A Different Kind of War by Ajjaxx-VzxPTU7e
A Different Kind of War by Ajjaxx-VzxPTU7e
A Different Kind of War by Ajjaxx-VzxPTU7e
By: Ajjaxx
The world was seldom just; few people knew this better than Harry Potter.
He returns to Hogwarts for his sixth year, a mentor withers, a darkness rises
and at the centre of it all, an engaged witch. Harry must reconcile the
demands of the war while the weight of an unfair world bears down upon
him.
Status: abandoned
Published: 2020-07-05
Updated: 2021-10-16
Words: 234093
Chapters: 22
PAIRINGS : Harry/Fleur
RATING : M
A/N: This story is a remaster of my first story, under the same name.
I've decided to delete and repost it, to include some of the newer
skills I've accumulated over the months I've been writing. I hope to
craft a better romance, better dialogue and a more complex story.
Fitful slumber had greeted him like an old friend for an age. Harry
knew well enough it would soon come to a close. Irrespective of the
voice's owner, the ending remained forever the same.
"I'm being quieter than you are!" A voice responded to the other, a
more masculine tone who despite his saying otherwise, was quite
loud.
"You're going to wake him if you keep it up!" A third voice interjected.
"Now shut up!"
"So, why are you all waiting at the end of my bed?" He asked
concerned as. "Isn't there, you know, something better to be doing?"
"We're not so much waiting for you," Ginny explained with darkened
features, "More like getting out from under the thumb of Phlegm. "
Ginny spat the final word with enough vitriol that had Harry reeling in
confusion.
"She's not that bad." Ron defended whoever ' Phlegm' was with a
fair amount of vehemence, "You haven't given her a chance!"
"I do not drool!" Ron refuted, "Now you're just being a prat for the
sake of it."
"You do so!"
"Who's Phlegm?" Harry tried to ask but was drowned out. It seemed
they'd all but forgotten about him, united together and against one
another in their hatred.
"Here we go." Ginny sighed, exhaling a sharp, hot breath from her
nose in what he could only assume was anger.
Ginny turned red as the person entered the doorway. To put it simply,
she was the most beautiful woman Harry had ever seen.
Her angelic features were accentuated by her silver hair being put in
a bun, with two elegant wisps framing her face and the room seemed
almost airless by her entering it. She peered at him through ocean
blue eyes inquisitively and whether, by virtue of her beauty or her
sudden appearance, he found he couldn't formulate a sentence to
greet her. An action that did not go unnoticed by Ginny nor
Hermione.
"See she just barges in here." Ginny snarled. "Doesn't even knock,
we could've been talking about anything!"
"She did knock!" Ron continued, taking the position of Fleur's only
defender in earnest.
"I don't know why you seem so bloody intent on hating her, she's
perfectly fine!"
"I suppose it helps when you imagine her naked every time!" Ginny
spat. Ron blushed a bright crimson at the accusation, making Harry
think the jab wasn't all that far from the truth.
"Ron, she's vain and cruel," Hermione added into the mix in Ginny's
support.
That was enough to confuse Harry. Ginny had, for as long as he'd
known her, always been passionate and hotheaded, a trait that
seemed to be uniquely Weasley if Ron was any barometer. But
Hermione was more reserved, less prone to making her feelings
known. Fleur must've done something to offend her. Though her
support of Ginny seemed to still the argument, now it was just a
tentative detente between the trio as they stared at each other.
"He doesn't know her." Ginny refuted, "He hasn't seen what she's
like."
I do, He wanted to say, I have. But the words stilled on his lips,
neither Ginny nor Hermione looked particularly amicable to listen to
anything he had to say.
Hermione put a hand on her hip and stared intently at Ron. "What
about when she hexed George?"
Hermione made to speak but was cut off by Ginny, who seemed in
fine form to spout her hatred.
"And she got them so good that they couldn't walk straight for two
hours afterwards. Your own brothers."
"If I could hex them that good, I would." Ron pointed out, "You would
do the same too."
"You stuffed their pillows with sheep shit when you were nine."
She waved her hand as if his point didn't count, "I had my reasons."
"What did you call her breakfast the other day? Trollop?"
I'm sure she says far worse outside of breakfast. Whatever could be
said about Ginny Weasley, none could say her temper wasn't
dangerous.
Ginny made to retort yet again, the argument had quickly devolved
into solely Ron and Ginny trading age-old blows. As good as Ron
and Hermione were at arguing, the youngest two Weasleys always
had a penchant for it. This time, Hermione cut Ginny off in a rare
display for the morning.
"Yeah, that's the impression I got," Harry said, turning his attention to
the girl who looked eager at the knowledge. "Taught for a good while
too by the looks of him."
"If he hasn't got silver hair and an arse, Ron won't care enough to
know it." Ginny spat and abruptly left, clearly the conversation didn't
interest her any longer.
Harry might've had an answer, had he truly known what was actually
going on. Instead, he thought it best to escape the situation entirely.
Harry swung his legs out of bed, careful not to kick any of his bed's
sudden occupants or disturb the tray that sat with him. "Well if you're
done bickering and digging into my life, I'd prefer to eat downstairs."
Harry was too tired to change the night before, so he supposed his
clothes would have to suffice for the moment. They made their way
down the stairs, gingerly in Harry's case with the tray in hand.
They made their way into the kitchen where the other plates had
been set. Mr Weasley had to go to work, so the only other occupants
were Fleur, who was gingerly sipping her tea and Mrs Weasley, who
was weaving charms to clean her pots and pans.
"Hello again, Harry," The French witch said, looking up from her
steaming cup.
"Hey, Fleur." He greeted, this time more prepared for her presence
and this time, he did not fail to structure his sentence. Though he
could hear a 'harrumph' from what he assumed was Ginny to the
rear at his friendly greeting.
"So what are you doing at the Burrow?" He thought it might make
more sense to ask her, rather than Ron, Ginny or Hermione, who all
seemed fairly staunch in their defence or contempt of the French
witch.
"I thought they would've told you?" She seemed, if nothing else,
offended. "I've been engaged to Bill for some months now. I'm
staying to acclimate to my new family." She added with an odd
undertone, one that may have implied she had more wicked
thoughts about her new family.
"Not forced, per se," Fleur refuted, annoyance marring her angelic
features, "But Goblin's don't look favourably upon my kind, to begin
with. They also see relationships between employees as a security
hazard, one they seldom allow. I decided to take my leave before
anything untoward happened." She said like she'd explained it a
thousand times.
Ginny smirked viciously, knowing that she had irked Fleur
successfully. It seemed there was a gap in the armour plates of Fleur
Delacour, one that Ginny appeared to have located and had taken
much pleasure in stabbing into it. The rest of the tables' occupants
chose wisely to avoid the tension between the two.
Harry began to eat his breakfast, as did the rest of those sitting at
the table. "So what are you going to do now?" Harry asked after
swallowing a mouthful of bacon. "Have you got a plan for work in
England?"
From the look on her face, she appeared to take umbrage at the
insinuation that she wasn't capable, as unfound as the implication
was. Her lips shifted to one side in a sort of frown.
"I can't go into too many details," She began, "But suffice to say, with
your Dark Lord returning the Headmaster fears that with the number
of impressionable students within the walls of Hogwarts, that there
might be attempts to infiltrate the castle to attack or coax the
inhabitants from the walls."
"Not him personally," She shook her head, "The wards cover too
much ground for him to act as a surveyor of them constantly, that's
where my role lies, I shall endeavour to ensure the integrity of the
wards around Hogwarts and update them where possible."
"You know a lot about wards then, I take it?" Harry questioned,
wanting to confess that he'd had a lesson about wards himself from
the man in question.
Harry was starting to reply but was cut off from a snort by Ginny, who
tried very poorly to disguise it as an odd-sounding cough.
"I guess it was an easy choice then," Harry said neutrally, not really
wanting to play into Fleur's ego.
"I suppose so," She replied with equal neutrality, "He thought I was
better suited in helping where it counted, as opposed to wasting
away in the Deserts of Egypt and the wetlands of Asia under the
scornful gaze of spiteful creatures." She finished angrily, and it
became clear that whatever validation she assured herself of during
the conversation was irrevocably destroyed at the mention of
Goblins who by her indication, weren't very good to her.
Sensing she wasn't exactly amicable about the topic, he let it drop
for fear of angering her more. They returned to eating though Harry
could still see Fleur's mere presence enraged Ginny.
Ron didn't seem to get it. "Well, of course, they're owls, what other
bird carries mail?"
"Sod off git, I passed everything, even Divination," Harry said with an
air of confidence that made Ron chuckle. Harry would be lying if he
said the anxiety of his marks wasn't gnawing at his stomach, but he
certainly masked it better than Hermione.
"Well," Ron said with a decidedly jovial tone, "I thought it was 1444,
so that might not help my essay."
" Shite," Harry swore under his breath and Ron snorted.
I suppose we're in the same boat now.
Though Harry wasn't too anxious about his marks, there was a
remnant of fear that lingered in the back of his mind, a concern yet to
be lain to rest that seemed almost mocking. The harsh crooning of
owls, talons laden with letters, flying through the window did little the
assuage his fears.
The owls deposited their contents after their descent through the
open window, Molly caught them and began distributing them to the
children. The other two were noticeably apprehensive about opening
theirs, Harry resolved that he'd take the leap first, deciding it could
hardly be worse than what was to come.
But, while there were three Ministry bearing letters that fell into Mrs
Weasley's hand, there were also quite a few that didn't carry their
seal. Instead, a bunch of motley coloured enveloped with a variety of
neat and messy scrawls. Hermione shot him an inquisitive glance,
although he didn't want to open them at the table, unsure of what
they may contain.
He broke the Ministry of Magic seal on the back and peeled the
parchment out of confines.
Outstanding ( O ) Poor ( P )
Acceptable ( A ) Troll ( T )
Astronomy A
Divination D
Herbology A
History of Magic D
Potions E
Transfiguration O
Seven O.W.L's.
Potions E
I've failed .
Harry found his way to the room and sat carelessly against the bed,
as if the strength had been sapped from him. He'd always wanted to
be an Auror, and now due to Snape's draconian demands, his dream
had been slashed before it could even begin. It left him inexplicably
empty. Part of him simply just wanted the job to strengthen the
connection between him and his father, who Sirius had told him
wanted to be an Auror himself.
He gently folded his scores back into the envelope they arrived in
and fished one of the other letters from the pile he'd accumulated,
there was maybe ten in total, this one was a light brown and was
scribbled with a shaky scrawl on the front.
Harry Potter
Harry Potter,
I lost my husband in the First War and you ended that one. Now, my
children grow up with the Dark Lord as a threat again.
Please.
It was succinct, blunt and unsigned. Harry peered over the ink once
more before putting the parchment down and sighing. He didn't want
to open the following letters, but it was almost like a grim
compulsion, he broke the seal of each letter and read the contents
carefully, hoping it would only be a one-off.
Some demanded that he give his life to destroy the Dark Lord, others
were more passive, thanking him for defeating him the first time but
quite firmly relying on him that it was his job to do it again. With each
seal he opened and every letter he read found the weight on his
shoulders growing heavier and the tickling sensation in his throat
growing stronger.
"Results that bad Harry?" A voice called from the door. The beautiful
visage of Fleur Delacour peered down at him as she floated in the
room. He was quick to act and shoved the pile of letters beneath his
pillow as inconspicuously as possible. An action that didn't go
unnoticed by the French witch and caused a fair amount of sound,
she frowned but didn't draw any further attention to it.
"I just didn't get the grade I needed," Harry said succinctly, though
that certainly was the lesser of his worries at the moment. "Silly of
me really, there's a war going on and all."
"It's not silly." Fleur assured him, "Not if you cared about it."
"Would you like to tell me about it?" Fleur prompted, taking his
silence as challengable reluctance.
He weighed the benefits of keeping his silence, but in the end, her
scrutiny seemed too much and he acquiesced.
"Does becoming an Auror mean that much to you?" Fleur posed, her
head cocked to the side, her eyes glimmering with query in the
sunlight.
This seemed to lift Harry's spirit a little bit. "Thank you Fleur, that
means a lot to me."
"Hardly." She snorted, "Your book lists came soon after your results
and Molly wishes to visit the Alley quickly. Apparently, there are fears
that Diagon Alley might become too unsafe to visit soon."
"Diagon Alley!"
His eyes glowed with emerald flames that rose from the fireplace,
suffocating pressure followed before he spiralled upwards.
Harry took a running step from the floo, stumbling as his feet hit the
hard ground of the Leaky Cauldron. He took a moment to observe
his surroundings. He could seldom remember a time where the
popular and boisterous pub was this desolate. The lack of people
caught him off guard, enough so that he forgot to move from the
space he currently occupied, Ron, who came out of the Floo next
had no way to halt his advance, crashing into Harry and knocking
them both to the ground.
Ron groaned while rolling around, "Blimey mate, could've done the
decent thing and move out of the way." He croaked, nursing his sore
elbow.
Her wish was soon granted as the pair finished dusting off their
clothes to the few amused patrons before setting off to the rear of
the pub.
On their trek there, they crossed the bar. Tom, the bartender, looked
as old as ever, his cheeks had hollowed out and his friendly
demeanour was shedded. He locked eyes with Harry for a moment
hopeful for conversation as they passed the bar. Knowing it was
unlikely, he offered a small smile but nothing else. Harry was used to
a cacophony of mixed greetings and cheers from patrons drunk and
sober alike. But the sudden silence spoke volumes about the psyche
of Wizarding Britain. It had shifted polarity in an instance, from
raucous cries that the Dark Lord's return was nonsense to a grim
realisation of the dangers ahead.
Once they made it to the rear of the building, Mrs Weasley drew her
wand. Tapping the predetermined series on the bricks before
Not unlike the pub, the Alley was as desolate as he'd ever seen it.
Many shops had forgone their storefronts; instead, they boarded
windows and nailed 'CLOSED' signs to the door.
The Weasleys, Hermione, Harry and Fleur walked the length of the
Alley in silence. Too busy taking in the solemn scenery to engage in
idle chatter. Florean Fortescue's Ice Cream Parlour had been
boarded up, even Ollivander had abandoned his shop. Poorly made
wooden stalls lined some of the newly made vacancies, he could
hear the calls from the Leaky Cauldron.
Halfway down the length of the Alley, Molly called the party to halt.
"Alright," she called quietly, "We need to be quick here. We need to
wait for Bill to finish retrieving Harry's money. Once we have that, we
can head to buy new robes and books. Once we've got-"
"Molly," Fleur interjected to the Weasley Matriarch's evident dismay,
"Why don't I escort Harry to Gringotts? That way you can start your
shopping while we wait for Bill."
"I'm not too sure about tha-" Molly began again to get cut off by Fleur
again.
Harry remained silent for fear of garnering the anger of one side or
the other, though the pair seemed to be staring at each other intently.
Fleur's tone seemed to allow no room for resistance, yet Mrs
Weasley wasn't cowed so easily.
Mrs Weasley seemed to mull over the words, clearly in search of any
excuse, any glaring flaw to deny her request. Eventually, she was
forced to acquiesce when she clearly couldn't find any apparent
reason to stop them from going."
Fleur dashed a dazzling smile that signified her victory before Molly
ushered the others to Flourish and Blotts, Fleur looked at Harry
before walking off towards Gringotts.
Harry had to take a few quick steps to catch up before the two of
them made their way through the sparsely populated Alley. Through
their journey, they passed a seedy-looking man trying to sell some
product or another, above him was a derelict sign that read,
Harry felt a bubble of rage form within him. People were more
concerned about profiting on the war with false trinkets than helping
others, greed was all too common in magical Britain it seemed. The
man continued to leer at them as Harry peered at his haphazard
stall, his display of wares displayed brightly, as if there was
something to be proud about.
Fleur merely ignored him with nary a second glance but looked back
to Harry to ensure he was still with her.
"So, how are you faring with the Weasleys?" He asked lightly, an
attempt to break through the monotonous silence of their journey to
Gringotts.
"Would you like the truth?" Fleur asked, now facing ahead once
more.
Fleur laughed bitterly. "You need not lie, Harry, I'm not a child to be
coddled."
"I'm not sure they hate you," Harry tried to amend his statement
neutrally, "Do you know why they feel so strongly about you?"
"Could you care to wager?" She said sourly, "Ginerva and Molly hate
me for similar reasons. I'm taking away their favourite brother and
their firstborn son, they think I've enchanted him rather than form any
connection with them. I expected them to dislike me at first sight, but
I was blindsided by their contempt." She flashed Harry a sly smile,
"Though, I could think of a few reasons Ginerva has gotten so
enthusiastic in her efforts to slight me."
Harry sent her a questioning look, she merely shook her head as if
the situation amused her.
"So, Hermione dislikes you too, I take it?" Harry queried, despite
having seen evidence of such only that morning.
"Is it possible you may have… you know, been a bit impolite in your
explanation?" He tried to be diplomatic for the sake of remaining
impartial. He'd known Fleur for the latter half of their fourth year,
though she'd almost certainly grown with time as he'd already seen,
the witch that once was no doubt lingered beneath the surface.
Harry couldn't help but let anger seep into his voice at Fleur's
insinuation. "I don't know where your sudden in-depth analysis of my
friends has emerged from, but don't you think maybe you're allowing
your own experiences cloud your judgement?"
Fleur did not look amused, she shot Harry a condescending look.
"Don't be naive - don't tell me you don't know what that's like. To be
shunned for being better? I don't intend to make her seem a monster
in your eyes, but I think you know precisely what I mean. Errant
glares and hushed whispers, the scrutiny of your achievements?"
And to Harry's chagrin, he did know what she spoke of well enough.
Though he had seen how Fleur acted too, saw her interact with her
fellow delegates during his fourth year. Despite her sayings
otherwise, Harry truly did think he was tarring Hermione with a brush
she was experienced in wielding.
Oddly enough, Harry seemed to think Fleur had been guilty of that
vice more than once.
She pondered it, if only for a split second. "Knowledge only has
value in its applicability. Is there a use for learning four spells that
enact the exact same reaction when only one is needed? Idle praise
for having a wealth of useless knowledge is no true praise, I'd much
rather know what needs to be known, rather than learn it all."
Harry reiterated his prior point. "But isn't there an aspect of beauty in
being able to understand what's around you? Can't you appreciate
the simplicity of just, I don't know… knowing something solely
because it's interesting?"
"Not always."
Bill was waiting off in the corner, discussing something with a goblin,
adorned in shining green armour that stood out in the sea of copper
and brown. Once he noticed Fleur out of the corner of his eye, he
made a quick excuse before dashing over and kissing her.
He reached behind him and pulled out a bag of galleons. "There you
are Harry," he said passing the bag over, "It's taking hours for people
to receive their money. People are losing confidence in the bank.
Thankfully, the Goblin who runs the carts was interested in
something we found in Egypt. It was far easier this way."
Bill turned around, his ponytail swinging behind him, across the bank
was a wizard getting particularly rowdy with the Goblin Teller, Bill
turned back looking apologetic.
"I've got to deal with this." Bill explained. "The Goblin's have been
charging exorbitant
Bill gave Fleur another kiss before flashing Harry a quick smile.
"He's always liked you. You saved Ginevra that alone is enough. But
he admires those that are skilled. Coming from such a home, he
values the depth of one's abilities greatly over status. He once
confessed to me he was surprised you were friends with the Twin's
and Ron."
"I suppose you'll have to ask him at some point, won't you?" She
said non-committedly. "I imagine you'll get time to talk to him in the
near future."
When they exited the bank, the Alley had filled out a bit more but
nothing compared to what it once was, they hadn't made it far from
Gringotts before they ran into a duo Harry sorely hoped he wouldn't
see again.
Just my luck.
Harry's hand twitched to his wand, the action didn't go unnoticed by
Narcissa.
He could get revenge for his father if he tried, Harry thought, it did
not seem a stretch to assume like a spell was soon to come.
"I dare you Malfoy." Harry taunted, sending his name from his lips,
coated with vitriol. "Give me just one reason to stick you next to that
bastard father of yours in Azkaban."
That was all the provocation Draco needed, the straw that finally
broke the camel's back. Draco's hand flew to his Hawthorn wand,
drawing it from the pocket of his robes. Narcissa, to her credit,
foresaw the outcome of such a showing and reached to still Draco's
arm mid-draw.
Fleur, however, had been quicker than the lot. Her wand was raised
and the tip dug into the meat of Draco's cheek - if his Mother's
cautious arm had not been deterrent enough, the wand tip that dug
into the meat of his cheek clearly was.
Fleur pushed her wand into his cheek as a response. The same
glimmer of courage was replaced with apprehension and Harry felt
emboldened for having seen it.
That was a thought that scared him more than he cared to admit.
"Not just a pretty face, no?" Fleur said with an artificial cheeriness,
though Harry didn't think the 'Half Breed' comment slipped her
notice.
"Come Draco," His mother urged her eyes widening slightly at the
drawn wands, "I imagine Potter shall be seeing his godfather far
sooner then I'll be seeing your father." The pair began to retreat
towards the bank, walking backwards slowly, not taking their eyes off
the pair. Once they'd walked what they deemed a suitable distance,
Narcissa shot a final glare before turning her back.
Harry was about to call at their backs but Narcissa stopped and beat
him to it.
"Tell her to send them in person." He bit back, his anger growing.
"I'm sure I could see her along."
She gave a short, grating laugh, almost reminiscent of one he heard
all those nights ago. "Oh, I imagine you'll be seeing her soon
enough."
Harry fought within himself not to curse her, Fleur saw his internal
conflict and placed a hand on his, pushing his wand down. It took a
moment for him to calm himself as he watched their figures grow
smaller. He gave Fleur a brief look before stowing his wand away in
his robe pocket with more force than strictly necessary.
They stayed there for a moment, silent, before Fleur's curiosity got
the better of her.
"I was unaware there was such animosity between you and your
schoolmates?"
"There's not. Not really, anyway, just a choice few." Harry said, "I
would have thought Bill would mention it, the papers wouldn't stop
talking about it."
"Bill rarely discusses anything about his 'second job'." She said,
being unable to stop what he presumed was disdain from leaking
into her voice. "Though if you're talking about the media's view on
the Ministry, you'd be hard-pressed to find anyone who hasn't heard
about it."
"Our raid on the Ministry got his father caught, that much was in the
Daily Prophet. The fact that he and the rest of the inner circle failed
against school kids? That'll warrant punishment from Voldemort I'd
reckon. They want their revenge. All of them." He explained, "That
means their kids will want revenge as much as them. They think that
maybe by hurting me, Voldemort might go easy on their parents.
They'll get in groups when they think they're hard enough to have a
crack, it's not the first time."
"Here I thought your courting of danger was limited to Dragons,
lakes and mazes."
"Quite a list," She said, "Are you sure you wish to boast?"
"Perhaps one day," He said, his voice had an edge he tried to hide,
born from trying not to relive such memories, "But not today."
She looked like she wanted to press for more information but chose
wisely to refrain from pushing the subject.
The thought of her little sister brought a smile to her face. "She's still
enamoured with her hero." She broke into a giggle at the memory.
"She still runs about the house some time, pretending to be spirited
away by the handsome Harry Potter."
"I am quite handsome." He agreed but noticed her wistful tone. "I
take it you miss her a lot?"
She smiled wistfully. "It has been some time, I miss her dearly."
"Is she having fun at Beauxbatons?" He asked, merely attempting to
be conversational.
"Hmm," She agreed mischievously, "I must ask Harry, is your interest
in my sister purely conversational or perhaps she has the admirer
and not the inverse?"
Harry didn't bother replying, and Fleur merely let out a laugh. It was
the first genuine laugh he'd heard from her, any other time he
might've heard it seemed to pale in comparison. It was melodic, a
sound that pleasantly tickled his ears and seemed to endear him to
the idea of drawing more from the platinum hair woman. He was
unsure of how to respond to the noise, but couldn't help the smile
that automatically crossed his features, even as they crossed the
threshold into Madam Malkin's.
Once Harry had filled his basket, he began browsing the store. There
was little of interest to him, outside of school texts, there wasn't a
whole lot that filled the shelves of Flourish and Blotts, sappy
romance novels and egregious fiction seemed to be the majority of
the product left.
He found Fleur mulling over a pair of books in the corner, they both
looked archaic. Leather tombs with engraved writing on the exterior,
he peered over her shoulder at the title of the one she had decided
to keep.
She rubbed her face gently. "They've got nothing I need, mostly
school books. Not really spell books for those out of school,
especially the degree of esoterica I'm searching for. Don't they have
anywhere else with books?"
She fell back into her routine of searching through the shelves of
books.
"So Harry, if I'm to improve the wards, I'll need to know some of the
secrets of the castle. I think as a student of Hogwarts and the
second-best Triwizard Competitor, I think you'd be poised to offer me
some invaluable assistance."
Fleur gave a short chortle, another melodious sound. "I think you'll
find Monsieur Potter." She mocked, "That I am not the same girl that
fought in that tournament."
Harry caught her eyes for a split second. "Nor am I the same boy."
"No, I very much doubt that you are." She flashed a quick smile, "A
bit taller, perhaps."
She had a point, they were about equal in height where he was quite
a bit shorter than her those years ago. But where he still was
growing, her upwards ascent seemed to have stilled.
She browsed the store a little more, adding Potent Shields: An Art of
Safeguarding and Defensive Transfiguration, Volume 4 to his basket
as he was relegated to carry the burden. "Some of the wards
surrounding the castle are over a millennia-old, I'll need something a
bit more dated."
They slowly drifted towards the counter, having paid for their
respective orders, they left the shop and began down the Alley.
Draco Malfoy, sans his mother and looking particularly nervous, was
heading towards the obscured entryway to Knockturn Alley. Things
weren't adding up, Draco wouldn't stray by himself without good
reason. His family wasn't very well-liked and walking lurking around
in the depths of Knockturn Alley was dangerous, even for supporters
of the Dark Lord.
Fleur had to laugh at that one. "I thought you had more tact, Harry?
He's a child and not a particularly remarkable one at that if my
memory is correct. Chances are he's pawning some object to pay for
his school books if the reports on the Malfoy Family assets being
seized were true."
"He had a coin purse," Harry argued again, "Malfoy isn't stupid
enough to leave without money and if he's going down there, there's
more than a significant chance it's on Voldemort's Orders.
Fleur had enough of dancing around the point. "Say that he is, what
exactly do you think that'll accomplish? You want to barge into an
alley filled with 'Dark Wizards' as you put it. You know if you barge in,
I'll have to follow you. Between a Veela and the 'Chosen One',
neither of us will be able to avoid detection for long. Then wherever
he's going will be on high alert, you'll foil their plans for the day. But
you'll catch no one. They'll conduct their business in future knowing
you're aware of them, it'll be done with greater secrecy and that's
when they get more dangerous. When they must race the clock to
avoid discovery."
"But-" He tried to interject but was quickly cut off with quick words
and a stern glare.
"Put it this way Harry, if Draco Malfoy does have a mission, it'll be at
Hogwarts, under the eye of Dumbledore. Do you really think one of
the most powerful wizards alive wouldn't know of such a threat? But
if you charge in after him, they'll just become more unpredictable. A
dangerous trait for a dark wizard."
"Shall we track down the rest of the Weasley Clan then?" She asked
though clearly didn't expect any other answer outside of affirmation.
She set off down the street at a quick pace and Harry was forced to
do an awkward little walk-jog amalgamation to close the distance.
As they edged closer to the store, they could hear the raucous
noises from within, above the storefront, an animated statue of a
wizard with a top hat danced a happy jig before tipping his hat and
changing to a leprechaun, then to a bright 'W'.
The joke store, in contrast to the Alley, was packed. The aisles were
only small given the amount of product the twins had ladened the
store with, but they were brimming with bright faces, mostly children
from Hogwarts.
Their centrepiece stood tall in the centre of the store, at its apex. It
was emblazoned with the 'WWW' logo and halfway to the ground, it
displayed their most recent product.
FORGET YOU-KNOW-WHO!
YOU-NO-POO
Harry couldn't help but let out a hearty chuckle at their boldness,
Fleur, on the other hand, had a look of shock on her face.
Harry's face morphed into a broad smile. "I think it's brilliant, we'll all
need a good laugh before this is over."
As they tried to walk into the shop, their advance was halted by two
cracks to their rear.
"What brings our partner and our brother's lovely fiancé to our
humble establishment of jokes and whims?" George said
dramatically.
Fleur shot him an odd look at the word partner but said nothing,
Harry turned around and embraced each of the twins.
"Ah my dear Harry!" they said in unison, "It couldn't have been made
possible without your generous contribution to the noble fund of
Gred and Forge industries."
"As our silent partner," Fred added, "We'd like to show you some of
our more 'interesting' products."
The twins whisked him away, dragging him by both of his arms. Fleur
followed them at a more sedated pace, weaving through the stunned
looks of the shop's patrons.
"That's right my friend! Throw this down and you've got a guaranteed
cloud of darkness at least ten feet wide." Fred reached into a little
silk bag, procuring what looked like some form of ashen powder from
the confines. He clicked his fingers with the sand-like substance
between them exploded into a cloud of black smoke that obscured
his vision enough that the Weasley twin simply vanished from view.
This caught Harry's attention. "Where did you get this stuff from?" He
asked incredulously, "This is amazing!"
"Well from Peru of course!" They said together. "If Peruvian stuff
came from China, it'd be called Chinese you see."
Harry looked to the cabinet trying to find a price. "How much do you
sell this stuff for?"
"For Ron? Five galleons a pouch. For you? Free." They announced
again in unison, stuffing a pair of the silk bags into his hand before
he could argue.
"Too late!" said George, the pair lifting their hands up in surrender
and soon Harry was forced to plunge the bags into his pocket.
"Yep," Added Fred, "We even held a business meeting on it too. You
didn't show up, but we both voted in favour. All partners can take
stock for free."
"Sorry," Fleur interjected for the first time in a while "How is Harry a
partner?"
"Lease was quite expensive here." The other one continued, "Not to
mention the cost of products."
This seemed to shock Fleur, her eyes widened slightly but if she was
going to say anything further, she thought against it, only nodding at
their words.
A loud gong was heard throughout the shop and the twins shared a
nervous look. Fred turned to Harry "Feel free to browse the store, we
need to deal with this." With the same infamous crack that heralded
their appearance, signified their goodbye as they whirled from
existence before his eyes.
"I gave them the money I won from the tournament." He said simply.
"Why would you do that?" She said, taken aback by his confession.
Though judging by her face, such a reaction seemed rare.
He gave her an odd look. "Voldemort had returned and the money
was tainted as far as I was concerned. I gave it to my friends who
wanted to make something of themselves plus like I said. After this is
all said and done, the world is going to be short of laughs. I can't
think of anyone better to give them back."
"I've got a vault full of money, more than I know what to do with it. I
can go without a thousand galleons."
"I still think there are better ways to have spent it than on the Twins
and their endeavours, you could've even invested it with the
Goblins." She frowned. "Far more intelligent avenues to spend your
coins, what with a war around the corner."
"Then one day, I hope you learn the value of friendship over
galleons."
There wasn't much left to say, they headed to the main staircase, it
was a thin, winding affair that was coloured brightly in an array of
different shades that didn't mesh together in the slightest. Once they
reached the top of the stairs, Ron's distinctive voice could be heard.
"Bloody hell Hermione, I was only joking. I'm sure Harry's fine." He
heard Ron sigh through the shelving.
Fleur shot him a sour look and rolled her eyes at the statement, a
look that seemed to echo ' I told you so. ' But he found he couldn't
really sympathise with her all that much, given what she said about
Hermione, this seemed little more than payback to him.
Hermione looked relieved to see him but also far angrier at Ron and
Fleur's appearance. "I'm going to find Ginny," she said tightly before
storming off.
Fleur decided to chime in too, "I best find Molly and tell her we've
returned unharmed." She also walked away, leaving Ron and Harry
by themselves."
He shrugged his shoulders. "I don't know, one minute we're talking
fine and then she started on how you hadn't returned and how she
was scared because you were with Fleur. I disagreed and well, you
saw where that got us."
Harry snorted before him, and Ron locked eyes. "Mental?"
suggested Ron.
This seemed to shock Ron. "So soon after Daddy Dearest got a new
home? That's bold."
"And?" Ron seemed excited, "Did you curse him?" He asked giddily.
"No," he said to Ron's chagrin. "He and his mum made some
comments about Sirius and Fleur. Fleur stopped me from cursing
them, and they went into Gringotts."
"If I were you I would've cursed the git something good, maybe even
get him a bed in Azkaban next to Daddy," Ron said in equal mixture
joking and malice.
"That's not all though" Harry continued, "Fleur and I went to Flourish
and Blotts afterwards, when we saw Draco, without his mother,
looking particularly nervous heading into Knockturn Alley."
"Oh." That seemed to confuse Ron. "Not like you to let that go."
"I wouldn't have." Harry said, "I still reckon he's got a mission from
Voldemort, no excuse to be lurking in the daylight otherwise."
"I'm not too sure about that," Ron confessed "I hate him as much as
the next bloke, but using Draco to do his bidding? He'd have to be
pretty desperate to use that ponce, what with Malfoy Senior getting
the boot, he'd have to be mad to use his son."
Harry grabbed Ron and pulled him aside. Not a second later, a paper
dragon spitting flame roared down the aisle, scorching the shelves
where Ron and Harry had stood just a moment ago.
Both he and Ron followed her down the stairs, after bidding the twins
goodbye they met the remainder of the Weasleys, Hermione and
Fleur at the entrance of the shop. Ginny shot Fleur a dangerous
glare. She merely looked to Harry before rolling her eyes, enraging
Ginny even further.
Once they had all left the joke shop, they retraced their footsteps
back to the Leaky Cauldron. Harry was one of the last to enter the
Floo this time. As he grasped the powder, he realised the weight in
the pit of his stomach had never abated, he threw the powder down
and yelled,
"The Burrow!"
But he still couldn't shake that feeling, the gnawing in his stomach
that seemed to encapsulate the entirety of his stomach. Although he
couldn't see through the walls, he still shot a final look towards the
direction of the Alley as green flames overtook his vision as he shot
upwards through the chimney.
PAIRINGS : Harry/Fleur
RATING : M
The sun was yet to begin its ascent over the horizon, but it was
nearing with every passing second, bathing the landscape with a
purple-orange hued glow that could only be mustered twice a day.
The letters under his pillow had been relegated to under his bed in a
darkened corner and their ranks only swelled as time went on. He
could swear he'd read each one, although he was conscious of their
effect on him. Reading their words both harsh and kind, tracing his
finger across the indents the quill left, both shallow and deep. But no
matter what the words were shrouded in, be it sickly sweet pleading
or harsh vulgarity, he couldn't escape the hard truth.
He made to reach under the bed, there had been some new
additions to the growing pile. He'd passed the daily flurry of owls off
as well-wishers and thankful citizens. A lie that seemed to settle
unnoticed by most, but not all. His hand stilled half-way as a
particularly loud cry from the ghoul rang out.
Fleur Delacour.
She was sat upon the Weasley's lounge, her feet curled up under
her and a worn tome adorning her lap as she haphazardly flicked
through its pages, on the worn coffee table was a saucer and cup, a
spoon spinning in circular rotations at her direction. She lazily spun
her wand like she was orchestrating a symphony, although one that
didn't quite hold her interest.
"Fine." She assured him with a smile that didn't quite meet her eyes.
Not Harry.
She was proud to a fault, but there was no mistaking her current
state, she was worried about something, something she likely wasn't
going to ask anyone for help over, nor talk to anyone. Reminded him
of himself if he was candid.
"This!" She responded equally as vaguely though her voice was ripe
with frustration as she tossed the book in her lap towards the coffee
table, the leather-bound tome careening across the short distance
and only narrowly missing out on the teacup and saucer.
"I've been told to unravel and enforce wards that were created over a
millennia-old, created by those so proficient in the art that their
names still fill our history books today. As talented as I am, they were
far better." She said wistfully, looking more intently at her swirling
teacup.
"Why don't you get Bill to help you then?" He said as if the answer
was clear, "Or someone you used to work with? even Professor
Dumbledore could help."
"Bill has been recalled to Cairo to help excavate some new tombs,
Ragnok wanted them to ensure there was ample security of the
pyramids but that concluded a while ago, now he's been forced to
linger there." She said with a hostile undertone as she mentioned
what he assumed was a Goblin name, "As for the Headmaster, if he
actually had the time, he would've simply done it himself. No, this is
a task I must do by myself."
"I thought the same thing too once, that I couldn't do what I'd been
told to do." He reminisced, "When I was thrust into teaching
Dumbledore's Army."
"A Defense Against the Dark Arts group we formed last year to teach
people when Umbridge wouldn't." He explained to the now attentive
witch.
"I never pictured you as a teacher," She said with a half-smile, "That
must've been interesting."
"It was," He confirmed with a full smile, "But that's my point exactly, I
didn't picture myself as a teacher, I didn't ask for it or want it, but I
adapted. Just like you will."
"Perhaps," Harry said slyly, "I might've heard it somewhere along the
way."
"I don't really appreciate you preaching my own advice." She said
with a little frown.
"Why don't you help me properly then?" She offered, her face
lighting up like she just had a great epiphany.
"The way you tell it, you seem to know a lot about the castle. I won't
have time to learn everything that you've learned over six years."
She explained simply. "I could really use that, it'd take some weight
off of my shoulders."
He knew he'd regret explaining some of his more egregious
adventures at Hogwarts. Although he never referred to the details in
specific, it looks like she gleaned enough from him.
"I don't think that's stri-" He tried in an attempt to halt the tirade,
though clearly failed.
"No, but -" He tried again, but she soon took the reins of
conversation in hand.
"Think about it," She explained, all vestiges of tiredness had been
long since forgotten in the face of the answer she'd been searching
for. "We've got enough knowledge between the two of us, you claim
to know the castle inside and out and I've got the knowledge to work
on the wards, we're going to need intimate knowledge of both if
we're going to protect Hogwarts."
"I'm not so sure," Harry said, trying to recuse himself from the
situation.
"So you don't want to help me?" She said, arching an elegant
eyebrow. "It'd be about more than just helping me, Harry."
He was glad the light was low, having a Veela plead for something
wasn't exactly an implication that was lost on any teenage boy. Even
though the situation was devoid of any seduction, he couldn't stop
the reaction it elicited.
"I'll do it." Harry acquiesced, "But I don't know that much about
wards," He offered meekly, not exactly counting Dumbledore's
haphazard lesson as an all-encompassing introduction into the art.
Fleur's eyes brightened up. " Magnifique! " she said, briefly breaking
into French in her excitement.
"Then I," She said with a flourish of her wand, "Shall give you a
lesson."
The leatherbound book came flying to her hands and she moved
over so Harry could see some of the things she had pointed out as
she delved into the esoterica that was protective enchantments.
Speeding through axiom to axiom, how to raise wards, how to drain
them. How each wand core interacted with protective enchantments
and so on and so forth. It certainly wasn't page-turning excitement,
though he listened to her explanations with all the fervour of a
passionate student as her grip on consciousness dwindled.
"So, a Ward Stone is like a battery?" Harry asked tiredly. "So does
that mean-"
Fleur had fallen asleep during the process, they'd been working for
well over an hour and the sun had finally risen, replacing the purple
and orange hue with yellow. She snored softly against the lounge.
Harry put the book she was reading on the table before fetching a
blanket from the other lounge and placing it over Fleur. With little
else to do, he headed back upstairs to see if he could finally capture
the sleep that had done it's best to evade him.
Harry woke up not long after, an owl tapping at the window. Ron
managed to maintain his symphony of loud snores throughout, he
doubted an explosion would rouse him, let alone an owl. He lifted the
latch on the window and the owl flew in, offering it's leg to take the
letter attached. Harry untied the simple knot and retrieved the letter.
Fetching some of Hedwig's owl treats from his trunk, he gave the owl
a few before it flew off.
He turned the letter over in his hands, it had his name simply on the
front. He desperately hoped it wasn't another of those letters.
When he flipped it over, he saw that it had the wax seal of Hogwarts.
Breaking the seal he fished the letter out and began to read it out.
Dear Harry,
Regards,
A.P.W.B.D
He sat down on his bed. He'd seldom thought of Sirius lately, that
hurt as much as losing him. He'd been so busy lately with everything
on his mind he'd forgotten entirely. He was shifted from the
dimension around him into his own mind. He declared he would no
longer wallow, but the reaction seemed almost second nature.
The smell of bacon wafted through the house slowly, signalling the
start of a new day, one that seemed to wake Ron with all the
efficiency of a hound smelling a kill. He propped himself up in bed
before groggily rubbing the last vestiges of sleep from his eyes.
"Just some information about Sirius, his will is being read today."
Harry sighed somberly, flashing the envelope at the groggy Weasley.
This seemed to sober Ron up, if he was going to say anything further
he kept it to himself and merely relegated himself to looking
anywhere but Harry, apparently the roof looked particularly
interesting.
Harry shrugged off the awkward silence that reigned and walked to
his already opened trunk, he fished out more presentable clothes for
breakfast and beyond. Ron did so too and when Harry chose to turn
around, Ron had donned a jersey. It was resplendently orange,
matching hair with two black 'Cs' intertwining, the name HORTON
and the number 1 adorning the back.
"Oi! Sod off, it's our year I'm telling you!" Ron said indignantly,
spinning around to defend his team in earnest.
"Now you're dreaming," Harry laughed again, "Did you see the
Tornado's defence against Falmouth?"
"Yeah, they're alright and the Cannons aren't, that's what." The
raven-haired boy explained like he was talking to a toddler
"Yep." Called Ron back as Harry finished putting his shirt on.
"You two weren't arguing, were you? I could hear it from down the
hall." She said, crossing her arms in a way that reminded Harry of
that same bossy girl he'd befriended all those years ago.
"Not arguing, I was just trying my yearly attempt to convince Ron the
cannons are shite." He said in faux-ignorance.
"Yeah, this tosser thinks the Tutshill Tornados are better than the
Chudley Cannons."
"When was the last time you won the league?" Harry shot back.
Harry let out a forced laugh, "Bailey? He could barely throw the
game let alone a quaffle!"
"Hermione, back me up here, the Cannons are the best." The ginger
boy pleaded.
"If everyone helped you, there'd be no one left to help the Cannons
would there?." Harry shot back.
Ron threw the pair of socks he'd been holding on to, but Harry
merely dodged this one like he had last.
"Come on Git, let's go get some breakfast before the Cannons lose
the league again."
They passed through the lounge room, Fleur had moved from her
position on the settee from earlier that morning, he would wager she
was asleep in her room rather than try and sleep amongst the noise
down here.
The three of them entered the Kitchen together, it was occupied only
by Mr and Mrs Weasley, the former was eating his breakfast quietly
and the latter was waving her wand around the kitchen so the pans
would wash themselves.
The trio began to fill their plates, within moments Ron had already
returned for seconds.
Soon the morning post came through the window, it landed before
Mr Weasley and he unwrapped it from it's binding, opening to the
front page.
In one fell swoop, the Dark Lord has cut another tether that
holds our Magical Community together, only through diligence
and strengthening our ties to each other can we survive the
coming storm.
Benjamin MacDougal
"The Versants?" Harry broke the loud silence, "I've never heard of
them."
Mr Weasley rubbed his face tiredly. "I wouldn't have expected you to,
they're a newer family. No ties to any major political faction. They
provided a sizable section of Magical Britain's magical flora. Their
death will cause a lot of problems for the Ministry."
"Aside from the impact it will have on our ability to make potions for
the healers and Aurors? The next biggest supplier is Wendel
Parkinson, who is an loyal supporter of the Dark Lord. We'll have to
import the goods and that is an expensive endeavour. He likely aims
to have the population buy goods from the Parkinsons. Without the
Malfoys' assets to push their cause, he'll need to find other sources
of income." The older man explained, tossing the paper back onto
the table with a healthy amount of force.
The conversation slowly tapered off after the bad news, minutes
turned into hours and the inhabitants of the Burrow retired to their
own duties. Harry announced he was going to go upstairs to do
something, anything to get out of the sombre atmosphere, and
headed to Ron's room. Mr Weasley headed to the Ministry while Mrs
Weasley cleaned the house. Ginny and Ron were out practising
Quidditch plays, Hermione began reading as always and Fleur
remained asleep.
Harry headed up to his room and got ready for the day. The
Headmaster would arrive at the Burrow within the hour and he didn't
want to be late for the whole affair. He very much hoped it would be
finished quickly, the less time surrounded by the whole affair the
better.
Harry went to his bedside table, retrieving his wand. He looked down
the length of the holly shaft. He hadn't examined his wand in quite
some time. When he thought about it, he realized that he took his
wand very much for granted. It had seen him safely, relatively safely,
through so much adversity and he had never bothered to truly take
care of it as well as he should have.
He fished some equipment from his trunk. A torn, ratty shirt that
Dudley had worn once and destroyed and some elements from his
broom servicing kit, namely the polish. Dipping the cloth in the
pungent, viscous liquid, he began rubbing it onto the smooth surface
of the holly shaft, coating a thin, sheening layer on it.
Harry forgot to close the door and currently occupying the frame was
none other than Fleur. She looked vastly better than she had in the
morning. He assumed some charms were at work. Though the
colour that rose in his cheeks elicited a laugh from the witch and
seemed to save him from any further comments.
"I see you're finally up." He shot back quickly, perhaps too quickly.
She merely flicked her hair in his direction in an action that was
unquestionably 'Fleur Delacour'.
He put his wand and polish aside. She wrinkled her nose at the
pungent smell of the broom polish.
He shook his head and merely pointed to the jar of polish with his
vastly better-looking wand.
"I thought you had been up here 'partaking', it smells terrible in here."
She commented, crinkling her nose in further disgust.
"Oh tasted it often have you?" She asked slyly, trying to bait him into
further admissions. "I didn't take you for a connoisseur of Alcohol.
"I'm French, we're masters of all things fine cuisine and otherwise."
Fleur was not one to be so easily outwitted. "If that's what it takes to
have a slave under my control, though I wouldn't overestimate your
usefulness, I could just as easily train Ron up."
"Good luck there." Harry waved her off, "I'm sure he'll make
wonderful conversation." She let out a small chuckle but didn't follow
it up.
She noticed his change of attire, specifically that he was wearing his
best clothes.
Harry was going to say something but he had the 'sensation' again.
Like someone had gently ran their fingertips over the back of his
neck, but it was so much more than that. It was like hearing a single
instrument and finding a symphony on closer inspection, it was
indescribable.
They left the room and headed down the stairs, sure enough, the
Headmaster had arrived and was currently conversing with Mrs
Weasley in the kitchen.
"Good luck, 'Arry." Fleur said before giving him a small smile and
heading back upstairs.
The Professor had traded his usually resplendent, colourful robes for
a dark grey, his right hand still wore the dark glove too. He
concluded his conversation with Mrs Weasley and turned to Harry.
He led Harry out the back door of the Burrow and began walking to
the ward line. Harry sped up a little so they were walking side-by-
side.
"Alas, Harry, we are not. The floo network is heavily monitored by the
Ministry and frankly, we're unsure how to separate the trustworthy
from cohorts of Voldemort. No, We've got express permission from
Director Ragnok to apparate directly in the bank." He explained.
"I see you've made friends with our newest addition, young Miss
Delacour, tell me, what do you make of her?" The wizened wizard
probed.
His mind drifted to his newfound friend if her attitude in the morning
was any indicator she seemed more than eager to prove that she
didn't need any assistance. She'd never said it outright, but Harry
had more than a sneaking suspicion that the end of the Tournament
left a deeper mark than she cared to admit, a desperate need to
prove herself that triumphed over her other priorities.
"Why'd you decide to hire her sir?" Harry asked, "Surely you had a
lot of candidates in mind."
They continued walking and crossed the ward line, the Headmaster
offered his arm and the pair disapparated with a soft crack.
When they landed, Harry did not stumble as he had a few times
prior. Though it still upset his stomach greatly, enough that he was
forced to take a few sedate steps before he had the courage to
resume normal strides.
Harry peered around the room in which they had suddenly appeared,
they were in an area of Gringotts he had never seen before, but that
was to be expected given he had never apparated into the bank.
Whereas the outside of the building was made of bright white stone
and cobbles that rose in askew pillars and burnished bronze doors
that guarded it's depths, this section was entirely more elegant. This
sector of the bank rose in cultivated, glimmering marble pillars that
rose aloft into a roof that shone with the brightness of a galleon, it
was lavish, far more than the main lobby which he found interesting.
They turned the corner and continued walking, this particular hallway
extended further than Harry could see, every so often a door would
appear. He'd forgotten how many they'd passed. Sharpclaw,
Haggedtooth, Zagnoth, were written upon great golden plaques that
covered a portion of the door. They continued walking until they
finally halted upon a particular door.
Shiverbane
Once the goblins had walked them both to the desk, they quickly
stepped back and returned to their position at the door. The Account
Manager looked over his spectacles at the pair of them.
Both of them took a seat in the plush chairs in front of the desk, the
Goblin shuffled some papers and stamped one with an implement on
his desk before slipping them into a drawer. He grabbed another
stack of papers, straightening them before he placed them in front of
him.
"Are you ready to hear the last will and testament?" He asked, his
voice a little softer this time.
"I hereby begin the execution of the last will and testament of one
Sirius Orion Black. We will first begin with the division of assets
between tertiary benefactors. The deceased has bequeathed a sum
of three thousand Galleons to Andromeda Tonks née Black, a sum of
five hundred galleons to Hestia Jones and two-hundred and fifty
galleons to Elphias Doge." The Goblin finished with his first page,
gently placing it aside.
"I, Shiverbane, Master of Accounts for the Most Ancient and Noble
House of Black do declare the final will and testament of Sirius Orion
Black executed, may the deceased now rest."
Shiverbane traced the same rune on his desk and the words on the
paper became illegible once again.
He sighed and looked up at Dumbledore and Harry before taking off
his spectacles.
"It's a sad day when I must see another of a line I've served for over
a century light extinguished before his time, accusations
notwithstanding. I served his grandfather, Arcturus and his father,
Orion. I watched them grow old and perish, just as Melania,
Walburga and now, Sirius. It's saddening when such a prominent
family in our shared history is eliminated even if we've never been on
diplomatic have my condolences, young Potter."
"Now, young Potter," The goblin said, "I have something to ask you."
This intrigued both Harry and Dumbledore equally, the pair edging
forward in their seats. To their confusion, he merely procured a
single galleon.
"Now," The goblin began, rolling the coin between his short fingers, "I
find myself interested in whether the whispers that circulate within
these halls ring true."
"Why would that be?" Harry asked, trying to stop the frown he sorely
wanted to show to reach his features.
The Goblin merely placed the coin onto the wood of his desk onto
the rounded edge, using a clawed finger, he spun the coin in a
circular motion,
"We have a saying, in the Goblin Nation, young Potter." He said, no
longer focusing on the pair in front of him, his attention solely affixed
on the spinning galleon. "That malevolence and benevolence are
merely adjacent sides of a single galleon, that every time a Goblin is
born, they could be dark or light. They could lead us to riches or
ruins, death or dishonour."
He paused the coin with his long fingernail, letting it fall over to show
the emblem on the side.
"This is doubly so for powerful wizards. The world holds it's breath
while the coin topples. As many great men tore the world apart as
their counterparts rebuilt it, the cycle remains identical."
"To know if one day, you might be the right type should those same
men tear the world apart."
"For both our sakes, Mister Potter," The Goblin said with nought but
a small smile, "I hope neither of us ever have to truly learn the
answer to that question."
"Mister Potter!" Shiverbane called out. The pair stopped and turned
to face him. "I can't be sure whether or not the rumours are true, but
Goblin's have long memories. As long as our interests align, which
they appear to, you can always count on having allies within this
bank. However few we may be."
"One may apparate in, but not out," Dumbledore explained succinctly
to Harry, who looked confused as to why they came this way. They
continued out the main doors and into Diagon Alley. "An intuitive use
of charms indeed."
The atmosphere of the alley was still sedate, solemn. The few
people that remained active in the streets darted to and fro to the few
shops that remained open. Most, however, ducked away at the sight
of what was coming down the streets.
"Mr Potter," The man spoke tersely entirely ignoring Dumbledore, "I
heard from Dirk Cresswell that you were here."
"I suppose that's right," Harry spoke, not entirely sure how to
respond to what the man said.
"Indeed." The Minister responded - his lips a thin line. "I wonder if
you would be so polite to allow me a moment to speak with you."
The courtesy was feigned, and it was clear Harry had little choice in
the matter. Much like his appearance, his words carried a predatory
growl that made argument seem useless. Dumbledore merely stared
at the man with a look he couldn't decipher.
"I guess that'd be alright," Harry said hesitantly, a look to the
Headmaster yielded no indication on what he should do.
"Follow me." The man said gruffly, clearly foregoing pleasantries now
that he'd caught the prey in his jaws. His detachment formed around
him again, although this time encompassing Harry and Professor
Dumbledore in its formation before they set down the length of the
street.
' Not bold - old.' They said, ' A lion without teeth.'
He recalled reading another tabloid, this time one Mrs Weasley was
subscribed to. One side painted him a hero, the other a man long
past his prime, with no skill in administration only waning skills in
combat.
This was to prove to the people their Ministry still held the strength it
once had, to instil the common witch and wizard with the confidence
to stand with the Administration.
" Wand and spell guard me well!" A group of drunkards sung good-
naturedly in the corner, the only sign of life in the pub outside of quiet
patrons, " Or else I'm fucked and doomed to hell!" They finished in
raucous laughter, knocking together sloshing tankards.
One got up to sing the next verse, but another caught sight of the
Aurors and stopped his friend. The view of the Auror contingent and
the Minister himself seemed sobering enough to force them into
silence.
A hand from the Minister cut him off from any further questions. It
appeared the Minister wasn't exactly personable. They found
themselves in a fairly shallow room, the Headmaster accompanied
both himself and the Minister into the compartment, although the
Minister seemed quite angry at the uninvited guest.
The man sat down and sighed in relief. It was clear his leg pained
him greatly. He sat his cane down next to his seat and leaned
forward, so his elbows sat on the table.
"I'll be candid with you Mister Potter, I've never been one for pretty
words and half-truths," The man said, shooting the same predatory
gaze, "We're losing this war, we've been losing it since before it truly
had begun."
"It's almost like someone was trying to tell you." Harry snarked, aside
from a look of annoyance, the man ignored it.
"To put it in the simplest of terms, you need the Ministry and we need
you." He admitted, though he seemed to loathe doing so.
"I fail to see why I need you, the same people that spent the last
year slandering me about the same Dark Lord you're trying to fight."
Harry said, his anger running hot and scar twitching in anticipation.
Scrimgeour might've been content to let the first comment go, but
the second set him alight.
"Grow up." The man said simply, "The previous administration was
as much my fault as it was your own."
"I suppose it's changed now? Has it?" Harry shot back.
"No. It hasn't." The man regarded him with a harsh glare, "The rot
has had the better part of two decades to infest in the Ministry and
there's not a day I don't curse the hole Fudge dug for us. We've little
but leaks and words - the ship is sinking, Potter, but we shall not
drown while I live."
"Nothing?" The man scoffed, "Aye, nothing. I'm sure those pretty
words seem believable, it's a shame the dead won't hear them. I
wonder how many will have to die before you stop believing that
farce. I've seen men fall, good men. You want to be apathetic to our
cause? Be my guest." He rose up to his full height, his hands on the
table. His wounded leg shook under him and he didn't allow Harry to
retort, his scarred visage began to contort in a simmering rage that
he'd been trying desperately to beat down.
"I didn't get these scars by playing politics with Bureaucrats boy! "
The man snarled, if he looked a lion before, now he was a beast
now, unleashing its unbridled fury with its fangs bared. "I've seen
what war is like, Merlin above boy! I've fought in one myself and I'm
going to be amongst another, you want to cower behind
Dumbledore? Do it. But the darkness is coming and mark my words
boy. It'll be the ruin of us all."
"So I'm supposed to save them all am I?" Harry returned, but his
resolve was faltering, and Scrimgeour seemed to smell the
weakness like blood in the water.
"No, but some are better than none," Scrimgeour said, his voice
losing its edge as he pushed his advantage. His fury calmed and his
face lost his anger, he knew he was close to his quarry. "I'm in this
position - in this world a little while longer, to make sure others stay
here too."
Harry went to speak, but the man seized the advantage again.
"For whatever reason, people look at that scar and however little or
large it may be, they feel hope. The Ministry can't do that,
Dumbledore can't do that - but you can. I'm not asking you to forget
what the Ministry did to you. I'm not asking you to work for us. But
that scar is a symbol, one this nation needs. Like I said, help or
hinder. The former means we might be able to stand and fight; the
latter makes you a coward. Apathy won't serve us well Potter. It'll just
kill us all."
Harry seemed to sit in silence for what felt like an eternity, mulling
over the importance of the man's words. He looked to Dumbledore,
but he found no wisdom in the older man's eyes for him to follow.
"What do I do?"
The worlds were simple, and for the first time, he saw something in
the old lion's yellow eyes that looked conspicuously like victory.
"Not the most eloquent man, but a far more advantageous leader to
have, a sight better than Cornelius was ever going to be during the
war," Dumbledore commented on the retreating form of the Ministry
workers. It was the first time the man had talked in a while; he
remained mostly silent through the exchange.
"I believe you made the best out of an unfavourable situation. Rufus
Scrimgeour is a warrior, he's no bureaucrat, but he is cunning. If you
had too easily fallen into his pocket, you'd be forever jumping
through hoops on his command." The older man said, straightening
his robes as he stood up.
"He's not a bad man, better than most. But no man can occupy that
position with ease, the power takes its toll, and few can subvert its
influence for long. Power and politics are a volatile mixture, sickly
sweet, but corruptive even to the hardiest of men." His long beard
twitched with his words, "It takes a particular sort of man to sit in that
chair, one that Rufus Scrimgeour is not."
"Do you think he was telling the truth? About the Ministry falling?"
It worried Harry even more that Dumbledore knew the price of failure
as well. They left the small room and the Headmaster bid Tom
goodbye, a far greater courtesy than the Minister afforded him.
Harry arrived home, once he was sure that the Weasley matriarch
knew of his return, he brushed off questions from Hermione and
conversation attempts from Fleur. Feigning tiredness, he retired to
his room.
He took a seat on his bed before taking his glasses off. He rubbed at
his face tiredly. It seemed like every step forward he took in figuring
out where he stood in this war was soon tossed asunder from
something coming from every direction.
The way everyone talked it was as if the world's weight sat upon his
shoulders, teetering on a dangerous fulcrum that hovered over
peace and destruction. Hundreds were dead or injured already and
the war had barely begun. Britain looked to him for a saviour and he
was unsure if he could amount to what they needed.
Things wouldn't get easier, he had to get stronger, for his sake.
PAIRINGS : Harry/Fleur
RATING : M
The shrill, piercing shrieks of Ginny echoed through the house as the
Twins, who swore they were only here to wish their siblings farewell,
did their utmost to ensure chaos reigned wherever they could
manage.
That had been one of the few boons the Minister chose to grant him
against the many concessions he was forced to make.
" That scar on your head is little more, but skin marred red and
purple," The old lion spat when Harry started to inquire as to what he
was getting from their 'deal'. " Aye, I've got ten scars for every one of
yours. Don't presume to think that it truly holds any power over us,
and presume even less to ask anything of me."
Despite what the man said, he saw the benefit in providing
something in return. Though he felt that was more a result of the
ministry worker that seemed to whisper counsel to the older man
rather than the Minister's own idea.
With whatever heated debate the man seemed to have with his
advisor was rectified when he relented and before they left the Leaky
Cauldron, the process was finalised and he was free of the Ministry's
trace. He thought to push for his friends too, but after seeing the man
after that he'd wisely decided against it. Although he'd only met the
man once, it was enough to know that Scrimgeour wasn't one to be
bargained with. Each word that Harry spoke contrary to the man's
own plan set his pale yellow eyes alight with a thinly veiled anger
and he was smart enough to know pushing the man wouldn't end
well.
That, of course, was the second of his requests, the first sat at the
top of his trunk. He flipped either latch of the leather-bound case and
pushed the lid open, fishing out the first item he saw, the last he
packed.
The headline was published a few days ago and to Harry's surprise,
was the easier of the two to convince the Minister of. He was eager
to be shown as righting the wrongs of the previous administration. It
at the very least hailed him as what he was, a hero. It wouldn't
retrieve him from the veil, but at the very least he'd be heralded as a
hero as opposed to being scorned as a coward.
One written in his hand, but not his words. Only a single one, but
with the promise of more to come. His liaison to the Ministry, whom
he didn't know the name of simply sent letters for him to copy and
send back. That was the extent of Scrimgeour's master plan,
publishing the words of a teenager in the Daily Prophet.
" If you so meekly fell into his hands, you'd be forever jumping
through hoops on his command." Dumbledore's words echoed
hollow, for he felt like he'd be jumping through someone's hoops no
matter what he did.
It made him feel dirty, tracing words that weren't his own to publish
thoughts that he wasn't sure he believed. While he wasn't always a
paragon of intelligence, he wasn't dull either. He knew the
significance of his words, but that didn't make it any easier to pick up
the quill.
But they weren't the objects that held his interest at the moment, he
wiggled his way through robes and shirts until he grasped a book,
dragging it upwards through his other possessions.
Property of J. C. Potter
The exterior of the book was fairly pristine, a dark blue colour that
had stood the test of time. The writing underneath it less so, his
father's name was scribbled beneath it and wore the scars of the
years.
He ran his finger over the indentations the quill left, some of the ink
freeing from the page under the rough skin of his finger. He wasn't
entirely sure he could describe what he was feeling, instead of
turning the page his eyes remained affixed to the signature that
adorned the front page.
It was the first time he'd ever seen writing in his father's hand. The
inscriptions on the Marauder's map were written by Remus
presumably because his handwriting was the neatest. He'd seen
Sirius' writing countless times in letters delivered by tropical birds,
but this was something different entirely.
"Are they always this rowdy?" A voice laced with poorly laced disdain
asked from outside the room, though he didn't need to peer from his
position over the trunk to know the face. Fleur Delacour had become
a regular at his door.
The thought seemed to scare Fleur, another loud crash rang out and
Fleur winced as if in pain.
"You okay?" Harry queried, catching the latter half of her grimace.
"Fine," She said tersely as either Ron or Ginny tried their best to
imitate an earthquake, "Veela have sensitive hearing, nothing to
worry about." She waved off, having weakness on display seemed to
perturb her as much as the noise.
"Nowhere's quiet in this house ." She shook her head, looking up as
if she could see the source of the noise through the roof.
She tried to maintain the facade of civility, but her voice betrayed her
true feelings although he was unsure if it was born from her pain or
her feeling comfortable enough to do so. He was naive enough to
assume their acclimation to Fleur meant the tensions might ease,
that her willingness to be more friendly might've bridged the gap - it
hadn't. She'd stripped Hermione of her intellectual superiority, Ginny
of her brother and Molly of her first-born, crimes that as far as they
were concerned, weren't atoned for.
Bill hadn't been to the Burrow reliably for weeks, his contract moved
him place-to-place sporadically enough that he could hardly make
time for home life. She was lonely, although she did her utmost to
hide it. Alone and with the majority of the house against her, her ire
was often indiscriminate. In many ways, they were far worse off from
when they began.
"My dad's old Auror Manual." He said, referencing the book that he'd
just stowed back into his truck.
He nodded, and she set herself down beside Harry on his bed.
"Mostly stuff that won't really help us," He said, thinking back to the
first half of the book, "No wards from what I could see, just some
stuff that could be good in a duel."
"Fancy yourself a duelist then?" She asked, her lips shifted in a half-
smirk.
"Just alright?" She smiled smugly, "I'll have to test you then, no
protege of mine will be a lacklustre duelist."
"I've duelled and beat members of Voldemort's Inner Circle." He
scoffed, her tone was bordering on condescension.
"Perhaps," She weighed, "Or did they want you to beat them?"
"Say," She began, this time a bit more passive. "Do you think I could
borrow that book when you're done with it? It might have something
helpful."
Harry took his time to mull over her question. They were friends, that
was undeniable, but he was reluctant to relinquish the book to
anyone else.
"I was going to cut it in half until you said that," She joked light-
heartedly, presumably to set him at ease about his decision, "But
thank you."
He hadn't taken the time to truly examine her since she'd been in the
room, in her hands she clutched a piece of parchment and a
browned envelope. If he was the paranoid sort, he'd assume she
was almost trying to shield it from view.
The Veela crinkled her nose, appearing to dislike the sudden scrutiny
she was subjected to, but nodded.
"Next year," Fleur amended, "Maybe I was right. Maybe you are
interested in my sister?"
"Sod off." He shot back, though not unkindly, Fleur merely laughed
before continuing her prodding.
"Shall I tell her of Ginerva's longing glances? " She said, the last two
words dripping with a seductive tone, "Or do you think I'd best save
that for later?"
"Don't play coy Harry," She laughed slyly, "Methinks you have an
admirer in the Weasley household."
"Of course!" Fleur agreed with false enthusiasm, "I'm sure she
wakes every morning wearing her finest clothes and her hair done,
all to have breakfast with her brother's friend."
"But does she do so with only her brothers?" She queried, her ocean
blue eyes meeting his emerald in a fierce stare.
"How am I supposed to know?" He retorted, not entirely comfortable
where the questions were leading.
"I think you know," She refuted in turn, "I also think she's quite
jealous of me, non?"
She chortled, that same full-blown, infectious melody but this time it
made him feel like he was the butt of the joke, laughing at something
he couldn't quite figure out.
"Not that old?" She said in a poor imitation of anger, "My, you do
know how to charm a woman Harry."
The thumping and rattling upstairs suddenly fell silent and Fleur
seemed immensely thankful for the lack of clangorous noises. Soon
Ron raced down the stairs with hauling his trunk in hand. Ginny
followed soon after with hers floating behind her courtesy of the
Weasley Matriarch and her little purple Pygmy Puff, Arnold, in her
hand. Mrs Weasley followed soon behind, howling at them as they
raced down the stairs. To her credit, she gained instant composure
when she realised she was now in the presence of members of the
Burrow who weren't her children.
"Come along dears, the Ministry cars will be here shortly." She said
sweet, though still red in the face from exertion.
Harry and Fleur did as the matriarch bid, although the latter
grudgingly. Reluctant to flaunt his newfound ability to use magic in
front of Ron or Hermione he was relegated to hauling his trunk in his
hand, Fleur trailing behind him.
Soon enough, the roaring of engines was heard beyond the outskirts
of the Burrow. Eventually, two jet black cars came through the trees,
driving with a fair amount of haste if the dust cloud trailing them was
any indication. The rest of the Weasleys formed up outside, including
the twins, whom he hadn't really seen yet. Both of them being more
content in apparating around and causing mischief.
Fleur turned to Harry, "I'll see you at Hogwarts, I trust you won't
make any trouble for yourself between now and then?"
The first car pulled up and four Ministry Workers stepped out. The
first one he recognised immediately, Tonks still looked worn after
Sirius' death but the colour had restored to her face a bit. She
approached Harry but was noticeably apprehensive about contact
with her colleagues around.
Tonks flicked her wand and their luggage deposited itself into the
trunks of the rear car. Another flick opened the car doors save for the
drivers as she gestured for them to get in. Harry hopped in the car
first followed by Ron, it was certainly the product of an enlargement
charm, one row of hard leather seats ran where the back seats
would usually be while another full row of seats ran adjacent to those
in front, facing backwards. They all began to pile in including Tonks
and Auror Phelps whilst the other two hopped into the leading
vehicle. With a mechanical roar, the vehicles fired into action and the
wheels began their slow trudge towards their destination.
His frustration was short-lived, soon they returned to the vehicle with
one Pygmy Puff in tow and their journey began again in earnest.
They'd broken out onto the open road and met tar, they drove for a
little while longer before Tonks finally broke the silence, but not by
addressing him or the Weasleys but rather her partner in the vehicle.
She plucked her wand from her wrist holster, raising the dark shaft to
the roof of the car, chanting in a dialect that he didn't understand,
Hermione might've, though she remained silent. Tonks' wand
movements shifted from wayward motions to something more
deliberate and before their eyes, the exterior of the car shimmered
softly from view, camouflaging into their surroundings.
The leading vehicle with the two others, however, did not and when
the first junction came, they diverged onto a different path than their
vehicle.
"Where are they going?" Harry said, regarding the pair of Ministry
workers as the rear of the other car disappeared into the distance.
"Because," Tonks said, acknowledging them for the first time since
they left the Burrow, "Your safety is paramount."
"That doesn't tell me why they left us," Harry said, frowning at the
answer.
"So they'll fend for themselves then?" The raven-haired teen shot
back, incensed.
If the armed guard and escort weren't enough to remind him of that,
this was. As were the other cars of men and women risking
themselves so he might live.
Suffice to say, the rest of the journey passed with an uneasy silence
reigning.
A few hours later they pulled into the overflowing car park of King's
Cross Station. Muggles moved en masse, rush hour slowly
beginning in earnest, enough so that they couldn't safely navigate
and were relegated to parking a short distance from the car park.
The sun was high in the sky and the heat was still surprisingly high
for London. Once they'd pulled into a suitable location, Tonks pushed
her wand into the roof again and the exterior of the car materialised
into view as they piled out. Harry and Ron began passing trunks
from the rear of the vehicle. Ginny's came last and when he handed
her trunk to her, the Pygmy Puff balancing gently on top, she
grabbed too close to his hand, encompassing half of it in her own.
She flashed a smile that seemed to be indecipherable to him before
she trotted off. Maybe, Fleur was on to something.
The two Ministry Workers escorted them towards the station, their
robes contrasting greatly against the overwhelming exodus of
muggles moving to and fro. Though their outlandish clothing seemed
not to garner as much attention as he would've first thought He
imagined there'd been far stranger things at King's Cross Station.
They continued weaving their way through the crowd until they found
themselves past the barrier and onto the platform.
Tonks was directly behind him, the rest of the Weasleys and the
Hitwizard in front of him. He kept his pace until a pair of hands
seized his shoulders and pulled him sidewards, unbalancing him.
"Tonks -" Harry tried to call out as the hands pulled him behind a
pillar.
"Now." The Auror demanded and Harry did as he was bid, kneeling
down to untie and tie his trainers.
"Listen," She whispered again hardly, enough that her voice was
legible, if only just, "Scrimgeour's planning something, you need to
be vigilant."
"Now's not the time," She hissed peering over her shoulders, "He's
been monitoring the Floo network and owls, he's had advisors in his
office for weeks, make sure you don't tell anyone anything that we
can't handle being public knowledge, understand?"
"Up, quickly!" She bid urgently and he did so, now face-to-face with
each other.
"As for the other thing," She started, sounding like something was
stuck in her throat, "We need to know you're not going to do
something stupid this year."
"Like trying to avenge Sirius," She elucidated and his anger began to
grow, "We're worried you're going to do something that'll get you
hurt, we just-"
"How dare you?" He broke through the Aurors words, his own filled
with vitriol.
"Harry-" She tried again, taken aback by the sudden shift.
"You, Remus and the rest of the Order ignore me all of last year,
don't say a word to me after Sirius died and you expect me to do as
you say?" He spat, his scar pulsing angrily with each beat of his
heart. She had the decency to look abashed at his outrage, offering
no defence.
"I think I'll be fine." He snapped, " Thank you for your concern. " He
shot her a final look before stalking off towards the Weasley
contingent, unsure if the Metamorphmagus was trailing behind him.
By the time he'd reached the ginger-haired family, his absence
hadn't seemed too conspicuous. Thankfully, with him being in the
rear of the group they couldn't see his face nor the anger that surely
would be written across it as he did his best to bleed the rage off.
The Hitwizard who had led them there seemed to be aware of the
absence though and searched around for his lost partner.
Tonks' diversion and being last to board the train hadn't been as
much of an impediment as he'd imagined. He sent a sideways
glance down the platform, originally to see if Tonks was still there,
but he found something of greater interest. Draco and Narcissa
Malfoy, the latter seemed to place a nondescript bag into the
former's hands, who he quickly stowed away. That raised some
suspicions, especially since he saw him that day in Diagon Alley
lurking in the shadows.
In his current state, the task of pushing down the urge to chase the
blonde and seeing what he had was curtailed only by Fleur's advice
in his head.
' You'll catch the rat, but the pack will be smarter for it.' The
melodious voice echoed, he gritted his teeth and stepped through
the door into the carriage.
Once they boarded they were forced to shift through crowds of the
lower years to find a compartment. They eventually located an empty
one. It was of decent size and enough to fit six people comfortably.
Ron, Hermione and Ginny piled in and Harry lurked behind them,
content to let his anger simmer for the moment as the pain in his
scar waned.
"Got a new wand Nev?" Harry asked, nodding towards the death grip
that choked the wand, light in colour where his Father's was dark,
short where it was long, and straight where the other was crooked.
"Well good on her then, you were invaluable that night Neville, I
reckon your parents would be proud." Harry said sincerely, the same
glimmer that had momentarily bloomed in the boy's eyes had
vanished under his words.
Neville smiled and moved to sit his trunk on the rack above Ginny
but it was to heavy for him to put up properly, his trunk burst open
and his old remembrall flew out and careened for Ginny's head, she
put her hands up to stop it but Harry's hand was faster, honed by
years of dodging brown balls and motley coloured spells. He caught
the smoke-filled ball within his fingertips, leaning over Ginny to do
so, an action that certainly didn't go unnoticed by the girl.
"Sorry 'bout that." Neville apologised, taking the item from Harry's
outstretched hand.
"That's alright," Ginny mumbled as Harry leaned back into his seat.
"Thanks." She added towards Harry in an even lighter mumble,
before claiming she needed to use the toilet and retreating from the
compartment.
"Maybe it's just a trick to go see Dean?" Harry teased Ron with a sly
look when the girl had retreated from the compartment.
"Sod off, not that slimy git." Ron bit back, clearly annoyed.
"What's wrong with Dean?" Hermione asked, looking between Ron
and Harry with the same harsh glare that dared them to say
something stupid. Thankfully, Ron charged in first as far as the
stupidity was concerned.
"Never really liked the guy." He admitted in a sour tone. "Just not
sure he's the right bloke to be dating Ginny is all."
"Harry can back me up, can't you mate?" Harry just shrugged. He
couldn't say he'd been in the same position nor did he have any
misgivings with his dark-skinned roommate. Though their words
seemed to ignite the same cyclical arguing that had been happening
for years without end. Harry was just thankful for the illusion of
normalcy brought back to him at returning to school and seeing his
friends argue.
Once the train broke away from London into the famous Scottish
Highlands and the hours began to pass, the trolley lady began to
make her rounds. She came and went wishing them well though
Harry chose not to partake in the sweets as he once had. With
further hours passing soon the call for the Prefects meeting came
and Ron and Hermione shuffled out dutifully and Harry too left to use
the loo.
He'd separated from the pair of them and crossed into another
carriage to the toilets. He did his business and exited the small
toilets and found another unwelcome sight on his exit.
The blonde boy was still skulking about, presumably to the Prefect's
meeting. The alcove that held the toilets meant while Harry had seen
him, he wasn't so sure of the inverse. The boy walked past and they
locked eyes, though he passed without incident, no foul-mouthed
insults nor threats, he seemed to be intent on his destination more
than anything. Perhaps if he was less perceptive, he might've
missed something about the boy.
His left hand clutched something gingerly, clearly worried about it's
delicacy. It took him a short moment to realize exactly what it was, or
at least, what he thought it was. The overhead lights shone down
brightly and whatever was in his hands reflected the light in an odd
way.
The importance of silk wasn't something that he'd have ignored after
his education on all dark matters by the false Alastor Moody, the
man's gruff voice seemed to ring his counsel in his ears.
There was that same rational part in his brain, the same melody of
Fleur's counsel. The pack might be smarter for it, but the temptation
not to learn the rodent's plan was another issue entirely. He had his
plan and with long, purposeful strides he returned back to his
compartment.
He knew Draco better than anyone, at least, so he thought. He had
something, something that was no doubt a danger to someone,
somewhere. Blinded by hatred or otherwise, heeding counsel from
someone who didn't know the boy as well as he didn't sit well with
him.
Neville hopped up and they bid Luna farewell and headed towards
the front of the train, where they assumed the Conductor's
Compartment would be located as neither had ever been. Harry's
plan to crack Draco Malfoy's 'conspiracy' was shattered for the
moment, he'd have to seize an opportunity in future.
They made their way through the remainder of the carriages until
they got to the front of the train. There was a door that connected the
last carriage that no one was allowed to enter labelled
'COMPARTMENT C', Harry seized the door handle and pulled it
open.
"Ah, Harry, my boy!" Slughorn said jovially once he had noticed him
and Neville had arrived. "Mister Longbottom too! How very delightful,
please take a seat. We've got some beverages here, of course, feel
free to indulge."
Harry decided to be easy on Neville and let him sit next to Ginny
whereas he took a seat next to Belby. Picking up one of the drinks in
a fanciful cup with a slice of fruit on the rim. He peered down into the
cup. It was a thin, clear liquid that smelt almost tropical. He took a
hesitant sip of the drink, it burned his throat not dissimilar to the
feeling of firewhiskey. But this time, he belched no flames, only
fought against the odd compulsion.
Marcus, who at that point had been wolfing through the sandwiches
provided with such ferocity that Ron would be proud looked
embarrassed at the topic.
"Do you see much of him these days?" The Professor pushed,
clearly not perturbed by the boy's nervous demeanour.
"Ah, well no bother then! I daresay he'd be a most busy man, being
such a successful potioneer as Damocles is, with his creation of the
Wolfsbane Potion and whatnot. The Belbys have always been the
capable sort!" He offered, this elicited a small smile from Marcus.
From the outside, you could see clearly what he was doing, or
maybe it was just Harry's forewarning on the matter. He'd questioned
Marcus and then made him feel like he was a valued member, Harry
supposed he wasn't Head of Slytherin for nothing. The man clearly
had cunning in spades to weave the webs he was so proficient with.
"They're both quite well. Uncle Tiberius has been doing excellent
work with keeping the civilians safe, and Father is always reaching
higher, us McLaggens are an ambitious sort." He said proudly.
Again, Slughorn took it with ease. "I dare say you are! Well, send my
regards to both of them, it's been quite some time since I made the
company of such excellent men. Though I heard you made good
time in the hunting season?"
"A good season too! Bagged a few Erumpents on the reserve." The
boy boasted and Slughorn's face seemed to push him onwards
"And tell me, Blaise, how is your mother fairing?" He questioned, but
there was a clear edge in Slughorn's voice now.
"She is well, she's currently working on a business venture in Rome."
The dark-skinned boy said tersely. Where the others, or at the very
least McLaggen seemed keen to boast or appease Slughorn, Blaise
didn't seem so eager to please.
"Ah yes, Hera always was a bright and beautiful woman, please do
send my regards," Slughorn said quickly, seeming to want to switch
from Blaise with all due haste without being disrespectful. It made
Harry terribly curious about why that was.
"So there truly isn't any truth to the rumours of a prophecy then?"
The older man asked, leaning forward to rest his chin on his hands.
Ginny chose to make her own addendum. "I don't remember seeing
any Prophecy down there. We duelled near the Hall of Prophecies
but we didn't see any." Neville merely nodded in agreement. Harry
thought it wise to nod too. He made hard eye contact with the
Professor and noticed the glint within his eyes had turned steely.
