‘Me, afraid? Of you? I
should be afraid of you, you accursed sorcerer? How dare
you fling your scornful pity in my face? Revile me with your
compassion? Accuse me of cowardice, challenge my will?
My overfamiliarity has emboldened you! Beware!’
The Witcher decided not to shrug, concluding it would
be safer to genuflect and bow his head. He was not
mistaken.
‘Well,’ Calanthe hissed, standing over him. Her hands
were lowered, clenched into fists bristling with rings. ‘Well,
at last. That is the right response. One answers a queen
from such a position, when a queen asks one a question.
And if it is not a question, but an order, one bows one’s
head even lower and goes off to carry it out, without a
moment’s delay. Is that clear?’
‘Yes, O Queen.’
‘Splendid. Now stand up.’
He stood up. She gazed at him and bit her lip.
‘Did my outburst offend you very much? I refer to the
form, not the content.’
‘Not especially.’
‘Good. I shall try not to flare up again. And so, as I was
saying, ten children are playing in the moat. You will
choose the one you regard as the most suitable, you will
take it, and by the Gods, make a witcher of it, because
that is what destiny expects. And if not destiny, then know
that I expect it.’
He looked her in the eyes and bowed low. ‘O Queen,’
he said. ‘Six years ago I proved to you that some things
are more powerful than a queen’s will. By the Gods–if
such exist–I shall prove that to you one more time. You
will not compel me to make a choice I do not wish to
make. I apologise for the form, but not the content.’
‘I have deep dungeons beneath the castle. I warn you,
one second more, one word more and you will rot in them.’
‘None of the children playing in the moat is fit to be a
witcher,’ he said slowly. ‘And Pavetta’s son is not among
them.’
Calanthe squinted her eyes. He did not even shudder.
‘Come,’ she finally said, turning on her heel.
He followed her among rows of flowering shrubs,
among flower-beds and hedges. The queen entered an
openwork summerhouse. Four large wicker chairs stood
around a malachite table. A pitcher and two silver goblets
stood on the veined table top supported by four legs in the
shape of gryphons.
‘Be seated. And pour.’
She drank to him, vigorously, lustily. Like a man. He
responded in kind, remaining standing.
‘Be seated,’ she repeated. ‘I wish to talk.’
‘Yes, ma’am.’
‘How did you know Pavetta’s son is not among the
children in the moat?’
‘I didn’t,’ Geralt decided to be frank. ‘It was a shot in
the dark.’
‘Aha. I might have guessed. And that none of them is
fit to be a witcher? Is that true? And how were you able to
tell that? Were you aided by magic?’
‘Calanthe,’ he said softly. ‘I did not have to state it or
find it out. What you said earlier contained the whole truth.
Every child is fit. Selection decides. Later.’
‘By the Gods of the Sea, as my permanently absent
husband would say!’ she laughed. ‘So nothing is true? The
whole Law of Surprise? Those legends about children that
somebody was not expecting and about the ones who
were first encountered? I suspected as much! It’s a game!
A game with chance, a game with destiny! But it’s an
awfully dangerous game, Geralt.’
‘I know.’
‘A game based on somebody’s suffering. Why then,
answer me, are parents or guardians forced to make such
difficult and burdensome vows? Why are children taken
from them? After all, there are plenty of children around
who don’t need to be taken away from anybody. Entire
packs of homeless children and orphans roam the roads.
One can buy a child cheaply enough in any village; every
peasant is happy to sell one during the hungry gap, for
why worry when he can easily sire another? Why then?
Why did you force an oath on Duny, on Pavetta and on
me? Why have you turned up here exactly six years after
the birth of the child? And why, dammit, don’t you want
one, why do you say it’s of no use?’
He was silent. Calanthe nodded.
‘You do not reply,’ she said, leaning back in her chair.
‘Let’s ponder on the reason for your silence. Logic is the
mother of all knowledge. And what does she hint at? What
do we have here? A witcher searching for destiny
concealed in the strange and doubtful Law of Surprise.
The witcher finds his destiny. And suddenly gives it up. He
claims not to want the Child of Destiny. His face is stony;
ice and metal in his voice. He judges that a queen–a
woman when all’s said and done–may be tricked,
deceived by the appearances of hard maleness. No,
Geralt, I shall not spare you. I know why you are declining
the choice of a child. You are quitting because you do not
believe in destiny. Because you are not certain. And you,
when you are not certain… you begin to fear. Yes, Geralt.
What leads you is fear. You are afraid. Deny that.’
He slowly put the goblet down on the table. Slowly, so
that the clink of silver against malachite would not betray
the uncontrollable shaking of his hand.
‘You do not deny it?’
‘No.’
She quickly leaned forward and seized his arm.
Tightly.
‘You have gained in my eyes,’ she said. And smiled. It
was a pretty smile. Against his will, almost certainly
against his will, he responded with a smile.
‘How did you arrive at that, Calanthe?’
‘I arrived at nothing,’ she said, without releasing his
arm. ‘It was a shot in the dark.’
They both burst out laughing. And then sat in silence
among the greenery and the scent of wild cherry blossom,
among the warmth and the buzzing of bees.
‘Geralt?’
‘Yes, Calanthe?’
‘Don’t you believe in destiny?’
‘I don’t know if I believe in anything. And as regards…
I fear it isn’t enough. Something more is necessary.’
‘I must ask you something. What happened to you? I
mean you were reputedly a Child of Destiny yourself.
Mousesack claims—’
‘No, Calanthe. Mousesack was thinking about
something completely different. Mousesack… He probably
knows. But he uses those convenient myths when it suits
him. It’s not true that I was an unexpected encounter at
home, as a child. That’s not how I became a witcher. I’m a
commonplace foundling, Calanthe. The unwanted bastard
of a woman I don’t remember. But I know who she is.’
The queen looked at him penetratingly, but the Witcher
did not continue.
‘Are all stories about the Law of Surprise myths?’
‘Yes. It’s hard to call an accident destiny.’
‘But you witchers do not stop searching?’
‘No, we don’t. But it’s senseless. Nothing has any
point.’
‘Do you believe a Child of Destiny would pass through
the Trials without danger?’
‘We believe such a child would not require the Trials.’
‘One question, Geralt. Quite a personal one. May I?’
He nodded.
‘There is no better way to pass on hereditary traits
than the natural way, as we know. You went through the
Trials and survived. So if you need a child with special
qualities and endurance… Why don’t you find a woman
who… I’m tactless, aren’t I? But I think I’ve guessed,
haven’t I?’
‘As usual,’ he said, smiling sadly, ‘you are correct in
your deductions, Calanthe. You guessed right, of course.
What you’re suggesting is impossible for me.’
‘Forgive me,’ she said, and the smile vanished from
her face. ‘Oh, well, it’s a human thing.’
‘It isn’t human.’
‘Ah… So, no witcher can—’
‘No, none. The Trial of the Grasses, Calanthe, is
dreadful. And what is done to boys during the time of the
Changes is even worse. And irreversible.’
