reconnecting with my room after being around other people for too long

april showers WILL bring may flowers

Omg do you guys know what I rlly need in s5?

I need El and Lucas bonding over feeling like they’re losing the person they love the most, feeling like this person hasn’t been completely honest to them in the past and acknowledging how much it truly has hurt them to be lied to. I need them to bond over desperately trying to help someone who just doesn’t want to be helped, trying to reach for someone they love and get to know them better only to be pushed away.

This is in no way intended to be a Max/Mike hate post by the way, because I totally understand them both and the way they handle their trauma. I love them both so much, but I also want to acknowledge how damaging it is for El and Lucas to just be able to watch as their loved one suffers in silence.

So yeah. Give me Lucas and El bonding in s5 while Lucas waits for Max to wake up from her coma and El contemplates breaking up with Mike.

Give me Lucas telling her “Well, Mike hasn’t ever mentioned you guys fighting, so I suppose that’s a good thing, right? That you two don’t get into fights?” and watching her face fall. Give me El asking Lucas “Well, what do you do when Max can’t say ‘I love you’?” and him answering her with “We don’t really say it… I suppose actions speak louder than words”. Give me El slowly realising that Mike’s actions don’t exactly scream ‘I love you’ either, because pretty much all they do is make out and fight. Give me El asking Lucas “Does Max ever laugh things off when you try to fix things? Like, crack a joke to distract you or something?” and Lucas growing more and more concerned. Give me Lucas telling El stories about Mike from when they were younger and her saying “I had no idea he likes that/I had no idea he could be like that” etc. Give me El talking about how much she loves Max and how she doesn’t want to lose her and Lucas nodding along and smiling, so in love that it’s pretty much written in his face. Give me El slowly learning to accept that maybe her relationship with Mike isn’t worth holding on to.

GIVE ME EL AND LUCAS BONDING IN S5

THE LAST OF US — 01 x 03, “Long, Long Time”

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The cycle continues

this was so not worth crawling out of my grave for

he just looks so torture-able . like it would be a disservice NOT to torture him.. . he WANTS to be tortured

one of my favorite things about tumblr is the romanticization and appreciation of physical features/attributes that don't tend to get as much love irl or on other social media platforms. it's a nice change from tiktok literally recommending plastic surgery to anyone whose nose isn't button-sized lmao. anyway i love u unconventional beauty

I am!! You guys are such wonderful writers 💖

Stag beetles are so cool. They're like butch women

i love not talking #theobserver

i go to the shop and I ask if they have any raspberries. they say no, they used to sell raspberries, but they haven't had any in stock in the last 15 years. I ask if there's somewhere else I can go to buy raspberries. They say no, with confidence and pride, they're the only shop around who has ever sold or will ever sell raspberries. Other shops might sell other fruit, sure, but they have a monopoly on all raspberries forever. I ask if they're possibly planning on them selling them again in future? they say they can't tell me that.

on the way home, I encounter someone eating raspberries. I ask and they tell me that they grow their own, they got some seeds from the shop back in The Raspberry Days and kept them. They take me to a field of many beautiful raspberry plants and invite me to pick my own, they're free for all the town to pick whenever they'd like.

someone comes up behind us. It's the shop manager, President of Nintendo Shuntaro Furukawa. he hatefully throws a bob-omb that blows up and kills both of us instantly for stealing 200 trillion dollars worth of potential Raspberry Shop That Doesn't Do Raspberries Anymore profits that they weren't making and then he turns around to the camera with a big thumbs up and says don't do piracy or something ok please

top five most important things you can give a character. 1. bisexuality. 2. autism. 3. so much negative rizz it loops around into irresistibility. 4. so many bad events. 5. a coping mechanism that’s cute and silly provided you don’t think about it too hard