The lie hadn't passed as well as they'd thought. Ginny was probably
the best liar out of the three of them, having lied to her parents about
riding brooms for years, but the look on Slughorn's face showed he
didn't believe the story for a moment. Harry didn't want to say
anything else. He felt the odd compulsion to procure and start
sipping a second drink and he'd been beginning to feel the
pleasurable buzz that the drink brought. It was clear why he'd set
them out if this was the reaction, that they'd be more compliant to his
questions, more susceptible if they were exposed to alcohol. It was
cunning, he had to yield that much to the Professor.
"I did hear that Albus, or rather the Headmaster made quite a
spectacle, no?" He prompted eagerly.
"I suppose some would say that, sir." He replied evenly, though the
older man was not dissuaded.
"They also said you alone were responsible for felling many Death
Eaters?"
"Perhaps," Harry said, trying to be diplomatic. "I can't say I read it,
sir, not after last year."
"Oh bully," The older man said, "Anywho, I shall not pester you about
it any more, terrible business I'm assured." Despite his saying
otherwise, the man wore a look as if he intended to do just that.
"Perhaps," The man announced, taking a stand with the little space
between him and the table, "I think I should properly introduce
myself."
Conversation quieted down soon after the man's long tirade, they
chatted quietly while they dined on sandwiches provided. Harry
didn't eat much, more intent to watch the boisterous man. But he
soon made his way into a third drink, the odd compulsion to pick up
the cup not yet abating. Not long after they'd finished, Slughorn
made a grand gesture, looking at his watch overtly, appearing to be
shocked at what he found.
"Oh my! Look at the time! Less than an hour to Hogsmeade Station.
You'd best get along then and remember, my door is always open
should you need help!" The new Professor bid them well and began
politely shooing them from the compartment.
They began to file out and Harry's plan prior to the long-winded
'luncheon turned networking' began anew, the Prefect meeting would
be long done so Draco would be back in his compartment. More
importantly, Zabini would be going back there. Zabini shot out of the
Compartment. Harry had to be quick, he followed behind him
feigning ignorance until he could pull his invisibility cloak out of his
jacket.
" Contusio," Harry whispered. The first spell on his mind was the one
he'd only learned that morning.
"What the fuck was that?" Blaise spat vulgarly once he'd regained
some composure.
"To connect with his students I suppose," he said indifferently, "It was
only six of us. That pig Belby, McLaggen, Potter, Weaslette,
Longbottom and myself."
"Well, I don't foresee I'll be at this dump for much longer anyway."
Draco announced."Something's happening this year, I doubt those
same swine will be allowed back."
Blaise started as if to ask what it was but Draco shot him a glare that
seemed to ward him off from doing just that.
"Do tell Draco." Pansy said eagerly, clearly not taking the cue Blaise
did.
"Not now." The blonde boy ordered, seeming far harsher then what
was necessary.
" Yes, Drakey. Do tell." Blaise said, mocking the pug-faced girl.
Harry could hear the hatred within his voice, but the dark-skinned
boy wasn't cowed in the slightest, not this time.
"There's only one Lord, Blaise and he'd flay you for your
impudence."
If the rumours are true, they couldn't get enough of each other last
year.
Last he saw the pair were on good terms, but now he appeared
nervous, jittery almost. He kept his right hand clutched in his pocket,
presumably on the silk bag he'd been trying desperately to hide. It
seemed woefully tame for what Harry hoped to be a moment of
incrimination for Draco.
Harry could see from the windows they were entering Hogsmeade
Station, the resounding noise of the train's horn only served to
reinforce that. Goyle shot up to the luggage rack and swung his trunk
down with a fair amount of force, on its way it smacked Harry's head,
hard. He fought to stop a gasp as he felt blood run down his head.
He saw white and Goyle was wondering what he hit but clearly
wasn't too bothered by it as he walked out of the compartment. The
rest of the trunks didn't worry Harry but his head was still spinning,
the alcohol certainly didn't help his predicament.
Draco seemed to pause for a moment while the others grabbed their
trunks, a look of strange contemplation instead.
"You guys go on, I'll be along in a moment," Draco said, the others
looked confused but followed his orders.
Draco feigned reaching up to his trunk but shot his wand out instead,
plunging under the depths of the cloak.
A spell flung by that Harry didn't hear, a bright white flash that
illuminated his vision for a moment. With his wand stowed away in
his waistband, it would be no easy task to retrieve it. Instead, Harry
resorted to a less intellectual form of battle; one Dudley Dursely had
taught him with blow after blow.
His fists.
He swung his right hand, hard. His swing lacked finesse but did not
want for power, it careened across the distance and struck Draco in
the chin, sending the boy sprawling backwards with a surprised cry.
His vision was still unclear from the knock to the head and
Slughorn's compartment but the bright, almost white-blond hair was
a beacon in the dark. He made to swing another first, but to his
chagrin, Draco saw an opportunity to strike. Harry's arm raised, and
the cloak shifted, exposing the body beneath.
" Petrificus Totalus !" he cried, Harry felt the cloak swing off of him,
he was hardly in the state of mind or body to respond in a manner
that would send the curse careening past him. The distance was too
short and Draco's advantage with having his wand, too great.
The spell struck his body, there was an overwhelming coldness for a
brief moment as the spell washed over him. But there was a
briefness to it, taken over by the sudden fall to the hard ground. The
impact had cracked his glasses, and white spots overtook his vision.
Harry fell the distance to the ground with a sick thud. Draco looked
down disdainfully.
He took a moment to tend to his cracked lip, even Harry could see
the rivulets of crimson making themselves known on his lip.
"I thought there was something amiss. I knew I saw something when
Blaise couldn't close the door, or when Goyle hit you with his trunk.
Didn't your filthy mudblood whore of a mother teach you any
manners?" He gasped, "It's rude to spy on your betters." He followed
that point by stomping his boot into Harry's face, the cartilage
bending under the bottom of his foot with a sickening crack.
He leant down and placed his wand under Harry's chin, but as he did
so, the train blew its whistle again. Draco stood up quickly and threw
the cloak back over Harry.
"They might find you in London; they might not. Good riddance
Potter." He spat a mouthful of blood on the floor of the cabin. The
blonde boy was wroth.
He quickly left the compartment, but Harry didn't see what followed
as the harsh grips of unconsciousness grasped him and dragged
him under its spell.
Hard Truths
TITLE : A Different Kind of War
PAIRINGS : Harry/Fleur
RATING : M
Will try and focus on the rewrite for a while, had a lot of fun writing
this chapter. It's a bit shorter than the others, but I tried to take in the
comments about me being too verbose, I hope it pays off.
Not that he could ever remember hearing one with particular clarity.
Petunia certainly never did him the service of singing one, although
he doubted she could sing anyways. It could've been his mother, but
yet, this was a voice cut from a different cloth altogether. A melody
that seemed intent on waking the sleepers.
" Rennervate." The same voice incanted softly, " Finite."
Harry groggily opened his eyes, the world was dark around him, his
vision still plagued by bright, white spots, blood continually dripping
down his face from his presumably broken nose. When his vision
cleared he found himself looking into the beautiful, ocean blue eyes
of Fleur Delacour. She seemed anxious, given Harry's current state,
he couldn't say her worry was unwarranted if he looked as bad as he
felt.
His response clearly gave her some ease as she let out a sigh of
relief. She gently grabbed his jaw, tilting it to and fro observing his
injuries. He let out a little wince when she twisted too far and she
frowned.
He felt her place her wand under his jaw, not unlike Draco did
before, except this time the presence exuded a calming presence,
which was not unwelcomed given his current state.
" Comprimo reintegro. " She whispered, the reaction was almost
instantaneous. His nose shifted back into place and his jaw righted
itself, both echoing in the compartment with a sickening crack.
" Perspicuitatem ." His vision began to clear up and the white faded
into the colours of the scenery.
" Oculus Reparo" Seemed to be the final spell, snapping the frame of
his glasses into place.
"How do you feel?" She questioned him gently, lifting him into a
sitting position.
"As I looked," He japed, although she clearly wasn't in the mood for
jokes. "Not great but better now, thank you."
"Do you want to divulge what you were even doing to end up in this
state?" She said, in a tone that reminded him very much of a young
Hermione.
Fleur looked incensed and soon became irate. "Do you always
attempt to circumvent our best efforts to keep you safe with acts of
idiocy?"
"I don't need to be kept safe." He bit back. "I just… I made a
mistake."
She let out a snort at his statement. "I found you in a pool of your
own blood looking like the Hogwarts Express itself hit you, not
exactly an amazing endorsement of your refusal to be protected or
counselled. You should've listened to me when I told you to let it lie."
"I still think he's been ordered by Voldemort, he was talking of how
something was going to happen at Hogwarts, he was talking about
Voldemort. I'm sure of it."
"So you uncovered school gossip?" She said dryly, "What a find. Tell
me, who does Draco Malfoy have a crush on?"
"It's more than just gossip Fleur." He argued, "You don't know him as
well as I do."
"That's where half your problems come from." She said, "You're
blinded by your hatred of him."
"Yes, you are. It's clear as day. What grounds do you have to believe
he's under Voldemort's orders? Other than the fact that you dislike
him and his father had joined the Death Eaters?"
"He's been carrying around a silk bag, I don't need to tell you what
that means."
"Heaven forbid the boy buys silk," Fleur said, dramatically. "You're
not going to see sense if your ears are unwilling to hear it, Harry. He
might have something, but that's our job, not yours."
"See where that attitude gets you?" She said, stretching her hands
out around her, "Sure. You could've learned something useful. But
what if Draco Malfoy was made of something harder? What if he was
truly lost? Then you'd be dead, alongside anything you learned."
"I don't doubt that. There indefinitely is some plot or another, but
Draco Malfoy is not a tool for Voldemort to wield within Hogwarts.
Like I said in the Alley and if he is, Dumbledore will know about it.
But sometimes the best way to trap your enemies is to play their plan
out."
"So playing out a plan that we don't know is a better idea?" Harry
asked.
"How many times have my ideas seen you bloody and bruised?"
Fleur replied, a superior smirk across her beautiful features and
Harry let out a barely audible sigh.
"You're learning," She deduced, "I'm not telling you to stop playing
the game, Harry. I'm telling you that if you truly want to be an asset,
Play it smarter. "
"I was going to ask you to help me map the wards and secret
passages tonight, but I fear you're in quite a state." Fleur said simply.
He shot her a smile and she rolled her eyes, they made it off the
train at the station but all the carriages had been long since gone.
"How did you even get here?" He questioned. "It's a long walk from
the castle."
She patted the pockets of her robes. "I flew here, But that doesn't
look like much of an option anymore."
They flew for a few minutes before they touched down where the
carriages usually dropped students off.
"I am Veela." She said simply as if that explained it all. "The skies
were our domain long before any man."
"I'm Fleur Delacour." She said as if that gave all the explanation
needed.
"I don't need to remind you that the Triwizard Cup was silver, do I?"
She mocked.
She let out a gentle giggle before they made it through the archway.
Fleur felt Harry tense and looked for the source of it, to the left of the
gates were a massive pile of trunks with Argus Filch trapezing
through them, searching them individually. Draco was with Professor
Snape, Harry could make out a piece of conversation.
"I can assure you, Argus, my student is not carrying anything illicit
nor should his person come under any undue scrutiny, I've already
searched the boy." Snape said silkily to the older man. Flich merely
grunted and looked at the mountain of motley trunks he had to
search and shooed them away. Draco stared at Harry intently, he
would have assumed a cocky smile would've found its place onto his
face as well. He felt his hand creep down towards his wand.
" Play it smarter ." Fleur reminded him, her breath tickling his ear.
He stopped reaching for his wand but the tension in his shoulders
never abated. Despite what they all said, Draco was here on a
mission and Harry would do his utmost to learn it.
They continued walking once they passed through the front gates,
they soon entered the castle. She turned to him and with a quick flick
of her wand transfigured his current clothing into his Gryffindor
robes. She righted the collar and looked at his face a little harder and
before he knew it, her wand was touching the gap between lip and
nose.
" Scourgify ." She said brightly, the blood that remained on his face
began to scrub away. Though Harry's eyes watered, it felt like his
nose was scrubbed through by a metal scouring pad. He resolved
not to let that happen again anytime soon.
They turned the corner and entered the Great Hall through the set of
large doors. The feast was already in full swing and Harry had
missed the sorting. Quite a few Gryffindors turned to Harry and their
looks turned vacant with their proximity to Fleur. His friends all turned
to him as he took a seat next to Ron.
"Just talking to Fleur." Harry waved off succinctly, not all that keen to
begin that certain conversation at dinner. He grabbed a pitcher and
poured himself a healthy serving of pumpkin juice, imbibing
cautiously in the sweet liquid.
"Hey Harry," A voice from his left sounded. He turned and found
himself on the opposing side of Katie Bell's caramel eyes. "Heard
McGonagall is looking to make you Captain."
"There's a war going on." He pointed out, "I can't really justify
spending much time on something like Quidditch. That and I don't
know much about Quidditch plays."
"I guess it looks like that, I suppose it'll be up to you to take the
reins." Harry said, patting her on the back.
"Oliver will be rolling in his grave I reckon," She said, taking a sip
from her goblet. "Losing his protege and all."
Harry snorted, "If I'm Oliver's protege, we've got more problems than
just me quitting Quidditch."
"To our last cup then." Katie said, pinching Harry's goblet and raising
it, before taking a healthy swig.
"I distinctly remember pouring that for me." Harry said dryly as the
girl placed the goblet back down.
"Consider your cup for the Quidditch Cup." The brunette said with a
wide smile.
"You'd be surprised."
"Wanker." She swore, and for good measure finished off Harry's
drink.
"I think it'll be safe," She said, a finger tapping her chin, "But I'd eat
quickly anyways, just to be safe and all."
Harry piled roast beef onto his plate, he was desperately hungry. The
alcohol and getting treated like a punching bag for a litany of
different people worked up an appetite. He'd barely had the first bite
when Professor Dumbledore rose to his winged lectern in the centre
of the hall. The Headmaster tapped his wand onto one of the golden
wings, letting out the harsh, clangorous noise reminiscent of a gong.
"To begin with, We have two new additions to our staff. Miss Fleur
Delacour, whom I'm sure you all remember from the Triwizard
Tournament has graciously returned to assist in safeguarding the
castle against danger." Fleur in the meantime rose and gave a small
curtsey before retaking a seat. She received a smattering of
applause, mostly from her male audience.
"Whilst she is conducting her duty, she has powers congruent to
those of your Professors. Please do not impede her as she goes
about her duties. Reprising his role as Potions Master, we have
Professor Horace Slughorn. As a result of such an appointment,
Professor Snape will be moving to take the post of Defence Against
the Dark Arts." This garnered small applause, mainly from the
Slytherin table.
"Many years ago, a student walked these halls, not unlike you. He
was a model student, knowledgeable and kind. But under the veneer
of civility and intelligence he hid a darker side. He perverted many to
his cause within these walls and he would seek to do so again. His
name was Thomas Riddle or the moniker he chooses to use now,
Lord Voldemort." The hall seemed to morph in an amalgamation of
gaps and mutterings.
"His return was obscured from you for more than a year. But I shall
not spin falsities for you, the danger is real, not only and not only
within the Isles, danger seldom pauses to rest. Voldemort will try and
sway you with whispers of becoming a conqueror, of gaining power."
"But you shall find nought but servitude and suffering in the arms of
Voldemort. You needn't look any further than our own Cedric Diggory
for confirmation should you feel disinclined to listen to my counsel.
Your choices are your own, scorn or praise the Dark Lord as you
wish. But do not mistake my words, nor his intentions. He shall seek
to wield you as weapons against one another within these walls to
divide you, to see you do battle in this very school. His greatest
weapon in this war is not the crude matter of spells and wands, but
of minds - your own minds. His greatest weapon in this war is you,
don't let it be so."
His tone backflipped in an instant. "Well! Pip, pip! Off to bed!" He
said before vacating the hall quickly. The remainder of the hall was
as quiet as crypt, the only noise was the prefects ushering the
younger years to their common rooms. Harry was lucky he indulged
in a few sandwiches in the Conductor's compartment as the food
promptly disappeared with the Headmaster and his stomach growled
in anguish.
He watched Ron and Hermione begin to escort the first years to the
Common Room. He stood up from the bench to head to the common
room as well.
"Mister Potter." A stern voice spoke from behind him, dragging his
attention from his quest to get some sleep. He turned to lock eyes
with the speaker, it was Professor McGonagall wearing her usual
attire. "The Headmaster has requested I escort you to his office."
She made a gesture with her hand that he was to start walking.
They made it out of the Great Hall, it was surprisingly desolate but
Harry supposed that the Headmasters words had a profound effect
on many of them. Everyone had always felt safe with Dumbledore at
Hogwarts. For him to admit that danger still lurked likely had a
profound impact on the student population. Harry couldn't fault them
for not being too jovial.
They stepped aboard one of the shifting staircases, it was taking its
time to revolve to the next landing. Professor McGonagall decided to
speak. "I do hope, Mister Potter, that I might persuade you to take
the Quidditch Captaincy this year?"
Harry shook his head at her. "I don't think so, Professor. I wasn't sure
I was going to play this year. I love the sport but I don't know if I can
justify spending so much time on it, with what is going on outside."
"Yes, Miss Bell will have quite a task set out in front of her with the
training of a younger team. It is truly a shame, dare I say it, you were
one of the best Mister Potter."
"I'll leave you here Mister Potter, good night." McGonagall said
before turning about and disappearing down the same corridor they
just walked through. He ascended the stairs, steeling himself to see
the carnage he wreaked the last time he stood in this office.
He finished the final few steps and came face-to-face with the
Headmaster's Office.
He's clearly redecorated. Harry mused. Last time he saw the office it
was in a considerable state of disrepair, now that void seemed to
have been patched with artifacts. The next case was a gnarled piece
of wood, likely about the size of Harry's leg if his estimates were
correct.
"Hello Harry." A voice said from the back of the office, shocking
Harry out of his stupor, he didn't hear anyone enter. "I see you're
admiring my new choice of decor."
"They're nice Professor." Harry said, "If you don't mind me asking
why didn't you display them before?"
"Alas, I never felt the particular need to show off my collection. But
recently, I've had a change of heart," He smiled at Harry. "Just some
of the few items I collected as Supreme Mugwump and Chief
Warlock. Even my predecessor, Headmaster Dippet contributed to
the collection."
"Have you had them for long?" Harry asked, "They seem ancient."
"Quite some time, I felt now more than ever that they'd be a prudent
reminder of the task ahead."
"Tell me, Harry." The man assumed his grandfatherly tone, "Do they
have something in common?"
He'd only seen two, but he assumed well enough what the
connection was.
"A piece of a puzzle, perhaps, but not the full image." The man said,
taking a step towards the displays. "They're stories, not complete
ones either."
"Indeed," The Headmaster said, placing his hand atop the case
containing the breastplate. "Laurier was indeed a good man in his
youth. But war changed him, as it changes all that have the
misfortune of experiencing it reign. He returned to England a hero
and left the world a bigot. A drunkard so intent on policies of
suppression against others that he was murdered in his own home
by those he sought to stomp under heel."
The man took a step forward and placed his hand again on the case,
but rather the case that held the gnarled wood.
"Gradlon too was a good man once. He raised massive earthworks
to house the magical population of Bretagne. But it was said a Siren
stole away his wife, fearful of her beauty matching their own. When
she died, the Sirens and the rising sea fled to the safety of the
channel and Gradlon stained the waning waves with the blood of
Sirens and innocents alike to fill the void they left behind."
"Indeed." The man said, "I imagine when I've returned to the earth,
they shall sing the songs about me and mine. Of my triumphs and
battles fought. Of the man who conquered Grindelwald and yet, they
shall forget all my many faults. The songs they sing will be pretty, but
hollow when the day closes."
"It's a nice thought isn't it?" The man said offhandedly, "But when
they sing those songs and tell those tales, the aspects that made us
remember, that we need to recall will be absent. No one will
remember why Grindelwald fell to Dark Magic, but they'll remember
how I fought him. It makes for an exciting tale but it shall matter little
when the next Dark Lord rises because we couldn't remember our
faults."
"That's why you want them?" Harry asked, "To remember our
faults?"
"Yes, my boy." The older man agreed, "Oftimes, tales are just that.
Illusions that we weave to help children sleep at night. Sometimes,
we twist them beyond recognition until they only suit our purpose.
Sometimes, they're even lost to memory. But so rarely are they ever
the truth and rarer still do we ever learn from them."
"Not yet." The man amended, procuring a thin vial that held what
looked like a cloud of writhing white energy. "Not while we remain."
"Not mine, I'm afraid." The man explained, thumbing the stopper
from the bottle, emptying it into his Pensieve. "A Hitwizard, one who
saw more than any man ever should and a key to understanding the
enigma that is Tom Riddle."
The man poured the vial into the ornate Pensieve, coalescing from
its captivity like smoke as it fell downwards. The water sprouted
tendrils of white, soon turning the entire surface to something akin to
milk glass. It seemed to conceal the memories behind a thin layer of
what looked like morning mist.
Harry grabbed onto the desk that the Pensieve sat upon, almost
risking plunging himself back into the depths of the memory in an
attempt to steady himself. An uneasy silence sat heavy in the Office
of Albus Dumbledore as Harry returned to his seat.
"They were mad, weren't they? Harry asked quietly.
"Indeed," The man agreed, his eyes uncharacteristically dull. "A vein
of corruption always ran within the Gaunt Family. They, as I'm sure
you know, trace their lineage back to Salazar Slytherin. They married
cousin to cousin, brother to sister in an effort to keep said line pure .
Purity wasn't just an obsession for the Gaunt's. Lineage was their
lifeblood, it ruled them and in the end, it ruined them."
"I see where Riddle got it from." Harry said, his voice hard.
"The same beast that turned the owners of those artifacts. We are
not the sum of our circumstances, nor is fate certain. But we are
victims of them. Tom grew up amidst four wars, two muggle and two
magical. All he ever knew was hatred and scarcity. Where men and
wizard alike dealt in blood and ichor, rather than diplomacy. Chasing
a legacy he always dreamed of having, but could never truly find
until he came to Hogwarts. He might've been the sanest of his family,
but he could not escape his circumstances. In the end,
circumstances ruined him far worse than the slobbering malevolence
and rhetoric of the Gaunts ever could."
"You sound like you almost feel sorry for Riddle." Harry frowned.
"I do, in a way." The man said, his eyes staring past Harry at the
wall. "Never for the man that he became, but for the boy he once
was, the boy he could've been."
"So it's not just Voldemort's defeat that lies in these memories?"
Harry asked.
"I told you all those nights ago, Horace had a greater reason for
being here. All those years ago, he gave Tom Riddle the answer to a
question he'd longed for - a method to circumvent death. Horace has
always been the scholarly sort, he delved into the esoterica of some
of the darkest magic. He told Tom something that night, something
that keeps him tethered to this plane of existence, whilst he is bound
to this world, he can never truly be banished."
Harry felt it again, the immense pressure on his shoulders again, like
the weight of the world wanted to drive him into the floor. Not only did
he have to first discern and decipher the methods Voldemort used to
gain immortality, he had to be strong enough to best him.
It took a moment for Harry to absorb the gravity of the situation.
"How…" He swallowed what felt like a lead weight. "So we need him
to tell us?"
"We do, but he's far too reticent to share the truth with us."
"Why?"
"He can't be that powerful, I doubt half of us had heard his name
before today."
"So you need me to find a way into his collection?" Harry asked,
unable to keep distaste from his voice.
"Simply make yourself available." The older man said, "Horace has
seldom resisted temptation. Make yourself available and your
opportunity will arise."
"You may yet be our only chance of persuading Horace, Harry. I'm
afraid our reservations will have to wait for safer tidings."
Harry nodded, there wasn't a whole lot else to do. It seemed every
moment the weight grew in intensity.
"Well then. Before I release you to the comforts of your own bed, I
fear I have one more item on our agenda."
"I've been told you may have had an altercation with Mister Malfoy
aboard the Express?" The older man asked, leaning forward. His
eyes seemed to hold an edge that would dissuade him from lying -
not that he would anyway.
"I did," Harry said, having the good sense to look abashed.
"Fear not, I shan't chastise you Harry. I fear you've paid your dues
enough for one night." The man seemed to lean closer, his eyes
twinkling in the candlelight. "But I'd implore you to heed my advice.
Do not push Draco Malfoy any further than you already have, lest he
reacts."
"I'm sure I could beat him sir." Harry argued, but he couldn't help but
wonder whether his impudence was born from the afront out of his
feelings for Draco, or his besting of him.
"I'm well aware of the fact a plot surrounds Draco Malfoy, Harry." The
man interrupted gently.
"As opposed to letting him roam free under the tutelage of his father
and others?" Dumbledore pointed out, "If we ever want anyone to
see our way of life as superior, they need to know it's different. If we
incarcerate a boy that's been coerced by his father his entire life,
shall he ever see us as better then what he's always known?"
"I'm not sure Draco would ever come over to our side willingly." Harry
frowned,
"It is indeed a great victory to best your foes in combat." The man
counselled, "However, the greatest victory lies elsewhere. When you
can make a foe see your ideals, through your eyes, as opposed to
closing theirs forever. Only then, have you truly bested them."
"Of course sir." Harry said he saw the man's point, even if he didn't
fully agree with him.
"The night quickens Harry, I believe I've held you here for far too
long." The man stood up from his desk. "I shall be sure to contact
you for our next meeting. Otherwise I believe you'll find
perseverance will help you greatly in getting into Gryffindor Tower."
Harry bid the man good night and descended down the same stairs
he'd ascended some time ago. Although he felt far heavier as he
walked away, the Headmaster's gargoyle staring intently at his
retreating form.
The night was too late to seek out Fleur, even if he'd want to. She'd
likely be settling into her own office and hence, Harry was left to his
own devices.
The room before him laid barren. He'd only wished to be alone and
the room saw to it. Spartan, barren, vacant. All words that had shot
into his mind, all meaningless in the end only words to describe how
utterly empty he felt at that moment. He might've been able to mask
that fact from himself. The room, however, was a different story.
Though at this point, he'd long since left his pity behind with the
scores of letters demanding his death. He'd shed his guilt for Sirius,
even amidst the turmoil of his life, however, in this instance, only one
emotion truly ruled him.
His heart thumped hard in his chest, his scar throbbing in unison with
every harsh beat. The tendons in his arm ached and pulled taut, a
power rippling through them that ached to be released.
He palmed the holly shaft of his wand, it felt white-hot in his hand,
yearning to be used. The urge to exhaust himself into sleep was nigh
intoxicating, slowly atrophying his resistance until all that was left
was wrath.
He wanted to let go, to release what he held within, even his magic
wanted it. But the rational part of him, however small it was in that
moment, knew it was futile. The release would be temporary, the
feeling of relief fleeting. Try as he might, his issues wouldn't solve
themselves no matter how wroth he was, nor how many spells he
cast in the empty room.
He stared aimlessly into the rafters and beyond that ascended high
into the roof, a mirage of stars glittering across the roof like the Great
Hall.
If he was hopeful, the false stars and imposing wooden beams might
give him some newfound guidance. If he was realistic, they'd be an
idle distraction until the sweet song of slumber rang true and his
current situation faded into nothingness.
Harry awoke at the behest of the morning, the first few lances of
sunlight shimmering through windows that he was confident weren't
there when he'd entered. He gathered his wand and set out towards
the tower with dawn's first swords of morning at his back.
Occupying the one of the shower stalls he undressed and twisted the
handles, revelling in the warm water that ebbed away the tension
that pulled his muscles taut. He hadn't known how long he spent
under the watchful gaze of the showerhead, but his thoughts were
interrupted.
The door opened and a moment later, the shower turned on.
"I didn't get to catch up with you on the Express, how was your
summer Seamus?" Harry called back politely.
Seamus wasn't particularly pleased at Harry's presence at Hogwarts
last year and it was a tear in their usually friendly relationship, one
that hadn't been completely mended he imagined. But with
everything that seemed to be on the horizon, the last thing Harry
wanted was more enemies at his back.
"Not too bad," He said, his accent hard to decipher through running
water. "Me Mam's been worried about all this business with You-
Know-Who. Not much good for anyone these days."
"Well it's good to see you back anyways Seamus." Harry said.
Harry finished his shower and dried himself off before anyone else
entered, gingerly pulling his robes over his head. He decided to find
a home in his bed for the foreseeable future. He decided the morning
couldn't be that new if Seamus was getting ready. He stepped
silently to his bed and fished his father's Auror Handbook from his
trunk. He'd taken to reading a portion of it every night.
Harry couldn't tell if the war was an impetus on how they reacted to a
threat but the manual detailed all sorts of gruesome spells. It
seemed lethality wasn't solely the staple of Death Eaters. Broken
bones and crushed foes seemed to be caveats of the Auror force if
the book gave any accurate insight.
It included far more than that of course, of how to bend some spells
and a brief introduction into the art of duelling. Given Harry had no
formal training in the art save from a few lessons from Sirius, it
offered some prudent advice. Harry resolved that one way or
another, he'd have to test the skills he'd been learning eventually.
Though he prayed it wasn't another life or death situation. Harry had
been reading for some time before Ron's snores stopped pounding
his ears with consistent frequency.
'Where were you last night?" The redhead asked, rubbing sleep from
his eyes.
"Well, Dean reckons he went to get food past midnight and your
curtains were open then."
Harry sighed as the internal conflict rose again. Last time he involved
anyone in his 'problems' the consequences were dire, he was
noticeably reluctant to endanger them again. Given the battle was
fated to be between him and Voldemort, it made more sense to
Harry at the very least to bear the burden alone. He'd be forever
haunted if he led another to their death.
"So what's up?" Ron tried again.
"I can't tell you mate, after everything we've been through you know I
would if I could, but I can't, Dumbledore's orders even." Harry was
practically pleading with Ron, the less he said about his troubles the
better.
It felt cruel to hold back information from those who had stood by him
through every hardship, but he felt it was crueller to look the
Weasleys or the Grangers, anyone in the face and explain they
wouldn't be coming home because Harry Potter dragged them along
into a war that wasn't theirs. The Ministry battle was bad enough on
that front.
He didn't see the pillow that careened into his face, but it was a price
he was willing to pay for the moment to take some weight from his
shoulders.
These were problems Harry was unsure if he could face, let alone
drag others in.
Slinging himself from his bed, Harry pulled the Marauders Map out of
his trunk. Although the hour was still early, the beginning of
Breakfast waned closer as the day progressed further. An idea
formed in Harry's head, perhaps Fleur's Office needed to be blessed
with its first visitor.
Fleeting Normalcy
TITLE : A Different Kind of War
PAIRINGS : Harry/Fleur
RATING : M
A/N: Seems I'm riding high off of my previous inspiration, three days
and a 10k chapter, suffice to say, I'm a bit tired.
Had a great time writing the 'Mad-Eye' POV, that was enough to
launch me forward, alongside reading some of my old work.
Please be sure to review, I'm fairly new to the whole writing gig, or at
least, relatively new. I thrive for feedback, so please review if you
have the time.
THE 'MAD-EYE'
With a crack that imitated a muggle gunshot, Alastor Moody
apparated into the desolate valley. A clangorous percussion followed
his arrival, heralding his allies' appearance.
"They approached from the trees." A feminine voice noted from his
right, the shimmering ebony hair of Emmeline Vance.
Sturgis was wrapped in a thick cloak, despite the relative heat. The
man had been released from Azkaban some months ago, but the
cold never left him.
"Hogwash." Moody growled, his deep voice cutting through the air
harshly. "They would've needed to have known an attack was
coming."
Mad-Eye gave the air a harsh sniff, "Air's still, if wards were up, they
haven't been taken down."
"We all bloody dislike it." Moody said harshly, "We've got no choice
but to investigate."
"Kingsley, you and Podmore will approach from the opposite side -
search for survivors. Vance can linger on the hills, await the signal
and send a patronus should those bastards try an ambush."
"Aye, I like it no more than you lass." The scarred man said, "Pray to
Merlin if that'll help you see dawn, but keep your vigilance about you
for the moment."
"Out of the frying pan I suppose." Sturgis said dryly, standing up from
his position.
They dispersed, Emmeline to the left and Kingsley and Sturgis to the
right. Moody instead, grabbed his staff and set forward across the
dry ground.
His staff was long and gnarled, wrought from old oak. A woven braid
of heartstrings ran down the center of the shaft. It was ungodly to
wield, heavy and unyielding. It lacked finesse but righted it's deficits
easily with its power output. He'd mastered whatever few spells
staffs could use that were useful and wielded them to deadly effect.
He hobbled across the open field and was soon close enough that
the raging fire's heat felt rough on his skin, smoke and ashen wind
staining his lungs, but his advance did not falter. Of all the many
activities Voldemort and his ilk committed, razing was what Alastor
Moody hated most.
The McKinnon's Manor had been razed and with it the last few
relatives he could claim that weren't lost to the pox and age. Their
halls set alight and the family trapped within. He'd been there that
night with the Ministry. His eye gouged from its socket by Evan
Rosier's wand, who's throat was slit in turn. He begged to save them,
to beat back the fiendfyre.
' Not today Alastor,' Bagnold's words to this day seemed mocking,
even if that was never intended, ' They're gone, my condolences.'
The Healers at Saint Mungo's, the Aurors in the corps, they all
claimed they'd seen hell. Skirmishes and dead bodies, broken bones
and prisoners of the war.
What did they know of hell? He lamented angrily, Only a man who's
seen family consumed by flames truly knows hell.
McKinnon Manor had been his finest hour, he'd felled near a dozen
Death Eaters, put Rosier and Wilkes in cold, hard ground. Yet, his
failures tasted bitter on his tongue while he lay in the bed of St.
Mungo's. Skin marred crimson with blood and scar tissue, his single
eye haunted by those same flames and the words that came after.
Not today.
Ministry Malcontent.
From that day onwards, his wand was no longer the Ministry's, it
never would be again. Albus Dumbledore extended a hand, an offer
to try and make a real difference. From that day, he found out who
would have his wand for as long as he breathed. Even on odd
requests such as these.
Even in the harsh gaze of the flames the area was still dark, the lack
of moon offering no guidance to the scarred ex-Auror. But even
without visibility, he could hear it as if they were right next to him.
The gleeful cheers of men and women, the intoxicating high that
came with the dark arts.
His wooden leg clacked hard against hard cobbles when he began
his journey towards the square, their cries echoing in his ears as
cruelly as those words did.
Not today.
He thumped his staff onto the hard stone ground, the echo
reverberating harshly in the small square.
" τυφλό φως." The man hissed, a ball of bright light forming at the
apex of the old oak, and shooting skywards. Bathing the
surroundings in a bright alabaster-hued glow that removed any
uncertainty of their numbers or activities.
The signal was fired. Emmeline's patronus fled across the hills at
breakneck pace to alert their reinforcements. Sturgis and Kingsley
sprung a trap of their own, bursting from the other side of the square.
"It's the Mad-Eye !" One cried in fear, brandishing his wand towards
the man.
And for the first time in a long time, Alastor Moody was happy.
Then, battle erupted. The smell of ozone was hot in the air and the
night was further illuminated by motley coloured spells.
" Tarian Pridd." The man chanted, thumping his staff again. An
earthen barrier rose to protect him from the curses that careened
across the short distance. He threw the staff aside, it had served its
purpose, he drew his long, dark wand and began the butcher's work
in earnest.
He caught his first lingering on the flank, trying to use market stalls to
hide his advance.
' Sagitta.'
An arrow sped across the distance and buried itself in the shoulder
of the advancing foe, hard enough to send him sprawling. Another
connected with their calf, enough that he wouldn't be mobile for
some time.
' Contusio.' Shook the earthen barrier free, scattering the distance
between him and the rest of his enemies with dirt and stone.
' Secare.' Moody swung his wand in a vicious arc, a pale spell shot
from his wand and his retreating foe stumbled over backwards,
clutching his torn throat. His silver mask flying from his face, the man
tried desperately to apply healing spells to the wound that sapped
his lifeblood. But the man soon succumbed and fell still.
He was caught in the open now, the dust from his attacks had
cleared, leaving only open ground between him and the remaining
two adversaries he faced. A lesser wizard would've been perturbed,
a lesser wizard might've fled.
Two spells arced across the gap between them, he was no longer
nimble enough to dodge as effectively as he once did. Although that
didn't seem to be an issue as a dark curse of some manner flew
towards him. He didn't even do the man the service of shielding, he
flicked his wand and parried the curse skyward, sending it beyond
view. The second shot forward a gout of blistering flames that
seemed to fail to make the distance, although it did obscure his view
of the pair. It may have worked too, if not for the electric blue eye
that swivelled in it's socket eagerly.
Probably shattered every rib he has. The man thought grimly as his
enemy crumpled under the force of his spell.
' Accio.'
A brick came loose from one of the few standing houses and flew
towards the man from behind. He stumbled forward, the flames
wavering. Moody flicked his wand again and the earth rose to meet
the stumbling man, flinging him backwards.
"You look like Goblin shite." The scarred man noted dryly.
He likely did look terrible, although it would take time for the
adrenaline to subside and the aches to rise.
"Was it here?" Moody asked gruffly, thoughts of the past left where
they laid.
"It was." The broad shouldered Wizard said in a deep voice, "We
missed it though, slipped through our fingers when we attacked by
the looks of it."
"We'll get the snake." Nymphadora Tonks assured from his right
side, "Our group got a good look at it too. Remus got a spell off on
it."
"No, I came to see you old shites for the fun of it." The
Metamorphagus drawled, "Our section cleared out quicker than
usual. Patronus came during clean up."
"Not that we could see, did a number on Doge though, before it took
off."
Albus might not have disclosed why they needed the snake, but he
knew better than to question the man, he had his reason.
Death and destruction followed that snake, like day followed night,
ending every raid in grief, fire and ichor. But they were close, the
noose was tightening, they'd seen it thrice in as many raids.
Harry had been consulting the Marauders Map for some time,
searching the animated piece of parchment for Fleur and her office.
However, he wasn't able to find it yet. That might've been a result of
his haphazard searching, or the fact his eyes were locked onto
another name. Draco Malfoy was lingering around Filch's office,
pacing back and forth. The name itself didn't confuse him, although
his nose still twinged in pain from the chance meeting with the sole
of his boot. If he was candid, the urge to seek him out was strong,
although he was firmly shackled and chastised for his actions by
both Fleur and Dumbledore. He wasn't eager to repeat that bad
decision, even if he had reservations about their judgements.
No, it was not the name that caught his attention, but rather the
map's reaction itself. Every time he lingered over the footprints of
Draco, the map seemed to almost flicker. The lines would shift and
the map would go askew and his name shimmered out of existence
for a moment, before returning. His name jumped between floors,
enough so that Harry couldn't accurately discern what floor the boy
was on. He'd never seen the map react in such a fashion.
Harry was far beyond the portrait of the Fat Lady when he found
Fleur. She was pacing in one of the corridors in the disused quarter
of the Castle. He assumed that must've been where her office was
located. Loathe as he was to admit it, her allure might attract some
unsavoury visitors should they know where she stayed. He knew she
certainly had trouble during the Tournament in that regard, but he
also knew she was more than able in dispatching such suitors. But
he was sure the hassle still wouldn't be worth it.
Another few long glances at the map was all he needed before he
located Fleur. She was only a few corridors over in a section of the
castle he wasn't too familiar with. However, he was intimately familiar
with the map and the group of names that seemed to be between
him and Fleur.
Daphne Greengrass, Tracey Davis, Blaise Zabini, Millicent
Bulstrode.
He swore quietly under his breath. The last thing he needed was
another confrontation and Slytherins always had a penchant for
starting them and their numbers emboldened them greatly in his
experience. Well, so did he, if he was honest. He'd neglected to
bring his cloak and while he was surely interested in what a group of
Slytherins were doing in the deserted sector of the castle, he
remembered his promises. He thought not of conspiracies, but of a
book he'd only been reading a short time ago.
" Levis Obliqua." Harry incanted softly, waving the length of his wand
from his head to toes, then back again. Repeating the action enough
that his body shimmered from existence, the only indication of his
existence being distorted sunlight. He certainly had no mastery of
the charm, far from it being the first time he'd tried it, but it would
work. He hoped.
He tiptoed down the length of the corridor and took refuge behind the
rusted plate-armour that dorned an alcove. The four in question
passed without question, little but idle chat passing between them.
They left without incident and Harry stepped from his hiding place.
Harry swivelled from his hiding spot, but couldn't find his assailant in
time. Hard ropes bound him around the midsection and the
disillusionment charm dispelled. The breath was knocked from him
by the hard force but thankfully, the static knight's sword took the
brunt of the ropes' force, tearing them apart.
Hogwarts hasn't dulled her wit. Harry thought, lowering his wand.
Now how to explain this.
"It's not what it looks like." He assured lamely, she merely arched an
elegant eyebrow.
"I'm sure." She drawled, her disbelief evident in her ocean eyes and
tone.
"I did come to see you." Harry said, "Just not, you know, like this."
"I had to ask a question." Harry defended, "I saw you a few corridors
over and then-"
"Saw me a few corridors over?" She probed, "Pray tell exactly how
and why you found me?"
"As for how? That's a trade secret." Harry said, "As for why? I need
your help."
"We've both got out wands." He pointed out, "I'm not sure I'm at your
mercy."
She raised an eyebrow at that, "I told you I could just as easily train
Ron or Hermione to carry out my bidding."
"What they may lack in social skills they may redeem in not preying
on innocent witches, non?" She said pointedly, "Be it either at the
mercy of my wand or my mind, you seem to want my help."
No, Harry reiterated internally. Hogwarts hadn't dulled her wit at all.
Seeing the argument clearly was not in his favour, he relented. He'd
learned over his many attempts that arguing with Fleur was a bit like
duelling. It was a quick affair, if he forgot to shield or dodge, she'd
strike. Never in a way that was overtly rude or callous, but she
seldom let an advantage lie. It was a quick and clean affair where
one got the upper hand within seconds and rarely, if ever, was it
Harry.
"I really do need your help with something." He said again and the
French witch relented.
"Outside of the fact your charm was mediocre at best?" She said, a
smirk of superiority reigning across her beautiful features, "I was a
Curse Breaker, Harry, seeing through eyes alone is a poor way to
perceive the world." The latter half of her explanation carried a
mystifying tone that made Harry laugh.
"Now you're here amongst us plebs ." He laughed, "Oh, how the
mighty have fallen."
"Careful." She warned with a small smile, "It's my help you need. I
could easily just tie you up again."
" Try. " He amended with a superior smirk of his own, "Did your
colleagues at Gringotts experience your wonderful hospitality?" Even
as the words left his mouth, he knew he'd misspoke.
She shook her, "Sadly, no." She sounded wistful, almost angry, given
the place and time Harry didn't really feel like pushing her on the
point.
"What with?" She asked succinctly, her attention drawn to the wall in
front of her.
"It's something they've never told anyone." He tried with a bit more
confidence, "Something I really need to know."
She turned her attention from wherever her vision was affixed,
"Would it perhaps be a certain red-haired witch you were looking to
coerce information from?"
Harry flushed brightly at it. "I have absolutely no clue what you're
insinuating." He said meekly, eliciting another laugh.
"Bill's seen the both of you together once." She said, "Only once.
Even then he was sure of her infatuation with you."
"Good." Fleur announced to his shock, "You could do far better than
the scheming of Ginevra." Her name came out almost mockingly.
"You make her sound evil." Harry pointed out with the same grimace
lining his features.
" Of course. " Fleur began in a tone that made Harry already feel like
he wouldn't enjoy her words, "I'm sure her flaunting her boyfriends to
you, stealing away kisses in your sight, making sure you're always
near are all coincidental."
"But it's happened?" She said, placing a hand on her hip, "Hasn't it?
Trust me Harry, there's nothing half as wicked in this world as a
teenage girl."
"What does it matter?" He argued, "What is she supposed to do,
shout it in the Great Hall?"
"See?" She said, patting him on the shoulder, "I may have to keep
you around should you be such a quick study."
"Study with me, Harry Potter ." She said in a tone that almost
seemed seductive, "And you shall learn all about elegance and
love."
Harry had a similar internal battle as before. But where he could say
that he didn't want neither Ron nor Hermione hurt, Fleur had just
soundly bested him and her tone sounded like her assistance was
contingent on knowing the whole plan.
"Why?" Harry didn't know if it was the hour or her workload, but she
seemed more prone to dropping witty comments in favour of being
blunt. More so than usual, anyways.
She seemed to ponder for a little, brushing a wisp of her silver hair
behind her ear.
"If they like to collect names." She said, "Simply get collected."
"I wish it was. Pretty gowns and sweet drinks are conducive to few
things, Harry, none of them good. In times like these they do little if
not barter about how best to divide the world between them."
"And they say elegance is dead." Harry said, slightly perturbed at her
words. But she seemed fervent in her belief. He didn't feel it wise to
test that same belief.
"No one says that." She laughed. "Though if elegance was easy, it
would hardly be worth the effort. That aside, I do have some good
news for you."
"I thought you'd be happy to know that Potions is now open to those
who received 'Exceeds Expectations'."
Despite this week's events, hell, even the past years events, that
news that his dreams as an auror weren't completely shattered. A
modicum of light in what looked to be a year of darkness.
She made it sound easy and to her it likely was. Harry began to
concoct the beginning of a plan in his head. Given the fact his last
two plans ended rather humiliatingly, he might think on this one a bit
more than usual.
"So, what exactly are you doing up this early anyways?" He asked,
taking a look at her face.
"It's… broken?" Harry guessed, he could see what the issue was, but
he couldn't really surmise what the issue was.
"Well, that sounds morbid." Harry admitted "Do you have any idea
what is causing it?"
"Are you able to help me map the castle tonight? Or do you plan on
losing any more skirmishes?" She broke away from talking about the
painting, her statement made Harry wince a little.
"Should I start winning them?" She raised an eyebrow and shot him
a dangerous look. "Nevermind, I can help, in fact, I've got the perfect
tool for the job."
"Trust me." He replied to her expression. "I think you'll like it as much
as I do."
"Very well then, I imagine breakfast is soon. The last thing we want
is a habitual truant, no? After almost missing last night, best you
make an appearance before they think I've stolen you away."
"I think I'd be the one doing the stealing." Harry said.
She turned her head and looked at him with a gaze that seemed to
penetrate him. She looked him up, and then down, before looking in
his eyes.
"I'm not sure about that." She said, her lips curling in a half smirk.
"My proclivity for stealing witches aside," Harry asked. "Are you
coming to breakfast?"
She shook her head, "No, I think I'd best unravel this mystery first."
She said, enunciating her meaning by jabbing her rosewood wand
towards the painting.
Harry shrugged, "Well, if you need my help I'm always around."
He got a small smile as she began concentrating again. Harry set off
towards the Great Hall, to fill his stomach and start his day. Learning
that he could take Potions set a spring in his step he felt wouldn't
dampen.
Harry found his way into the Great Hall, it was sparsely populated
given the early hour but like always it would soon be filled to the
breaking point. Everyone would soon pile in to start their year fresh.
If only for the fact that it was one of the only mandatory feasts to
dispense class schedules.
Harry began to pile sausages and bacon onto his plate along with
pouring himself a tall glass of pumpkin juice. He dug into his plate
with all the fervour of a starving man, which given the fact he hadn't
had a proper meal in almost a day, that was somewhat true.
"Mister Potter." She said handing the parchment to him over his
shoulders.
"I was impressed by your studies and your performance in the O.W.L
exams last year." She said with a smile, but he was sure he knew
what she was insinuating. "Please do try and keep your studies up to
similar levels, lest you sink into mediocrity. That would be a true
disservice to your abilities indeed." She commented before walking
away to another student a few seats down.
Soon enough, both Ron and Hermione entered the Hall, making a
beeline for Harry, during their course they were intercepted and
given their schedules before taking a seat on either side of Harry.
' Hey Harry, how are you?' He mused, That could've worked.
"No." She shot back harshly. "I meant before the feast, last night, or
even this morning!"
Harry supposed bending the truth couldn't hurt too much. "I was
helping Dumbledore with something."
"For the whole night? You expect us to believe that?" She reiterated
Ron's point from earlier and he was shot a look of 'I told you so' from
the redhead.
"If it affects you, it affects us." She said, her voice hard.
"In regular times, it would." He tried, his tone diplomatic, "But you'll
be worse off by knowing some things. If Dumbledore wants me to
keep it close to my chest, I'll have to listen to him."
She glared, but relented. Ordinarily, it may have been cause for
relief, but letting topics go was never a skill Hermione possessed.
She'd no doubt prod him again before long, but for now, he was free.
Rather than trying to push any contentious issues further, he made
an effort to leave the topic behind them.
Ron let out a choke on his food while Hermione's brow furrowed.
"Potions are only for students that had an Outstanding, Harry, you
and Ron didn't get one."
"Come on mate, you know how much I hate potions, surely you
wouldn't make me come?" He pleaded.
"I could settle for less." He said simply, "If less means no potions, I'll
take two."
"What if you did really well?" Hermione joined in, sensing the plan,
"Wouldn't that be a way to prove Snape wrong."
"Fine." He said sourly, but without much thought "I'll come to bloody
potions, but you owe me."
"I'll let you use my Firebolt for Keeper Tryouts?" Harry offered.
Soon, the three of them had concluded their breakfast and headed
down to the Dungeons.
"Sir?" Harry got the plump man's attention. "We don't have our
textbooks. Until this morning we didn't know you'd be accepting
students without Outstandings."
"Not to worry Harry!" The man gave him a wide smile. "Today, we
won't be following our text books, but there will be some books in the
back cabinet for you and your friend's next lesson." By the time
they'd finished, most of the class had already taken their seats. With
a quick flourish of his wand a roll of parchment flew from his desk
and he began to mark the roll, making sure to thoroughly observe
every person that answered. Once he had finished calling the roll, he
crossed his arms behind his back and walked to the centre of the
room.
"Felix Felicis sir." She made like she was going to give her obligatory
explanation but was quickly cut off by Slughorn.
"The instructions are written upon the board along with the list of
ingredients, please raise your hand if you require assistance. Given
the corrosive nature of this potion at particular stages, we will be
providing wrought iron cauldrons for you today. Very well, get to
work!" Slughorn clasped his hands together and returned to his
desk.
Harry lit the fire beneath his cauldron and cast a quick Aguamenti
inside, filling it near halfway. He began to prepare his ingredients.
The canine tooth of a Quintaped, crushed and sprinkled with four
clockwise stirs, shavings from the head jewel of a Shaanxi Horned
Serpent. A piece of a silver occamy shell no bigger than one's palm
stirred twelve times clockwise, alternating directions every three
stirs.
"And to Ms. Granger goes the vial of Felix Felicis! Use it wisely." He
cautioned before giving the class a beaming smile. Hermione looked
amazed. Harry felt slightly sour that he didn't win, the vial would've
been invaluable to prying the information out of the same man that
had bestowed it. Harry supposed he could ask her if he could use it,
but he wouldn't unless the situation was dire, she did win after all
and he didn't want to deprive her of her victory. Still, his loss
presented a different opportunity that Harry would try and exploit at
some point.
The class began to file out and Hermione seemed too thrilled to
speak, Harry was happy for her, not only because her excellence
was recognised but also because this would be a sufficient
distraction from her prodding him about his whereabouts, for the
moment at least. They all filed out of the potions classroom. Lunch
was upon them and afterwards was Defense with the newly minted
teacher, Snape. Harry was sad to see his best class perverted by the
dank and dark bat that was Snape, but he resolved he couldn't
dampen his marks given. Unlike Potions, Harry far exceeded the
course materials.
They trekked their way back to the Great Hall, lunch was to be
served and Harry still hadn't sated his appetite. He felt like Ron with
the amount he was eating. Even at the Burrow he consumed food at
an alarming rate, enough to keep up with the best of them, or as the
best of them liked to be called, Ginny and Ron. Hermione was still
beaming, she kept the vial of Liquid Luck on her, too scared to leave
it in her room for fear of one of her roommates spiriting it away.
Whilst Harry's appetite was abnormally large and definitely
uncharacteristic of the skinny youth, he thought it best not to
overindulge given that Snape was next on the list and knowing him,
in one way or another he had some perverted method to embarrass
Harry or take him down a peg. The Great Hall was definitely less
subdued than the opening feast or the first morning but the
undercurrent of tension still remained. The boisterous conversations
that onced boomed were substituted in favour of harsh whispers and
huddled chatting. The atmosphere of Hogwarts had become rigid,
restrained in its ability to provide the safety and assurance it once
had. It gave off an air of darkness that Harry doubted they would
overcome anytime soon. Hogwarts was shifting to a war footing and
everyone could see it.
He'd quickly finished his plate and the trio began making their way to
the Defense Classroom. Their best bet was to be early given they'd
all experienced Snape's temperament. It was entirely possible it
would be an entire shift from his usual approach of overwhelming
vitriol and stern, fast paced teaching methods that amounted to little
actual teaching but Harry thought it was wishful thinking more than
anything.
They quickly huddled into the Defense Classroom, he'd not bothered
changing it from the one that had been in use for all their years at
Hogwarts. They took their seats in the middle of the class as the
conglomeration of the rest of the houses filed in. To Harry's dismay,
Draco Malfoy was among them again. But for someone who'd
always received blatant favouritism from the Professor, he
surprisingly seemed to detest the thought of being in the classroom.
As the last few members of the class shuffled in, the door slammed
open and Professor Snape charged through the middle column to his
desk, slamming the shutters closed with his wand as he went
forward, darkening the room and its climate dramatically. Once he
reached his desk, he swivelled about and faced them, his arms
behind his back.
"The Dark Arts are an ever evolving system of complex and arcane
pieces of magic far beyond the comprehension of any Wizard alive.
From ritualistic sacrifices and blood magic of Ancient Aztec and
Mayan society to the murderous divination of Mesopotamian Seers,
Dark Magic has forever coexisted with magical society as far back as
written history records. Thucydides claimed that Spartan War Mages
unleashed pestilence on Athens, Thiers claimed Robespierre
bewitched the masses with cursed artifacts. The Dark Arts are
timeless, your previous tutelage in this subject has been lackluster
and limited in its capacity to provide any tangible defense should the
need arise. That will now change. It is my solemn duty to induct you
into a magical arms race that spans aeons - you will adapt, you will
overcome or you will perish. To that end, anyone who fails to remain
with the turbulent pace of the class will be removed without warning."
"Magic itself is dangerous, the Dark Arts chiefly so. They are
addictive, intoxicating, orgasmic. The euphoria felt when using them
is second to few things in life, that is where the true danger lurks. To
use them is to invite an addiction few can escape, a stranglehold so
fierce even the hardiest fall to its embrace. They are slippery, without
a definition that is not arbitrary. They are the evils, both lesser and
greater, but it is my opinion that only one explanation will truly
suffice."
Snape turned and flicked his wand to the board, the word 'INTENT'
appeared on the board in blockly letters written in chalk.
He flicked his wand again and below the first word 'DUELLING' was
written.
"But intent matters little against the face of the issue." He began his
drawl again that enraptured the class. "While much of your previous
tutelage relied on theoretical work, you shall conduct your own study,
in your own time. I shall impart you with the skills of which you can
wield to survive, or use to quicken your own demise. That choice
remains yours."
He took two large steps towards the class and stared down his
hooked nose at them.
He flourished his wand again and a platform rose in the large space
between the front row of desks and the stairs that led to Snape's
Desk. It was reminiscent of the duelling platform in Harry's Second
Year, sans the colourful and ornate pattern on the top, this one was
stark grey.
"Given the seriousness of the subject matter, our first unit of the
course will be learning defensive spells in order to retreat from any
foe that may present themselves." He began to walk around the
platform and to the rows of desks. "Though before we begin our unit,
I find myself quite curious as to the prowess of some of the '
prestigious' members of our classroom, mayhaps it would be prudent
for an example of your peers' ability or lack thereof." He smirked
dangerously and looked quite fear inspiring.
Harry could see it already, the attempt to establish hierarchy. For him
to show Harry no matter what happened he was beneath him. The
inflection on his speech already told Harry he was the target.
There it is.
Harry took off his outer robe. If he was being forced to perform he'd
do his best to ensure Snape thought twice about using him as an
example. He had hoped the man had changed, but it appeared he
was too optimistic. He drew his holly wand from his belt, the warmth
seeping from its core of eternalized inferno up his arm into his chest.
"We will assume the position, though I assure you, no foe you fight
outside of the arena will follow protocol." Snape assured icily.
Harry thought he sounded oddly like Lockhart in his second year, but
with the power to back up his statements. He'd watched Snape duel
Lupin and Sirius to defeat, a small amount of his bravado
disappeared when Snape stepped onto the platform but his resolve
remained ironclad. He'd duelled Death Eaters and Voldemort but this
wasn't life or death. Whatever the outcome it wouldn't be favourable
for Harry, that thought alone was disparaging.
They bowed, more a slight incline of the head, neither willing to take
the eyes of the other. Tradition dictated, or at least his father's
handbook said that it was to be from the waist, but he doubted
tradition was at the forefront of either of their minds.
They took their positions, Snape held his wand straight ahead,
minimizing his profile, Harry followed suit.
"Begin!" Cried Snape, casting a yellow spell at Harry a moment
before he started. The spell connected with his ribs, a pain hex that
sent out a brief flare of white-hot pain through his nerve endings.
"Pitiful Potter, I expected better from the prodigal wizard of Britain ."
He snarled, clearly amused. Though something lingered behind the
man's dark eyes.
But it was not his words that angered him, nor the pain that echoed
through his chest. It reminded him of that night. Of crackling spellfire
and flying debris, of opening curtains and lifeless eyes. Of sickly
green curses and crimson eyes. Every fibre of muscle tensed into
action, his tendons became taut and his mind was no longer his own.
Rend.
Maim.
Tear.
A voice sounding in his head not unlike how he heard the Basilisk all
those years ago. Although, while the words were similar, the voice
was not. It was uncharacteristically gentle, almost soothing. They
sounded like suggestions, despite being phrased otherwise. They
sounded soothing, but they were forceful. They sounded sweet, but
they were bitter.
If his mind was rational, he would've sensed the change. The air felt
tangible, permeated with something hot and foul. Enough so that the
front row that had been eager to observe the duel stepped back.
The war drums reached their fever pitch inside his ears and Harry
levelled his wand, their apex heralding nought but darkness. Magic
flared out his arms in dangerous bursts. He'd read enough spells
from his Father's handbook and he was now eager to test them.
The piercing curse left a whole wide enough for the last spell in the
chain to follow. A Carving Charm, it was originally used to carve
sculptures by using immense pressure but after seeing Voldemort
use it in the Graveyard, Harry had found it in the manual. Whereas
the Aurors used it to carve efficient holes in walls and similar
applications, Harry's plan was all the more darker. The grey charm
hit the unprepared Snape who did his best to dodge out of its path.
The pressure struck Snape's spine and forced him to a kneeling
position, one of servitude, almost as if he was acknowledging Harry's
power.
" Pitiful!" Harry snarled in a voice not all too dissimilar to the one
Snape used earlier, unbeknownst to Harry, the class was yelling and
screaming but the noise was drowned out, the war drums continued
their song of passion and power.
The realisation hit Harry like a freight train. His wand fell loose in his
hand.
The war drums stopped their beat abruptly, leaving only a loud
silence in his ears as the Professor rose unsteadily to his feet.
The man didn't yell, nor enter a rage like he usually would. His words
were soft, almost inaudible. But they carried more malice then any of
the words the man had yelled or spoken before. It was full of wrath,
yet too calm.
Harry couldn't even muster a response, the anger had taken its toll,
the building rage had extracted it's price. Harry quickly pocketed his
wand, leaving his bag and book behind he shot from the room at
record pace.
His mind was in a flurry. The toll was too great, he was unsure of
what had happened, why it happened now or even how to fix it.
He needed help.
Of Blood and Wine
TITLE : A Different Kind of War
PAIRINGS : Harry/Fleur
RATING : M
As always, be safe in this turbulent world. Stay well and happy and
enjoy!
The war drums had finished their song. Where passion and rage
once dominated, it was replaced with an equally volatile pounding in
his forehead. He'd fled far beyond the confines of the classroom, into
open corridors and past flickering paintings.
His world shifted as though his axis was off tilt, everything was
bathed in a crimson light as he staggered down the hallways to the
Headmaster's Office. His scar throbbed violently in inconsistent
patterns.
Still, Harry fought against the ache. His own mental constitution was
the only barrier against the bombarding ache in his forehead.
Although, it was a battle he was losing in earnest.
The pain soon became too much. He began to list too far to his left,
like a ship sinking at sea, bouncing off of hard cobblestones and
suits of armour. He crashed into an object he could barely see, a
door that relented upon harsh contact with his shoulder.
His blurry vision offered little insight into his new dwelling, he
struggled to get to his feet before he was sent backwards again. A
lance of white-hot pain that smashed into his skull sent him
sprawling, his eyes rolled backwards into his head, showing only
milky alabaster in place of Emerald.
Harry struggled to be free from the restraints of a body that was not
his own, although to no avail. His protests were futile, his newfound
limbs moved of their own volition, along with his voice and eyes. It
felt not entirely dissimilar to when he was launched into
Dumbledore's pensieve, albeit much more disorientating and
constricting.
The twilight felt hot on his skin, the gaze of moonlight harsh and
oppressive. His very presence felt subjugated and narrow, in a way
he couldn't describe. Every step he took rebounded off the hard
cobbles. He should've been able to feel them underfoot, but the
sensation was absent.
Before he knew it, a set of doors were ahead of him. Large, wrought
iron that towered high above him towards the ceiling. Decorated by
ornate heraldry that glimmered a golden glow in the bright, full moon.
It was lined with silver and had an elaborate crest in the centre of the
door, a large 'M' sat proudly, guarded fore and aft by two black
dragons. The coat-of-arms sat upon two diagonal spears that were
made of black stone, beneath it, a motto.
Either side of the large entry stood men in black cloaks. Harry didn't
recognise the first, a thick jaw sat upon narrow shoulders with fairly
unremarkable features save for a discoloured patch of scar tissue
above his right eye, straw coloured hair topping his head.
The voice wasn't his own, it was silky and smooth where his had
only just shedded the last few vestiges of boyhood.
"Master." They both bowed lowly to him. Harry didn't like this at all.
A chair sat at the head of the table, standing taller than the others.
He assumed it was reserved for the owner of the house, but the
blonde man allowed Harry to sit there. The other occupants of the
room lowered their head to his presence.
"It's not your place to question our Lord." A heavy-set man warned.
"You're alread-"
Loyal, Harry thought, But lacking wit. Harwell seldom has a thought
that Gilford didn't have first, likewise with the inverse.
"Coercion leaves a bitter taste in the mouth." The silky voice said,
"Power tastes best when sweetened by platitudes and courtesy."
"I agree with our Lord." The blonde man said, "The Werewolves are
fickle beasts, but if offered sufficient grazing, they should heed your
commands. We've a greater chance at bringing the foolish to heel
with them at our backs."
Abraxas Malfoy, the silky voice echoed in his head as if it was his
own, Of all my inner circle, only he is truly cunning. The majority are
wrought from something more mild, burnished like bronze to preen
and recite their heritage. But Abraxas is true steel.
Cromwell Nott.
"Abraxas, see to your father and ensure his death is clean." Brutus
was no follower of his, but his seed had spawned one of his most
valuable pawns. No, the man was no fanatic but his birthright earned
him a quick end.
The blonde man ran off quickly to oblige without a spoken word.
"Very well." Harry replied in turn. Sensing their dismissal, the black
cloaks started fluttering out of the door and into the manor proper.
Harry sat there for another moment, before he followed.
The dungeons.
Harry opened the door, it was heavy and made from dark wood, odd
inscriptions carved into it. There was no slot for food nor air. He
tapped his caramel wand onto the door and the inscriptions flared
red before the door swung open.
Whatever Harry expected behind the door, this was not it.
Harry began to circle the old man, he was either asleep or knocked
unconscious if his closed eyes and soft breath were any indicators.
Given the fact that he was suspended in a position that looked
entirely too painful to fall asleep, he very much assumed it was the
latter, rather than the former. He flicked his wand and a silent spell
shot forward and buried itself in the man's gut, sending the man into
a wheezing fit.
"Who.. are you?" The man croaked, his throat raw. It was clear he
hadn't had any water for some time, his voice was hoarse and barely
audible.
"Do you truly not recognise me?" He mocked, "I've been cursed by
your features my entire life, yet you cannot see yourself in me. A true
blessing, father ."
The man seemed to take a moment before realisation hit him. He let
out a painful chuckle.
"So that bitch kept you?" The man spat, although lacking saliva, the
attempt was little but pitiful. "That miserable whore of a mother
should've let you dribble down her legs. You're no son of mine."
Harry felt a brief flash of anger and his wand flared to life, it didn't
offer the same radiating warmth as his holly wand, not that he could
feel it, but it lurched with an eager alacrity. A silent curse shot from
it's tip, crossing the short distance with a red flash, drawing a deep
cut across the man's cheek, he hissed in pain and spat at Harry's
feet.
"You're no son of mine. You little cunt!" He spat again, this time in
Harry's face. A quick flick of his wand and the spit vanished, another
flick and a white spell shot from the pale wand, a sickening crack
later and the old man's capacity to speak was stunted by a broken
jaw.
The man tried to say something, but his injuries withheld his words.
"You shall die tonight, alone and forgotten. But your name can fill a
footnote in the history books, father. You are the key to my
ascension."
He began to cover the pattern with blood, clenching his fist to draw
the crimson ichor free. Harry began to feel the effects of blood loss
but the circle was soon covered in blood. He then took a ring off his
left hand and placed it in the middle of the circle. The smell of iron
hot in his nose.
Harry gingerly ran his wand over his palm, sealing the wound before
looking at the battered old man, he had an expression of perpetual
terror and Harry felt his lips curl into a cruel grin.
" Avada Kedavra. " Harry said simply, his voice full of malice.
The world was black around him as he descended back into his own
body, a perilous descent with the scent of iron still hot in his nose.
His eyes rolled back into their rightful position, he was still prone and
apparently in a broom cupboard. He'd thrashed quite a bit judging
from the damage. He rose to his feet and took some tentative steps
before expelling the contents of his stomach all over the floor.
His head no longer pounded and his scar didn't ache, but it now
bled, dripping ichor into his eyebrow and coating the side of his face.
He reached a gentle pair of fingers to the weeping wound, they came
away sticky though the wound didn't drip the crimson blood he was
expecting. Instead his fingers came away coated with a darker liquid,
near black and more viscous than blood. His fingers seemed to
aggravate the wound as its efforts to expel the dark discharge begin
with a newfound fervour, running down his face to form a thick pool
on the floor.
On the one hand he felt the contents of his stomach lurch again at
the blasé nature Voldemort went about killing or the ritual afterwards.
But on the other, it felt so much like it was his doing. He experienced
what Voldemort did. Retrospectively it was easy to be disgusted by
the act, but when he was in the body of Voldemort, he felt the
pleasure, the perversion and he enjoyed it. Maybe it was just him
experiencing what Riddle felt, or maybe the two were becoming
more akin then he cared to admit.
He'd had more visions of Voldemort than he could count, his fifth
year had been plagued by them. Although this one stood out. It felt
more like a lecture, like he was being taught something, rather than
goaded, as odd as that was.
The ritual too, it was at the heart of it all. Whatever it did to that ring
was important but what he couldn't figure out was why he saw this.
Was Voldemort bold enough to try another ruse through their mental
connection or was it involuntary? There was nothing there to suggest
it was another attempt to trap Harry, but if not that, then what?
A few shaky steps forward and he grappled with the worn door frame
as he battled vertigo. A few more careful steps and he'd developed a
sedated pace that kept his head from spinning. He debated going to
the Hospital Wing, but he'd made it closer to the Headmaster's
office, his original destination.
"Manticore Minties." Harry tried, hopefully the man didn't change his
passwords often.
"Harry? I didn't ask for you." The man asked, his voice laced with
concern. If Harry thought the Headmaster looked off, then he
shuddered to think of his own appearance. Black ooze still stained
his face, his scar flared an angry red and his face was pale. The man
flicked his wand and the discharge vanished, or so it felt like.
"To be honest sir, I'm not too sure myself." Harry admitted, his voice
laced with uncertainty.
He told him of blood that pounded in his ears, that whispers in his
ear to strike down Snape and the vision of a young Voldemort,
undergoing a ritual at the cost of his father's life. With each detail
that Harry divulged, the Headmaster grew paler as if each word was
a blow to his person. After Harry had finished recounting the day's
events, the Headmaster relieved his face of his reading glasses,
rubbing tiredly at his eyes, he did not give any indication that he was
about to answer.
"I don't need 'I don't know', sir." Harry replied, "I need to know what's
happening to me."
"I fear no answer I have will give you what you seek, Harry." The
man said sadly. "But perhaps we can start from the beginning."
His gloved hand drew his long wand, the old wood decorated with
clusters and knots.
"Not if you don't wish it so," The man assured him, "But it would help
me greatly."
Harry was mute, he merely nodded and the man pushed the harsh
tip of his wand into Harry's temple as the raven-haired boy closed his
eyes. The skin screamed in protest, a lance of pain arcing down his
jaw. But the wand pulled away and the tension he barely recognised
was there was extracted as well.
The wisp of memory came away, hanging onto the tip of the
Headmaster's wand by a barely visible thread. But it wasn't like the
Hitwizard's memory, this one seemed lifeless. Where the other
wriggled and writhed, this one remained still, blown by the small
draught in the room.
The man flicked his wand, freeing the thread that was hung upon its
tip. Its descent towards the water of the Pensieve was slow, far
slower then it had any right to be. It contacted the dark surface and
instead of turning the surface into the shimmering milk glass as the
other one had, the surface remained blackened as if burnt.
"I didn't use Occlumency." Harry defended, "I came straight here
after it happened."
"What does it mean then?" Harry said, his temper rising again. "If
you know so much about it, why is it happening again, like this? "
"Wise men and fools ofttimes try to interpret visions and dreams, and
magic itself ofttimes laughs at our errors." The Headmaster mused,
in a jovial tone that stoked Harry's anger.
"I could no sooner tell you why you saw what you saw." He said,
offering Harry a short glance, "I cannot fathom the contents of your
visions, but perhaps I can discern their relevance."
"Your incident with Professor Snape, while volatile, was not entirely
unexpected."
"To some degree," The man confirmed, "I asked that Severus
provide a test for you, but it appears my confidence in him was
misplaced."
"Precisely." The man agreed with a smile, "More oft than not, the
ICW Enforcers are merely butchers with little regard to their
surroundings, a story to sell their innocence. Agamemnon was
depicted by Homer in his magical texts as a 'Battle Mage', but again,
mere tales. You are no more a man fuelled by bloodlust than I, nor
does your reaction make you anything more or less than that of
which you are already."
"Professor?"
"That's the cost of war, Harry." The man said, "It affects us all. Those
who have the misfortune of seeing it reign. That was its call, the heat
in your chest, muscles pulled taut, the thump of blood in your ears.
Every man feels it at least once, those who fight it are the better for
it. Those who don't often don dark cloaks."
"No it doesn't." The man relented, "But I believe you know well
enough how you saw what you saw. You needn't the reminder that
your skin is far more than skin marred red and purple. Your
connection will persist until one of you perishes."
"So why is he showing me this? " Harry asked, "It had no point, there
was nothing there, not like the other ones. Nothing to lure me
anywhere."
"I don't think he truly controls the contents of the visions any longer. I
think, perhaps, you glanced into his mind, rather than the inverse."
"Of course," The man agreed, "I believe his attempt to possess you
at the Ministry went awry. There remains little explanation of why the
Dark Lord is now so fearful of entering your mind, perhaps it became
a far more daunting task than it once was."
"So you think I saw something from his mind? Do you think it means
something then?"
"I do." The man simply nodded. "I believe you witnessed one of the
first-generation meetings of what would later become the Death
Eaters and you witnessed something far more important afterwards."
"The ritual?"
"Indeed. But first, I might explain the vision to the extent I understand
it."
Harry once again nodded his head and the man began.
"Why does that memory matter though?" Harry asked, "They're all
dead."
"Indeed and for most of them, almost immediately after they joined
Tom's movement. But the ideology persisted, has it not? We've beat
them countless times before Harry, but yet they remain. It's not
enough to merely best them. If we cannot establish peaceful
coexistence with them we're doomed to follow the same bloody path
forged a millennia ago - war will be all we've ever known, ever will
know."
"So I'm seeing what you tell me to see?" Harry asked tersely. His
scar began it's dull throb again.
"Not what I tell you Harry. But what you needed to see. Something I,
regrettably, kept hidden for fear the right time would never come."
"You're telling me I needed to see a man murdered?" Harry spat, "I
needed to faint in a broom cupboard like a child?"
"No, but you needed to learn a truth, one I hoped to never have to
speak of." The man pulled open the drawer of his desk and from it,
he procured a silk bag.
He pulled the drawstrings loose and emptied the contents onto the
table with a small clang.
It was the ring from his vision, split into two at the midsection. The
face held a dark emblem, a triangle with a circle in its grasp, bisected
by a single line.
"The ring?" Harry asked aghast, "How did you find it? Why do you
have it?"
"Luck." The man said simply, "But it represents something far greater
than we could ever imagine. This -" He said, gesturing towards the
ring before taking a long, bated breath.
"A Horcrux?" Harry asked, testing the foreign words on his lips.
Harry had a brief flash of memories. Bursts of red and green flaring
across the dark night, lifeless eyes staring at him, stone angels that
wouldn't let him free and above all, a serpentine figure rising from a
bubbling cauldron like a demonic phoenix from the ashes, eyes a
volatile crimson.
"What do they do?" Harry asked, staring intently at the ring sat upon
the table.
"They tether him to this mortal plane, while they linger, so shall he.
Forever bound to this earth while his objects persist."
"How many are there?" Harry asked, his throat suddenly dry.
"I've only seen the ring." He pointed out, his voice shaking somewhat
"Can we really make a judgement after one time?"
"You also saw through the eyes of Voldemort's familiar, which may
very well be another of his Horcruxes."
"Then let's destroy them." Harry resolved, "If I can see them, we can
find them."
"You're not ready." The man said simply, "I fear you won't be for
some time."
"Then train me." Harry returned quickly, "Then let me fight him."
"I cannot." The man said simply, "Martial might alone cannot hope to
defeat Voldemort. Nor can you hope to match his power or
knowledge. The disparity between you is too large to span in
decades, let alone months. Tom was gifted, even among prodigies,
the idea that you can match him alone is a fanciful tale. I had once
believed that my own prowess would be more than a match for Tom
and even I was misled."
"But it's not just Voldemort, is it sir?" Harry asked. The Headmaster's
face seemed suddenly dull at his words. " Malfoy, Crabbe, Goyle,
Nott. All those faces in my visions, they might be dead, but their
children aren't, you said it yourself. They're coming. What good am I
to anyone if I can't even protect myself?"
His face was still dull, like it was the day before and yet, it held the
slightest of sorrows. He'd seen it before in a few faces - Sirius,
Moody, even Scrimgeour. Men who'd seen war and did their utmost
not to spread its tools. His reluctance suddenly made sense, even if
it was infuriating.
"Why?"
Harry asked and his words felt like they seemed to echo around the
room, even the portraits remained still. It felt less like a question and
more a demand, although he didn't expect it, the man obliged.
"How… How long?" Harry choked, bile rose at the back of his throat,
their greatest hope in the war to come, the one light in a sea of
darkness was cursed, living on borrowed time.
"The end of the year, if I fight the curse sufficiently well, but even
now it drains my magic. I'm unsure just how long I have." He said
sadly, "This had always been your duty, Harry, to follow footsteps
you couldn't see towards a destiny you couldn't comprehend -
Voldemort's footsteps. Within you lies my legacy, the hope of a world
better than the one we've always known.
Harry didn't answer, how could he? His world was crashing down
around him, the world that already seemed destined to pile a great
weight for him to bear. But this was worse, far worse. The only
reason Voldemort hadn't initiated open conflict was fear of Albus
Dumbledore, without him, the Magical World faced a threat with no
remedy.
"I shall." The man said, relenting in an equally as soft voice, "But not
yet, there is more to life than duty."
"I know, my boy and that fact stings more than blackened skin ever
could."
Harry wanted to form a rebuttal, tell him he had to stay, that he was
their only hope. But it was futile, his words stilled at his lips and his
breath became ragged. Dumbledore seemed to notice.
Harry nodded, his feet guided him out of the room and down the
stairs, his head started to spin again but not in the same way as
before.
"Harry." The man called out again, but said no more. He no longer
looked like the powerful wizard that fought at the Ministry.
The air had been sucked out of his lungs and it felt like a
sledgehammer was thumping his chest. His feet dragged him to his
destination without his mind fully comprehending where he was
going, he didn't remember consulting the Marauders Map, nor the
long and winding track he took around the castle to get there.
He barely lifted his clenched fist to knock on her door before it swung
open and beyond it stood the beautiful face of Fleur Delacour, that of
which he'd been seeking counsel and comfort in for over a month.
"'Arry? What's wrong?" Her words broke the fragile flood wall that
had held his torrent of emotions from spilling onto his face.
The first tears began to fall, he hadn't shed tears since Sirius died. It
made him feel weak, more of a child then he had a right to be given
the situation. But he didn't exactly epitomize caring at the moment.
She noticed the tears fall and brought him into the room. It smelled
of her, the fragrant mixture of rosewood and vanilla that just smelled
familiar.
He stumbled forward across the threshold into her office, she was
clearly surprised by the action and moved from his path. She helped
him towards one of the plush chairs of her office, of which Harry
didn't have time to take note of.
She stood next to him as he sat down, Harry's head rested briefly on
the shoulder of her robe, his eyes weary from the few shedded tears
and lack of sleep. She put a hand on his shoulder and met his
emerald eyes with her ocean blue.
He awoke a few hours later, he felt better save for a terrible kink in
his neck that came from sleeping in an awkward position. He looked
around the room expecting Fleur to be in it, though she was nowhere
to be seen, the moderately sized room was empty save for Harry. He
could, however, hear the pattering sound of water hitting the floor
and resolved it was likely she was in the shower.
He peered around the room to take in the surroundings. The decor
was very minimalistic in its design, it looked entirely out of place with
the rustic and medieval design of Hogwarts. Sleek tables jutted from
the wall to act as a desk and bookshelves, there was very little else
save the recliner Harry had perched himself in, a fireplace and a
single door, which Harry could only assume led to a bedroom and
the bathroom if the noises were anything to go off.
Her scent lingered in the room, between that and the decor the room
was decidedly Fleur Delacour.
She emerged a few moments later in a fresh set of light blue robes,
using a charm to slowly dry her hair.
She snorted in amusement, "Not exactly what I'd say after crying on
someone's shoulder but I suppose it works."
"Such high praise." She drawled in a tone that made it clear it was a
jest, "I'm sure Ron's would suffice."
She smirked at him and continued drying her hair, but didn't break
the sudden silence.
"Would you take some advice?" She asked and he found himself
nodding.
He didn't know what was more perturbing. The fact that he was so
easy to read that she'd surmised most of the reason without a
second glance. Or how hard the words echoed within him.
"For a lesser wizard, perhaps." She said, "You are no lesser wizard.
You're a Triwizard Champion, you've fought Voldemort. If you wish to
change the world around you, you need only start somewhere."