‘Don’t start feeling sorry for yourself,’ she muttered.
‘Because it ill behooves you. It doesn’t matter what was
done to you. I can see the results. Quite satisfactory, if you
ask me. If I could assume that Pavetta’s child would one
day be similar to you I wouldn’t hesitate for a moment.’
‘The risks are too great,’ he said quickly. ‘As you said.
At most, four out of ten survive.’
‘Dammit, is only the Trial of the Grasses hazardous?
Do only potential witchers take risks? Life is full of
hazards, selection also occurs in life, Geralt. Misfortune,
sicknesses and wars also select. Defying destiny may be
just as hazardous as succumbing to it. Geralt… I would
give you the child. But… I’m afraid, too.’
‘I wouldn’t take the child. I couldn’t assume the
responsibility. I wouldn’t agree to burden you with it. I
wouldn’t want the child to tell you one day… As I’m telling
you—’
‘Do you hate that woman, Geralt?’
‘My mother? No, Calanthe. I presume she had a
choice… Or perhaps she didn’t? No, but she did; a
suitable spell or elixir would have been sufficient… A
choice. A choice which should be respected, for it is the
holy and irrefutable right of every woman. Emotions are
unimportant here. She had the irrefutable right to her
decision and she took it. But I think that an encounter with
her, the face she would make then… Would give me
something of a perverse pleasure, if you know what I
mean.’
‘I know perfectly well what you mean,’ she smiled. ‘But
you have slim chances of enjoying such a pleasure. I
cannot judge your age, Witcher, but I suppose you’re
much, much older than your appearance would indicate.
So, that woman—’
‘That woman,’ he interrupted coldly, ‘probably looks
much, much younger than I do now.’
‘A sorceress?’
‘Yes.’
‘Interesting. I thought sorceresses couldn’t…?’
‘She probably thought so too.’
‘Yes. But you’re right, let’s not discuss a woman’s right
to this decision, because it is a matter beyond debate. Let
us return to our problem. You will not take the child?
Definitely?’
‘Definitely.’
‘And if… If destiny is not merely a myth? If it really
exists, doesn’t a fear arise that it may backfire?’
‘If it backfires, it’ll backfire on me,’ he answered
placidly. ‘For I am the one acting against it. You, after all,
have carried out your side of the bargain. For if destiny
isn’t a myth, I would have to choose the appropriate child
among the ones you have shown me. But is Pavetta’s
child among those children?’
‘Yes,’ Calanthe slowly nodded her head. ‘Would you
like to see it? Would you like to gaze into the eyes of
destiny?’
‘No. No, I don’t. I quit, I renounce it. I renounce my
right to the boy. I don’t want to look destiny in the eyes,
because I don’t believe in it. Because I know that in order
to unite two people, destiny is insufficient. Something
more is necessary than destiny. I sneer at such destiny; I
won’t follow it like a blind man being led by the hand,
uncomprehending and naive. This is my irrevocable
decision, O Calanthe of Cintra.’
The queen stood up. She smiled. He was unable to
guess what lay behind her smile.
‘Let it be thus, Geralt of Rivia. Perhaps your destiny
was precisely to renounce it and quit? I think that’s exactly
what it was. For you should know that if you had chosen,
chosen correctly, you would see that the destiny you mock
has been sneering at you.’
He looked into her glaring green eyes. She smiled. He
could not decipher the smile.
There was a rosebush growing beside the
summerhouse. He broke a stem and picked a flower,
kneeled down, and proffered it to her, holding it in both
hands, head bowed.
‘Pity I didn’t meet you earlier, White Hair,’ she
murmured, taking the rose from his hands. ‘Rise.’
He stood up.
‘Should you change your mind,’ she said, lifting the
rose up to her face. ‘Should you decide… Come back to
Cintra. I shall be waiting. And your destiny will also be
waiting. Perhaps not forever, but certainly for some time
longer.’
‘Farewell, Calanthe.’
‘Farewell, Witcher. Look after yourself. I have… A
moment ago I had a foreboding… A curious foreboding…
that this is the last time I shall see you.’
‘Farewell, O Queen.’
V
He awoke and discovered to his astonishment that the
pain gnawing at his thigh had vanished. It also seemed
that the throbbing swelling which was stretching the skin
had stopped troubling him. He tried to reach it, touch it, but
could not move. Before he realised that he was being held
fast solely by the weight of the skins covering him, a cold,
hideous dread ran down to his belly and dug into his guts
like a hawk’s talons. He clenched and relaxed his fingers,
rhythmically, repeating in his head, no, no, I’m not…
Paralysed.
‘You have woken.’
A statement, not a question. A quiet, but distinct, soft
voice. A woman. Probably young. He turned his head and
groaned, trying to raise himself up.
‘Don’t move. At least not so vigorously. Are you in
pain?’
‘Nnnn…’ the coating sticking his lips together broke.
‘Nnno. The wound isn’t… My back…’
‘Bedsores.’ An unemotional, cool statement, which did
not suit the soft alto voice. ‘I shall remedy it. Here, drink
this. Slowly, in small sips.’
The scent and taste of juniper dominated the liquid. An
old method, he thought. Juniper or mint; both insignificant
additives, only there to disguise the real ingredients. In
spite of that he recognised sewant mushrooms, and
possibly burdock. Yes, certainly burdock, burdock
neutralises toxins, it purifies blood contaminated by
gangrene or infection.
‘Drink. Drink it all up. Not so fast or you’ll choke.’
The medallion around his neck began to vibrate very
gently. So there was also magic in the draught. He
widened his pupils with difficulty. Now that she had raised
his head he could examine her more precisely. She was
dainty. She was wearing men’s clothing. Her face was
small and pale in the darkness.
‘Where are we?’
‘In a tar makers’ clearing.’
Indeed, resin could be smelled in the air. He heard
voices coming from the campfire. Someone had just
thrown on some brushwood, and flames shot upwards
with a crackle. He looked again, making the most of the
light. Her hair was tied back with a snakeskin band. Her
hair…
A suffocating pain in his throat and sternum. Hands
tightly clenched into fists.
Her hair was red, flame-red, and when lit by the glow
of the bonfire seemed as red as vermilion.
‘Are you in pain?’ she asked, interpreting the emotion,
but wrongly. ‘Now… Just a moment…’
He sensed a sudden impact of warmth emanating from
her hands, spreading over his back, flowing downwards to
his buttocks.
‘We will turn you over,’ she said. ‘Don’t try by yourself.
You are very debilitated. Hey, can someone help me?’
Steps from the bonfire, shadows, shapes. Somebody
leaned over. It was Yurga.
‘How are you feeling, sir? Any better?’
‘Help me turn him over on his belly,’ said the woman.
‘Gently, slowly. That’s right… Good. Thank you.’
