luna

there are times when i think about recovery but i fear that if i do im going to end up gaining even more weight than i started with. and then it feels like my only options are either live like this for the rest of ny life, suck it up and recover, or kill myself

i am not a lesbian omg i probably made that poor girl uncomfortable my brain is just slow now im SORRY

omg today is already so shit i forgot my project at home for the millionth time and i feel bad because i always have to have someone in my family bring it to me ughhhh

i feel like i just regressed and im back in my 7th grade body/mind this is so trippy

i cant stop binging it feels like i cant stop binging🤑🤑🤑🤑🤑🤑🤑🤑🤑🤑🤑

i feel like death my head hurtssss like its only 10 in the morning give me a break😞

im genuinely terrified of even touching the scale rn

literally dreamnt i was singing anas song by silverchair in front of my brother and mom. and my brother was all like "shes literally singing about anorexia right in front of us!!!!" and i was like noo its just a song! and then my first thought was to go rant about it on tumblr 🤒

i love horror rpg maker games so much, they are oh so very dear to me

i feel like such a pig help meee