Dumbledore's words were still loud in his ears as if the man kept
saying them.
"Pride fells even Dragons, Harry." She said, "It won't serve you well
here."
"Well," She began, "I was going to ask for your assistance yet again
but somehow you've found another way to circumvent your
servitude. I'm starting to think you're just doing this to escape from
my company. "
"I've got just the thing," Harry said, drawing the Marauders Map from
his back pocket.
"An old piece of parchment? Oh my, you shouldn't have." She said
dryly.
"Not just any old parchment." He said with a dramatic flourish of his
wand. "I solemnly swear I'm up to no good.." He tapped the
parchment with the tip of the holly shaft, the map flared to life.
The lines formed eloquently like the stroke of an artist's brush, Harry
was solely focused on her reaction, she looked just as enraptured as
Harry imagined he did the first time he opened the map. She turned
the parchment over in her hands, looking at it through the line with a
keen eye.
"My father and his friends made it during their time here, it'll show
you every occupant, every passage and every room in the castle."
He spoke proudly, happy that she appreciated it as much as he did.
She levelled him with a wide smile. "This is amazing! Why'd you
keep this to yourself?"
"A man's got to have some secrets." He shrugged, "I can't always be
an open book."
"Well," She decided, "I suppose I could let you off helping this once."
"I'm not sure that's the best idea." Harry admitted, fearful of the
arrival of the war drums and the lust for combat.
"Let's stop you wallowing in pity." She suggested, "Let me teach you
something instead."
"Let's have a rematch," She said, her superior smirk across her
features, "Just to be sure."
Harry acquiesced in the end. He was just as eager to know what his
reaction would be but even more so how he'd match up against
Fleur, who always seemed so confident in her abilities.
Both of them stood side on with their wand straight out. With a quick
piece of conjuration and a levitation charm, a piece of silk fluttered to
the ground, both of them knew its significance, upon its landing, the
duel began.
The silk descended, fluttering and tumbling through the air until it hit
the ground, then the room erupted into bright flashes of light. Harry
opened up with some spells from his Father's book, he'd developed
a little chain of relatively harmless charms he was eager to test.
The revolution jinx shot out of his wand as he was forced to dodge a
series of quick stunners fired from her wand followed by a spell that
ripped some floorboards up and shot them at him in an arc. He was
forced to duck, he watched as the jinx smashed into wooden planks
that came to her defense as well as attacking Harry. They splintered
on impact and the following spell immobilized the debris. The
blinding hex fell against her bright blue shield and the hand
swapping Charm suffered the same fate.
There was a brief detente between the pair as they assessed their
next attack. Harry attacked first, unsure if it was due to him being
quicker or Fleur luring him in.
Seeing how the Immobulus stopped the debris, Harry had an idea.
His Bombarda tore up a large section of the floor, the Immobulus
stopped the debris mid-air and the wind charm shot the entirety of it
at Fleur.
While he tried to free his foot, one of the wooden dogs rammed him
from behind, sending him sprawling. His wand was quickly
summoned as he hit the floor, rather hard. His ankle eventually freed
itself, but it too hurt from the impact. Fleur walked over to help him
up, a bright smirk on her now flustered face. The duel wasn't
particularly long but it was exhilarating, she offered him a soft hand
and he took it.
"You're certainly better than I was at your age." She offered, still
smirking.
"Not yet," She said, sticking her nose up mockingly, "But few can
match Fleur Delacour."
"Do I have a reason not to be?" She said, placing her hand on her
hip. "That was a nice move with the debris."
"Maybe this time." She offered, "But next time, watch your feet."
He smirked at her and rose to his feet, ready for another round.
He was thankful for the distraction, even if it had caused him a great
deal of pain.
The conclusion was foregone from the first duel, she'd beat him fairly
soundly even if his trick had almost caught her off guard. Though
she was smarter for it and as the duels progressed into the day, his
tricks soon ran out and his losses rose. Yet, he could feel himself
growing already.
Fleur opened the door to her office and helped him inside, placing
him down gently on the lounge chair. There was a smirk on her face,
she'd proved her point. Past merit wasn't everything, current merit
was all and she'd proved hers seven-fold in the last hour and a half.
Pride might fell Dragons, Harry laughed internally, But she's standing
tall.
She left him in the chair and went to the corner of the room. She
began to rummage through a pile of boxes in the corner. She was
there for some time, flicking boxes and other objects he assumed
she hadn't sorted around her.
She rose to her full height, a pair of darkened bottles and two
glasses in her hand. She walked back over to Harry and conjured
another chair, resting her bottle on her desk.
He gave the glass a brief sniff. "Should you really be giving wine to
students?"
"I find it's best after a duel." Fleur said, "I think if anyone deserves a
drink, it's you."
" Is there a difference ?" She sighed dramatically, "You truly are a
lost cause, I think I'll have to expose you to some more before my
time is up."
"Are you better than me at my age?" She said, her back turned to
him as she weighed the bottles in her hands.
"Well, no."
She poured out equal measures into both the glasses before placing
the cork back into the bottle with her wand. She walked around to
the other side of her desk, handing Harry his glass which he gently
took by the stem.
"I might tell Mrs Weasley." He threatened good naturedly, "I'd like to
see that argument."
"Perhaps I'll tell Ginerva that you were drinking in my office instead."
She returned, "I'd be eager to see her reaction."
Harry swirled his glass around in front of him, he'd seen Aunt
Petunia do it hundreds of times. He feigned expertise as he
pretended to look at the liquid while under Fleur's scrutinizing eye.
"I suppose this is what elegance tastes like?" He managed to get out
after he swallowed, while Fleur laughed at him.
"How uncouth." She said in a voice that made her sound far older
than she was, "You're drinking it wrong."
"Like this." She instructed, grasping her glass by the stem as he had.
She swirled it and let it sit, before sniffing it. She rose the glass to
her lips and imbibed in a small portion.
Harry followed suit, although much more reluctantly then the first
time. He swirled it and raised it to his nose. It smelt like lemon,
oranges maybe. He didn't really know the taste, it was less sweet
than before, definitely more palatable.
"Do you like it?" She asked eagerly, swirling her glass idly in one
hand.
"High praise, I'm sure of it." She said before taking another drink.
Soon, as the day turned to dusk and further to night, his sips grew
more frequent. Their topics changed as did the colour of their wines
and bottles. Soon, Harry finally made the decision he had far more
wine than he should have. Although he was certainly not drunk by
any means, he couldn't have been far off.
Though he felt gallant, like none of his worries would worry him any
longer. Fleur reached across the table for the bottle and Harry
redirected her hand to him, brushing his lips against her knuckles
eliciting a little squeal and the hints of a blush as they both laughed
good naturedly.
Yet, Fleur was right. Adversity cared little if he was strong or weak,
happy or sad. His problems would come all the same.
PAIRINGS : Harry/Fleur
RATING : M
I'm a bit later on this one than the others, mostly due to the fact this
chapter in my plan started with a big chunk of exposition and was
about half the length it currently is. So after lots of music, a few
sleepless nights and a lot of stress, here it is. Chapter name was
inspired by my 4 AM viewing of 'A Time to Kill' which is a
phenomenal movie.
Wasn't overly proud of this chapter in the beginning but it came out
to something I could certainly sit back and enjoy.
As always, the world's a big and dangerous place. Stay safe, happy
and well and until next time, Enjoy!
Austere, grey walls rose high into the street. Each block of suburbia
found an identical copy to itself on the adjacent. Unending walls
broken only by windows obfuscated with grime. No doubt hiding
families inside. But families he'd never get to glimpse, living life in
the same poverty as Voldemort once had.
It was a district that had been struck by the Spanish Flu outbreak.
One that had never truly recovered. The street was littered with
pockmarks, deep gouges that seem to deter visitors. Bordered with
fences to ward off thieves that stood twice the height of Harry and
the bitter taste of smog seemed to burn through the enchantments of
the Pensive to bite at his mouth-born from towering chimneys that
rose high into the air.
Harry looked down the street to its end. "This is where it all began,
isn't it?"
The man beside him stroked his beard. "In a way, I suppose it did."
"What he would become?" The man shook his head, "No. Though as
I once said, I weep for the boy who thought there was little more to
life than servitude and suffering. But never for the man who saw
other paths and continued still."
"I suppose it doesn't matter." Harry said, his eyes drawn to the
chipped street before his feet, "History has already been written."
Dumbledore shook his head, his beard twitching with the action.
"Perhaps not. History written is dead ink. We still live and while we
stand, the ink remains wet. Malleable."
The long hours had given way to longer days, days waned to weeks
and before Harry truly knew it, over a month had passed since he
had arrived at Hogwarts. A month and a half, ripe with Pensieve
visits such as this.
"Anyone would go mad growing up here," Harry said, his feet tearing
up a flowered weed grown from the cracks between the road.
It wasn't too hard for him to imagine the dirty street lined with
beggars. The musty alleys lined with bodies and the pleas for food
laden in the air.
They entered the tall building; it's worn wooden doors held open with
the frantic rushing and squeals of children.
It was an orphanage.
He'd never seen him as a child, not really, anyways. There was little
chance he could discern him from any of the others that roamed
under the dull gaze of their Matron.
"He is." The man said solemnly, looking down a hallway, Harry
seemed to recognise something akin to familiarity in his eyes.
"Should we go see?"
"No."
"Professor?"
The man was noticeably reluctant, and his eyes darted to the
hallway and back to Harry.
"Not yet."
War fosters many wounds. Harry repeated the man's words. Some
refuse to heal.
"Is she?" Harry left the statement hanging. The man knew what he
spoke of.
It was all he needed to say, for the words he needed to know were
taught in lessons past, remaining to linger in his mind.
A man that, ostensibly, was still the epitome of power and wisdom
was secretly withering away behind closed doors, wrought with
frequent pain and running down a clock to his own demise. It was a
hard truth to escape, he'd forget about it, only for it to come back and
gnaw at his gut every time an errant thought strayed to the war.
Or every time he was forced to look in the man's aged face, to see
pain shrouded behind his eyes.
The man had offered him some books, usually History. But his
resolution to train Harry was mostly limited to glimpses into the past.
Though, he mused, I suppose something has filled that void.
"Alright, sir?"
The usual silence reigned in the office as they mulled over the
events. Or rather, Harry pondered as the older man observed him
with a keen eye, willing to provide amendments and explanation
where needed.
"Why not just kill them?" Harry asked, it was callous and cold but a
prudent question.
"How could he use that though?" Harry asked, "The ritual happened
years later."
"Not quite." The man shook his head, "Death is a final state of
affairs, static. There is power in death, yes. But to have lost
something of great importance and linger in pain, that carries equal
power - greater in some circumstance. Both were still alive when he
enacted the ritual, enough so that their pain was a sufficient conduit."
"I'm more thankful for that then you could ever know." Dumbledore
said, "You needn't understand the magic behind it, only what Amy
Benson and Dennis Bishop meant to Tom Riddle."
"Do they still live?" Harry asked hopefully, though he could tell by the
man's face that the conclusion was written.
"Tom stripped them of what made them, them. They lingered on this
mortal coil for some time but truly lived no longer. They went missing
a short while after, presumably at Tom's hands."
"He'd need a teacher, most likely." The bearded man said with a
quirk of his mouth. "Blood magic is a dagger with no hilt. To grasp it
at all spills your own blood, to wield it invites untold tolls. Waters too
dangerous to swim alone."
"So it would seem." He said, fiddling with his gloved hand before he
glanced at his pocket watch. "The hour is early, would you like to be
excused from classes?"
He thought briefly on the matter, "I've got a big day sir, probably best
to get it out of the way."
"I'll be sure to procure some more for your next visit. I'd run along
now, Harry, get Breakfast while it's warm."
"Of course, sir," Harry said, though he had a sneaking suspicion the
man's dismissal was more to do with his tired eyes and painful
grimaces.
Harry left the old man behind, he bid a farewell to Fawkes who now
always seemed to be singing a mournful song. Soon with the
gargoyle at his back, the tiredness bit at his eyes. He blinked away
bleary vision and continued towards his destination.
He made his way to the Grand Staircase and stepped aboard one of
the revolving staircases.
Harry could see the pendulum of the clock high in the ceiling,
swinging to and fro in its repetitive interval. The faint ticking of its
gears could be heard from the antechamber as he walked into it.
Harry found he liked the view. It wasn't comparable to the far-seeing
position the astronomy tower boasted, but the walk was far shorter,
especially without the multitude of stairs.
A small flock of sparrows flew into the tower before settling on the
ledge. Harry held his finger out, one particularly brave bird looked as
if it would take the leap, but was frightened from flying by the loud
clack and clank of steel on cobblestones. The birds took flight,
fleeing from the tower.
"Neptune was palest before the eve, young Potter, the stars foretold
me of your presence here."
Harry turned to find the culprit and was greeted by the towering form
of a Centaur.
The golden, palomino coat of his lower body sparkled in the morning
light. He had trimmed his golden hair since he'd last seen him,
instead of falling straight down, the majority was tied into a bun at
the back of his head while two separate pieces fell behind him. But
the most noticeable new feature was the garish scar that ran from
his right collarbone to just below his left breast. It had scarred over
but still looked fresh.
"The stars' blessing, Harry Potter." The centaur said in his baritone,
moving to stand alongside Harry.
"Of course. The darkness has obscured our view of the stars for
some time. When we can gaze at the unadulterated heavens we are
bound to follow their signs."
Obscured?
Harry stepped around so they were next to each other. Harry never
really stopped to think about how tall the Centaur was, Harry had
grown considerably in the past few years but he barely made it up to
his breast bone.
"Sorrowful tidings are nigh. Both I and Sybil have consulted the stars
and heard the same songs."
"We hear the tolling of bells, the clash of gold and seas of dark
waves. At the centre, a fulmination. A snake skewered by chance."
Harry couldn't make head nor tails of the cryptic message. "And what
exactly does that mean?"
"We can only divine destiny, never make sense of events before they
happen, Harry Potter. We see only what is written in the stars, never
less, never more."
He began to turn about and let out a small gasp pawing at the length
of scar tissue. It pained him clearly.
"How'd you get injured, if you don't mind me asking?" Harry inquired,
the scar was unlike Harry had ever seen, it seemed to periodically
pulse a light crimson down the length.
Firenze snorted, but it sounded more like a whinny that his lower-half
might muster. "Magorian was always a poor leader. He looked to the
stars and saw tidings of hatred but was always fearful of making an
ill-fated decision for the Herd. Bane is much more ardent in his
distaste, he uses the shroud to gain control of the herd. Magorian is
now leader of the herd in name only and remains only to honour our
traditions."
"You told me the same thing years ago, that you hoped the stars
were wrong when you read them, were they?"
"One cannot fully fathom the truth of the stars, nor the intent of what
the gods allow us to glimpse."
That's vague. Harry thought, But it's probably the best I'm getting.
I'm sure I've had stranger mornings. He mused although none came
to mind.
Harry continued his original path to the Great Hall, the grand
staircase immediately providing a route to his destination as if the
difficulties had been in his imagination. Soon enough he was on his
way. As he expected, enough people were in the hall that he
wouldn't stick out like a sore thumb. Ron and Hermione hadn't
arrived yet, but given the fact that Harry hadn't slept, it was unlikely
he'd see them for some time.
Neville was already seated at the Gryffindor table, using his new
wand to practice some charms. Neville's new wand seemed a
godsend for the usually timid boy as if the cherry wood had given
him a healthy dose of confidence.
The Ministry had stoked a rage in the boy, for better or for worse.
Harry wasn't quite sure yet.
At the current moment, however, he was trying to animate the forks
at the table to walk. It wasn't the most straightforward of tasks,
charming steel, given it was less pliable than the plastic soldiers they
were meant to practice the charm with. He took a seat next to the
practising boy.
"Why aren't you using the figurine Flitwick gave us?" Harry asked as
he shoved a piece of toast into his mouth.
His time with Fleur had grown exponentially and he found there were
few words for her.
He had learned very quickly the word of Fleur Delacour was her
bond. When she had spoken of them duelling and his own meagre
style, he'd refused to believe either.
He'd had his fair share of bumps, bruises and broken pride. He'd
limped enough nights back to her office or Gryffindor Tower to refute
her skills. Their bouts were close, but there was no other way to
describe the situation.
But not for long, there had once been an almost insurmountable gap
between them, born from the years she spent beyond school.
The gap had been closing under her tutelage, shrinking with every
spell he learned and duel he fought. For every duel and spell she
taught, he was conscripted to helping her in turn.
"I'll settle for lending you that figurine." Harry said with a smile, "For
some help in Herbology."
"I'm not really, but last time the bloody thing ate through the tip of my
glove, anything that can go through Dragonhide I'd rather not touch."
That had been perhaps being one of the oddest changes occurred,
one he couldn't say he entirely expected. Morning post had been
exciting, fun, for lack of a better term. A chance to bet on Quidditch
scores, read some scandalous gossip of something or other and
purchase products from the back of the Prophet.
No sooner did he read the words did the paper leave his hand,
shoved across the table. Neville sent him a look and reached across
the table, plucking the discarded newspaper within two fingers.
"Way Colin was telling it, Lilith Warble wouldn't leave the dorm this
morning."
"I reckon we could get one of the fifth year Prefects to make sure
she's not alone." Neville returned.
"If anyone decides to go to class that lost someone, make sure they
take some of the older years with them."
"I hope not," Harry said, "But after Copper? I'm not sure I have much
hope in anyone not pouring salt in the wound for a quick laugh."
It seemed like the entirety of the castle was silent. He made his way
to the Defence Against the Dark Arts classroom without any hassle,
the majority of people were still eating breakfast. The room was
empty save for Ernie Macmillian in the front of the class. Harry took
his regular seat in the middle row and waited for the class to begin to
fill up.
Soon enough, students filed in, filling the class up to its regular
capacity. Ron and Hermione eventually came and took their seats
wordlessly beside Harry. Though Hermione looked a bit flustered.
CLARA SANCTORUM
"You will master it before the week is out or you shall no longer be
present in this class. This war will strip you bare if you let it, do not
let it. Now practice." He finished, storming out as quickly as he
entered.
"That'll be the day." Harry laughed lightly, "I thought the Vampires
were still confined to the covens in Minsk?"
"Not all of them," Ron shook his head, "Dad reckons he met a few of
them when he was writing stuff for the Wizengamot. Though I'm
more concerned with what Snape's trying to do with this duelling."
"Not sure I like Snape being the one to be running it though." Ron
snarked, "When has that bastard ever not tried to make our lives
hell? This'll surely be the same."
Soon their class concluded and they moved onto the next -
Transfiguration. Which in comparison to Defence Against the Dark,
operated at a much more sedate pace. Much like DADA, it was
relatively quiet. Some conversation had begun and dispersed quickly
under the harsh gaze of Professor McGonagall. They were practising
conjuration and the Deputy Headmistress had expressed the utmost
importance of concentration in the matter.
Still, the statue was a fine effort, from the details of the mane to the
texture of the body. It was perhaps a bit misshapen, lacking
refinement in many areas, but it was good enough.
Deciding that maybe he could try the spell silently, he vanished his
latest attempt and tried again.
Pario Rete, he incanted internally.
The results were to be expected, the lion was much less refined, it's
edges were shaped and resembled some form of contemporary art
rather than the fearsome beast. Seeing he had little luck but deciding
to try again, Harry cast the same following spell internally,
Motus Leporum .
His statuette didn't even manage a step forward, it's blocky leg lifted
and it teetered for a moment before falling.
They broke their spree of classes with Lunch, which was thankfully
much less distressed. He broke into a quick lunch with Ron and
Hermione. Little was said between the trio, the day was busy and
they sorely needed food but Harry noticed the indecipherable
glances between the pair. Soon enough, they'd filled their stomachs
and were sent towards their last class of the day. They made the
arduous trek down to the dungeons to begin Potions.
Harry went about making the potion. His wand lit the flame beneath
the cauldron and he began to put the ingredients in. A quarter ounce
of Dragon's Blood that turned the simmering water a dark crimson
and emitted a volatile hiss, he sliced the Hippocampi spines finely
and pushed them in, dissolving as they hit the water. The ingredients
and their preparations continued, followed by a series of clockwise
and counterclockwise turns and convoluted instructions on turning
the heat on and off to keep the temperature exactly right.
By the time Harry had concluded, his potion was a measly one
shade away from perfection, the blood-like potion bubbled with
hidden danger. Slughorn began to make his rounds as always,
scooping a small vial out and vanishing the rest. By the time he got
to Harry, he gave his sample a small sniff.
"An excellent effort my dear boy, though I'd say you didn't remove all
the membrane from the Doxy wing, alas, a mistake many a young
potioneer makes. However, it does not devalue such a terrific effort."
He gave Harry a beaming smile, he felt pretty good about it until of
course, he made his way to Ron. The perfect potion in colour,
consistency and potency.
" Excellent work, Mister Weasley." Harry mocked softly, so only Ron
could hear him.
Slughorn waited for the class to clear before he started talking, Ron
and Hermione shot him confused looks but he merely shook his
head.
"I haven't received a response from you if you're coming to the party
I'm hosting, you do remember it is tonight, yes?"
Bugger.
"Of course sir, I apologise for not replying earlier," Harry said
awkwardly. "NEWT year and everything."
"Ah!" He said clasping his hands together, "No harm, no foul. I shall
expect yourself and your date at my office at eight' o'clock this
evening."
Shite.
Harry had forgotten all about the date.
"Having trouble deciding Harry?" The man said slyly, "No, It's not
mandatory."
"But between you and I, of course," The man's voice was harsh in
his ear, a product of being so close, "Some of the crowd coming
tonight might take umbrage to the fact you haven't taken the time to
find a date."
"Dare I say it, I can't imagine you'll have much trouble finding a witch
to decorate your arm, even on such short notice."
"You're too kind sir," Harry said, desperately battling the frown that
threatened to spill onto his features.
"Nonsense." The man waved him off, "But you best be getting ready
rather than talking to an old man."
"Maybe tonight once the mead breaks out Harry! But for now, you
best go gather your date."
Ginny was dating Dean Thomas and given the amount of time they
spent in the Common Room, that'd be an awkward conversation with
Ron, Dean, Fleur and a plethora of other Weasleys.
Luna would probably be free, but while they were good friends,
whether they were that good was debatable.
But of course, the option that had been at the forefront of his mind
was the riskiest one.
Fleur Delacour.
It was perhaps the riskiest of the options, but the only one that really
made sense.
Long strides helped him cross the castle with ease. He didn't need to
consult the Marauders Map to find her. Fleur always made a habit of
always reading before dinner. It was one of the few predictable
things about her.
She had an amused look on her face, crossing her arms as she leant
against the doorframe, prompting him to continue with an arch of an
elegant eyebrow.
"Is that so?" She asked, confusion morphing into interest. "Has
Scrimgeour delegated another of his tasks ?"
Scrimgeour often demanded much, for little. But he had little choice.
Fleur, however, was no great fan of the 'Old Lion'.
"Not yet." He shook his head, "I've still got to write that letter, but I
haven't gotten anything new."
"So you don't need my help with our esteemed Minister, what do you
need?"
To her credit, if she looked shocked she certainly didn't show it,
though her lips pursed and her irritation was clear.
"If this is your attempt at romance, I can see how your attempts at
relationships have gone so stellar in the past." Wincing a little, Harry
was quick to defend himself.
"No, it's just…" He struggled to find words to placate her, "I need
your help, desperately. I need it to go well and you're the only
chance I have."
"Is it to do with your little 'Quest'?" She asked, standing up from the
doorway.
Harry nodded, He knew she wanted to know, it was eating at her not
being able to know all his secrets, suffice to say he had quite a few.
"So I'm to be your date to a party and you've got no clue who's
going?"
" Ginerva would be honoured, I'm sure of it." She mocked, "When
does the party start?"
"So you've given me," She flicked her wand to check the time, "A
little under three hours to get ready. Did you wait so long as to
ensure I couldn't say no?"
"Do you have any idea how terribly irritated I am at you?" She sighed
but some amusement crept back into her voice.
For the first time since Slughorn reminded him, Harry could breathe
easily.
Harry crossed the threshold into her office and took a seat at the
familiar recliner that he'd be using to nurse his wounds after their
nightly bouts. She quickly retreated into the bathroom and a moment
later, the shower turned on.
He tried to occupy himself at first, but she was in the bathroom for a
lengthy amount of time, he started peeking around the room. The
minimalist decor had persisted, even as she had finished unpacking.
The antechamber that served as her office still only decorated by a
few pieces of fine furniture.
He rolled his wand between his fingers and sat back in the chair,
waiting until she returned.
A generous amount of time later, the shower cut off and she exited.
Sounds began to emanate from the room, presumably drying spells
and the likes. Soon enough she stepped outside of the Bathroom,
blindsiding Harry.
She wore a light blue dress that hugged and accentuated her
womanly curves. Her hair was up as it so often was when she
worked or when they duelled, but tonight two elegant wisps of her
silver fell from either side of her head and framed her angelic
features.
She was beauty incarnate. Harry felt his mouth go dry and his heart
pound furiously in his chest.
She turned to him and gave his outfit a once over, his brief moment
of being dazed flying past unnoticed.
"I'd tell you to shower but we haven't got the time." She said, her lips
quirking in thought.
She checked the time using the ornate clock that sat upon the far
wall rather than her wand.
"We best be on our way." She announced, "I trust I don't need to
remind you to be on your best behaviour?"
She paused for a moment and turned to him, her head cocked.
"Maybe." She said, her voice oddly soft. "More likely, they want to
find for themselves how their pieces will land."
"Pieces?"
"Some men play Quidditch, some learn spells, some hunt game. But
some play a different game entirely. To them, everyone is a
plaything, every person a piece to be moved and bartered at their
behest. It's a gambling wizard's game, Harry. They're here to see
which side deserves their final gambit - to see if Dumbledore can
truly win this war."
"But how long does he have left? He couldn't beat him in the First
War. What makes the Second so different? If he can beat him, how
long will it take?"
"Have some faith." Harry said sourly, "He's the only reason
Voldemort isn't in control of Hogwarts."
"These aren't my words, Harry." She said softly, "These will be theirs.
How much longer can the great Albus Dumbledore last? They'll ask,
ten years, fifteen ?"
"Armando Dippet didn't fight wars, Harry." She said, her voice still far
softer than it usually was. "Dumbledore has fought how many?
Three? Four?"
"I'm not sure I want to talk about it, Fleur," Harry said.
"It's a truth you can't escape Harry," She said, "Be it from my mouth
or theirs, half-truths or hard truths, confronting them is easier than
running."
She was sombre, serious. A stark departure from her usual tone.
"How do you know this?"
She gave a soft snort in response. "The French invented the social
rendezvous, and we're nothing if not masters at our craft."
"I don't plan to be there too long anyways." He admitted, "I just want
to talk to Slughorn a little and then hopefully get out of there before it
gets too serious."
She finished some final touches to his transfigured robe before she
announced it was perfect.
She took Harry's arm and led him out the door.
Soon enough, they arrived at the office. Harry gave a quick glance to
the Marauder's Map which he'd taken to keeping on him regularly to
keep eyes on specific individuals. It contained many names he'd
never heard but he imagined he'd be thrust into the deep-end
beyond the door.
Fleur knocked, giving three small raps on the door, soon enough the
plump form of Professor Slughorn to open the door.
And so it begins.
It was large, larger than any of the other offices he'd been in, it more
than rivalled the Headmaster's even. But it seemed claustrophobic
given the sheer amount of people piled into it. A circular table sat in
the middle of the room, surrounded by ornate pillars. A desk sat in
the back right corner and in the other three, a variety of settees and
lounges that people were sitting upon.
Both the man's small hands clasped his right hand tightly, giving it a
series of firm shakes.
"I'm sure that's a very lucrative field," Harry said after a brief pause.
"Oh indeed, indeed!" The man agreed, perhaps thankful he got some
recognition.
The man stopped and seemed to realize something. "But I'm being
terribly rude!" He stepped aside and the pale visage of the taller man
stepped forth. "My colleague, Sanguini."
The man's face was pale but the shadows under his eyes were
extremely prominent as if he hadn't slept in ages. He looked
reasonably emaciated too. Despite his robes looking fairly well-
tailored, they hung off him like ill-fitting rags.
"Mister Potter." The man said in a dark voice, his voice more a hiss
then conventional chatter. Though Harry wasn't exactly listening to
him, rather the elongated canines that fell from his mouth. Fleur was
close enough behind him that he felt her tense at the same
realisation.
Slughorn was fairly quick on his feet though. detecting the harsh
glare and no response was likely going to become very awkward
soon. He offered a quick pleasantry and ushered Harry to the next
guest.
Suddenly, he felt like cattle being bought and sold at will. Passed
around by old men and subjected to lengthy introductions that
seemed to be never-ending. Even in a room that wasn't extremely
large, he felt like he waded through the sticky subject of politics for
an age. Fleur being by his side was his only saving grace.
It was her that would whisper advice in his ear while his conversation
partner was distracted, providing counsel when he felt out of his
depth. Which was often. Soon, free from the overbearing clutches of
proud men, the pair made their way to a less populated corner of the
room.
"How was my political debut ?" He asked, glad to be free from the
oppressive atmosphere, even if that relief was only fleeting.
"Sloppy." She said although the smile on her face told a different
tale. "But better than most."
"I didn't know you trained many in how to get passed around by
boring, old men for hours."
"An hour and a half, Harry." She amended, "You've got a long path
ahead, still many more guests to be greeted."
"Looks like the dream of getting out of here before midnight was just
that."
At some point in the night, she came into the possession of a wine
glass. Bringing the ornate glasswork to her nose, swirling it and
finally bringing it to her lips as she'd shown him nearly two months
ago.
"Sometimes, but not always." She said, removing the glass from her
lips, "Perhaps, there should be less talking and more observing
anyways."
"You've never done enough observing in this setting." She said, "If
you think you have, you're a fool."
"He wanted to know if we thought we could win the war without the
help of the ICW."
They stayed there for a moment. Harry stuck reciting the length tales
about each guest. Martin Theander, The head of Qwik Quills who
gifted Slughorn ' The most amazing red-eagle feather quill every
year.'
Adrian Wilkes, a magical photographer for the Daily Prophet who '
could've done so much better' He ran into Worple and his Vampire
more than once, his dissertation on ' The effects of Vampirism on
Magic' was to die for, apparently .
They turned to, the man's face was red and sweat beaded at his
forehead. He seemed quite thoroughly sloshed.
"Of course not my dear, only the best for such a prestigious
gathering." The two engaged in a conversation about one bottle or
the other while Harry tried to get his own drink. He only managed to
catch the tail-end as he continued to look around.
"I have an Egyptian vintage, quite rare too, you know? But I imagine
you've heard all about such with your fiancé in Egypt."
"Very well." The man relented, "I shall leave you to it."
"Are you okay?" Harry asked gently behind her, her very posture
seemed off at the plump Professor's work.
Harry might've thought to push the issue. But if she wished to keep
her thoughts private, that was her prerogative.
Merlin knows she hasn't pushed me on half the things she could've.
Like most magical alcohol, it had the uncanny ability to get the
drinker horribly intoxicated very quickly.
Soon enough he found Fleur again, the pair bid the Professor a good
night and Harry made to escort Fleur back to her office.
There were no other words for it; they were both terribly drunk. Harry
to pass the dull night quickly and Fleur because she claimed she '
absolutely couldn't let a vintage this good go to waste on dullards
that couldn't appreciate it.'
They began their slow sedated journey back to her office, giggling
and talking their way there.
"Green."
She seemed to ponder the question for some time, looking a bit
indecisive. It was a nice change, she kept her emotions so guarded,
but in her drunken state, they were all the more clearer.
"Once."
"You can't just say once! You've got to tell me!" She exclaimed.
"A proper thank you?" She asked, "What do you mean by that?"
"No, I don- Oh!" She exclaimed as if she had cracked a great code.
She gave another small giggle. "Is that right?" She asked in mock
anger. But her tone shifted in an instance.
"Was I good?" She asked, her low voice laced with a seductive tone
that made him thankful for the low-light.
"Fleur." He warned.
"How did you have me?" Her blue eyes seemed to smolder through
the darkness.
That was certainly an area even drunk Harry didn't want to delve
into. "Alright! Alright! You win." He conceded with his cheeks still
burning.
Luckily, they were already at her door. She slipped her wand from
somewhere Harry didn't see, though his brain filled in the gap. She
went to tap it on the door, but it slipped from her grip.
The mantra was quick in his head, but some recess of his mind
ingrained the image into his very being.
"Even though you sprung it on me, I very much enjoyed the night,
the first time I've had fun in a while." She said in an
uncharacteristically harsh voice given how upbeat she was mere
moments ago.
She leaned forward and planted a gentle kiss on his cheek, the
corners of their mouths just meeting. It smouldered with a forbidden
heat. Harry found he enjoyed the sensation far more than the mead.
PAIRINGS : Harry/Fleur
RATING : M
Was a bit of a fan of naming this chapter, literary reference and a fic
reference all in one - doesn't get much better than that.
Outside of that, Here's a question for those who do take time to read
the A/N's. I'm going to have to ask what your preferred smut system
would be. Do you guys want full lemons, do you want half measures
or do you want simple allusion to the fact it happened? They're not
inbound for some time, but it's best I establish a consensus before I
get too far ahead of myself.
World's a dangerous place and as always, stay safe!
Light sleet preceded thicker snow to come, the frost was cold in the
air and early. Heralding colder days and darker nights yet. Their
surroundings bathed in a dull, white glow, assisted by the full moon's
weight bearing down upon them. The sudden cold tempests were
slowing their pace to little but a crawl.
The voice was feminine, declaring an approach from his right side.
Peeking from beyond a heavy-set cloak and hood was the ebony
hair of Emmeline Vance.
"As long as Podmore keeps his wits, the wards will shield us."
The man stoked the fire with a stroke of his wand. "Soon. If we keep
pushing them North, those bastards will have their backs against a
wall soon enough."
"How many towns and hamlets have to burn before we get them
there?"
The snake was a reminder the old ex-Auror could've done without.
The snake.
Yaxley had been bad enough; they thinned his numbers sufficiently
that the man fought a fighting retreat northwards. Their only solace
was that the man would receive no further assistance from the Dark
Lord.
But the hard-featured man did not worry them as much as he likely
should have. He'd been pushed far into Scotland, running low on
villages to raze and men to throw at them.
Where there was likely fifteen under his command at first count, he'd
lost many. Their numbers had waned towards nothing.
We've lost Lupin to the moon; Doge to the snake, and Tonks to duty.
"We'll have to find another way to subdue it." The man finally
responded after the long pause, the cold spout of his flask burning
against his lips.
"We're at half strength," Emmeline tried. "We can't kill it. That's the
sad truth."
The 'Mad-Eye' was never one to cower from a fight, shy from a battle
or shirk his duty. But even he had to see sense in the woman's
rationale.
"Aye, too right, lass." Moody said, raising his flask to the sky. "But I'll
die before they start razing our towns again."
"Is that what you want?" she asked, her voice softer than her
previous snark. "To die? Is that the only thing that'll bring you any joy,
Alastor?"
"I want to be young again, to have a nose and two eyes still, to claim
some family in this shite world," he admitted - his eyes - both dark
and electric blue boring into the flames. "Doesn't matter a whit what I
want. This'll be my last war and this, my last winter, by the looks of it.
I'll be leaving this world one way or another. Best I do it with my
wand in hand than a curse in the back as I cower."
"You keep pursuing death, it'll find you quicker than you may like,"
Kingsley said, approaching from behind Moody.
"Not by much," Emmeline said, clutching her hands close to the fire.
"Mhm," the man murmured in his baritone. "How he stands the cold
is anyone's guess."
The cold couldn't take much from a man that Azkaban hadn't
already.
"So is that all life is to you?" Emmeline faced the man again,
"There's more to it then death and duty, you know."
"No, that's all life needs to be," the grizzled Auror said simply, taking
a final swig of his liquor. "You get the Patronus?"
"We'll wait until we're at full strength, then we'll push them up to
Orkney."
The old Auror made to speak again, but his words stilled before he
could breathe life into them.
Paranoia, they had called it. But he had viewed it through a different
lens.
Vigilance.
It was that same vigilance that felt the wards as they tickled his neck
and sensed the wind fall still against his face. That saw the stocky
form of Sturgis Podmore dash up the hill firing sparks from his wand.
Sparks that were cut short by a spell that careened across the dark
distance into his back.
The man who couldn't be cowed by the cold of Azkaban fell forward
with lifeless eyes, down into ichor-coated snow.
The fire had given them away. The billowing smoke that provided
warmth had lured them into the clutches of death.
A flick of his wand sent snow over the fire, coating the raging flames
and stilling them to mere embers. Enshrouded by darkness, he
summoned his staff back to him.
This is not how the Mad-Eye goes, fucked in the rear by cowards too
frightened to fight him from the front.
Not tonight.
Harry had awoken with a headache that threatened to split his head
in two. An aching throb that bit at his temples with a hunger that
wouldn't abate no matter how hard he dug his fingers into his skin.
His first few thoughts were frantic.
In his panic, that was the only idea that he breathed life into. The
thought that it was another painful gift from Voldemort he'd be
submerged within.
He fished his wand from his bedside table with gentle movements as
to not provoke his upset stomach any further. He grasped the holly
shaft with two fingers before encompassing the handle with his palm.
" Tempus."
The misty form of clock hands coalesced from the tip of his wand,
imitating any other clock he could find in Hogwarts.
Seven-thirty.
He bared his teeth and put the tip of his wand against them.
" Recens."
His memory had faded. For instance, his return to Gryffindor Tower
was beyond his recollection. Hidden behind the fog of sweet-tasting
alcohol and waves of ageing men.
A kiss that smouldered against his cheek. He felt he could still feel
the warmth if he traced the spot with his fingers. The small contact
the corner of their lips made and the feeling that came after.
Even amidst the haze of mead, he could still hear her laughs and
feel his cheeks blister with heat.
' A proper thank you'. He lamented, tossing his head back to his
pillow in embarrassment. Real smooth Potter.
Despite the lurching in his stomach, the day would not wait for him to
be ready. He threw his legs over the side of his bed and thrust his
curtains open. Shielding his unprotected eyes from the sudden light,
he blinked back the blindness before his vision returned.
Adjacent to himself, he found Ron by his bed pulling a shirt over his
head. The transfiguration on his clothes had worn off and they were
back to his standard school robes. Harry rubbed at his eyes groggily,
banishing the last remnants of sleep from his eyes. He reached for
his glasses off the bedside table and gently placed them on his face.
Now seeing more than just outlines, he noticed the amused smirk
that had weaseled its way onto Ron's features.
"You could say that." Harry let out a little involuntary groan. "I feel
like shit Ron."
"Serves you right, like a bloody wrecking ball you are mate."
How the tables have turned. Harry mused, Hermione will be pleased,
I'm sure.
Though his words confused Harry - he certainly wasn't privy to any
of the events that led him back to the tower.
"Surely I didn't."
"Yep." The redhead confirmed, his broad smile belaying any fears of
anger. "They're gone too."
"Gods no. Imagine listening to Binns lecture you but they're all alive,
have their own agendas on how the exact width of a vial should be
determined, and they all want your opinion."
It was a small lie, subtle enough to pass undetected without much
effort. Perhaps he didn't want to tell Ron the truth of why they were
there.
"That bad," Harry confirmed. "That's why I drank, just to get out of
the bloody thing."
"Harry Potter's become a drunk and a thief. Next time you want to go
on an adventure, invite me along."
Harry winced again, but for a different reason. There was an edge in
his voice, a sourness that hadn't been there before.
It wasn't an edge without reason. The days had merged into weeks,
into months and beyond and their time had waned to little but meals,
class and the common room…
"Listen, I know I haven't really been spending much time with you."
The words weren't as eloquent as he hoped. But how could they be?
Ron held up his hand to stop him. "I get it. You've got a lot on your
plate, just wouldn't mind having my friend back on occasion, you
know?"
"Yeah, I know that you mean, I've missed you both a lot. Just feels
like I need to be three places at once lately and even then I'm still
behind."
It was rare for Ron ever to be understanding, rarer still for him ever
to see the larger picture beyond his immediate vision.
He's grown up. Harry thought, and for some indescribable reason,
he felt a pang of pain in his chest.
We all have.
"Just the day." Ron sniggered, "You just want to hope she doesn't
start using that Liquid Luck to start prying all your secrets out of
you."
I've a lot of secrets now too - a lot more than I once had.
"Knowing her, she'll use it to study." Harry said, "Surprised you didn't
get it, Prodigy."
"Not this shit again." The boy looked like he was debating closing his
curtains at Harry's words.
"You were worse than me with Snape. Now you're ' Merlin's gift to
potioneering ?'" Harry questioned. "Out with it."
"It does have a nice ring to it, doesn't it?" He said in a mock-serious
tone.
"Ron," Harry said, his voice suddenly laced with a serious undertone.
"Last year I watched you try and cut a flobberworm with the wrong
side of the knife, then proceed to drop said knife into the cauldron."
"You also thought the silver cauldron was the pewter and melted it."
" Merlin. " Ron swore under his breath, "Didn't have to bring that up.
You'd think demolishing my food would earn a bloke a bit of
sympathy."
"Hurry up, you were gonna tell me how you were so good?" Harry
said impatiently.
The book looked like it had definitely seen a few years and not kind
ones at that. "Listen, I'll be honest, not really impressing me yet."
"Not the bloody outside of the book you git." He exclaimed, "Here,
take a look." He sat next to Harry on the bed and flicked to a random
page. "Look here, Draught of Fortitude, but it's got all these handy
little tips."
Most of the author's own words were removed, making way for the
almost illegible script of whoever owned the book. Ron flicked
through the pages en masse to display his helping hand, a mirage of
black pen marks and yellow-stained pages.
Ron sounded almost giddy. "See, over here, ' Remove nervous
membrane from Billywig wings', but the Prince says to dry them
under the cauldron for better effect."
"Couldn't really give one, but he's good at potions and that's fine with
me."
Harry always knew there was some other reason for his success. He
was glad something was finally going well for Ron, something of his
own.. But he couldn't help but have a nervous feeling gnaw at his
stomach.
Sectumsempra, for enemies. Harry traced the words with his finger.
"Nah, you know how she is." Harry did indeed know how she was,
given the fiasco with the Firebolt. He could understand his reluctance
to invite her into the loop.
"I reckon you should be careful with the book." Harry announced,
handing the book back to him.
"How about you and I go for some flying then?" Harry offered.
"A bit of mead isn't going to stop me from spending some time with
my mate." Harry could see the smile widen on Ron's face.
Harry fished his Firebolt out of his trunk and the pair headed to the
Quidditch Pitch. Harry wanted to shake off the effects of the night
prior. Before he was due to meet Dumbledore and then Fleur, flying
sounded like as good an idea as any to do that.
But for now, they could enjoy Quidditch. Ron would have his friend
back and Harry would have a fleeting moment to be a teenager
again.
They'd broken out into the corridors and beyond. Ron had taken
possession of his Firebolt and had been hugging the handle close to
his body in the cold morning.
"Bill reckons he was going to buy me a decent broom with his new
contract." Ron announced, weighing Harry's broom critically in his
hands. "It won't be a Firebolt or anything, but it'll be good to have
one of my own."
"Full time?" Harry prompted him to continue. "Reckon he'll get time
off?"
"Well if he's in Egypt, the Goblins won't let him out unless he breaks
the contract and Bill loves his job." Ron simply shrugged, "I'm not
sure what's going to happen with the wedding."
"Don't know, not my place to ask him. But Mum reckons he thought
she'd wait for him. But I'm not so sure. I mean if you looked like her
there are probably some better deals out there, you know? Instead
of waiting years to marry someone you'll hardly see."
A forgotten bride.
"I guess being the best looking and all that must come with the
territory." He quipped, Harry gave him a little shove, eliciting laughter
from the pair of them.
"I'm not sure," Was the simple response, "Not like I'm in the Order."
"Maybe." Ron decided, "Last I heard, Charlie sent a letter saying Bill
was poking around in Australia and Egypt for more Wizards." Harry
shifted past a group of people while still hanging onto the redhead's
words, "Though who knows if that's true, Charlie never let the truth
get in the way of a good story."
"Makes sense, I guess, we'll need the help." Harry said, they had
drifted into territory he desperately didn't want to talk about.
The pair made it to the pitch in good time and snow had begun to fall
early. It explained the deathly cold that bit at exposed flesh. But it
was light, enough so that they could fly without impediment.
They'd been practising for a while; Harry had either gotten a fair bit
worse with the quaffle or Ron had gotten better. For Harry's sake, he
leaned towards the latter, Ron definitely wasn't a terrible Keeper,
though his confidence was shaken every time a shot landed.
He gave the password, but the Fat Lady levelled a harsh glare
before opening.
He grabbed a fresh set of robes out of his trunk and stepped into the
bathroom, taking one of the many free showers. He peeled his
clothes off; they smelt like mead and smoke from the ageing men
who couldn't keep their lips off of their elaborate pipes. It was a
terrible scent that bit at Harry's nose and made him gag.
They'll need a good wash, he thought, crinkling his nose. I feel sorry
for the elf burdened with that job.
The warm shower washed away the final vestiges of his alcohol-
induced headache and a fresh set of robes had him feeling far
cleaner.
The other hand rested on his desk. He'd taken to not wearing the
glove when Harry was coming, confessing it pained him more
wearing it. Sadly, Harry could see the necrosis had been slowly
creeping upwards. From when he first saw it, it had encompassed
the last three fingers on his wand hand.
From there, it had been far more aggressive, his magic and skin
alike relenting under the fierce assault of the curse. Withered flesh
cut a blackened trail that enveloped the rest of the man's hand up
until his palm.
"In time." The man answered, somewhat cryptically, "For now I'm
very much interested in how your late-night rendezvous in the office
of one Horace Slughorn went."
"Of course." The man assured him with a smile that didn't reach his
blue eyes. "It was I that Horace approached to ask permission to
have such a gathering. It was I who approved the guests and it was I
who did so all the while knowing their true purpose."
If only I had.
"Not me, sir." Harry shook his head against the praise, "Fleur had
some… choice words about it."
"Ah, I see." The man said, his lips quirking upwards into a half-smile.
"I imagine I have much to thank Miss Delacour for, particularly
carrying your martial education where I could not."
"In some regards, perhaps." The man idly stroked the knot in his
beard as he always did when a thought grabbed his attention. "But
every man in that room was not there by chance, whichever side the
coin may topple, they stand to gain something."
"But what?"
"Power is more than a desire for these men. It is their very lifeblood.
The Ministry may give them stability and peace, but Tom would give
them power."
"How?" Harry asked, the point still evading him, "Surely Voldemort
wouldn't care for them."
"To envision yourself at the apex of the ladder, every rung beneath
you needs to be torn away." The man finished.
I should've been more cautious. Harry frowned, Maybe that mead
wasn't the best of ideas.
"Yet I allowed him back here." The older man echoed, "Not only for
his account of Tom. But it is far more advantageous to keep a foe in
the foreground than the peripheral."
The man chuckled, a genuine laugh that seemed to detract from the
gravity of the situation.
"I imagine we are." The man smiled, a sight that had become rarer
with each day. "But what is a friend against wealth? Having a
companion will not fill your stomach nor light your hearth in winters
such as these."
"Given your close proximity with her and her accompanying you to
Horace's party, I had little doubt that you had formed an agreement
somewhere along the line."
"She helped me form a plan. I wouldn't have got half as far as I have
without her."
"A plan?" The man inquired, leaning forward in interest, "I assume
she remains ignorant of the purpose of such?"
"I presume your raising of this issue isn't coincidence. You wish to
tell her of such?"
Harry raised his eyes to meet the pale blue of the Headmaster's
own. "It'd help. But I won't if you don't want me to."
The man paused for a moment, Harry sat, their eyes still meeting.
For a brief instance, Harry feared it might be refusal, rather than
acceptance that sprang from the man's lips.
His voice lost some of the fleeting joy it had held, "I trust you've
given such the proper thought? That some information may cause us
greater harm to know, rather than to be left lying?"
"I have." Harry said simply.
"I would've thought Mister Weasley and Miss Granger would be the
subject of this conversation. I daresay you've managed to surprise
an old man."
"I respect your wish to do so. I would disallow you from this war
alongside them. If only we had that luxury."
If only.
"I shall not guide your decision, be it to tell Miss Delacour or withhold
the information. You must decide for yourself what the risks of such
may be."
The man drew a book from his desk, cradling it with his off-hand.
"Another book, sir?" Harry asked, the man had him reading many
books as of late, none of them particularly interesting.
"Indeed, while the axioms of magic and our world are seldom page-
turners, I give you a book unlike any you shall have ever come
across."
And so it was.
The book was black and sleek. The front cover looked more like an
artisan's tapestry than it did a front cover. A dark purple ornament
rose from the corners in sharp, elegant arcs. The title itself was
ensigned both above and below with an argent cross. Silver inlay
with what appeared to be pearl. Someone had taken their time to
craft the book.
His eyes lingered too long on the title. Small, manicured letters that
seemed lost in the grandiose of the cover.
His description already had Harry's stomach rolling over. "So why
are you showing it to me?"
The compulsion to push the book back towards the man was strong,
suffused through his very being to protest the pages advance. Only
the man's words stilled his reaching hands.
"Within these pages, Tom found the specificity of the magic he was
looking for. It spoke of Horcruxes but briefly, little more than
references and even then, vague. But, it shall give you an
understanding of such objects better than I can impart with words
alone."
He gingerly took the book, not wanting to touch it more then he had
to and placed it on his side of the table.
"I'm afraid not, I've one more text for you, albeit quite a bit less dark."
He procured another book, smaller still and noticeably different in
every aspect.
"One I think you'll find much greater use of. My personal notebook."
He said, handing Harry the book which he took all the more eagerly
than the last one.
"Your notebook, sir?" Harry questioned. "I assume it's not a diary?"
"Surely it'd be better suited in your hands than mine," Harry said,
gently grasping the corner of the dilapidated book.
"I shall not entertain any delusions that my time is infinite. My power
wanes and the book serves me no longer." He paused, if only briefly.
"There are some things within those pages best forgotten, but not
all."
The world will always have need of you. He wanted to say, to plead
for the man to defy his own death and remain in the world against
the will of magic.
But he couldn't.
He met his eyes once more before they fell to the unshrouded cover
of the book. He swept his thumb across faded quill marks that
marred the front cover.
He tore through the pages with all the decorum of hounds fighting
over a kill. It was rapid as if by tearing through the pages, the
knowledge would come all the faster.
It read more like the rambles of a madman. Words sat upon the page
without explanation, broken English, runes and arithmancy
decorated fading pages.
Tempest.
The words even tasted powerful as they passed his lips. A foreign
sensation, but not unwelcome, one that heralded nothing if not
strength.
He felt the magic pool in his arm, a pressure that threatened to burst
skin and expose the raw flesh below. It was as if someone had
gouged their fingers into his arm, separating muscle fibres
individually.
He was about halfway to the common room. He'd only just passed
the paintings of the three Hags. They began to orchestrate an
imperfect symphony with pots and pans that filled the halls with the
dissonant clash of steel.
He was more than content to let them sort their problems out and
head to his dorm. But their voices raised in volume again, a flash of
blond had Harry swivelled his head as he caught the first legible
voice halfway through its tirade.
Daphne Greengrass and Draco Malfoy. The former was standing her
ground from the latter, who advanced menacingly.
Seamus thought they might've been a couple last year, but they look
anything but.
"Do you really think it's going to work? What, you're just going to
waltz it in? What a wond-"
She was cut off by Draco, who put his arm across her throat and
pushed her into the alcove that a suit of armour occupied, pushing it
out of the way with a harsh screech. Harry leapt into action, crossing
the short distance quickly to see further what he was doing.
"You'll speak to no one about this, you hear me? Not a soul!" Draco
ordered, but his voice betrayed his panic.
The pretty blonde was held up against the wall, she clearly wasn't
too shaken up given her composure. Instead, she merely snorted in
his face.
"You think I'm scared of you Draco? I've known you since we were
children."
"I think you're a fool if you don't." He laughed. "You keep your nose
down, or I'll put it down."
"No, but I know some people that do." He said in an oddly shaky
voice. He pushed her back into the wall and stalked off.
Daphne freed herself from the position behind the antique armour
and brushed her robes off. A quick counter and Harry returned to
vision, approaching the blonde girl from against the wall.
"Hello, Greengrass."
The violet-eyed Slytherin peered down her nose at him, as if his very
presence was an affront to her.
"I heard it, all of it." He explained in a tone that clearly demanded
more than what he told.
"He was threatening you, yes?" Harry asked, though he already had
the answer, "What do you know that he doesn't want you to?"
"I think I've made that amply clear why that's none of your business."
"No."
"It has something to do with his silk bag, doesn't it?" He tried, despite
her words.
She took a few long steps towards him. She was mere feet away,
enough that he could hear her next words, even as they came out as
a whisper.
"What?"
"I think you like to believe you have any idea what's going on." Her
voice was tantalising, it could almost be construed as seductive, "But
I think you're out of your depth. I think you're not as clever as you
think you are."
Her words meant little to him, from here he could see what looked
conspicuously like fear in the girls' eyes. Her words were false, an
illusion to draw him from the truth.
Even her hair wears false colours. He mused, her black roots
showing through the pale blond dye at their proximity.
With her final words, the blonde Slytherin disappeared from his side
and out of view. He debated attempting to coerce more from the
reluctant Slytherin, but was content on letting it go for now.
He waited until she was little but an afterimage in his mind before he
followed the same hallway.
The common room awaited and his body ached. The sweet song of
slumber called to him desperately. A call he had little choice but to
heed.
A short walk found him at the disused classroom that served as their
duelling grounds, he was a little early but sure enough, she was
inside.
"Nope." He chirped happily, "Just had a really good feeling about this
one."
"Care for a wager then?" She smirked, "If you're so confident in your
ability, that is."
"I went into one shop two years ago ' Arry ." She replied dryly.
"I'd prepare for that lesson." Harry said, "I'll be wanting a good one."
"Perhaps a ' proper thank you'? " She laughed and his cheeks
boasted no defence against the raging blush, nor her laughter
afterwards.
"If you're so confident, I'll even let you take the first spell." She
declared.
He responded not with words, but with a cocky smirk that painted his
features. It was prominent enough to draw an identical one from the
Veela.
She assumed her stance at the end of the platform. She stood side-
on, her wand raised in front of her - a mere slimmer of her full profile.
Harry copied her stance, levelling his own wand in front of him.
"You won't get far if you keep trying to beat me at my own game."
"When I've beaten you at your own game, I'll know I've truly gotten
better." He smirked.
Perhaps not.
She flicked her wand and conjured a length of bright silk. Another
spell sent it tumbling through the air. Its descent to the platform
below would begin the duel, as it always had. He tensed and magic
welled within him, eager to be released.
The silk fluttered through the air before finally touching the ground.
She was lithe and experienced. Agile and nimble, far more than him.
But he surpassed her in power, even now.
The thrice cast blue spell was his first opponent as she began to
weave more spells to follow. He parried the first two, his wand
directing them into the roof above with a series of sharp hisses.
He danced sideways, the pale yellow paralysis hex passing over his
left shoulder harmlessly alongside the final stunner.
' Fumos'
There was a bright flash of white light through his eyelids that surely
would've dazed him had he been staring at it like he imagined she
had been. A flash of light of her own telegraphed her response - an
ethereal blue barrier shimmered brightly in front of her as she
grappled to regain her vision.
Magic thrummed and pooled in his arm and like a muggle riffle,
discharged. A pulsing white lance of light crossed the distance in an
instant, shattering the shield of the blinded Veela. If his spell hadn't
already blinded her, this would've had a similar effect.
" Contusio."
Beating her at all was a rare occasion, but confidence was on his
side today.
She blinked away the remnants of the blinding light in her vision
before Harry floated her wand back to her, which she grabbed
gratefully.
"Best of three." Was all the French Witch could huff before the salvos
of spells began again in an effort to catch him off guard.
This had been the daily routine of their duelling since they began.
Bright spells illuminated the dull room with far fiercer intensity than
the first. Flashes of reds and yellows flew towards him, born from the
apex of a pale wand he now faced.
The second, however, was fired for that exact eventuality. His
attempts to snake through the rifts in her spell chain had failed,
enunciated by the searing agony in his shoulder and the grinding of
bones.
He fell towards the hard floor, her barrage rushing towards him.
' Bombarda'
The floor took the brunt of the curse, tearing cobbles and wooden
floorboards asunder to halt the spells.
The words had been at his lips since the first spell was cast. There
was a desire to the words, a calling that he struggled to do battle
against. The spell begged to be used. The very air that passed
through his lips seemed to be more than merely that.
He swung his wand around his head in a long, viscous arc and the
tempest came to his command.
Water sprouted from every direction, his wand a rallying cry for the
element to form around. The torrents of water were a symphony, a
harmonious expression of his magic. Born to smite his foes.
But he did not seek to smite her. She had only just discarded the
debris from the platform to begin the duel again in earnest, hence,
she was woefully unprepared for the attack to follow.
He held it for only a few seconds, but it was enough to sap from him
his remaining strength. The gouging sensation in his forearm
returned, his muscles screaming against the tension, crying out for
desperate release.
The taste of copper was warm in his mouth as he released the spell,
water fell back towards the earth and drenched Fleur with it's cold
embrace. She fell to the floor, wet robes and chattering teeth were
no defense against the cold.
Despite the situation and himself, Fleur's wet robes clung to her
body as if they were a second skin. He closed his eyes and muttered
a drying charm that crossed the distance.
He dared only open her eyes once he was sure the charms were
sure to have taken effect.
The saturated robes had been dried, but the cold didn't seem to
leave her. She seemed lethargic, she hadn't raised her wand to dry
herself despite her more than ample capacity. She merely sat upon
the wet floor.
"I've hardly ever beat you once." Harry tried to placate the witch.
The cold's still taking its toll, he mused, even her wit has slowed
"I don't need to be coddled, I lost, you won." She said with an air of
finality suffused within her words.
"I'll teach you my spells," Fleur said, "But only when you tell me
where you found yours."
"You know, here, there." He replied in an attempt to be purposefully
irritating. "A bit of everywhere really, I suppose I've had a few
teachers."
"Will I?" He laughed, "I don't remember that being part of the wager."
"I thought the payment was telling you what we needed Slughorn
for?" He queried.
"Now you've evaded the question, where did you get those spells?"
"What was that last one? I've never seen anything like it."
"Next time then?" She said. It was phrased like a question, but Harry
knew better.
"My, my" She smiled, though it lacked the energy, "Success has
made you cocky, you've only bested me once."
She laid back onto the wet ground, clearly not perturbed at getting
her clothes wet again. He laid back against the cold and damp floor,
their faces were inches away, facing upwards, towards the ceiling.
"But now you've reminded me, What did you need Slughorn for?"
She asked, her tone thick with interest and intrigue.
They were simple words that he hoped would convey the danger
hidden beneath. The danger he didn't wish to speak of. Maybe, if he
didn't give life to the words, they'd die out themselves. A terrible
mirage, but nothing more.
How very optimistic of me. He pondered, Or perhaps naive is a
better word.
Maybe his words had their intended effect. She stilled and seemed
to mull over the idea and the world seemed much quieter for it.
"No…" He grappled with finding words to fit his thoughts, "Not just
teach here, he taught Voldemort."
"Yes." He confirmed succinctly, "But you don't want to know. It'll paint
you as a target for the rest of your days. I can bear that burden
without dragging you into it."
Their faces were less than a foot away. Her ocean-blue eyes
seemed to possess a depth in that instance that he'd never seen
before.
She had taken the leap in learning his purpose. Now, he just hoped
she wouldn't insist on falling with him.
"Tell me."
"Please."
His resolve crumbled and the secrets spilled from his lips.
"Horcruxes."
Even with her knowledge as a Curse Breaker, the truth was as the
Headmaster described - hidden, by all with any morals. Proscribed
for the safety of all.
So, against his better judgement, he told her what the Headmaster
had once told him.
"We should get going, it's late," Harry advised, the hour had waned
past the night and dallying in the room would change little.
She had placed her weakness on display, she scarcely did so ever.
But the few times such truths came from her mouth, she seemed like
a very different witch.
"I didn't know water affected you that much," Harry asked. "I'm sorry
if I hurt you."
"Do you truly know nothing about Veela?" She returned. Her
sideways gaze made him feel inadequate as if he still had much to
learn.
He simply shook his head. "You've never been a foe Fleur, only a
friend."
She rolled her eyes but Harry could see she was flattered to some
degree. "Would you like to hear our story?"
"Couldn't hurt."
"Three races of supreme beauty. Veela are avian, born to the sky - of
air and flames. Sirens are of the sea and Succubus, the land. Once
the earliest of sorcerers learnt of our talents, the races were hunted
for slavery. The succubus had it the worst initially. The land was the
domain of man - the wizard. They were sold into slavery en masse
and when they fought back, they were made extinct. Once man had
greater dominion of the seas, they hunted the Sirens who followed
the same fate."
"We had dominion over the sky, long before any man. We could flee
without fear, we spread out, into the Caucasus Mountains, to the
Tibetan Plateau. Our story spans millennia, of fierce warriors, their
beauty unparalleled. Today, We have twenty-six covens across the
world that convene at the Covens Majeure, every solstice."
"You're welcome." She said, her voice held an odd tone that he
couldn't decipher. "You should come with me one day, to the Covens,
it's fascinating."
He waited for her to dry her robes and offered her a hand up. She
flattened out her robes, though it was clear they were in need of
good ironing.
"Remember to be up early tomorrow." She ordered.
"It's your prize for winning." She said with a mock haughtiness in her
voice.
PAIRINGS : Harry/Fleur
RATING : M
As a fun fact, it was stumbling over this chapter of the old version
that made me so desperately want to return to the rewrite and
hopefully I did it the justice it deserves.
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and follows, you've been outstandingly generous in that regard and I
am very thankful for it.
Like the ever-present clockwork, dusk shifted to dawn and the first
Hogsmeade visit of the year arrived alongside it.
Along with the fresh dawn was a frost that possessed a far fiercer
intensity than it had the day prior. A cold that permeated the air so
densely that the furthest reaches of the Forbidden Forest were
obscured from view. Towering sycamores, yews and pines hid
beneath layers of bright snow that shimmered like porcelain against
the obfuscated sunlight.
The snow would begin its descent, covering the ground and
magnifying the bucolic atmosphere of Hogwarts and Hogsmeade.
The children of the village would craft sculptures of the fresh snow,
fires would be roaring and men and women retreated to the pubs in
search of mulled wine, firewhisky and conversation.
Despite what happened beyond the walls, beyond the village, there
would still be smiling faces and open shop fronts.
There were always those who kept their head held high, who still had
hope.
That fact alone gave Harry a faith of his own, no matter how sedated
the atmosphere of Hogwarts would become. Even though it had far
fewer stores and far fewer people, in some ways that fact endeared
Hogsmeade to Harry in a way Diagon Alley could never.
After finding her a few corridors away from her office, he then had to
dash back to the Tower to retrieve his coat after he was greeted to
the morning's colder winds. But in good time, a slightly exhausted
Harry and an overwhelmingly amused Fleur made their way to the
Hogsmeade carriages.
The wagons bumped along the rocky road, displacing the snow with
the slow trot of the Thestrals. Fleur had opted for quite a few layers,
given the turn the weather had taken and her lack of prowess when
dealing with colder weather. She had also doused herself with
warming charms, but as adept as she was with charms of all
manners they could only go so far. She spent the ride complaining
about the dreadful British weather.
"I quite like it," Harry replied, gazing out the charmed glass so he
could see the snow falling through the trees outside the carriages as
it continued at its leisurely pace. Flecks of white trickling through the
dark green pine needles. "I think it makes for a nice setting." He said,
turning to face her again.
"Here I thought you enjoyed your job here." Harry drawled, "Here
debasing yourself amongst us plebeians for nothing, I suppose."
She gave a little laugh. "It was an option, but it's a big world and I'm
going to see more of it."
"Only to end up here," Harry quipped. "Is that why you became a
Curse Breaker? To see the world?"
"No account for lack of taste." She jibed, "Nor lack of intelligence if
this country is any barometer."
"What made you change your mind?" It sounded to Harry like she
was fairly passionate about the idea of becoming one.
If I've learned one thing about her, it's that her passions rarely go
unacted upon.
"To become an Enchanter of any notoriety you need to be certified
by the Enchanter's Guild and they're not exactly partial to Veela, or
non-humans at all." She said somewhat wistfully.
"Definitely not, but they've got the uncanny ability to spy talent. Mine
was enough for them to overlook my ' genetic disadvantages' as
they'd taken to calling them." She said sourly.
"The Veela Covens and the Guilds don't get along very often.
Centuries of bad blood that are far too obscure and monotonous for
polite company." She explained.
"It's the jabs that land closest to home that sting the greatest." She
chuckled, "There's many a better place in the world than the freezing
depths of Britain."
"Sounds like something I once told you, no?" She said with a small
smile, "Life is rarely fair, Harry."
"Sounds like someone should change it then."
"I enjoyed my time as a Curse Breaker. Who knows? I might try and
become an Enchanter in Britain when this is all over."
"You'd stay in Britain?" Harry probed, given how much she detested
almost all things English, that was shocking for him.
"For a few years, at least. Maybe the food is terrible and so is the
weather. But some people aren't so bad, no?" She teased gently.
"You boil and fry everything." She said, her nose upturned in
apparent disdain. "It's ineloquent and distasteful."
"That's efficiency for you." Harry shrugged, "If it keeps me fed, I'm
fine with it."
"It's not efficient," She scoffed, "The Germans are efficient, even the
Italians."
"There is food and there is food ." She lectured, "The former fills your
stomach, the latter your mind just as much. You possess all of the
former and none of the latter, a barbaric culture with the cuisine to
match."
The latter half of his sentence pained him as it left his lips, it felt
heavier than mere words. A promise given life. But he couldn't
ascertain why it stung him as it had.
"Tell me how that goes. I don't know anyone who would take as
many insults as I do."
"That's rich," Harry laughed. "What does Bill think of you both staying
here?"
It was rare that Harry ever found the flesh they both searched for.
She was forever clad in plate forged of wit and confidence, every
blow was glancing and never cut any deeper than a mere scratch.
But why?
Her features were the only indicator that anything had even been
said. Her mouth moved and her ocean eyes swivelled. But in a way
that just seemed different. Though he was no master of body
language, no artisan of phrases or tone.
For a few moments, Harry feared he'd embittered her with his
probing. Her soft features were uncharacteristically hardened and
the snow outside became far more interesting than the prospect of
discussion within. Even if only for mere moments.
Harry got out first, gently opening the carriage door and descending
down the few stairs provided before turning around, offering his hand
to her as she scaled the icy steps. She gingerly took it and
descended without issue, flashing him a small smile that assuaged
any fears of damage done.
He looked down into the village beneath them, "What would you like
to do?"
I'm not sure Hogsmeade caters for French Veela with sophisticated
tastes. He fought desperately against the smile that threatened to
form at his thoughts.
"Dervish and Banges are pretty decent if you need to look for some
Christmas gifts."
"I did promise we'd meet Ron and Hermione for lunch at the Three
Broomsticks if that's okay with you?"
She merely nodded her acceptance, likely as to not dally in the cold
any longer. With her assent, they set off towards the magical
instrument store.
Only a short distance across and down the snow-shrouded street did
they find their destination. The worn green paint of the shop stood
starkly against the bright snow and frost had formed on the large,
cylindrical windows on the door's adjacents, making it impossible to
peer into the store beyond.
Harry pulled the heavy door open with a quick motion, ringing a bell
mounted above the door as he did so. He'd never frequented the
store and when he opened the door, he soon remembered why.
"I used to have one of these at home, drove Maman up the wall."
She reminisced, talking across aisles.
"Can't imagine why," Harry replied, rubbing at his ears. "What is it?"
He asked confused as she began to drag it around the room, giving
off little whistles in random intervals.
Here I was, thinking Veela hated loud noises. She grimaced but
seemed far more intent on reminiscing than succumbing to the
racket.
"No, I don't think they will. But I worry about her all the same." She
confessed.
"Why's that?
"Veela never have an easy time at school, it's why the covens
usually teach children themselves."
"No." She admitted, "The Delacour's and the Covens haven't been
on good terms for some time."
"I suppose you turned out alright anyway." He joked. "I'm confident
Gabrielle will be just as resilient."
"A perfect match." She said in a tone Harry couldn't quite make out.
But Fleur quickly laughed and declared herself the winner at Harry's
lack of rebuttal.
They continued sorting through the shelves. Harry found a
particularly bright and loud Sneakoscope that sprung to life when he
passed it, screeching incessantly until he kept walking, to which it
stilled.
Not sure I'd want that in the dorm. He resolved, another possible gift
for Ron passing by. Joining its ranks was a shock quill and deluxe
dungbomb package.
"A terror transceiver." She said, "They're fairly rare, I've only ever
seen a handful in Egypt."
"How does it work?" Harry asked, it sounded like a decent gift for
Ron.
She grabbed the orb in two hands and twisted it, almost like one of
Aunt Petunia's egg timers. The orb split into two halves and began to
click towards their original position. The object inside then restarted
its imitation of a cyclone, but this time, a short tube sprang out from
the top of one of the halves.
He could hear the gears grinding against one another for a moment
before the two halves finished rotating. The ensuing moment felt
longer than it had any right to be, seconds seemed to morph to
hours and his ear strained for any sound.
Yet there was nothing, the soft pounding of blood in his ears
perhaps, but nothing that attracted him beyond the pretty glass shell.
He went to free it from his ear, but his arm protested. A smattering of
noises rang out, enough to draw his interest back to the glass ball.
At first, it was nought but an echo, a deep and cavernous noise that
declared something fiercer yet to come.
And so it came.
She let out a little laugh. "I wouldn't worry too much, they're usually
not very well enchanted. A facade to play on gullible wizards ruled by
superstition."
"Maybe." Was the only response he could muster. The ball felt oddly
heavy in his hands as his palmed it to and fro.
"If trinkets could divine the future, being a Seer would hold less
gravity than it does."
Still, even if it was little but a poorly crafted trinket, Ron might get
some value out of it where he could not. They perused the store for a
little while longer without any further events, drawing attention to the
occasional remnant of memory when either he or Fleur saw
something familiar, but little else.
Soon the old man that owned the shop ventured out from the
backroom, sending some errant figurines back to their positions and
silencing loud instruments with a well-practised flick of his wand.
With the wayward objects dealt with, Harry went to pay his due of
galleons and sickles before they departed, neglecting to purchase
anything more from the shop.
"Only for a little bit. I need to buy some stuff for Ron." Harry
explained.
"I was labouring under the impression that Ronald could buy his own
sweets."
"He can, but I ate all of his." He said sheepishly, scratching the nape
of his neck.
"I'm serious!" He cried in jest, "Wait till you hear about the biscuits."
"Not the biscuits!" She said, aghast, "A true travesty indeed."
"For now." She relented, "I might help you escape should you
continue to be useful."
Their entrance did not go unnoticed for long. Where they may have
been able to escape the daunting prospect of conversation in
Dervish and Banges, the same could not be said here. Ambrosius
Flume was cut from a different cloth from most.
A less aware cloth maybe. Harry mused as the short man bounded
around the corner, his bald head covered in a bright red beanie.
"Mister Potter!" The old man said jovially as he reached out to grasp
and shake his hand vigorously. "Horace has been telling me of your
progress, can't say anything but praises of you." He assured him.
"Why of course! I was one of the first in his Slug Club. It was he who
helped me keep the deed to this place. Always sure to keep the
Professor stocked up on his favourite sweets after that Drama."
"Of course." Harry agreed, despite not wanting to do so, " Looking to
the future and all."
"He's a fan of them?" Harry said that sounded like some useful
information.
"Quite so!" The happy man cried, "There are few things a man can
love more than sweets."
"We're not going to poison him." She scoffed, "Unless he carries the
antidote to Veritaserum on his person, we should be alright. A
Bezoar won't halt the effects."
"A final gambit perhaps," She agreed, "But we lack a solid plan and
time is escaping us."
"You'll grow attached to it upon using it. So much that you will never
want to use another. But only a fool would die rather than use his
hands when the situation called for such."
"I'd never thought you'd be the one to go forego eloquence out of the
pair of us." Harry jibed, although it didn't seem to land as well as he
hoped.
"I'll think about what you said." Harry said after a moment of
contemplation, "We can try it if worst comes to worst."
"Think carefully then, and quickly." She said, meeting his emerald
eyes, "Lest our opportunities pass us by."
They detoured into Scrivenshaft's Quill Shop to search for a gift for
Hermione. Seeing how the majority of Christmas gifts she received
were one book or another and Harry soon lost track of just what
copies she possessed. He thought she might favour some writing
utensils more. Purchasing an ornate writing quill with the large dark
and white feather from the wing of an Aethonan decorated the
tapered end.
They made their last stop at Maestro's Music shop, not so much to
buy anything in particular but the ambience of the store was always
pleasant and he felt Fleur would relish it more than the cold.
The arrival of the students also coincided with the time that both
himself and Fleur were due to meet Hermione and Ron at the Three
Broomsticks. Shifting through the schools of students moving to and
fro rapidly. They eventually reached the familiar pub. Ringing the bell
as the door opened, the pair walked in searching for Ron's ginger
hair which stuck out like a sore thumb, especially against the dark
brown of the wooden building.
Harry spotted them soon enough, sat against one side of the stairs
that ascended to the second floor. Making their way over they
passed Madam Rosmerta who was working diligently to provide for
her customers. Harry greeted her politely when they walked past her,
which she usually always returned.
The older witch usually returned such pleasantries but today she
didn't, whether by virtue of her not hearing him or by a busy
workload, he was unsure. Though he remained unperturbed and
sought out familiar faces.
"Hey, guys," Harry announced the pair, breaking them from their
deep conversation.
"That's fine." She said peering into Harry's large mug. "What is it?"
"Butterbeer." Harry explained, leaning his tankard over so she could
peer into the brown depths.
She took the proffered mug in both hands before wafting it under her
nose and sniffing softly as if she was tasting the wine she so
favoured. She tentatively brought the cup to her lips and imbibed in
some of the liquid, before departing immediately from the drink.
Harry had to let out a little laugh at her face, she contorted her
beautiful features as if she had tasted something far too sour, or in
this case, sweet for comfort. It clearly didn't agree with her, but she
swallowed the sweet beverage despite the taste.
Harry reached into his pockets and procured the chocolate frogs
he'd bought Ron, tossing the bag over the table.
"Always good of a bloke to pay his debts." Ron said, instantly tearing
open one to pop into his mouth.
"About?"
Hermione instead turned to Ron, trying to discern the truth from his
face, rather than Harry's. Though, to his credit, Ron was either
extraordinarily fortunate or had foreseen such a ploy and was
currently staring at his chocolate frog card intently.
Like a thousand soft fingers had caressed the nape of his neck at
once. A gentle kiss, a fleeting lovers embrace, a winter's cold shiver.
It was all of these things, but none. A feeling that left him inexplicably
barren and searching for the culprit.
"He's up to something."
"Exactly." She said, "Enjoy yourself, it'll be over before you know it."
"Not bad," Ron explained, "Doesn't crack the whip as hard as Wood
or Angelina but we're pretty much all-new this year."
Their conversations continued for a time, idle chatter that filled the
air as much as the time. He was more than content to participate in
the act, in an attempt to shed the fleeting feeling from his body.
For a moment, life was as simple as it could have been that year.
Friends and butterbeer, jokes and conversation.
Until it wasn't.
"I'll be back." It was all he could say, all his mind would allow him.
Fleur shimmied out of his way and upon seeing him make for the
door, she followed him.
She might've called towards his back, asked for an explanation, but
his ears disallowed such. He plucked his wand out with gentle
fingers and threw the door open. Following Draco, Daphne, Katie
and Leane with identical footsteps to their own.
Yet, there was nothing but falling snow and bright faces.
Students were still laughing and going about their daily shopping.
Draco and Daphne had disappeared from view, Katie and Leanne
were still arguing.
It was a dark sea, the waves were calm - the surface still but
something lingered in the depths, even if it wasn't immediately
apparent.
"You've got eyes, Potter, look for yourself ." The boy said, continuing
into the pub.
Fuck.
Then, the air was still. The cold winter wind did not bite at his
exposed flesh, the frost sat heavy in the air but fell no further.
He broke through the head of the crowd and spied Leanne first. She
was scurrying backwards in terror, nearly prone against the ground
as if cowering from something. But the lines of students still
obfuscated his vision as he passed the final barrier into the
haphazardly formed circle beyond.
Finally, his eyes found the focal point of the circle, the impetus for
their cries.
Katie Bell.
She laid upon the ground convulsing as if she was in a seizure but
even Harry could already see it was something more.
Crimson bile spilt from her lips, choking the dark-haired girl with her
own lifeblood.
Suddenly the convulsions halted and she shot aloft, as if in the grip
of some invisible force. For the briefest of moments, it seemed
almost beautiful. An angel of biblical origins - her hair splayed out in
a dark halo as if gravity no longer had any right to hold her in its
grasp.
She clutched some sort of chain in her hand, Harry couldn't really
see it. Then, without warning she plunged towards the ground,
smashing into the hard earth with a sickening crack. She rose up in
the air again as if to hit the ground once more.
Fleur was beside him in an instant, casting a spell to follow his own.
" Aufer Malum!" She incanted, sounding manic. Harry had never
heard the spell, but it tore the chain, which once it had fallen to the
ground Harry could recognise as some ornate pendant, one with a
large blue crystal in the centre. Whatever Fleur's counter curse did, it
worked. She slowly floated to the snowy ground with the assistance
of Harry's spell.
It was far direr than what he'd initially thought and given how grave
he expected it to be, it was a woeful testament to just how utterly
futile the situation appeared to be.
Blood seemed to pour from every orifice of her face, it pooled in her
eyes and she gave a final violent cough, spewing it up. One of her
legs was at an odd angle from the impact and he shuddered to think
of what other injuries were present that he couldn't immediately
observe. But one stood above all others.
Her chest had stilled - her heart no longer pumped blood and her
lungs fell silent.
She had to finish a chant before she could answer him. "In the left
pocket of my robes, there's a silver kit." She said quickly before
embarking on another chant, another harsh melody against cold
skin.
He ran around to her other side, digging through the deep pockets of
her winter robe. Soon enough his fingers made contact with a silver
case, he pulled it out and cracked the mechanism open. It contained
two rows of vials, a pair of stones that looked a bit like basalt and a
wicked-looking curved silver knife.
"I've got it." Harry confirmed, waiting for Fleur to finish her next chant
that covered Katie's mouth with a sickly green looking barrier.
"Top row, third vial from the right. Tilt her head forward, four drops."
She ordered.
Harry grabbed the vial in question, a milky white coloured with blue
specks that looked almost reminiscent of a memory entrapped in a
vial. He did as he was instructed, tilted her head forward gingerly
and dripped the four drops into her mouth. The barrier covering the
entrance flashing brightly as every droplet passed through.
"Now grab the last vial, second row. Smear it under both her eyes."
She ordered, before going up and down her body with her wand,
casting some sort of radiating spell.
"Don't vanish it, cursed blood reacts volatilely." She informed him, he
wiped her other eye and by the time he'd finished, his hand was
coated in her blood.
"What's next?" He asked.