He did not have to look at her anymore. Lying on his
belly, he did not have to risk looking her in the eyes. He
calmed down and overcame the shaking of his hands. She
could sense it. He heard the clasps of her bag clinking,
flacons and small porcelain jars knocking against each
other. He heard her breath, felt the warmth of her thigh.
She was kneeling just beside him.
‘Was my wound,’ he asked, unable to endure the
silence, ‘troublesome?’
‘It was, a little,’ and there was coldness in her voice. ‘It
can happen with bites. The nastiest kinds of wound. But
you must be familiar with it, Witcher.’
She knows. She’s digging around in my thoughts. Is
she reading them? Probably not. And I know why. She’s
afraid.
‘Yes, you must be familiar with it,’ she repeated,
clinking the glass vessels again. ‘I saw a few scars on
you… But I coped with them. I am, as you see, a
sorceress. And a healer at the same time. It’s my
specialisation.’
That adds up, he thought. He did not say a word.
‘To return to the wound,’ she continued calmly, ‘you
ought to know that you were saved by your pulse; fourfold
slower than a normal man’s. Otherwise you wouldn’t have
survived, I can say with complete honesty. I saw what had
been tied around your leg. It was meant to be a dressing,
but it was a poor attempt.’
He was silent.
‘Later,’ she continued, pulling his shirt up as far as his
neck, ‘infection set in, which is usual for bite wounds. It
has been arrested. Of course, you took the witcher’s
elixir? That helped a lot. Though I don’t understand why
you took hallucinogens at the same time. I was listening to
your ravings, Geralt of Rivia.’
She is reading my mind, he thought. Or perhaps Yurga
told her my name? Perhaps I was talking in my sleep
under the influence of the Black Gull? Damned if I know…
But knowing my name gives her nothing. Nothing. She
doesn’t know who I am. She has no idea who I am.
He felt her gently massage a cold, soothing ointment
with the sharp smell of camphor into his back. Her hands
were small and very soft.
‘Forgive me for doing it the old way,’ she said. ‘I could
have removed the bedsores using magic, but I strained
myself a little treating the wound on your leg and feel none
too good. I’ve bandaged the wound on your leg, as much
as I am able, so now you’re in no danger. But don’t get up
for the next few days. Even magically sutured blood
vessels tend to burst, and you’d have hideous effusions. A
scar will remain, of course. One more for your collection.’
‘Thanks…’ He pressed his cheek against the skins in
order to distort his voice, disguise its unnatural sound.
‘May I ask… Whom should I thank?’
She won’t say, he thought. Or she’ll lie.
‘My name is Visenna.’
I know, he thought.
‘I’m glad,’ he said slowly, with his cheek still against
the skins. ‘I’m glad our paths have crossed, Visenna.’
‘Why, it’s chance,’ she said coolly, pulling his shirt
down over his back and covering him with the sheepskins.
‘I received word from the customs officers that I was
needed. If I’m needed, I come. It’s a curious habit I have.
Listen, I’ll leave the ointment with the merchant; ask him to
rub it on every morning and evening. He claims you saved
his life, he can repay you like that.’
‘And me? How can I repay you, Visenna?’
‘Let’s not talk about that. I don’t take payment from
witchers. Call it solidarity, if you will. Professional
solidarity. And affection. As part of that affection some
friendly advice or, if you wish, a healer’s instructions: stop
taking hallucinogens, Geralt. They have no healing power.
None at all.’
‘Thank you, Visenna. For your help and advice. Thank
you… for everything.’
He dug his hand out from under the skins and found
her knee. She shuddered, put her hand into his and
squeezed it lightly. He cautiously released her fingers, and
slid his down over her forearm.
Of course. The soft skin of a young woman. She
shuddered even more strongly, but did not withdraw her
arm. He brought his fingers back to her hand and joined
his with hers.
The medallion on his neck vibrated and twitched.
‘Thank you, Visenna,’ he repeated, trying to control his
voice. ‘I’m glad our paths crossed.’
‘Chance…’ she said, but this time there was no
coolness in her voice.
‘Or perhaps destiny?’ he asked, astonished, for the
excitement and nervousness had suddenly evaporated
from him completely. ‘Do you believe in destiny, Visenna?’
‘Yes,’ she replied after a while. ‘I do.’
‘That people linked by destiny will always find each
other?’ he continued.
‘Yes, I believe that too… What are you doing? Don’t
turn over…’
‘I want to look into your face… Visenna. I want to look
into your eyes. And you… You must look into mine.’
She made a movement as though about to spring up
from her knees. But she remained beside him. He turned
over slowly, lips twisting with pain. There was more light,
someone had put some more wood on the fire.
She was not moving now. She simply moved her head
to the side, offering her profile, but this time he clearly saw
her mouth quivering. She tightened her fingers on his
hand, powerfully.
He looked.
There was no similarity at all. She had an utterly
different profile. A small nose. A narrow chin. She was
silent. Then she suddenly leaned over him and looked him
straight in the eye. From close up. Without a word.
‘How do you like my enhanced eyes?’ he asked
calmly. ‘Unusual, aren’t they? Do you know, Visenna, what
is done to witchers’ eyes to improve them? Do you know it
doesn’t always work?’
‘Stop it,’ she said softly. ‘Stop it, Geralt.’
‘Geralt…’ he suddenly felt something tearing in him.
‘Vesemir gave me that name. Geralt of Rivia! I even
learned to imitate a Rivian accent. Probably from an inner
need to possess a homeland. Even if it was an invented
one. Vesemir… gave me my name. Vesemir also revealed
yours. Not very willingly.’
‘Be quiet, Geralt. Be quiet.’
‘You tell me today you believe in destiny. And back
then… Did you believe back then? Oh, yes, you must
have. You must have believed that destiny would bring us
together. The fact you did nothing to quicken this
encounter ought to be attributed to that.’
She was silent.
‘I always wanted… I have pondered over what I would
say to you, when we finally met. I’ve thought about the
question I would ask you. I thought it would give me some
sort of perverse pleasure…’
What sparkled on her cheek was a tear. Undoubtedly.
He felt his throat constrict until it hurt. He felt fatigue.
Drowsiness. Weakness.
‘In the light of day…’ he groaned. ‘Tomorrow, in the
sunshine, I’ll look into your eyes, Visenna… And I’ll ask
you my question. Or perhaps I won’t ask you, because it’s
too late. Destiny? Oh, yes, Yen was right. It’s not sufficient
to be destined for each other. Something more is
needed… But tomorrow I’ll look into your eyes… In the
light of the sun…’
‘No,’ she said gently, quietly, velvety, in a voice which
gnawed at, racked the layers of memory, memory which
no longer existed. Which should never have existed, but
had.
