The Folded Earth by Anuradha Roy
The Folded Earth by Anuradha Roy
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It began in little ways—silences, the poring over maps, the unearthing of boots and
jackets stuffed in a suitcase under our bed—and then the slow-burning restlessness
in Michael became overpowering. He was with me, but not with me. His feet walked
on flat land but flexed themselves for inclines. He lay at night with his eyes open,
dreaming. He studied weather reports for places I had never heard of.
Michael was not a climber; he was a press photographer. Through a school friend
whose father was an editor, he had found a job with a newspaper when we got
married. We could not afford more than an annual trek for him in the mountains and
that one trek was what he lived for all year.
Michael’s yearnings made me understand how
it is that some people have the mountains in them
while some have the sea. The ocean exerts an
inexorable pull over sea people wherever they are—
in a bright-lit, inland city
or the dead center of a desert— and when they feel
the tug there is no choice but somehow to reach it
and stand at its immense, earth-dissolving edge,
straightaway calmed. Hill people, even if they are
born in flatlands, cannot be parted for long from the
mountains. Anywhere else is exile. Anywhere else, the
ground is too flat, the air too dense, the trees too broad-
shorturl.at/elCW1 leaved for beauty. The color of the light is all wrong, the
sounds nothing but noise.
I knew from our student days together that Michael trekked and climbed. What I
had not known was that his need for the mountains was as powerful as his need for
me. We were far away from the high peaks: we lived in Hyderabad. The journey to the
foothills of the Himalaya took two nights on trains and cars and it took many more
days to reach the peaks. No hills closer at hand would do. Not the Nilgiris, nor the
entire Western Ghats. It had to be the Himalaya—it would be impossible for me to
understand why until I experienced it, Michael told me, and one day I would.
Meanwhile, each year, the rucksack and sleeping bag came out and his body left in a
trail of his mind, which was already nine thousand feet above sea level and climbing.
One year, Michael decided to go on a
trek to Roopkund, a lake in the Himalaya at
about sixteen thousand feet. It is reached
by a long, hard climb toward the Trishul, a
snow peak that is more than twenty-two
thousand feet high. For much of the year,
its water remains frozen. A park ranger
stumbled upon the lake in 1942 and it has
been an enigma ever since: it contains the
bones and skulls, preserved by the cold, of
some six hundred people who died there in
the ninth century, some say the sixth. Many
of the skeletons wore gold anklets,
bracelets, necklaces, and bangles. Six
hundred travelers at that altitude, in that
stark wilderness—where were they going?
Impossible to tell: there was no known shorturl.at/auFOS
route from Roopkund to Tibet, or to
anywhere else. How did they die?
Archeologists think they may have been
caught in an avalanche or hit by large hailstones: there are tennis-ball-sized dents on
many of the skulls.
Each item he mentioned reminded me of things that could go wrong. I did not want
to know any more. I touched his always fast-growing stubble and I think I said, “By the
time you’re home you’ll have a beard again, like every other time.” My fingers held the
inch or two of fat he had recently grown at his waist. “And you’ll have lost this. You’ll
be thin and starved.”
“Completely starved,” he said. “Lean and hungry.” His teeth tugged at my earlobes.
He stretched over me to switch on the shaded lamp by our bed and traced with his
eyes every curve of my face and the dimple on my chin. “Why did he marry this girl?”
he said in a voice that imitated the stereotypical older relative. “Why did he marry this
stick-thin girl, as dark as boot polish? All you can see in her face are her big eyes.” He
ran his fingers through the tangled mass of my hair. “Almost at your waist, Maya.
Where will it have grown to by the time I’m back?” I could smell onions frying although
it was almost midnight. On our neighbor’s radio, a prosaic voice reported floods,
scams, train accidents, cricket scores. Michael’s hand wandered downward until it
reached my hips. He said, “Your hair will be here—or maybe longer? This far?
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