"Grab the knife, cut your palm and show it to me." She ordered. His
mind was reluctant to cut himself, his body's autonomy screamed
against it, but Harry overrode his own senses.
He gripped the curved blade in his clean hand and clutched the knife
tightly, in one quick motion he tore through soft flesh, the silver biting
into the meat of his hand with all the decorum of a hot knife through
butter. The wound was deep and he winced as he saw it, but gave
his hand over to Fleur all the same.
She took the blade and slit her own palm open, she grabbed his
sliced hand with her own, the contact provoking loose skin with a
harsh sting of pain.
She dragged their hands to the chest of the dead girl, their blood
pooling against her own.
" Ad ea, quae sunt amissa, dulce osculum dabo eam vitam,
sanguinem in venis respirare portabatur sacrificium nostrum."
Harry remembered every word, partly due to the tension of the grave
situation, partly because it was all he could do to stave off panicked
thoughts. But more because despite it all, it was angelic.
She sang this one like he imagined she sang to the dragon although
he never saw it. He found solace in her beautiful voice, as the spell
continued, braids of alabaster light wrapped their hands together
above her heart. His arm grew weaker as they sapped their lifeblood,
for hers.
The world stilled, moments turned to eternity as they waited, for any
sign of life, any sign of improvement.
The cold felt oppressive against his back, the air bearing down upon
him.
The taste of blood splattered on his lips was foul, hot copper that
made bile of his own rise in his throat.
" Reddet animam!" She willed, her voice wavering under the barrage
of power.
Katie's back arched, her chest heaved and she took her first breath
in minutes.
Her first breath was interrupted as she choked on the blood still in
her mouth, Fleur gently tipped her over onto her side, she spat the
blood out but didn't awaken. Once she was free of the blood in her
airways, Fleur cast a few more spells, sweet relief crossed her face.
All the while he stilled his hands he hadn't known were shaking.
Her hair had come loose and instead of the elegance it once
embodied, it was wild, untamed. She had a few specks of blood
under her eyes and looked extremely fatigued, likely from all the
advanced magic. It really wasn't the time but Harry couldn't help to
admire her beauty even in the direst of circumstances.
This was not the same Fleur Delacour, of wit, confidence and
passion.
Even amidst such a terrible event, against all odds, together they
had triumphed.
She looked at him and offered a tired smile and he gave one back.
"We stabilised her. The Argí Póno curse, she wasn't breathing when
we got to her." Fleur said, conveying the prudent information as
quickly as possible.
"I wasn't worried about their stomachs, nor the legality of it. She was
dying." Fleur said simply.
"Yeah."
Her hands are shaking too. He thought as she took his hand in her
own.
" Vulnera Sanentur." She said in the same angelic sing-song voice
as the chant minutes prior. She traced her wand across the wound
and the wound began to knit together, it felt as though someone was
tickling his palm with a single finger but soon, the wound had sealed
but left a garish purple mark behind.
"It'll heal in time, but we'll bear the mark for a while. I've got dittany in
my office that will help." She said, showing her own scar across her
palm.
He stood up and offered his weak arm, the one that wasn't caked in
blood that was, to help her up. She took it and got to her feet,
brushing some of the snow off of her.
"It was my job to keep cursed items out of Hogwarts, I failed. And
everything that happens to Katie Bell was born from my
incompetence." She said sadly.
His own sorrow bit deeper than the silver that had cut his palm, a
blade in his chest - a wound that would only heal with time.
"If you weren't doing your job, the same thing would've happened."
She acknowledged that he said it, but Harry wasn't sure she
believed him.
Sensing there likely wasn't much more to be said for the moment,
the pair set off towards Hogwarts, covered in ichor and frost.
"If I had been better-" She tried, an attempt to rationalize it all made
in vain.
"If you had been anyone else, done anything differently, Katie Bell
would've died in that snow."
"Why?"
That was the last thing Harry needed, the last thing anyone needed
was people fighting wars within the walls of the castle as much as
beyond them.
Soon enough, they arrived at the portrait of the Fat Lady, even she
looked distressed.
Every time the common room filled to the brim like this, a whirlwind
formed. Constructed from their victory in Quidditch to united in their
hatred against the fourth champion. Gatherings like this seldom
ended well.
The whirlwind was vicious and grew with each fevered pitch and
rallying cry.
"I'd say if they want blood, we give it to them!" He cried and a few
loud cheers resounded in the room. "For Katie!"
"Give it a rest McLaggen you fucking prat!" Ron called out from
across the room.
On closer inspection, Ron's jaw was red and bruised and the older
years clutched their wands.
He used violence to show his disgust of it. Harry seethed, Used the
same tools so he could spread its seeds.
Perhaps he had spent too much time with Fleur, too much time with
Dumbledore. Before he knew it, he found a table of his own to stand
upon, as McLaggen had.
Fleur had her calling, to save a life that should've been lost.
Now it was his, to halt a whirlwind that would swallow them all.
"No, I won't." He said, his resolve ironclad. "Is that what Katie would
want? For us to go around cursing Slytherins for no reason?"
"No reason?" One of McLaggen's mates called out, Delfice, Harry
believed his name was. A short and skinny seventh year. "They
cursed Katie for Merlin's sakes!"
I'm sure I did. He thought grimly, But those words won't help.
"So what Potter, you propose we do nothing ?" He spat the last word
as if it was a bad taste on his tongue.
"So what do we do?" A voice cried out from the crowd that Harry
didn't see.
What do we do?
The words rang out from his lips before he could think on them - for
better or for worse.
"We stand united, we show this school, we show everyone that this
wasn't enough to break us. That it will never be enough to break us."
They looked to him, urging him onwards with their stares.
"They want us to fight, to hate one another until this becomes more
than a school - until it becomes another battleground for them.
They'll hurt us, take our friends to try and force us to crumble. They'll
pit us against one another until none of us remain. They took the
best of us today, but we only lose when we let them win . That's what
scares them, that they can't squash us like they do everyone else."
" They want us to let them win." He said, " But we can't. For Katie."
He felt a fool and for the briefest moment, he wasn't sure who won.
Defeat and victory, acceptance and denial looked congruent on the
face of the crowd.
A single wand raised in the room, held aloft as Katie had been.
But it did not seek to curse or herald darkness as the necklace had.
This one had a simple ball of light at the tip, only a simple ' Lumos' at
face value.
Yet it was so much more. Before he knew it, all but a few of the
wands were raised with a bright white light hot at their tip.
He left the common room with Fleur shortly after. They headed back
to her Office. She was tired and Harry desperately didn't want to be
in Gryffindor Tower right now amongst McLaggen and his lackeys.
By the time they'd reached her Office, it became apparent she wasn't
so much tired as she was ill.
He'd put her down in the chair in her office. "What's wrong?" He
asked, feeling her forehead with the back of his hand, which was
showing all the signs of a coming fever.
"Blood Magic enacts a price, I'll be sick for a few days at the very
least." She explained with a vicious cough following it.
Their blood, for a life. But Fleur had been the conduit, willing to
sacrifice it all for a girl she'd seldom seen.
"I'll be fine, it comes and goes quickly." She explained, her eyes
fluttering.
He scooped her legs and grabbed her in his arms, knocking open
the door to her bedroom with his back. He'd never been in her
bedroom, her bed was large and the white expanse of the sheets
seemed far larger against her form as he placed her down.
"Help me get this coat off." She'd been sweating quite profusely. He
pulled off the wet and bloodied garment, tossing it to the floor.
Harry didn't take any further action and she waited expectantly for
him to do so.
He looked away and pulled the robe over her breasts, one of his
hands lightly skimmed the strap and that was enough to perturb him.
She gave a little murmur of affirmation and shimmied the rest of the
way out of her robe, leaving her only in her underwear, while Harry
observed the beautiful craftsmanship of the roof. She threw the thin
sheet over herself, it didn't do a lot to conserve her modesty, but it
was better than nothing.
'You can look now." She explained now that she shedded the heavy
layers and was safely under the covers.
"I've got this itch…" She teased, giggling at her own joke while Harry
rolled his eyes, still flushing from before. It was good to see she'd
regained her own levity.
The day hadn't torn her apart. He thought It's more than I could've
hoped for.
"Water, please." She requested. With two flicks of his wand, he'd
conjured a simple glass and filled it with water.
He passed it to her and she took a big few gulps before placing it on
the bedside table. A brief moment of silent contemplation passed
between the two of them.
"You were brave today Fleur." He said, still wondering if she felt
guilty over today. "Braver than anyone I've seen."
"At least she survived." She said glumly, that answered Harry's
questions.
"You're not infallible Fleur, but without you, we would've lost her." He
said.
"Have you ever seen anything like it?" She asked, her voice distant
and aghast. "I thought I'd seen horrors in Egypt, but it was a girl, a
young girl, Harry."
He didn't have an answer, not one that would ease the pain.
"I.." He didn't think his story would give her much comfort or console
her, but he felt like maybe empathy was the way to go in this
situation. "The first year I was here, I killed a Professor."
"No, no. I think it'd be good to get it off my chest." He said, blowing a
belated breath of hot air from his mouth.
"My first year here, Hogwarts was guarding the Philosopher's Stone,
but Voldemort had also possessed our Defence Teacher and was
using him to hoodwink the defences to restore himself to life."
"I take it you stopped him?"
"But when I refused he wrapped his hands around my neck and tried
to strangle me. But when I touched him, he turned to ash. I watched
him crumble to ash under the weight of my Mother's protection."
She remained silent, only reaching a hand, her newly scarred one to
clasp his own.
Fresh scar tissue met one another in the middle and inexplicably, it
was the most intimate gesture they'd ever shared.
"But what I'm trying to say is," He paused again, "All we can do, all
we can ever do, is go forward. I was shocked, I was scared. But for
the good of everyone around us, we have to move on. On to the next
adversity, until there's no more - until we're safe."
"That day may not come to pass, Harry." She said, "What then?"
"Haven't you become quite the politician?" She smiled weakly, "Two
speeches and saving a life in one day, when shall you run for office?"
"You sounded like someone who was trying to cope with how terrible
life could be, trying to make sense of it all. Your phrasing was
nothing, your passion was everything."
Even as he sat there to console her, she offered her own in turn.
They could not grapple with their own woes, but grappling with each
other's was easy.
They continued joking, laughing about life, what else could they do?
She shared stories of Gabrielle and their childhood, he shared his
own of Ron and Hermione and their adventures. Of things to keep
their mind from drifting into the day's events - to keep their spirits
high.
They talked until the fever wrought slumber invited her into its
embrace.
She drifted off peacefully and he remained in the chair. The hour was
late and he too grew tired. But he thought back on the day, even if
that's what they had tried so desperately to avoid. Of blood shared
and plans concocted. Of joyful smiles and happier times.
Harry realised a truth he'd been putting off for some time, his mantra
no longer worked. The shield had fallen, where he had a defence
against her, now? They were just words.
PAIRINGS : Harry/Fleur
RATING : M
It was the one from the original I could say I was the least proud of. It
held a lot of points, particularly to set the tone, that needed to be
pulled of. Did I manage that? I can't say for sure.
This shall push us over the 100k words mark. A mark I wasn't even
sure I would reach again, yet, here we are. A massive thank you to
everyone who has supported me along the way, be it through
favourites/follows/reviews/beta reading.
THE WARDEN
Somewhere hidden in the North Sea, an imposing castle rose high
against dark waves.
An anomaly.
That's what the muggles had called it, warships and trading vessels
battered against rocks they hadn't seen. Consumed by a sudden
cold the likes of which they'd never felt. Their guns blared against an
ethereal blue barrier as they were invited into the icy depths,
cannons and turrets falling silent as they decorated the seafloor
below.
But he wasn't.
A posting that fools and the outspoken soon found themselves in.
Finding joy in such a duty was impossible for even the most sadistic
that found their way onto the island. Only those same fools thought
otherwise.
It had indeed killed the last man who tried to impose dominion over
the tall towers and cavernous corridors.
Heed the call, they said. He mused darkly. I was a fucking fool .
Scrimgeour, the 'Old Lion' bares his teeth! They had cried. Do your
duty and join the Auror Corps!
His boots clattered against worn cobbles, and his robes did little to
fend against the cold sea breeze as he walked the battlements. His
journey to ensure the watchmen hadn't absconded to find solace in a
bottle of whatever drink they'd smuggled in.
He visited each of the five towers surrounding them, all seeming too
tall, stretching upwards into the clouds above. Dark stone misshapen
by centuries of spells and seas made them look more akin to fingers,
reaching into the sky and strangling everything below within its
grasp.
He passed another soul caught amidst the rain and sleet, hurrying
through the ocean's gale. A haphazard ' sir' was all he got as far as
acknowledgement went. Protocol dictated he should ask why the
man had left his post.
But during nights like these. He thought as he let a gust of wind and
water splash harshly against his face. It's best to let them do as they
see fit, within reason.
He had never been a pious man, few were. But some always found
faith in Azkaban. A three-month sentence to guard the prison tore
more away from the Aurors than he cared to admit.
All it would take was one corrupt Auror, a lull in their defences and
the game would be over. They'd be spent, all it would take was one
wand to hold a Patronus and the rest to plunder the barracks.
During nights like these, without the guidance of the moon and a
cold mist settling over the pewter expanse of the surrounding waters,
the time seemed nigh.
Man is the wrong word. The Warden thought, scratching his coarse
beard. He's just a lad with shite luck, just like the rest of them.
"The wands have been destroyed, sir." He strained his ears to hear
the younger man, words cast to the wind that barely sounded legible.
"All of them?"
"Why'd we do it?" The man asked, "Not that I'm against it, sir, just
seems odd timing and all, what with them being here for an age
already."
Lead from the rear. The Instructors had taught him, Head down,
wand up, voice loud. Know your men, have them know you and let
the pieces fall into place.
They never tell you how to make your men look their death in the
face, He mused darkly. They leave that lesson out of the books.
"Wake the men and rally the watchers." He ordered, "Meet me here
as quickly as you can."
"Aye Warden." The man said, his eyes alight with confusion, but his
voice betrayed nothing.
"Good lad."
Aye, a good lad. One that doesn't deserve to die for the folly of this
forsaken island.
Even now against the obscured horizon, he could see the flash of
magic and the silhouettes of brooms. A battle that edged closer.
A battle whose conclusion had been decided long before it had even
begun.
My words can only placate them for so long. Harry thought, Soon
enough, slights real or imagined, disagreement mistaken for
dissidence will push us over into chaos.
The school was now little more than furtive glances cast against
each other, hurried discourse and thinly-veiled threats. The school
had become so much more than a school.
So, Harry threw himself into his studies. Into duels and
Dumbledore's dissertation filled notebook. Filled mostly with
empirical rants with words and jargon far beyond him and yet it held
the knowledge he had so desperately searched for.
He'd only been searching for spells inside the leather-bound book,
scouring each page to sift through copious amounts of nonsense
given written form. Arithmancy and odd symbols littered throughout
the pages as if they were spilt onto the paper by accident. Broken
sentences never meant for his eyes, or likely, never meant for any
but the authors themselves.
Yet, the book was more than merely spells and dissertations.
It was something else. Something far more significant, and far
worse.
Ideology, He assumed.
Precisely what Fleur had warned him about of the men that followed
Slughorn.
But, whatever the words, whatever the spells, the book was sufficient
enough in another regard. It was not just a guide but an escape.
From thoughts that strayed to what lay beyond the walls, of a girl
who still fought to cling to life in Saint Mungos and the wars being
fought.
Sometimes, he'd preferred that the revelation never came. That his
feelings remained dormant. He could've continued his days without a
pang of agony in his heart when he met her ocean-blue eyes, or
when he thought of the futility of it all.
Every time he thought of her, the newly scarred flesh of his hand
ached. Each time he looked to her, wondering if she felt that same
ache or if she felt the same pang of agony in her heart.
That thought stung more than any scar on his forehead or hand,
harsher than any pang of agony in his breast.
She merely shot an amused grin and sent her flurry of spells, Harry
evaded the first two and flicked the third, sending it careening
upwards into the rafters.
She's a fan of using my spells against me. He mused, Let's see how
she deals with her own.
" Flagrate Flagellum" He incanted softly, a thin trail of red hot flames
pooling from the apex of his wand, sizzling against the air.
He could not crack the whip, nor use it with any great efficiency. Not
how it was intended anyway, but he could still make use of the spell.
The inferno crackled around his head as he swung it in vicious arcs,
forcing her further backwards in their classroom.
The sharp snap of the flames met every attempt to cast a spell.
Forced to shield or retreat, neither being a particularly appealing
option - the former conceded power, the latter, ground.
"Don't grimace when you're about to change spells." She called out,
"You're making it far too easy."
Shite.
If it had been anyone else, anyone that hadn't duelled him as much
as her it may have passed unnoticed. The nuances of an opponent
made little difference in the grand scheme of a duel, yet, they made
every difference against an exceptionally skilled French Veela.
She shifted her shield to parry, the flames seemingly rebounded off
empty air. Despite having no weight, his arm overextended, forced to
oblige the unyielding spell.
Her spell struck true. Had its intention been to incapacitate him, he'd
be seeing little other than black. Unconsciousness, however, made
for a poor teacher.
A chain flew from her wand and captured his arm, forcing it stiff
against his torso. Her offensive soon followed and lacking the
capability to dispel the chains alone, he was forced to improvise.
His defence remained strong, spells ricocheting off his shield as the
distance between them closed.
The pale yellow spell erupted against the worn floorboards and a
tendril reached for his leg, latching on to it.
A paralysis hex. He cursed, it was too late for the counter-curse and
even if he could, it'd leave him open to her spells.
The muscles in his leg went taut, then numb, then refused to follow
his commands. He contInued his advance though it had slowed to a
limp at the behest of his paralysed limb.
They were mere feet away. Shields were ineffective at this range.
Each spell was deflected with a parry of each other's wand, careful
not to direct it anywhere that presented a danger to themselves.
His leg buckled under him, but he managed to grapple and found
solid footing, but that same move had set the conclusion. He was
duelling with his off-hand with the other bound tightly to his body and
losing function of his leg.
It was a valiant effort, but an effort was all it would ever be.
He slipped again and his disarming charm went wide, hers, however,
did not. The red spell careened across the short gap quicker than it
had any right to and knocked him off his tentative balance.
His holly wand flew from his hands and his back met the hard ground
with a thud.
Fleur sauntered over to him, his Holly wand clutched tightly between
her fingers. "You missed your last spell."
" Adhuc sentiunt." She incanted, her wand flared for a moment, his
leg regained its feeling and the chains slackened, then vanished.
"You shouldn't use my own spells against me." She advised, "It
makes for an easy duel."
"A fancy trick." She said, "It's good, it'll save you if you practice with
it. Though if you truly believe in your argument, remember who took
out your wand hand."
Fleur offered him a soft hand, he took it and rose to his feet,
savouring the contact a moment longer than was strictly necessary.
He took his proffered holly wand back into his wand hand.
"I meant what I said. If you continue to use my spells against me,
you'll never beat me."
"Then I'll start winning more." Harry joked, "Are you sure you're
prepared for that?"
"Then I'll have done my job." She countered, "We'll both be better for
it."
"Focus on figuring out your own style first, not mine." She began.
"Then we can have another."
She was fire and flight given flesh, lithe and graceful. Even when
paired against his reflexes honed from years from Quidditch and
duels. He held power, yet, he refused to use it.
What is power against intelligence? He thought sourly, If I'm using it
as a crutch, I'll never get any better.
This was the concession. The loser sacrificed a spell of their own. Be
it her curse-breaking spells or some of his Father's or Dumbledore's
they seldom left the room without another spell every time they met
wands.
"Alright," He said, wracking his brain for a spell he hadn't yet taught.
He brought his wand around his head in a wide, arcing motion before
bringing it down on his target of choice, a well-worn blackboard
pushed in the corner.
Dark purple tendrils shot from his wand, like a rope braiding itself in
mid-air. It took on an ethereal glow before hitting the blackboard,
crushing it under the weight of the charm.
His arm ached less than it once had, muscles didn't cry out in
provocation as they could have. The spell left his wand without
issue.
"What does it do?" She asked. Harry, supposed it was hard to see
given the Blackboard relented, rather than struggled.
"A Beast Wrangling charm." He explained and she nodded her head
in approval.
He'd yet to show her his journal, out of respect for the Professor and
his privacy, but then again, he probably wasn't meant to share the
spells around but he was sure the man wouldn't be displeased.
"Yeah, a pretty good one too, haven't had the chance to use it
properly."
She cocked her head at him, peering at his face intently with ocean
eyes. He felt his throat tickle at the scrutiny of her eyes, the depths
of which he found were inescapable if he peered too deeply. Hence,
he looked anywhere but her own face.
"You're bleeding." She took a large step forward and with such close
proximity that he could no longer feign ignorance.
"It's nothing." He waved off, "You just clipped me with the chains."
"Is this the opinion of someone who knows the subject?" She asked,
"Or is this your attempt to rationalise something else?"
"Did he now?" She asked, "Casting spells does not make you bleed
Harry, contrary to whatever you've been told."
"I'm fine Fleur." He said, "There are more important things to worry
about then bloody noses."
"We're not dosing him with a potion." Harry said firmly, "Not unless
there's no other option."
"Every other option is a gamble." She returned, "A gamble that has
no guarantee of a safe return. You've had five separate lessons with
the man. If he hasn't said anything by now he likely never will."
See every enemy as an ally. Dumbledore had told him. Even if you're
destined to become greater or lesser.
"We cannot keep our hands clean forever." She said gently. "There's
more at stake than our morals."
"I know that." Harry scoffed. "But we shouldn't make enemies where
we don't need to. We need allies far more than adversaries."
"And we can find them when this is concluded." She said, "We can't
inspire allies if we don't know the battle ourselves."
"I'll pay for it." He agreed, "But I won't use it unless we have no other
option."
"You'll need to get your side of the bargain then." Fleur said, "We
cannot buy that without someone knowing something."
So they began the trek across the castle, leaving duels and spells
behind them in favour of more unscrupulous pursuits.
"I have assumed you'd do so." She said, "You said as much to me,
have I trained a protege for nothing?."
"I would've." He said, "But I think we've all had our fair share of
fighting each other."
"I still think it would've been a good idea." Fleur said, "I'd reconsider."
"It would give them hope, make it easier for people to follow you
when they need to - when the time is right." She rationalised, "Let
them see that you can fight."
"I don't want anyone to follow me." Harry frowned, "I never have."
She let out a soft laugh, "If anyone has less of a choice in that
matter, it's you."
He sighed, he could see the logic in her point, but he certainly didn't
like it.
"Oh, woe is me." She sighed, "A shame you can't best me like this in
a duel."
She thought for a brief moment. "Maybe the day after next, I know
you're meeting Dumbledore and Slughorn tomorrow."
"I thought the winner would make dinner again." She said, a sly
smirk across her features.
"If you lack the refinement to enjoy true cuisine, that is no fault of
anyone's but your own." She defended.
"I'll try and visit her sometime soon as well." Fleur said, "Just to see
how good a job I've done."
"The talented should not squander their abilities, Harry." She mock-
lectured. "We must put such on display."
"Humility serves the humble little and less." She laughed. "We
mustn't waste our talents with so much to be done."
She was different in a way he couldn't describe. But it was better for
her, better for the both of them.
She had appeared more beautiful to him that day in ichor coated
snow then she ever had. But not in looks, her silver hair and features
remained the same - cast from an angelic mould.
He dared, of his own accord, to gaze into the depths of her blue eyes
as he'd feared to do so for being lost.
Instead, he felt hot passion and glee race through his veins.
Emotions that did not belong on his features.
His eyes rolled back into his head for the first time in quite some time
and he was granted something far more vicious than the eyes of
Fleur Delacour.
The twilight was the only guide through the dense mist, though even
then it was fleeting. The moon itself seemed to retreat at the sudden
threat.
Though this was not the mind of Tom Riddle, it was not the cunning
and charming visage of the dark-haired youth. It didn't have legible
thoughts.
The sky rushed past him with an eager alacrity, and the dark waves
below him flashed into view. As did the masses that surrounded him.
The sky was ladened with stars and black cloaks. Broom mounted
wizards descended in the same fashion as the heavy rain that pelted
the castle below.
Spells careened from the near hundred fighters that swamped the
skies above Azkaban. This was his gambit, his full strength thrown
into battle to secure his first foothold.
Battle was perhaps the wrong word; slaughter was more apt.
Spells rebounded off the ethereal blue barrier that rose to the
challenge of his forces, each barrage dulling the shield that sought to
halt their passage.
Conquer .
The only thought that Harry could grasp from the maelstrom was
enough to send him reeling. He weaved his caramel-coloured wand
and loosed a guttural scream of rage, a sickly beam of light tore that
same barrier asunder. The remnants scattering to the harsh winds
like leaves in the autumn.
Soon, it was no longer the skies he saw, but turrets made from dark
stone.
Those same stones were his canvas, his wand, a brush. A terrible
piece of artistry detailed only in crimsons.
He began the butcher's work in earnest. A startling explosion
heralded the loss of the castle's roof, wraiths clad in black with
mouth's wide open soon joined in the fray. Encircling the island in
search of souls and sustenance.
Men stood against him with little result, every flick of wand, every
stroke of the brush tore men asunder.
But instead of dread, it was still the white-hot glee that coursed
through his veins. A rational part of Harry's brain, wherever it may
have been during that instance, knew that it was not his excitement
but the jubilant glee he felt was intoxicating, even in this situation.
A mere blur against the vision, the Ministry had sacrificed its men for
nothing.
They instead found death, a circling embrace that took over half of
them within seconds.
Where they belong, the thought flashed across the forefront of his
semi-conscious mind, though it was not his own. It felt sickly as it
passed through his brain, he felt bile rise - but yet, it didn't.
His lips curled into a wicked smile and he raised his arms aloft, the
crowd around him rising. He seemed to cry something, an
unintelligible smattering of shouts that seemed to raise the spirits of
the figures. They all raised their wands skyward, and from the tips
billowed smoke and pulses of light.
Then it morphed into a sign that Harry had become all too
accustomed to over the past few weeks.
Or a babe, clinging to his mother's skirt as I rid the world of her ilk?
A single, bearded man was shuffled to the wooden boats they'd tried
to flee to. Bound tightly, he was sat upon the rocking frame and sent
to sea, paddles moving of their own accord back to the mainland.
There were still four others sat upon the stony shore, staring into the
dark water.
With wands at their back, they stepped from the shore into the icy
clutches of the North Sea, shivering as they went, their bodies were
soon consumed by crashing waves.
To the victor goes the spoils, Harry, I have drawn first blood.
Then it seemed that was all he was gifted to see, Harry's eyes
tumbled into the back of his skull and he saw through foreign eyes
no longer.
Back to ocean eyes that stared at him intently, glistening with fear.
She thought you were dying . He thought, his mind still miles away in
the North Sea. As Katie had.
Before the same dark depths that claimed the Aurors claimed him in
turn, dragging him under kicking and screaming as it had them.
The wooden door was thrown open. The jolly man managed to keep
the perpetual facade of surprise on his face as if they hadn't already
planned it. With some quick pleasantries and ushering hands, the
artless routine of seducing Horace Slughorn began again in earnest.
This was the same ebb and flow they'd followed every lesson,
almost like it was scripted. A question and an answer, a comment
and then rapport built.
"I had thought Damocles Belby had already created the Wolfsbane
Potion?" Harry said though he struggled to remember the name.
The man flicked his wand towards the chalkboard. Various diagrams
began to etch themselves into view.
This was the part he struggled with the most. He could brew
perfectly decently but the specificity behind why certain things did
what they did and why they did such wasn't exactly his area of
expertise.
"Why would that be?" Slughorn prompted again, his eyes eager.
"Very good, but why not the steel blade?" He questioned with a
crafty tone in his voice.
Harry had to rack his brain for that piece of information; even then he
was sure he came up short. "Because the steel blade might ruin the
ingredients?"
Harry gave the man a short nod and began wielding the bronze
blade. Thankfully, while the potion itself had an aspect of complexity
about its preparation, the ingredients list consisted of relatively
familiar flora and fauna. Harry filled his cauldron and lit the flame
before beginning his preparation.
Then, the knock at the door and he knew the time was nigh.
"Pardon me, Harry." The man said and got up, heading towards the
door.
"Miss Delacour!" The man cried, "What a wonderful surprise, but not
unwelcome."
"I was interested if you had those elixirs for me yet?" Fleur asked
and Harry grasped the Holly shaft of his wand, slowly removing it.
"Oh indeed, please, follow me." He led Fleur past Harry and into one
of the antechambers, his time was now.
Harry plucked a vial from the table and rushed over to Slughorn's
storage cupboard.
Fuck.
He thrust his arm beyond the ward, the magic burned at his skin as
his wand passed through.
" Accio." He whispered, daring not to utter his intended object, his
mind handled such.
A bottle sailed across into his fingers, shaped like an hourglass with
a dense cork adorning the top. He uncorked the bottle without any
fanfare and poured a generous serving into it. Another flick of his
wand sent it back to its position on the shelf and Harry closed the
door softly.
He surveyed the damage to his arm. The hair had been singed and
the top layer of skin reddened by the protective magic. Yet harming
him had not been the intention of the piece of magic.
He put a cork into the vial of stolen liquid and stowed it in his pocket.
Soon, both Slughorn and Fleur left the antechamber, the former
chatting animatedly while the latter carried a box laden with potions.
"An issue with your ingredients, Harry?" The man asked with a smile.
They'll play the fool to lure you in. The silver-haired woman mere
metres away from him had said, But they rarely expect you to do the
same.
"No harm, no foul." The man smiled, "I'll get you some more in just a
moment."
"By all means." The man said, "Far be it from me to stop friends from
reuniting. Just be sure your potion doesn't start boiling, Harry."
"Thank you."
Harry practically leapt from his seat and followed her out the door.
For good measure, they made it a fair distance down the corridor
before they began talking.
"Did you get it?" She whispered as they hid in an alcove behind a
suit of armour.
If it were anyone else, for any other reason, it might have been an
entirely different situation when being pushed into a dark corner.
"Not that I could see." She shook her head, looking into the box at
the clear liquid, "But that doesn't mean he's not going to assume
you're guilty of something."
"I'll keep his mind off of it." Harry appeased, "I'll be sure to leave
before he gets too suspicious."
"I'll see him tonight." Harry resolved, "I'll talk to him about it ."
"Don't start counting your victories just yet." He smiled, "I'll need to
go before he suspects we're doing more than talking."
"Pretty?" He snorted.
The potion simmered away for nearly an hour and a half, changing
colour and texture with a slow monotonous stirring that Harry
wouldn't really call stipulating. But soon enough, he'd completed the
opaque potion. It shimmered in the low light of the dungeons and
gave off a dark blue smoke.
Slughorn came around the table and gave his obligatory inspection,
using one of his ladles, he scooped up a sizable portion. He held it
up to his eye, swirling it around and even ventured a finger in to taste
it and if it was anything like it smelled, Harry wouldn't have been so
brave.
"An excellent first attempt, only a little too bitter. Likely not enough
Mooncalf hair." He explained,
"I'll be sure to remember that for next time." Harry offered, "It is quite
a potion."
"She's a good friend." Harry said, peering into the man's gooseberry
eyes.
Those same green eyes had a familiar glint in them, the one the man
often wore - cunning. His darker green met the Professor's lighter.
"Just a friend sir." Harry refuted, perhaps more forcefully than strictly
necessary. "She's already engaged to Bill Weasley."
"Oh yes," He said, his face portrayed ignorance. If Harry had been
less prepared for his game, he may have missed the feint. "I'm sure I
had come across the information somewhere, it all tends to meld
together in business."
I'm sure social extortion and war profiteering is very taxing, Harry
snarked.
The laugh was forced, it was only in those same eyes did Harry find
the truth, or at least he thought he had. The man's eyes concealed
his thoughts, sincerity and insincerity - fact and fiction looked
congruent, hidden behind that same glint of cunning.
"Of course, Professor. I'm sure you've always got something worth
saying."
For a price.
"You flatter me, as always." The man grinned, "Well, as you know,
I'm quite good friends with Dirk Cresswell."
"Of course." The man said, his disbelief was acutely evident.
"Anyhow, I found myself very interested when the ruling council gave
command of one of the larger contingents to a relatively fresh Curse
Breaker. Obviously, my interest was beyond piqued."
"Obviously."
"Sadly, no." The plump man shook his head, "But Dirk did give me
something of great interest. As far as he's aware, the Goblin's have
been quite displeased with the young William Weasley."
"Why's that?"
"Smart man, Harry, you've got more than enough of your mother in
you." He praised, "But I've been told the Goblin's employed quite a
well-renowned European witch to help in their excavations."
Maybe her being a forgotten bride wasn't too far off the mark. Harry
frowned deeply, but he still distrusted the man's words, no matter
how much he wanted to believe them.
"Share it, horde it, whisper it, shout it." The man said, "It's yours now,
Harry - a gift from me."
"Think nothing of it, my boy, though there is perhaps a way you could
repay me?"
"I'll be sure to pen you a letter with the date." Slughorn promised,
"Be sure to bring Miss Delacour, I'm sure we can cater to her taste
for fine vintages."
"As am I to know the company will be that much greater for it,"
Slughorn announced, standing up, his large stomach only just
clearing the desk. "I would say we've learned enough for today, a
pleasure as always, Harry."
Harry left the room unsure of who truly won their exchange,
uncertain if he really gained anything or simply conceded more
ground to the man.
He'd sowed the seeds of doubt in Harry, indebted him to the man
and left him unsure if he spoke only half-truths, ensuring the blame
wasn't on himself.
Harry moved past the vigil gargoyle that seemed to stare at him as
he passed. It felt almost unfamiliar, it had been an age since he last
met the man in his office. He ascended the winding stairs in silence
until he reached their apex.
He reached the top, stepping onto flat ground. The Headmaster held
Fawkes in his lap, his burning day seemed to have passed only days
ago. The phoenix was still in its infancy, feathers of gold and crimson
yet to sprout. The man fed the bird treats while he rubbed its crest.
Harry stepped forward and took his regular seat, waiting for words
he had known for over a day.
"It would appear that in the late hours of last night, Tom struck
Azkaban with the bulk of his forces." The man appeared sullen, his
gaze solely affixed to the Phoenix. "As we speak he consolidates a
foothold in the North Sea, poised to strike at the Isles."
"I know." Harry said, his voice seemed raw against the warm air of
his office.
"I saw it." Harry answered, "He was too excited to block the
connection."
"You have my condolences, Harry." The man said, finally meeting his
eyes, "I had always thought I had seen the worst this world had to
boast. But at the hands of Voldemort, I know you'll see far worse."
"Far more than we could've hoped for." The Headmaster said, "I
shall not ask you to recall what you don't wish to, but did he
communicate with you?"
"He told me we were all servants and pieces for him to command."
He took a moment to swallow the weight that sat on his tongue, "He
let one live as a boon to me."
"It is a fine piece of bravado when fighting ill-prepared men, out
powering them six-fold." Dumbledore said darkly, "Have you told
anyone what you saw?"
Harry clenched his knee in anger, his leg bouncing to try and bleed
off the rage from the man's revelation.
I'm glad I wrote those letters praising the Ministry only for the people
to be lied to because their government is run by cowards.
"And you support their decision?" Harry said, his tone very much
accusing the man of exactly that.
"I do not." The man refuted, "I do, however, understand his rationale.
War is a simplistic act morphed into complexity, decisions that seem
simple are rarely so. What seems a good decision today is seldom
so when the next day rises."
"So you do support it." Harry amended, "Surely telling the people the
truth, to raise their guard, would be a benefit. Rather than committing
them to know nothing."
"Such as?"
"Should the Ministry be truthful about the situation, the isles would
likely erupt into hysteria. Voldemort struck first and struck true, a
neighbour would turn to foe and the bureaucracy to weakness.
Those same men who put their lot behind the winning faction
suddenly have their champion."
"I told you that chair that Rufus Scrimgeour occupies is a perilous
one." Dumbledore said, "Tom has a strong force and fortress at his
heels. He chose one option out of many, all unfavourable in some
regard but that is the curse of such a seat."
"He can call it what he wants." Harry shot back, "He's still sacrificing
people."
"It's not the calculations that confused me, sir," Harry said, shaking
his head. "It's some of your words."
"As I said when I gave you my journal Harry, some thoughts were
best left forgotten." Eyes that once twinkled seemed dull at the
mention of the words.
"But I want to understand." Harry said simply, "It's full of nothing but
hatred and I want to know why."
"I wrote in anger. Do keep in mind Harry, that my own father was
imprisoned for crimes against muggles. My words were callous and
cruel, but there was still a man behind them."
"So you wanted revenge against them?" Harry asked, "Was that it?"
"I did, but not for my father. Not in the way you would assume."
Harry didn't dare interrupt the man who seemed intent on laying
down the unadulterated truth.
Fawkes jumped from his lap with a mournful trill and stepped over to
his desk.
"Then, the war came." The man said, his voice deprived of anything
but sound, "The Great War, they had called it. Wizards and witches
rallied to the cry to test themselves against the one true danger. We
had thought ourselves hardy enough to end a war the muggles had
started alone. Grandiose dreams of finding honour on the battlefield
and recognition for our greatness ruled us and those same dreams
died a bloody death on the battlefield. Instead, we lost ourselves."
The man's voice was dull, devoid of anything save for resignation.
"We wet the fields of Gallipoli red with the blood of our foes. We flew
dragons across France and burned whoever stood as an affront to
our power. We spread pestilence on the muggles who dare defy our
superiority. We thought the world would praise us, we had won their
war. But we had lost too much to get there."
"I wrote what I wrote, Harry. No words I can utter will ever change
that. It was hatred, it was dogma, ideology. It was what I once felt.
But there was a simple truth behind my words, one that not even the
great Albus Dumbledore could escape."
Not yet.
"They plan to let him have it?" She scoffed, "Are they that foolish?"
Accio.
The same clear liquid he stole earlier that day flew from its hiding
place into his outstretched hands.
"We take what we need." Harry said solemnly, "We try and end this."
"You're making the right choice, Harry." She offered lightly, "I mightn't
seem like it, but it is."
He hoisted the vial before his eyes and shook it to and fro.
Veritaserum.
Of Socialites and Sorrows
TITLE : A Different Kind of War
PAIRINGS : Harry/Fleur
RATING : M
But the dusk had arrived either way. Indecisiveness would not serve
him well here.
His footsteps echoed through the quiet corridor that seemed far
darker than it once was.
Yet, there was no sting of families being lost as the other raids had
heralded. No one had kin that guarded the prison, it appeared.
The return of the Death Eaters - the sudden influx of mothers and
fathers returned from the clutches of Azkaban emboldened many
and disheartened even more. The Ministry now simply tried to pick
up the pieces.
It hadn't succeeded.
Harry's letters to the Minister had been plastered across the Daily
Prophet like propaganda. Urging men and women to take up wands
for the Ministry, they'd been pushed onto the back foot and tried
every strategy to regain their footing. Every page was a call to arms,
every wood carefully forged to rouse the ordinary people into action.
Twelve galleons a month and three months training is a poor
substitute for proper Aurors.
But real Aurors were few and far between. Some had simply left.
They hadn't expected another war in their lifetime and simply walked
away. Some had defected to Voldemort and some found their way
into the lengthening obituary section of the Daily Prophet.
He shifted his body to weave through a group that had been leaving
from dinner towards their common room. A group made up of
Slytherins who upon noticing him gave him a wide berth. A berth,
however, that was not sizable enough that he could not hear their
laughter when they had passed him.
I know what they call me. Harry thought. He'd heard it often enough.
I'm Scrimgeour's lackey, I jump and bark on his command. They'd
shouted it, laughed it and hid it behind their hands with soft whispers,
but he heard them all the same.
Their time was nigh and the crucible was lit. Each step towards her
office, every dull thump of the clock tower in the distance, each
painful throb in his chest stoked the embers beneath. Even now he
could feel the heat, the twinge of flames at his heels urging him
onwards.
His finely tailored robes were mail-ordered, the silk soft against his
skin as he strode through the quiet hallways. His holly wand felt
heavy in his pocket as did the cold bottle of wine he sequestered up
the long sleeve of the dress robes.
Yet, it all felt artificial. The feeling of silk, heat and cold all felt
fleeting.
This was the first sacrifice he'd have to make, with many soon on the
horizon. It was a war, as every face seemed to so delicately remind
him.
Soon, she opened the door and allowed him into the room beyond.
Her light blue dress hugged her lithe, womanly curves and her
platinum hair fell down past her shoulders. It was similar to the one
she had worn previously and yet, the similarities only stood to
exacerbate the differences.
For all his jokes, all his musings and thoughts, she truly was beauty
incarnate.
"So early Harry?" She smiled at seeing him, her tone teasing. "One
could be forgiven for thinking you're almost a little too eager to take
me to this party."
Perhaps I was.
Her hair was in its usual form, silver wisps framed either side of her
face with the majority tied up at the back of her head. She peered up
at him, somewhere along the line he'd grown only a few inches taller,
but it seemed to make all the differences.
Harry kept a keen eye on her features, the same high cheekbones
and elegant countenance. She'd been stressed recently in trying to
ensure nothing happened at Hogwarts.
Her tone was exactly that - almost identical to the teasing one she'd
adopted. Yet, something lingered beneath it, something that gave
him the briefest glimmer of hope that there was more than platonic
friendship between them.
"My Harry, you've grown gallant and we haven't even touched the
mead yet." She let loose a gentle laugh,
"I distinctly remember there being two of us drunk Fleur." She let out
another, heartier laugh at that.
"Well," He smirked, "You did say you'd teach me about ' love,
elegance and duelling. '
"I suppose I have been somewhat remiss in the first one, haven't I?"
Fleur leant forward, their faces merely inches apart, her mouth
hovering near his ear.
"Well," She whispered, her breath was hot against the side of his
face. The hair on the back of his neck stood on end and his chest
tickled. "I could do something about that, if you'd like?"
He didn't trust for his voice to not portray how he felt, he merely
nodded instead.
Fleur pulled her face away as if it hadn't been there, the loss of her
warmth breath left nought but an icy cold void behind.
" Ginerva will be there tonight." She smirked victoriously. "I'm sure
you can find love with her."
Harry sighed and ran a hand through his ruffled hair. "You're
incorrigible."
"I also remember who asked them." Harry returned, "In fact, you
seemed a little too adamant, maybe you were a bit too interested ?"
"Alright, alright." Harry conceded, "You win. We've got bigger things
to worry about anyway."
He procured the wine bottle from his robes and placed it on her
table.
"Did you have any trouble getting it?"
"Nah, the Owner of the Hog's Head wanted to get rid of it pretty
badly." Harry answered, "An envelope heavy with galleons and it
was all mine."
"We'll need the entire potion." She frowned, "Three drops won't
mean much against the entire bottle."
"You disagree?"
"We'll find more," Harry promised, "I'll salvage the bottle for us."
"Oh?" She said, "A bottle of wine that makes you spill your deepest
desires. Would you really like to take a sip?"
Perhaps I'd be able to end all of this for good if we did that.
"Is the truth a problem between us, Harry?" Her face looked hard but
her eyes betrayed her.
"Is it?"
His voice portrayed confidence and yet, guilt gnawed at his gut as it
had hers with Katie.
It is. He wanted to say, but couldn't, I can't tell you the truth be it real
or false.
How could he ensure he didn't look the vain child vying for his
affection when he couldn't confirm it himself? How could he
eloquently broach such a subject as an unfaithful spouse?
She procured her own bottle, as he had. This one was diminutive,
the same vial he had used to abscond with the Veritaserum.
"Do you want to do the honours?" She asked gently, offering the vial.
I truly don't.
He poured the entirety of the clear liquid into the wine-red depths
below. It mixed seamlessly, leaving no indication of any tampering.
He waved the neck in front of his nose.
"Then trust me now." She said, grasping his scarred hand, "We're
doing the right thing. I know it's not what you want -"
"What I want doesn't matter." He shook his head, "The war matters."
"Of course. I couldn't have known Ginerva was coming without it."
She flicked her wand and a piece of parchment sailed into her
waiting hand.
She handed it to him and he began reading through her elegant
quillwork.
"I don't recognise half of these names," Harry said, confused at the
unfamiliar words that decorated the page. "I must've met most of the
people present last time."
"I wouldn't expect you to." Fleur answered, "It's the Wizengamot."
"They're here for the same reason as all the others - they've made
their decision. Now they want to make the bed they're set to lie in."
"Is there anything we can do?" Harry asked, part of him desperate
for a simple answer. "Think we can change their minds?"
"As talented as we are together." She began, "There are only two of
us, a Veela and the Chosen One we may be, but only two."
Soon that same crucible became unbearably hot. The wine bottle in
his pocket seemed to weigh him down.
The Professor had selected a new room to hold his gathering. Long
forgotten was his spacious office tailored to fit his acquaintances.
This was nothing of the sort. It looked more like an amphitheatre,
pillars bedecked in Christmas decorations that spanned the outside
of the inner circle.
A table sat in the centre, long, ornate and adorned with a golden
tablecloth that seemed more a statement of egregious wealth than
anything else.
Though the true decor lay within the guests that littered the room.
Seas of tailored-robes and dresses that formed a motley expanse as
far as he could see. Pipes and wine glasses seemed commonplace
amongst the older guests. Students instead seemed to flock to the
fringes, taking solace in the empty corners.
"Ah Harry and Miss Delacour!" A jovial voice cried from the centre
table, "Please come in and enjoy yourselves!"
Harry sighed and with Fleur behind him, did as they were bid.
"I wouldn't have minded a few more seconds to get ready," Harry
grumbled so only Fleur could make sense of it through the ambient
chatter.
"You think they're going to try and anger us?" Harry queried, "It'll be
no different from last time then."
"Not us, you . They'll try and glean what they can out of you, anger is
conducive to such tactics." She explained, "Their cards are on the
table, the best hand will win tonight."
"Somehow, I very much doubt that." She smiled slightly, "Any ally we
can get tonight is one we didn't have yesterday."
He turned from the pair of them and began gesturing to the man
sitting at the table. There were five in total, none of them looked
similar yet they all had a look about them that made them appear
identical.
"Of course."
No sooner had they sat down were crystal decanters passed around,
amber and crimson liquid spilling from their depths.
They raised their glasses to their lips and gulped, Harry merely
raised his and let the liquid touch his lips. Slughorn hadn't deigned to
invite any other students to the table, he stuck out like a sore thumb
amongst them all as did Fleur.
"Oh?" The gaunt man said, false surprise lacing his tone, "I had it on
quite good authority this year, in particular, was ripe with
misfortune?"
"Come now, boy." The man laughed, "I've been told you've suffered
quite greatly at the hands of many a troublesome incident."
"Come off it Tiberius, " Landon said, mocking him as he had Harry,
"We're all interested in the pristine record of Hogwarts."
"Perhaps the matters of war and education are too taxing for Albus
Dumbledore?" Landon said, "If the man cannot protect the future of
this very Isles, I'm reluctant to believe what future he may forge
should he win."
They're bold. Harry remarked, To mock the man in his own school.
"It's been decades split between two wars, boy, you do not call a
hound a hunter for coming away with its snout bloodied once."
Harry made to quickly return his words, but a harsh squeeze of his
knee dissuaded him from such.
The man seemed irritated by his refusal to rise to the provocation but
said nothing more. Slughorn and Odgen wore grins that couldn't be
hidden under their glasses.
"That would be smart, Mister Potter." Hawksworth said, "Carlyle can
be a bit eager with new guests, you have our apologies."
"Best mingle with the other guests, Harry." Slughorn advised, "Lest
you spend the entire night in our esteemed company. I'll be sure to
seek you out later tonight, as will these other gentlemen should we
ever manage to leave the table."
Slughorn's eyes were hard like Landon's, a look that seemed clear-
cut to Harry.
Their plan didn't work. Harry wanted to smile. They're cross with
Landon .
"We'll see by the end of the night." Fleur said, "We should split up for
the moment, go find Ginerva if you wish."
"What will you do?" Harry queried, peering around the room.
"I'll try and gather what I can, from who I can." She said, "You should
do the same before we're caught by Slughorn again."
"I'll see what I can do." Harry said, "We'll need to kill time enough for
him to start drinking some more."
"Also, Harry?"
"Hmm?"
"Do try and look like you're enjoying yourself." She grinned, "They
may start rumours about you if somehow you've brought a Veela to a
party and still can't enjoy yourself."
"It's certainly more congested than last time." He said with a lace of
underlying sourness in his tone as a particularly stout man brushed
by him rudely.
"I imagine so." She said with a giggle that sounded more forced than
anything else. "I see you've been busy tonight." She offered, nodding
towards the centre table.
"I feel like a trophy being passed around by the winning team." He
said disdainfully, locking eyes with another potential 'vulture'.
This was where the differences between Fleur and someone like
Ginny became far more apparent. At least, the differences beyond
those skin deep. Conversation with Fleur was effortless, quick-witted
and exhilarating.
He shot a glance across the room at Fleur, partially to see how she
was progressing with her own conversations. But on the inside,
Harry merely wanted to telegraph the fact to Ginny that he wasn't
interested in this particular conversation.
I've got a lot to do. He wanted to say, but brushing off the girl
seemed a bad decision.
It was a rude, callous way to do it. But Harry felt if she was anything
like Ron and after coming to know her quite well over the years he
could only imagine the stubbornness ran deep. Her infatuation, her
misplaced romance, was just that - misplaced.
She was too young to have a romance at the forefront of the war,
they were all too young. But to be involved with Ginny was to bind
himself to a girl he would never allow to follow him anywhere, for fear
of her safety which wasn't a particularly appealing thought.
She saw the sign and ran with it, though not entirely how Harry
intended it. She traced his gaze across the packed room to the head
of glittering silver hair.
"She's alright, I think the holidays will do her some good." He said
though he doubted Ginny particularly cared.
Maybe it will do her some good, maybe it'll do me some good too.
"I should think so, with Bill coming home and all." She said
offhandedly.
"Bill's coming to the Burrow?" He asked almost hoarsely, he found it
odd how so few words left him feeling like the air had been punched
from his lungs.
They are engaged, Harry reminded himself, She was never really
yours.
"Of course, it'll likely be the last for a while, with the promotion and
all."
She's more cunning than Ron gives her credit for. Harry thought
sourly.
The happiness in her voice was definitely not aimed at her favourite
brother being out of reach and given what had been her simmering
contempt at Fleur for taking him away. There was only one solution
to the puzzle.
"Have you seen Ron? I need to talk to him." He asked of the crafty
redhead though definitely not with the confidence it had prior to the
conversation.
"About?" Harry asked succinctly, though knowing the pair for long
enough it could be any myriad of situations, ranging from useless to
urgent.
"You know them, Hermione's ignorant to some things, Ron's ignorant
of a lot. Together they're ignorant of each other. Neither of them
knows what they want."
"It's easy to judge," She boasted casually, "I know what I want." Her
last words rang with a touch of finality about them as if she couldn't
be persuaded.
"What's that?" Harry asked, fearful that he already knew the answer.
She pondered for a small moment. "One day, I think I might just tell
you. But what about you Harry, do you know what you want?"
His eyes quickly flashed to the silver hair across the room, the
reaction was almost involuntary. He wasn't sure if Ginny caught it.
With Ginny out of the way, he tried to push the conversation out of
his mind.
"Even your mother doesn't want you to do it, Ronald." She said
exasperated. Harry already knew it was never a good situation when
full names were brought into play.
"If you want to get yourself killed, go ahead." She bit back, "When
have you ever needed to listen to me though?"
She seemed to turn up her nose. She was never one who took
disagreement with her points easily.
She stalked off towards the tables of drinks on the opposite side of
the room.
"Rough night mate?" Harry joked from behind him, breaking Ron
from his staring at her retreating form.
"What has she done?" Harry asked pointedly. "Better yet, what have
you done?
"I've been practising some of the Prince's spells. She told me to stop,
even owled Mum to try and get a handle on me." He explained
bitterly.
"I decided to practice one with her, y'know, after Defense." Ron
explained.
"So?"
Harry let out a low whistle. "That'd do some damage, are they all like
that?"
"Nah, most are just silly jinxes; make your pants bite you, twirl you
around by one leg. But there's a few that are a bit more serious ." He
continued.
"No." He stated simply, "She doesn't get it and she's not too happy
being told that truth. But she doesn't get to decide what I do. Her
family isn't in this, mine is."
It was rare that he was the more sensible of the two. But Hermione
persisted in her thoughts of prizing the institution above all.
"What else can I do? I'll learn what I can and give it up." He said, his
voice full of resignation.
"I don't want to lose her." He said wistfully. "Lying would be a quick
way to do that."
"Why don't you tell her how you feel then?" Harry asked.
"You're not fooling anyone mate. I've watched you dance around
each other for years." Harry explained.
"Do you really think it'd work?" He asked hopefully. "You know, if I did
actually fancy her."
"Listen, mate, I want you to be happy, I want her to be happy. For the
rest of our lives would be ideal but we don't know what's around the
corner, we'll have to settle for the 'now'. There's a war, we've got to
live for the moment."
"Yes." He replied confidently. Ron clung to the hope every word gave
like a student listening to a gifted teacher.
"I'm telling her it was your idea if it goes sideways, you know that?"
Ron said matter-of-factly.
After all their years together, that's how Harry always envisioned it
happened, falling together that was.
Christmas had just recently become a sore subject for Harry with
Bill's return. He'd gone to immense lengths to source a gift for Fleur
and in the end, penned a letter to Gabrielle. Who with the help of her
mother, concocted something and judging by the time it took to reach
him and its price tag seemed a more than ample gift.
"I'll give it a try. Thanks, mate." Ron offered in return. "We can talk
about it later."
"I better find Fleur again." Harry confessed, "I'll see you soon."
Though he was clearly drunk, it wasn't enough nor had the numbers
at the party evaporated enough to get the man one-on-one. There
were still quite a few people who Harry should talk to whilst waiting
for an opportune moment.
Harry spied the silver hair across the room, it certainly wasn't hard.
Every feature was crafted by a thousand elegant strokes of a brush.
Her willowy form made her visible in any room, no matter the count.
He made to walk over towards her but was yet again halted. This
time by a face no less familiar but less welcome.
"Mister Potter," The gravelly voice spoke, "A pleasure to see you
again." The tall and imposing form of Sanguini stood before him,
appearing to have traded his crimson suit for a better-tailored black
robe.
Harry peered down the man's attire. I don't know why I'm surprised,
he is of the night.
"Politics is an old oak, tall and imposing. But it is odd to find one so
young tangled amongst its roots."
"If I had a choice, I could think of many places I'd rather be." Harry
said. He'd lost the glimpse of silver hair.
"I wouldn't have a single clue about what you mean, sorry." Harry
said, "I'm only here to see some friends, maybe sneak some of the
Professor's refreshments out."
The Vampire looked at him, his dark eyes staring menacingly down
towards him. But instead of a threat or a demand that he assumed
would come, it was a laugh - a grating noise, but not at all what he
would've expected.
"They had called you a fool, Mister Potter, believed you to be led
around Scrimgeour, Dumbledore, even the lovely Miss Delacour. But
they appear to have done you a disservice, you have an intelligence
all your own. And a disservice played into your own hand is a great
boon indeed."
"Maybe." Harry shrugged, "So why are you here then? If you don't
mind my asking."
"A cabal rises tonight, Harry Potter, a decision long since made."
"Why does that interest you?" Harry asked bluntly, "I had assumed
wizards did not interest you."
"It was never my ambition to be the most auspicious piece, nor the
prettiest. I do not seek to flourish or flounder - I seek only to remain
in the collection." The Vampire explained, "To achieve such, one
must be prepared to play their game."
"I don't think it's much of a game." Harry frowned, "I'd like to say it's a
bit more serious than that."
"Not a game, Mister Potter, the game - the great game." Sanguini
lectured, "The greatest game to ever have existed. Much shall be
decided tonight, many shall follow and all shall suffer."
"You seem a bit too familiar with it." Harry remarked, "Anything more
you'd like to share?"
He thought for only a brief moment, not wanting to give away the fact
he felt woefully out of his depth.
"What do you know about them?" Harry said, nodding towards the
men at the centre table.
"For all their flaws, they are still powerful and intelligent men alone.
But a wolf without a pack is felled much easier."
"You've got a wit about you, Harry Potter, that I cannot dispute."
Sanguini smiled, "But now, it is my question for you."
The truth would never be allowed to spill from his lips. Though a half-
truth would have to suffice.
The Vampire studied his features for what felt like an age before he
smirked. His elongated canines became visible.
"I name you a poor liar, Mister Potter, but I cannot begrudge your
intelligence." Sanguini praised, "You make for far more interesting
conversation. Should you wish to trade again, you need only ask."
"Of course," Harry said, he went to say more but the black-robed
figure had disappeared. Slinking back towards the darkness and into
his domain.
It had taken some time, but he had finally weaved his way through
the crowd to meet Fleur.
It was noticeably different, to say the least. Her ocean blue eyes, the
same he'd lament breaking his gaze from were no longer blue.
Instead, they were a cruel yellow, avian and slanted, narrowing at
the last glimpse of the wizard. Her facial structure angled slightly but
seemed to still.
She looked more a bird of prey at that moment than Fleur Delacour.
"Fleur?" Harry asked gently, this time more out of concern than
confusion. That seemed to break her from her stupor, she shook her
head a few times and the ocean blue returned to her eyes and her
jaw detracted.
"Zat, cochon!" She spat at the man's retreating form, in her anger
she reverted to her first language. That alone was more than enough
to worry him.
"Nothing to repeat in polite company." She said, "I won't let him ruin
our victories."
"I should amend that statement; I don't really know how to dance."
Harry admitted.
His sigh signified his acquiescence on the matter and soon he found
both himself and Fleur on the small, checkered area.
"I fail to see how this will stop people from talking to us." Harry
groaned, placing his hand on her hip at her direction. "Instead they'll
be laughing at us."
"As long as they can't hear us, it doesn't matter." She said, "No one
is going to interrupt two fools in love."
What?
That was the thought he could muster in this situation, his eyes
latched onto hers within an instant, searching for her meaning.
She grasped his scarred hand in hers, holding them in front of them
and then the dance began. An antique gramophone playing an
equally antiquated song - one almost drowned out by loud chatter.
Step forward, step back, turn.
That was the extent of his dancing lessons, but at the very least, it
seemed sufficient. His shoes avoided hers and they spun in a small
circle.
"I'm quite the teacher, am I? I must keep that in mind when you beat
me next. I'll have to assign detention."
"How about you?" Harry asked as they spun, "Meet anyone worth
knowing?"
"I saw Tiberius Odgen again." Fleur announced, "I'm not sure he's a
fan of all this."
"Time shall tell," She said, "I haven't talked nearly enough to discern
that."
"Yep." He pulled his hand from her hip and tapped the heavy bottle
through his coat.
"Do you want me to come with you?" She whispered, her voice
solemn.
"No." Harry shook his head, "I think this is something I need to do by
myself."
And at his answer, the dance ended with nary another word. They
separated and the brief detente from his duty left with it.
Now, he no longer had warm skin to clutch. Just a cold bottle of wine
and a single chance.
"I can't, I'm afraid." Fleur admitted, "I've been meaning to check on
the western ward sector. I'm afraid I've neglected my duty for far too
long."
"It's of no trouble Miss Delacour!" Slughorn reassured, "We'll lament
your loss but your duty is indeed paramount."
"In that case," She said, "I'll take my leave, quite a lovely party,
Horace." With that, she headed to the exit and the plan that had
been painstakingly devised began.
"I do have this for you, sir," Harry said, fishing the bottle from his
robes.
He peered around the room. He was thankful for having won this
battle, a front where he could finally claim victory. But the room did
not greet him as warmly as he would've liked. Every man and
woman around him was another front, another struggle to be fought,
to victory or defeat.
"For your mother, you see Harry? Was the portrait with the greatest
likeness to her I could find." He explained.
"Indeed." The man said with a wide smile, "I bought her myself, quite
the find."
Harry conjured two glasses for them, pouring a generous serving for
the man and a more conservative one for himself.
This is it.
"Here you are, sir." Harry passed him the glass, clinking the
Professors with his own. The man wore a jovial expression at the
prospect of tasting the fine liquid.
Slughorn gave it an experimental sniff before he bought it to his lips
and Harry's heart stilled in his chest.
A vein in the man's neck seemed to bulge after a few more tentative
sips. His gooseberry eyes swivelled from the glass to Harry, and his
face portrayed the shock he clearly felt.
No matter how much I detest him for trying to use me, I'm making a
man relive his worst memories.
"Yes."
"Yes."
"Where?"
"The stone bowl." He pointed lifelessly, "The one with the fish."
Harry walked over to the corner and peered downwards into the
offending object.
The bowl was made of dark marble. Water filled the lower half of it as
a bright, alabaster fish swam around, its fins highlighted with light
pink.
Harry peered between the man and the fish intently before reaching
his hands into the shallow bowl. His hands scooped up the writhing
fish, a fish that slowly transformed into a flower as he drew it from
the depths.
The flower held the same colouring as the fish once had.
A lily.
The memory.
It was a tiny container, meant to meld seamlessly into the flower, but
he had recognised the pale milk glass memory swirling within.
He gently placed the lily back down to the water; it broke the tension
of the water and soon transformed into the same small fish he'd first
seen.
Harry breathed out a hot sigh and turned towards Slughorn who still
sat in his chair.
"He's got you wrapped around his finger." The man commented.
"You know that?"
"Sir…"
"But everything you've done has been at his behest, every footstep
you've ever taken has been intricately composed for you since
before your birth."
"Then perhaps you are a fool, Harry." The Professor said, "Be what
your mother always imagined you to be - be smart, Harry. I did not
accumulate this information to lie, not now. "
"Don't talk about her." Harry snarled, "Not after all this. Not after you
plot to put him on that pedestal."
"It was never about light or dark Harry." The man admonished lightly,
"The concepts are antiquated, the definitions are blurred. There is
only power, Harry. We wanted to change the world."
"You want to tear it apart." He spat, "Sit yourself upon the highest
rung to trade favours and people like chattel."
"We only want to change the world for the better." Slughorn
reiterated, his voice strained. "A world your mother would've been
proud to live in."
"You won't."
"I'm sorry, Harry, I truly am." Slughorn confessed, "The memory - all
of it."
"No." Harry shook his head, "I don't think you are."
He retrieved his bottle of wine and returned the cork to its home. He
walked briskly from the room. The man made odd noises as Harry
left the ante-chamber, they could have been sobs or cries of anger.
He didn't know, wouldn't know.
The death of my Mother was all that tempered him. Take that from
him and he'd be the same man.
He sacrificed men and women to climb the ladder. Now, maybe I've
shattered that illusion.
Maybe not.
All he could think of was the small vial hidden in his robes, his hand
clutched over it protectively.
And of the withered lily, the fish that had sunk to the depths never to
rise again.
Harry waved the glass vial containing the memory in front of her, she
leapt at him, bringing him into a quick embrace. What had begun as
his task, became their task. The hours they'd put into it, the
meticulous crafting had come to fruition, giving them a small victory
comparative to what lay ahead.
Our meetings are over, but he still has one final lesson left to teach
me.
Dumbledore could seldom accompany him into the pale world below,
so he bestowed the Pensieve elsewhere. It looked of regular size in
his colossal office, but titanic in Fleur's much more reserved space.
Slughorn sat in his office, looking much younger and flourishing a full
head of hair. He sat at his desk, scratching at missives with an
ornate quill.
"Ah, Tom! Take a seat my boy, what do you need?" Slughorn said
happily, clearly pleased to see the boy.
"Professor, I was just here for something purely academic this time."
"Of course, Tom, I daresay your questions are always the most
interesting, ask on lad." The younger Slughorn smiled, "I daresay
Tiberius and Bob haven't recovered over the last meeting."
They saw in him what they saw in me. He thought grimly, Slughorn
needed a centrepiece.
"I was wondering if you'd ever heard of this term?" He sat down,
sliding a piece of parchment to the Professor, Harry could clearly see
what had written though he didn't need to.
HORCRUX
Slughorn seemed like he had been thrown for a loop. "Where did
you hear that word, Tom?" He asked harshly, which seemed entirely
uncharacteristic of the polite old man.
Slughorn seemed horrified. "It'd be best to forget you ever read the
word, Tom."
"I do, it's proscribed in every country that subscribes to the ICW's
charters and ideologies. Very few know of such a word."
"That's why I want to know sir, you know how I love knowledge." He
said, flashing Slughorn a beaming smile that seemed to make the
Professor acquiesce. "I've always had ambitions to teach Defence,
you know that. How could I defend against that of which I've never
heard of?"
"How?"
"In order to create one?" Tom asked interestingly. "You infer that you
could create more than one?"
"In theory, if you had enough items of sacrificial importance, it's more
than possible should the arithmancy be sound."
Harry had a terrible sense of what was coming and judging by the
morbid look on Fleur's face, she did too.
Tom stood up from his chair and bid the Professor goodbye, but
before the door opened Slughorn called out to the boy once more.
"Tom!" He yelled, "Be sure this conversation stays between us. If you
agree to meet with myself and my associates, we may have a more
concrete answer."
Harry and Fleur shared a brief look of despair, cut short by the
Pensieve ejecting them both.
" Seven! " He gasped when the real air hit his lungs. " He split his
soul seven times."
Harry sat on the floor to avoid falling over, catching Fleur as she
stumbled alongside him.
Seven.
Seven.
Seven.
The Longest Night
TITLE : A Different Kind of War
PAIRINGS : Harry/Fleur
RATING : M
This chapter seemed to take me a while, a few trips to and fro to the
cutting room floor, lacked a bit of motivation in the face of a few
things. But we're here!
Next chapter is almost entirely a Fleur POV, so I'm excited for that
breath of fresh air.
Be sure to review!
Wind burnt cheeks stung as the gale continued its relentless assault.
Ice filled his single boot, cutting into his heel as warming charms
long since dispelled from his clothing offered their protection no
longer. The cold bit at his skin but served to keep him from falling to
drowsiness. Saved him from falling victim to the same lure of
slumber that would surely spell his end as it had Podmore's.
The same winding, serpentine trail that cut through the thick cold
with little effort. A perilous road decorated with the bodies of deer
and other wildlife. Most sapped of their lifeblood, some with meat
taken from them with precision charm-work.
He'd caught sight of them a few days ago coming over the icy hills
outside of Helmsdale. Any apparition would've sent them hiding,
knowing that he still lived would've heightened them into
hypervigilance. So day after day, wood and flesh began the trek to
follow their twisting path northwards, eager to remain unnoticed.
He had his plan for what felt like an age. Ever since he crossed
wands for the first time when he found himself alone - for all of his
skills, there were six of them.
Before the battles in the snow when they simply tracked a snake,
believing they held the upper hand, he had dreamt of many things.
Of steaming mulled wine in Hogsmeade, of a warm hearth to fend off
the elements.
He had dreamt of spring - of days that rose and fell without the dark
shadow lingering over them.
Dreams of Sturgis Podmore, face down in the snow with his back
torn open with a curse. Of Emmeline Vance, tears frozen on her
cheeks as she fell into a bitter rest.
The wasteland ahead was nigh invisible in the frozen dusk. His
advance was shielded by the sunlight that had disappeared over the
rolling hills. The air was still permeated with the smell of death, thick
and heavy. It sat in the wind like a trail to be followed.
The world was sparse and barren, cold and unforgiving. Yet, it had
finally granted the man a boon.
A fire in the distance, a lull in the cold. They had made camp, as he
had. They had believed themselves safe, as he had.
Death still lingered in the air, but he could taste a different scent. It
was sweet, a taste that pledged to whet his appetite. Yet, it still felt
bitter on his tongue, acrid and hot. He'd experienced it before, too
similar to many others of the same type to properly discern.
Or mine.
There were still seven atop the hill, wrought from harder matter than
those he'd faced raiding hamlets. Hard enough to ambush them in
the cold, hard enough to trek across the countryside at the behest of
a serpent. For all his skills, all his talent - it was a battle he could not
win.
Not conventionally.
He lifted the silver mask from his belt and removed his electric blue
eye. The scarred socket victim to the unforgiving frost for the briefest
of moments before the countenance was donned. It glittered in the
rising twilight, carved lines arcing the moonlight into the snow below.
The mask seemed ripe with memories of its own; it's cold metal
touched his skin and set a flame alight within him.
Their fire roared tall against the night, as did his - the same
memories of a fire that consumed the manor still in his mind.
Fucking fire, it's always fucking fire. He cursed, But those cunts will
die for this one.
The black cloak fluttered behind him in the wind, and the slope of the
offending hill came underfoot. His vigilant ascent began.
Homenum Revelio .
The spell leaked from his wand, the radiant light fleeing up the hill to
detect his foes. The pulse soon returned, battered against the
haphazard wards they'd erected. He caught a sentry patrolling the
outskirts, aimlessly staring into the darkened snow as he had for
days on end.
Argent Brutum
The Death Eater stepped towards the barrier, daring not to cross the
wards, but the lure had completed its role admirably.
Carpo.
The alarm wards were never meant to defend against spells, only to
alert the occupants to trespassers.
Foraminis
The first spell crossed the distance, pale as the snow it illuminated
below. The second was fiercer, a spitting orange aimed wide from
the first.
The first spell connected, as he had foreseen, and tugged the man
across the ward. A series of stumbles that sent him sprawling off-
balance directly into the path of the second spell. The piercing curse
struck true, tearing flesh asunder as it ripped through the Death
Eater's mask, coating the silver in viscera. A final spell banished the
corpse further down the hill, sending it out of sight.
It can taste the blood in the air. Moody thought. I don't have long .
The disguise would not fool the snake, the men he could deceive but
the snake was cut from a different cloth.
He reached for his staff, or rather, where his staff would have been.
Instead, he clutched a splintered length of oak, the heartstring braid
still hanging from the centre. He weighed it in his hands, as he
considered his options.
His mentor had fought in the First Wars, Grindelwald and his ilk.
Napoleon and his sorcerers too if the old bastard could be believed.
He had taught him many lessons, honed him into something far
greater than he could have ever envisioned when he remembered a
fresh-faced lad, still with two eyes and two legs, free of scars.
But one lesson had always lingered, an anomaly amongst even the
coarse man's rhetoric.
Fear bites deeper than any blade. He had said almost a lifetime ago,
Of bronze, steel or silver, no cut can compare to a man routed of one
who fears for his life above all.
His staff had been a gift from the same man, an oak that had once
been new, a heartstring that was once fresh. Now, it was shattered
by some nameless face, by some unnamed battle in the raging
snows.
He tapped his wand against the staff, it turned to the same silver as
his mask and glittered as it had. With the change, the brown oak
vanished as did the core. Banished to somewhere beyond here and
with it, the last piece of his mentor.
The snake still peered around inquisitively. The rest of the Death
Eaters remained in their tents. They were entrusting their lives to a
guard that couldn't uphold such.
The snake gives them courage. They wouldn't have been half as
bold to attack us without it.
He tore the mask off his face, it would not serve him as well as he
had assumed, not against the snake. Instead, he donned the familiar
electric blue eye again, pulling the darkened hood of the Death Eater
robes back over his head.
He waved his wand and held the long, steel shaft aloft like a javelin.
The time to strike had arrived.
A flick of his wand sent the remnants of his staff careening towards
the inquisitive snake. Where spells had failed, his plan had not. The
sharpened steel stake pinned it to the cold ground, blackened blood
spilling from the wound channel inflicted.
It writhed and hissed in wrath, waking the men inside the tents to
rush to its defence. Disorientated and slow from their short-lived
slumber, his advantage despite their numerical superiority could not
be underestimated.
A flick of his wand coated the fire with snow and water as he had
done all those nights ago. But he was no longer the prey, hunted by
a pack of Voldemort's bruisers.
There were cries of ' Mad-Eye!' The same fear that cut deeper than
any blade was as heavy in the air as the scent of death had been.
I am the Mad-Eye.
Seven.
The word had never meant much, it had been as mundane as any
other he had ever spoken. Now it had seemed obvious. The number
taunted him for the fool he was. Born in the seventh month, seven
adorned the back of his Quidditch jersey - he could think of a
hundred situations where the number seemed to mock him.
Those were Slughorn's words, a man who knew the Dark Arts more
intimately than any alive.
Save one.
Perhaps the prophecy could influence the former, but the diary had
possessed Ginny, a seventh child. Maybe the black book that found
its way into her cauldron was not as happenstance as they'd once
believed.
He had wanted to hope. But it was a fool's gambit not to expect the
worse, especially now. If any wizard could have undertaken such a
task and completed it, it was Lord Voldemort.
"'Ow?" Fleur asked quietly. Her soft voice was the first to cut across
the silence.
His heart ached for her. Her voice betrayed fear. A tone that had
never belonged on the confident witch as she reverted into her
accented English.
I should have never made her see it. Harry lamented, I never should
have brought her into all this.
They sat on the soft carpet for what felt like an age. He willed his
mind to find anything to answer Fleur's question, to assuage both
her fears and his.
Harry swallowed what felt a lead weight in his throat. "I don't know."
"How do you know this?" She asked, her eyes drifting to him from
the hole they attempted to bore in her office floor.
"Will you help Dumbledore destroy the others?" She asked, "That's if
even he knows where they are.
He had known from the outset that this conversation was never
going to be an easy one, known this was a topic he'd eventually
have to explain to her, yet, it did not make it any easier when that
eventuality arose.
"Dumbledore's dying." His throat was raw, not from the smoke of the
party nor the copious chatter. "He's been dying for months. He won't
see past Christmas."
"You didn't think to tell me?" She whispered, her voice alight with
indignation. "After all this time?"
"I think part of me didn't want to admit it." Harry sighed softly, "Didn't
want any of this to be real. Maybe if I didn't tell anyone, it'd die
unspoken."
"What's to say we could even find them?" Fleur asked, "That he's not
just condemning you to die for a lost cause? That they're not just
spread across the continent or at the bottom of the sea?"
"He's not." Harry refuted, "He won't have. He's arrogant, more
confident in the defences he could provide over whatever a random
hole in Europe could offer him. He wants them close."
"You can't think so little of him, Harry," She chided, "He's a Dark
Lord, not a child hiding sweets. If we underestimate the lengths he'll
go to secure such an object; we'll have lost before it even begins."
"Did Dumbledore tell you this too?" She spat, sorrow replaced by
anger at the Headmaster. "He seems to be taking quite an interest in
you."
"No. He's a good man, Fleur." His voice was succinct and soft; he
drummed his fingers idly against the carpet. Desperately attempting
to summon the courage he didn't have. "I- I see them, sometimes. I
can see through his eyes, see what he wants me to see and
sometimes, what he doesn't."
"All the headlines in the Daily Prophet about me being the Chosen
One?" He continued, "They were true Fleur. It's been prophesied
since before I was born, I've been following footsteps that were
planned for me since I came to Hogwarts."
He breathed a hot blast of air, and his eyes drifted back to hers.
"It's me, or it's him - it's never both. We're destined to die at the
hands of one another; we always have been."
Some stories are just stories. He'd been told months ago. It's a
shame this isn't such a case.
He lifted his hair from his forehead, his scar on clear view to her.
"So make it simple, Harry." She demanded lightly, "For me, please."
She reached forward and took his hand in hers, "If I had known-"
"It wouldn't have mattered, Fleur." Harry spoke, "You've given me
more than I could've ever asked for."
He let loose a hollow scoff. "We're alone Fleur." He said sadly, "The
Ministry and the Aurors are in shambles and Dumbledore's dying. No
one will fight for the losing side."
"I'll come with you," She resolved. "We can find allies, Harry. We just
need to search for them, France, Germany - the entirety of the
continent. They remember what Dumbledore did for them. Their
memories aren't so short as to forget Grindelwald."
"But the world they built isn't." She urged, "And they'll defend it to the
last."
Harry sighed; the offer was more tempting than he cared to admit.
"You'd be better off going to France, where it's safe. Once
Dumbledore is dead, this world is going to go to hell."
"You think I'll just flee?" She said dangerously. "You appear to know
very little of me, Harry Potter."
"I don't think so." Harry tried to placate her, "But you don't need to
get any further into this, you could start a family, be an enchanter -
see the world like you wanted to. This is my fight. It's been mine
since before I was born." He explained. "I've carried too many to
their deaths."
"So you intend to fight this alone? Is that your masterful plan ?"
"No, but I also don't intend to have anyone shoulder a burden that is
rightfully mine to bear." He bit back.
It was uncaring and callous, as soon as the words left his mouth, he
felt the weight of them. An instantaneous regret filled him and found
a steadfast companion alongside his sorrow.
Her eyes looked to be taking the same avian slant that had during
Slughorn's party. They seemed daring - daring him to refuse her,
daring him to delve deeper into her words.
"It'll be dangerous."
"You, above all, should not doubt my prowess with a wand." She
scolded.
It was the first time he'd ever knowingly sought out the gap in her
armour. It wasn't the subtle reminder he would have prefered,
nothing akin to the words she would have wielded. It was a blunt
instrument, one he sorely wished he didn't have to use and one she
didn't expect.
But it was his final gambit to protect her from a life she'd be better off
not living.
"William will be in Egypt." She said frostily, and despite the situation,
he allowed himself a selfish piece of hope. "And Asia, Australia, the
Arctic. I feel unwilling to extend respect I was never given myself."
At that moment, the shroud had fallen. In her eyes was a pain he
seldom ever saw, a realisation came to him that he had always
suspected.
Bill has left her behind. He thought darkly. She truly is a bride
forgotten.
Perhaps it was her feelings or the gravity of the moment that had
such an elucidating effect. But she seemed more a girl in her office
at that instance than the witch that was Fleur Delacour. She had
been scorned by the Weasleys and left by her partner as he pursued
tombs and curses on other continents.
She had hidden it well, only ever allowing glimpses of her uncertainty
flicker behind her ocean blue eyes. But at that moment, she was not
Fleur Delacour, not the intelligent Veela nor the Triwizard Competitor.
She's a grown witch, He conceded, I'd sooner take her than Ron or
Hermione.
"I promised I'd help you. I intend to keep it." She vowed. "I'll always
keep it."
Harry stood up and released his hand from hers. His legs had
regained their strength though he was reluctant to test such strength
against any further bad news.
"Where are you going?" Fleur questioned, her soft palms now her
own once again.
She nodded and remained on the floor as he headed for the door.
He shot her one final glance and hoped she might find the slumber
he wished he could fall to, an escape from the night around them.
The wings of the gargoyle spread and revolved on its axis, allowing
Harry entrance to the office. Harry ascended the stairs, and
surprisingly, Albus Dumbledore was awake and seated at his desk.
Although not musing on his various missives or sifting through
pieces of parchments as he usually was, this time, his eyes were
locked solely on the entrance, on Harry.
"I got the memory perfectly fine. It wasn't what I would call clean
though, sir."
"As long as you retrieved the memory, the means can be absolved
for the moment." The Headmaster congratulated him, "I trust Horace
told you much?"
"He told me some things, sir." Harry confessed, "I'm not sure what to
make of most of it."
"I do imagine he had some interesting tales to tell." The older man
mused.
"Some of his words were likely true, Harry, if that is your concern.
But an equal amount were no doubt falsities. The best deception is
often shrouded in truth."
Perhaps I've been overthinking it. Harry thought, I'll ask him, but not
tonight.
"They had wanted to use him, sir," Harry said his mind on a memory
that wasn't his own. "They tried to get him to attend their meetings.