‘Yes!’ he protested. ‘Yes. I want to—’
‘No. Now you will fall asleep. And when you awake,
you’ll stop wanting. Why should we look at each other in
the sunlight? What will it change? Nothing can now be
reversed, nothing changed. What’s the purpose of asking
me questions, Geralt? Does knowing that I won’t be able
to answer give you some kind of perverse pleasure? What
will mutual hurt give us? No, we won’t look at each other in
the daylight. Go to sleep, Geralt. And just between us,
Vesemir did not give you that name. Although it doesn’t
change or reverse anything either, I’d like you to know
that. Farewell and look after yourself. And don’t try to look
for me…’
‘Visenna—’
‘No, Geralt. Now you’ll fall asleep. And I… I was a
dream. Farewell.’
‘No! Visenna!’
‘Sleep.’ There was a soft order in her velvety voice,
breaking his will, tearing it like cloth. Warmth, suddenly
emanating from her hands.
‘Sleep.’
He slept.
VI
‘Are we in Riverdell yet, Yurga?’
‘Have been since yesterday, sir. Soon the River
Yaruga and then my homeland. Look, even the horses are
walking more jauntily, tossing their heads. They can sense
home is near.’
‘Home… Do you live in the city?’
‘No, outside the walls.’
‘Interesting,’ the Witcher said, looking around. ‘There’s
almost no trace of war damage. I had heard this land was
devastated.’
‘Well,’ Yurga said. ‘One thing we’re not short of is
ruins. Take a closer look–on almost every cottage, in
every homestead, you can see the white timber of new
joinery. And over there on the far bank, just look, it was
even worse, everything was burned right down to the
ground… Well, war’s war, but life must go on. We endured
the greatest turmoil when the Black Forces marched
through our land. True enough, it looked then as though
they’d turn everything here into a wasteland. Many of
those who fled then never returned. But fresh people have
settled in their place. Life must go on.’
‘That’s a fact,’ Geralt muttered. ‘Life must go on. It
doesn’t matter what happened. Life must go on…’
‘You’re right. Right, there you are, put them on. I’ve
mended your britches, patched them up. They’ll be good
as new. It’s just like this land, sir. It was rent by war,
ploughed up as if by the iron of a harrow, ripped up,
bloodied. But now it’ll be good as new. And it will be even
more fertile. Even those who rotted in the ground will
serve the good and fertilise the soil. Presently it is hard to
plough, because the fields are full of bones and ironware,
but the earth can cope with iron too.’
‘Are you afraid the Nilfgaardians, the Black Forces, will
return? They found a way through the mountains once
already…’
‘Well, we’re afeared. And what of it? Do we sit down
and weep and tremble? Life must go on. And what will be,
will be. What is destined can’t be avoided, in any case.’
‘Do you believe in destiny?’
‘How can I not believe? After what I encountered on
the bridge, in the wilderness, when you saved me from
death? Oh, Witcher, sir, you’ll see, my wife will fall at your
feet…’
‘Oh, come on. Frankly speaking, I have more to be
grateful to you for. Back there on the bridge… That’s my
job, after all, Yurga, my trade. I mean, I protect people for
money. Not out of the goodness of my heart. Admit it,
Yurga, you’ve heard what people say about witchers. That
no one knows who’s worse; them or the monsters they
kill—’
‘That’s not true, sir, and I don’t know why you talk like
that. What, don’t I have eyes? You’re cut from the same
cloth as that healer.’
‘Visenna…’
‘She didn’t tell us her name. But she followed right
behind us, for she knew she was needed, caught us up in
the evening, and took care of you at once, having barely
dismounted. You see, sir, she took great pains over your
leg, the air was crackling from all that magic, and we fled
into the forest out of fear. And then there was blood
pouring from her nose. I see it’s not a simple thing,
working magic. You see, she dressed your wound with
such care, truly, like a—’
‘Like a mother?’ Geralt clenched his teeth. ‘Aye.
You’ve said it. And when you fell asleep…’
‘Yes, Yurga?’
‘She could barely stand up, she was as white as a
sheet. But she came to check none of us needed any
help. She healed the tar maker’s hand, which had been
crushed by a log. She didn’t take a penny, and even left
some medicine. No, Geralt, sir, I know what people say
about Witchers and sorcerers in the world isn’t all good.
But not here. We, from Upper Sodden and the people from
Riverdell, we know better. We owe too much to sorcerers
not to know what they’re like. Memories about them here
aren’t rumours and gossip, but hewn in stone. You’ll see
for yourself, just wait till we leave the copse. Anyway,
you’re sure to know better yourself. For that battle was
talked about all over the world, and a year has barely
passed. You must have heard.’
‘I haven’t been here for a year,’ the Witcher muttered.
‘I was in the North. But I heard… The second Battle of
Sodden…’
‘Precisely. You’ll soon see the hill and the rock. We
used to call that hill Kite Top, but now everybody calls it
the Sorcerers’ Peak or the Mountain of the Fourteen. For
twenty-two of them stood on that hill, twenty-two sorcerers
fought, and fourteen fell. It was a dreadful battle, sir. The
earth reared up, fire poured from the sky like rain and
lightning bolts raged… Many perished. But the sorcerers
overcame the Black Forces, and broke the Power which
was leading them. And fourteen of them perished in that
battle. Fourteen laid down their lives… What, sir? What’s
the matter?’
‘Nothing. Go on, Yurga.’
‘The battle was dreadful, oh my, but were it not for
those sorcerers on the hill, who knows, perhaps we
wouldn’t be talking here today, riding homeward, for that
home wouldn’t exist, nor me, and maybe not you either…
Yes, it was thanks to the sorcerers. Fourteen of them
perished defending us, the people of Sodden and
Riverdell. Ha, certainly, others also fought there, soldiers
and noblemen, and peasants, too. Whoever could, took up
a pitchfork or an axe, or even a club… All of them fought
valiantly and many fell. But the sorcerers… It’s no feat for
a soldier to fall, for that is his trade, after all, and life is
short anyhow. But the sorcerers could have lived, as long
they wished. And they didn’t waver.’
‘They didn’t waver,’ the Witcher repeated, rubbing his
forehead with a hand. ‘They didn’t waver. And I was in the
North…’
‘What’s the matter, sir?’
‘Nothing.’
‘Yes… So now we–everyone from around here–take
flowers there, to that hill, and in May, at Beltane, a fire
always burns. And it shall burn there forever and a day.
And forever shall they be in people’s memories, that
fourteen. And living like that in memory is… is…
something more! More, Geralt, sir!’
‘You’re right, Yurga.’
‘Every child of ours knows the names of the fourteen,
carved in the stone that stands on the top of the hill. Don’t
you believe me? Listen: Axel Raby, Triss Merigold, Atlan
Kerk, Vanielle of Brugge, Dagobert of Vole—’
‘Stop, Yurga.’
‘What’s the matter, sir? You’re as pale as death!’
‘It’s nothing.’
VII
He walked uphill very slowly, cautiously, listening to
the creaking of the sinews and muscles around the
magically healed wound. Although it seemed to be
completely healed, he continued to protect the leg and not
risk resting all his body weight on it. It was hot and the
scent of grass struck his head, pleasantly intoxicating him.