They had wanted him as a pawn."
"I imagine they would; they needed someone to fly their colours - to
be their martial might. Tom was an attractive prospect for them, a
chance to wield him and change the world to suit their vision."
"Did it work, though?" Harry asked, "You let a wicked man into
Hogwarts to ensure he didn't do any more harm, yet he still did."
"How so?"
"It is a lesson you shall learn in the near future, though not in this
office." Dumbledore replied, his voice and words cryptic, "But we
have deviated from our original topic."
" Seven?" The Professor echoed. "It is higher than I would have
estimated initially, but not so far outside my assumptions.
"No." Harry shook his head, "He's obsessed with his magical legacy,
he's sentimental."
"For Slytherin, the dagger or the locket. For Ravenclaw, the Diadem
and for Hufflepuff, the Goblet." Dumbledore explained, "They are all
that remains of their legacies, the only things left to corrupt."
"If it's the dagger or the locket, that's six." Harry said, "Where's the
seventh?"
"Indeed, but to find it, we must first find another. A spectre long since
passed."
"A ghost?"
Those words had brought the pair to Ravenclaw Tower. The full
moon shone a bright light into the antiquated windows of the turret,
bathing the interior in an odd, grey glow. It was reminiscent of
Gryffindor Tower but more austere, darker even.
The moon fell progressively lower as they searched for the spectre.
It seemed a fool's quest, chasing around a figure that could shift
through walls at will. If Harry had the sense of mind, he might've
retrieved the Marauder's Map. But in the flurry, it had been left in his
dorm and now they were relegated to scouring the gothic castle for
any signs of a relative long dead.
She had floated past the grey-shrouded windows of the tower and
settled just outside, haunting the battlements on the adjacent. They
approached her carefully; Dumbledore led their journey out into the
cold, open air of winter.
She seemed a widow in that moment, levelling the expanse of the
forbidden forest with her forlorn gaze. A woman staring into the dark
waves for a lover lost at sea - the trees below seemed to draw her
eye and anger her.
Harry shifted from behind the Headmaster and caught a look at her
features. She truly was different from the other ghosts of Hogwarts-
she possessed none of the joviality of Sir Nicholas nor any of the
intimidation of the Bloody Baron.
Her dress was long and white, though the midsection was stained
brown. A garish sight that tore away from whatever elegance it
might've possessed.
A mortal wound decorated her gut, tearing at seams and skin alike
with a single stroke - a masterful blow that seemed to have sapped
the life around her alongside the pattern of palms and fingers that
decorated her throat.
"May I introduce Harry Potter, Helena?" Finally, she tore her gaze
from the dark trees to meet his eyes.
Harry cleared his throat, unsure of how the Professor wanted him to
proceed. "It's nice to meet you." He tried, though the ghost levelled
him with an oddly furious glare.
"It was cruel of you to bring one cursed with such features to me,
Headmaster." She said, disdain lacing her voice. "He looks very
much like he did at that age."
She began to drift off. Dumbledore said nothing as her floating figure
travelled down the battlements.
"Wait!" Harry called to her retreating form, "We need your help!"
She stilled on her journey away from them, the rage on her face
might've betrayed her reaction, he was more than prepared for a
wave of hostilities to follow. Though she did not launch into a rage,
there was no wrath in her voice.
"It was never my assistance you required, Harry Potter." She turned
again to face them, levelling them with a neutral look, "It was cruel
indeed for you to seek me out for such a trivial matter. You covet an
artefact of my mother's design, as they all have over the years. One I
swore never to speak or look upon again. Not for the mighty Albus
Dumbledore, nor you, Harry Potter, of whom I've heard is very akin
to those he detests."
She must have known him, somewhere along the way she met Tom
Riddle and she clearly doesn't care for him.
Her insinuation wasn't lost on him either.
"No?" Her lifeless voice turned mocking, "You've not dashed across
the castle nor shivered on the battlements for any reason different
than his own. You seek to beguile me with sweet nothings, attempt
to seduce me into giving you my Mother's artefacts. Is it her wedding
band you pursue or perhaps the diadem?"
Harry could not find the words to answer her probing; instead, she
continued uninterrupted.
"You are forever vultures circling the work of my mother, even now
she holds that above me. Your end goals, however different they
may be, are still laced with the same sickly sweet poison that lies
under the facade of civility and good-doing."
"What if I told you we didn't want to use it?" Harry called out. "What if
I told you we needed to destroy it?"
"I'd tell you something in turn, that any such information could be
found within a history book." She countered. "My scorn for my
mother's success is not a guarded secret. I'd say you were an
incompetent liar for trying such an approach."
"But it's the truth." Harry declared firmly. "It's the diadem, isn't it? He
did something to it, something that you don't want to tell anyone
about."
This time, a retort didn't shoot out of her mouth immediately. She did,
however, stop moving forward and remained still, slowly turning on
the spot.
"Your words might be truthful." She spat, a volatile tone in her voice.
"Such a shame you do not know the weight carried in them."
He had pushed where it had hurt and she had pushed back.
He'd have to push all the harder before the night was over.
She could have fled through the walls, escaped him with ease had
she not wanted to talk any further.
"You do know what he did, don't you?" Harry tried again, although in
a much gentler tone.
"Do you take me for a fool?" She shifted her head to the side, eyeing
him with newfound scrutiny. "Of course, I knew precisely what he
was doing. However, I find myself curious as to how you came upon
such knowledge.
"What did he do?" Harry probed again, ignoring her own question.
His voice even softer than before. Treating her as if she were one of
the sparrows that occupied the battlements, scared to raise his voice
for fear of her losing confidence.
"Why do you really want it, Harry Potter?" She asked plainly, and for
the first time since the conversation began, Harry felt like he was
making genuine progress.
"I truly wish to destroy it." He reiterated, "You can watch me if you
need to, but it needs to go, he needs to go."
She returned to the position she had assumed when they had found
her - merely peering out into the lightening darkness.
It felt like an age before she spoke, to someone who had lived as
long as she had it likely passed in an instance. To Harry, minutes
flew by while he remained content to let the ghost reminisce or
collect her thoughts - whatever she needed to do.
"Do you perhaps know exactly how I died?" She asked, her tone
odd. It was not the wrath nor lifelessness she had wielded before; it
was almost wistful.
"No, I don't."
"I'm surprised the tale hasn't been shared as it once was." She
turned to Harry and parted her dress and wound that decorated her
gut, if she had been alive blood would've spilt and emptied her
quickly.
"I-" Harry tried, for all his newfound skills in conversation, few things
could prepare him for this.
"The Bloody Baron, they call him - a name well deserved. I knew him
by a different name, as did my mother but one long forgotten. A lover
I once scorned, so she felt him best to seek me out when I fled to the
Continent. His temper ran hot, as did his blood when I refused to
return with him and accept his hand in marriage. So, he ran me
through with his sword. A man in full plate against I, a woman. He
near tore me in two and wrapped his hands around my neck. He
killed me and covered himself in my blood. When that failed to fill the
void, the villages and hamlets of Albania were next. Until he fell upon
his own sword."
"So imagine my surprise when I was set upon by a mere boy, who
sought friendship in place of treasure, camaraderie in place of glory.
A breath of air into the stale perpetuity of death, an admirer that
cared for the daughter - not the broodmare of Ravenclaw.
Harry hadn't thought it possible but her eyes seemed to glisten in the
moonlight, tears that would never fall but still manifested themselves.
"He was infectious, his confidence, his smile, his intelligence. Magic
was his dominion, and together, we were equals. He whispered in
my ears of how he loved me, how I was worthy of my own legacy. He
promised to give me everything the Baron could not. And I, ever the
fool, prayed for such."
"During his last year, I gifted him my mother's diadem. It would serve
him far better than I, the one who was little but an affront to the
legacy of Ravenclaw. I knew what he planned to do with it, knew the
implications of such. But what was the diadem against a boy that
cherished me where the Baron couldn't? What were sacrifice and
immortality if we could linger together forever?"
Her voice suddenly cracked and the wrath that had decorated her
face spewed forth.
"Then he brought me to that damned chamber of Salazar's and
showed me the spoils of such a boon - an Albanian peasant, a
whore . He snuck her through an inlet in the forest and decorated the
chamber with her body. He perverted the diadem and had the
audacity to flaunt whatever malevolence he imbued it with to my
face."
"It's not your fault Helena." He consoled quietly. "You couldn't have
known what he was, none of us did."
She let out a soft chuckle. "It very much is, but your attempts to
convince me otherwise is sweet."
"The room will give what you ask. He checked it before he left. You
need only wish to see it." She told him.
"Thank you, Helena, you've done a lot of good tonight." Harry offered
gratefully.
"You needn't thank me." She said, "Just hold true to your word."
She went to float away, but Harry stopped her with his question.
"Do you regret it? Falling in love with him, that is."
"Regret it?" She shook her head, "I had lived without love and
suffered for such, I found it in death, even if it wasn't reciprocated. I'd
do it again if I had to. My only regret was letting a boy who could've
been so much more fester in his hatred."
With his question answered, she began to float away. This time, he
didn't need to catch her.
"Very well done Harry." Dumbledore offered from behind him, the first
time the older man had spoken since the conversation began. "I
daresay I couldn't have done a better job myself."
They made their way to their destination with the same haste they
used to reach Ravenclaw Tower. Despite Dumbledore's debilitation,
he moved with an expeditiousness that looked out of place on a man
over his first century.
Soon enough, they stood outside the corridor that held the room they
had spoken about.
Harry made for the door but was stopped by Dumbledore, his
unblemished hand grasping his shoulder.
He relieved his wand from the confines of his robes and gripped it
tightly in his palm. He shed his outer robe, tossing it to the ground
and steeled himself for what might lay beyond.
Deciding there was little more to prepare for he grasped the handle
in his hand, turned and pulled.
Beyond them was a spartan room, nothing decorated its walls but
old stone. The only thing that decorated the room was a single,
marble pedestal. Even from the entrance, he could make out the
ornate silver and glittering sapphires.
The distance to cross and grasp it had to be less than ten metres.
The lack of obstacles emboldened him, but he remembered the
Headmaster's words.
He took a tentative step into the room and soon found what the
Professor had cautioned against. As if it was all a mirage, the
pedestal shot backwards at speeds rivalling even the most
extraordinary racing broom. The three walls expanded at a similar
speed, enough so that Harry couldn't see any of the old stone he
observed, save the one the door was against. It gave him an odd
sense of something akin to vertigo at seeing the surroundings
change so dramatically.
The familiar nipping at the nape of his neck alerted him that there
was something yet to come.
Despite the hazardous and surprising landing, the objects had all
fallen into neat piles, or at the very least, neat enough to create a
winding path through the sudden summits.
Harry took a large step into the room proper to survey the piles.
Broken furniture, rusted armour skewered with swords and myriad
other odds and ends. Glass littered the floor, Harry was unsure if it
was from the impact or if it was shattered already. He gingerly
stepped over it and the Headmaster followed suit.
"I shall not participate any further than I already have. Without magic
at my disposal, I cannot amply defend my own person. I won't
dampen your own ability with worries for my safety."
"Is that wise?"
"I have not set you upon this path with a haphazard plan. Everything
I have ever done was to better you, Harry, to give you the tools
necessary to dismantle such evil."
Harry simply nodded in response and the man began to walk away.
There was no decorum, no final wisdom that would see him through
the night.
His first step into the room was done without a backwards glance,
not even as the door slammed behind him nor as he began his trek
into the room.
The room felt strangely tranquil, a stark departure from what he had
felt mere moments ago. His shoes creaked against the worn
floorboards that decorated the room as he weaved through the
peaks of forgotten items.
He didn't venture too far into the room before the first challenge leapt
up eagerly to make itself apparent.
He passed a rusted suit of armour, it waited until his back had long
passed him until it leapt at him. It held no weapon save for a rusted
longsword pierced through the plate covering its stomach. It freed its
blade with the hideous nose of metal grating upon metal. It
approached slowly as if time had fused its joints together.
Then, it flourished its rusted sword with practised ease that spoke of
its superior enchantments.
The headless suit continued its slow and daunting advance, waving
it's broken sword in unpredictable, volatile arcs. Harry weaved his
wand in a quick pattern and sent off a silent bludgeoner that hit the
chest plate of his foe with all the force of a mounted knight of old. But
instead of falling as its wearer likely did, the chest plate creaked and
caved. It rocked on its heels but continued the approach.
" Flagrate Flagellum ." Harry incanted quietly, the thin tail of deadly
fire spun from his wand like a spider weaving a web, it spooled on
the ground, scorching the stone floor.
The room seemed to be filled with these same suits of armour, in all
forms of disrepair. His encounter with the attacker had begotten a
sense of great vigilance. He adopted a sedate pace, each suit of
armour receiving the same treatment whether it moved or not.
The spell crossed the air between him and the furthest pile of
rubbish. Its blinding white flared briefly and died a quick death,
striking a barrier he hadn't seen.
Then the dark rose around him with all the fervour of a predator
hunting cornered prey. He cycled through the variants of all the light-
producing charms he knew, though none seemed to dent the sudden
dusk.
In that moment, more than any, he had thought to flee. The air
around him felt oppressive; each step he took was laden with
lethargy and forced more breath from his lungs. He fought for each
inch to move forward, hoping to escape the cloud. Each millimetre
gained was more daunting than its predecessor.
Soon, the room was filled. He could feel the shaft of his wand; warm
wood turned cold in the room; he could feel his hand but could not
see it.
It was a hopeful plea. Every step brought him closer to the fringes of
the suppressive smog. But soon, even that hope waned as the air
became thinner and the steps got more laborious.
Only the crushing of his lungs and fleeting hope he once had.
" Failure." The Headmaster added his voice into the plethora that
rang in his ears.
A voice above them all, the same melody that urged him to action.
I won't die here tonight. A recess of his mind resolved, For me. For
her.
There were conversations yet to be had, days yet to be shared.
Expecto Patronum.
Suddenly, nothing.
His wand was a brief blur of angelic beauty, a concussive wave that
left his wand and tore away voices and smoke alike and left sweet
air behind.
Ahead of him was the same spartan room - the same pedestal that
held the diadem. Harry shakily got to his feet and stumbled towards
the horcrux.
A creaking noise broke Harry from his action, a chair had fallen from
the height of the mountainous debris piles.
But this time it was different from the first when he had initially
entered the room.
The debris began to take shape into some far more wicked.
Pieces of furniture, old swords and weapons, broken potion vials and
cracked bricks flung towards the growing pile. Misshapen and
malformed, a creature took to its feet where little more than ruins of
furniture had once lain.
It hit the wall and ricocheted off, leaving its imprint in the wall. It
stepped back from Harry in what he initially thought was an attempt
to plan it's next attack.
There was one, single spell that lingered in his mind at that moment.
By fortune, skill or luck, he wasn't entirely sure.
It was one of the few that had been written in Dumbledore's journal
with any great detail, and even then it was fleeting.
But there was only ever going to be one person that summoned the
heavenly inferno.
He felt the strength sap from his body in one, sudden wave. His palm
blackened and blistered under the heat. But the flames soon came,
silver as her hair and possessed all of the same grace and poised.
The sweltering heat bit at Harry's face and exposed skin, the
exertion became too much, and his arm began to quake with pain.
The power intensified, and Harry lost control of the blazing inferno.
The fire instead sought out the Horcrux as the diadem began to
shake. The pedestal was lost to the flames but soon abated without
his power to fuel them.
It reached him and struck, curling around his neck like a noose and
disappeared into a dark mist.
Nothing.
Helena had said it best herself, if only he dared to take her words.
Suddenly, the black smoke took form once again and struck him.
Even his paralysed state reacted to its volatile embrace, throwing his
arms back in defence of himself as his vision was obscured.
He saw again like he had that day, of eyes not his own.
Harry was tossed unceremoniously when the smoke exited his body.
A window had emerged in the stone wall. The first swords of dawn's
light shot through the pane glass window. However, Harry couldn't
celebrate the emergence of the light.
PAIRINGS : Harry/Fleur
RATING : M
Big thanks to everyone who beta'd this chapter and quelled the
ongoing stress dream of being mobbed like a crowd who disliked my
take on Fleur.
It was equal parts fun and daunting, which is an odd thing for a
chapter, certainly a feeling I hadn't experience before. I stressed
quite a bit about the portrayal, but we're here now. Was it the correct
take? Only the reader knows. Was quite fearful that it wouldn't make
the distance to my usual ten-thousand words, now it's my longest
chapter to date. So… hooray?
We're closing in on the fun bits, certainly the bits I was most excited
to write so the pressure is definitely on.
Even she had trouble convincing herself as her back sank into the
soft mattress. Her thoughts were plagued by a single number, the
thoughts of war and a raven-haired, emerald-eyed man that had
occupied her mind more often than not.
In times like this, her thoughts were little solace to her. She'd stare at
the roof and count manicured cobbles until she could find sleep,
recite complex chants and rituals in her head until her eyelids would
droop.
But no matter how hard she tried, how long she fought, sleep would
not come to her this night.
This is my reality.
Unfamiliar stone walls that had become the norm, a bed that would
never truly be her own, a fiancé she hadn't seen for months nor
heard from in weeks and a war that raged across the country.
But this was a challenge unlike any she had ever faced, one that
didn't succumb to her nor one she could overcome alone. She could
beguile herself into believing her thoughts were about the war, but
not even she was that naive.
She shed her outer robe and threw it across the room, fluttering
harmlessly against the wall. It smelt of smoke and wine; the scents
were a reminder she could do without.
She stood from her bed, grabbed her wand and walked through the
open door to her desk. The air was frigid against her skin, and the
warm blankets of her bed called a Siren's song to her. She ignored it,
a flick of her wand lit the small candles placed on the chandelier,
returning some warmth to the room.
She shifted through the letters on her desk. Most were from
Gabrielle, some she had been too busy to reply to in time, others
that had accumulated over her time at Hogwarts. She fished a piece
of parchment from the drawer and began clearing her work surface.
She hadn't wanted to open it, so she didn't. She had already held it
up to the flames and read the words within, or those she could make
out, at least. Kind words to placate her, apologies to soothe her, but
they were false platitudes. She often debated the merits of such a
letter finding its way in the fire.
She weighed the oddly heavy envelope in her hands, running her
fingers over the red wax seal made in haste. She could peel it open
and read the contents; all it would take would be a healthy dose of
courage.
At first, she might've assumed it to be Harry, but the hour was too
early, and the rap at her door too loud. Her wand fell into the centre
of her palm once again, and she crept towards the door. At this hour,
it could be anyone - with the castle in such a state she was unwilling
to leave anything to the harsh mistress of chance.
Homenum Revelio.
The bright, radiant light seeped through the wood of the door and
encircled the occupant on the other side.
She often cursed her Veela heritage whenever some piercing noise
sent her head aching or when it sent suitors to her door. But now it
almost seemed like an ill-fated boon - she could hear ragged breaths
from beyond her door and the fist raising to strike again.
She clutched her wand all the tighter and threw the door open.
Whatever she had expected on the other side was not what she
found.
He fled back down the corridor she assumed he arrived from. For a
man of his age, he moved with surprising agility and swiftness that
seemed out of place on his ostensibly frail form. Despite there being
almost a century between them and not a great deal of height
difference, Fleur found herself having to jog to level herself with the
Headmaster's long strides.
At first, she couldn't be sure of their destination but the further they
dashed through the hallowed halls of Hogwarts, the more apparent
their goal became.
She had never known the man to act with such urgency. She couldn't
fathom why she had been summoned either. Her questions that
hoped to clarify the situation battered against his back although he
never halted to answer any of them.
It has to be Harry .
The last time she had seen Harry was when he had left to see
Dumbledore. The same man was leading her across the school
towards the Hospital Wing.
Harry was injured, and if his reaction was indicative of his status, it
was grievous.
Harry had said the man's magic was waning, all but gone but he
obviously held some command over it still. The usually troublesome
grand staircase moved at his behest, never once attempting to
deposit them where they didn't intend to go.
The rest of the journey was a blur, but soon enough her tired eyes
were greeted by the harsh alabaster-white of the Hospital Wing,
where Fleur was welcomed to the sight she'd been dreading.
Harry was splayed out on a bed in the corner of the wing, both
Snape and Pomfrey waving their wands over his prone form with
quick movements. Even from across the room, she could smell the
burnt ozone of esoteric magics, taste the bitter copper of blood on
her tongue.
She stepped forward, against her better senses to get a better look.
His body was decorated in runes she didn't recognise, pulsing under
Snape's wand as he burnt channels into the skin of his arms and
chest. A garish wound crossed the top of his left shoulder and into
his chest, that wept watery-blood while the Matron tried desperately
to close it.
Though it was not the unfamiliar, pulsing runes nor the weeping
wound that drew her attention, not the plethora of embedded
splinters or his blackened palm either.
His once bright, vibrant, emerald eyes had dulled and stared towards
the roof with a vacant gaze. If not for Snape and Pomfrey's frantic
work, she'd have assumed him dead already.
Anything that had once made him, him, had fled. There was none of
the strength she had come to admire, nor the tenacity that was
always alight in them. There was nothing.
She should've turned away when she had the chance, but she was
bound to the spot by the sight. Snape's dark hair was plastered with
sweat, and Pomfrey was still in her nightgown. The pair exerted
enough magic between them that she could feel the air pressure
fluctuate with each spell and rune.
How?
She turned to the Headmaster only when she felt she had seen
enough.
A surge of anger the likes of which she'd never felt before. She had
assumed him safe in the Headmaster's hands, thought him capable
of returning him without harm - she had little cause to think any
differently.
Now he's returned to me not six hours later as little more than a
corpse.
There was the recess of her that wanted to allow her rage to spew
forth, an urge to let her avian side reign supreme, to invite a full
change inside the wing here.
"There was one in the castle. One that had lain dormant for near fifty
years." He made an attempt to ease her, his tone soft and soothing,
though it did little to simmer her anger. "I had assumed it to be as
safe as it would ever be, but I did not appear to understand the
specificity behind his interactions with Voldemort fully."
"Had he been anyone else, he would have perished in that room. But
now? Now I simply do not know ."
If he had been anyone else, they would've died. She thought darkly,
Would've died because you rested the world upon the shoulders of a
young man.
"Is that your best attempt to calm me?" She bit back at his words
furiously. "That what happened tonight is all perfectly fine? That your
ignorance is some kind of protection against the fact you almost
killed him?"
"Of course." She replied sharply, "I think the fact that Harry lies dying
mere meters away from you should be reminder enough of your
errors ."
Dumbledore winced at her tone and words, but Fleur couldn't find it
in herself to care. Her words felt foul on her tongue, possibilities she
didn't want to entertain and thoughts best left without life breathed
into them.
She watched as the Matron continued to desperately try and seal the
wound on his chest as Snape's wand, laden with bright light, carved
new channels into his legs. His entire body was soon to be marred
with such odd runic inscriptions. He looked less the Harry Potter she
knew and more a canvas destined for an artist's scrawls.
Even amidst her anger, she could see why Albus Dumbledore had
been as feared as he had. Despite his waning magic and life, he
commanded respect.
"I'd prefer he didn't have to fight a war that everyone thrust upon
him." She returned, her voice full of scorn, "I'd prefer that I didn't
have to fear that he might not wake from that bed."
You needed him to carry the banner while you failed him.
She could have bitten back, traded more jabs to try and gain ground.
Instead, she cast another glance back to desperate attempts to halt
the curses on Harry.
"Will he live?"
Those were the words she'd dreaded asking. Even as they left her
lips, she didn't wish to hear the answer, let alone ponder the
question any further.
The man took a moment to ponder, he toyed with the knot in his
beard, seemed acutely interested in Snape's work and then finally
back to her.
"The odds are undecided, a coin yet to land." He began after his
moments of contemplation, "Time heals many wounds, with diligent
care and investigation into the impetus it could be days, weeks,
months even. It is a case without precedent, one not written in any
piece of history known to me."
"The odds shall resolve themselves, as they always do. A victor shall
be decided, but not by us - never by us."
"Have you told his friends yet?" Fleur asked, her mind drifting away
to how the Weasley children would react.
But I do, I needed to see the costs of it all - what this war will truly
do.
"You know," Her voice was cold, an affront to the white-hot fire
bubbling within her. "He'd always tell me tales of how he knew the
great and wise Albus Dumbledore. He told me how good you were to
him, about what you taught him. But everything that has ever
befallen him has happened on your watch, at your hands. Teaching
him spells and giving him private lessons won't ever change that."
"As I said, Miss Delacour," He said, his voice weighed down with
sorrow, "You need not remind me. I'm well aware of what I've cost
him over the years. But I have never once subjected him to danger
without cause. Everything he's ever done within these walls and out
has been in service to a singular purpose."
"A correct assumption." The man agreed, nodding his head idly, "But
not one made by you alone, I trust he's told you much?"
"Of all the times to play this game, there has seldom been a worse
time." He chided gently.
"Odd that you, out of everyone, feel inclined to push for the truth."
She bit back, "You want the truth? I know it all . About how he sees
things that aren't there, of how he can hear his voice, the prophecy,
the Horcruxes. All. Of. It."
"Importance?" She said, "Maybe that's the crux of it all. You were a
god amongst men. You could've stopped it all before it began. Yet,
you relied upon him, since he was eleven. All because Albus
Dumbledore believed him to be important."
"An interesting point of view," He congratulated, "But by the time any
of us realised the Dark Lord's goals, his strength was too great for a
simple confrontation. His reach too great to lop the head off the
serpent and be done with it. Harry is the greatest hope we have
now."
"Take a seat, Miss Delacour, and I shall tell you a tale." He said,
dragging a pair of chairs from the bed adjacent to Harry. The act was
mundane, one that was done without his wand and for good reason.
"I hardly think now's the time for stories." She said, "I'd much rather
the truth."
"I believe, Miss Delacour, that once you comprehend the importance
of what I try and tell you, you'll be quite surprised." He wagered to
her softly. "Perhaps a different mouth may convince you of such,
where Harry's failed."
She was unsure of where he was going but chose to oblige the man
and took the proffered seat. They had drawn heavy, white curtains
around the only occupied bed in the wing.
"I did not." She said, "But after all this? I'm uncertain."
"And here you claimed you didn't put much stock into Divination,"
Fleur remarked with a dry tone.
"I did not." He confirmed in turn, "But the interview was infiltrated by
a follower of Voldemort who heard but a piece of the prophecy and
returned the knowledge to him. Hence, I took steps to protect the
families in question regardless of the truth in the matter. I foresaw
Voldemort's inability to let supposed opposition, no matter how
nonsensical, remain alive."
"You and Voldemort both acted upon the words of the woman."
A war because two men couldn't let the words of a false seer lie.
"We did. And I mourned when I heard of the loss of the Potters at his
hands, the destruction of the Longbottom's psyche at the hands of
his followers. But from the ashes emerged Harry Potter, scarred as
he was - but healthy. The destruction at Godric's Hollow had not
reached him; it had left a boy only a year old unharmed where it had
felled the Dark Lord. Only then did I know there was truth to her
words - that the scar wasn't happenstance, his survival wasn't
chance."
"Or you simply played off one another, believing there was a higher
purpose to it all."
Her resolve had once felt ironclad, her words strong, and her
thoughts unwavering.
Her defiance felt simply for the sake of it, her reluctance to believe
him bordered on impudence. Part of her still wanted to disagree. Her
anger had yearned to make it so.
"It is no idle belief," Dumbledore said, his face had aged more in
their discussion than in all the months she had been at Hogwarts.
"The moniker of ' The Chosen One' is no falsehood. Harry Potter has
always been our singular hope."
She cast her eyes over to the thick curtains that hid flashes of magic
behind them.
She was not as simple-minded to persist in her refusal, nor had she
been naive enough to discount the truth in Harry's words initially.
She had traded the four walls of her room, dark stone for a lighter
white.
"What shall you do?" He asked, his tone as unclear as the question.
She gazed towards the curtains as if she could see who lay beyond.
"Is that so?" Dumbledore, "The world truly is a terrible place, one
would forgive you for seeking shelter while the opportunity was ripe."
"Do you think so little of me?" Her eyes narrowed, and the wick of
anger inside her relit.
"The tide raises all ships, or it sinks them. But the tide is rising, Miss
Delacour, and fleeing for higher ground is as safe a strategy as any."
That was the only response she could give and the only answer the
man required.
"It was a resistance group I formed amidst the Global Wizarding War.
We fought against Grindelwald and pushed him back to Germany.
Now, we fight Voldemort in the hopes we can accomplish such a
goal again, this time on the homefront. And you, Miss Delacour,
would be a valuable member should you wish to hear my
proposition."
"While Mister Weasley and Miss Granger are in their own right, quite
admirable and capable. They remain children still, and I would not
commit any child to this war if I didn't have to."
"Still, why not one of the other members of your Order?" She probed
again. "I'm sure you have enough capable members."
"Because at the heart of it all, you are quite talented. But your
reputation as an exemplary witch aside, Harry cares for you, quite
possibly more than he shall ever care to admit. And you, Fleur
Delacour, care for him greatly in turn."
A truth that she seldom thought on, one best left unacted upon.
"I, too, once loved another, Miss Delacour. Of course, I'm quite a bit
older now. But not so old as to forget the signs - the stolen glances
and clasped hands. As it so happens, I possess the same heart that
once fell in love and a pair of eyes to match. A fool could see you
care for him, more than you should, but care for him nonetheless."
He sat back in his chair and nodded, leaving her alone with her
thoughts.
I am engaged.
But even she, in all her conviction, could not stop her thoughts from
drifting.
"If I accept your offer, what does that mean for me?" She asked, if
only to put distance between her and her errant thoughts.
"There are men and men ." Dumbledore nodded, "Harry Potter is
one of the latter, and for that very reason, my legacy shall live on
within him."
He took to his feet and drifted towards the occupied bed, their view
still obfuscated by curtains.
She had a life here, one that could end at any moment just by being
who she was.
Her entire life she had been encircled in the arms of bigotry by men
made from the same stitch as Voldemort. Beauxbatons had been
sure to stress the importance of Grindelwald - of empires falling and
darkness rising.
She knew the answer long before she thought of the question. She
refused to entertain any notions of fleeing.
Could she accept the fact that they might label her a warmonger?
Accept the fact her home might cease to be such if she threatened to
bring war to France?
Her eyes lingered back to the curtains, her piercing gaze attempting
to see beyond.
My choice is made.
"Very well, Miss Delacour." The man turned to her. His face was no
longer the aged man that it once was. It flickered away as if it had all
been a facade. It hadn't been, but the change was no less jarring.
"Are you ready for your first mission as a member of the Order of the
Phoenix?"
She nodded, her acceptance heralded much yet to come as the man
smiled approvingly.
The curtains had been drawn back, Snape and Pomfrey's work had
been finished. They lingered at his sides and she tried desperately to
make contact with his eyes again.
As did she.
If I had known what he was going to assign me to, I might've had the
good sense to wait another day. She mused, wrapping the scarf
around her neck tighter to ease the cold.
And the memory of emerald eyes and what such a journey would
mean for him.
She had long since passed the barren quidditch pitch. The snowfall
made flying difficult, the wind might've been an impediment, but a
broom could've carried her across the distance with ease had it not
been for the cold tempest.
It was far paler than she remembered, bleak even. Snow formed
thick blankets over the taverns, houses and shops. They'd have
seemed invisible if not for billowing chimneys and windows
shimmering with light beyond them.
Even the children that had graced the town last time she had been
there had retreated inside. The scar on her hand tingled as if it knew
her thoughts drifted to the last time she'd been there.
She walked through that same square, one that had not too long ago
been tainted with cursed blood, where she had lain exhausted in the
cold snow despite the pain.
It was a bittersweet memory, more the former than the latter. But
they'd saved the life of Katie Bell, even if she had failed her, she
survived. She had made her contribution and then Harry had made
his, in both blood and words.
Her destination soon came into view as she rounded another corner.
Dervish and Banges hadn't changed since she had last seen it.
Although the last time was far more jovial, it had been graced with
friendship and laughter, even against what came after.
The green of the shop had perhaps faded a little more, the gold
writing obscured by snow, but it remained relatively similar.
She reached forward and grasped the cold door handle in a gloved
hand, wiggling it gently to open the heavy frame. The top of the door
connected with the mounted bell, letting a harsh noise resound
throughout the room, alerting the owners to a new customer.
She brushed the accumulated layer of snow from her cloak, a flick of
her rosewood wand vanished it before it could melt into the wooden
floorboards. It was far more pleasant inside, wavering candles and
permanent heating enchantments saw to that, though she was
reluctant to shed her outermost layers just yet.
Soon, a woman had emerged from the door behind the counter. She
was middle-aged, a homely face with eyes as warm as the room, her
tied-back hair bobbed as she seemed surprised at Fleur's
appearance at their shop.
"Welcome dearie." She offered to Fleur, "I didn't think anyone would
be brave enough to venture out into this storm."
The woman busied herself behind the counter while whoever was
below made their way to ascend. Fleur grabbed the fingers of her
gloves and freed her hands from their warm embrace. Her hands
remained cold, the scarred skin of her palm had turned purple with
the cold.
She rubbed warm into it with idle fingers as the man in question
began to rise from the depths. It was the same older man that had
served them those weeks ago. Although he seemed different on
closer inspection, his face was an odd shade of red and his hands
were covered in lantern oil.
He had mastered his introduction, from the tone of his voice and the
wide grin - both spoke of a man who had rehearsed and executed
such a show countless times.
"Professor Dumbledore said you had something for him?" She
explained to the genial man, "He asked that I come and gather it."
Fleur followed him behind the counter and down the creaking stairs
below the trap door. It was a derelict cellar, small and full of surplus
stock but little else. He crossed behind a pillar that had a lantern
mounted upon it. He quickly waved his wand with an incantation
even she couldn't hear.
An illusion.
"I don't, no," He shook his head, "But I know someone that does."
She was immediately greeted with the stench of bile and excrement
that ignited a rumbling within her stomach. However, it was the lone
occupant of the room that was her foremost concern.
A man was laid out on a bloodstained cot, his body emaciated and
his face pale and gaunt. Each breath he took seemed to grate his
throat upon exiting, turning into a vicious wheeze.
"Not what, Miss Delacour," The man corrected politely, "But who -
Caractacus Burke."
This is it. She nodded, There was never a Horcrux here, only a
remnant of one's past.
"What's wrong with him?" She asked the man, kneeling to get a
better look at him.
"Many things, sadly." The man said, moving to stand beside her.
"He's well past his first century, older than the Headmaster even.
He's blind, maimed and a werewolf. He came to the shop years ago,
decades now. He was a friend of my father see? I couldn't turn him
away."
That would explain the scars. She could spot a few of them towards
the man's neck.
The man was jittery, looking for approval for a choice he clearly
hadn't accepted himself.
"He used to own Borgin and Burkes before a deal went sour. Borgin
put a wand in his back and he wound up a werewolf somewhere
along the way. The Headmaster set up a room for him down here,
said he couldn't do much but let a friend live in peace."
Crafty. She nodded, Keeping him safe under the guise of friendship .
"Did the Headmaster ever try and speak to him?" Fleur asked, trying
to piece together a blurry image. "Ever try and ask him any
questions?"
"Oh, he'll talk." Dervish assured, "He's a bit of an old letch, but he's
not a bad man, see for yourself."
The prone man in question sat up gingerly. The set of scars that
marred his wrinkled visage, crossing his face at odd angles became
all the more visible.
No. She realised, It was no beast that made the wounds, it was a
blade.
"Not that cunt Borgin?" He asked, his frail voice was alight with rage,
the likes of which she had never heard.
"Oh." He nodded, "Wonder if that fat bastard will ever give me what
he owes me."
"Not likely." Dervish smiled, he gave the impression of a man who'd
had an identical conversation with the man many times over. "Keep
your hopes up though, you might get it yet."
She knew that name well enough from Slughorn's party. Tiberius
Odgen, heir to the firewhisky fortune.
"That was Hawthorne and he's dead too, remember the one who
defeated Grindelwald?" He asked.
Fleur leaned down next to the bed, the man despite not being able to
see must have sensed her presence, he propped himself back up
against his pillow.
The man waited for a response but didn't get one. He sighed before
acquiescing.
"You'd have to be more specific, lass, I traded dark artefacts for the
better part of my life and my memory is not so good these days." He
explained, "Only thing that helps these days is some of Odgen's
fancy stuff."
"A Dagger." She explained, "Goblin-forged, the hilt had been covered
in Runespoor skin and basilisk ivory. The crossguard was shaped
like a basilisk too. A one-of-a-kind piece traded sometime in the
forties."
The man seemed to ponder for a moment. "I bought one, from a
woman, around the time you're asking."
"What of the woman?" She pushed again, her voice harsher, "Is she
still alive?"
The man continued gritting his teeth, grinding them against each
other with a soft crack. Threadbare sheets found themselves balled
in his fists and his eyelids fluttered over his milky eyes.
"What's wrong 'Cus?" Dervish asked from behind Fleur, concerned.
"It hurts Hen." The frail man pleaded, "Make it stop. Please! "
Maledicta Reperio.
A soft pulse of sable light left her wand and enveloped the old man
who had been reduced to shivers.
It had to have been a sinister curse, one that atrophied his mind
slowly to forget something he shouldn't have. It sole purpose hadn't
been to merely silence the man, but to tear him apart. He had
angered someone greatly, and she had an inkling of who.
She hadn't got the information she required, but she had probed the
right wound.
"He's been cursed." She explained bluntly, "It's localised to only his
memories, specifically surrounding what he bought all those years
ago."
"He's been cursed?" Dervish whispered aghast while the old man
rocked in pain. "Who could've done it?"
Sopor .
She waved her wand and the man went still, pained no longer.
Instead, he fell into a deep slumber, flopping against the cot
mattress.
"I think you know more than you portray." She countered, "I think you
know precisely who cursed him."
"To know the answer to your question would put you in far greater
danger," Fleur spoke, her eyes not leaving the man. "I won't subject
you to that."
"That's probably for the best." He nodded nervously, "Do you have
any idea on what we should do? Does the Headmaster have a plan?
Anything?"
His pleading was frantic; the man seemed desperate to be free from
it all.
"The continent would be lovely around this time of year." She said
offhandedly, "Your patrons would surely accept a small holiday in a
time of such turmoil."
"Of course." He agreed vehemently and returned his own gaze to the
prone form of the older man. He adopted a position as a mute while
he tended to his sweat-laden brow. "I've heard Italy is a sight in the
winter."
She nodded and the man gave her a final, anxious smile.
She had left them behind, through the iron door, past the cellar and
up the stairs. She bid Dervish's wife farewell and braved the
blizzard's icy embrace once more.
The lead had been exhausted and she had not claimed any artefact
as she might've hoped.
Ogden, he knew him somewhere along the line. Maybe he can fill in
the pieces I cannot.
The hope of mulled wine and fire would have to wait, Hogwarts stood
an imposing figure in the distance, even against the shroud of snow.
Truthfully, his feet had never really left the ground. But there was a
sense of perpetual motion that lingered - like he was consistently
being launched into a Pensieve memory. Though there was no milk
glass barrier, no silver wisp of memory, just foreign ground he felt
he'd never reach.
At the very least, the control of his body was his own. Though, there
was no pain in his chest as there had once been, no feeling of
aggravating raw flesh every time he took a breath.
I was at Hogwarts .
Grimmauld Place.
It was not hard to hate the derelict townhouse as much as Sirius did.
His feet walked towards the main stairwell, his head swivelling to and
fro to take note of the doors on his adjacents.
S.O.B
It was a plaque sat upon his door that hadn't been upon his last visit.
Glittering gold that caught Harry's eye with ease, there was one that
adorned every door.
O.A.B
This one was on the door to Sirius's study, or rather, where his
Father's had once been.
He continued past the rest of the doors; some had been graced with
names where others had not.
Walburga Irma Black, the owner of the hellish screeches they'd
become accustomed to while they had occupied the house.
Anything beyond that door was something he'd have to face either
way. He grabbed and twisted quickly.
Harry could feel it blister the flesh of his palm under the intense heat,
but he could no longer free his grasp from the metal.
It had lulled him in, the false sense of security within his own mind.
Now, upon contact with the door, his body freed itself of autonomy
with nary a protest.
The dining room was not the one that he had known. It was darker,
elongated with a fireplace crackling in the centre.
His cheeks were hollow as if he was starving, but his skin was not
too sickly. Lanky hair still sat on his head, on the precipice of falling
out, but his eyes were bright crimson and slit-pupiled as if blood
pooled welled within them.
He was not the Tom Riddle he'd seen in the shade of the diary, nor
the serpentine visage that returned that night in the graveyard. It was
almost as if he was in limbo between the two, some sort of vile
equilibrium he had made a poor attempt to balance.
"Have you done as I had bid?" Harry asked, his voice wavering close
to the demonic drawl he had become accustomed to. Yet, a shred of
humanity remained in his tone.
Antonin Dolohov. The familiar thought that wasn't his own informed
in his head - one of the most capable of my followers since the death
of Abraxas.
"Aye." Dolohov spoke again, "We set the forests alight from Braemar
to Longmorn, they were flushed out and put down."
"Scattered." Another voice, long, elegant blonde hair fell past his
shoulders. "Routed. We've slain enough that they fled towards
England with their tails between their legs."
Lucius, son of Abraxas. He killed his father as did his father before
him and inherited his fortune, but none of the steel Abraxas had
within him.
The anger rose and his crimson eyes flared, the caramel wand
dipped further into his palm.
A brief look of fury passed over his gaunt features, but as soon as it
appeared, it was struck from his face.
"You needn't worry about Burke. I shall deal with him alone ." He
stated calmly, "If there is nothing further, continue with our plan."
Set the Scottish Highlands alight, herd our foes into a single position.
Harry didn't need to think hard nor far to place the voice to a face.
Her violet eyes were bright against the darkened dining room, her
face not lined with the remnants of Azkaban and the corruption of
dark magic.
But he knew she was already tainted with the dogma of Voldemort
and the House of Black.
Death Eaters began to pile out of the room with haste at his behest.
As they passed, he could make out a few of the others, albeit they
were quite a bit younger.
But even from this distance, he could see the rot had set in.
"Not you, Regulus," He said quietly, "I've need of you."
He died in this war. Harry thought He couldn't have been much older
than this when he died either.
"I require your elf." He demanded simply, Regulus' dark grey eyes
betrayed his surprise and he turned to summon the requested elf.
Kreacher?
It could've been him, or one of the other elves whose head now
remained in Grimmauld Place, adorning their mantle.
He could still feel a lingering rage within him, born from the failure of
his followers. Voldemort was wrath and yet, he had not let the wrath
break out. It had neither manifested itself across his cold, serpentine
features nor within the caramel wand that laid just below his
fingertips.
Caractus Burke
Romulus Whitehall
Kreacher
Bellatrix Lestrange
They were the links to whatever they had tried to show him, likely
knew whatever Voldemort had wanted to keep on check with the
murder of his foes.
Between his underwear and the thick, white sheet that covered his
lower torso, there was nothing to protect his modesty. They'd had the
good sense to close his open eyes, but they had left the ghastly,
purple wound across his chest on display.
She had bought a parchment and quill, whenever she dared she
would peek closer at the runes flaring on his chest. Looking beneath
the cloth that covered his lower body to get a brief glimpse of what
lay beneath.
The quill scribbled against the coarse surface of the parchment with
a soft, grating noise. It was one of the few idle distractions that
worked. Fleur could fool herself into thinking her scrawls were a step
closer to figuring out the riddle.
She traced a sickle-shaped rune that pulsed with every beat of his
heart from memory. She had seen why her father had loved drawing
so, even if they were both terrible at it.
It had been nearly a week since Harry had found his home behind
the curtained section of the Wing. Most of the children of Hogwarts
had long since gone home, and Christmas was on the close
approach.
She could not bear the thought of a return to the Burrow. To leave
him to fend for himself against such a curse, to leave him alone. She
simply sat at his bedside, observing the horribly slow beat of his
heart and rise of his chest.
Ronald and Hermione had wanted to stay too, Ginevra as well. But
both Dumbledore and Molly had come to an agreement that seeing
him in such a state would not be beneficial for them.
They had left with teary-eyed and hushed goodbyes and soon
returned to the Burrow. They had made vows to his still figure that
they'd return to see him, shooting her sharp glances while she had
sat there.
But their glares didn't perturb her. She formed an idle conversation
where possible with them.
Hermione and Ginevra really do detest me.
While their hatred wasn't warranted, nor the blame they'd inevitably
try to shift on her for some part she didn't play.
As was Fleur. She would never claim to be friends with the pair, but
they did not deserve to hurt alone.
True to his word, Dumbledore had come in days ago to carve a litany
of his own runes. The majority of which were still in a dialect
incomprehensible to Fleur. But he himself charged them, despite his
magic reserves being nigh depleted. The rune scheme was flowing
up and down his body with a red, periodic glow that looked vile to
Fleur.
She didn't dare touch him, the runic circle they cast to ensure the
energy he leaked off wasn't fatal had contained the worst of the
backlash. She had stuck her head in once, to merely ensure he was
breathing, and the experience wasn't one she would care to repeat.
The air inside was corrosive and foul.
It stung her skin and made her feel filthy, filling her mouth with an
acrid taste and her head with a dull ache. The runes seemed to hiss
at anyone that braved their barrier as if they were guarding him
against some evil.
The Matron came every few hours if only to voice the unneeded
confirmation that he was still unresponsive - as if his prone form
wasn't enough of an indication.
Between such visits and her sketches, she had taken a series of
books with her. The first a romance novel that her mother had
ensured she took.
Ever the hopeless romantic, Fleur mused, peering at the cover.
She had made a few, forcible efforts to try and read beyond the first
page, but had produced no results. Every attempt to turn a page was
met by a soft breath she couldn't block out, a glimmer of sunlight that
caught her eye or rustling from the Nurse's office.
She had stowed it away for good. Even if she had pursued the tale,
Fleur doubted she'd care for whatever nonsensical romance she'd
find inside.
She stowed her parchment and quill below her chair and turned to
face the approaching visitor. As expected, Albus Dumbledore had
arrived, bedecked in outlandish robes and his single glove.
She merely shook her head, not willing to voice the reality.
The Headmaster drew his wand and braved the runic circle. He
tapped at one of the runes at the bottom of Harry's breastbone and a
scheme that covered his body flared with new life. Fleur could feel
the magic leak from the barrier, but she couldn't comprehend any of
it and didn't dare to ask the Headmaster for fear of what she may
find.
He withdrew from the circle looking paler and weaker. Fleur thought
that he looked little and less the legend that had vanquished
Grindelwald this past week and more a frail, ageing man crushed
under the weight of his mistakes.
"Has anything new arisen?" She asked. It was the same question
most days, an attempt to find hope in the man's visits.
No, I can't.
"Have you established what the next course of action for the Order
shall be?" She asked quietly.
He still waited for a while, merely observing Harry. The Matron too
came later and cast her diagnostic spells and then invited the
Headmaster into her chamber to converse on his status as they
always did.
She shouldn't be. But Dumbledore's words had rung true, a truth she
had been avoiding for quite some time.
To a partner who has been home for days but can seldom escape
the clutches of the Goblins to visit me.
It was a war between her rational mind and her emotions, one she'd
been having for an age. A battle brought to the forefront the minute
she had entered the Hospital Wing all those days ago.
PAIRINGS : Harry/Fleur
RATING : M
Speaking on length, this is the longest chapter I've ever written, last
chapter held the record for a brief moment, but this behemoth of
sixteen-thousand words usurped it with ease. I felt a slower, more
elongated pace was more appropriate and soon, it wrote its own tale.
The first few conscious breaths were difficult, a laborious task for his
aching lungs, but not a foreign sensation. His eyes flickered open to
the sudden light, squeezing them tight once more to block the
sudden brightness, opening again once he felt confident to try and
gain familiarity in the well-lit surroundings.
The room smelt of all things foul, of burnt ozone and the metallic
tang of blood scorched his nostrils with every breath of the acrid
scent.
Well, that hurt. Harry mused dryly. Maybe it's not a dream.
He hadn't dared to look to his body for fear of what he may find.
Though, with a healthy dose of gallantry, he shifted his gaze
downwards.
A white sheet had been placed upon his chest to ward off the cold. It
obscured whatever laid beneath that could cause him such pain.
He steeled himself and lifted his sore hands to clutch the edge of the
sheet and pulled it from his body quickly as if it was a bandage.
His chest was marred with a thick scar, coloured sable - standing as
a stark contrast to the pale skin surrounding it. It was long and
jagged but seemed recently healed and deterred him from racing a
finger along its length.
Beneath the scar was another matter entirely. Clad only in his
underwear; his body was decorated in something that looked akin to
tattoos. They hissed in pain with each movement, prickled at the
provocation of him being awake once more.
They were foreign - markings like he'd never seen before. Motley
colours, odd shapes and painful positions brought a single question
to the forefront of his mind.
His knowledge of what led him there was clear enough. No mist
obscured his memories, no haze that had him furrow his brow in
confusion.
Muscle memory was quick to make itself known, his arm grasping for
his glasses without consideration for his pain. The short lance of
agony was harsh but bearable as his hand groped around the small
bedside table in search of them. Grasping the frames between his
fingers, he restored his vision with a gentle hand.
Beside his bed was a chair, beneath it a small stack of books and
parchment. He couldn't make out the title of the book, but he
recognised the bright silver quill that sat next to it.
But the chair was empty, though he could faintly smell her lingering
scent in the air. Fighting a losing battle against the heavy, caustic
scent already there.
It was not the scar that pained his chest, but the heart beneath.
He returned for his wand to conjure himself some water. With the gift
of sight, he stretched once more and his fingers tickled the holly
shaft, sending it rolling from his grasp. It moved in an arc, the handle
hanging off the edge, it teetered for a moment, as if unsure if it
should fall.
Harry stretched his arm a little further, and the wand gave a jiggle as
if to leap into his grasp. For a moment, it seemed possible, wanting
to spring into his outstretched fingertips.
Then it fell, clattering towards the floor of the Hospital Wing with a
noise louder than it had any right to make.
Not very reassuring, Harry thought, but it's a piece of the puzzle.
"Very well." The matron declared with thin lips and soft eyes, drawing
her wand, "Prepare yourself, I imagine this shall be quite
uncomfortable."
Her willow wand was alight with dull red magic, tracing elegant arcs
in the air. A soft chant was at her lips, not melodic like Fleur's, but
guttural, a language indiscernible to Harry with his lack of knowledge
on the matter.
Each stroke imbued the barrier with a new colour, startling contrasts
that left an afterimage in Harry's eyes. The barrier finally turned a
dull green, then disappeared, fading from existence without the
promised displeasure.
It was overpowering. Before Harry knew it, his hair was slick with
sweat, beads ran downwards against his forehead and below to
sting his eyes, the acrid smell increased tenfold.
Then, it simply vanished, the stones of the ward sizzled with heat,
but the energy lost the battle quickly.
"I could go without doing that again." Harry swore, "What was that
supposed to be ? "
Each word still scratched his raw throat, but the cold air soothed it
with each breath.
" That, " She enunciated in an identical tone, "Was a runic circle,
Mister Potter, a Circle of Merlin to be precise. It, alongside your
injuries, was the reason you weren't supposed to wake for some
time."
If I didn't know any better, I'd say she's happy to see me awake.
"Who had the honour this time?" Harry queried, hoping to reunite
with another piece of the puzzle.
"I'm sure it was a sight." Harry's face morphed into a smile that did
not reach his eyes, "I'm not as small as I once was."
"No, Potter, you've indeed grown over your years here." She smiled
as he had, but hers was likely much more sincere.
The night was clear, but the wounds had gone unnoticed in the
Room of Requirement.
"To be honest, Potter, I'd hoped you would possess the knowledge of
what exactly led you here." She said, a slight frown forming on her
face.
Her eyes seemed to deter any attempts to lie, even though he had
to.
The humour in his attempt didn't raise her lips; instead, they
worsened into a frown.
"Perhaps it's better I don't possess the knowledge." She agreed, and
Harry let out a soft sigh of relief, "But you were cursed, Harry."
"By what or who, I'll never know." Pomfrey continued, "But you were
cursed, the muscles in your chest atrophied, your hand burnt to the
bone. Professor Snape and the Headmaster worked for days to keep
you alive; they surely know a secret that I do not. I healed what I
could, but the curse was nasty business. Split your skin again, and it
shan't be a pretty sight."
That doesn't sound healthy, though Snape working on me must've
been a sight.
Her tone was terse - having someone in her ward that remained out
of her full care perturbed her greatly.
Harry made to speak, to perhaps add some assurances for the older
woman into the fray, but he was quickly cut off.
She flicked her wand once again and conjured a small piece of
parchment, another wave saw the paper fold at odd angles,
morphing until it was unrecognisable as a page.
Instead, it was a small bird. Pomfrey summoned her quill and wrote
something on the wing, folding the wing back into its original
position; she tapped it once with her wand. As if caught upon a
sudden gust, it drifted gracefully towards the doors of the Hospital
wing, off towards its destination.
"How does your arm feel?" The matron turned to him and
questioned.
The top of the wound had crossed over to the top shoulder of his left
shoulder. Braving the pain once more, he rolled his shoulder, testing
the joint. The agony, however, was all but absent.
The wave of medicinal draughts forgotten, his arm reached its apex,
and the skin of his chest pulled taught, the wound felt as if something
grasped either side and pulled it close, scared at the provocation of
movement.
"You're letting me leave?" Harry asked sceptically, "Are you sure it's
me that's meant to be in this bed?"
I've never known her to release me without adding a few days onto
my stay.
"You needn't ever thank me for doing my duty." She said although a
slight smile flashed on her face before disappearing. "If I may,
Potter?"
It was phrased as a polite question, but her face made it clear she'd
say whatever she wanted without his consent.
"Of course." Harry agreed, his words and the following nod all the
consent the healer needed.
"You've been inside this ward for serious matters more than any
student I can remember. Take all the bludgers to the head you want.
I can knit wounds and mend cracked skulls, regrow bones and heal
curses. But this was of an entirely different breed, Harry . If you
persist with such a career in danger, it'll soon lead you to a
destination one as young as you should never visit."
"I do believe you already have one." The Mediwitch's eyes flickered
towards the empty chair and back to him.
That I do.
Her headdress fluttered as she walked away to her office, her shoes
clicking against the stones in the same fashion as when she'd
walked over.
There was an odd comfort in her bustling, one that he couldn't place
as he settled in the bed. A subtlety that he couldn't describe - as if
the noise of her shoes brought some degree of familiarity back to the
world.
Seconds morphed into minutes, from minutes into near half an hour
before the Headmaster finally arrived.
Until the corner of his lips curled ever so slightly upwards and he
stepped to the foot of Harry's bed.
"Harry, my boy." He voiced wavered, the final few syllables did not
seem as firm as their predecessors. "It is an excellent gift to see you
returned to us."
He blames himself, Harry thought. The look on his face made that
fact more than apparent.
There was a tension that settled in the air with the man's arrival, it
was not, however, one born of hostility. It was cut from a different
cloth entirely, it was the bracing before a tidal wave, a promise that
truths would soon be aired.
"I feel fine, Professor." Harry assured the old man, "Just confused
with it all, I suppose. The diary didn't attack me, but this did. Why?
Why did all this happen?"
The Headmaster walked over and procured the chair from beside his
bed, the one he'd assumed Fleur had once sat in.
"Your appearance here is, as I said, a failure cast at my own feet.
That much I can admit." He nodded idly but did not meet Harry's
eyes. "As I've explained many times, the connection between you
and Voldemort is one far too complex to convey with mere words as
an explanation. We needed first-hand knowledge to fully
comprehend the dangers of such an encounter, to know best how to
subvert it in the future."
He reached beneath his chair to pluck Harry's wand from the floor.
Harry had long since forgotten about it, but the man seemed to
cradle the holly in his hand for a moment.
"I don't believe so. I erred in my judgement, and you paid the price
for such a mistake. The Diadem was many things, but it remained a
container for Tom's soul above all. Each Horcrux persists for a
singular goal beyond prolonging Tom's existence - corruption. The
Diary corrupted Ginny Weasly, the Ring, myself and the Diadem,
Hogwarts. But when such a task failed, it turned to corrupt you
instead."
"Do you think it succeeded?" Harry inquired softly, "In corrupting me,
that is."
"No." The man shook his head, and Harry breathed all the easier for
it, "It imposed upon you a sojourn into your mind, attempting to tear
your magic asunder, but you triumphed, in the end. And your ability
to triumph against such odds was the reason you truly needed to
accomplish this task alone. You command much more power than
you did previously for having accomplished such a feat."
"More power?" Harry furrowed his brow, "As in the Horcrux boosted
my magic?"
"So it's all over then?" Harry asked, "Whatever the Horcrux tried to
do has failed?"
"We cannot. Even in its simplest form, the magic is simply beyond
us."
"Did we destroy it, at least?" Harry asked, "Is it completely gone?"
"One from your journal." Harry explained, " Caelesti Perfuro. "
" Beware the toll ." Harry recited, the words scribbled in ink a distant
memory.
"This." He took Harry's wand once again and wielded it as if the spell
was still contained within, "Is a corruption of the same stitch, yet so
very different. Hidden behind the need for pleasant memories, it too
tears something away. The memory used is irrevocably dampened,
deadened . Such a memory will cease to contain the joy it once did
until it is but a wisp, one that you can scarcely recall."
"I've only used it once." Harry returned, "Will I feel the effects?"
"My intention was never to chide you on the matter." The man
assured, "Outside of my apology, my purpose here was to explain
my plans for the coming weeks."
"I shall head to the continent for the duration of the Christmas
Holidays. There is much to be done. You shall head to the Burrow to
spend your Christmas amongst family and friends."
"How can you leave?" Harry was quick to bombard the man with his
thoughts, " There's a war . If you leave, Voldemort knows there's
nobody left that can repel him."
"Do you not think Hogwarts will be attacked in your absence?" Harry
posed the question, but the man seemed poised to answer it quickly.
"For all his power, Tom understands that he is outmatched, for now."
Dumbledore explained, "He holds Azkaban, that is true, but he is
also well aware of the dangers. Attacking Hogwarts would be a
costly endeavour, one that would leave him open for the Ministry to
advance on lost ground."
He's taught me all he can and yet; it still feels too little. I still feel like
a child.
"They shall conclude, for the moment. I have given you the tools for
you to craft your a own path, as have many others. But there is one
more lesson I've yet to teach you, Harry. Our tale has not yet finished
weaving."
"I suppose it's goodbye then?" Harry couldn't shield the glimmer of
pain that came out in his words.
Before him was a man, one he'd worshipped for years. Who sat
there, wasting away for months as he tried desperately to keep the
legacy of a better world living on within him.
"We shall part ways for the moment, but not forever," Dumbledore
assured, although his words did not have the soothing effect that
once had. "I've no doubt my absence will go unnoticed. You appear
to have much on your hands, Harry. Miss Delacour, for instance, was
quite the persistent visitor."
The sly smile that followed seemed out of place on the man.
"I suppose I'll see her at the Burrow," Harry responded lamely.
"Indeed," The older man confirmed with a sly smile, "She remained
by your side the majority of your stay here, so did Mister Weasley
and Miss Granger until Molly was adamant they depart."
"Do you know why she stayed?" Harry asked with a hope-saturated
voice.
So, he leapt.
"It's just…" Harry struggled for words to phrase his coming question,
"Were you ever in love, sir?"
His brow furrowed and he cocked his head, but Dumbledore's face
did not betray any emotions beyond the surface, lost in the blue mist
of his old eyes and the wrinkled creases of his face.
The reaction was nothing like Slughorn would've led him to believe,
nothing to betray there was deceit soon to be hidden behind the
Headmaster's words.
"Did I lose them?" He finished, and Harry nodded, "I did. Lost to a
war, we never should've been in."
The man continued smiling, "They are memories long since past,
Harry, you need not apologise for raising ghosts already set to rest."
"Was it worth it, sir? Knowing how it ended, knowing it wasn't going
to end well?"
"It was." The man confirmed and his smile widened, "Despite it all,
despite the end. To love and be loved in turn is perhaps the greatest
magic of all, Harry - you need only seek your mother's protection for
evidence of such."
Silver-hair and ocean eyes were in his mind at the man's words. He
had leapt once already. He was unsure if he could leap again.
"I was." The man nodded, once again trapped in his thoughts.
That seemed to send the Headmaster reeling from his thoughts, off
to confront Harry's words.
"It is truly an egregious sin to live without such a feeling." The man
finished, "Though, I imagine you know what I speak of well enough,
Harry."
The blush, he managed to hide, it was his words that betrayed him.
With a final look, the man departed towards the exit of the Hospital
Wing. With him, he took the tension that had slowly abated and the
fear of harsher truths yet to come, replaced instead by counsel he
wasn't sure he could heed.
And the wonder of whether he could make such a leap once more.
His breath was bated, momentarily unable to tear his eyes away
from her. She was dishevelled. Her perpetually elegant hairstyle was
shed in favour of a more ruffled look. Bags marred her beautiful
features, with the dark skin beneath her eyes and the red that
surrounded her iris.
It was the flaws in her features that endeared her beauty to him, as it
had that day in the snow. The imperfections served only to amplify
the perfections they tried to obscure.
Without warning, she bounded across the short distance with longer
strides, and her arms found their mark, wrapping themselves around
him tightly. His chest stung despite the potions he had taken, but it
was ignored in favour of the silver-hair that overtook his vision and
the face that fit into the crook of his neck.
He threw his arms around her and pulled her towards him that little
bit tighter. It was a prolonged contact that was less than strictly
appropriate with an engaged woman.
But of all the times to care, Harry seldom thought this was one of
them.
"I can't believe it." She continued. It was a far cry from the cocksure
Fleur Delacour he'd once seen. "They told me you wouldn't awaken
for some time."
She was forever impervious; she was Fleur Delacour. Yet, she was
speechless.
"I didn't like the solitude." He laughed lightly, his voice seemed to set
her at ease, "I'd much prefer it out here."
"You might have to wait beside me a few more times before this is all
over." He joked, but it did not raise her lips as he might've hoped.
"You weren't smart about it, Harry." Fleur said, "You could have
found me, we could have done this together."
Her voice was strong, implacable. Harry was unsure if the words at
his lips would do anything.
"He's not a bad man." Harry defended, "I'm not going to defend the
fact he's made a good portion of my life terrible, but if he truly cared
so little he would've left me in that room."
"He may not be evil, that does not make him righteous, nor does it
mean he has your best interests at heart."
The situation itself was odd. Here, her distaste for the man was on
full display yet; she unknowingly echoed some of his wisdom.
"You don't need to remind me." Harry stressed, "I lived it, Fleur, I'm
well aware."
"And yet, I find you here." She retorted, "You lived it, but didn't learn
anything from it."
"A scant mercy, Harry." She whispered, "You're worth more to us,
more to me than any artefact, Horcrux or not."
"I promise you won't." He offered, "I'll carry you along with me next
time, once we find the next Horcrux."
"This is the last time." He echoed, and with his promise, her assault
finally relented.
"Well, I do have some better news." Fleur offered, "I've done some
investigating, we've got a lead."
"You joined the Order?" His brow furrowed, "Why now, of all times?"
"Because I'd prefer not to waste away doing little and less while I
could be making a difference." Her voice was alight with a ferocious
tenacity, and her blue eyes glimmered. "They have the information
we'll need, they hoard it, but they've given enough."
If anyone was deserving of the title, it's her. He thought, at that
moment she looked a firebird herself.
"So they had you following leads for the Horcruxes?" Harry asked,
"Did you find anything noteworthy?"
The names were still in his mind. He'd been able to forget some of
his fever dreams, but not the vision. They always remained ingrained
in his mind.
Caractus Burke
Romulus Whitehall
Kreacher
Bellatrix Lestrange
"I did, but we can discuss that later." She answered, "Suffice to say,
armed with our knowledge, we'll make quite a formidable duo."
"I might allow you to earn in." Her lips curled into a half-smile. "With
time and obedience, of course."
"So we're an official team now?" He joked. "It's us versus the world?"
"Let's win this time." Harry said, "I'm starting to dislike hospital beds."
"I'll try and be more engaging next time," Harry said, catching sight of
the book she cradled in her arms. "What were you reading?"
"Nothing," Fleur said quickly, too quickly, and Harry instantly knew
where to push.
" Secrets with Sirens." He recited, spying the title through her arms, "
An Unforgivable Romance."
She moved her arm quickly to cover the title, a cross look appearing
on her face.
"Reading romance now are we?" He could feel the corners of his lips
tug progressively higher as she attempted to feign nonchalance,
though it had quickly given way to annoyance.
"I was not reading it." She scowled, anger evident in her tone.
Then, he laughed.
He couldn't help himself - no matter how terribly he ached, no matter
how the outlook seemed, he simply laughed.
Despite it all, they laughed - together. There truly was nothing like
the struggle to breathe as they laughed, nothing like a sore stomach
in the right company.
With her, it was natural. With her, he could find both the normalcy he
yearned for and the excitement he craved.
Soon, the laughter died off, and he was relegated to nursing a chest
sore from their joke. The laughter had been at nothing, and yet
together, it was everything - it was intoxicating.
The tension that had been in the air carried in by Dumbledore and
then strengthened by Fleur when she had arrived had completely
thawed. It was normal again, or at least, as normal as it would be for
now.
"How far away is it?" He groaned, putting his head back into the
pillow.
"Here I thought you said you were happy to do it?" Harry said, faux-
pain lacing his words.
"I said that I promised." She amended, "Not that I enjoyed such an
activity."
"Soon." She nodded, "But you might want to fix that first."
He instead found a sudden interest in laying the paste over the scar
tissue of his chest. Sadly, however, with the way the scar ran
upwards, he couldn't crane his neck adequately to apply the viscous
paste, he probed gently around the tender area as Fleur watched on,
amused.
"Give it here." She offered, snatching the glass jar from his hands
before he could muster any form of argument.
Every touch of her hands seemed to linger far longer than it should
have, their eyes made tentative contact throughout the ordeal, and
once the salve had fully been applied, her open palm remained upon
his skin, idly resting just above his heart. It remained for a few
moments before she retracted it, returning it to her side.
The manner in which she had mounted the side of the bed had left
little to the imagination. Pressed tight against him alongside the work
of her hands elicited a reaction within him he didn't much care for at
that moment.
Thankfully protected by the thin sheet that covered his navel and
below, such a reaction remained inconspicuous, if it had drawn
attention, she didn't acknowledge it.
She placed the lid on the container and descended back to the
ground.
"Did Madam Pomfrey know how long you have to stay before you're
discharged?" Fleur questioned. Perhaps it was a trick of the glittering
sunlight, casting a glow against her, but her cheeks seemed to carry
the slightest of red tinges.
"I'm not too sure," Harry said, glancing through the gap in the curtain
to see if Madam Pomfrey was present. "Professor Dumbledore was
meant to decide if I was ready to leave, but he's been gone for some
time."
"Shall I go speak to her?" She asked.
"Nah," He waved her off, "I should be alright, not the first time I've
snuck out of here."
A lot of them.
"The Headmaster had some elves send your trunk along to the
Burrow." Fleur explained, "Are you ready to leave?"
Am I?
He shifted his legs over the side of the bed, they screamed in protest
as he provoked the numb limbs, but they yielded to his commands.
He momentarily forgot he was clad only in his underwear and
covered in runes. Procuring his wand from where the Headmaster
had left it, he balled the bedsheet up with one hand and waved his
wand around it. It soon became a robe decent enough to wear, and
he draped it over his shoulders.
I'll have to return the sheet . Harry mused Madam Pomfrey won't be
pleased.
The salve did much to stamp out the discomfort in his chest, but as
for the rest of his body, the pain relief potion struggled to beat back
the ache. The runes prickled with discomfort as his legs took the
weight of his body for the first time in a long while. He took his first
step forward tentatively, possessing all the grace of a toddler, the
second was more refined, and the third was normal.
He peered out of the curtains, the coast was clear for the moment,
gesturing Fleur to follow him, he slipped out of the cordoned-off area
and made for the door quietly with her in tow. Their espionage
endeavour worked well enough, and soon they slipped the door
open and squeezed through the small gap.
It was his turn to follow her; she led him through the halls until they
arrived at a familiar destination - Professor McGonagall's Office.
Their belongings were already at the Burrow, and it was now their
turn to follow suit.
The journey, however, had begun to perturb him. On the other side
of the floo awaited Bill and with him, a truth he did not want to face.
There was the briefest moment of hesitation from him. He could stay
at Hogwarts, feign he wasn't feeling well, that perhaps the curse
pained him still. It'd hurt the Weasleys, but he wondered if that'd be
preferable to seeing Bill and Fleur together.
He had dreaded the arrival of the eldest Weasley since the night
Ginny had told him, though up until now it had always seemed
peripheral. He hadn't seen them together, so their relationship was
inherently incomprehensible to Harry, as if it didn't exist because he
hadn't seen it.
His optimism was childish, as was his desire to cause pain because
he was being hurt.
Harry stepped up to the mark to follow her, grasping the ornate urn
from the mantle and pouring a generous amount of glittering green
powder into his hands.
He weighed the sand-like grains within his hand, letting some slip
through his fingers as he stepped into the clutches of the tall
fireplace.
"The Burrow."
He closed his eyes to shield himself from the motley colours that
flashed beyond his eyelids and steeled himself against the air that
shot past his ears.
As green flames faded around him and Harry stepped into the
familiar surroundings of the Burrow, Harry had hope, if only for the
briefest of moments.
Fleur stood only a few feet ahead of him, conveying all the signs of
someone thoroughly annoyed. Her arms were crossed in front of her,
as he advanced, he could see her narrowed eyes and tense
shoulders.
Following her eyes had not been a difficult task, the lounge room of
the Weasleys wasn't small, and the line forming dominated most of
the space available.
The Weasleys and Hermione had soon formed their ranks in full and
at the Vanguard was the one Weasley he had hoped to avoid. Bill
Weasley stood at the forefront, awaiting their arrival from the
fireplace.
He wore a cocky smile, one levelled at the pair. He was tall, but not
overly so. Long red-hair fell behind him, and his ears were adorned
with jewellery he couldn't make out from this distance.
If Harry was vain, he might've argued that he was better looking than
him.
Instead, he was engrossed in the tension that sat between both him
and Fleur and the Weasleys.
He felt selfish, hoping that perhaps that the gap between them had
grown too great, the rift too large to surmount with a single meeting
alone.
Despite the tension, despite the rift - imagined or not, Fleur crossed
the gap with a few belated steps and met Bill in the middle with a
hug.
It was not the chaste kiss that he'd seen in Gringotts all those
months ago, nor was it the outlandish head-over-heels reinvigoration
of passion he feared. But they were together, and with their union,
the truth of the matter had become apparent enough, punching the
air from his lungs in a single, swift motion.
He hadn't the time to ponder where it had gone wrong, for he was
met with an embrace of his own. A brown-haired figure hit him in the
chest; it didn't possess enough force to stagger him but enough to
shoot a flare of white-hot pain through his chest - courtesy of the
provoked scar tissue and runes.
Hermione pulled away from him, her eyes shimmering with water
and joy. But despite the same visible delight, there was the hardy
glint of determination. He'd seen such a look in her brown orbs
countless times, though, there was no exam to finish, no spell to
learn - no riddle to crack.
They certainly hadn't spoken a word of why Harry had been in the
Hospital Wing, for reasons that were abundantly clear. That, more
than anything, perturbed Hermione Granger. Her methods, austere,
her intentions, less so.
That was how she dealt with such issues, wielding rationality rather
than empathy. From the education of grieving methods to the look in
her eyes at that very moment, she never failed to push such a point.
Ron, for all the mocking of his teaspoon-sized emotional depth and
their fair-weather friendship, held an emotional tact that Hermione
did not. He sensed the insincerity within Harry's words but relented
at the banter. Assured that if he could still joke, the wound wasn't
mortal.
"Best not let mum hear you say that one." He japed in return, "She's
likely to cart you off to St. Mungo's if she knows you feel that badly."
Ginny was first, following with a short embrace and some quick
pleasantries. After her, followed the persistently exhilarated forms of
Fred and George, who animatedly shook his hand and congratulated
him on another lengthy stay in the Hospital Wing.
Such a gesture earned the ire of Mrs Weasley, who dispersed them
quickly with a harsh glare, followed by her infamous bone-crushing
hug, despite his injuries. Mister Weasley was sure to swing past,
incapable of not ensuring he had Harry's assistance with some
muggle gadgets he'd reverse-engineered.
Bill stood before him, with the close proximity Harry could get the
measure of him. Harry's head came just above his mouth, and the
glittering jewellery seemed to be earrings, small fangs that pierced
his ears.
He looked, despite Harry's feelings, good-natured, wearing the same
grin on his face as when they'd arrived.
He hid the contempt he felt for him under the veneer of a well-
meaning greeting.
He abandoned Fleur, left her here at the Weasleys where they hated
her . Harry rationalised.
"Good to see you again, Harry." The redhead said, extending his
hand.
With the final shake of Bill's hand, which he might've been squeezing
too tightly, the pleasantries concluded and the haphazard reunion
ended.
He made his way further into the lounge room. The Weasley
Christmas tree rose tall into the ceiling of the Burrow. Adorned with a
variety of baubles and ornaments that lit the room brightly, some
displayed each of the Weasley children. Others merely whistled a
festive tune at sporadic intervals. It's thick branches danced to the
same music - it wasn't the prettiest of sights, but it was far from
garish.
At Ron's direction, they sought out the corner table for a game of
Wizard's Chess, which, if nothing else, would provide a meaningless
distraction for the moment.
They set the board up, and within the first few moves, Ron's superior
game sense had manoeuvred him into an equally superior position.
If it wasn't already a futile endeavour battling Ron in chess, Bill and
Fleur had also sought out a corner, talking in whispers that could've
been harsh, though he didn't turn to see. Between that and his
already inferior skills, Ron made short work of him.
They set the board up for another game and had begun in earnest,
or at least earnest for Ron, for Harry it was more akin to
prevarication, desperately trying to prolong the game. He started this
round in a much better position, although still nowhere near Ron.
"Take his pawn, the leftmost one." A voice whispered behind him,
acting the coach.
It was an almost tantalising tone from Fleur, who had abandoned her
conversation to assist him. He did as he was bid, manoeuvring his
pieces at her behest, a move that had Ron furrow his brow in
confusion.
The game finished too quickly for Harry; her coaching was both a
blessing he wished to keep and a curse that haunted him. Soon, she
returned to the lounge and Harry feigned tiredness, setting off
towards Ron's room.
The Ghoul in the attic beat a sorrowful tune on the pipes above, the
clangorous clash of steel echoing through the house as it wailed in
grief.
It rolled around with all the decorum of the flying bludger Fred and
George managed to arc through one of the windows. The Weasley
Household bustled with an energy more befitting a rowdy pub than
any mundane family. Shouting rang through the walls, and the smell
of an early breakfast wafted up the tall stairs, filling the house with its
delicious aroma.
Ron slipped on a pair of worn slippers once the smell of food awoke
him from his loud slumber, he tore down the steps at a speed
rivalling any decent racing broom. Whoever was left asleep was
surely woken up by his furious pounding down the wooden steps.
Harry followed him down, carting his hastily wrapped presents in his
arms. He had initially planned to wrap them before he left Hogwarts,
but that plan had been forgotten in favour of his duty . With a quick
hand from Mrs Weasley, they covered them promptly; it wasn't the
prettiest affair, but for a decoration that was going to be torn off, it
would do.
In return, Ginny got a broom polishing kit and Mrs Weasley, a new
skillet he had mail-ordered from Diagon Alley. Mr Weasley received a
plethora of ballpoint pens that he had stolen from Uncle Vernon with
that exact intent.
Hermione came next, and a wand care kit found its way into his hand
after she cited that ' Broom Polish was no way to take care of a
wand.'
If anyone was ever going to get any use out of them, it's Hermione.
Fleur's gift.
Hers was wrapped far better than his, each gift found its way into its
intended's hands, and he was delegated to opening it first. He tore
carefully at the surrounding paper, forming a tear large enough to
pull the present from its confines.
It's us.
The gift meant much to him; he shielded it from the view of the
others as they continued opening presents.
"Thank you." Harry raised his head to make eye contact, his voice
thick but drowned out by the boisterousness of the room.
"It took forever to find someone to take a picture who wasn't already
drunk." She smiled softly, "I enjoyed your company that night."
He returned the smile and nodded towards the present within her
hands.
It was her turn now, the gift he'd spent hours deciding on and many
galleons in pursuit of.
But she meant more to him than stamped gold coins or the tedious
writing of letters. He'd liaised with Gabrielle and Fleur's mother for
the better part of a month and a half, which took courage in and of
itself. But in good time, their plan had worked.
Fleur tore the paper open with the same respect for the item inside
that he displayed, eventually freeing it to appraise it with a keen eye.
She had often reminisced about moments with her sister, and now, it
was immortalised in a book of her own.
Gabrielle had provided the memory, and her mother sought a man in
Lyon to charm and paint the journal. It had taken much effort to
convince the stalwart Apolline Delacour to assist him, and for some
time, he thought the plan was destined to fail.
She turned it over, observing the other cover, the adjacent picture
was of them the first time he had won a duel. Worn from spells and
bad news, they laid side-by-side on the cold ground, a moment he
remembered fondly.
"Thank you." She spoke softly, gazing upon him with ocean blue
eyes that he blinked rapidly to be free from.
She moved from the lounge, crossing the crowded distance between
them before kneeling to embrace him tightly as she had the day
before.
She held him longer than she should have if only to reignite the wick
of hope within him once more.
It felt as if they were the only pair in the room, thought of redheads
long since forgotten.
She separated from him and returned to the lounge to gaze at the
present once more. Harry, on the other hand, bathed in their close
contact, foolishly allowing that same wick to burn unimpeded instead
of snuffing it out.
The picnic table soon filled to capacity, so another was conjured. The
tables soon became filled with boisterous laughter and the clanking
of silverware. Fred and George had brought balls of confetti that
danced around and formed into various creatures. Mrs Weasley had
sourced enormous crackers that spilt out various magical novelties,
glasses that gave the wearers a bushy moustache or made their
ears huge.
The legion of Weasley's present had slowly devoured the large,
hearty breakfast. Progressing through bowls of food with practised
ease before a noise from inside the Burrow drew the table's
attention.
A flare of green light against the windows and the roar of flickering
flames sent Mister Weasley into the house, wand drawn to discern
the source of the noise.
"Hope you lot are still taking late additions." A voice announced from
behind Mister Weasley that sent the Weasley's into a fervour.
"Charlie!" Ron called out, rushing to give his brother a hug. Soon all
the assembled Weasleys followed suit and were up to greet him.
He was as tall as Bill, taller even, but clearly carried the evidence of
his employment much worse. His hands were discoloured, a
leathery, dull scarlet, highlighting burnt tissue. His red hair was likely
short for the same reason for the burns, barely making it an inch
from his scalp.
"Don't start swarming." The man swore with a grin, "I couldn't take
presents through the portkey, no need to start looking so interested
in me."
Harry came over to meet the man; he'd never met Charlie properly
before, the only Weasley with that distinction now.
"If Ron told you anything about me, I wouldn't believe it," Harry
explained to a smattering of laughs. "Can't trust that bloke."
"Oi!" Ron cried, "Get out of it!"
"He reckoned you were a good mate and a bloody decent wizard."
Charlie returned.
"Most trustworthy one among the lot." Harry amended quickly, "Best
mate you've ever seen, believe it all."
"That's more like it," Ron muttered, and Charlie laughed once more,
off to greet Hermione.
With the excitement over for the morning, everyone retired inside to
take stock of their presents. Harry followed their example and
retreated to Ron's Room, desperate to combat the section of
Christmas Day that always seemed tedious.
Harry took his position in his bed, placing his gift from Fleur on the
bedside table. Ron followed soon behind him into the room.
He didn't say anything as he entered the room, but Harry had known
him long enough to know something lingered beneath the surface. If
his face wasn't any indicator, his drooped posture was.
He's sulking. Harry noted he'd seen him do it countless times over
the years, from championship debacles to breakfasts cut short.
"Harry?" Ron spoke after a short while in the room, clearly having to
gain the courage to speak.
"Yeah, mate?" Harry returned, turning his eyes from the roof to the
Redhead across the room.
"Sod off." Ron blew a breath of hot air past his lips. "You know,
Hermione and me?"
"I think I could've seen you once or twice." Harry teased, "Why's
that?"
His question hung in the air for a moment, catching Harry unaware.
"I reckon you could." Harry assured him after a moment, "What's
brought this on?"
"That's one way to put it." Ron nodded, "It's just… how would we
ever work when all we do is argue?"
"You'll never know unless you try, I suppose." Harry counselled, "You
could always ask her."
"Vaguely."
"You're never going to be happy if you waste away thinking about it.
Either it works, or it doesn't, but there's not much use in agonising
about it."
More sage advice spilt from his lips that he didn't have the
confidence to follow himself. His words seemed to give Ron
something to think on, the conversation fading as he immersed
himself in his thoughts once again.
Harry shrugged, "I'll be honest mate, I've never given plans to ask
Hermione out much thought.
"Oh, you don't say?" Ron returned sarcastically, "Seriously, I'm going
to need something."
"I don't really know Ron. Why not ask Bill or Charlie?"
"Definitely not." Ron snorted, "Charlie prefers dragons over birds and
Bill? He's not that down-to-earth, you know? Romance isn't his style,
adventure and glamour are, won't get much use out of that here."
"Yeah, he is." Ron nodded, "But she's worth more than one of Bill's
lines."
So is Fleur, he thought.
"Yes." Harry drawled, "I'm sure we'll love being taken advantage of
because of a plant, sounds exactly like Hermione."
"I don't know." Harry said, "Why not try and do something after
dinner? Like a walk in the garden or something - something she'd
appreciate."
"So the Apprentice becomes the Master," Harry spoke, his tone
imitating something Dumbledore would wield.
His words seemed to set Ron at ease, anxiety abated from his form,
and he landed against his pillow with a content sigh.
Someone to assure him as he had Ron, that perhaps Fleur felt the
same, offer some wisdom where he felt he had none.
But that was wishful thinking.
"Hey, Ron?"
"Yeah, Harry?"
"Just for the record and all, I do think the Chudley Cannons are that
bad." Ron let out a little chuckle at his words.
"I know mate, I know. It's not my fault you're too daft to see it."
They returned their gaze to the roof, the beams offered little comfort,
but there was no harm in trying.
Dinner, however, was not content with being outdone, within hours
the Burrow was back in full force, eager to embark into the further
festivities of the evening.
The picnic tables were transfigured into a single, larger table that
housed the entirety of the family and their guests, alive with chatter
and laughter as always.
The twins had charmed the turkey to dance an Irish Jig in a valiant
attempt to evade capture from Mrs Weasley's wand, Ginny and Ron
tried their best to destroy the table with a game of exploding snap,
one that had already cracked the wood beneath them.
They had feasted yet again on well-cooked food, but it wouldn't have
been Christmas with Harry Potter if it wasn't ripe with interruptions.
The joyous spirit The Burrow possessed mere moments ago had
fallen silent, disappearing with Kingsley's Patronus. Lively chatter
turned to mutters as festivities were forgotten in favour
acknowledging the truth that everyone had strived to ignore.
He felt guilt rise within him, surging to the forefront of his mind. The
entire time he'd wished for nothing more than Bill to be gone, to try
and restore something he once had.
Now, he was gone. Off to help the Order while he remained at the
Burrow. No amount of anger, righteous or petty, could stop him from
feeling that guilt.
I'm a coward.
Molly looked aghast, Ginny tightened her grip, choking the fork with
a white-knuckled grip as she skewered another potato with a vicious
and violent swing, even Ron looked up from his roast beef.
"Excuse me?" Ginny asked, her voice daring Fleur to speak against
them.
"Do you truly think so little of them?" Fleur posed a question, pushing
the idea that they'd return in good health. "Bill is a talented Curse
Breaker, Charlie, a Dragon Handler. Kingsley, a veteran Auror and
Arthur, a respectable wizard in his own right. I've little concern for
their martial might should the need arise and all the concern for any
who should try and interdict their plans."
The twins gave a final attempt to lighten the mood, they charmed
Ron's shoes to tickle his feet, but no one was under the impression
that the dinner could be salvaged.
Harry excused himself from the table, all the while, Fleur watched
him intently.
He made his way to the Burrow's orchard bordering the small creek.
It was peaceful there, somewhere he could leave it all behind.
The stream trickled down the slight incline with a serene melody, the
trees were coated with a thin layer of sleet, caught up in the
branches, the ground too was cold, but at the very least not wet.
In Spring, the trees were filled with apples and other assorted fruits,
the wind swung a delicate song through their branches, and the
Weasleys liked to swim where the water was deeper.
The sky, however, was incredibly beautiful tonight, the full moon cast
a luminous glow on everything beneath it. The trees cast soft
shadows, it made it a little less cold somehow, though he was less
concerned with the temperature, he just stared skywards.
He was up there, in Orion's Belt. He talked about his father very little,
but he got the idea that he was a good man, like Sirius.
His mother, on the other hand, held the whip in the House of Black.
Every time she cracked it, Sirius was driven further from them until
he found James Potter.
Maybe you're happy up there, with your father and your family. Harry
thought. Hopefully, you've found that peace that you couldn't find
down here.
He continued gazing at the violet star.
"So this is where you've gotten off to?" A voice questioned from
behind him approaching from the Burrow.
Fleur was bundled tightly in her winter robe, the one that had been
laden with snow and blood the day Katie had been attacked.
"I like it here." He responded, breaking his gaze from Sirius, the
moonlight highlighted her silver hair, giving her an almost ethereal
glow, it shone down her cascading hair and blue robes.
"Even in this cold?" She asked, "You'll catch your death out here,
Harry. Who shall save the people should you die to the winter?
It was a light joke, but the last thing he needed was the reminder that
there was far more trouble beyond his heart.
He merely shrugged.
She took a spot beside him, laying down and too, looking up at the
stars,
"See that there?" He directed her gaze with a finger to the purple
glow that shined brightest.
"Do you like it out here?" Fleur asked, "Watching the stars that is?"
"It's nice," He clarified, "Makes you realise how small all our
problems are." He turned on his side, looking to her. His tone was
terse, even pained if he was honest. However, he couldn't help but
let it escape.
"You're being moody." She said bluntly, misinterpreting his pain for
brooding.
Even if he wasn't.
"You're lying." She said, "Don't make me get it out of you." She
threatened.
Her fingers probed his side, at first he thought she was just poking
him, but the fingers wriggled in his side, and he squirmed to avoid
them, letting out an uncharacteristic giggle.
"I warned you." She said and reached for him once more, tickling his
side, he tried to roll away, but she was ready.
Like a beast stalking its prey, she pounced on him, straddling him
just above his waist to pin him. Harry was more shocked than
anything, but soon her fingers found his side, and she kept him in
place.
It was child-like, but she had the unique ability to make him forget
the war, forget everything that troubled him.
He was ready this time, she tried again, but he threw her off and
began to tickle her sides in return. It was a short tussle, but with a
few graceful moves, she was back on top of him. He was fearful of
testing the limits of the scar tissue or healing salve, and hence, she
overpowered and mounted him with ease.
"Do you yield?" She offered. Her face was only inches away as she
mocked him, close enough, her breath tickled his face.
Ocean met Emerald as they had so many times before. Every piece
of counsel he'd had was in his mind at that moment, each thought a
contribution to the maelstrom, from Dumbledore's advice to Helena's
lament in death.
He looked past her for a moment, Sirius was shining brighter than
before, twinkling greater than any other star in the sky, as if
beckoning him to confess.
His heart thumped harder than ever, warring against his head until
the former came out dominant.
It was what came after, however, that replaced the weight that
discouraged him from that - the same knife of sorrow that pierced his
breast.
She seemed stunned, remaining straddled against his midriff.
The heart that had leapt at the opportunity had sunk back into his
chest, every second that past was merely a step closer to the
inevitable confirmation that he had failed.
He had played his hand and come up short, his lips dried and his
throat constricted. Now, he desperately wished to be anywhere else.
"Harry, I'm engaged." She offered weakly, her first words and ones
he had dreaded to hear.
There was the briefest of pauses. Fleur's eyes shone in the light
moonlight. Her breath quickened; he could feel the short bursts of
hot air on his cheeks.
" I love you. " He announced again, "I can't pretend like I don't - like I
never felt anything. I won't pretend, please don't ask me to try."
The gap between his lips and hers was far from insurmountable. If
he was gallant, he could reach up and capture them with his own.
If only he dared.
But he wouldn't.
"Please, just… don't." He didn't want the words to leave her lips, that
the feelings were unrequited, he shifted his head to break their gaze,
hopeful that he found the solution.
He didn't dare look at her now, for fear he might fall again.
"Look at me."
Her voice was soft, yet hoarse, wavering with unspoken emotion.
Whatever courage he had left was spent on meeting her gaze once
more.
She closed the distance between their faces with a swift motion and
met his lips with hers.
His face erupted with the heat of passion akin to the warmth he had
from holding his wand, amplified tenfold.
She wrapped her arms around his neck to deepen their kiss. There
was no taste of fruit as he'd been led to believe, save the brief
glimmer of wine at her lips. She tasted of Fleur Delacour. She tasted
unique - like no one ever would.
It was addictive, and when she pushed for more, he obliged. Her
tongue peeking from her lips into his own, a delicate dance that
sparked something within the pair. Their bodies ground together in
an almost desperate fashion, trying to nurse the flame in their lips to
beat back the freezing cold.
She was fire made flesh, beauty made ethereal and love made
magic, and in that moment, she was a goddess to be worshipped.
They soon broke for air, leaning their foreheads against the other;
their heavy breath made his heart race all the faster.
Her body and soul enraptured him, every so often he'd reach up to
steal her lips once more, or she'd press down upon him, reigniting
the flame - the duel of desire.
Then, they'd return to staring into the eyes of the other. He finally
allowed himself to be fully submerged in the ocean depths to see her
heart and soul beyond.
She was not Fleur Delacour. She was not the Veela, nor the
Triwizard Tournament Competitor. She was not the woman of wit that
had been a godsend to him, nor the enigma that he could never
decipher.
Even if it was just for a night, it was enough. Even if the war would
strip him of whatever he had left, he had this.
They stayed that way for some time as the moon above them
continued its path. No words passed between them, as they held
each other. There would be time for words later, but for now, the
silence was pure bliss.
The slow thump of her heart was melodic, an artisan's piece that
signified everything that had arisen between them and everything
that had promised to come.
But soon, the beat of her heart was conquered by another noise,
sending their passion in full route.
Ping.
Ping.
Fleur was roused from his chest, breaking their embrace to peer
around inquisitively. There was a bright light that radiated across the
landscape, though dawn was not yet set to rise.
The moonlight crowned her hair as she rose, silver glittering into his
eyes as he broke from her beauty to stare past her.
Just as the moon crowned her hair, a sickly scarlet glow crowned the
Burrow.
PAIRINGS : Harry/Fleur
RATING : M
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The scarlet sky was hot and luminous, the backdrop of shining
constellations obscured by the flarings of heated colours.
It could be anything.
A warmth replaced by the glow they both observed. Harry cocked his
head in an attempt to understand the image before his eyes; it was
an action that imitated something a child would've done - one that
yielded no results.
Fear.
Her feet carried her towards the Burrow at the behest of something
he couldn't comprehend, he followed suit, seeking answers just as
she was.
It wasn't hard to find what had drawn her, his ears strained for
anything to give away the situation, and soon, he found it.
It was the taunting cackle of flames that met his ears, the roar of a
rushing inferno that forced tension into his shoulders. A grievous
song spun with fire that cut through the cold air.
The passion that had emboldened them mere moments ago was
shattered, a tenderness left at their backs as they pushed forward.
Harry's head lowered, the muscles in his legs recoiled, then fired.
Fleur had been in front of him for a brief moment but had soon fallen
to his rear, long strides and fast feet born from a lifetime of fleeing
heavy hands finally paid its dues, even if he sorely wished they
hadn't.
He could still hear her footfalls behind him; however, the crunch of
worn, dead leaves and snow under her feet ensured she wasn't far
behind. They were impeded by the thicket of barren trees and shrubs
that concealed the perimeter of the Burrow. Errant branches reached
down menacingly to halt their rapid advance, their inopportune
positioning rewarding Harry with a plethora of small scratches across
his body.
Despite such impediments, he soon broke into the clearing, then the
pair stilled, confronted by the sight before them.
It was a ghastly sight, one that chilled him to his very core. The
scarlet sky born at the behest of the crimson inferno that encircled
the wooden house, the harsh howling of the wind formed a morbid
tale of mourning.
Soon, the blue dulled to nothing and gave a final forlorn screech
before it fell apart, descending towards the earth slowly. With their
target free of its protections, the structure creaked ominously, listing
back and forth under the concussive force of such magic.
The blood was in his ears as he stepped out from the foliage. Fleur
reached forward, a hand that tried to counsel caution, urge care over
recklessness, or at the very least, form a plan.
But he was anything but rational. His emotions ran high. Magic
thrummed through his tendons; a crescendo was being built, he
shedded her reaching hand, rather than heeding it and took one
more step.
The war drums made themselves known for the first time in months.
He had once prepared himself for the eventuality that they might
arise once more. Yet, they failed to make themselves known against
the Horcrux, that was enough for him to believe it might be an
isolated incident.
And here, he paid for his naivety. The savagery called to him,
welcoming him into its embrace as if he was an old friend. His scar
burned as if he'd been branded, the familiar dull throb echoing in his
forehead.
Maim.
Tear.
Fleur.
It was not a difficult deduction to make. His neck craned of its own
accord, turning to peer back towards her. The foreground faded from
view; his peripheral became a blur. The heat against his face was of
little notice against the one beneath his chest.
Her silver hair shone in the light of the fire, but her eyes seemed to
burn brighter.
She had never used her allure on him, at least, not consciously.
Now, he was enraptured by the soft melody in his ears, called home
by a Veela's song.
The war within was eased until his feet stood rooted to the ground
once more, a second voice spun its tale.
They are cowards, are they not? It mocked inside his head. The
Weasley family was of little harm to anyone, now they've been razed.
Their superiority is born from preying on the weak, forged from the
ashes of trampling innocents underfoot.
Show them the toll of such actions, let them know the feeling of
fighting true power.
Strike back.
And he tried.
A spell arced across the distance between them, as hot and vengeful
as the flames. It cast their silhouettes brightly, painting their figures
clearly against the trees.
The spell struck true, a bright flash of crimson, a spill of ichor and
Fleur fell to her knees, nursing a wound on her shoulder. He did not
comfort her as he once would have, did not seek to ease her agony.
He instead took position in front of her, shielding her from the curses
that would soon come.
His wand was hot in his palm, hissing as the voice in his mind had.
He held it aloft as they had, power pooling at its tip.
The war drums had reached their apex, the pounding in his ears long
passed the crescendo.
Then, the chaos that the recess of his mind yearned for erupted.
Water issued from the tip of Harry's wand, a thin stream that
coalesced into something far greater.
The tempest had been summoned, the muscles in his forearm pulled
taught, tendons threatened to snap under the release.
He had been forced to remain static, his face sweltering under heat
and exertion.
For all his strides, leaps and bounds, for all his knowledge,
experience and practice - the task before him was too great. Slowed
by his injuries, his senses dulled by inactivity, this was not a fight to
be won.
If not for a sudden screech and a heavenly barrier that leapt to his
defence.
She stood tall, whatever few precious inches he had wielded over
her were long-since forgotten. Her robes were torn and tattered;
instead, she was cloaked in fine feathers, as silver as her hair. Her
hands extended beyond their reach, crowned with a series of sharp
talons, as did her feet, finely honed claws bursting through her
shoes.
Her silver plumage glittered in the light of the fire, feathers fluttering
as wings formed from her back, dispersing air as they tested their
newfound limits.
The heavenly barrier remained stalwart for the moment as her face
began to contort. That was perhaps the most notable to Harry. Her
eyes were no longer the dark blue he knew, nor her features
recognisable.
He had seen it from afar at the world cup, though none seemed as
refined as this. The irascible Veela fought the leprechauns, but none
sprouted wings as she had nor possessed the same beautiful
plumage. He had seen remnants of it in her eyes at Slughorn's party
- when she allowed anger to reign over her features.
She had schooled her features and beat back the urge, though such
a compunction was not present here. She ruffled her feathers
against the wind and expanded her full wingspan.
A few tentative beats of her wings ensued, lifting her off the ground
and buffeting both robe, grass and hair with each wave.
" Harry. " Her voice was scarcely legible, rather than her accented
voice it was instead a sharp, avian wail that wanted him to nurse his
ears.
Though she did not need to speak any further, her wand was gripped
gently between her talons and the barrier between them and their
advancing adversaries fell. In her other, a fireball plumed into
existence, radiating a pulsing blue heat.
They had fought enough against one another that fighting alongside
was a change less jarring than it might have been.
She took to the air, her wings forcing her upwards into the ash and
smoke hazed sky. Wand and flame threw spells and heat downwards
towards their foes. Harry followed close beneath her, capitalising on
eyes cast from him to the angelic figure spiralling through the
twilight.
This is her element, Harry thought, the air is the dominion of a Veela.
One of the few thoughts to break through the haze of his own mind.
She had spoken of their mastery of the air, but he had taken it as
pride more than fact.
Each piece of magic he cast sapped his strength, tore at his core
and flesh. His arm ached, muscles stretched to tearing point to
sustain his offensive.
One of the downed Death Eaters had regained his feet, brandishing
his wand once more. His dark wand had been flung towards him, an
incantation unheard at his lips. Harry made to avoid whatever
followed, but couldn't.
His hand was not his own at that moment, his wand acting of its own
accord.
Timber tore from the Burrow, as his opponent had done seconds
ago, ashen, burnt and following the tip of his wand. Striking through
his foe with a visceral thud, a second spell left his wand before he
could stay his hand.
Older than Harry, most likely, but not by much. Fear was alight in his
eyes for a brief moment before a bloody swath formed across his
throat, a tear that ran from ear to ear.
Whatever stupor Harry was in dropped the moment their eyes met.
I killed him.
He had no doubt maimed many this night, possibly killed as well. Yet,
that was an evil he was never forced to confront in such a fashion.
Quirrel had been little but ashen remains cast to the wind.
Green eyes met brown, a gaze more visceral than any bloodshed.
Killing is easy, should you be able to pay the price for such. And you,
Harry Potter, have enacted quite the toll here tonight, have you not?
The Death Eater - the boy, fell to one side, his side pinned to the dirt
by the wood. A pang of agony emanated from the boy, his magic's
final gambit to save itself.
His final gasp for breath was audible, eyes once brown now nought
but an empty gaze that bore through him and onwards.
He was my age.
He did not recognise him - he did not need to. For he had killed him
over any other manner of battle. He did not seek to incapacitate nor
disarm, sought harm instead of healing.
He was probably coerced into this, the opposite side of his mind
argued.
A boy dragged into a war of bigotry, as he had been. Born with no
dogmatic inclinations against Muggles, Muggleborns or Half-Bloods,
instilled in him by a society who needed him as fodder for battle.
The war was never meant to be theirs, yet Harry had lived where he
hadn't.
He reached a gentle hand down and closed the boys' eyes, the first
he'd ever truly closed.
They will not be the last. The wind mocked once more, You shall
close all manner of eyes.
With the final words uttered, the presence left with the wind, the
remaining attackers seemingly fleeing towards the forests in pursuit
of it.
Stinguio baratrum.
The structure was all but cinders. The uppermost section of the
building was subject to the beast's ire; hence, it merely ceased to be.
Fleur.
That single thought had him bound to the other side of the structure
as she began her descent from the skies. Her grey visage and
feathers covered in blood and darkened with ash.
Her feet met solid ground once more. Her fine silver feathers
retreated back into her skin as she winced in agony. Talons became
appendages once more and wings faded into her back.
His voice was hoarse, turned raw from smoke and ash. His words,
all he could think to ask.
She opened her mouth as if to speak. But she knew as well as he,
no platitudes would amend the situation, nor what had transpired.
They feared to speak, lest it cement the tragedy that had befallen
them.
The Death Eaters that had not fled with the rest were either
incapacitated or dead, in a single instance. There were eight of
them, maybe. More than half of what they brought, that alone was
improbably enough.
He braved a journey into the Burrow, what was likely the last,
stepping through the charred remnants of the door into the
blackened lounge room. The roof and every floor had been toppled,
allowing a gaze into the constellations above.
A glimmer in the corner caught his eye, contrasting itself against the
moonlight and burnt house. He dashed over, eager to see what may
have survived the onslaught, dispersing rubble and charcoal with his
foot to see what lay underneath.
Though there was more than one object of importance within his
room.
Hedwig.
Lumos.
His wand shook in his hand, desperate for light to better search with.
The apex shimmered slightly before it died.
Lumos.
He tried once more, his arm stung at the magic but did not light. He
did not bother pursuing the avenue any further, merely placing his
wand at his belt.
The floo powder was knocked from the fireplace. The sand-like
emerald substance had burnt into the foundations and left behind a
sickly-green mark of corrosion. He didn't want to think of the
implications of having it scattered among the ash.
Reparo.
He stuffed it back into his belt and with a final glance backwards,
exited the structure, leaving behind a house of the family that had
been like his own.
Fleur was outside, sitting on the ground with her robes somewhat
repaired, gazing into the forest. Harry wanted to comfort, but nothing
witty or comforting made itself known.
Silence reigned between the pair; Harry made to sit down beside
her. But something drew his attention away, that same nipping at his
neck, the boiling in his naval.
The full moon shone brightly, illuminating the path ahead, however
unsure that path was.
He tensed, the feeling of something arising was palpable.
Silence.
He brought Fleur to her feet as flares of red shot into the sky in the
same section of the trees the Death Eaters had retreated into.
Werewolves.
There was nothing left for them here, whatever purpose the Burrow
served died in that fire.
With bounding steps, he leapt into the water of the river, Fleur soon
behind him. He paddled across with relative ease, although Fleur
experienced more difficulty then he. The river was not deep, the
Weasley kids would often swim there as children, but it was wide.
Wide enough that by the time Fleur had crossed, their pursuers had
reached the other side of the bank.
He could not count their numbers, but it was five, at least. The leader
of the pack stood taller than the rest by a head-tattered fur wind-
swept and his face a cruel amalgamation of human and lupine
features.
A lumbering step forward towards the water of the river followed his
appearance, muscles rippled beneath the matted hair of his chest,
held together by the blood that dripped from his maw.
They must've made other attacks tonight .
The moonlight caught his features; it was a face he had seen before.
Fenrir Greyback.
He'd never seen him transformed, but he supposed few had. But the
same features carried into his transformation, he'd seen them
plastered across enough posters to recognise.
To Harry, he was little but a grey blur. He shot across the water
without touching it in a mighty leap. With relative ease, he tossed
Harry aside, his muscled form making easy work of the
comparatively skinny teen. His hand lost Fleur's as he stumbled
backwards.
" Pretty."
Harry's wand shot into his hand from his robe pocket without a
second thought. Fleur reached for her own, tired eyes widening as
she earned the Werewolf's attention. The rosewood barely met her
fingers before it was struck from her grasp, a mocking paw batting
her hand away.
He made to grab her. Harry rolled his wrist: the wand felt heavy and
without warmth. His arm still ached, but magic came to his call once
more.
It struck the stagnant form of Greyback and tossed him across the
land, scattering the rest of his pack as he tumbled across the ground
with a sick thud.
It sent them flying over the hill. He felt powerful, his wand, however,
could not sustain the energy. The crack was not the magic alone; the
holly had split, fragmented. The shaft had been separated down the
invisible seam.
He could hear the werewolves howl over the hill, not in eagerness
like earlier, but pain. A sorrowful rallying cry. They were beaten for
the moment, but their pursuit would be ensured.
He stuffed his broken wand back into his robe pockets, another
painful revelation for a painful night. He ran over, taking Fleur's hand
once more.
The Alps were terribly cold during the winter, frigid winds and snow-
shrouded skies stretched as far as he could see. A sudden flash of
flames deposited his feet on familiar ground, a soft trilling following
their appearance.
It was Christmas Day, and although the village was relatively small, it
bellowed with a festivity of a population far greater. Many forms of
decoration adorned the streets and buildings. As the day
progressed, as would those same festivities - the present-giving that
he had admired so much as a child.
He began his path to the town and to the passage beyond, a journey
that would be relatively short.
The children played in the daylight and regarded him little as the
man dressed in eccentric clothing cut through the town. Some briefly
stopped, if only to think of him as the Muggles' Saint Nicholas. They
tossed lumps of snow to and fro, decorated small trees and made
sculptures from the frost.
He had crossed to the other side of the village in good time, this side
considerably less decorated than its counterpart. The buildings
seemed more derelict, chipped and worn at the edges, the area
wearing fewer festivities and the children merely ambling around with
little joy.
One upon a time, he could've done such a piece of magic with ease,
he wouldn't have even needed to draw his wand. But times had
changed, he was no longer the man he once was, for better and for
worse.
It was the least he could do, given this was his fault.
Soon enough, he'd passed through the village onto a winding stone
path that decorated the alabaster-coloured mountain.
He began the ascent upwards. It was relatively uneventful. Birds flew
overhead, chirping animatedly in the cold breeze, one of the only
signs of life within the peaks.
Soon enough, the hard path beneath him ended, the darkened stone
revealed for the first time. Had he been ignorant of such things, he
may have passed over it without a second thought, only to be
redirected by magic.
" Warden." He replied in the same tongue, although his attempt wore
the rust of time and sounded more foreign than it once might have.
It was now the tallest of the mountain range, although not only in part
to its tectonic superiority but also the castle that sat at the apex.
Nurmengard.
The castle rose in a single, impressive tower. Wrought from black
stones in a way that seemed it was carved from magic alone. Sharp
architecture and few windows made it more austere than the winter
could ever be.
It was here, that their paths diverged, where ideologies collided and
the disparity became too vast.
But in the end, the approaches they chose were so very different.
Grindelwald was enticed by war and Albus, morality.
The boy he once was, the one that held bright hopes for the future
had disappeared somewhere along the way.
Where did that boy go, I wonder? He mused sadly. When did he
perish? Was it when I killed my sister? Or when I shared a bed with
a man that would almost tear the world apart? That same boy that
had once yearned to be Merlin, somewhere in his journey, became
Morgana instead.
He had nearly a century to make peace with such a life, but time did
not make such a thought any easier.
But it would do no good to brood on the roads not taken and the
choices he made. That was the vice of old men - long done with the
world. While his age was undeniable, his path was not yet finished.
Soon, they made their way into the grim fortress. The stone doors
parting with nought but a screech of the hinges as he stepped into
the castle beyond. Given he had put the man in here, they humoured
him and allowed his infrequent visits. Despite him losing his position
as Supreme Mugwump, they still allowed him that respect, although
he rarely chose to exercise it, until now.
They ascended the central staircase and began passing other cells.
They were too once filled with the Lieutenants of Grindelwald who
would neither renounce leader nor ideology. The most dangerous of
those individuals found themselves where they begin, in a rare
element of poetic justice from the ICW.
The names could be droned on for quite some time, suffice to say,
that time had long since passed. They had all since perished save
one man, the staff of the castle soon departed too, dwindling from
the respect they once commanded to guarding one man. A posting
detested by new enforcers of the ICW.
Soon, he found himself in the tallest tower, the last surviving prisoner
in its clutches.
The Warden looked at the door. Before tapping his wand in what
appeared to be some arbitrary code, although Dumbledore knew
better, it swung open after a moment, and the Warden ushered him
in.
The cell was spartan, a hard bed and toilet were all that furnished
the cell. Outside of that, a thin blanket that covered a thinner man.
The man swung his feet over the bed and for the first time in some
time, Albus saw the man that was once a good friend.
Time had taken his hair from him. His once handsome face was
marred with age, wrinkles, age spots and sagging skin. His face was
gaunt-a shade of the man that Albus once knew.
"Albus." He said coarsely, although not unkindly. "It has been a great
many years, and I sense such a visit is not born from your need to
see an old friend."
"What has led you here?" Grindelwald asked, although lacking the
coarseness, rather out of curiosity now.
"I have seen it." The man returned. "I had not dreamt for some time.
Now, all I am allowed to glimpse is a brown wand and my death
encircling me with many arms."
It was easy to forget the man saw with more than eyes.
Dumbledore simply took his glove off, rolling down his sleeve,
bringing the necrotic tissue to light. He had long since lost feeling,
the necrosis corroding the nerves and with it, his ability to feel, pain
or otherwise.
"I'm dying." Dumbledore announced for him, "An old curse, necrosis.
It has taken my arm and soon, my core."
"Tell me, did you not think to merely cut away the rot?"
"By the time I could stifle it, It was already in the marrow."
Dumbledore explained, "Agitating the corruption merely would have
expedited it."
"If you had come to me when it began, I might have been able to
give you longer."
"If my time is near its end, I won't seek to prolong it." Albus
answered, "There is little taste living past your time. Though, I have
always wondered what lay beyond this ."
"All wonder, at some point and all find out. I'm afraid once you learn
that truth, there is no forgetting it."
"I have lived a lifetime; I shall seek no more. I have made mistakes
and triumphs, the former perhaps more than any man might ever
know." Dumbledore laughed though his old voice carried no humour.
"Would you speak the truth if I asked it from you?"
"You needn't try and shroud meanings with ornate words, Albus."
Grindelwald laughed, "Would I begin a war once more?"
"Is there anything left to fight for?" Grindelwald asked, "Are there still
muggle machines trampling us under heel and tread? Is our
countryside still littered with craters? Are we still bartered like
livestock?"
"Thank you."
The man sat forward on his bunk, milky eyes once blue seemed to
bore into him despite possessing no vision.
"Even you could not be so cruel," Grindelwald said, his anger rising.
"Heavy is the hand that wields that thing ; it has turned hardier men
astray in search of something greater. You'd be best off snapping it
and burying it with yourself. Let its legacy die with us."
"If a choice had been more favourable, I would have sought it out."
Dumbledore placated, "But you know as well as I the ICW will offer
no help, our advantages against Tom are few and far."
"Then help him." Dumbledore pushed, "Let him build the world we
once sought. No blood-born hegemony, no cyclical wars."
"Your efforts to grasp hope seem naive, Albus, even for you."
Grindelwald waved off, "A fanciful dream, one you cling to foolishly, it
seems."
The truth behind his words was, once again, abundantly clear.
We failed.
"Contrast."
"If there were any other way, any other opportunity, I'd grasp it. But
our legacy dies with us, yet it could live on within him. The best parts
of our vision, with none of our errors."
"It dies with us." Grindelwald said, "That is for the best."
"After all this time, you'd be content with dark flags reigning over our
world forevermore?"
"If I cannot see them from my window, the banners they bear matter
little."
A twitch in his cheek, the squint of milky eyes was a clear enough
tell.
"My dream will not warm me in winters like these, nor will joy."
"Who would sacrifice their life for a chance, only to wail for the
remainder of it when the possibility became a reality once more?"
"Harry Potter."
The full moon had been high in the sky when they began. Now its
gaze had lowered nearer to the dawn - but not quick enough. Hope
seemed to await them at the horizon, but the moon's descent only
emboldened their pursuers. They were emboldened by their fear of
returning to their master empty-handed.
Every hundred meters or so, Fleur would scatter their scent to throw
off their pursuers, to little avail. Each spell she cast alerted the
wizards and witches pursuing them, they had attempted to apparate
only to have Death Eaters appear directly behind them.
But the groups grew bigger, their attempts to locate them more
accurate - the outcome seemed bleak.
A tree behind them splintered, cracked and fell under the force of a
blasting curse. Salvos of spells pelted their rear as the Death Eaters
caught up once more. Fleur shot a gust of air backwards to scatter
fallen leaves and loose foliage, obscuring their attackers' view.
It was a pain that would have to wait. For now, they were trapped.
Acrius Aerem.
Fleur's wand was held aloft in Harry's hand, targeting foes passing
skyward. They swung around on brooms in another attempt to hail
curses towards them.
Bile rose at his throat; the voice hadn't spoken true. No matter how
many spells they cast against him, no matter how close they came,
the killing was not easy - not for him.
Accio.
The fallen broom shot into his hands, and for the first time that night,
he felt like they might have gained an advantage - regardless of how
slight that advantage might have been.
The wooden shaft shot into his outstretched hand, an older Comet
model he wasn't familiar with - though familiarity was the least of his
concerns. He shuffled forward on the shaft and stuck his feet in the
stirrups, Fleur followed him and wrapped her arms around his midriff
and together, they shot forward, weaving through the foliage as the
Death Eaters shot back around from making their failed pass.
He didn't dare emerge them above the treetops, from here only his
direct pursuers could see him, whereas if he went any higher, the
entirety of the Death Eaters mounted on brooms may see.
He could hear the telltale crack of trees falling under the barrage of
curses behind him. He weaved to and fro to avoid them, the forest
alight with purple, green and red hues.
Soon enough, a rider was alongside them and Harry was forced to
manoeuvre and duel simultaneously. The Death Eater shot a sickly
purple curse towards him, forcing Harry to pull hard upwards on the
shaft, his head tickling the top-most branches.
Flagrate Flagellum.
The thin tail of flames coiled from his wand as he twirled it around his
head, careful not to clip Fleur or his own broom. Once the tendril had
fully extended, he dove near his opponent, circling over him in a
move that made Fleur give out a little squeal of surprise.
Had the situation been any different, he might have called it cute.
His wand flicked forward, and the flame whip coiled itself around the
wooden shaft of the Death Eater's broom, pulling his hand back the
searing flame tore through the few protective enchantments on the
broom and tore it in half.
The ebb and flow of the airborne duelling continued for some time
and soon, a second flier emerged with a third-Harry dove low in an
attempt to separate them. The one to his left appeared to be less
skilled than his counterpart. In an effort to isolate the weak link, he
plummeted to the ground below once more, twisting to the side to
emerge meters below him.
The man tried desperately to fend Harry off, his curse, presumably
dark, met Harry's bludgeoner in the middle. Blue met yellow in a
sickly mingling of motley coloured power. Harry clearly overpowered
the man although he didn't need to worry, in his concentration of the
duel, his foe clipped an errant branch, sending him sprawling to the
forest floor.
The only remaining foe was the leader of their sortie. He had the
better broom and was better skilled than those he dispatched prior.
They traded spells intermittently, back and forth for what felt like
hours but in reality, was a few crucial minutes-braking to manoeuvre
from spells, spinning to avoid the hail of curses.
A single red spark flung from his pursuers wand and the pursuit
began again in earnest. Tossing spells from a great distance meant
inaccuracy. Soon enough, a rogue spell struck not them, but their
closest attacker. He seemed to fall still on his broom, before
slumping off towards the earth.
Eventually, the inaccuracy that had been a boon initially soon spelt
their own doom. A curse landed, the bristles tore, the broom shook
and spluttered. Whatever waning power clung to the enchantments
was torn away in a single spell, Harry and Fleur spiralled downwards
towards the hard floor.
Harry grasped Fleur tightly and turned his feet from the broom as
they spiralled. The descent wasn't terminal, but the landing wasn't
going to be pleasant.
She sent a gust of wind towards their landing site, scattering the
dead leaves and dirt to hide their landing site.
" The cloak." Harry wheezed, his eyes drooping. Fleur took a brief
moment before she reached over him, taking his invisibility cloak and
throwing it over the pair.
PAIRINGS : Harry/Fleur
RATING : M
Over the past three months, I've surprised even myself, managing to
write 170k words, even if they weren't all from scratch has been a
huge personal victory and a learning experience that I've come to
thoroughly enjoy. However, in moving forward I need to ensure my
vision for the remainder of the story is ironclad and hence, I shall be
taking a break from the story as I finish writing my outline in its
entirety.
The hiatus should not last too long, ideally, a month but I have no
knowledge of where life will lead me. I do feel comfortable, however,
in saying that as far as the plan has been written, the story
encompasses five separate acts. None quite as long as the first act
and they'll vary somewhat in length, as will chapters moving forward
as I attempt to move to more concise, effective storytelling, though
I'm excited for the future.
So thank you, for being a part of the journey and I'll see you when
I'm ready to head to the finish line.
The Ministry of Magic was a familiar sight. A peacock blue roof that
imitated the sky above, dark wooden floors that his feet resounded
across quietly and a steady influx of civil servants, bounding from
gilded fireplaces to complete their day.
Men and women emerged from the floo network behind him, clad in
the scarlet robes of the Auror Corps. They did their best to blend in
amongst the growing crowd. A feat that, if accomplished, would not
last for long.
The atrium still wore the damage of a skirmish long since passed, a
colossal encounter that felt more akin to an eternity than the less
than a year it had been.
A caramel wand peeked through the gap in his booth as the wizard
went to grab it, before being stilled by a dull, yellow spell.
Imperio.
His mind was flooded with yet another flurry of thoughts that were
not his own, the man's bewilderment at the situation came to the
forefront of his own mind.
What is happening?
Even internally, the man's voice seemed frantic. His iris flashed with
a dull yellow hue before the curse settled.
Open the gate and allow us passage, demand the hitwizards report
to the atrium.
The man complied, the barrier before them shimmered out of
existence, and a message spell of some variety shot from his wand.
His forces had a task of their own. Deception would fell his foes
where numbers could not.
The yew fell into his hand as scarlet robed imposters turned to
engage the coming foes. He lifted his hands, one armed with his
wand and the other, a clenched grip. His body twisted viciously in an
arc, his intent soon becoming apparent.
The atrium was soon alight with the crossing of bright curses and the
cries of flesh torn.
Fight.
The guard from the booth rose from his position, joining his followers
in their unyielding barrage of unsuspecting foes.
There was a detente once the Hitwizards had fallen. Shock as they
grappled to come to terms with the sudden situation.
The first man stepped forward, courage alight in his eyes. It mattered
little; his bravado served only to hasten his demise. Black ropes shot
from his wand, heavy and hardened by magic. Within seconds the
man choked his final breath through a purple face turning black, the
ropes constricting that final breath.
Another rushed through the breach, although this time a woman and
noticeably more apprehensive about her chances than her
predecessor. Although, she still had enough courage to step forward
amidst the battle.
She barely had the time to lift her wand, an almost haphazard flick of
his wand followed her gallantry. Her body split into two, falling with a
slowness that seemed almost false, another flick of his wand sent
the body careening backwards into the lines of his enemies.
That continued for some time, like a practised ebb and flow of
brutality. Each man and woman that stood to the line was refuted,
sent backwards with a spell that made the one prior look tame. For
suffocation and bisecting relented to boiling blood and white-hot pain
that tore through his enemies with all the enthusiasm of a giddy
child.
"Bow ."
" Bow!"
His second command was unlike the first, he did not command, he
forced. Rage lit his nerve endings alight, power thrummed through
his muscles. There was a euphoria born from his command of the
weak.
With a twist of his wand, they all fell to their knees. The air above
them becoming oppressive enough to force them down, like slaves.
He held their position with his magic for a fleeting moment, then
released. Eager to see who would remain in their servitude.
So one did.
"We shall never kneel to things like you." He said gruffly, rolling his
shoulders back.
He did not applaud the bravery, but his willingness earned him a
quick end.
Another twirl of his wand and the room flared green if only briefly and
the man stilled, his steely gaze falling still before he followed suit.
The man had seen war. Now he would see no more, war or
otherwise.
The body contacted the floor with a soft thud, a foreign voice once
again making itself known.
It was dark, dark enough that he couldn't make out her face although
he knew well enough who it was.
"Will have to wait for the moment." She cut him off, a soft hand
pushing him back down to the hard rock below.
She seemed to still in her effort to push him down for a moment
before that same gentle hand pushed him to lay flat on his back.
It was a soft melody, one that slowly eased him of his aches. A
harmony that didn't seem legible in his fatigued state.
Nought but a vision of silver hair and blue eyes, and a soft calling
that invited him to sleep.
His eyes fluttered open, and his raw throat breathed in the frigid
morning air, alongside an unfamiliar tickling sensation.
His glasses remained on his face, the lenses cracked and the frames
warped - but they allowed him to retain some semblance of vision.
His arm was curled over her chest tightly, the cool silk of the cloak
draped over them. He'd have liked to relish in the contact, but they
remained injured, their world alight and fleeing for their lives.
It took him a moment to break from the confines that his body had
shifted to. He extricated his arm from her own and after a brief
moment to let the pain simmer and die, he shifted his entire body to
flop back onto the stone floor.
The sudden contact sent the roaring pain through his nerves again;
he let out a sharp hiss of pain at the sudden contact. In hindsight, it
would've been advantageous to just wake Fleur and save himself the
pain, seeing as his movement had her twist from her slumber, wand
in hand with a shimmering tip.
He continued his struggle to find the words to set the world to right,
but how did one heal a wound they could not sew?
"Hey." He croaked, a lame attempt to ease the worry that bunched
itself at her brow, his voice still rough from the smoke inhaled and
the spells shouted.
Despite his poor attempt, her lips curled upwards slight. Even if such
a smile did not reach her eyes, it was a start.
"That might be a challenge, even for a Veela ." Her voice wavered on
the last word, a sign that the facade of normalcy was just that.
He turned his neck back to true, however, this time the bones
creaked like a door that lacked oil, enough to reignite the pain on the
compressed nerve endings and send him wincing once more. Two
warm and gentle hands reached up to his face, then to his neck.
"Would you like me to try and heal it?" Fleur asked softly.
"Yes, please." He returned, not feeling gallant enough to nod his
head.
Her rosewood wand was procured once more, switching his torn
shirt for some gravel off to the side, scattered rocks falling around his
person harmlessly.
He dared to agitate his sore back in order to see what had her
fearful, at the end of his gaze was a sight enough to make his throat
twinge with anxiety.
His skin was no longer pale, whereas once upon a time Ron ribbed
him about his similarities with a vampire, such a joke would fall short.
His torso was littered with broken blood vessels, motley patches of
bruises and discoloured skin painted his body in an ill imitation of
camouflage. Pieces of wood, some as wide as his little finger were
embedded in his body, coating their surroundings with a thin layer of
watery blood that had refused to dry - but were not mortal.
"The wood, was it from the trees?" Fleur asked, her voice quiet as
she peered over his navel.
"No." He shook his head, struggling for an apt way to bring up the
events of the Burrow.
Though, he did not feel a monster in that moment, just a boy. A boy
who knew a sad truth - he could not cling to morality when there was
more at stake than himself, could not shield himself from the horrors
at his doorstep.
But there would be time to ponder the price, time to deal with the
tragedy that surrounded them. The Ministry and the Burrow could
wait, cowering in an unfamiliar cave seemed neither time not place.
" Accio." Fleur incanted softly, one of the wooden splinters freeing
itself from the confines of his skin. Each retrieved shard was sent
sprawling behind her with another flick. Each piece removed opened
a small wound, a channel from which the watery blood flowed free
once more in pale rivulets.
Gentle power pooled against his skin, a cool sensation against torn
flesh. The small wound seemed to fight against the pulsing blue light
of the spell.
The curse, Harry realised. Thankfully, the sable scar on his chest
had remained intact, not torn by their nocturnal battle.
"Does it hurt?" Fleur asked, tracing the skin gently with her wand.
She cocked her head and placed a finger against the wound,
pressing down gently but enough to elicit a grimace in pain.
He met her eyes, a stern frown and an arched, elegant brow met his
gaze.
Her stern glare morphed to a slight smile then relented into a giggle.
Despite his own injuries, he joined her, a smile that reached her eyes
was enough to forget the lances of stinging pain.
Soon the musical laughter died down, and she began healing
lacerations and punctures in earnest, casting the same spell thrice
on each wound before ensuring it would not break. After the wounds
were healed, broken blood vessels and bruises were next.
Soft spells and warm spells abated the pain of most of the
discoloured skin, the lighter shades returning to the normalcy of the
rest of the skin and the darker shifting towards the former.
"It doesn't look amazing." She said at his prompting. "But it's not
terrible, you've cracked something."
"That's vague." Harry noted dryly, "Do you think you can heal it?"
Her chant finished, and her wand lingered over a specific spot.
"Can you?" He asked again, her silence letting his mind run.
"It'll hurt." Fleur finally answered, "I've never performed the charm
before."
She tapped the bones in the centre of his back this time. She
seemed to be tracing some pattern that prickled his skin as she
drew, then, the wand lifted.
The two words elicited a pain far worse than extracting the splinters.
His shoulder blades arched backwards, and his chest puffed out,
frozen in place to stop him from aggravating the nerve endings as
his spine returned to true.
After only a few crucial seconds, he returned to the cold grasp of the
stone beneath him, his back striking the rocky surface with a soft
thud.
But instead of the pain he had been feeling, there was only the sharp
cold of the ground beneath him.
"Are you okay?" She asked worriedly, the levity of their previous
conversation long forgotten.
With my injuries adding up. Harry echoed internally. I was a day out
of the hospital wing before I needed to go back.
He sat up to his full height, the pain in his back fading to nothing.
Daylight shone from outside the narrow cave, illuminating its depths
with ease. He snatched his shirt from where the switching spell had
deposited it, the old fabric decorated with a plethora of holes and
scorch marks.
His hand instinctively fell to his belt, reaching for a wand. Instead, his
pocket was filled with only shards and a bright, red feather.
"Fleur," Harry called, drawing her attention from the entrance, "Could
you please…" A gesture to the torn shirt explained his call.
The loss of his wand was a vulnerability he was not ready for, nor
one he accepted with open arms.
Threads emerged from the tears and burns to mend the wounded
cotton. He soon threw the shirt over his head, confident that all the
holes were remedied, a second spell returned his glasses to right.
He gave his shoulders and neck an experimental roll, ensuring there
were no further kinks before he turned to Fleur.
She seemed to return her gaze to the entrance, lost in thought as if
her eyes tried to decipher something.
Her eyes returned to the entrance, unflinching to the soft breeze that
flowed against her face.
"We could talk." Harry offered, his voice barely above a whisper. "If
you want to, that is."
He'd only just finished counselling himself against dealing with such
tragedies at an inopportune time and yet here he was, betraying his
own resolution once more.
"You hurt," Harry said, the shimmering behind her ocean eyes and a
ragged breath he could hear from across the small distance was
indicative enough. "I hurt too."
Though it was not words that defined Harry Potter, but actions.
He was a man like any other with his words, but with actions? He
stood a head above the rest.
She reached out with her hand to grasp his own, an action that as
mundane as it may have seemed, was more than a union of scarred
flesh.
Words unspoken that reassured them both that, despite it all, the
world was not at its end. That, for the moment, they still had each
other in the face of what they might have lost.
"When we're safe." Fleur resolved quietly, "We'll talk when we're
safe."
"What's our plan then?" Harry asked, eager to get their minds back
to the matter at hand.
Suddenly, a crack.
The spell revealed nothing, falling short at the entrance with a barely
visible blue glow.
Wards.
"How?"
"It's possible it could have been a tracking spell." Fleur said, "I
dispelled anything that could have been on us, but they know we had
to have been static to remove it."
"You were unconscious for the better part of a day." Fleur answered,
"We can't stay here for much longer, they've been getting closer for
hours now. It won't be long before the wards fall to scrutiny if not
magic."
"We'd be able to." Fleur said, "But we can't know where the ward
lines are. With enough ward stones with just an Anti-Apparition
ward? It could be miles, with no way to key ourselves into them or
take them down, we'd have to go on foot."
Hogsmeade was the closest he could get to Hogwarts and still too
far away. The Burrow was ashes.
"If they get close enough to our apparition point, they can follow us."
Fleur shook her head, "We'll have to lose them before we head
anywhere populated. The Fidelius isn't infallible, if we lead people to
Order's Headquarters, there's a chance, however unlikely, that they
could uncover it."
"It's not ideal, but it's the only option we have." Fleur assured,
"Nothing I can imagine gets us past the patrols, let alone the ward
line. As long as we remain inconspicuous, we can make for the ward
line."
His forearm still bore the injuries of the Burrow, but Fleur must have
tended to his lesser wounds while he was unconscious. Clenching
his hand stung, but he would manage.
"Are you so eager to rush into the fray once more?" Fleur asked,
"Such an attempt will matter little if your spell lands wide or if they're
more vigilant than the last."
"Of course I do." Fleur said softer than she had previous, "But you're
injured, Harry."
"I can do it." Harry assured her, "You need to conserve your energy
more than I do."
It did not take hyper intuition to understand the fear that lingered
beneath her words.
However implacable she seemed to be, their eyes met, and she
relented. Passing her rosewood wand to him.
A final smile was his parting gesture, throwing his invisibility cloak
over his shoulders, he crouched from the cave's entryway and
awaited the next patrol in the clearing.
The time before their next appearance wasn't long, a swirl and a
black cloak coalesced into a pair of figures. He clutched the wand
tightly despite the pain and readied himself.
Their feet touched the ground, and Fleur's wand peeked eagerly
from the cloak under his guidance.
The wand flared red, as did the ground beneath the rushing spell.
One of the Death Eaters made to try and cast the human detecting
spell once more but crumpled under the weight of a stunner.
The second was quick enough on their feet to weave out of the way
from the second spell that followed.
The attack left the Death Eater surprised enough to allow a short
window, Fleur's wand flared to life in his hands once more.
Fleur soon emerged from the cave and followed Harry over to their
stunned foes.
He walked over to the other Death Eater, shedding him of his outer
robe and mask. He threw the blackened cloak over his clothes and
peered downwards to the mask.
He weighed the object in his hand, debating tossing it into the trees.
But he donned the mask, placing it over his face as cold metal bit at
his cheeks.
Fleur had placed the black cloak of the woman over her shoulders.
They were roughly the same proportion, so there was little need to
resize the cloak, whereas the male had a good few inches over
Harry. A few choice charms from Fleur had the cloak sitting relatively
near what would've been appropriate.
A brief idea flashed over him. He reached down to pluck the man's
wand from his hand. A long, dark, blunt instrument. He gave it an
experimental wave and hoped.
Nothing.
He snapped the wand in two, a heartstring peeking out from the core
before throwing it towards the cave.
He walked over to the woman, plucking her wand from her hand. It
contrasted her partner's in every regard. A petite affair, short and
flexible, light ivory crowned with pearl.
This time, there was hope. A reaction, if only slight. A gust of wind
bellowed from the tip, enough to warrant him keeping it.
It was not as good as his own, but anything was better than an
empty hand.
Harry levitated the two across the opening to an area near the cave
that they'd be less likely to be seen. He would've liked to ensure they
wouldn't be found but time was working against them.
"We've wasted enough time." Fleur said quickly, "This has bought us
ten minutes, maybe. We need to go."
That was enough of an impetus for him, he righted his robes, and
they chose the direction they had apparated towards, bounding off
on foot.
They had been running for a short while, weaving through branches
and bounding over fallen logs in search of reprieve.
Far sooner than they would have liked, dark clouds formed in the
sky. The same emerald constellation was formed once more,
infamous skull and serpent writhing skyward, befouling the world
below with its intention.
A dull red barrier wasn't far off; the ward line was in reach.
"Oi!" He called out from his position; his level wand raised to the fore
as they approached, "What are you lot doing here, Avery said no one
out of the wards!"
Harry approached him, "Avery said they might be coming this way."
He said succinctly, lowering his voice on the odd chance the Death
Eater would recognise it.
His tone felt ironclad, the return seemed to send the cloaked figure
into cautious thoughts. If only for a moment their story seemed
anything less, it was soon forgotten in favour of the dark mark
lingering in the air.
" Shite ." The man muttered audibly, turning his back to the pair
before he began weaving his wand in some predetermined pattern.
His magic having an effect on the ethereal barrier that shimmered
with greater intensity at the movements of his wand.
Whatever he seemed to be doing, Fleur took umbrage to the
repercussions of it.
She raised her wand and snapped off a stunner to his back; it sent
him careening sideways. He seemed to roll for some distance before
he passed through the wards that flared brightly at his exit.
" Merde!" Fleur shouted at the sight, before sprinting at the barrier.
She had never sworn. Had the situation been mundane, he might've
found the humour in such; instead, he took off after her.
Fleur crossed through the barrier first, Harry tailed shortly behind
her.
First, it was the park in Little Whinging that he'd visited in the
Summer.
Pulled from his gaze or not, the park was deserted in winter. Fleur's
hand still firmly in his own; they ran another ten paces before the
scenery changed once more.
He could see a town in the distance as they trudged through foreign
snow, they followed a similar tact and ran a short distance before a
crack signalled their pursuers were close.
" Incendio." He shouted, the flame charm lighting the debris and
foliage of their arrival site alight in an attempt to slow down their foes
even further.
With a pull on his core, a thrum of magic within his chest, the
suppressive iron band formed around his body. An invisible gap they
were forced to slip through as he swirled quickly across the country
in another leap.
A beach he had once visited with the Dursleys long ago, shrouded in
snow and covered with sharp rocks.
The repelling charm forced its way through his battered arm to
propel them into the air. The force of such a spell cracked the stolen
wand at the seams as it had his own.
His spell had the desired effect, sailing backwards over crashing
waves, careening through the cold winter winds with all the force of
cannon shot. They had reached the apex of their height within
seconds and began plummeting towards the icy ocean below.
Their eyes met briefly again, and another crack sounded out.
He rose to his feet, brushing snow from his robe before turning to
Fleur, helping her to stand.
"Where are we?" Fleur prompted, brushing frost from her own stolen
robes.
The hum of suburbia was soft around them, even in the street the
distant roaring of cars and laughter of families was loud in his ears.
Even knowing his destination, he peered around to take stock of his
surroundings.
Fleur knows about Headquarters, but she must not have been to a
meeting yet.
Once the robes were safely hidden, he looked back to the house in
front of them, or at the very least, him. It had never occurred to him
that she hadn't yet been here, that would cause some problems.
Mere days ago, he had grasped a door handle identical to this and
burnt his hand in the process. Now, he reached forward once more
to grasp the manicured steel.
Just cold.
His hand remained on the handle, not willing to twist it just yet and
expose himself to whatever truths might lie beyond. But soon
enough, even gravity seemed to urge him forward, his hand twisted
and the lock receded into its chamber with an audible click.
He pushed the door open and stepped into the house beyond, one
he'd seen so recently in an ashen-hued dream.
Confronting that truth seemed more daunting with each step forward,
as did the eerie silence. He strained his ears for any wisp of sound.
But there was none - no chatter he could make out from the dining
room, no footsteps from upstairs, even the dogmatic spouting of
Walburga Black was absent.
Homenum Revelio.
The pulse of magic left the stolen wand and seemed to seal its fate,
the cracked seam split open further, and a braid of white hair
became visible.
He could see it pass through floors and walls alike before it struck
the wards.
The pulse returned after a few seconds of bated breath. A hope that
someone might be able to shed light on the world around them.
But nothing.
"Kreacher!" Harry tried again, in hopes that the ageing elf might hold
a piece of the puzzle.
Again, nothing. A mere echo of his voice carried through the
hallowed halls of Grimmauld Place before it fell silent.
"Are there any other safe houses they could have fled to?" Fleur
continued, "If there were more attacks, maybe they needed to
spread out?"
"Why don't you head upstairs?" Harry suggested, "Try and find a
room and get some rest."
Fleur's eyes peered up the staircase and beyond. "What will you
do?"
"I'll try and see if there's anything left behind in the kitchen." Hunger
had been tickling their stomach for some time. "Then we can talk
about what to do next."
She swivelled on her feet to turn to him, a look that was decidedly
Fleur Delacour sat upon her beautiful visage.
"I'm a curse breaker, Harry." She scoffed, "I have faced threats
greater than boggarts and charmed curtains."
Some things never change, Harry smiled, and she continued her
journey upwards.
Harry made his way to the kitchen, pressing the door open with a
ghastly screech of unoiled hinges. The room lacked light, forcing him
to navigate tactilely over countertops and through cupboards.
If they managed to take the food before they left, they can't have left
in a hurry or with a struggle.
It was not hard to guess which room she had occupied, a lance of
light making its way outside via the slightly open door.
Regulus Arcturus Black . The plaque read, one of the few still
standing. Corrosion had eaten away at the corners, but it was still
legible.
He'd never been inside, Sirius was not one to raise the ghosts of his
past, the room of his brother paramount amongst them.
Harry had once been told that history written was dead ink, though,
in that instance, it was malleable. Now, it could not be changed nor
struck from the page. They either confronted it, or conformed to it.
She was sat upon the bed, a book in her hands, likely to keep her
thoughts from wandering.
"I was reading it before I came to find you." Fleur explained quietly, "I
kept it in my robes."
It was indeed a bit worse for wear, frayed edges and torn pages, but
it was nothing that time could not fix.
"I lost mine." Harry apologised, the photo frame had stayed in his
room and suffered the same fate.
It felt as if he had lost the memory of them together with the picture
gone, even if it was irrational.
"It was just a memory, Harry." Fleur placated, "We can make more."
He moved to sit beside her on the bed, and for a moment, both
seemed more content with silence.
Fleur had closed the book and drummed on the torn cover with
shaky fingers.
Such a revelation was sudden, she had seemed in her element that
night. Beauty and grace born from silver feathers, the fire made flesh
he had always thought her to be.
It was abrupt and unsure, lacking the decorum any conversation with
her promised. That had already set the tone for the words yet to
come.
"Veela are told from birth to never transform; the Covens shun it."
Fleur continued, "Not fully transformed, that is. ' Sanctioned wars
only' they'd say."
Once again, Fleur Delacour was laid bare before him. There was no
armour of intelligence to protect her, no rapier wit left to defend
herself. She was clad in nothing but sorrow.
"You were injured, Fleur." Harry broke through finally, "You were
justified ."
Perhaps, this was what his own struggle looked like from the outside.
The knowledge that such an action was warranted, but feeling
anything but.
"I'm not sure that'll ever help, Harry. I lost control. It wasn't the Veela,
it was me. "
It seemed beyond her, she had never truly been a Veela with him,
now she seemed afraid of the same heritage she seemed intent to
separate herself from.
She was perpetually in control and now, the one aspect she had
seemingly little control over brought itself to the forefront - and that
scared her.
Fleur had always seemed divorced from life as a Veela, even if she
took pride in it.
But it was not his duty to solve her, not unless she asked.
Silence reigned once more, she leaned towards him, resting her
shroud of platinum hair on his shoulder.
From the outside, she struggled as he did. The grapple with morality,
the hope to cling to a shred of themselves admits the turbulence of it
all.
He knew what she felt, perhaps he'd taken the first step where she
lingered behind.
Maybe it would draw her from her own thoughts, maybe it would give
her perspective. Together, they had surmounted Katie being cursed
in the snow, he held hope they could surmount this in such a fashion.
She did not say anything, but he knew she was listening.
"Quirrell was something entirely different, I guess." Harry continued,
"With him, I didn't have to do anything. He tried to kill me, and when
he wrapped his hands around my neck, he burnt to ash. But it wasn't
me."
"But this was me - all me. Maybe I wasn't fully in control, maybe I
was. Either way, I have to live with the choice I made." Harry said,
"Part of me knows it was the right choice, knows that fighting evil is
not the same as sowing its seeds."
"We made the right choice, it might not feel like it, it might never feel
like it, but we did." His voice was softer now, almost inaudible, "If we
didn't, there might have been another raid, another wand for
someone else to fight. I killed someone, and you transformed, we
can't change that. Only take comfort in the fact that we did it for the
right reasons."
It was hard to shake the feeling that they had lost the war before it
had begun. It was equally difficult not to profess he was just as lost
as her.
"We need to find the Order." Harry decided after a pregnant pause,
"We need to try and figure out whatever happened here and what we
can do to help."
"If the Ministry falls, the people will scatter." Fleur pointed out.
"They will." Harry agreed, "Voldemort will put the country on its
knees, it's our duty to ensure they stand on their feet again;
otherwise, they'll stay forever kneeling."
"How very sage of you." Fleur laughed, a soft giggle that heralded
some warmth restored to the world. "Had I known we had a
philosopher in our midst, I would have been a far harsher teacher."
"Well, I'm sure no one will begrudge us a pause from saving the
world." Fleur said, "Maybe rest will grant us a new outlook."
Fleur perked up from his shoulder, only to scowl at what was in his
hands.
"Mouldy bread." Harry corrected with a laugh of his own. "Not the
fine French Cuisine you expected?"
She broke free from his shoulder and kicked her torn shoes from her
feet, depositing herself on the worn pillow.
He stood from the bed, content to let her rest for the moment.
"Harry." Her soft voice called to him as he made for the door.
"Stay."
What might have once seemed a demand from the cocksure Veela
seemed more a plea in the light of such events.
But he obliged and returned to the bed with a sedate pace, unsure of
the water he waded towards. He kicked his shoes away as she had,
sore feet meeting threadbare carpet. He made his way to the side
opposite her and slowly laid beside her.
His head met the adjacent pillow, and their eyes met, perhaps it was
for comfort's sake, but they simply locked their gaze and held it as
time passed.
"Yes?"
He hadn't meant for the next words to be given life, he was more
content with mulling it over in the safety of his head and await better
days.
"What do you mean?" Fleur tried, but the feigned ignorance did not
pass as seamlessly as she would have liked. He'd spent enough
time in her company to know it was avoidance rather than anything
else.
She was as unsure as he was, and she was woefully unprepared for
such an affair.
"What do you want me to say, Harry?" She blew out a soft sigh, her
breath hot against his face.
"I care for you." Similar to the simple words he uttered a day ago
rang true again, he just hoped they had the same effect.
"I care for you too." Fleur said, and his throat constricted, "And I want
us to care for each other."
"But?"
"Whatever labels they put on me, whatever they'd scorn me for being
isn't true, Harry. I'm human, just as you - and I'm confused."
She was laid bare once more. She was no seductress as the songs
would paint her, nor the enslaver of men the Wizarding Wireless
would write tales about. The whispers at Hogwarts of an enchantress
couldn't seem further from the truth.
She was Fleur Delacour, and he was Harry Potter, and neither of
them were immune to the whims of the heart.
"Bill." Harry guessed, and his heart sank at her small nod.
"He taught me there was more to Fleur Delacour than simply being a
Veela or the failed Tri-Wizard competitor. He shared my passions
and valued my strengths as my own." She seemed to take a brief
second to compose herself. "And then he forgot me. He left me
behind with people that hated me, ignored me in favour of seeking
gold at the world's edge. He forgot I was not a trophy wife, that I am
Fleur Delacour."
"And me?" Harry asked, his heart raising from the depths of his guts
to his mouth.
But Bill had betrayed her in turn. Perhaps, that softened the blow,
perhaps, it didn't. He couldn't help but ponder such a dangerous
thought as they lay on the bed.
Even if it was only for the moment, she was a forgotten bride no
longer.
They met halfway; her silver hair shrouded her face as their lips met
once more. It was not the fervent craving of the night at the Burrow;
the kisses were soft and tender. A promise, more than a display of
passion. That they would care for one another as long as the war
allowed, and beyond that still.
They soon broke for air, leaning their foreheads against one another.
"I never expected this to be so…" Harry struggled for the words.
"It's always scary." Fleur laughed softly, "It never gets less
frightening, not if you don't stop thinking about it."
He'd spent so much time looking outwards, to the war that raged at
their doorstep. He'd been so focused on victory that he'd been
unable to comprehend the simple truth at the forefront, failed to see
the battle before him.
It was true. The ink was written - dried, dead . The tragedies of the
past had been cemented in history, and there was little sense in
lamenting what might've been lost. It was time to move forward, to
ensure the future was well written.
PAIRINGS : Harry/Fleur
RATING : M
This is the first chapter I've properly written in quite some time, it was
a bit challenging in some regards but I think it came out alright,
reviews (as always), are greatly appreciated.
Also, thank you for all the kind messages you've sent me. I know the
world is a bit of a shitty place at the moment, so I'm glad I can
provide something to escape to, if only briefly.
It was not the jarring, sharp pain of the morning before, lacking the
taste of dust in his mouth and the metallic coating of coppery ichor
that stained his tongue.
Instead, it was the ever so soft patter of snow against the window,
the early glimmering sunlight that shone through the snow and grime
obfuscated glass, casting an iridescent glow against his waking
eyes.
And the figure that curled within his arms, the warmth of fire
bellowing beneath her skin. Every breath boasting a soft scent of
vanilla unique to only Fleur Delacour and exhale parting the curtain
of silver hair before him.
She had moulded herself to fit his embrace, her hand clutching his
own possessively as if she feared to let it be free.
But soon enough, just as he had, her breath hitched and her hand
squeezed his own. Rubbing the pad of a soft thumb over the ritual
scar that crossed his palm.
It was a difficult task to try and balance the feelings within him, there
were no doubt battles still being fought, wounds being licked and
graves being dug. Yet here he was, embracing an engaged witch in
a warm bed, under a roof and free from danger.
But he swore to himself today wouldn't be cut from the same cloth -
today was a day of victories.
The events of the day before, the truths told and love shared would
have to wait.
Her face morphed into a small smile, and she rose, the new sun
crowing her silver hair with a halo of orange hues that sent his mind
reeling to mere days ago in a similar situation.
Harry's muscles betrayed him, tensing and reigniting the dull ache
that permeated his entire body. His hand curled under his pillow and
grasped at empty air.
Where his wand would have once laid was empty, his fingers graced
only by dusty sheets and the thin pillow. The real one had remained
in his pocket, a holly shaft shattered and broken and a phoenix
feather exposed to the elements.
He did not dare remove it from his pocket, fearful that gazing upon it
once more might confirm yet another harsh truth.
If Fleur had in any way recognised his reaction, her face betrayed
little. Ocean orbs shone in the snow-shrouded light, and she rose
from the bed, arms held aloft as she stretched sore muscles.
His eyes cast themselves back towards the window, and beyond, an
unyielding gaze as words once spoken seemed to echo in his ears.
Perhaps this was a wound that would never heal, one that would
always refuse to be stitched or sewed.
It was a thought that scared Harry more than he'd care to admit.
Trapped in his thoughts, his mind ran from the room and with it, he
did not notice Fleur moving from the bed. His obliviousness
continued until she crossed the room and took a seat at a worn
dressing table, a tall mirror standing vigil in front of her.
He shook his head and moved his eyes to her, content to let ghosts
rest for the moment, rather than remain to haunt him.
Much like anything that occupied the room, it was laden with years of
grime, borne from neglecting the space while they cleaned. Dark
wood spanned elegantly, artisan craftsmanship turned dull with time
and interrupted only by cracks that revealed light wood beneath.
A hair brooch sat on the dressing table, an ornate bronze gleam that
caught his eye, reflecting the light. This distance was close enough
that he could see what adorned it; a trio of static ravens, pictured in
flight, ending in a long, sharpened point that made it seem more akin
to a dagger than an accessory.
Despite his gaze, the brooch did not seem long for this world. Fleur's
rosewood wand rose and fell towards the bronze; a single wordless
flick sent it morphing into something else.
A hairbrush.
Fleur continued to make valiant attempts to free the tangled hair, all
to little avail. Eventually, she relented with an aggravated sigh, the
hairbrush finding its way onto the table.
"Harry?" Fleur asked, the first words that she had spoken all
morning. They were not steeped in annoyance as he might've
assumed. Instead, her voice seemed small.
"Yes?" Harry returned, turning his eyes from the brush to her own.
"Of course." Harry obliged quickly, landing on sore feet as his body
ached in protest, an objection he chose to ignore.
Crossing the distance in a few strides, Harry was yet to understand
just what she needed him for. An outstretched hand held the brush
and her request became instantly clear. He gently procured it from
her grip and rolled the cold metal in his hands, taking stock of the
task ahead.
His hand rose with the brush and ran it through the strands, tugging
through knots softly enough to not disturb her. The bristles seemed
to sing as it dragged through her hair, a melody that seemed
reminiscent of her own song in the cave.
"What's next?" Fleur asked suddenly, her eyes fluttering open from
his ministrations.
Fleur's head righted, and her eyes opened fully, peering at him in the
mirror with a concerned gaze.
"I was going to wait for everything to be a bit less festive ." Harry
defended, "I thought we deserved a chance to settle down."
Harry shook his head. "They never mentioned specifics, just that he
gave Abraxas Malfoy a rat with Dragon Pox to kill his father."
"He ran Borgin and Burkes, Borgin apparently ousted him. But he'd
been cursed, forced to forget something and be pained if he tried to
remember it."
"And you assume it's Voldemort that did it?" Harry asked. "I would
assume killing him would have kept his silence much more
permanently. "
"I do," Fleur replied, the confidence returning to her voice. "I asked
him about some artefacts, namely the locket of Salazar Slytherin.
Their shop had it at some point, whatever spell or taboo he'd been
cursed with ensured he could never recall it. Forced to live in
constant agony from being cursed alongside being a werewolf,
someone wanted him to suffer and had the power to accomplish it."
"He'd have vows in place - old magics." Fleur answered, "Few would
trade with a man who divulged every secret to passing strangers or
when the Auror's came to question him. This took power; it was
more than just an idle obliviation or a contact curse - this was
complex ming magic."
"I can't say for certain." Fleur shrugged, "If they were truly partners,
they'd have taken the same vows of silence. However, he might
have another lead, another piece to the puzzle. Even should the
curse be in place and he cannot tell us where to look, he can tell us
where we shouldn't."
"So this Whitehall could have been the one to turn him?" Fleur
asked.
"It's possible." Harry said, "Though I can't say for sure, they never
mentioned specifics."
"We might have to pay a visit to Caractus Burke once more." Fleur
decided, "He might have more answers, ones that he can actually
speak."
"Agreed." Harry said, "I imagine he isn't going anywhere; we can still
deal with the matter at hand."
"Slughorn's friend from the party?" Harry furrowed his brow, "The
one you said wasn't as ecstatic as the others."
"The very same." She nodded, causing the brush to swivel in his
hand. "Burke was owed something by him, or so he said - it seemed
nothing more than babbling. Even if the connection is tentative, it
exists."
That sent Harry into his thoughts once more. A plan needed to be
formed.
Time was finite, each day, their strength waned, and Voldemort's
grew. No thought was more prevalent in his mind than when he took
solace in small moments like this. He'd been burdened with paths he
was forced to follow; each face, name and purpose was a thread
falling loose from that same tapestry.
The threads were all that existed; the choice was all he had.
He didn't need the thought. The doubt had already been instilled in
him. Each step he took was one that he feared, each possible
misstep one that could lead to his ruin.
Harry knew of alternatives, Ron had spoken of them often after his
wand had broken when he dreamt of a replacement. Some wizards
produced wands en masse, wrought from bamboo and balsa with
cores of odd things, coral, bones and virtually anything he could
imagine.
The chance of finding them with Ollivander had disappeared with the
man himself. Though part of him still clung to the hope, however
naive it appeared to be, that he might find something amongst
whatever was left behind. That maybe he could find answers, rather
than produce more questions.
And Diagon Alley is the best place for exactly that, Harry surmised.
The cloak would be ideal, if not for the fact it was too small to fit both
of them, paired with a disillusionment charm could work.
"So, do you think they'll try and move on the Alley? Or Ollivander's
shop?" Harry asked.
That was a concern of its own, if the Alley was already fully under
their grip.
"Maybe not, but we can't know for sure." Fleur said, "We can't
discount any possibility. They might already control Diagon Alley,
might now have full control of the Ministry. There's a chance that
they could be searching for us -"
"It's not the truth," Harry assured once more, attempting to placate
the dawning emotions within her, even if only for a moment.
"If we're the last ones, we'll rebuild." Harry tried, "We'll keep fighting -
we'll try ."
Truth be told, he didn't know what answer she wanted from him.
Whether it was confirmation or hope, Harry wasn't sure he spoke
correctly - but it was all he had.
"It won't be safe, that much we know." Harry finally said, taking a
pregnant pause to give both her words and his own the proper due.
"But there aren't any alternatives, I need a wand to defend myself,
and we need information. I don't know if it's wise, but it's necessary."
His eyes rose from the task before him to the mirror once more, her
eyes already staring where his were destined to be. A soft smile
graced her features, one that he sought to coax from her in times like
these.
She favoured the plan - Fleur was happy, and he was learning, it
was the best either could hope for given the situation.
"We'll need access to gold." Fleur pointed out, "We're not going to
get far fighting a war without it."
It was easy to forget she had once worked for Gringotts too; her
knowledge on the Goblins far exceeded his own.
If Binns had taught them any lesson, it was that. Blood and gold
were similar scents to the Goblins; they'd chase either with equal
fervour if they thought they'd come off better for it.
"So no Gringotts for the moment." Harry decided, "We'll wait for it to
calm down, hopefully."
"I take it you plan to steal a wand from Ollivanders then?" An arched
eyebrow levelled at him through the mirror.
She had said something similar to him, a day in bloody snow that
seemed a lifetime ago, of finely crafted wands and how he would
grow attached if he continued to use it.
And how only a fool would die rather than use his hands.
With practised ease, the reigns of her silver mane reverted to her
control, grazing through his fingers with a warmth that felt like it did
not belong. The silver strands balled themselves into a bun, the
same two elegant wisps framing her face as they so often did.
Her wand rose once more, though this time towards his face.
Harry had not anticipated a movement of his own, his jaw clenched,
and the muscles of his cheeks pulled tautly. His hand rose sharply
towards her own, clasping her wrist within the ironclad grasp of
white-knuckled fingers.
As soon as his fingers made contact and marred pale skin scarlet,
he released it.
His hand, however, lingered in the air. The lapse of control had gone
unnoticed the first time; the second would not. A smile that hoped to
defuse the tension came out as something more akin to a facial tick,
the hand that attempted to return to his side shook and jittered.
The battle was long-since over, there were no more spells to be cast,
lives to be taken or foes to flee.
And he understood her rationale, even if the rising wand still sent his
brain whirling into thinly veiled dread.
It was not the wand nor spell, but another familiar sensation.
A song.
Had he closed his eyes, he could have envisioned a Siren upon the
rocks, a call insurmountable that would lead him shattered and
plummeting towards the seafloor. But this was not a song spoken,
rather one in his mind.
He had been calmed. It was a scant mercy, but a mercy all the
same.
He did not appear good-looking in any sense of the word, but he did
seem entirely unremarkable.
Soon, Fleur turned the wand towards herself, but despite her best
attempts, her ethereal beauty could not be dampened as much as
she would have liked. The pale spell that left her wand had little
impact on the colour or length of her hair. It fared little better against
changing her features.
But, a change did happen. Her eyes changed shape, but the colour
remained, cheekbones moved from aristocratic to drooping.
Eventually, the changes had finished, from a distance she could
simply be a beautiful woman, one who, albeit stood out amongst the
crowd, was not Fleur Delacour.
Closer scrutiny, on the other hand, revealed the flaws in the adopted
visage but it would have to suffice.
Had the cloak been bigger, less cumbersome it would have been
preferable. As would disillusionment charms, if not for their penchant
of being easily visible in the light.
It had been quite some time since he had last been to Diagon Alley,
his appearance merely confirmed a truth he had feared.
The banner above them mattered little if they kept their heads
bowed. It was a fact that infuriated him greatly.
His head swivelled, and a scene that should have been visible from
the outset came barrelling into view.
They were all he could make out, and they were more than enough.
They had sought to take hope from them in a world already deprived
of such. Though, it did not force Harry to the depths he once might
have gone. They had been burnt - true. But even now he could still
make out faces peeking through curtains and owners who operated
despite the war, those who would not yet be cowed.
"Let's go." Harry offered, a renewed vigour instilled in him that led
the pair to the front of Ollivander's.
There was little point in searching the joke shop; the Twins had been
at the Burrow. All he would gain from searching ashen rubble was
splitting healed skin once more.
His hand groped for the door handle into the shop front. Rather than
yield under his command as he would've liked, it jammed as he
assumed it would, his hand biting into the resolute, burnished
handle.
Leave.
His mind screamed internally, one that sent him reeling. There was
the hot feeling of revulsion in the back of this throat, a harsh
amalgamation of indecipherable emotions that culminated in one,
single thought.
Get out.
"Fine." Harry offered, the burns were superficial, but little more than
that - it was the feeling that had shaken him. Her worried voice did
much to ease the sudden discomfort. "Slughorn had something
similar on the potion cupboard; this one was a bit more unpleasant. "
"Slughorn's were cast by his own wand." Fleur said, her voice
interest laden as she stared at the nigh invisible, ethereal barrier
before her. "This one's powered by a ward stone somewhere on the
property. Did Ollivander have family?"
That seems like an odd question. Harry thought, rubbing sore skin
softly.
"Not that I know of." Harry shrugged, throwing a cursory glance over
his shoulder to ensure they were still alone or at least, unharassed,
"Why's that?"
"Could've been the other Alley owners." Harry said, "There are lots
of people who wouldn't want to see Ollivander's robbed."
"There's only one way to find out." Harry offered, "Can you take them
down?"
He turned from her, scanning either end of the alley to ensure no one
attempted to impede their entry.
And with her knowledge, the barrier seemed anything but, with sweat
beading at her forehead, the first fissure materialised. Soon it
appeared as if her magic was acidic to its mere presence, corroding
an entryway.
She was quicker still, her wand never leaving the motion as another
spell arced towards the door. The lock that shielded the beyond from
them did not open, but broke. The same burnished bronze that had a
dull shine moments ago now decorated the stones below with a
harsh, clangorous percussion that would have drawn eyes, had any
been present.
The door was thrown open, bodies were ushered in, and the stale
room beyond seemed a resounding victory.
"You don't want to help me search?" Harry smiled despite the task
ahead, "What happened to partners?"
"I think that was your first mistake." Harry laughed, turning to survey
rows of shelving, boxes containing wands haphazardly arranged
upon them. "I don't know how I'm going to find one amongst all this ."
"As I said, perhaps you should have thought about this before we
left?"
"If I tried to stop you from making mistakes, I'd have my work cut out
for me." Fleur chirped, "Just learn from this one."
"Learn how to steal from Wandmakers with more efficiency, got it."
Harry said, "Even Ollivander couldn't match my wand the first time,
and he knew every wand in this place."
"I think I'll have to try them all." Harry replied though it was likely not
as joking as Fleur would've liked.
"Is there a better idea?" Harry asked, and Fleur conceded the point
with an arched eyebrow.
Signs decorated the end of each row of shelves, though they did little
to help him. Anything that could've helped him identify what might be
best suited for him was written in an ugly, shorthanded scrawl that
spoke more of urgency than eloquence.
Harry stepped to the mark and plucked one of the black boxes from
the shelf, sliding the top cover away to reveal the wand beneath.
Nothing.
There was no telltale heat, just cold wood that soon found itself back
in its casing and then the shelf.