The obelisk was not standing in the centre of the hill’s
flat top, but was further back, beyond the circle of angular
stones. Had he climbed up there just before sunset the
shadow of the menhir falling on the circle would have
marked the precise diameter, would have indicated the
direction in which the faces of the sorcerers had been
turned during the battle. Geralt looked in that direction,
towards the boundless, undulating fields. If any bones of
the fallen were still there–and there were for certain–they
were covered by lush grass. A hawk was circling,
describing a calm circle on outspread wings. The single
moving point in a landscape transfixed in the searing heat.
The obelisk was wide at the base–five people would
have had to link hands in order to encircle it. It was
apparent that without the help of magic it could not have
been hauled up onto the hill. The surface of the menhir,
which was turned towards the stone circle, was smoothly
worked; runic letters could be seen engraved on it.
The names of the fourteen who fell.
He moved slowly closer. Yurga had been right.
Flowers lay at the foot of the obelisk–ordinary, wild
flowers–poppies, lupins, mallows and forget-me-nots.
The names of the fourteen.
He read them slowly, from the top, and before him
appeared the faces of those he had known.
The chestnut-haired Triss Merigold, cheerful, giggling
for no reason, looking like a teenager. He had liked her.
And she had liked him.
Lawdbor of Murivel, with whom he had almost fought
in Vizima, when he had caught the sorcerer using delicate
telekinesis to tamper with dice in a game.
Lytta Neyd, known as Coral. Her nickname derived
from the colour of the lipstick she used. Lytta had once
denounced him to King Belohun, so he went to the
dungeon for a week. After being released he went to ask
her why. When, still without knowing the reason, he had
ended up in her bed, he spent another week there.
Old Gorazd, who had offered him a hundred marks to
let him dissect his eyes, and a thousand for the chance to
carry out a post mortem–‘not necessarily today’–as he had
put it then.
Three names remained.
He heard a faint rustling behind him and turned
around.
She was barefoot, in a simple, linen dress. She was
wearing a garland woven from daisies on long, fair hair,
falling freely onto her shoulders and back.
‘Greetings,’ he said.
She looked up at him with cold, blue eyes, but did not
answer.
He noticed she was not suntanned. That was odd,
then, at the end of the summer, when country girls were
usually tanned bronze. Her face and uncovered shoulders
had a slight golden sheen.
‘Did you bring flowers?’
She smiled and lowered her eyelashes. He felt a chill.
She passed him without a word and knelt at the foot of the
menhir, touching the stone with her hand.
‘I do not bring flowers,’ she said, lifting her head. ‘But
the ones lying here are for me.’
He looked at her. She knelt so that she was
concealing the last name engraved in the stone of the
menhir from him. She was bright, unnaturally, luminously
bright against the stone.
‘Who are you?’ he asked slowly.
She smiled and emanated cold.
‘Don’t you know?’
Yes, I do, he thought, gazing into the cold blue of her
eyes. Yes, I think I do.
He was tranquil. He could not be anything else. Not
anymore.
‘I’ve always wondered what you look like, my lady.’
‘You don’t have to address me like that,’ she answered
softly. ‘We’ve known each other for years, after all.’
‘We have,’ he agreed. ‘They say you dog my
footsteps.’
‘I do. But you have never looked behind you. Until
today. Today, you looked back for the first time.’
He was silent. He had nothing to say. He was weary.
‘How… How will it happen?’ he finally asked, cold and
emotionless.
‘I’ll take you by the hand,’ she said, looking him directly
in the eyes. ‘I’ll take you by the hand and lead you through
the meadow. Into the cold, wet fog.’
‘And then? What is there, beyond the fog?’
‘Nothing,’ she smiled. ‘There is nothing more.’
‘You dogged my every footstep,’ he said. ‘But struck
down others, those that I passed on my way. Why? I was
meant to end up alone, wasn’t I? So I would finally begin
to be afraid? I’ll tell you the truth. I was always afraid of
you; always. I never looked behind me out of fear. Out of
terror that I’d see you following me. I was always afraid,
my life has passed in fear. I was afraid… until today.’
‘Until today?’
‘Yes. Until today. We’re standing here, face to face,
but I don’t feel any fear. You’ve taken everything from me.
You’ve also taken the fear from me.’
‘Then why are your eyes full of fear, Geralt of Rivia?
Your hands are trembling, you are pale. Why? Do you fear
the last–fourteenth–name engraved on the obelisk so
much? If you wish I shall speak that name.’
‘You don’t have to. I know what it is. The circle is
closing, the snake is sinking its teeth into its own tail. That
is how it must be. You and that name. And the flowers. For
her and for me. The fourteenth name engraved in the
stone, a name that I have spoken in the middle of the night
and in the sunlight, during frosts and heat waves and rain.
No, I’m not afraid to speak it now.’
‘Then speak it.’
‘Yennefer… Yennefer of Vengerberg.’
‘And the flowers are mine.’
‘Let us be done with this,’ he said with effort. ‘Take…
Take me by the hand.’
She stood up and came closer, and he felt the
coldness radiating from her; a sharp, penetrating cold.
‘Not today,’ she said. ‘One day, yes. But not today.’
‘You have taken everything from me—’
‘No,’ she interrupted. ‘I do not take anything. I just take
people by the hand. So that no one will be alone at that
moment. Alone in the fog… We shall meet again, Geralt of
Rivia. One day.’
He did not reply. She turned around slowly and walked
away. Into the mist, which suddenly enveloped the hilltop,
into the fog, which everything vanished into, into the white,
wet fog, into which melted the obelisk, the flowers lying at
its foot and the fourteen names engraved on it. There was
nothing, only the fog and the wet grass under his feet,
sparkling from drops of water
which
smelled intoxicating, heady, sweet, until his forehead
ached, he began to forget and become weary…
‘Geralt, sir! What’s the matter? Did you fall asleep? I
told you, you’re weak. Why did you climb up to the top?’
‘I fell asleep.’ He wiped his face with his hand and
blinked. ‘I fell asleep, dammit… It’s nothing, Yurga, it’s this
heat…’
‘Aye, it’s devilish hot… We ought to be going, sir.
Come along, I’ll aid you down the slope.’
‘There’s nothing wrong with me…’
‘Nothing, nothing. Then I wonder why you’re
staggering. Why the hell did you go up the hill in such a
heat? Wanted to read their names? I could have told you
them all. What’s the matter?’
‘Nothing… Yurga… Do you really remember all the
names?’
‘Certainly.’
‘I’ll see what your memory’s like… The last one. The
fourteenth. What name is it?’
‘What a doubter you are. You don’t believe in anything.
You want to find out if I’m lying? I told you, didn’t I, that
every youngster knows those names. The last one, you
say? Well, the last one is Yoël Grethen of Carreras.
Perhaps you knew him?’
Geralt rubbed his eyelid with his wrist. And he glanced
at the menhir. At all the names.
‘No,’ he said. ‘I didn’t.’
VIII
‘Geralt, sir?’
‘Yes, Yurga?’
The merchant lowered his head and said nothing for
some time, winding around a finger the remains of the thin
strap with which he was repairing the Witcher’s saddle. He
finally straightened up and gently tapped the servant
driving the cart on the back with his fist.
‘Mount one of those spare horses, Pokvit. I’ll drive. Sit
behind me on the box, Geralt, sir. Why are you hanging
around the cart, Pokvit? Go on, ride on! We want to talk
here, we don’t need your eyes!’
Roach, dawdling behind the cart, neighed, tugged at
the tether, clearly envious of Pokvit’s mare trotting down
the highway.
Yurga clicked his tongue and tapped the horses lightly
with the reins.
‘Well,’ he said hesitantly. ‘It’s like this, sir. I promised
you… Back then on the bridge… I made a promise—’
‘You needn’t worry,’ the Witcher quickly interrupted.
‘It’s not necessary, Yurga.’
‘But it is,’ the merchant said curtly. ‘It’s my word.
Whatever I find at home but am not expecting is yours.’
‘Give over. I don’t want anything from you. We’re
quits.’
‘No, sir. Should I find something like that at home it
means it’s destiny. For if you mock destiny, if you deceive
it, then it will punish you severely.’
I know, thought the Witcher. I know.
‘But… Geralt, sir…’
‘What, Yurga?’
‘I won’t find anything at home I’m not expecting.
Nothing, and for certain not what you were hoping for.
Witcher, sir, hear this: after the last child, my woman
cannot have any more and whatever you’re after, there
won’t be an infant at home. Seems to me you’re out of
luck.’
Geralt did not reply.
Yurga said nothing either. Roach snorted again and
tossed her head.
‘But I have two sons,’ Yurga suddenly said quickly,
looking ahead, towards the road. ‘Two; healthy, strong and
smart. I mean, I’ll have to get them apprenticed
somewhere. One, I thought, would learn to trade with me.
But the other…’
Geralt said nothing.
‘What do you say?’ Yurga turned his head away, and
looked at him. ‘You demanded a promise on the bridge.
You had in mind a child for your witcher’s apprenticeship,
and nothing else, didn’t you? Why does that child have to
be unexpected? Can it not be expected? I’ve two, so one
of them could go for a witcher. It’s a trade like any other. It
ain’t better or worse.’
‘Are you certain,’ Geralt said softly, ‘it isn’t worse?’
Yurga squinted.
‘Protecting people, saving their lives, how do you
judge that; bad or good? Those fourteen on the hill? You
on that there bridge? What were you doing? Good or
bad?’
‘I don’t know,’ said Geralt with effort. ‘I don’t know,
Yurga. Sometimes it seems to me that I know. And
sometimes I have doubts. Would you like your son to have
doubts like that?’
‘Why not?’ the merchant said gravely. ‘He might as
well. For it’s a human and a good thing.’
‘What?’
‘Doubts. Only evil, sir, never has any. But no one can
escape his destiny.’
The Witcher did not answer.
The highway curved beneath a high bluff, under some
crooked birch trees, which by some miracle were hanging
onto the vertical hillside. The birches had yellow leaves.
Autumn, Geralt thought, it’s autumn again. A river sparkled
down below, the freshly-cut palisade of a watchtower
shone white, the roofs of cottages, hewn stakes of the
jetty. A windlass creaked. A ferry
was
reaching the bank, pushing a wave in front of it, shoving
the water with its blunt prow, parting the sluggish straw
and leaves in the dirty layer of dust floating on the surface.
The ropes creaked as the ferrymen hauled them. The
people thronged on the bank were clamouring. There was
everything in the din: women screaming, men cursing,
children crying, cattle lowing, horses neighing and sheep
bleating. The monotonous, bass music of fear.
‘Get away! Get away, get back, dammit!’ yelled a
horseman, head bandaged with a bloody rag. His horse,
submerged up to its belly, thrashed around, lifting its fore
hooves high and splashing water. Yelling and cries from
the jetty–the shield bearers were brutally jostling the
crowd, hitting out in all directions with the shafts of their
spears.
‘Get away from the ferry!’ the horseman yelled,
swinging his sword around. ‘Soldiers only! Get away, afore
I start cracking some skulls!’
Geralt pulled on his reins, holding back his mare, who
was dancing near the edge of the ravine.
Heavily armoured men, weapons and armour clanging,
galloped along the ravine, stirring up clouds of dust which
obscured the shield bearers running in their wake.
‘Geraaaalt!’
He looked down. A slim man in a cherry jerkin and a
bonnet with an egret’s feather was jumping up and down
and waving his arms on an abandoned cart loaded with
cages which had been shoved off the highway. Chickens
and geese fluttered and squawked in the cages.
‘Geraaalt! It’s me!’
‘Dandelion! Come here!’
‘Get away, get away from the ferry!’ roared the
horseman with the bandaged head on the jetty. ‘The
ferry’s for the army only! If you want to get to the far bank,
scum, seize your axes and get into the forest, cobble
together some rafts! The ferry’s just for the army!’
‘By the Gods, Geralt,’ the poet panted, scrambling up
the side of the ravine. His cherry jerkin was dotted, as
though by snow, with birds’ feathers. ‘Do you see what’s
happening? The Sodden forces have surely lost the battle,
and the retreat has begun. What am I saying? What
retreat? It’s a flight, simply a panicked flight! And we have
to scarper, too, Geralt. To the Yaruga’s far bank…’
‘What are you doing here, Dandelion? How did you get
here?’
‘What am I doing?’ the bard yelled. ‘You want to
know? I’m fleeing like everybody else, I was bumping
along on that cart all day! Some whoreson stole my horse
in the night! Geralt, I beg you, get me out of this hell! I tell
you, the Nilfgaardians could be here any moment!
Whoever doesn’t get the Yaruga behind them will be
slaughtered. Slaughtered, do you understand?’
‘Don’t panic, Dandelion.’
Below on the jetty, the neighing of horses being pulled
onto the ferry by force and the clattering of hooves on the
planks. Uproar. A seething mass. The splash of water
after a cart was pushed into the river, the lowing of oxen
holding their muzzles above the surface. Geralt looked on
as the bundles and crates from the cart turned around in
the current, banged against the side of the ferry and
drifted away. Screaming, curses. In the ravine a cloud of
dust, hoof beats.
‘One at a time!’ yelled the bandaged soldier, driving his
horse into the crowd. ‘Order, dammit! One at a time!’
‘Geralt,’ Dandelion groaned, seizing a stirrup. ‘Do you
see what’s happening? We haven’t a chance of getting on
that ferry. The soldiers will get as many across on it as
they can, and then they’ll burn it so the Nilfgaardians won’t
be able to use it. That’s how it’s normally done, isn’t it?’
‘Agreed,’ the Witcher nodded. ‘That’s how it’s normally
done. I don’t understand, though, why the panic? What, is
this the first war ever, have there never been any others?