Another took its place in his hand, rigid and dark, crowned with
mother of pearl. The differences, while visibly ostensible, did not
elicit anything different within him. Nought but the same cold feeling
that saw it retake its position on the shelf.
Harry blew a breath of hot air past his lips as he delved into more
boxes as the minutes waned on.
It seemed a process far longer than what it actually was; Harry would
have sworn it had been hours when in reality it had been far closer to
half of one.
Yet another box found itself discarded and Harry reached for one
more before a harsh noise broke him from his monotony.
" Harry," Fleur whispered, her voice sharp enough to cut through the
air, gaining his attention in an instance.
Harry's eyes turned to Fleur, and she held a single finger to her lips,
something had perturbed her. He strained his ears in an attempt to
discern whatever sent her into vigilance, all the while reaching down
to pluck a wand from the boxes at his feet.
A footstep, gentle but still barely audible. The roof above them
quaked slightly.
Harry trained his wand upon the door; they'd neglected to check the
apartment upstairs. Fleur had lingered past the doorway, but lost in
their hyperfocus; they hadn't sought to clear their surroundings.
The unfamiliar wand rose in Harry's hand; the wall morphed into a
crude imitation of a serpent's tail that sent the man sprawling.
He's drunk.
The man's wand had been trained on Fleur, but his eyes were split
between them, catching Harry's subtle attempt to procure another
wand.
"Try it, lad, I dare you." The man said, his voice almost pleading,
"Have a crack if you think you're hard enough. Wonder how far your
little partner-in-crime will make it?"
He inadvertently got a better view of the man in his journey; his eyes
were grey and bloodshot, his hair a soft silver, a chain of keys
around his neck.
"Oh," The man chortled, a noise that seemed forced. "How very
astute of you, such intelligence does not befit a thief."
He bristled at the man's barb, eager to respond.
"Our intention was never to steal." Fleur tried her own attempt to
placate the man taking shape, but one that did not hold him for long.
"I can repair your wards." Fleur offered, "Improve them even."
"The only reason they need repairing is because you broke them."
"Because they were made by a simpleton." Fleur scoffed, "I can cast
far more comprehensive ones, ward off anyone else - in exchange
for your services . "
"If you want proof of our reasoning for being here," Fleur said,
apparently the final gambit of the exchange. "Cast a revealing charm
on him."
"Why?"
His features painfully morphed into his own, and the man studied his
face for a pregnant moment.
" Harry Potter ." The man recognised, his voice above a whisper and
silver eyes that mimicked the moon above widened.
"I am." Harry nodded softly, "And we need your help, please."
Soon with few words and at the man's behest, their glamour charms
dropped and hey were ushered upstairs towards the same
apartment they had neglected to check. Introducing the pair to a
spartan room, decorated only by a bed and a small table.
Not one for small talk, Harry thought. Beyond the man's
understandably unfriendly demeanour, he likely owed the vitriol to
the scattered firewhisky bottles alongside their break-in.
"I find myself interested in what brings the great Harry Potter and
company into my father's shop." Geraint began, taking his seat
across from them. "A wiser man would call the Aurors, better yet,
there's likely a great many people who would pay a fine price to
know the location of Harry Potter."
Seems like there's no love lost between us. Harry noted, the man
already seemed to dislike him.
"The truth of such matters little to me anyway." The man brushed off,
"I am more interested, however, in whatever rationale you felt was
worthy enough to deserve my help."
"If you repair it, we'll leave." Harry offered, "We'll repair the wards
and no one will ever have to know you're here, or that we were."
"If anyone saw the two of us enter, they'll assume we were thieves,
nothing more, nothing less." Fleur pointed out, "If you can help us, I'll
repair the wards, or we could leave them."
"Don't try to beguile or blackmail me, girl ." Ollivander spat, "You put
my life on the line by coming here, don't presume to think I owe you
anything save a cursing."
Seeing how the man had reacted to a previous mention of his father,
Harry, however unscrupulous the jab felt, plunged himself between
the man's armour of vitriol.
"We're here now." Harry urged, "Fleur can repair your wards, make it
look like no one ever broke in. We can glamour ourselves and
disappear from the shop before anyone notices, all you have to do is
help us."
"I can get you Galleons," Harry offered, "I just need time and a
wand."
Once upon a time, I might have fallen to a harsh glare. Harry mused,
I might have left when he told me to.
But to come all this way only to misstep was a luxury he could
seldom afford. He'd seized a thread, and now, all he needed was to
pull hard enough to release it.
Harry reached into the pocket of his robes and procured the object in
question. Two main pieces came out; a bright, crimson feather
protruding from one side, followed by a shower of splinters.
Now, they were laid before him, a wand that had seen him through it
all seemed little better than splinters and sawdust.
"I had presumed it was snapped," Geraint said, pale brow furrowing
as he plucked a piece from the table. "This is shattered; how?"
"A duel," Harry said succinctly, content to forego the memories of the
Burrow aflame.
"A duel would not suffice, Mister Potter." The man chastised harshly
after examining the broken wood for a moment. Harry could smell
the faint whiff of alcohol on his breath. "Shattering a wand requires
power and emotional impetus - the former may have been present,
the latter less so, but still possible. The full truth will be ideal if I am
to survey the extent of the damage."
The final words seemed an addendum, rather than the bulk of the
statement. Said quickly as not to allow the truth to linger in his mouth
for too long.
But it lacked the ever-present bitter taste; it did not bite at his lips as
it once did. Now, they felt like words, just as any other.
A soft sigh weaselled its way through barely parted lips at his words,
a breath Harry hadn't known he'd been withholding.
"That, I am unsure of." The man regarded the remnants of the holly
shaft carefully, "Wands are snapped by hand but shattered by magic,
the latter is a fix significantly more difficult. You'd be best off
replacing it, rather than hoping for a repair."
"Is there truly nothing you can think of?"
"Why do you seek to repair your wand, Harry Potter?" Geraint asked,
his eyes swivelling between Harry's own and his wand.
"Not why you need it, why you want it." Geraint reiterated.
"Humour me."
"Is that insinuating that you can't fix it?" Harry asked.
"I'll still need a wand." Harry pointed out, "Is there any way you could
match me with another?"
"I take it I don't have much of a choice in the matter then?" Harry
sighed, reaching forward to pluck the handle of his wand from the
table.
Harry reached forward to pluck one of the pieces of wood from the
table, rolling once warm holly through his open palm.
The choice had already been made, truthfully, he'd never entertained
any other, though that did not soften the blow as he had hoped.
Geraint sat silently on the other side of the table, seemingly
recognising the apprehension leaking onto Harry's features.
Then Harry nodded, seemingly all the response the younger wand
maker needed. Geraint left, bound for the storage room downstairs,
Harry guessed. Fleur remained silent, whether by design or lack of
words he was unsure, but he remained content to let her hand rest
atop his own and silence reign supreme.
Soon enough, the man returned, arms ladened with motley coloured
boxes that found their way onto the table.
And with his reappearance, the mission to match a wand began
again in earnest. Arms were measured, boxes were opened, and
familiar wands were wielded once more. Every wood he had heard
off and more made its way into Harry's hands. Dogwood and Alder,
Unicorn Hair to Hippogriff feather.
It was a pale wood, near white that found its way into his hand. It
lacked a handle as his holly shaft had, instead opting for a
minimalistic, uniform smoothness that tapered into a point.
"Tales, that's all they are." Geraint shrugged, "Scholars said one of
the three brothers from the tales of old once wielded a wand of
Cypress, I've also heard they never wielded wands at all - but staffs.
We are predisposed to theatricality, forever seeing falsities in place
of fact if only to boost our own prowess. A generalisation, however
accurate, does not make the norm."
And with the man's final words, he allowed the handle to contact his
palm proper.
Whereas the others had been a slight match, this was anything but.
There was warmth within Harry's hand as if he had stuck his hand
into a hearth and grasped the coals beneath, though it did not blister
his skin or brand him as he might've thought.
With a familiar motion, he levitated the wand's box above the table
and lowered it softly, the exhilarating feeling of magic coursing
through healing tendons and muscles, a pleasurable ache that
tugged the corners of his lips upwards.
"This one," Harry said, the smile gracing his feature widening, a
similar one mirrored on Fleur's face.
"I think so." Harry nodded, weighing the new instrument in his hands,
"Will I have to worry about it being as powerful as the last?"
"A wand is not the sum of what it holds in its core. It is not measured
by rarity, but with your own connection with it, the struggles you have
with it in hand." Geraint lectured, "Many a witch and wizard have
grandiose dreams about rare wands and the power they may wield.
A wand does not make the user, Mister Potter, in fact, it often makes
them much, much less."
"Call it belief, if you are so inclined." The man said, "Just know that if
you ever hear a word on my father, regardless of his state, I'd like
word of it."
"I'll try my best." Harry offered, "But I can't be sure we'll find him."
"I don't seek idle promises, just the knowledge that you will try."
"You have my word," Harry said, and Fleur nodded beside him. "I'll
do what I can."
Harry nodded once more, peering at the Cypress wand that he could
now call his own.
But it was not the sweet tang of victory that lingered nor the fresh
warmth in his hand, but the man's words, even if offhand and
chalked up as little but superstition.
Towards ruin.
The conversation had tapered off beyond, Fleur had repaired the
ward stone she had drained, and with a short exchange of farewells,
they found themselves glamoured and back onto the main alley.
Distancing themselves from the seemingly abandoned shop as not
to draw any further attention.
He had pulled the thread and came off better for it; the picture had
unravelled that much more. Now, he stood at a crossroads as they
plotted their next move.
"Where Borgin and Burkes is." Fleur said, "I take it you don't favour
the plan?"
"We might find the rat, but the pack would be smarter for it." Harry
parroted, and Fleur gave a soft laugh.
"It works." Harry returned, "Or are you going to argue against your
own wisdom ?"
"Not today." She shook her head, "Borgin and Burkes does seem far
too risky for the moment, especially with so much still unknown. Our
concern should be finding out what has transpired over the past few
days."
"He might have lost his father." Harry defended, "Go easy on him."
"But rather than do anything about it, he turned to drink and lost
himself somewhere in his cups." Fleur argued, "He possessed the
means, but fell short, turning to apathy instead of doing something,
anything . The bad lose themselves, the good get up once more, and
try again."
"By the looks of it, he might be doing some good," Harry said.
"He might be." Fleur shrugged, "Time will tell if his words yield
anything save more firewhisky, he didn't seem the sort to get up
willingly."
Harry frowned once more, peering at the back of her silver hair. Fleur
had remained conspicuously quiet during the discourse with
Ollivander's son.
Now he was forced to glance at the tapestry once more, a task had
been completed, a name learned, and a wand gained. Now, he was
forced to choose again.
Bellatrix Lestrange .
The former was dead before his birth; the latter would not heed his
calls.
Tiberius Ogden
And the only one lead that remained to them, the only one they could
truly pursue without fear of greater danger.
He could not err in his choosing, for there was only one thread that
remained to him, only one avenue to pursue.
His mouth opened and spoke, and a plan formed that saw them exit
the alcove, bound for unfamiliar territory.
Fleur's knowledge of the Alley far exceeded his own, where she had
worked in the area for almost a year, his visits were mostly limited to
the frantic rush for school supplies, the Weasleys at his back.
"Dare I even ask why you seem so familiar with the path here?"
"It's one of the only places that sell a somewhat palatable wine on
this island."
"I'm sure it was very hard for you to live on sub-par alcohol."
"You'd mock my struggles?" She scoffed, her voice alight with faux-
indignation.
"No, of course not." Harry placated, "I imagine it was such a fall from
grace to be debased by my country."
"Of course not." Harry shook his head, "It takes a remarkable
amount of grace to whinge in public about just that."
"I was not whinging." Her scoff and subsequent facial expression
overtaken by a scowl, "I was educating - there's a marked
difference."
Had they been less acquainted, Harry might have mistaken her tone
for anger, her words as an argument. Instead, their shoulders
brushed, and she wore an infectious smile on her glamoured face.
First, Harry noticed the dull whine. It was a familiar enough noise,
but one that seemed out of place here. The Distillery District had
marginally more people present, a monotony of shoes rebounding off
of manicured cobbles as they went about their business.
Duty. Harry noted, They're only here for duty, to try and move on.
With their destination found, they began to weave through the small
crowds that occupied the centre street. With ease they found
themselves at the foot of the tall building.
The guard at the door posed little challenge to Fleur, a wand hidden
beneath her robes, a muttered spell and a false cough to hide it.
The pale spell crossed the distance in an instance, imbuing the grey-
robed wizard with a newfound interest for the cobbles before him,
slipping behind him with relative ease and into the distillery beyond.
Tiberius R. Ogden
Fleur undid her charmwork, and once more, Harry wore a real face,
his hand reaching to twist the ornate handle - off to pull a final
thread.
Keep them off balance. Fleur had once told him in her quarters,
nursing spell wounds. It had been a lesson applied to duelling.
The familiar man sat at his desk, the space before him occupied by
missives, quills and what Harry assumed to be a healthy serving of
his own liquor.
"Harry Potter," Ogden said, the telltale signs of shock absent from
the man's stern visage, but the same subtle gregariousness from
Slughorn's party was missing. Instead of shock, it looked like
calculating - the same look Ron would get whenever Harry made a
move in chess he hadn't anticipated.
That part of the plan was simplistic - it was keeping the man that way
that presented a task far more daunting.
For all their flaws, they are still powerful and intelligent men alone.
"Indeed, you are." Ogden said, "But my courtesies abandon me, and
please be seated."
"I think I'll forego the pleasantries." Ogden explained, "Because I find
myself more than surprised at your presence, not a particularly
unwelcome surprise, that is - but one all the same."
"Information." Fleur spoke where Harry could not, "The world's state
of affairs has evaded us for the past few days."
"Truly?" The man asked, "And you've sought me out rather than
asking some a tad more familiar?"
Harry had observed their tricks firsthand, as had Fleur, they would
not fall into his hands so meekly.
Finally, there was but a flicker of emotion across old, caramel eyes,
but it was not one conducive to their discussion - it was anger,
subtle, but present.
"Do not take me for a fool, Harry Potter," Ogden warned softly.
Harry's penchant for letting a temper reign free had never been more
apparent, there was nothing to be gained by not holding his tongue,
and yet, he had let it loose.
"I am not Horace Slughorn, stumbling from one act of idiocy to the
next." Ogden continued, "A man led by a council of demagoguery
and fanaticism."
Harry had thought it once before, but this was confirmation of such a
thought.
"Yet you're a part of that same council." Fleur interjected, "Yet you
remain a part of it, claiming your views are so atypical?"
"I am not a man who finds satisfaction in war." Ogden admitted, "But
war is a business venture, one that is not destined to last long, but
an opportunity still. Few have the luxury of virtue in times like these.
We have little choice but to move with the times."
"And profit." Ogden repeated, "The two are not mutually exclusive."
"Has the Dark Lord not already shown his hand enough?" Ogden
countered, "He's taken Azkaban, set the Isles alight from Scotland to
Wales and raided the Ministry, decimating the Hitwizards, all that
remains is Scrimgeour and a battered Auror force and ashes up and
down the coast."
"Neither the Prophet nor the Wireless will report on it, so long as
they remain under Scrimgeour's grasp, even if he is displaced."
"Why?"
"Do you know if there was any resistance?" Harry asked, a question
filled with desperate hope.
"And despite seeing all this, despite seeing what he is capable of,
you'd still support Voldemort?" Fleur asked, "I suppose you still
believe you have any assurances you won't end up amongst those
burnt?"
But the portly Professor had reached too far. He was a man used to
having few insurmountable obstacles in his way. Then one had risen,
forcing him to measure his aspirations against his actual capabilities.
And he fell.
Harry turned his gaze back to Ogden, who seemed interested in the
unfolding scene between the pair.
"I'd call you a liar in turn." Ogden said, "A particularly poor one if
such an attempt is any barometer."
"You'd put a remarkable amount of stock in the words of men who lie
for a living," Fleur said, the edge in her voice could not be mistaken.
Harry did not need to glance at Fleur once more; he had a plan of his
own.
There was little sense in not uttering the words. The knowledge was
not commonplace, and he could not anger Slughorn, speaking them
could offer them a boon, or nothing at all.
It was a bargaining chip.
For the first time that meeting, Ogden allowed a glimpse of the
evident shock beneath his hardened features.
But even a layman could hear the truth beneath his voice, spy it
below the surface - the man was confused and shocked but above
all - he was intrigued.
"He'd rather see you dead than share the spoils." Harry explained,
"Slughorn tried to use him once before, thought he could outsmart
Voldemort - he couldn't. Voldemort won't be as quick or eager to
forget that as you may like."
"I take it you claim to know the mind of Voldemort more intimately
than anyone else?" Ogden asked, a question meant to push him off
balance but Fleur was quick to interject.
The bluff appeared to have worked, sending the man into his
thoughts once more, the upper hand seceding to them once more.
"Leave it with me." Ogden decided after, "I shall decide whether or
not your words are worth anything at a later date."
It was not the reception he hoped his confession would have yielded.
"I agree." Fleur decided, standing from the chair, Harry copying her
movement a second later.
"Wait." Harry all but shouted, realisation hot on his lips. "Caractus
Burke."
It had been their primary purpose, yet Harry had erred and pursued
an ally rather than the truth.
"This seems like a fairly odd line of questioning, Caractus Burke has
been dead for years."
"My dealings with him weren't extensive." Ogden explained, "It was
my father who financed their shop, I can't claim to know either Borgin
or Burke in much more than passing."
Harry could not hear dishonesty in his voice, nor the shimmer of
deceit in his eyes.
Doesn't mean it isn't there. Harry thought, They're far better at it than
I am.
Their true purpose had come to an end. The tread had come loose
but not in the way he intended.
They searched for a Horcrux but might have gained an ally instead.
"Alright." Harry nodded to Fleur, and the pair began their departure in
earnest once more, leaving the older man to their backs, pondering
their words.
Harry had assumed a witty remark to follow them out the door, a
threat to solidify his control of the situation, an assurance that he had
not been bested.
The telltale crack of apparition heralded the day's end, the derelict
exterior of Grimmauld Place coming into view once more.
The remainder of the day had been uneventful, a quick trek to the
apparition point and they found themselves amidst safer grounds.
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If I'm honest, I've been struggling a fair bit with writing and not so
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in that I had to portray emotions in a manner that I hope doesn't feel
synthetic, which is always hard. But as a writer, I'm being hit pretty
hard with trying to change my style and meld what I've learnt so far.
My troubles aside, the chapter is here and I hope you enjoy it! Stay
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The levelled wand before him was hot and lucent, a pale, iridescent
glow bathing the hallway before them, daring him to edge closer.
A rational mind would have realised from the outset that while the
Fidelius charm remained intact, there was little chance of an enemy
lying inside.
Harry traced the unfamiliar wand with his eyes, from apex to source
and up a gnarled forearm to familiar, red hair.
They're alive.
A simple thought, the voices that surrounded him were soon lost in
the peripheral haze of such a resounding truth.
They're alive.
Even if in reality it spoke only of Charlie being alive, it lit the wick of
hope within him. In retrospect, it seemed foolish to cling to such.
Christmas had been only days ago, and yet it seemed a lifetime had
passed between them.
Harry thought there was little use in not letting his eyes drift to the
new feature that adorned the familiar face.
Scar tissue ran the length of his right cheek, painting cheekbone to
chin in a pale reddish hue. The skin seemed leathery - as if Harry
had dared to reach out and touch it, his fingers would come away
bloody from having grazed the rough surface.
They were best mates, they had been best mates for years. Why
was now any different to any adversity they had conquered in the
past?
The same lifetime that had passed between them spoke of far
greater tragedies, expressing a far louder sentiment than words
alone.
It was a joy not set in stone, the harsh grip of gravity took him by the
ankle and dragged him, kicking and screaming, back to earth.
It was a sombre mantra in his head, there were faces new and old in
the fray, though it was the absences that sung a song louder than
the rest.
Remus Lupin.
The last time Harry had seen the man, there had been a rift between
them, one beneath the surface, Harry could sense it all the same.
He had sulked out of the Burrow as Harry had arrived with Professor
Dumbledore, Tonks in tow, sparing him nary a second glance.
Harry couldn't blame him, not truthfully - not anymore. Harry had
killed Sirius, it was the bitter truth, but the truth all the same. He had
been responsible for the man losing the last remnant of a time
beyond his own.
There were enough foes outside the walls, he did not need another
enemy within.
"It's good to see you again, Harry," Remus said, the first words they
had spoken to one another in an age. "We're glad to have you
returned to us safely."
"If it's anything, I'm glad too." Harry joked, or rather, tried to.
"Nothing that hasn't already been fixed," Harry answered, "I was a bit
bad for a while there."
"I think we'll be fine for now." Fleur added politely, "Though we'd like
answers on what's happened since Christmas."
The scars on Remus's face lengthened and bristled with the man's
expression, clearly weighing his next words with care.
"Truth and answers seem a complicated beast in these times."
Remus confessed, "I'm afraid I wouldn't even begin to know how to
tackle it."
If there was one thing Harry had come to loathe over the years, it
was being treated as if he was an aside to the conversation - as if
age alone made him little more than decoration when dealing with
such business.
I shouldn't.
The flurry of questions fled his mouth, seeking safety in the open air.
Even Harry had to cringe at how the words sounded, hoping facial
expressions alone would dull their impact.
It was callous, perhaps cruel with all that had seemed to happen, but
it was not without a reaction of its own.
The flame-atrophied muscle in Ron's cheek clenched, fibres
becoming visible in an act that was no doubt painful. Charlie's full
stature shook with sudden tension, Hermione's eyes began to glisten
under the low-light of the candelabra.
"Perhaps it would be best for you to rest first." Remus offered, his
tone soft as if a louder voice might frighten him. "The both of you
should, the past few days have been long and arduous, take what
time you can to recuperate."
Maybe stalwart adamance had been the wrong approach. All their
reactions had been telling, but Remus had remained impassive,
tight-faced and tighter-lipped in the face of a barrage of difficult
questions.
For the first time since they had reunited, it was not Remus that
came to Harry's assistance with an answer.
It was Ron.
"They're dead."
The simple act of walking to the dining room seemed anything but.
Now a sullen affair more akin to a funeral march had led them into
the lengthy room. Ron, Charlie and Hermione had parted ways with
them at Remus's behest, off to get the rest he'd begged of Harry
moments ago.
Even the very room told a tale of what had already happened in days
past. Dust motes hung precariously in the air, the last vestiges of
flickering daylight highlighting them as it died a gruesome death,
forced to flee over the horizon and leave them to bloody business.
And with the last vestiges fleeing, the remnants of the Order had
arrived.
They were a sorry bunch indeed, in truth, Harry supposed they all
were.
Faces, old and new, scarred and fresh, familiar and unknown filed
through the empty door and with their ranks filled and the last body
through, the door made to close behind them.
And with the door shut, a truth already known was exacerbated.
The Order was missing too many, the days prior had taken more
from them than any cared to admit. They had gained some, at least,
in the form of new faces, but not nearly enough to offset the deathly
deficit.
Soon chairs were pulled out and seats taken, a poor council forming
around the stained mahogany table. Though Harry could not take full
note of the faces that sat on the side that Fleur did not occupy,
instead, he was left to dance with a dangerous thought.
They're dead.
Harry had known who Ron had spoken of, or at the very least, he
assumed he did - their absences once again spoke to what words
could not.
He had remained optimistic, perhaps naively, that the flames had
been little more than a mirage, fooled himself into believing that
while dry, the ink was not what he thought it was.
At some point we're going to have to confront the truth, Fleur had
told him, We can't run forever.
And she was right, as she always is, Harry thought grimly.
Yet, he had thought to run still, and his legs faltered beneath him,
and he landed in something altogether different.
While people finished their shuffling in and taking seats, Remus once
again moved to the foreground, taking prominence as the de facto
leader of whatever remnants they had mustered.
He had hoped his first Order meeting, if any, would be under kinder
circumstances.
"Now that we're all present, we may begin." Remus stood from his
position at the end of the table, "I know many of you are confused,
questioning our - your position in all of this, of the war."
"Truth be told," Remus continued, "I don't have an answer to all your
questions and I likely never will. The lack of faces around the table
should speak to the exact toll the past few days has enacted."
Murmurs seemed to erupt at Remus's words, quiet and morose at
first until they coalesced into a single, braver voice.
"And just how high is that toll?" A vaguely familiar man asked,
blonde hair fell to below his chin and a short beard patched with
what seemed to be whiter spots. He wore something conspicuously
similar to Auror robes. Harry struggled to place his face.
Remus bit his top lip with his bottom teeth, seeming to weigh the
next words carefully. An action that seemed to age the already worn
man considerably at that moment.
"As most have already heard and helped with the matter, the
Ministry's fall is common knowledge," Remus said, the room
remaining silent as a crypt. "Voldemort and his forces drew out the
Aurors with a series of fast-paced raids to lure their full might from
the Ministry. While the majority of his followers kept the forces of the
Ministry occupied, he led a sortie against the Hitwizards remaining in
reserve at the Ministry, defeating the token force left to protect the
Ministry."
"No." Remus shook his head, "Order forces made an attempt to try
and learn of Voldemort's plans beforehand, we believe the raids
were limited to believed members of the Order or possible
sympathisers."
Remus continued listing unfamiliar places and fallen names, but they
were lost in the white noise of loss.
Ron's words began to make all the sense they needed to.
It had been only days ago he had seen the pair of them, Ginny joyful
despite her dislike of Fleur for having Bill to herself at the Burrow.
Fred perpetually joyful, making it his goal alongside George to
spread cheer despite the war that raged. Mrs Weasley worked deftly
in the kitchen and outside to ensure the night had both food and
love.
Fleur's hand sought his own beneath the table, snaking her fingers
into his grip to squeeze his hand softly, bringing him back to reality.
He turned his eyes to Fleur, her ocean irises shining with what he
could only assume to be unshed tears.
"Have some wits about you, for Merlin's sake" Diggle returned, his
excitable attitude that had once been easily recognisable was
dropped. "Voldemort sought us out at our best, between us and the
Ministry he outsmarted us both and struck us where it hurts, despite
our efforts."
Harry could understand the lack of hope, the sentiment was likely
more common than he hoped.
"I'd have us live." Diggle argued, "Resistance will make a good story
on a tombstone, I'd prefer to stay out of the ground."
"You were at Azkaban, weren't you Griffiths?" Diggle posed, and the
members looked on, Harry couldn't say as to why no one stopped
the man's tirade.
"You already know I was." Griffiths said, "Stop the run around, get to
the point."
The man from Azkaban, from the vision. Harry recognised, the man
that Voldemort let live.
"Do you think we could have stopped the Dark Lord? Even with a
hundred men?"
Griffiths, if Harry heard correctly, looked taken aback even if only for
a moment. He seemed pained as if the mere mention of Azkaban
split the seams and exposed raw flesh once more.
"This isn't Azkaban, Diggle." Griffiths spat, his voice now alight with
rage. "Don't you dare raise that ghost with me."
"Aye, you're right." Diggle conceded, "It isn't Azkaban. But if we're so
keen to jump back into hot water and not learn from what we've
already lost, it'll just be Azkaban after Azkaban."
Like the Weasleys were, his mind seemed to taunt. Pushing down
the thought, he soldiered on against his wishes.
"Exactly!" Diggle said, " When . For all we know that should be if . I'm
as much a supporter of Albus as any one of us, but at some point,
we've got to be realistic about our chances."
"Don't tell me to have faith!" Diggle exclaimed, banging his fist on the
table in an act that made the short-statured man seem far larger than
he was. "I was as faithful as any, stood by our cause through the first
war. Now Sturgis is dead, Emmeline is dead and for what? We've got
nothing to show for our efforts but bodies and scorched earth."
"Need I remind you of all we've done over the past years, Dedalus?"
Remus asked, "We've saved a great amount that would've been lost
otherwise."
"I'm not saying the cause isn't just." Diggle sighed exasperatedly. "Or
that we haven't done any good. But Albus is gone, and we're on the
back foot, what's the point in fighting a losing battle any longer?"
But luckily, Remus was saved from making a response. The grating
percussion of wood scraping against wood filled their ears as the
room remained silent. Eventually, the door to the room swung
inwards, hinges squealing in sudden protest.
"You can quit rousing the rabble, Diggle." Moody ordered gruffly as
he reached the other side of the table, "You've spewed enough shite
for the day."
"I had thought your hearing had abandoned you, Moody." Remus
joked, "It's good to have you with us."
"You? Maybe." Moody shrugged, "You remember the vow you made,
as well as I do."
"Albus Dumbledore isn't here, but the world he built still is, and we'll
defend her to the last." Moody said, taking the seat across from
Harry finally, the legs screeching against the floor."The door is the
same place it's always been, run if you want, see how well that
works out for you."
When the old, grizzled man leant back in the wooden chair proper
silence reigned once more. Uneasy and indicative of Diggle's
acquiescence, the short man turned red but said nothing more.
Even Mad-Eye Moody had gone against Voldemort and didn't come
off unscathed. Part of him relished in that fact as if it absolved him of
blame.
Moody's electric blue eye whirled to Harry, then to Fleur, before
focusing on him again. It whirled and whistled softly in its socket as if
it could sense his thoughts. Harry broke his gaze before the eye's
dissection of his person could continue.
"Now if you pisspots want to quit wallowing, we've got a war." Moody
growled, "Aye, we lost. We'll lose a good few more times before it's
all said and done. You'll gain nothing from rolling over."
His words seemed to embolden some and saw the opposition wallow
in yet another defeat.
"Chances are when the lads we've sent to assist Scrimgeour are
done, we'll have enough wands to make a counter-attack," Moody
said.
"But they'll never be enough." A woman spoke from down the table,
unfamiliar with short-cropped hair, "Dedalus makes a valid point, we
had all them and more and still failed."
"I take it you've got a plan then, Alastor?" Hestia Jones asked with a
hope-laden voice.
Fleur's gaze drifted to and fro slightly, a rocking ship in the waves,
but her eyes did not seem to focus on much, staring at the wall and
thousands of miles beyond.
Harry returned the squeeze of the hand, shaking her from her stupor
and back into the land of the living.
"How can you listen to this?" Diggle broke back in, "Is that what you
think we need? More marauders running amuck in the countryside,
do you think we need men bound only to gold, of which we sorely
lack, to be the ones to protect the Isles?"
"That's goblin piss, and you know it." Moody all but shouted, "Strong
wands and harsh spells rule this world; you're a fool to believe any
different."
"The high road is pretty to walk, but down here on the ground, there
isn't much of a choice." Moody spat. "We either make the leap, do
some things that mean we won't sleep so easy at night or we lose.
Then none of it matters, ever mattered."
The world isn't the only thing fractured, Harry realised, the Order is
too.
The silence that followed did not lure Harry into thinking an accord
was reached, the fissure was clear even if the future was not.
"I think that's enough for the moment." Remus interjected, "We'll
have a greater accounting of our possibilities moving forward once
Arthur and the rest return with whoever they could save."
"Return to your safe houses; guard your charges." Remus said, "A
meeting will likely take place tonight, if not, tomorrow. Until then
contact no one, we'll devise a stronger method to ensure we're not
infiltrated in the meantime."
And with a dull alacrity, most slipped quietly from their seats,
desperate to flee from the hostilities that warred within the dining
room of Grimmauld Place.
His hand remained joined with Fleur's, though it was not destined to
stay that way for long. Duty assaulted them from both sides and
soon dragged them away from one another.
Charlie came from one side, Moody the other and in the pursuit of
more noble efforts, they were forced to separate.
"Never have been, nor ever will be your Professor, Potter." Moody
snorted contemptuously as if he abhorred the very thought.
Harry quickly turned back to Fleur, "You'll be okay until I get back?"
"I'll be fine, Harry." Fleur said, "I'm not made of glass, I haven't
shattered yet."
I'm not even sure about myself, he frowned, let alone others.
"Alright then," Harry said, not knowing what else to say as Charlie
began to make his way to them. "I'll find you later then?"
Moody had taken off his electric blue eye, stowing away the
apparatus in his top pocket. With a deft, almost unnoticeable flick of
his wand, he conjured a patch. Black and minimalistic, inoffensive
even. The Auror's darkened robes changed to a more muggle
appropriate coat.
"That's a good lad." Moody praised roughly, "Head down, keep up."
Suffice to say, Harry was at wit's end, ushered into the cold outdoors
with vague orders and no explanation.
Nothing that day had been simple, no answer had been straight, and
no problem had been solved easily. Even now, despite it all, he was
forced to shift the guilt and loss to a recess of his mind, not even
allowing him the luxury of mourning in peace.
With more rounded corners and stalwart advances against wind and
people alike, they seemed to reach their destination.
"At a train station?" Harry asked, still puzzled, "Could we not do that
from outside of Grimmauld?"
"Albus has been spewing praises about you for the better part of a
year," Moody grumbled, "Figure out this riddle then."
Harry wasn't sure how learning magic and deciphering odd actions
went hand-in-hand, but he tried all the same.
There were enough pieces to outline the puzzle but not grasp the
image. Moody has tried to remain inconspicuous, but from who?
Why trek across streets to reach a train station they weren't going to
use?
"And now?"
Harry's brow furrowed in confusion, letting it take the full brunt of the
winter air. "And wizards coming and going in big groups isn't a good
thing?" he guessed.
Moody sped up his hobble, closing in on the station, "A train station
sees hundreds of people go through it a day, thousands even. Hard
to track someone from there."
"We'll have to walk here every time we want to leave?" Harry asked.
"Some will apparate, some will fly brooms and apparate, some will
walk a mile and apparate, some will use a floo. Hundred different
ways to achieve the same thing."
Wordlessly they entered Essex Road Station and located the nearest
bathroom. Leaving it behind them with a soft crack.
Their feet touched fell on unfamiliar ground bereft of snow, they were
far away indeed. However, the wind persisted, and although it was
lesser than that of London's, it whistled sharply across the broken
edges of a house upon the hill. The distant rumble of the sea was
faint but recognisable.
It was derelict, windows little more than shards of broken glass and
wood rotted by time. Though not strong, the wind still rocked it to and
fro as if it was nothing more than a leaf on a branch.
Harry's hand fell immediately to the wand in his belt, unsure of his
new surroundings.
"For your sake, lad, it'd be best if you learned nothing of the sort."
Mood said, continuing towards the house.
"You've been leading me around by the nose this whole time." Harry
said, "I have a right to know what we're doing."
"The way I've heard it, you've still got Voldemort rooting around
inside that head of yours," Moody said.
"And?"
"And if he decides to take a look, he'd find this place." The grizzled
Auror said, starting to walk away.
"But you can show me what's inside?" Harry said, confusion marring
his features.
With that, the man trudged up the hill without another word, leaving
Harry little choice but to follow him, though he kept a firm hand on
his wand.
They approached the door that looked ready to tumble off the hinges
and with a muttered incantation, the time-tarnished handle turned,
and it swung inwards inaudibly.
The room was ordinary, mundane even. Filled with broken furniture,
water stains and dust, it spoke of no great secret, certainly nothing to
trek across the country for.
"There's nothing here," Harry said, his voice laden with suspicion.
Though there was something, the taste of ozone that fell softly on his
tongue and a heat greater than the broken room had any right to be.
Moody stepped in front of him, and in a swift motion, tore his wand
downwards as if he was tearing down a curtain,
And he did.
Furniture shifted, and the wall in front of him shot back though only
by a couple metres, a simple deception and one that didn't take
much magic.
It was not the sudden widening of the space that caught their
attention but a piece of malformed steel.
A sharp hiss of pain accompanied the motion, both from the creature
and Harry, who's scar lanced in pain at the sight. Fangs bared once
more to try and bite her perceived attacker, to quash the common
pain they both felt.
"How.." Harry said, stumbling to put his momentary shock into words,
"How did you catch it?"
"I don't understand," Harry said, taking a step closer to get a better
glimpse of the snake in the hopes it would bring clarity, "Why not just
kill it? Why go to the trouble of capturing it?"
"Because Albus told me to," Moody said, "Said you'd know what to
do with it, or you would, eventually. But that fucking snake- :
"Cunt's a more apt name I reckon." Moody spat, "You wonder why
that table seemed a few faces short? Here's one of your reasons
and I think I have a right to know why."
The Horcrux.
Dumbledore had thrown the idea out the night they had discussed
Horcruxes, and now the proof stared him directly in the face. Headed
by two serpentine eyes filled with a rage that did not look its own.
"Nothing," Harry answered quickly, the lie slipping easily off his
tongue "I don't know… Maybe Professor Dumbledore was wrong,
maybe he didn't teach me something yet."
The mechanical whirl of Moody's eye was audible in the silent shack,
Harry dared not to meet his eyes for fear the magical scrutiny might
be his undoing. Instead, his eyes remained locked on the snake,
acutely aware of the soft prickle of pain.
"I've chased that snake around the country, I lost good witches and
wizards trying to get that thing. On second thought, maybe I don't
need to know, maybe I don't particularly want to either. But don't look
at me, Potter, and tell me a lie."
"Why show me?" Harry said, finally meeting the man's eyes, "If
you're worried he'll look into my head, there's a good chance he
might see this."
"Try and make sure he doesn't," Moody replied gruffly, "You're a risk,
Potter, but a calculated one. Or as calculated as this shit business
can get. If we keep you around doing nothing, you're a liability, if you
learn too much, you're a risk."
"If he looks into your head, try looking back." Moody suggested,
before walking to the door, "The snake'll keep for now, but don't take
too long or I'll kill the fucking thing myself."
Moody stalked towards the exit before firing a spell backwards at the
snake, the illusion rushing back into place. Harry cast a final glance
to the now empty space before he followed them out.
Harry tried to catch up with quick steps while the man barked back,
"You'll be with me again when I call you, Potter."
"Train?"
"You can connect the dots, I'm sure," Moody said before stepping
down towards their apparition point. "You'll come when I say, for as
long as I say."
His mind was a whirlwind. The day had been far too long already,
and too much information to process for any person had found its
way into his mind.
"And for what it's worth, lad." Moody added before they were
destined to disappear, "Condolences where they're due, war is
bloody work."
Harry vanished through the door with Alastor Moody, leaving her
momentarily to her thoughts. But only for a moment, as Charlie
approached from the opposite side, clearly hoping to make
conversation.
"Hello, Charlie." Fleur offered, her voice soft against the fear her
regular tone might scare him away.
The man who wrangled Dragons for a living seemed small before
her, courage abandoning him in the throes of loss.
"Bill… Is he-"
Charlie shook his head, "He's fine, at least he was the last time I saw
him."
"Where is he?" Fleur whispered, her voice hoarse, "Where did you
go?"
"Me, Dad and Bill got called off to help with the raids, the ones we
knew about, anyway." Charlie answered, "But by the time we got
back, well, you know how that went."
"Yeah, I do." Fleur said simply, "And Bill?"
"I should see him," Fleur resolved, breaking the pregnant pause,
"Will he be back?"
"I don't know," Charlie shrugged lightly, "But, well… I'm not sure…"
"It's nothing, not really anyway, just a thought." He brushed off, but
she could still see he clearly wanted to say it.
"He was angry when he wrote it," Charlie sighed, a breath of grating,
hot air that seemed to make him deflate even further. "We all were,
are, I guess.
"You have a right to be," Fleur said, her hand resting gently on his
knee.
"I think so," Charlie agreed, "Sad, angry, silent, I guess we've got a
right to feel any way we want, we all do." he said, nodding to Fleur,
"But it might not make what he wrote any easier."
"Of course not." Charlie refuted, though without any heat, "But he's
my brother, and well, you know him."
As the days progressed, Fleur doubted both herself and the last
statement more and more.
"You should read it," Charlie said, "We left the room you stayed in
how it was."
She hid a wince, hoping they did not realise she had shared a bed
with someone else.
"No, I probably won't," Charlie smiled, though it lacked any joy, "But
I'll hold for now."
Fleur retracted her hand from his knee before standing, "Call me if
you need something, even if it's just to talk." she said.
She made it as far as the door, her hand quickly pulling it open to
leave Charlie with his thoughts for the moment.
"Fleur," Charlie called to her retreating form, she turned her head to
lay eyes on him once again. "They would have loved you."
"I think…" Fleur struggled with the words, "I think I would have loved
them too."
Fleur swivelled her head and closed her eyes to shield them from
view, the sudden sting of salty tears creeping at the corners of her
eyes. She found the stairs and ascended them with languid steps,
clutching the piece of parchment tight enough to crumple in her fist.
Opening the door to the room she had occupied the night before and
closing it quietly behind her, she made her way to sit on the bed. Still
gripping the message with an iron grip.
Her body, on the other hand, seemed less eager to do her bidding.
Her thumb nursed white knuckles gently as if to coax it from her grip
and she grazed her teeth persistently against her bottom lip.
Open it .
She released her grip and plucked the parchment, swallowing the
rising tickle of anxiety in her throat. Their correspondence had
already been shaky enough while they'd been separated but this she
could not ignore.
With a brief burst of gallantry, she unfolded it to read the words. The
words were coarse and angular, the quillmanship deliberate and
furious in its sharp strokes.
And as Charlie had prepared her, the words were little different.
Bill had a right to be angry, to be furious at the world and all that it
had cost him. That did not dull the word's impact. She brushed her
finger over the ink, hoping that it would reveal it as a mirage, that
kinder words would be written underneath.
There, in the old room of Regulus Black, Fleur Delacour came into
conflict with herself once again.
Fleur glanced down at the letter again. Too much had passed
between them, too much had happened to the both of them. He was
mourning a lost family, she was preparing to fell a Dark Lord,
entrusted with secrets she'd be forced to take to her grave.
It had been right, she had been scorned and yet she had never quite
hated herself as much as she did at that moment. Fleur Delacour
was caught in the crossfire with her heart laid bare.
She wanted to scream, to tear the letter to pieces and throw furniture
around until she felt something other than this . It wouldn't work
though, it never worked.
Harry tiptoed down the hallway, eager not to disturb those who had
taken refuge at Grimmauld Place as the night had grown late and
houses still sat alight and ashen.
Moody had taken him back to a new location, New Islington and
walked him back with nary a word and certainly no fanfare. Only a
haphazard piece of advice from a source he'd never expect it from.
Talk, you'll feel like shite for ages, we all do. Won't feel like it'll do
much good either, but it will.
George was less so and hardly talked, it was a quick affair. He did
what he could, and while that wasn't much, he left the room with the
hopes that he did more good than harm.
Save for Fleur, Ron was the last. From the outset, he knew it was not
destined to be so easy.
It'll be alright .
No, that didn't sound right. Despite two previous attempts, the
rehearsal did not give him the right words or a sense of where to
start.
My condolences.
That sounded too formal, it all sounded too formal. Words alone
couldn't convey what he wanted them to, and his feet lagged behind
in an effort to try and give him the time to make them.
The words never came, and soon enough he reached the door to
Ron's room. He could still walk away and have the time to think.
Don't, was all the counsel his mind could offer him.
Harry raised his fist to the door and let it stay there, swaying in the
invisible wind as he tried to gather courage he didn't quite have.
Eventually, he let his hand fall against the door, knocks that seemed
far louder than they had any right to be echoed down the hall.
Harry tried for the handle, twisting it slightly only for it to meet the
stalwart metal of the lock.
Ron peered down at him, eyes red-ringed and the burn marks on his
jaw flaring with tensed muscles.
"I… I know I'm a bit late," Harry tried, "But… well, I guess it'd be
good to have someone to talk to if you want."
Ron was silent still but moved aside to allow him access into the
room.
The floor was littered with trinkets and pieces of furniture that had
once decorated the walls now adorned the floor as shards and
splinters.
"Sorry about the mess," Ron offered, walking back over to his bed,
his voice was hoarse and scratchy as it tore into the open air and set
the tone for words yet to be born.
Harry shook his head, "It's fine," he said, "Sirius would've liked them
better now anyways."
"No, I wasn't," Harry admitted, "I guess people are telling you it'll go
away."
"It doesn't, not really," Harry said, a sigh bursting from his lips. "It
gets easier, sure. You'll stop thinking about it as much, you'll
remember the world didn't end. But…"
"But?"
'I'm just… " Ron tried, but couldn't finish as he battled with his words
for what felt like minutes, "I don't know what I am, what this is."
"You can be angry," Harry said, "Or sad, you can scream if you want
too. No one will care if you do."
"I think I've done my fair share of that already," Ron said, his eyes
looking around the room.
"There's still some walls and some odds and ends," Harry said, "You
can have another round if you want."
"I don't think so," Harry shook his head, "I tore Dumbledore's office
apart, and that didn't do much for me. I… I guess feeling something,
anything is better than feeling nothing."
Silence befell them, and Harry stepped back and forth on his feet,
searching for platitudes and helpful advice by gazing at the roof.
"Where were you?" Ron asked suddenly, Harry's gaze snapped back
to him.
"I…" Harry stilled, it was a simple question, but the accusatory lacing
was clear, "I went to clear my head, Fleur came with me after a little
while. By the time we came back, well…"
"I fought them," Harry said, glimpses of spells still alight behind his
eyes, "Got them pretty good too." His mouth felt dry as he came to
the last words, "Killed some too. Greyback came, and I got him good
too, broke my wand doing it. Then we had to hide, you?"
"A safe house for most of it," Ron shrugged, "We couldn't do much."
"I… you know I loved them like my own," Harry said, closing his
eyes, so he didn't have to see Ron's reaction, "They were a family
when I didn't have my own."
"Now I don't have one either," Ron spat, his voice bitter.
Ron exhaled a rough breath, and then, finally, the emotions came.
Midnight was upon him by the time he finally made his way back to
his or rather, their room.
The door creaked open, and he slipped himself inside, careful not to
alert anyone else to his movements. Fleur was sat upon the bed, dim
lamplight illuminating the silver strands of her hair that covered her
face.
Now, he could finally share the piece of news that would be a benefit
to them. He moved to the other side of the bed and sat down,
shimmying across to be close enough to whisper.
"We've caught a Horcrux," Harry said, his voice almost lost in the
gap between them.
"Which one?" Fleur whispered back, though her own voice was
smaller than he expected.
"Is it dead?"
Her face moved up, and the artisan-crafted silver strands parted to
reveal puffy eyes and reddened cheeks.
She looked more vulnerable than he had ever seen her, a sight that
broke his heart more than he cared to admit. There was no wit in her
eyes, no fire that he'd come to love: just sullen defeat and quiet
acceptance.
With a sudden movement, Fleur fell into his chest and wept quietly.
Arms moved to gently embrace her, unable to stop errant tears of his
own. It was not the stolen kisses and scorned brides, it was love of a
different kind now as they battled with shared tragedies.
They wept for what had happened, for who they had lost and those
they had left behind.
And they wept for each other and the life they could have had if only
it had all been so very different.
Casual Affair
A/N: Hey all, welcome to Chapter 19, the chapter that finally pushes
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His hand held tightly to the door handle, twisting it open with a gentle
vigilance befitting an act far more exotic than opening a door. A cold
draught hit him head-on as he stepped out into the hall, his
destination already known. He pulled the door behind him closed
with a faintly audible click.
His feet moved deftly if perhaps a bit too quickly to keep the dull
footfalls from ringing in the empty hall. Too slow and the deliberate
steps would seem to anger the house itself, groaning and creaking
floorboards desperate to loudly herald his efforts. Too fast, on the
other hand, and someone would peek their head out of their
respective room to search for the disturbance.
Harry had adopted the middle ground, and within a matter of short
seconds, he found a familiar door, knocking twice.
Fleur opened the door from the other side, quickly glancing to ensure
it was him before seizing his hand, pulling him inside. When he
stepped past her, she drew her wand from her pocket, flicking it
towards the door with a murmured incantation.
" Eicio Sana," The frame shimmered gently with a pale orange glow
before she stowed it away, turning back to him.
He'd scarcely mentioned it, save for the short discussion the night
before and there had been far more pressing matters to tend to
there.
"No, none at all." Harry said, "We talked about possible Horcruxes,
but nothing else."
"Do you think you could get into contact with him?"
"I don't think so." Harry said, "I… since I lost Hedwig," he stopped to
swallow against the painful memory, "Well, I don't have an owl, and if
the letter got lost I don't know what would happen. Not that it
matters, if the way he explained it to me what he was doing was
anything to go off, I think he's too busy to worry at the moment."
"I still don't understand, if he had an idea, why not just use the
Horcrux from Hogwarts?" Fleur asked.
"What?" Harry prompted gently, not too loud as to break her thought.
Her words hang in the air for longer than he would've liked, every
possibility doing its best to cross his mind in the seconds that felt
more akin to hours.
"From what I can tell, yeah," Harry nodded, "But I'm no expert on the
subject."
"As a way to get into Voldemort's mind," Harry surmised, "Or maybe
to try and throw him off the scent of our hunt."
If he gets back, part of Harry's mind reminded him that the man was
dying - a piece that was quickly quashed.
"We'll have to prepare for it if that isn't the case though," Harry
frowned, "If we're wrong we can't waste time assuming we're right."
"That makes how many we've found then? The one at Hogwarts -"
"Four," Fleur declared, and when the words were said aloud, it filled
Harry with a healthy degree of confidence.
"Have you entertained the possibility that maybe you're seeing these
things for a reason?" Fleur asked, "But not one that'll be beneficial to
us."
"If Voldemort possessed you and came off worse, I wouldn't put him
past it to try something more subtle."
"That would mean he knew we were on the trail of the Horcruxes."
"But you need to meet with Moody," Fleur continued for him.
Harry disliked leaving her alone in the house. If he could avoid it, he
would have. But learning from Moody was a chance too important to
pass up.
"I'll be back as quick as I can." Harry promised, "I don't know how
long I'll be though."
"I'll be fine," Fleur promised, "I'll try and figure out a plan for
everything before the meeting, we can talk about it later."
"I'll see if Moody says anything," Harry promised, "If they're not here
by the time I get back, that is."
"I'll see you soon," Fleur said, their foreheads leant against each
other.
"I hope so," Harry smiled, and Fleur let out a giggle. The small,
infectious melody made separating an action all the more lamented.
Closing the door behind him quietly as to not disturb the other
residents, Harry stepped out into the early morning air once more.
"Harry!" A voice hissed behind him, and Harry knew within an instant
he was destined to be late for his meeting.
"Harry!" The voice hissed again, careful not to rouse anyone else
that may have been sleeping.
Harry turned his head to look behind him, taking note of the familiar
face.
Hermione.
She was clad in her regular attire, either a testament to the fact she'd
been too busy to get changed.
"We need to talk." She said, simple words that echoed down the
corridor despite the low volume, stepping ever closer to him.
"We talked last night," Harry replied gently, slowly backing towards
the stairs, "It's going to have to wait, I have to be somewhere."
"Wait?" Hermione scoffed, "We've been distant all year, Harry, and
now I've barely said a word to you since before you went to the
Hospital Wing. It can't wait."
"Ron's been reading that book again," Hermione said, letting her
words hang in the air.
"Book?"
"The potions book," She clarified, "He's been learning spells from it
all year, you know about it as well as I do."
"Clearly not as well as you do," Harry said, "Did this really require
you stopping me?"
"He's… he's not in a good place, we both know that." Hermione tried,
the confidence in her voice substituted for wringing her hands, "I've
seen the things in that book, and I'm scared what'll happen if he gets
angry enough to use them."
Harry pushed his tongue against his teeth and struggled to find an
answer to placate her.
"We can't take it from him," Harry decided after a moment, the
chance to placate her clearly lost.
"That's not my point, and you know it," Hermione refuted, "What he's
learning? It's what they use, I've seen it. What if the urge finally gets
too much and he decides he'd rather take his anger out on
something else?"
"You know that won't go well," Hermione said, crossing her arms as
if to make her presence more stalwart.
"Maybe it will, maybe it won't - I don't know," Harry shook his head,
"What I do know is that we're his family and he hasn't got a lot of that
left. That book means something to him, if we take that book away, if
it's even a danger to him, he'll be just as angry, just as dangerous
and have two fewer family members for us having tried."
"Just leave him be, please ." Harry begged, "We can talk to him
when he hasn't just lost half his family. Sometimes doing something,
anything is better than doing nothing. Maybe this isn't one of those
times, we can watch him and tell him if he heads that way but just…
leave him be for now."
"I have to go, truly," Harry offered gently, "We can talk later, but not
now."
He had promised to tell them the truth once upon a time, but now
that seemed a lifetime ago and exposing them to the true troubles at
hand seemed a poor choice.
"I don't know," Was all he could offer, and he meant it.
The harsh gale that raced across the uneven ground of the
unfamiliar area was enough to put him on the backfoot. Deafening
silence hurt his ears almost as much as the howling wind, speaking
uneasy volumes about the early morning mist surrounding him.
"Block!" An oaken voice called through the mist.
A haphazard shield wove itself into existence at the end of his wand,
barely stopping an arc of red light that tore across the unknown
distance between them. The impact sending a shockwave back
through his aching arm that had not yet fully healed.
This time, a rapier of green light careened through the mist, the
briefest window of opportunity allowing him to flick his wrist and send
it skywards, illuminating the mist as it fizzled out above.
It had been only minutes, ten perhaps, fifteen at most. Yet, he ached
with each movement like he'd been fighting for far, far longer.
There had been a sense of familiarity in his practice duels with Fleur,
she was elegant and graceful, lithe and precise.
Moody was her antithesis in every way; If she was the rapier, Moody
was a warhammer. He tore through the mist with ease, firing spell
after spell in an effort to catch him off guard.
Harry waved his wand around his head in a wide arc, the mist
circling as he whipped it around in circles, forming a vortex around
him. With a final flick, he attempted to dispel the fog.
"I know tricks too, lad." Moody called out. Harry took the brief
detente as a moment to catch his breath.
The third sailed directly into his stomach, knocking the wind from him
as he scattered across the dew-soaked ground.
" Tricks might help you from time-to-time, they won't save you
forever."
Moody finally emerged only feet from him, both eyes peering
downwards.
His body wrought with aches and pains, Harry walked through the
front door of Grimmauld Place, Alastor Moody hobbling far ahead.
Harry did his best to mask the limp he'd acquired, awkward shuffle
steps leading him into the dining room.
The scent of faint ozone lingered in the air when he opened the door,
wafting outwards to greet him as he stepped inside. His eyes were
immediately drawn to the corners of the room, expansion charms
had enlargened the room yet again and flickered in dull pulses.
He was ushered to the back of the room, and surrounded by his own
men though still visible. His posture had slumped, and the attrition of
war had taken its toll on his face, but he was alive.
Then his eyes caught the glitter of silver, and the familiar breathless
sensation arrived as he laid his eyes upon Fleur. Weaving through
the small crowd to find the seat by her side.
"Hey," Harry whispered, pulling the seat beside out to sit on.
Her blue eyes gazed upwards to spot the intruder before a small
smile graced her lips, "How was training?"
"Worth it?"
"I think so," Harry nodded, "Moody knows what he's talking about."
"You'd want to hope so," Fleur said, her eyes tracking over to the
pair of scarred men at the front of the room - Remus and Moody.
"The way people around here talk about him he might as well be
Merlin come again."
Harry snorted lightly, "After what he did today, I'm inclined to agree
with them. The way Ron told it, half the cells in Azkaban are
occupied by his handiwork, he was something else in the
Department of Mysteries too, but this was…"
"Sounds like a decent enough word," Harry agreed, "How long has
Scrimgeour been here?"
"What choice does he have?" Fleur said, "We're the only option left,
satisfactory or not. It's either the Order or they fight alone."
"Remus looks like he's going to talk," Fleur said, nodding towards the
man as he stepped up to the mark, "We might just have an answer."
Remus continued until he was at the head of the table, the excess of
members huddling around to hear what he had to say.
"The risk you all took in coming here today was… significant to say
the least," Remus began, hands stiff at his side, "I appreciate the
collective trust we've mustered, and although we might have once
worked against one another or at the very least, certainly without
knowledge of one another, war makes for strange bedfellows."
Most of the people in the room nodded attentively though Harry kept
his eyes on Scrimgeour's own pale gaze which seemed to hold
contempt and disinterest in equal parts.
"We use their own tactics against them," Remus said, and out of the
corner of his eye, Harry watched Scrimgeour lean in.
"Go on."
They were the first words Scrimgeour had spoken, the man's voice
coarse and grating but still held the predatory glimmer Harry once
saw.
"He's more cunning than Scrimgeour gives him credit for," Fleur
whispered, and Harry found confirmation of his suspicion in her
words.
"Between the two wars we've fought against one another, we've
always had more ground to protect - stretched thin across the
country. Now, the roles are reversed, and they're ill-prepared to
defend against such tactics. For instance, Minister, who do you
believe will replace you under Voldemort's reign?"
"And we have one," Remus assured them, "Individually, you will all
have a role to play in the collective. But security has already made
itself a thorn in our sides, you will each operate independently from
Grimmauld Place. You'll have a team, but you will not meet here."
"The Fidelius isn't infallible, the final moments of the last war taught
us as much." Remus offered a sidelong glance to Harry that seemed
mournful, even after all this time. "In order to minimise the risk of
unorthodox behaviour being located, you'll be provided a safe house
and a mission that only you and your team shall know."
"Anything is better than staying still," Fleur said, "At least this way
we'll be harder to find."
It didn't take much to fully confirm this is precisely what Remus had
planned if the subtle but present pleased look on his face was any
barometer.
He remembered what the man said all those days ago in Diagon
Alley.
To put it in the simplest terms, you need the Ministry, and we need
you.
Harry didn't think the statement could be any truer than at this
moment.
"Right," Moody barked, "I've got no clue whatever mission Albus has
set you upon and as we've covered, I don't particularly care to know
either. Whatever your plans, I received a message from a Phoenix
this morning."
"No," Moody shook his head, "I've told him about our losses but
nothing else. From the way he talks, he'll be back soon enough to
take the reins."
"I don't need to know what you're doing, but I do need to know where
you're going." Moody said, "Not specifics, but an area."
Harry's eyes flickered across to Fleur, and she nodded, "Diagon
Alley," She said.
"Good, get inside, get to Potter's Vaults and try and rent somewhere,
anywhere in the Alley. It'll be far safer than trying to apparate to the
Alley every day."
"Do you think that's wise?" Fleur asked, "What if Voldemort has
Goblins on his side?"
"Work it out, make it seem like a casual affair -he outlandish draws
eyes." was all the advice he could offer, "Whatever happens, you'll
need to go soon. Don't try and contact anyone at Grimmauld for the
time being.
"Of course," Harry replied easily, it was only yesterday, "Essex Road
Station."
"I'll put an ad on a platform, the one with the train to Hertford North.
It'll have the date on it if you need to contact us, raise the day. The
higher the date, the more urgently you need to speak with us."
"I'll raise the month, the same system," Moody explained, "I'll check it
in the evening, I suggest you do the same." Moody glanced down at
a worn pocket watch, clearly taking stock of the time, "You'll need to
go, and quickly. Good luck, Potter, Delacour."
"Well, that wasn't much," Fleur said softly, letting her words hang in
the air.
"We best be going," Fleur said, "I'll pack whatever we need and take
it with us."
It wasn't saying much, the majority of their belongings had burnt with
the Burrow. But they had something, at the very least.
"I'll stay down here…" Harry said, his voice lightening as he spoke, "I
want to see Scrimgeour."
"What purpose does seeing him serve?" Fleur queried, her perfectly
sculpted brow marred in confusion.
"I reckon I might just survive this one," Harry said, "See you soon."
With his parting words, Harry left the storage cupboard with Fleur
following shortly behind. She departed to head up the stairs where
Harry moved towards the lounge room.
Scrimgeour was sitting in one of the chairs, his back straight
although his posture spoke of a man tired. Aurors dotted the room,
presumably for protection.
Harry approached, his footsteps light as not to disturb the man from
his thoughts - Harry was sure that would happen soon enough. An
Auror from the corner stepped forward, signal enough for
Scrimgeour to raise his head towards Harry.
"Have you come here to gloat, Potter?" Scrimgeour spat, his voice
still grating. "Come to jockey your rights over my wrongs?"
"So you say, but I've been seeing that same look in different faces
since I took this job. You might as well just say it, boy, the Old Lion
lost."
"If you want the cold, hard truth? You can have it. We're fucked.
There's no one this side of the channel that can stand against him.
This is what defeat tastes like, might as well get used to it the way
we're all going."
"Just like you remember it?" Harry whispered, doing his best to
watch the Goblins without making himself seem overtly suspicious.
"I've never seen them on such high alert," Fleur said, "I doubt the
glamour charms will hold up against the Tellers."
"I didn't think they'd get us much further than the front door. Goblins
are fickle, but if they're intrigued with why we're here, they'll hear us
out."
Fleur let out a humourless laugh, "You've risked your life on far
worse."
"I'll concede that, but I'm not filled with confidence," Harry said.
"Do you trust me?" Fleur asked as the static Goblin Warriors seemed
to become all the more menacing with the distance closed.
"Always."
Then, they were flanked yet again by Goblins although this time,
tellers, rather than guards. They sat at tables that towered over even
the tallest wizard, letting them stare down menacingly at those they
believed lesser.
Maybe they weren't all bad, maybe they weren't all good. But the one
constant was the vein of cunning and greed that ran through them
all, emphasised by the black, beady-eyed scrutiny they were
subjected to.
With careful eyes the pair deliberated as they walked, slowing their
pace to barely above a sedate stroll, careful not to make it seem
purposeful.
They chose a teller after a brief moment, one that didn't seem as
frightening as his colleagues. Heading through the empty queues
and peering up into the gnarled peach-coloured visage of a goblin.
" Yes?" The Goblin growled, toying with the golden scales sitting
upon his desk.
"May the seven blessings of Ug shine upon your coffers." Harry tried
after a brief moment of silence befell them all, angering the Goblin.
Well, there goes that chance to diffuse the tension, Harry thought.
They'd rehearsed this plan moments before they arrived, but Harry
knew it well enough.
"Shiverbane," Harry said, his voice clipped as to now give the Goblin
any reason to doubt his intentions.
Shiverbane was the only Goblin he really knew, Fleur knew none
that worked with Accounts.
You can always count on having allies within this bank. However few
we may be.
Their gambit surrounded a phrase that could have very well been lip-
service or platitudes given to ease a grieving mind. But they were
here now, and it was time to see what his words were worth.
"You don't need to see Shiverbane, little wizard." The goblin snorted
in derision, weighing coins out on the scale.
This was the first time the Goblin had even deigned to look at him,
peering down a set of half-spectacles to fix his person with an icy
stare.
"No more than you need to be lectured about the dangers of keeping
Wizards from their accounts." Fleur interjected though it was a bluff
and in truth, a particularly poor one. There was nothing left to
enforce the Goblin Treaties but goodwill, something the Goblins
weren't renowned for.
The Goblin searched for Harry's eyes, he only hoped the average
teller wouldn't be so interested in his features or know them from the
posters well enough to divine the fact he was indeed, Harry Potter.
Then, the teller rang a bell, a high pitch melody that seemed to rouse
his counterpart from across the bank, who began a little huddle over
to the request.
This one looked very much identical with the appearance of a patchy
white beard that covered his thick skin, they seemed to converse
with guttural noises and clicking tongues. It was what he could only
assume was Gobbledegook before the teller seemed to shrug and
gave the seat to the other goblin before stalking off to another
counter, continuing the measuring of coins.
"I need to see Shiverbane," Harry tried again, willing to see if this
Goblin was a little more amicable then his predecessor.
"I care little for what you want, Wizard," The Goblin growled, and
Fleur bristled in anger beside him.
"A thousand galleons," Fleur blurted out and the Goblin, who had
adopted a menacing look, seemed taken aback.
"Deal," The Goblin declared, and Harry let out the stubborn breath
that refused to leave out of his lungs. The spear-wielding Goblin
continued his approach, now beckoned by the teller to come closer.
The guard grunted and stalked off, motioning the pair to follow him.
"Precisely, Harry, I know Goblins," Fleur said, "We would have been
fine anyways until you insulted their deities."
"Is that what that means?" Harry sighed, exasperated, "I blame
Binns."
The conversation trailed off as they followed the guard deeper into
the bank.
Shiverbane, Accountant.
Harry nodded to him and opened the door, stepping inside with Fleur
close behind. Shiverbane clearly wasn't accustomed to guests in his
new office, tracking them with beady, blackened eyes.
With a flick of Fleur's wand that caught Shiverbane off guard, enough
so that he shot up in response, she dispelled the charms
surrounding them.
The persistent itch of magic that covered his face dissipated and his
features became his own, morphing back with jarringly soft motions.
"So you came to me?" Shiverbane asked, his tone questioning and
his face still betraying shock.
Harry nodded lightly, "You said we'd always have allies in the bank, I
need to know if you were telling the truth."
"There might be, there might not be." Shiverbane replied cautiously,
"I told you that in a different time and," he took a moment to take in
his new office as if it was the first time he'd seen it "a different place
."
"And what about you?" Fleur asked, stepping towards him just
behind Harry.
The Goblin sounded bitter, though Harry supposed he had a right to.
Last he saw, Shiverbane had an office thrice the size as this,
displayed and guarded proudly for all to see. Now he was almost
destitute, hidden away in the innards of Gringotts to hide their shame
.
Ripe for an alliance, at least, Harry mused.
"We need it for something," Harry explained, "We don't intend to sell
it, if that's what you're worried about, can you help us?"
Harry racked his brain to remember the odd interaction while Fleur
stared on from behind him, attempting to discern meaning through
vague words.
It had been a year of many things, triumphs and failures, losses and
wins.
And yet, on the other hand, he'd killed, he'd manipulated and lied. He
cast an errant glance to Fleur to take in her features.
"Maybe it's landed," Harry said, his voice shaky from being thrown
from his thoughts back to the situation at hand, "Maybe it's still in the
air - or maybe I'll never know. I… I can't say."
"An offer made when I was on a higher rung, now I find myself
secreted away in squalor." Shiverbane said, "It is only the promise
that I once made and a desperate hope that I even entertain the
notions you put forth to me. The best alliances, however, are those
forged in gold - alliances are about mutual benefit."
It sounded very much like a lecture Harry had already heard once
before.
"Two per cent," Fleur offered, taking the reins as she bartered with
his money.
"Done." Fleur declared, and Harry watched more of his money slip
down the drain. "We need something in Diagon Alley, discrete and
small, preferably something that overlooks the Alley."
"A particular hard ask, even more difficult on short notice with
secrecy being paramount."
They crossed the alley and tapped a series of patterns on the drain
pipe, exposing a new path to walk. Ascending stairs and passing
deftly through cramped corridors, they eventually found their quarry.
A set of old keys let them into the flat proper, closing the door swiftly
behind them to shield from any prying eyes.
It was bare, nought in there but walls, floor and a roof. Furniture
could be bought or transfigured as needed, not that they were there
for leisure.
It was empty, but despite the circumstances that had led them there,
it was theirs. Their first home together.
"Don't you think it's a bit early to get a house together?" Harry joked,
breathing life into a thought that made his heart thump and tumble in
turmoil.
"If you're that eager to trap me, just say so." Harry replied, "One look
at my vaults and you're eager to stick around."
"My, if only you had such wit when dealing with the Goblins."
"I was perfectly capable of dealing with the Goblins," Harry said,
murmuring dramatically.
"Oh yes, the parts where you insulted their gods and almost had us
impaled notwithstanding," Fleur smirked in return, her eyes alight
with victory.
Harry snorted good-naturedly, "Any time you wanted to jump in, that
would've been alright with me - for future reference, of course."
Harry stilled in the memory of ecstasy, they were the same words
that had delivered him to their first kiss and led them down this
current path.
"I'm not being moody," Harry replied, the scene was almost identical
save for the fact their feelings had already been laid bare.
"We make quite the team, don't we?" Fleur asked as Harry found
himself slowly falling into the depths of ocean-hued irises.
The griseous-hue of the moon above painted the world in the dull
gaze of the twilight, highlighting displacements in the cobbles and
two, robe-clad figures that made their way down the Alley.
They'd watched the Alley for the few hours until night fell, a single
window allowing an unadulterated glimpse of the comings and
goings of Knockturn Alley's mouth. Not the most eloquent of
solutions to their problem, but enough to gather knowledge about
Death Eaters in the Alley.
Or possible resistance when they finally struck. Voldemort's forces
were bold now, saturated with a feeling of invincibility that only loss
would dull.
Even with a glamour, Fleur's beauty could not be fully dulled. A man
blocked their path, leaning over an alcove with shaky legs. They
made an attempt to pass him without any trouble.
The alcohol makes them weaker, Harry realised, doesn't bode well
for where we're going.
Progressing past him and around other small nuisances, they found
themselves at their destination.
Harry pushed open the door with Fleur close behind, entering the
boisterous atmosphere of the pub, laden with cheers and loud
chatter. A sedate pace led them towards the bar, Fleur separating
from him so they could try to maximise whatever effectiveness they
could find.
Two seats were open to the right-hand side of the bar, the only other
occupant a middle-aged man, or so he looked. A wiry frame crossed
with dirt and small scars.
Harry took the far seat, leaving one open between the two of them.
He didn't want to seem too eager.
A glass with amber liquid found his hands and the man's gaze drifted
slightly sideways to get a measure of him. Curiosity getting the better
of him.
He scoffed loudly into his own drink "I reckon you look a bit too small
for prison, Dementors would've eaten you alive and spat out what
they didn't want, seen it happen before."
Harry struggled to find the words to continue the lie, he merely lifted
the glass of amber liquid towards the roof.
"We're all small after Azkaban," The last word mustered with a
contempt that clearly shocked the man into assuming it wasn't a
deception.
"Isn't that the truth," The man chuckled humorlessly, "Haven't seen
you around here, you get out in the breakout?"
The plan had worked. Now Harry could only hope the man knew
something worth knowing.
The Curse
A/N: And we're back again, I've been pretty sick these past few days
and it's taken a lot out of me, but I finally managed to get a chapter
out.
This one was a pretty big one to write outline wise, so I hope I did
the matter justice, though that's up to you to decide.
The world still stank of pipe smoke and whisky, his robe marred with
inadvertent stains and a pungent smell he wasn't sure even the
hardiest of charms could remove.
"You still looking for work, Dursley?" Bailey asked, his voice only a
drink away from slurring.
Someone hasn't got their sea legs, Harry mused, watching his
newfound drinking partner grapple with the side of the bar in order to
keep from toppling.
Bailey had become a permanent fixture in his life this past week or,
at the very least, the nights that he ventured into Knockturn Alley.
Idle information gathering filled their nights while days were spent
pursuing their true goal.
But more intelligence would only help them all. They got less sleep
for having done it, but tonight, it might just be worth it.
"I'm always looking for work," Harry yawned, dragging his glass
towards him, "Family's been struggling a bit, you know how it is."
Alcohol made them all boisterous, and few things worked as well in
helping him hear what he wanted to hear than firewhisky and
friendship.
Loose lips sank ships, or so they said, and Bailey, who heard quite a
bit skulking around Knockturn, was a weapon like any other. His use
felt a bit unscrupulous; the ease of lying felt wrong .
"Aye, I know how it can be," Bailey grumbled, knocking his glass
against the wooden bartop. A few echoed his action, lost for context
but happy to join in. "No bastard around here wants someone that's
seen the inside of Azkaban. Shame, too, bet we'd be twice as
dependable."
"And you wanna know what I say to the world? Bugger that." Bailey
said, slamming his glass hard against the counter before downing a
decent portion, wiping his mouth with the back of his hand, "Anyway,
like I said, I heard about some work, but there's a bit of a caveat ."
The last word was uttered with a long drawl, mimicking an aristocrat
before downing the remainder of his glass with an audible gulp.
"Get back into it?" Harry prompted, eager to finally hear something of
use, "How so?"
"The way the wind has been blowing, an honest day's work is about
to get a whole lot easier," Bailey said, his voice laden with pride. "Not
many people around with a compunction for do-gooding these days."
"Well, I know some lads get out and want to go on the straight and
narrow," Bailey explained lightly, trying to tiptoe around the topic,
"Not that we all have the luxury, you know? But I reckon I shouldn't
say too much unless you're willing to jump back in."
"Nah, it's not," Bailey agreed, a smile evident in his voice without
Harry even having to look at him, "Knew you had it in you, mate."
"What's the job?" Harry asked, catching Fleur's eyes from across the
room. A small wink indicator enough that he had finally found
something worth learning.
Harry cast a glance to a far stool where the mentioned man had
once been, though he was absent tonight.
"Splinched his fingers off a couple months ago?" Harry said, "Yeah, I
remember the story."
"Well, he was making the rounds out past the old Apothecary, the
one that got done in for selling belladonna under the table. Anyways,
the way he was telling me, some of You-Know-Who's men are
looking for wands."
"Both from the way I heard it," Bailey continued, "What with everyone
breaking out they need new wands, heard theirs got burnt to a crisp
by the old guard. Looking for people to join 'em and try and squeeze
some money out of Knockturn and protect what they've got here."
He was more than willing to bet Borgin and Burkes were caught up
in the protection scheme.
Harry bit his top lip in idle thought, "I've seen the posters,"
"They don't do him justice, I reckon," Bailey shook his head, "I was in
Azkaban with him, though he was on a different level."
"He's a big fucker, not too bad with a wand either the way I've heard
people talk about him," Bailey said, "One of those lads that Azkaban
couldn't take much from. Went in an Ox, came out an angry one."
"And if I wanted to join up?"
"Should do," Harry said, his succinct reply met by a raised drink and
nothing else.
Harry nodded his head towards Fleur, they'd leave separately just as
they'd entered - an effort to hear the most without making it so overt.
It'd be the last time he visited the Hanging Man for quite some time.
It was the crucible once again. The mind's illusion of fire at his heels,
flames licking his robes to urge him ever onwards towards his goal.
Tonight differed from the weeks before. They had learned what was
against them, planned for what they could, but time was almost out.
Each day they allowed to pass was another to benefit their foes.
No, tonight was the night that marked a change in the war.
But for now, even against the nigh intolerable heat, he laid against
the soft fabric of their transfigured bed.
Beyond tonight the war would begin in earnest for them, it had taken
all it would from them, their offensive would begin. The future was
unsure, as was their love. For the moment, they could rehearse their
plan and enjoy the pause before the plunge.
It was Fleur's soft voice, laden with an odd mixture of anxiety and
tenderness, a fear of things to come.
"I know," Harry whispered, the plush bed against his back the
anathema of the harsh truths that left her mouth. "We… I don't think
we've got much of a choice, not anymore. It's tonight, or it's never."
Harry shrugged. "Then it's going to be never," he said, his voice still
soft, "We can find other leads, other ways to win, but we'll win. We're
always going to win."
With a sigh, Fleur shook her head. "It won't matter," she said,
pessimism or pragmatism he didn't know, "This could be it if we
misstep, this could be us done; the war over."
"I know," Was all Harry offered in return, his voice sounded meek
and small. Making a desperate gambit to give her answers that
instilled a courage in them both he didn't quite feel.
"You're nervous," she sighed, a gusty, hot breath that blew through
the fabric of his robes.
His words met the air and silence followed, Fleur seemed content
with trying to muster an answer.
Words were all they were at face value but beneath the surface was
a glimmer of what lay beneath the stalwart facade-the briefest
glimpse of the flaw beneath and all that came with it.
If it was just himself, perhaps he'd be less fearful of the future and
what may come. But it wasn't just him anymore.
"We'll be okay," Harry mumbled, staring into the white roof above,
hoping it'd provide something, anything .
Harry swallowed the lead weight that did it's utmost to spring free
from his lips along with words he barely had the courage to speak.
"I… If…" Harry grappled with finding eloquent phrases to ensure his
next words wouldn't seem so naive, "If something happens to me,
not just tonight… but, well, at any time, you don't have to keep
fighting."
"You don't have to," Harry whispered, "You won't ever have to, not
for me. Go home, become an Enchanter, do what you've always
wanted to do."
"I love you," Harry said, his voice almost lost to the harsh beat of his
heart, he leant down to place a gentle kiss through her platinum
tresses.
"I know."
The call to slumber was soft and sweet, a chance to dream of better
days and forget things not yet born.
The sky was pastel blue, bathing the world in a soft, pleasant heat
that did not befit the winter. A soft wind buffeted his robes to the
audible delight of Fawkes, who trilled animatedly as he basked in the
warmth.
It was a breeze that spoke to a spring only just arriving and not a
winter already in the throes of frost - to the life-bearer he hoped to
find and the chilling cold he hoped to avoid for as long as he could.
Albus held his uninjured arm aloft. Fawkes circled high above him
twice more before finally descending. Sharp talons met the fabric of
his robes in a gentle embrace, feathers ruffled to signal permission
to pat.
"Thank you again, old friend," Albus said, and in response, Fawkes
sang.
"I'll have need of you soon," Albus said, his voice softer for having
heard the tune, "Stay near."
"To the elements be free," he said, though Fawkes had long since
disappeared, leaving him to face old friends on his knees.
The house before him was simplistic, mundane even. It would not
look astray nestled in suburbia, dated perhaps and worn in places,
but in no way uninhabitable.
Albus stepped to the front door, unable to shake the feeling of boots
being weighed down by lead. His good hand fell upon the door
thrice, stirring sedate footsteps within.
The distance between wherever the inhabitant was and the door
could only be short, but it was surmounted in what felt like a lifetime.
Even in his advanced age, all the wisdom he'd been praised for and
battles he had fought, these were the hardest of all.
Looking his mistake in the eyes and lacking the means to set it to
right.
The door opened a crack and old, wrath-filled eyes stared him down.
She looks older than when we last met, Albus thought, though that
had been five years ago.
Skin was cracked and creased, the Stone's destruction had played
its part well. Amber eyes had turned to a dull grey, marred with
cataracts, brown hair once vibrant had been sapped of its life, a dull,
lank white left in its place.
"You."
A single word had seemed so simple, yet he had never heard it
uttered with such contempt - a mere disgust at his person.
"Hello, Perenelle," Albus said softly, fearful that a louder voice might
result in the door slammed shut.
Albus sighed, a gusty, sorrowful breath, "Had there been any other
option, any choice more feasible, I'd have taken it and respected
your wishes," he said, "Best you left to your life and me to my
mistakes."
The gap in the door widened slightly, and Perenelle stalked off
slowly, seizing the door he stepped through and back into the house
of his old mentor.
She seated herself in an old armchair, leather torn from the body in
an ill-imitation of camouflage.
Albus lingered at the fringes of the room, almost too timid to find
himself amidst old ghosts, but despite the feeling, he stepped
forward.
He has expected a forlorn gaze from the ancient witch, he'd seen it
before. But now her old eyes were filled with hatred and loathing, a
wand clutched in her frail hand exacerbating a feeling for him he
already knew.
Expecting to see it, and actually seeing it, however, were concepts
with a vast divide between them. He had hoped time might ease her
pain, futile but hope all the same.
"For the love Nicholas once bore you, I'll hear what you have to say,"
Perenelle declared weakly, still clutching her wand as if she was
ready to use it. "Then you'll swear to never return, to never utter our
names again."
"I doubt I'll get the chance," Albus sighed, brandishing the
gangrenous flesh as an example, "A necrotic curse, I've a week left
at best, a couple days at worst."
"Good," Perenelle nodded with grim satisfaction that stung him to the
very core, "But it wasn't a curse that killed you in the end, was it?"
"No, it wasn't."
"Hubris."
"Yes, your hubris does seem to end a lot of lives, does it not?"
She was hurt, so was he. He had single-handedly taken all she still
had in the world after hundreds of years.