Just like usual, the kings’ forces beat each other up and
then the kings reach agreement, sign treaties and get
plastered to celebrate. Nothing will really change for those
having their ribs crushed on the jetty now. So why all this
brutality?’
Dandelion looked at him intently, without releasing the
stirrup.
‘You must have lousy information, Geralt,’ he said. ‘Or
you’re unable to understand its significance. This isn’t an
ordinary war about succession to a throne or a small scrap
of land. It’s not a skirmish between two feudal lords, which
peasants watch while leaning on their pitchforks.’
‘What is it then? Enlighten me, because I really don’t
know what it’s about. Just between you and I, it doesn’t
actually interest me that much, but please explain.’
‘There’s never been a war like this,’ the bard said
gravely. ‘The Nilfgaard army are leaving scorched earth
and bodies behind them. Entire fields of corpses. This is a
war of destruction, total destruction. Nilfgaard against
everyone. Cruelty—’
‘There is and has never been a war without cruelty,’
the Witcher interrupted. ‘You’re exaggerating, Dandelion.
It’s like it is by the ferry: that’s how it’s normally done. A
kind of military tradition, I’d say. As long as the world has
existed, armies marching through a country kill, plunder,
burn and rape; though not necessarily in that order. As
long as the world has existed, peasants have hidden in
forests with their women and what they can carry, and
when everything is over, return—’
‘Not in this war, Geralt. After this war there won’t be
anybody or anything to return to. Nilfgaard is leaving
smouldering embers behind it, the army is marching in a
row and dragging everybody out. Scaffolds and stakes
stretch for miles along the highways, smoke is rising into
the sky across the entire horizon. You said there hasn’t
been anything like this since the world has existed? Well,
you were right. Since the world has existed. Our world. For
it looks as though the Nilfgaardians have come from
beyond the mountains to destroy our world.’
‘That makes no sense. Who would want to destroy the
world? Wars aren’t waged to destroy. Wars are waged for
two reasons. One is power and the other is money.’
‘Don’t philosophise, Geralt! You won’t change what’s
happening with philosophy! Why won’t you listen? Why
won’t you see? Why don’t you want to understand?
Believe me, the Yaruga won’t stop the Nilfgaardians. In
the winter, when the river freezes over, they’ll march on. I
tell you, we must flee, flee to the North; they may not get
that far. But even if they don’t, our world will never be what
it was. Geralt, don’t leave me here! I’ll never survive by
myself! Don’t leave me!’
‘You must be insane, Dandelion,’ the Witcher said,
leaning over in the saddle. ‘You must be insane with fear,
if you could think I’d leave you. Give me your hand and
jump up on the horse. There’s nothing for you here, nor
will you shove your way onto the ferry. I’ll take you
upstream and then we’ll hunt for a boat or a ferry.’
‘The Nilfgaardians will capture us! They’re close now.
Did you see those horsemen? They are clearly coming
straight from the fighting. Let’s ride downstream towards
the mouth of the Ina.’
‘Stop looking on the dark side. We’ll slip through, you’ll
see. Crowds of people are heading downstream, it’ll be
the same at every ferry as it is here, they’re sure to have
nabbed all the boats too. We’ll ride upstream, against the
current. Don’t worry, I’ll get you across on a log if I have
to.’
‘The far bank’s barely visible!’
‘Don’t whinge. I said I’d get you across.’
‘What about you?’
‘Hop up onto the horse. We’ll talk on the way. Hey, not
with that bloody sack! Do you want to break Roach’s
back?’
‘Is it Roach? Roach was a bay, and she’s a chestnut.’
‘All of my horses are called Roach. You know that
perfectly well; don’t try to get round me. I said get rid of
that sack. What’s in it, dammit? Gold?’
‘Manuscripts! Poems! And some vittles…’
‘Throw it into the river. You can write some new
poems. And I’ll share my food with you.’
Dandelion made a forlorn face, but did not ponder
long, and hurled the sack into the water. He jumped onto
the horse and wriggled around, making a place for himself
on the saddlebags, and grabbed the Witcher’s belt.
‘Time to go, time to go,’ he urged anxiously. ‘Let’s not
waste time, Geralt, we’ll disappear into the forest, before—
’
‘Stop it, Dandelion. That panic of yours is beginning to
affect Roach.’
‘Don’t mock. If you’d seen what I—’
‘Shut up, dammit. Let’s ride, I’d like to get you across
before dusk.’
‘Me? What about you?’
‘I have matters to deal with on this side of the river.’
‘You must be mad, Geralt. Do you have a death wish?
What “matters”?’
‘None of your business. I’m going to Cintra.’
‘To Cintra? Cintra is no more.’
‘What do you mean?’
‘There is no Cintra. Just smouldering embers and piles
of rubble. The Nilfgaardians—’
‘Dismount, Dandelion.’
‘What?’
‘Get off!’ The Witcher jerked around. The troubadour
looked at his face and leaped from the horse onto the
ground, took a step back and stumbled.
Geralt got off slowly. He threw the reins across the
mare’s head, stood for a moment undecided, and then
wiped his face with a gloved hand. He sat down on the
edge of a tree hollow, beneath a spreading dogwood bush
with blood-red branches.
‘Come here, Dandelion,’ he said. ‘Sit down. And tell
me what’s happened to Cintra. Everything.’
The poet sat down.
‘The Nilfgaardians invaded across the passes,’ he
began after a moment’s silence. ‘There were thousands of
them. They surrounded the Cintran army in the Marnadal
valley. A battle was joined lasting the whole day, from
dawn till dusk. The forces of Cintra fought courageously,
but were decimated. The king fell, and then their queen—’
‘Calanthe.’
‘Yes. She headed off a stampede, didn’t let them
disperse, gathered anyone she was able to around herself
and the standard. They fought their way through the
encirclement and fell back across the river towards the
city. Whoever was able to.’
‘And Calanthe?’
‘She defended the river crossing with a handful of
knights, and shielded the retreat. They say she fought like
a man, threw herself like a woman possessed into the
greatest turmoil. They stabbed her with pikes as she
charged the Nilfgaardian foot. She was transported to the
city gravely wounded. What’s in that canteen, Geralt?’
‘Vodka. Want some?’
‘What do you think?’
‘Speak. Go on, Dandelion. Tell me everything.’
‘The city didn’t put up a fight. There was no siege,
because there was no one to defend the walls. What was
left of the knights and their families, the noblemen and the
queen… They barricaded themselves in the castle. The
Nilfgaardians captured the castle at once, their sorcerers
pulverised the gate and some of the walls. Only the keep
was being defended, clearly protected by spells, because
it resisted the Nilfgaardian magic. In spite of that, the
Nilfgaardians forced their way inside within four days.
They didn’t find anyone alive. Not a soul. The women had
killed the children, the men had killed the women and then
fallen on their swords or… What’s the matter, Geralt?’
‘Speak, Dandelion.’
‘Or… like Calanthe… Headlong from the battlements,
from the very top. They say she asked someone to… But
no one would. So she crawled to the battlements and…
Headfirst. They say dreadful things were done to her body.
I don’t want to… What’s the matter?’
‘Nothing. Dandelion… In Cintra there was a… little girl.
Calanthe’s granddaughter, she was around ten or eleven.
Her name was Ciri. Did you hear anything about her?’
‘No. But there was a terrible massacre in the city and
the castle and almost no one got out alive. And nobody
survived of those who defended the keep, I told you. And
most of the women and children from the notable families
were there.’
The Witcher said nothing.
‘That Calanthe,’ Dandelion asked. ‘Did you know her?’
‘Yes.’
‘And the little girl you were asking about? Ciri?’
‘I knew her too.’
The wind blew from the river, rippled the water, shook
the trees and the leaves fell from the branches in a
shimmering shower. Autumn, thought the Witcher, it’s
autumn again.
He stood up.
‘Do you believe in destiny, Dandelion?’
The troubadour raised his head and looked at him with
his eyes wide open.
‘Why do you ask?’
‘Answer.’
‘Well… yes.’
‘But did you know that destiny alone is not enough?
That something more is necessary?’
‘I don’t understand.’
‘You’re not the only one. But that’s how it is.
Something more is needed. The problem is that… that I
won’t ever find out what.’
‘What’s the matter, Geralt?’
‘Nothing, Dandelion. Come, get on. Let’s go, we’re
wasting the day. Who knows how long it’ll take us to find a
boat, and we’ll need a big one. I’m not leaving Roach,
after all.’
‘Are we crossing the river today?’ the poet asked,
happily.
‘Yes. There’s nothing for me on this side of the river.’
IX
‘Yurga!’
‘Darling!’
She ran from the gate–her hair escaping her
headscarf, blowing around–stumbling and crying out.
Yurga threw the halter to his servant, jumped down from
the cart, ran to meet his wife, seized her around the waist,
lifted her up and spun her, whirled her around.
‘I’m home, my darling! I’ve returned!’
‘Yurga!’
‘I’m back! Hey, throw open the gates! The man of the
house has returned!’
She was wet, smelling of soap suds. She had clearly
been doing the laundry. He stood her on the ground, but
she still did not release him, and remained clinging,
trembling, warm.
‘Lead me inside.’
‘By the Gods, you’ve returned… I couldn’t sleep at
night… Yurga… I couldn’t sleep at night—’
‘I’ve returned. Oh, I’ve returned! And I’ve returned with
riches! Do you see the cart? Hey, hurry, drive it in! Do you
see the cart? I’m carrying enough goods to—’
‘Yurga, what are goods to me, or a cart… You’ve
returned… Healthy… In one piece—’
‘I’ve returned wealthy, I tell you. You’ll see directly—’
‘Yurga? But who’s that? That man in black? By the
Gods, and with a sword—’
The merchant looked around. The Witcher had
dismounted and was standing with his back to them,
pretending to be adjusting the girth and saddlebags. He
did not look at them, did not approach.
‘I’ll tell you later. Oh, but if it weren’t for him… But
where are the lads? Hale?’
‘Yes, Yurga, they’re hale. They went to the fields to
shoot at crows, but the neighbours will tell them you’re
back. They’ll soon rush home, the three of them—’
‘Three? What do you mean, Goldencheeks? Were
you—’
‘No… But I must tell you something… You won’t be
cross?’
‘Me? With you?’
‘I’ve taken a lassie in, Yurga. I took her from the
druids, you know, the ones who rescued children after the
war? They gathered homeless and stray children in the
forests… Barely alive… Yurga? Are you cross?’
Yurga held a hand to his forehead and looked back.
The Witcher was walking slowly behind the cart, leading
his horse. He was not looking at them, his head turned
away.
‘Yurga?’
‘O, Gods,’ the merchant groaned. ‘O, Gods!
Something I wasn’t expecting! At home!’
‘Don’t take on, Yurga… You’ll see, you’ll like her.
She’s a clever lassie, pleasing, hardworking… A mite odd.
She won’t say where she’s from, she weeps at once if you
ask. So I don’t. Yurga, you know I always wished for a
daughter… What ails you?’
‘Nothing,’ he said softly. ‘Nothing. Destiny. The whole
way he was raving in his sleep, delirious ravings, nothing
but destiny and destiny… By the Gods… It’s not for the
likes of us to understand. We can’t mark what people like
him think. What they dream about. It’s not for us to
understand…’
‘Dad!’
‘Nadbor! Sulik! How you’ve grown, a pair of young
bulls! Well, come here, to me! Look alive…’
He broke off, seeing a small, very slim, mousy-haired
creature walking slowly behind the boys. The little girl
looked at him and he saw the huge eyes as green as
spring grass, shining like two little stars. He saw the girl
suddenly start, run… He heard her shrill, piercing cry.
‘Geralt!’
The Witcher turned away from his horse with a swift,
agile movement and ran to meet her. Yurga stared open-
mouthed. He had never thought a man could move so
quickly.
They came together in the centre of the farmyard. The
mousy-haired girl in a grey dress. And the white-haired
Witcher with a sword on his back, all dressed in black
leather, gleaming with silver. The Witcher bounding softly,
the girl trotting, the Witcher on his knees, the girl’s thin
hands around his neck, the mousy hair on his shoulders.
Goldencheeks shrieked softly. Yurga hugged his rosy-
cheeked wife when she cried out softly, pulling her
towards him without a word, and gathered up and hugged
both boys.
‘Geralt!’ the little girl repeated, clinging to the Witcher’s
chest. ‘You found me! I knew you would! I always knew! I
knew you’d find me!’
‘Ciri,’ said the Witcher.
Yurga could not see his face hidden among the mousy
hair. He saw hands in black gloves squeezing the girl’s
back and shoulders.
‘You found me! Oh, Geralt! I was waiting all the time!
For so very long… We’ll be together now, won’t we? Now
we’ll be together, won’t we? Say it, Geralt! Forever! Say it!’
‘Forever, Ciri.’
‘It’s like they said! Geralt! It’s like they said! Am I your
destiny? Say it! Am I your destiny?’
Yurga saw the Witcher’s eyes. And was very
astonished. He heard his wife’s soft weeping, felt the
trembling of her shoulders. He looked at the Witcher and
waited, tensed, for his answer. He knew he would not
understand it, but he waited for it. And heard it.
‘You’re more than that, Ciri. Much more.’
meet the author
Andrzej Sapkowski was born in 1948 in Poland. He
studied economy and business, but the success of his
fantasy cycle about the sorcerer Geralt of Rivia turned him
into a bestselling writer. He is now one of Poland’s most
famous and successful authors.
Also by Andrzej Sapkowski
The Last Wish
Blood of Elves
The Time of Contempt
Baptism of Fire
Sword of Destiny
The Malady and Other Stories: An Andrzej Sapkowski
Sampler (e-only)