The plan had seemed foolish before he had even arrived, now he
was confronted with such an obstacle of a scorned, wrathful widow
he wondered why he even entertained the idea.
Another cruel, humourless laugh met his words halfway, "You can
save the platitudes, you've given enough of them. Your apologies
cannot restore my love to life nor warm a hearth gone cold. You
killed him, Albus, all while thrusting a child into danger."
That was the final thrust of sorrow into his breast, leaving nought but
cold dread in its wake.
"Was it…" Albus struggled with the right words, "At the end, was it
peaceful?"
Perenelle seemed to mull the words over for a moment, "As peaceful
as it could be, given the circumstances. Seeing his life's work broken
broke him in turn. You broke him. Had you the sense to keep him
alive, he might have been able to heal that curse of yours. But he
could never heal your pride, never disavow you of the thought that
only you knew what was good for the world."
A loud silence befell both of them, he averted his gaze for fear of
angering the woman even further.
Perenelle's hands went to her face, trying to rub the weariness away.
"Why are you here, Albus?" she said, her voice dulling ever so
slightly.
"I made a promise that I wouldn't… couldn't dwell on the battles I lost
and the mistakes I made, that I wouldn't lead another Arianna to be
killed, another Gellert led astray or another Tom to darkness."
"The same child you tested with our stone?" Perenelle asked.
"The best of us," Dumbledore said, "He has Gellert's power and my
lessons and magic, the product of us both with the heart of a man far
better."
"Then why, pray tell, Albus Dumbledore, are you here and not with
him?"
"My actions have cost him far too much to face him again and yet, I
must," he said, "I have no wand, no magic and no time."
Perenelle had lived for far longer than him, she was not a lackwit.
"I need to do what I can, for as long as I can, to sew wounds closed I
caused while I have the time. Once I thought I could do it alone, and
I can't."
"You're a different man, Albus, I can no longer tell whether it was
gallantry or foolishness that led you here, hoping for a dose of Elixir
from a stone, our stone, that you allowed to be destroyed."
"I would not dare even ask if I had any other option. I had preferred
to leave you alone, never knowing my name again." Albus said, "All
that was left to me were terrible choices, but that didn't absolve the
need to choose."
"He was a wise man," Perenelle said, her eyes trailing upwards
caught in a distant memory.
Albus lifted his head to face her, "He was," he agreed, "And I have
no doubt he'd detest what I became."
Perenelle nodded, "On that, we find rare agreeance," she said, "And
if you were a wise man, what decision would you make?"
"Your life wanes, and I hold the only means to prolong it," Perenelle
said, "Humouring me would be your best choice."
"Then pour it out, stain the floor with my last days if that would
please you so," Dumbledore offered, "Though if my last days have
taught me anything; what is wise and what is right are not always
identical."
"And giving you the means to prolong your life would be right?"
Albus shook his head, "No, it'd be foolish, and I might fail still."
Perenelle leant back gently in her chair, "Then perhaps death has
taught you something."
"Indeed it has," Albus agreed, "In some ways, I'm still the young man
you taught all those years ago."
"And in others?"
"In others?" Albus said, "Well… I'm still the boy that killed his sister,
still the fool that fought the world thinking he'd save it somewhere,
somehow, along the way."
Perenelle rose from her chair, shaky arms struggling to support her
diminutive frame.
"Maybe I spoke truthfully then," Perenelle said, her lips graced with
the ghost of a smile that seemed too fickle to last, "Somewhere,
somehow, you might have also truly learned from your mistakes, but
not nearly enough."
Eventually, she came to the fireplace and the picture frame that
spanned the top.
Nicholas, Albus recognised, it had not been present the last time he
had been allowed in the Flamel household.
It did not interact nor seem sentient, the hallmark of many portraits in
their world. It was a different man to the one Albus last remembered.
A thin frame tapered into a strong face crowned with light brown hair
that fell in thick rivulets to tickle his chin.
Now in death, he wore it proudly, the man who had lived beyond his
years was static. Life had been enough for him, he need not prolong
it any further.
It was poetic, perhaps, but Albus could not shield the agony of
coming face-to-face with a man that would by all rights still live if he
had made the right choice.
A sharp click drew his eyes suddenly back, and she reached up to
kiss the lips of the painting, her lips staining the canvas before she
pulled away. Another click echoed through the room, and the smile
was marred by a frown before a slot opened in the burnished bronze
of the baroque frame.
Perenelle reached up and plucked something from the frame before
closing the receptacle shut, turning back to Albus. This time, he
stepped towards her.
It couldn't reverse the past, but it would ease the rot, even if only for
a week.
"Why?"
He had expected to be thrust out the door, his plan neutered in its
infancy. If nothing else he came to do what he preached, to mend
another wound - to let the woman batter against him until he felt
whole.
For all his losses and tragedies shared, even Albus Dumbledore
knew it did not work like that. Though he tried it still, for he had no
other ideas.
"I don't do it for you - never for you," She said, eager to, if nothing
else, let him know her feelings did not die with a glass vial, "But so
another innocent will not suffer entirely for your mistakes, not like
Nicholas."
"Thank you," Was all Albus could offer. It seemed meek, unprepared
and ill-fitting like words would never be enough.
"Sew the wounds you made and do as you preach," Perenelle said,
"It will not erase the curse nor dampen it. It will buy you a week,
maybe more, maybe less. Even the Elixir has its limits."
"Your best means little to me," she said, "Save the boy and let the
man die. The world has little need for men of Albus Dumbledore's
calibre anymore."
It was a sentiment he'd echoed a hundred times before, and yet the
words cut as deep as the first, leaving skin raw and his gut full of
lead. Perenelle offered a final gesture, a nod to the vial as if to drink.
He did as he was bid, his thumb wiggling the cork free from a vial
that seemed too mundane to house such a liquid. Lifting the
container to his lips, he inhaled gently, the smell of copper, no - gold
filling his nose.
Tilting his head back, he let the liquid pass through his lips, tasting
the metallic tang that coated his tongue and sent his taste buds
alight as if he had swallowed his own blood.
And time.
The winding alleyway was still full, far too packed for any true
espionage to take place. Voldemort had tightened his grip, some had
no doubt been caught, but most seemed to have slipped through the
clenching fist - living life as usual.
13B, Knockturn Alley, the hanging sign read, beneath it, Borgin and
Burkes, "Confidential valuation service for unusual and ancient
wizarding artefacts, such as may have been inherited by the best
wizarding families".
Harry felt the bracing hand on his lower back rise to his shoulder, a
mouth closing near his ear.
"Be safe," Harry whispered back, using his mouth to cover his hand
so no one would see him speak to himself. Though, he doubted the
population of the Alley would think anything amiss.
Much like that near the Inn of the Hanging Man, the air was
saturated with the smell of alcohol, think and pungent of a night that
masked whatever other illicit activity might've taken place. He
imagined the apothecaries were more than thankful for such a boon.
He gestured wildly, swinging and sloshing the liquid back and forth
until it stained the stones beneath him with the dull, crimson liquid
that glimmered with the help of the moon.
He let the long sleeves of his robe fall to his belt, slowly sliding his
Cyprus wand into his hand and hiding it with the dark cloth. He
walked past them slowly, errant bits of conversation making its way
to Harry's ears.
"- hoooo want it, don'tcha?" The man slurred, the woman's reaction
didn't seem to betray much, but at the very least, it didn't seem an
attack.
Harry situated himself on the wall not too far past them, letting his
wand slowly rise to the fore while he did his best to make the action
seem inconspicuous.
" Confundo," Harry said, his voice lost to the hum of the crowd,
though his mouth was once again covered by his off-hand to shield
from any watching eyes.
The spell was nigh invisible, certainly so with the moon surprisingly
bright overhead in the cloudless sky. The man stumbled against the
woman for a second, who took is as a further advance, though Harry
had his plan in mind.
There was a tickle against his mind, the charm begging for a
command. It was weak, untamed and likely wouldn't work if he
wasn't thoroughly drunk. But with the stars aligned and a slight pang
of remorse, Harry directed the man to do his bidding.
Ideally, him starting one with the woman would have been easiest,
but they were far too close to Borgin and Burkes. The man shook his
head as if fighting off a daze, clearly even amidst the haze of red
liquid, he had willpower enough.
Harry willed it again, this time stronger, in a way. His thought was
more forceful, and his wand held aloft to urge the man on further if
needed. The target let his bottle fall to his side and peered around
for a little, teetering on the edge of obedience.
Harry covered his mouth again and cast the spell to try and force
some compliance if that was even a possibility. It impacted his open
side, fluttering his robes and forcing him back again.
And with the final command, the deed was done. The man roused
himself from the woman, gulped a heavy dose of the remaining liquid
and with slightly magically-instilled decorum, stumbled down the
alley.
Harry lacked finesse or experience in the matter of the mind arts and
their spells, but he did not want for power nor will - a decent enough
substitute.
" Any wizard or witch…" he stopped to regain his breath, "Any cunt
who thinks they're hard enough to have a go, come try me!"
There was a new exodus in Knockturn Alley - not out, but in. People
rushed in droves, most in their cups, to see a fight or have their own.
I might have started a bit more than I intended, Harry thought but put
the man to his back. There were greater dangers tonight.
Harry pushed back through the crowd to the now far more desolate
front of Borgin and Burkes, he crossed the Alley and lingered near
the circular, protruding display of the shopfront. His eyes gazing
upwards to peer at the apartment above.
Borgin was no doubt up there, asleep, but not for long. Despite
Fleur's prowess with erecting wards and breaking them, this was not
a job that would be done with ease. He would awake, and combat
would ensue, the thump of his heart and tensing of his shoulders
heralded as much.
Cacophonous roars from down the street worked into a fervour that
drew more eyes and drowned out any attempts to break it up, though
they were few and far. With no Hitwizards to police the streets, this
was the end result, his hand in the matter notwithstanding.
As time waned on, the cries grew in intensity as did the methods
Fleur employed. Dull colours turned bright, the soft thud of spells
against the walls morphed into a noise akin to a gong, though only
for a minute it was destined to draw ire.
"If he sleeps here, he's probably silenced the flat from the noise,"
Fleur said, though invisible he assumed her eyes were dragged to
where the crowd was, "When we enter? He'll definitely have
something to alert him to intruders, the ward stone might have extra
enchantments?"
"Not with ease or little time," Fleur said, "We'll have to be quick
before anyone else is alerted if they're alerted."
The logic was sound, though they relied on chance and optimism in
that regard. There was nothing else they could do.
"I'm with you," was her reply, words that emboldened him ever so
slightly.
Saeclum, Harry thought, the spell leaving his wand, dissolving the
bell that hung above the door in the hopes that any charms
disintegrated with it.
Harry threw open the door and rushed inside, Fleur also did so, still
clinging to the invisibility cloak.
Fleur was active behind him once again, charming the windows
opaque, conjuring shutters for good measure and then enacting a
silencing ward while Harry walked ahead.
The first was a man and a woman, nude and staring upwards into
winged flames overhead. A snake off to the side that seemed to
speak to them, even while immortalised as static.
An urge beckoned still, almost calling him to reach past the class
and keep them for his own.
An unintelligible cry sounded, and the room lit up, blinding Harry.
Fuck .
"Thieves," the voice cried, "You've no idea who you're stealing from,
be gone!."
Borgin.
I've got to keep his attention, Harry thought, make him think there's
only one.
Finally, Fleur made herself known, ensuring she could get close
without missing.
" Stupefy!" Harry heard her cry loudly, desperate to push whatever
power she could into the spell.
Borgin was blasted back, toppling over the bannister and into the
wall, slumping down as Harry relit his wand.
"I got him," Fleur declared, using her wand to dispel her
disillusionment charm and allowing him to glimpse her glamour once
more.
"The ward stone?" Harry said, using his wand to light some of the
torches in the shop.
Her wand flicked out another charm, a radiant light that she seemed
to understand. "Dormant, I don't think they alerted anyone," she said,
"We need to move quickly, he could have sent a Patronus or
something I can't detect."
Fleur reached down to check if the man was breathing, "Move him
upstairs," she said, "If he's keeping something, it'll be up there."
With a flick of his wand, Harry levitated Borgin while Fleur took the
lead upstairs, with spells he didn't recognise she managed to open
the door to what he assumed to be an office. With the lights already
on, a chair was summoned, and Harry levitated the unconscious
form into it.
Expelliarmus .
A blade loosened itself from Borgin's belt and some other sharp
object from his boot.
Incarcerous.
"Are you ready?" Harry asked, pointing his wand towards Borgin.
"I'm with you," Fleur said, "Remember to be quick, try and get what
you can out of him, as quick as you can."
Enervate.
With the final spell, Borgin awoke with a start, surveying his
surroundings in an instant.
"You," he spat, nearly foaming at the mouth, "I've no clue who you,
but you're treading where you ought not. Release me and walk."
The man seemed so engrossed in his own importance that he truly
believed them to release him.
Fleur made herself known, "And what about bartering with your
captors?"
"Untie me and we'll see how long you keep that position," Borgin
snarled, resorting to attempting to goad them into a confrontation.
"A sales ledger, where do you keep it?" Fleur demanded, "Anything
recording sales so far back as the twenties?"
"We've got Galleons," she offered, "More than enough for any
untoward damage we might've caused and enough for your silence."
Borgin let out a loud, boisterous laugh that seemed forced, but an
attempt to balance their power, "Can you not fathom how far out of
your depth you are?" he said, "If you steal from me, you steal from
him . Unhand me."
The spell hit the bound wizard though he looked unfazed, a grin
rising.
His grin grew even wider, "It may work on simpletons, but not me,
lad, you'll have to try harder," he said, "Quite new to this, aren't you?"
Confundo.
Nothing.
Confundo .
Nothing.
"It won't work," Fleur said, her voice terse, a tone as unyielding as
the magic and resigned as he'd ever heard it.
Even magic had its limits, he could not force a change through a
medium too weak to handle it.
Fleur walked over to Harry slowly, keeping her eyes on Borgin while
she pivoted to whisper in his ear.
His mind raced, searching for alternatives, "Your allure, do you think
that would work?"
Fleur shook her head in an instant, "If it truly worked like that, I
would've used it," she said, "It won't quite elicit what we want from
him."
"It's worked on me before," Harry pointed out.
"Right, can we still get Veritaserum?" Harry asked, "It worked for
Slughorn, it'll work here."
"Too expensive, too rare and too late," Fleur whispered hoarsely,
"There's only one thing left-"
Fleur nodded gently, her eyes swivelling to look at Borgin, "I can do
it," she said, "It doesn't have to be you, not if you don't want this."
He'd tainted himself with one, it seemed an ill-choice to taint her too.
"I'll do it," Harry declared, feeling iron weight down his feet, lead fill
his stomach and copper fill his mouth.
The Cruciatus had been a simple affair, he had been in pain and not
felt worse for it. Dark hair and panting cries seemed almost a lifetime
ago.
He'd made peace with such a fate, but being confronted with it again
tore a little from him.
And that was perhaps the moment Harry realised the war had once
again taken its toll.
Perhaps there wasn't a way back from this. Maybe Harry did speak
the truth. But it mattered little if he spoke the truth and Borgin didn't.
Harry raised his wand and uttered the words that once again made
his soul feel rotten.
Imperio.
A spell, golden-hued, crossed the distance and struck the man in the
chest.
Suddenly the world was an echo chamber, firing voices towards him
- thoughts that weren't his own bombarding him. His feet were on
solid ground, but he felt afloat.
Voldemort had done the same with ease, but Harry could not.
Be free! It echoed.
Be free!
Harry closed his eyes and let a hoarse breath escape his lips,
grating as it passed a throat raw with anxiety. In his mind, a single
thought.
Retrieve the ledger.
It was simple, far too simple. The necessity felt dark and dirty, the
ease of which the man rose as if a puppet on strings, disgusting. A
wall was panel removed, and a book retrieved that passed in a
moment while Harry reflected the price and beat down the dull cries
of resistance.
It felt addictive, like pushing down his voice was an ecstasy without
parallel.
Borgin gave the book to him, but Harry didn't free him. He wanted to
dominate him, to twist him to every will and whim until a voice
echoed in his mind.
"How do you feel?" Fleur dared to ask, stepping closer, "Does it…
does it hurt?"
Harry shook his head, "No…" he said, struggling for words, "It…
wrong. It felt wrong, like I wanted to control him forever."
He didn't even want to speak of what had happened. The air tasted
foul as he opened his mouth, permeated with a foul taste assaulting
his tongue.
Her voice carried the same soothing melody as her singing, an effort
to calm him and remind him where they were and why they were
there. But no magic, no charlatan's trick or quick fix could stamp out
the disgust.
Harry's eyes fell to the book in his hands, it was small, nondescript
and bound in black leather. It was the vision of normalcy, errant
pages worn from time peered out, astray from their intended place
as if it was well-used.
Harry pried the cover open after Fleur flicked her wand at the book,
ensuring nothing dangerous lurked within.
That had to be it, the chances it wasn't were little although present.
Though this wasn't a coincidence, it couldn't be.
Another Horcrux had been found. The sweet nectar of victory was
dulled by flicking through more pages, searching for more leads.
But there was another, a name blacked out by quill and magic. Harry
ran his thumb over the ink to try and loosen it, but it was dry, the
name hidden. A name was absent from the trade of the locket, but a
blackened name present at the sale that caught their eyes.
ENCHANTED CUP, ENGRAVED WITH HUFFLEPUFF HERALDRY -
3200 GALLEONS - HEPZIBAH SMITH .
"Looks like it," The rest of the book trailed further backwards in time
though nothing spoke to them, they had their information. "There's
nothing else here, nothing bartered by him ."
Fleur flicked her wand, a copy of the book falling into her hands
seamlessly. "Two," she repeated, a smile evident in her voice,
"That's one left that we don't know about, one ."
It was hard not to feel exhilaration, they'd finally won a victory of their
own. Her words made sense now, the world did feel like just another
obstacle like if they kept the momentum they could win the war by
night's end.
There'd be a time and place for celebration, but it was neither here
nor now.
Harry turned his eyes from Borgin to Fleur, "We need to get back,
quickly," he said, "If someone notices something, we still might not
make it out."
"Agreed," Fleur said, nodding, "We need to deal with him first before
we leave."
Harry prodded Borgin with the toe of his shoe, the prone man was
thoroughly unconscious.
"We could capture him," Harry suggested, "He could have something
we need."
"We don't have that luxury." Fleur disagreed, "We cannot haul him
out of here unnoticed, disillusioned or not. It would only take until
morning for them to notice. If he goes missing, they'll start asking
questions, questions might lead to answers."
He had killed a few, to save many and that had been hard enough to
rationalise, to try and come to terms with himself.
Now he had to save the few and possibly sacrifice the many, the
choice wasn't any easier.
The pack would be smarter for it, Harry echoed old advice.
Fleur continued, breaking him from his thoughts, "When he's here,
we know where he is, who he is." she said, "If he disappears, he'll be
replaced with someone new, and we'll be worse off for it."
Borgin was a rat. That was all he would ever be. Killing or capturing
him would spell a smarter pack. Perhaps to allow such evil to persist
disallowed a greater to rise where the head had been lopped off.
"Do it."
The disgust in his voice was palpable, but Fleur knew what she
needed to do, she'd clearly already rationalized it to herself though
she likely felt little better than he did.
With a twirl, it lost some of its shimmer and was replaced back into
his mind. She vanished his ropes, healed his open wounds that
littered his face and levitated him back into bed.
They'd repair the damage and disappear back into the night until
they were safe in their apartment.
They had won, the war edged towards its end. But Harry couldn't
shake the thought that barreled through his skull until it was all that
remained.
Morning came, and Essex Road Station thrummed with eager life, to
their train onwards. Harry navigated to the platform to Hertford North,
searching pillars until he found the ad.
Maybe Moody does have a sense of humour, Harry mused. His eyes
falling to the bottom of the worn page.
1st of December.
It was the last month, the highest priority. Moody clearly needed
them now.
Harry fidgeted with his hands mindlessly, "What're the odds it could
be another attack?"
"Low, I suppose," Fleur said, attempting to placate both him and her,
"Even now they'd be trying to make sure their footing is strongest,
they wouldn't risk that to try and take us out now."
I hope so.
Grimmauld emerged into view, and Harry practically threw the door
open, Fleur bounded up the stairs behind him. Quick feet, practically
a jog lead him to the dining room where they'd all be.
First of all, I'd like to thank everyone that beta read this chapter;
Taliesin19, x102reddragon and NerdDragonVoid. Their work, as
always, helps shape the chapter into what you get-their assistance is
invaluable.
It's been quite a long time since I last posted and sadly, I can't see
that delay getting any shorter as I progress with university. I can
promise, however, that I'll do my best to get something down
(assuming I have the time and ability).
That's all from me. Until next time, stay safe and enjoy!
A man was not what his line of work demanded. No, it wanted
something far, far less-something worse .
It was a thought that arrived with harsh clarity every time a telltale
crack sounded and the ostentatious exterior of Malfoy Manor came
into view. It was the seat of power, so to speak, no matter how much
countryside was trampled underfoot, Voldemort lingered in the home
of the Malfoys.
It was a smart move; even Snape could grudgingly relent that much.
In the halls of the Ministry, he was embroiled in a different world,
tearing at the seams of a waning bureaucracy as the regime rose.
And it was that thought that made resistance seem futile, that made
the hope of a life without war seem too distant to grasp.
Voldemort knew that. Snape knew that. So did every Death Eater,
young or old, fresh or veteran that walked through the tall doors.
Those same tall doors passed him by and beckoned him beyond into
what was once a world of luxury-marbled pillars with gold accents,
paintings and antiquities spanning long walls in a way that screamed
garishly.
Now it was marred with something foul, not that the house was ever
particularly pleasant. The air seemed stale, magic felt stagnant, and
death's bitter taste hung in the air like a pestilence.
He had a duty.
Listing to the side like a ship sinking at sea, his arm came to rest
against one of the ornate pillars. A heaving cough followed, wracking
his hunched form with pain. Snape tried a few tentative steps before
he was forced to grapple with the wall again, his coughs inviting
blood, metallic and foul, into his mouth.
His hand rose beneath the mask, cold to the touch, to run a gentle
fingertip over the inside of his lips, coming away wet with
confirmation.
It wasn't much further to his destination. He lifted the mask and spat
the viscous blood to the ground. Stumbling past the rest of the decor,
he fumbled with the door handle, ornate artistry painted with his dark
lifeblood and fell inside.
The figure inside cradled her hands in her lap and was roused
immediately at his sudden entrance.
His response died at his lips. He stumbled left, then right. Soon, his
descent began, uncontrolled and flecked with darkness as his
eyelids fluttered and closed, unconsciousness taking him whole.
The figure caught his rousing as his eyes, blinded by even the
lowlight, fluttered and cracked open. A hand automatically groped
around for his wand beneath the sheet that was haphazardly tossed
over his body. It yielded nothing.
But he knew the voice, after a slow moment of staring at the pale,
white roof, he answered.
"Does it matter?"
Snape could hear the frown in her voice but didn't dare risk
aggravating his injuries to turn towards her. "No," she said. "I don't
suppose it does."
His hand reached for his tender side, tracing the edge of fresh scar
tissue that disfigured his torso. The wound was still raw and open;
despite the effort made to close it, the seam was still split open.
A finger that ran too close came away wet. Snape chose to ignore
that for the moment.
A breath, hot and hoarse, left his mouth in a slow sigh. "You couldn't
have found me a healer?"
He tapped his side gently to draw attention to it. "I'm bleeding from a
hole in my side," he scoffed. "You're a poor healer."
The final few words left her mouth with biting vitriol, the chair she
occupied squeaking harshly as she slumped back into it.
"You wouldn't," Snape said, sinking his head into the pillow. "You
need me."
"I do and not a waking hour passes that doesn't stop to mock me of
that," she said, shifting her eyes away. "I hate it."
Silence followed her admission, tense and abrupt. The room empty
save for two breaths-hers laboured with emotion, his-pain.
"Pardon?"
"The Centaurs? " she asked, her voice laden with confusion. "The
herd of Hogwarts… why?"
"He's of the mind that the prophecy was magic itself trying to
manifest against him. That the world's natural order could not
stomach him at the apex. He fears that the world might yet try and
right itself before he conquers it, that someone might get a glimpse
of the means to make him topple."
Snape shrugged, the action sending molten led down the nerves of
his injured side. "He fashions himself far smarter than he was in the
first war."
"So you…"
"Mostly dead too," Snape answered and followed with the barest of
breaths, "good riddance to them."
"Someone is going to have to pay for it." She sighed, her words
tentative as if she barely wished to say them. "And I think you and I
both have a firm grasp on who that someone is."
"Tell me this," Snape interrupted, "would you have any care for my
life, in the slightest had I not agreed to save your son?"
Narcissa took to her feet and crossed the room with light, languid
steps to face him. Her face was enfeebled, wearing the dark, shallow
lines of the constant barrage of stress and attrition of the man who
occupied her home.
Yet here, for the first time he could think of, Narcissa Malfoy looked
truly horrified at what had become of the world.
"No." Narcissa admitted, "I'd sooner sell you to him if it could mean
our freedom. I'd kill you myself if it meant he was safe." Her next
breath was hoarse and shallow, the stubborn kind. "But you made
the vow and now I do care. There needn't be anything beyond that-
you're a good man to help me."
"And you're a terrible liar." Snape said, "Cygnus didn't deign to teach
you much, did he?"
The jab was harsh and bitter, but it settled him into the natural tempo
of things, even with the hole in his side.
Narcissa shook her head and gazed solemnly at the floor. "You're a
terrible man, if it's the truth you seek." She said, "But you could be
far worse. If there was ever such a thing as a good, terrible man it is
you, Severus Snape."
The Malfoy matriarch rose to her feet and flattened out the creases
sitting by his bedside had inflicted on her dress. Once the fabric was
suitably unruffled she gestured towards the table, golden and ornate,
against the far wall.
"There was an owl while you slept," she said. "Hogwarts business
from what I could glean."
His lips thinned into a line. "You opened it," Snape accused.
It took a few more moments for him to muster the courage for a
second attempt to free himself from the confines of the bed. With a
heave, a hiss of pain and another shot of molten lead, he took
tentatively to his feet and shambled slowly to the desk.
Taking him far longer than it should have, he practically fell into the
chair at the desk and groped for the letter. Snape tore at the
Hogwarts seal haphazardly, procuring his prize from within.
Until he drew the page closer to his mouth and whispered a phrase,
shallow and rough.
Severus, the page read. His eyes trailed down the familiar hand he
hadn't expected to see again.
He read each line once, then again for good measure. Taking in a full
account of what the man had asked of him before his eyes lingered
on the paragraph.
Atone.
But what if there was another option? he pondered, his finger tracing
the final line.
Atone.
The room was quiet for a moment, the silence given a duty far too
great-saying all the things that words couldn't. Harry lingered
towards the edge of the room with Fleur by his side. Dumbledore
stopped to give them a small ghost of a smile before turning back to
address the Order.
Albus Dumbledore did not look as he last knew him, not truly. Slightly
sallow cheeks had filled out, weary eyes turned bright once more
and the ever-present grandfatherly smile beamed.
Harry was unsure of what to do. Rather than seek a seat, he stood
rooted to his spot on the fringe of the room.
Remus's hands rubbed wearily at his face from beside Albus. "What
does that stand to gain us?" He asked, "burnt homes? Dead
families? There are fa-"
Remus was a decent orator, such was true, but few compared to
Albus Dumbledore. He was a presence, tangible and powerful as he
addressed them. "We will not enact a senseless doctrine of
retribution and revanchism," he declared, resting both hands, gloved
and bare, on the table. "Burning them from their homes and sending
them sprawling only does us a disservice. While ancestral homes
stand, we know where they are-we know they won't expect us to
strike where they believe their greatest strength to be. That's a boon
to us, but not one to be exploited when we don't have the
manpower."
"Then what?"
There was the infamous question once again, the one at all of their
lips. What do we do next?
Dumbledore rose back to his full height, looking confident in his plan
before he even spoke it. "We continue on the course of action we
agreed upon." He explained, "as we speak, Voldemort herds
displaced magicals; Muggleborns, Aurors and Ministry Workers into
camps before he plans to break their spirit in Azkaban. He won't risk
magical blood, regardless of 'purity'. Not when there's so little left."
The air of finality in his voice bred the same silence as before.
Dumbledore gently clasped his hands together.
"Very well," he said. "You all know your part in the plans yet to come.
Return to your safehouses and wait for the next correspondence.
Alastor will handle any questions you have."
With the dismissal clear, Order members began to file around him
towards the exit. Some offered him congenial little smiles as he
pushed against them towards the older man, Fleur on his tail.
Soon the crowd thinned, and his advance became unimpeded. Fleur
leant down close to whisper in his ear.
"I'll leave you to it," she said, softly squeezing his hand. "I won't be
far."
Harry nodded to her, and she drifted towards the exit, casting him a
final glance before she left the room, and he found himself before the
old, familiar face.
He looked better, that much Harry was certain of. But the charlatan's
trick couldn't fool him, not even if he desperately wished with all his
being that it could. Beneath the glove would still be rotted flesh, and
beneath his chest, a heart soon destined to stop beating.
The reality was harsh, but it was reality. It cared for no man.
Then, there was that silence again as they stared at one another.
The one that tried to say it all and never could. His eyes were still
blue as they caught the low light, then stared down upon him. Blue
but… different . Some small part of his brain wondered if it was still
him in there.
They were greyer than when they'd last met-wrought from some
deep, Atlantic trench far beneath the waves where they lived under
terrible pressure. The sort born by the world bearing down upon you
on all sides, where the only way was further down.
Nothing ever stayed the same for long. The world had a penchant for
making sure of it.
"I am," Dumbledore said, simple and succinct-not made to carry the
enormous weight he forced it to.
"No." Dumbledore sighed and shook his head, "I don't. I fear no one
does. That's a truth that, once learned, can never be unlearned." His
arm had fallen back to his side, and, at being confronted with his
own mortality, he subconsciously cradled his dead limb. "Whatever it
is-whatever I've been given, it's far too little for what comes next."
"War, Harry," Dumbledore said, and that terrible pressure from his
eyes became his words. "And all the terrible tidings it brings. Ours is
a world alight."
"-I guess we all just want to know what comes next. We need to
know what to do ."
Harry pulled the chair from beneath the table and furrowed his brow.
"Alright then," he said.
"Tell me, when you attended Hogwarts, how many Purebloods were
there?"
He bit his lip as he thought, "I dunno," Harry shrugged. "A few a year,
per house? More in Slytherin."
"We take some of what we've lost. We find hope in the small
victories. We rescue who we can, find those who will fight with us,"
Dumbledore said. "As terrible as it seems, you will find no better
fighting spirit than in the man or woman that must fight, or perish."
Dumbledore nodded grimly. "It is," he said. "I believe we could use it
to discern the knowledge of other such… artefacts ."
The room was empty, though Harry still ensured he looked over both
shoulders throughout the conversation. Though he was sure the
other man wouldn't allow any listening ears.
"You really think we could use it- her ?" Harry prompted. "I… it just
sounds too good to be true, I suppose."
"She needn't know the subject matter to help with the work." Albus
said, "Though this can be a discussion for another time, I'm sure."
Pushing himself from his seat with his healthy hand, Dumbledore put
his back between them. "Our plans will soon be ready and we'll find
our victories, Harry. I promise you. For now, however, I must bid you
goodbye."
That's all?
It was abrupt like the man wanted to avoid something . Harry just
didn't know what.
But he didn't have his answers yet, and he wasn't so keen to let the
man go without them.
Dumbledore stood tall and made for the door quickly as if he didn't
want to confront something. Though he stilled halfway in his journey
asHarry's voice made a sudden call to his retreating form.
"I-Sir…" Harry tried again, still not having the capacity to put what his
mind urged and fled from into words. Eventually, with enough time, it
overcame its deficit. "About the Weasleys…"
A haunting thought that had made its way to live in the air between
them-sullen and biting. It wore at the old man's face, sending it
falling more than he'd ever seen it. It made Harry regret ever trying
to bring it up, had it not gnawed at him during every waking hour
he'd have let it pass.
There was that bitterness again, the sort he couldn't stop or perhaps
didn't want to.
Albus shook his head. "No," he said. "Nothing ever could be."
Harry turned his head towards the man, sharp and swift. "I want to
do more," h said, his voice filled with tired, grim determination. "I
want to find who did it. I want to find them all."
There was another sigh, but it lacked the parental softness-it was
coarse as it confronted the inevitable. "And you will, in time,"
Dumbledore promised. "It's not what you want to hear, but it will take
time. Some things must be of greater priority if we wish to survive-it
wouldn't be of any service to search for a justice of our own and
leave the world without it."
"I've stood through all your lectures this year," Harry bit back. "But I
don't think I can stand to listen to this one. You weren't there, I had to
watch the house I stayed in, where my friends lived, get burnt to
ashes with them inside."
"Once upon a time, I stood where you stood," Albus began. "I fought
wars too, I felt everything you do. At the time, I didn't have the good
sense to stop myself-didn't possess the ability to know where right
met wrong."
Fleur stole a final look towards the room as she crossed the
threshold of the door and stepped into Grimmauld Place proper. She
surveyed the room and the few lingering faces that hadn't yet
vacated the Headquarters.
There was one face in particular she sought, a journey that dragged
her further in, searching for familiar features.
"Fleur?" Charlie called from behind her, leaning against the back of
one of the lounge chairs.
She swivelled on her back foot to face him-he was a bit dirtier,
certainly more tired when she'd last seen him, however long ago that
was. It was easy to lose count.
"It's fine, really," Charlie said, holding up a hand to stop her mid-
sentence. "He's still away."
Biting her lip, Fleur quelled whatever it was she felt at that revelation.
The motley mixture of emotions that rose at his words-relief, guilt,
anger, sadness. It was hard to figure it all out.
In place of saying what she felt, Fleur opted for, "Where has he been
sent now?" she asked, "and for how long?"
"Oh, we're broke alright," Charlie laughed. "But either we win and
can worry about paying debts later, or we die and it never mattered."
Wonderful.
He blew a breath out that fluttered his lips, "Two or three days?
Maybe?" he said. "It's not like it's that far to travel, I just can't imagine
he'll be getting back in the magical way."
"You…" The words lived and died on her tongue as she searched for
better ones. "You did tell him he could talk to me, didn't you?"
That put a tension in his shoulders, more than there was already. His
hands drummed on the back of the lounge in indecision.
She wrung her hands together over her lap; the anxiety felt like
anathema. "I… I need to tell him something. It's important. If you
could… let him know?"
"You're not… you know…." He looked her up and down. She arched
an elegant eyebrow. " Pregnant. "
"No! No! " Fleur practically cried out at the word. "Merlin, Charlie,
nothing like that. Like I said, we haven't really… seen one another all
that often."
Instead, it was the burrowing feeling in her gut. She'd kissed another
man, she wasn't sure she was still in love with the one she'd sworn
to marry. No matter how many miles Bill put between them, or the
number of times she fled and hoped to never see him, the issue
remained at her heels.
Her mental battle warred for what felt like an age but didn't seem to
escape to her face if Charlie's relief over her words was any
indicator.
"You can say it, Charlie." Fleur pushed, the small gnawing in her gut
desperately wanted to know if endorsement would spring from his
lips.
Perhaps that was the part that stung worst of all-not knowing if what
she did, what she was doing was right.
Fleur's voice was soft and withdrawn, "I know, Charlie. I promise I
do," she said. "I try to understand what I-"
His voice was louder, more dominant than her near whisper. "You
shouldn't have to, though. I guess that's what I'm trying to say." He
breathed coarsely. "I'm sure it hasn't been easy on you either. You're
away from home for him, you stayed here for him. Mum would belt
him around the ears if she knew what he was doing."
When his mouth spoke mum, the words wavered and came out
choked. Even if Charlie wore it better than the others it still hurt more
than words could ever do justice.
"Charlie-" Fleur tried to stop him in the hopes she could stop the
boiling pot from spilling.
He closed his eyes and shook his head, "Merlin," Charlie swore. "I
don't mean to ramble or… or say something that might upset you. I
just want you to know, whatever happens, I understand. And…"
"And," Charlie continued in a pace far more sedate and soft. "You'll
still be our sister-all of us, if you want. Mum couldn't help but try and
get more, like the seven of us weren't enough already."
It was pleading, and despite everything she had done, Fleur couldn't
help the tear that escaped and ran wet down her cheek. Her arms
outstretched and encircled Charlie in a gentle hug.
Fleur frowned, pacing the opposite side of the room. Her soft
footfalls rebounding off the old, threadbare carpet-each step
threatening to break her from her rumination.
Harry shrugged and leant back into her bed, a soft sigh fell from his
lips as weary muscles met the soft bed, "No," he said. "For the
record, I really think it's a terrible one."
Even from across the room he could see her arched, elegant brow,
"so we're going through with it because?"
Her frown deepened as she edged closer to the bed, "I don't know if
it'll work," she said. "She could figure something out she shouldn't…
or refuse to work with me."
"You're just looking for excuses," Harry pointed out, turning on the
bed to face her properly.
Fleur scoffed, "can you blame me?" she asked. "To consider this, I'm
not even sure what to make of it."
Finally, Harry threw his legs over the bed and edged his way towards
her. With her back to him, he wrapped his arms around her midriff
and settled his chin into her collarbone. Fleur bristled at the sudden
contact, caught in her own thoughts. She leapt but calmed in the
span of a few short seconds, settling into his arms with a cursory
glance towards the door.
"I know it sounds like the worst plan," Harry admitted. "I see what
you're saying just… for me, try?"
"But I reserve the right to stop any time I want," she demanded. "And
I mean it, Harry."
He chose to be placating rather than push the issue any further, "Of
course," Harry agreed. "But give her a chance, she's so incredibly
bright. You really are more alike than you know." His soft voice in her
ear turned to a sharp sigh, "what's the time?"
Fleur cast her eyes to the dresser for a moment, eyeing the small,
artisan-crafted clock that sat upon the bench, "Half-six," she
announced.
"I need to go."
The revelation wasn't an easy one; Fleur turned in his arms, their
noses brushing on the pass.
Harry laughed gently, "I need you to find those runes," he said. "The
sooner we figure out how to use Nagini, the sooner this-" he
gestured around them, "-all ends. I'll be fine for a night."
Rolling his eyes, Harry pushed closer too, "I'll have Moody with me.
It'll be quick, I'll be back before you even know I'm gone."
With the cocky smile that followed his words, Fleur pressed her lips
to his. Sweet and succinct, she pulled away before the taste had the
chance to live on his lips.
It was her turn for a small smile, "you'll get another if you make it
back."
"I've never wanted to win this war more," Harry joked to her tinkling
laughter.
If she had been smarter, she might've lightened the books before
she gathered the pile and trekked silently across the house.
But she hadn't. There was this sort of pervasive nervousness in the
air, one she assumed she would've shed in school.
Eventually, she came across the door, similar to all the others save
for the knowledge of what lay behind. With her hands full she kicked
the toe of her shoe into the door to knock, hoping it'd open so as to
rest her burning arms.
Her hair was perhaps a bit more dishevelled than Fleur last
remembered, not that she ever paid particular attention to the girl's
features beyond glances. In fact, she could remember ever being
alone with the other girl. There had always been another party.
"He… did," Hermione replied; Fleur could hear her step closer to her
turned back. "What's this all about?"
"No."
Fleur made a hmm'ing sound beneath her breath, "Well, I suppose
you've got your answer then."
She didn't seem to take too well to that proposition, a huff came from
behind her. "If I'm going to be spending time on this, don't you think I
should get some idea?"
"Nope."
Fleur bit back a sigh as she toyed with a page. It had nothing of
interest on it save her own indecision.
A year ago she wouldn't have even bothered. Maybe time truly did
change her. Maybe she'd grown up a little along the way.
Try .
Blowing out a hot breath and continuing as if she hadn't heard, Fleur
closed the book and passed it across to Hermione, "Some things are
just too delicate-too… large to be understood from where we're
standing. Sometimes things get worse the more people know."
" Μοιραίο ." Hermione whispered, her best attempt to test the foreign
words on her tongue. "It's… Greek? "
"It is."
"What am I supposed to do with it?" She opened the dusty cover, the
pungent smell of water-stained paper wafting into the air. "I hope I'm
allowed to know that?"
The other girl looked up, eyes large and inquisitive. "Yes?" Hermione
prompted.
Chewing on the inside of her cheek in the hopes it'd give her some
guidance, " Herpo," Fleur whispered.
"Sorry?"
A hand stopped her, Fleur's gaze that perhaps felt a little harsh given
the situation. "Whatever connection you just made, keep it to
yourself," she demanded. "This isn't the sort of thing to barter around
to ensure everyone knows you're smartest of your age. It's the sort
born from years of people practicing magics so foul they've been
remembered for centuries. They put trust in you not to tell anyone
whatever you think you know, and I have to trust you too. Don't make
us regret that."
With that, her lips closed, and suddenly, the book seemed even
more interesting than it once had. Hermione shuffled over to her bed,
and Fleur breathed a soft sigh of release.
She wanted to beat the thought out of her head with the book. Am I
really doing this now ?
It took her some time to muster the courage to break the academic
silence, even turn of the page. Every scraping of paper against
paper was an opportunity she let pass by.
"Yes?" Hermione returned, her voice breaking free from the page
long before her eyes.
The other girl shook her head, "not particularly, no." It took a few
seconds before a shrug followed, it seemed out of place on her small
form. "Vague mentions I suppose, the symbolics of death-nothing
more."
"Just make sure you mark them down," Fleur offered and turned
back to her book.
There were a few more idle turns of the pages as the clock in the
corner droned ever onwards before her next chance rose, and she
leapt.
Hermione coughed and threw her legs from the side of her bed, "I
think I've found something."
"Theta," Hermione pointed out. "I'm not sure I recognise the rune,
the passage says something about death though. It's all a bit too
difficult to make out through the translation."
Fleur seized the book and turned it towards herself. It was a butterfly
drawing-crude but effective enough to recognise and on its wings,
theta.
The apology was for more than just harsh words to put the fear of
telling others into her. It was for a year's worth of glares and words
that, in hindsight, were harsher than she intended.
"Pardon?"
It wasn't the response she'd expected and left her struggling to push
for more.
Fleur sighed gustily. If any of this could go to plan, I'd appreciate it.
"Well," Fleur returned in a rounder tone. "It's okay to not feel alright,
contrary to popular belief."
She could feel the glare against her cheek, "Did Harry put you up to
this?"
"No," Fleur shook her head. "Just thought I'd ask, the hard times
don't often leave someone untouched."
"I'm fine," Hermione brushed off with a sudden turn of her page,
reopening her book to avoid the conversation. "The Weasleys need
your concern far more than I do."
That made the Veela laugh softly under her breath, "I don't have a
finite amount of concern, Hermione," Fleur said. "They're going
through a terrible time, we all know that. But just because someone
else is feeling something doesn't mean you can feel it too."
"Of course, I know that," Hermione replied quickly, her voice alight
with indignation.
Now, her trying was at the end of its tether. She wasn't sure she
should or even could push any further.
Time continued to pass, though she could devour the pages with a
greater fervour now that her task had been completed.
"Fleur?"
Her platinum hair was brushed out of her view as she looked up.
"Thank you."
They'd crept along the River Orwell until the call of the channel was
close, and salt spray didn't seem so distant. The rousing crack of
apparition had Harry stand at the ready, clutching his wand for the
warmth it gave him.
"Spotted 'em," the new figure said, kneeling in the dirt next to them.
Moody's bark back was quick and biting, "Where, lad? How many of
them?"
The grizzled Auror nodded, his electric-blue eye whirled on its axis
as it scanned the near horizon. "How far?"
"Dunno the exact distance," Graham said. "Didn't want to risk being
too close for too long, it was right on the coast, looked like they're
hiding the muggleborns in some cove."
Harry furrowed his brow, the skin prickling with cold pain, "why so far
out of the way?"
"I'd wager they're tracking another group trying to flee across the
channel," Moody said. "Sticking the rest of them on the coast, in the
open, just keeps them cold and weak. They can divert their power
elsewhere while they're sure the rest won't get away."
"Right then," Moody shouted and roused the rest of the party. "Make
for the horizon!"
That was the only thought Harry could muster as he threw himself
behind an old, forgotten rowboat, shielding himself from an incoming
curse.
Moody billowed and cried spells from the centre of the beach,
sending dirty, gritty sand skywards as a shroud before his curses
crossed the distance and found purchase in flesh. Sans the moon
and spellfire, his eye was the only luminous glow on the beach-it
drew in foe's like a siren's song and repelled them just as easily.
A second spell shattered the other side of the boat, sending splinters
across the sand. Harry rose before a third could strike, parrying it
across to his right into the dark waves.
' Contusio! ' Harry cried internally as he crouched suddenly beneath
a wayward spell.
The shockwave scattered the broken bits of timber, sand and air and
battered his foe, sending him sprawling. There was barely a moment
of reprieve before the second came, launching more bright beams of
light.
A spell from Moody bisected him before Harry could even muster a
counterattack.
" Advance!" Moody cried and apparated forward, getting within feet
of his next foe.
Crack .
The beam of purple light couldn't be dodged from this distance, his
foe made sure of that. Harry's own spell flung from his wand with a
sharp upwards motion, the first spell that came to mind.
' Expelliarmus!'
Spells met in the air and formed a connection, scarlet met violet, and
the beam cackled with volatile electricity.
With a sudden flash of light, the scarlet reached the opposing wand,
drawing it from his grip. The spells collided at their apex and blasted
the man across the beach, allowing Harry a chance to breathe and
turn back to the battle still raging.
"Procella Mare."
Magic was there again, rippling through his tendons and begging for
use. He could taste it on his lips, sweet and moreish-that bittersweet
promise of power at the cost of self.
The tempest rose from the water, vortexes of sea and salt formed a
serpent that stood across the waves like a damning effigy. His
forearm stung with the pain of forcing the magic into the air between
them as he orchestrated the dangerous symphony.
Then, with a vicious arcing of his wand, the serpent swallowed the
beach whole.
Harry crept down the halls of Grimmauld Place, careful not to rouse
the house by thumping against the worn floorboards.
Knock.
Knock.
Knock.
He could hear the running footsteps from within before the door was
thrown open and he was dragged inside.
His reply was cut off by her lips as he kicked the door closed behind
him, the passion was warm and fervent, claiming his lips as her own.
He was home. It didn't taste of fruit or exotics, she didn't leave vanilla
on his tongue or holly in his nose.
Home tasted of her; the uniqueness of warm flesh, the feeling of
hope in chest.
"About a quarter came with us," Harry said. "The rest we helped
across the channel."
He couldn't help the little, dejected tone that his words were steeped
in.
His breath scattered platinum tresses, "I missed you, too," Harry
whispered. "How'd it go with Hermione?"
"I don't know where you think you're going," she scoffed and
dragged him back.
"Well, they're going to have to," Fleur said as she pecked his lips
gently.
Her request was sudden, catching him off-guard. Harry cocked his
head back, looking at her inquisitively as she peered up at him, hope
in her eyes.
"I can't really-" Harry began, her eyes still wide and pleading and she
nuzzled her body against hers. "-I suppose I could try."
"I suppose it's lucky you've still got the same gifted teacher, no?"
Harry looked around the room as she adjusted her hands to his
shoulders, "What are we supposed to do for music?"
"Your idiot." She corrected and adjusted his hands for him.
The carpet, threadbare as it was, was soft on their feet as she began
to spin them in circles. Her head found his shoulder as they turned,
she let out a soft exhale of pleasure. He could feel her constant
smile through the fabric of his shirt.
They'd never really talked about it, not that he could remember.
They spun around on the carpet, trying to make sense of victory and
defeat-to try and figure out the world around them.
They danced to try and feel all the things they shouldn't, all the
things they were too afraid of. At that moment, it all seemed just that
little bit easier.
The war, the love, the world seemed more bearable in the arms of
the other. The right company just had that effect.
Fleur leant back and captured his lips once more; the kiss was
deeper and laden with the ardour of passion. Her tongue swept
across his lips and met his own, duelling with hers, and the spinning
stopped, and they swayed idly in the arms of the other.
The kiss deepened, his hands lowered past the curve of her hips to
her arse, she moaned softly into his mouth.
Harry couldn't savour the moment for what it was worth. A noise
sprang to the right and drew him from their coupling.
"Fleur," Hermione cried as she opened the door, "I think I might
have-"
The last thing Harry heard was her footsteps bounding down the
corridor.
Dancing Infinities
Hey everyone!
I know it's been a while, I hadn't meant for it to be so long but life got
in the way. University started back up, I lost my mum and a whole
host of other things hit me in the meantime.
I want to give a huge thank you to the army of people who beta read
the chapter and helped shape it into what it is today; Taliesin19,
x102RedDragon, NerdDragonVoid, Liberty Prime and Honorverse
fan, without their suggestions and help it wouldn't be what you have
here today.
She knows.
Breathe.
Blink.
Breathe.
She knows.
The harsh clarity rang loud in a hollow head. Her distant, percussive
footsteps were the only reminder to breathe.
Blink.
Breathe.
Her door slammed from down the hall, hard enough to shake their
own and it became quickly apparent that the naive hope was just
that- naive .
The breath that met his skin was hoarse and laboured, the thoughts
let loose, the adrenaline flowed in aching rivulets and his breath
quickened.
" Harry," Fleur whispered, a noise so quiet and quick he wasn't sure
if it was imagined.
Her following question was one he'd expected to come, one he'd
lamented for all the short time he'd been allowed reprieve to think a
thought beyond what lay at their feet.
"I don't know," Harry whispered to her. It was simple, succinct and
not at all what he'd intended.
Was it to hold her close and proclaim his love yet again? Was it to lie
and say it'd all be alright, just to make it all seem bearable for a
moment or two?
In the arduous search of self to discover what best to do, he looked
at her again and found her worse than he'd left seconds ago. Eyes
red and raw, a tear track that ran a single, solitary river down to the
crest of her cheek.
Was this all a horrible outcome at his hands? He'd orchestrated it all,
the parties, the kiss, the love they shared. He'd taken her care and
love and given her a war in return. Both with wands and hearts.
He'd been the snake that slithered into Eden. The forbidden fruit
hadn't even been a temptation, it'd all been peaceful, tranquil until he
arrived. He'd cared, he'd asked about her day and been a
companion to beat back the coldness of isolation in the distant hope
the fruit would be all the more appealing.
Then, at his direction, she'd taken her bite. The grass had
disappeared beneath their feet and they plummeted-the sudden and
harsh descent to earth.
"I'm… I'm sorry," was his meagre response as anxiety rose at the
thought of her response.
At his words, she busied herself with the arduous task of tracing the
corners of the room with her eyes.
Though she dared not to look at him, her reply came all the same.
"What for?"
Harry swallowed against the rising words. "You… you know what
for."
He didn't want to say the words aloud and, clearly, neither did she.
They'd never spoken of the truth that lingered at the perimeter, the
one that threatened to tear their little piece of happiness apart. How
could they? Had words yet been invented that could possibly be a
balm on such a wound?
The silence was stagnant, it left them in the room wondering as their
final point of contact dwindled to barely touching hands.
It wouldn't be-it couldn't . But, for now, he could stomach the lie.
"I-" Harry opened his mouth and the sound escaped before he had
the good sense to neuter it.
"I'll talk to her," he whispered, the illusion erupting with every word.
In lieu of words she didn't have and that he didn't want to hear, she
nodded and drifted towards the bed. A pale, ivory-skinned spectre of
what once was.
But, he supposed, he'd already been falling for quite some time.
It was that thought, fleeting as it was, that made the door seem just
that little bit smaller, and allowed him to step before it.
He waited a few short moments in the hopes she'd come to the door
before his first call was followed in turn by a second, slightly louder
than its predecessor. However, part of him relished the idea of his
calls going unheeded.
How did you answer the questions when you didn't have the words
or answers yourself? Better yet, how did anyone expect you to
answer them?
"Come in."
He stood in limbo for a few seconds that felt far too brief, his hand
hovering dangerously close to the handle. All it'd take was gravity to
run its course and the door would come free, inviting him into the
room and all that awaited him.
But despite all his courage in matters of war, it was a battle he was
wholly unaccustomed to.
Not a word had been spoken of his tryst with Fleur to anyone but her
and even their chats about their state of affairs had been hurried and
soon brushed under the rug. There had always been another topic
more tasteful or an issue more pressing. Past a point, there seemed
no purpose to even bothering about it.
He found himself wishing that for all those times he'd allowed her to
brush it off, to move onwards to more pleasurable pursuits and forget
what truly existed between them, that they hadn't. That anything
might prepare him for this.
The room was as it had been last year, save the painful memories of
Ginny at the corners of his vision, the hopes she might be
somewhere she'd never be again. Harry's eyes soon fell on
Hermione, sat upon her bed with a book closed and draped lazily
over her legs. That was sign enough, he supposed, Hermione had
never been lazy when it came to books.
Hermione sat up straighter and the book slid down her legs, "Hey?"
she questioned hotly, "that's all you've got to say? Hey? "
The sigh that left his lips was unintentional, coming out tired and
worn, "What do you want me to say, Hermione?"
Their fights were usually always quick, he'd acquiesce and unlike
Ron, refuse to start a war of attrition over every minuscule infraction.
Though he knew this was no such instance, the war had begun and
no simple 'I'm sorry' would beget an armistice. He'd have to weather
the trenches and simply hope.
"I don't want you to say anything," Hermione said, the book sliding
further until it bounced from the bed and hit the floor like a starting
pistol. "I need you to tell me it wasn't true. That what I saw wasn't
real, that it was just a momentary weakness- anything, tell me
anything and I'll believe it."
This wasn't like her, once upon a time she'd have yelled him down
and marched to Bill herself to explain what she'd seen but with all
that had happened. He supposed even the toughest ships rocked
when they met unsteady seas somewhere. Yet here she was,
offering him a ticket out if only he could lie.
"It wasn't," Harry said, his voice hoarse around the edges as the
words came out hurried. "I… Fleur and I have been together since
Christmas. We've been having an…" The words he thought to speak
sounded like venom on his lips, "affair."
"Oh."
The word had felt like venom and landed like it too, such an
infamous word made her recoil in bed. Silence fell soon after his
words, crude and ineloquent met their mark and found the soft flesh
of the heart.
"I…" Hermione began and paused, then began again and paused
once more for good measure. "I can't even… why? "
Why had he begun this affair? He was the driving force behind it, it'd
been him with the declaration in the orchard. He had been the
oxygen to reignite embers that burned all around them when they
raged with passion.
Had it been because she was beautiful? Because she was witty?
Had it been as simple as needing someone after everything?
"I su-" Harry began but Hermione cut him off before he could
stumble for answers.
Hermione huffed and he could sense anger bubbling over, "I'm not
even sure I want to know why, I'm not sure I could even fathom it. All
that's been going on, the war and the bur-and poor Bill." She took a
moment to compose herself, "I want to understand why, we're in the
middle of a war, we've lost so much and you went and took her ."
Harry's next breath came out ragged, "I hadn't meant for it to happen
like this, you've got to believe me."
"Maybe," she said, "but I find it hard to believe that while I had to
research something so important," tiny specks of spittle shot from
her mouth as she said the word, "that you couldn't even tell me the
purpose of it. Only to find you kissing an engaged woman, to your
best friend's brother no less, so excuse me if I'm in no rush to accept
that."
"These things happen and we can't always control them," Harry tried
placatingly. "Do you really think if I had any choice in the matter I'd
have done it like this? That I'd have to be in secret every time I want
to talk to her? Or that I'd hurt so many people in the process?"
"I thought I knew, I'd have staked my life on knowing. But now I'm not
so sure."
Those words stung like a whip and he knew his face betrayed what
he felt and if she had noticed, she'd cared little for it which set the
sting off again.
The war, what little she had been exposed to, had changed her-it'd
changed them all.
His next breath was harsher, forced through the thin gap between his
clenched teeth. "I didn't want for this to happen," he reiterated. "I
swear on my life I didn't, but it did. I can't change that it did, maybe I
don't want to. But it happened this way and I can't explain why."
Legs swung towards him and propelled her to her feet, perhaps to
see if she could find answers at a closer distance or maybe to
appear threatening-he wasn't sure.
That accusation, the implied cowardice, sent his own blood hot. "You
think I haven't been fighting too?" Harry bit back, "I've fought more
than anyone, lost more than anyone. So excuse me for trying to find
happiness somewhere, anywhere ."
As much as he hated it the line was not without its gravity and, under
the crushing weight of the pain he might've- must've caused, they
both paused for a second to regain a semblance of composure.
"Pardon?"
She was pensive for a moment, though he wasn't sure why. Her
contemplation ended with a brief nod after what felt like an eternity.
That made him snort, even if only a small one. "It doesn't seem like
it, no. But I guess you get a feel for the person, you get to know their
weaknesses after a while and that scares people more than anyone
cares to admit."
Hermione cocked her head to the side and peered more intently at
him, "and then Slughorn's parties?" She guessed.
"Yeah, I guess so," Harry agreed. "I never really meant to take her
but I needed her help, and she's good company."
"Needed her help with what exactly?" Hermione inquired with a bitter
edge in her tone as he internally cursed a poor choice of words.
His clear refusal seemed to stoke the flames further, rather than
douse them. "Have you forgotten what secrets got you last time?"
"Some secrets are terrible when they're held," he replied, "some are
even worse when they're told."
"And in this story when do you kiss and forget she's engaged?
Before or after the secret?"
The role he played that night or lack thereof, was burned into his
mind like a brand. Thoughts could never stray too far for fear of
feeling the guilt crushing him underfoot. How was he to know it'd
happen? Could he have stopped it if he was there?
But he'd learned some time ago from someone he trusted dearly that
lamenting the mistakes we made was a vice of men who were done
with the world. The better got up, they tried again, and they tried to
do it better.
Harry's nod was soft and almost lost as an idle movement of his
head. "The same, and I might be the reason they died, I've spent
enough nights thinking that. So yell that at me if you want, tell me I
could've saved them, you can't do any worse than I've already done.
But she followed me there and then I fell, we fell together. I wish it
was in a different way, I'm forever wishing it was easier on her, but I
don't regret falling. That's what happens in the end, you care so
much you just can't help it. Knowing it might be the wrong person
doesn't help, nothing does, only them."
The truth had come tumbling out. They were human, he knew well
enough they had made mistakes, more than anyone had any right to.
He'd hurt people, he'd done things he'd never dreamt of and it had
led him here, to a room in Grimmauld Place with his heart in his
hand.
"It should," Hermione said. "Because it'll change how Bill feels, it'll
change a lot and I don't know that you understand everything that
co-"
That made his own anger rise to a sudden fever pitch. He'd lived it,
he'd had to suffer the truth every waking hour, eased by her love but
never truly forgotten or lost. If anyone understood, it was them.
"You don't know a thing," Harry spat. "I understand perfectly, I've
lived this. It's not a fairy tale or a dream I think I'm living- it's my life,
and it's all I'm going to get. I'm the one who had to wake up to this,
wake up to her scared about what the future holds, scared that one
day she'll decide she was better off with Bill, it's me that has to wake
up knowing I've hurt the people I care about. You pretend to know,
you might even think you know. You don't."
"You don't even know the courage it took to talk to you, to not lie
about this. Don't tell me what I don't understand. I understand I love
her, I understand all I've done and the mistakes we've made, what
they cost and I understand how that sits in my heart. You've never
loved someone like this, everything you know came out of a book
and it's wrong, all of it. Books aren't everything and they're definitely
not here. Don't try to tell me- us otherwise."
Her intent staring wavered and in lieu of the sharp response he was
expecting, he got one wrought with hot emotion.
"You're different," she said, looking him in the eyes as if she saw
something beyond them. "You've changed… and I'm not sure it was
for the better."
How such a simple statement could make you wonder about your life
up until that point.
"I have," Harry agreed. "We all have, they made me fight a war
before I could buy firewhisky, it was expected. It feels wrong to me
too but when I found her, she was a forgotten housewife in a foreign
place with no friends and a husband who barely wrote. It doesn't
take the blame away from us, we did bad things. But we were all
wrong, it's too far gone to start arguing about who was right."
"That's it," Harry admitted, averting his gaze. "That's all there is, all
we've done. Whether you want to talk to me or not, I get it, but it
won't change how I feel for her."
Harry looked to everything but her, the roof, the walls, the decor. The
confidence that came with finally speaking the truth had wavered
and died such a quick death as he had finished. In its wake, the
anxiety rushed to meet the situation and twisted his gut with its
claws.
When he finally looked back to her, her eyes glistened with tears that
hadn't spilt. "I don't know if I want to," her words were soft but held
the bite of finality. "I just wanted my friend back, the one we'd been
missing all year. Suddenly I almost had him back and then I found
someone else in his place. I don't know how to feel about that."
Though this change left him unmoored and with the knowledge the
old Harry would never have done what he'd done now. Now a single
question followed his train of thought wherever it went, eager to find
an answer in idle thoughts.
"Feel however you like about it," he said. "If you want to talk again,
I'm here, but this is me. I'm sorry you expected someone different
and I missed you too, for what it's worth."
And there it was, the world reminding him that the future was still so
difficult. This had been a hurdle, but the easiest of the race ahead.
"Okay," Harry agreed and closed his eyes, willing sleep to take him
and end this terrible day that only looked to be getting worse.
But she was right, they deserved to know. Their lie had gone on too
long, even if a part of him wished it hadn't ended here. They
deserved to know what had happened, all they had done, all they
had felt and all they had wanted.
He'd expected them to trade places, that Ron would be loud and
angry that like every other fight they'd ever had he'd explode. He'd
be large in rage and try to bring that anger, righteous as it was,
against him.
But he hadn't.
Ron had sat and stared as he talked, knowing Hermione waited just
outside the door waiting to tell him if he hadn't. He was quiet, letting
every word fall against him with the same expression as his eyes
looked at the wall in a hard stare like he was seeing through it. It
made him feel like a child, confessing bad behaviour to a parent who
didn't expect much else.
Harry hated how easy saying that word had started to get. It
should've felt dirty, like his own anathema-instead, it felt like an
inevitability. That, with each revelation the full weight of what he had
done would become wholly apparent and leave him even more
unmoored than what he felt now.
For all his subpar academic work and perhaps occasional teaspoon
depth emotional intelligence, Ron had changed over the course of
the year, and Harry had missed most of it. The exact catalyst he
didn't know but he could see the fruits of its labour. From every
interaction he had seen over the year to why they had been
separated at the Burrow, he watched the picture form in his eyes and
reach his mouth.
The reply made Harry bristle in discomfort, clipped and quick his own
words came back at him and somehow they felt even heavier when
another mouth shared the burden of admitting it.
Harry nodded, not that Ron would've seen, "We did," he said. "I
know what I say isn't worth much anymore, but I'm sorry."
Were the replies succinct and swift because he didn't care? Because
he didn't want to talk? Or because he viewed him with such disdain
that even simple replies were too arduous? The thoughts plagued
him and filled the tense air between them.
With a face full of the indiscernible, Harry pushed for his own
answers. "Are you angry?"
A shrug that was almost apathetic followed, "I want to be," Ron
admitted. "I want to be mad, I want to hate you for it-The Burrow,
spending such little time with us this year but… I'm tired."
"Tired?"
"Nothing, and I've been angry enough," Ron continued. "You fucked
it up good and proper, Merlin knows you did. But if I get angry are
you going to stop seeing her? Is it going to fix everything?"
"No."
"If nothing is gonna change and I'll just end up more tired by the end
of it then I don't see much of a point."
A sad sigh left Harry's lips, "I'm sorry, not just for this, but e-"
Being cut off again made him think it was best to just make sure Ron
had said all he needed to.
"I know," Ron replied simply. "It's too late now to do much."
"I'd like that," Ron interrupted his chain of thought. "But I think I'm
going to go back to Hogwarts."
Desperate.
"Oh."
Ron turned to him and there was the slightest twinge of undeserved
sympathy, "I think we should have some time away-proper time, that
is. You still did what you did and I don't want to tear it apart by having
to side with my best mate over my brother."
Harry nodded, "I get it, I do," he assured Ron. "You don't have to
explain it to me."
"I know," Ron said. "Plus she'd want me to finish school, despite
everything, that's where she'd want me, all of us if she could
manage."
That made him laugh a little in spite of the gravity of it all, "yeah,"
Harry said, "I'll miss her."
"I'll miss her too," Ron said. "She loved you like you were her son,
which is good right about now. If she found out what'd happen she'd
flog you like you were one of us too."
For just one brief, distant moment with the laughter and the jokes it
felt like he had his friend back.
Ron shared some of it, if only briefly. "But she'd want me where I
was safest," he said. "Plus she'd want me to finish school and not be
the next Fred and George. All I've got left is making her proud, I want
to do that."
"And Hermione?" Harry asked. "Will she go back with you too, you
reckon?"
"Yeah, I'd say so," Ron answered. "Someone needs to save the
school every once in a while, it just won't be the same."
"Maybe one day," Harry said.
Their love had always seemed both so effortless and flawless. She
could barely remember any argument that lasted for more than a few
hours and, contrary to her mother's insistence that love wasn't like
the storybooks as she grew up, the prime example in her life was
fairy tale enough.
Though she'd never broached the subject to her mother, there was
always some mysticism to her parents she didn't want to dispel.
Now she wondered if theirs had been a love like this. If it'd been a
fight for every inch, if perhaps her father wasn't the first or if it'd been
so confusing.
"Is it true?"
Bill's voice broke her from her stupor and she sorely wished she'd
had a chance to ask those questions somehow. That they might give
her an ounce of guidance when she felt like she was a teenager
again.
He'd only recently returned from the lowlands, searching for anyone
that'd help them. He'd barely set foot into headquarters before he
was interdicted by Ron, she hadn't had the courage to be the first
thing he saw. The door had closed, the truth had been told and she
slipped in, silently, after him.
Tears rose at the corners of her eyes and she tried desperately to
blink them away and maintain some semblance of control. She'd
done this, she was an adult and she knew better. The muscles in his
jaw clenched in what she assumed was anger, his whole person
seemed to carry a sudden, titanic weight in an instant and his blue
eyes found her own.
It was hard to not relive her entire life in a moment like this,
everything she'd sacrificed to get to where she was. Perhaps she'd
gained more with Harry, but cutting off your finger for a smile still
meant you lost something and it was a pain she felt fully.
Their first meeting hadn't been love at first sight or anything of the
sort. Bill sat at his Gringotts' desk and she dropped some papers off
to him on her way to her department. Besides the slight touching of
hands and the glint of recognition behind his eyes, it wasn't
noteworthy.
Then it'd been polite conversations in the halls that slowly morphed
into longer, work-oriented discussions that held them for minutes at a
time. Soon, work had all but vanished from their talks, left to the
wayside as they began the far more interesting pursuit of who they
were as people.
Dinner had slipped into the mix somewhere along the line and then it
had begun, the late-night chats, the jokes, the constant care for the
other. Meetings in the alcoves at Gringotts, adventures to the
seaside, meetings with different family members.
Before she knew it, she'd been engaged and thought she'd found her
place in it all.
It was clear she hadn't, instead, she'd taken all he'd given her and
torn it into pieces. He had been a good man, not the best-he'd made
mistakes too but he was better than most.
Now she wondered if she had her part in the death of a good man,
there were so few left.
"You know, I thought he'd lied to me," Bill admitted, letting the weight
settle. "I trusted you over him, for some reason, and now I'm just
wondering what I did to deserve this."
Fleur swallowed at the pain that rose in her throat and tried to seep
into her voice, "nothing," she said. "You didn't do anything."
"Clearly, I did," Bill said. "Affairs don't just appear out of thin air."
The word made her bristle, even if it shouldn't have. There'd be far
worse said in the future and she'd have to weather that storm too.
She had become the other woman, the seducer of taken men, she
had become what everyone had thought of Veela. Perhaps that was
what was always meant to be.
With a shake of her head to free herself from the thoughts that
wouldn't help her here, she relented. "Lots of things then, I suppose,"
she said after a second's hesitation, "Some were your fault, some
were mine, some weren't either."
"That's just it," Fleur replied in turn. "You were half a world away and
here I was- alone ."
That put a sharpness in his voice, "What happened to ' I'll wait for
you?' ."
Fleur almost wanted to scream, "and I would have," she bit back, just
as sharp. "But you made me wait with people that hated me and-"
"- They did not hate you! " Bill spat at her, she'd hit a nerve and had
she been in her right mind, she would've ceased pushing any further.
But she wasn't, this was the culmination of all their time together.
The baring of all their faults and problems, perhaps the first and last
chance she'd get to release the pain in her chest that'd held her
captive all year. Once the words spilt from her lips, the dam burst
and there was no pushing the water back through the breach.
"Yes. Yes, they did," Fleur disagreed. "Maybe you were blind to it,
and maybe it was my fault just as much as theirs, but do you have
any idea what it's like to be surrounded by people who don't want
you there? To have every conversation just stop when they notice
you? To hear them talk about you through the walls even though
they think they're being subtle? You don't because you weren't there.
"
She nodded, "it doesn't, I did more wrong than anyone here but I've
got emotions too, I've got needs and wants and I was alone, maybe
if I was stronger, smarter, I could've figured something out. But I
wasn't, and I made a mistake."
"So yes, I made a mistake," she said and, even with tears in her
eyes, she felt she could stand just a little taller as the weight on her
shoulders eased. "I was scared, I was alone and I was out of my
depth. I felt terrible-"
It was a sharp response that cut her off mid-sentence, not that she
really knew where she was going. "And how do you think I feel?" Bill
said. "Do you have any idea how this makes me feel as a man? To
not be able to care for the woman I loved? Do my feelings not matter
here?"
"Of course they matter!" Fleur yelled, "but so do mine. I had to worry
that maybe I'd forget who you were, maybe you'd never come home-
maybe you didn't want to. I'd hear these whispers that maybe you'd
found someone else, a Romani, an Egyptian."
Now it was time for her own sharp remark, "you didn't think about
writing to me either. A portkey for the weekend, a letter, a photo-
anything . You could've quit and I'd have lived in a shack with you."
Fleur's voice trailed off to only just above a harsh whisper. "But you
didn't, and I fell for him. I tried not to, I tried with all my heart but I did
and I had to wake up every morning, knowing what I'd done and how
that would hurt you. I'd feel ill, I wouldn't even want to get out of bed
because I was scared of doing more."
He stared at her intently, filled with some silent emotion that didn't
reach his eyes or lips, not even his cheeks flared with changing
feeling. He just stared.
"But I fell for him," she declared again. "And as terrible as it is, if I
could do it all over, I'd fall for him again."
The words hadn't meant to come out like that, but they had and she
cursed herself for it.
Finally, some emotion, but not what she craved. His eyes widened in
pain, visible and unable to be passed off as anything else. She
wanted to relish in making him understand what she felt, but not like
this.
When he spoke next, taking her words in for the caustic truths they
were, it was not with the same anger and emotion-fuelled replies.
"Of course I did," Fleur promised and took a tentative step closer. "I
don't think I'd have hurt so much if I didn't. You're a good man and I
loved you, I just think I fell out of it somewhere, sometimes these
things just don't last."
Bill made to speak, his mouth opening and closing a few times in
preparation as if he didn't know what to say, "I don't suppose I really
want to know but… is he better than me?" He asked, "Was I that
terrible to you?"
A question that didn't require much thought, "He is-you both were,"
she explained. "You're more than him in some areas, he's more than
you in others. You made mistakes but I didn't do this because you
were terrible to me, you just weren't what I think I needed. That
doesn't mean you're less than he is, it just wasn't right for me."
"I suppose just because the puzzle looks good doesn't mean we
know where the pieces go."
"Yes," she agreed. "Something like that."
Hot breath billowed from his mouth and his form seemed to deflate,
"I just wish it'd come at a better time," Bill said. "Not that any time is
any good for this kind of thing."
His voice wasn't angry, it wasn't even sad, just defeated. It bore the
scars of losing all he had known, of losing the ones he loved and of
the future, bittersweet as it was, that he had hoped would come. It
had all been taken from him as had the will to fight.
"I didn't mean for it to come at such a terrible time," Fleur promised,
her voice small. "But it did, and I'm sorry. You were angry at me last
time and I understand that, you don't deserve any of this."
With another small step forward, she embraced him gently. Chaste
and the sort they were once sure they'd never give the other. The
sort where you said goodbye-not to each other but to a piece of
yourself you'd nurtured into life. It was a solemn thing, it held its own
beauty as they parted, those pieces finally disappeared and they
lamented their loss.
"I'm going to miss you," Bill whispered into her hair, his voice
wavered as his arms tightened.
"I'll miss you too," Fleur replied and she meant it. She loved another,
she loved him more, but that didn't erase the love she held for him
nor all the good times they had. The good times that'd never return.
But she made her choice, now she needed time alone with it.
He'd searched high and low for her before he'd thought to look to the
roof.
The passageway to get there was thin and narrow, Harry didn't
suppose the Blacks were much for stargazing, naming their children
after them had clearly been enough. It twisted and turned, a sharp
ascent through the attic where he was forced to navigate Kreacher's
handiwork or lack thereof.
Eventually, he came upon a door slightly ajar, through its gap the
frigid night's air fluttered through, flakes of snow occasionally on its
wings. Harry stepped gently to it, pushing it open and peeking
beyond. He managed a cursory glance around the perimeter of the
roof before he heard her, rather than saw her.
It was a soft melody, a tune carried on the cold wind that caressed
him and beckoned him onwards even though he wondered if it'd be
best to give her time alone. Harry rounded the corner to see her lying
on the ground, a heavy coat beneath her to protect her back from the
cold roof, her hair splayed around her like a halo.
Her song was one he couldn't make out, he assumed it was French.
It was beautiful, though not as one would come to expect of a song.
Even amongst words he couldn't understand, it said things he hadn't
expected and, in a way, bared her heart to the night. It was the sort
of melody that drew him closer.
His footsteps had gone unnoticed until he had gotten closer, just a
few feet away before she turned her head gently and took in his
person. Fleur's eyes were red-rimmed as if she'd been crying but not
any time recently. A small smile was offered to him as he kept
approaching slowly as if she was an animal he could somehow scare
away.
"Hey," Fleur offered after she observed him for just a second longer.
"Hey," Harry returned, he didn't have much else to give her. Instead,
he wordlessly took a seat beside her, she shuffled slightly to the side
to offer the coat's protection against the cold ground. Their shoulders
brushed as he nestled into position and he looked up to the sky.
Harry turned to her, taking in the soft angles of her face as she
turned back to him. He had always relished being this close, each
time felt like a little victory in his own heart. From this distance, he
could see the remnants of her tears more clearly, the slight blush to
her cheeks, the little tear tracks that extended onto her pale skin and
fought against the feeling to reach up and run his finger across their
journey.
He blew out a long breath, "yeah," Harry agreed. "I reckon about the
same, I'm not even sure if we're still friends."
"They'll understand eventually."
Fleur nodded lightly, "I think so." Harry nodded back to her and her
lips parted as if she wanted to continue. "It's just… do you think we
did the right thing?"
It was rare that she ever came to him for guidance, she had always
seemed so self-contained and sure. If nothing else it was a reminder
that, despite titles, she was just as lost as he was.
She had loved, she had gotten lost, she'd been confused and she'd
been hurt. She just wanted to know it was for something and not
nothing.
Harry had come to realise there were plenty of parts of love no one
bothered to explain, this was one of them.
He grappled with the question while her eyes traced his face, "I think
so," Harry eventually said. "I think we did what was best for us,
maybe just not in the best way."
Then the silence returned, but it had been different from all its
predecessors today. It was calmer-softer. In place of talking, Fleur
had resumed her singing under her breath and for its duration, Harry
let himself fall into the melody.
Harry blinked a few times, taking in what she had said, "Are you
scared of something now?"
"Yeah," she admitted and he felt his breath quicken. "A lot."
"Like?"
Fleur let out a gusty breath and the words stilled at her lips for a few
long moments, "How I feel about you, for one."
"Why wouldn't it?" she asked, "You've been in my life for all of a year
and look where we are, look what we've become and all we've
done."
Fleur shook her head and it eased for a moment, "No, never," she
assured him. "But so much has changed, I had dreams, I had my life
planned out in my head. I wanted to go east and see the sands and
the stars. I wanted to go see the snow and the mountains, I wanted
to see the world and then, all of a sudden, I realised I wanted to see
those things with you."
Harry didn't want to speak, not that he could. He wasn't sure he'd
have the words to try and reassure her of anything at the moment.
"And it's not even just that," Fleur continued. "It can be anything, now
my dreams are just us, doing nothing, sitting somewhere and having
a picnic. They're not these grand adventures where we see the world
anymore. They're just us, together. And that scares me."
"It's not you," she whispered back. "But you're in my life now, and I
want you here, I can't even imagine you not being here. Maybe it'll
make it all less scary, maybe it won't." She laughed beneath her
breath, "this would be so much easier if we had wine."
A little smile followed his words, "Don't be," she said. "Dreams are
fragile things, they're not made of much and, just sometimes, you
find something better instead."
That made him laugh in turn, the easy sort you didn't even realise
came out until you heard it. "Maybe that's what we can do when this
is all over," Harry said. "See places and drink wine. I've always
wanted to visit Spain. No particular reason or anything, I just think
the world's a big place and you know, if you wanted, maybe we could
see it together."
She smiled harder at the thought, "I want to show you home," Fleur
said. "It's not much, but Maman and Papa would adore you."
"Even after everything?"
"If someone could get that memo to half the British people every
other year, I'd be thankful."
A little snort followed, the sort that made him smile. "They're fools,
and anyone that spends time with you can see that."
"I don't know that I'm all that," Harry shrugged, "but thank you."
Fleur put her hands up in a gesture of 'I don't know' and giggled
slightly. "I guess that's something, I was scared to tell you what I
thought."
"And now?"
Harry breathed a soft breath as he sought it out, "I guess it's our star
now, after all it's seen…"
A little blush came across her cheeks-he'd rarely ever seen her
blush. That was just the benefit of finding the right person, he
guessed.
She spoke as they stared at the star, breaking his gaze, "You know
how I'm not afraid anymore?"
"Yeah?"
With her own gaze broken, their eyes met and he marvelled at the
blue that had enraptured him. Searching her iris for imperfections,
following the different shades of blue as they melded and faded like
waves seamlessly into the next.
Once the words had left her lips, she tilted her head upwards to meet
his own. Strands of silver hair falling over his cheeks like thin
gossamer strands that made the moonlight seem so much more. Her
lips had searched out their counterpart, softly brushing against his to
allow him to taste her, if only faintly.
And he did, with all his heart. It was the sort of feeling you could
never describe until it happened, certainly one he'd never expected
he'd feel. She was his constant companion and soon he too couldn't
imagine a day without her funny jokes, her witty insights or support.
Then they fell, like they had always been falling, into each other. It
hadn't been like their first kiss, needy and addictive, full of fervour
and laden with the hope that more would follow.
This was a promise, a promise that more would come. That the
difficulty of their love only made the fruits it bore sweeter, a promise
that everything would be alright and a promise of love-of all the
things they wanted to say but didn't know the words for.
Every kiss, glittering in the moonlight, was a piece of their heart they
relinquished to the other, willingly. Gone, never to be seen again only
to welcome a piece of the other's in return.
And it was there, on the roof of Grimmauld Place, that all their
tomorrows began with a kiss.