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The Weight of Silence
angst, 8th member
You had always been the silent one in Enhypen. The 8th member, the one who didn’t often speak, yet always observed. Your presence was more subtle compared to the others, but it wasn’t unnoticed. From the moment you joined Enhypen, you had your own space in their world. They welcomed you with open arms, treating you like family—but even then, something felt different. You weren't entirely sure if it was because you were the only girl in the group or if it was simply a feeling you couldn't shake.
You had always been a listener, letting the boys speak their minds while you quietly processed their words. You were often at the center of the conversations, the one they turned to when they needed advice or comfort. They trusted you with their emotions, but you rarely shared your own. You didn't want to burden anyone, so you kept your emotions locked away deep inside.
But that all began to change as the group’s popularity grew, and their schedules became busier. It was as if the constant motion of work and success slowly started pulling you away from the others, and you felt it. At first, you dismissed it, telling yourself it was just the stress of being in a successful group, the chaos of constant practice and media schedules. But as days turned into weeks, you noticed it wasn’t just the hectic schedule. It was something else—something deeper.
You weren’t sure when it started. Maybe it was when Sunghoon became more distant, when his cold stares seemed more frequent. Or when Heeseung started to avoid you, his smile replaced with awkwardness every time you tried to speak to him. Maybe it was when Jungwon, the usually cheerful leader, began turning his back to you when everyone gathered for a quick chat, his eyes no longer meeting yours.
But the real breaking point came on a cold winter evening when you overheard them talking. You had been quietly sitting in the practice room, scrolling through your phone while waiting for the others to finish their own rehearsals. You weren’t trying to eavesdrop, but their conversation drifted to you.
“Heh, she’s been acting weird lately,” Sunghoon’s voice was laced with concern, but you could hear the hint of irritation beneath it.
“I don’t get it… I mean, what happened? She was so close to us before.” Heeseung’s voice echoed the confusion you had been feeling. “She’s like a stranger now.”
Jungwon’s sigh pierced through the room. “She’s been shutting herself off. She’s different. We’ve all tried talking to her, but it’s like she doesn’t even want to be here anymore. Do you think she’s getting tired of all this?”
A silence followed, and you could hear the uncertainty in their breathing. It was as if they, too, had been confused about your distance, but they didn’t understand. They didn’t know. You had to leave, then. It was too much. Your chest felt tight, and your heart pounded in your ears. The quiet was suffocating.
You gathered your things, not bothering to wipe away the tear that had slipped down your cheek. You walked out of the practice room, your steps slow but deliberate.
Later that evening, you found yourself in your room, alone with your thoughts. You couldn’t sleep, and the weight of everything felt like it was crashing down on you. Maybe they were right. Maybe you had changed, but it wasn’t because you didn’t care about them anymore. You cared too much. And that was the problem.
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The next few days were worse. Every time you walked into the room, it felt like the atmosphere shifted, like everyone was tiptoeing around you, afraid of saying the wrong thing. They had noticed the distance, and they were trying to figure out why. But you couldn’t tell them. You couldn’t tell them that every time you got close to them, you felt yourself getting lost in the shadows. Every laugh, every touch, every conversation only reminded you of how alone you were, even in the midst of it all.
The group’s success was everything they had dreamed of, and they were thriving in it. But for you, the constant noise of their success only amplified your own isolation. You didn’t know how to find your place anymore. You were happy for them, but at the same time, you felt like a stranger in your own life.
And so you continued to withdraw.
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It wasn’t until one night, after a long performance, that you found yourself face to face with Jungwon. He was sitting in the lounge, staring at his phone as everyone else had scattered off to their rooms. He looked up when you entered the room, his gaze immediately softening as if he had been waiting for you.
“You’ve been avoiding us,” he said quietly, his voice not accusatory, just calm, tired. “What happened to you?”
You swallowed hard, feeling the knot in your throat tighten. “I’m not avoiding you,” you replied, your voice coming out in a fragile whisper. “I just… I don’t want to be a burden.”
He frowned, clearly not understanding. “A burden? Why would you ever think that? You’re part of this team, part of this family. We need you.”
“But you don’t understand,” you whispered, fighting to keep your tears at bay. “I don’t belong here. I don’t fit in with all of you. You’re all so… so perfect. And I’m just me. I don’t know how to keep up. I don’t know how to be a part of this anymore without feeling like I’m drowning.”
Jungwon’s sigh pierced the air. “You’re not drowning. We’re all in this together, okay? We’ll help you.”
You shook your head, pulling your hand back from his. “But I’m not, Jungwon. I’m not enough for any of you. I can feel it. I can feel that I’m the odd one out. I’m holding you all back.”
“Stop,” he said, his voice suddenly firm. “No one is holding anyone back. You’re part of this group, just as much as the rest of us. If you feel like you’re drowning, then we need to pull you up. We need to help you, because that’s what family does.”
Your heart ached at his words, but the walls you had built around yourself were too thick to tear down that easily. You could feel the tears threatening to spill over, but you blinked them back, focusing instead on the sincerity in his eyes. “I don’t know how to let you in,” you whispered. “I don’t know how to stop feeling like I’m drowning in my own head.”
Jungwon stepped closer, his hand gently touching your shoulder. “We’ll help you. You don’t have to face this alone. You’ve never had to.”
Just as you were about to speak, Heeseung entered the room. His usual smile was gone, replaced by a look of quiet concern. “Are you okay?” he asked softly, his voice quieter than usual.
You didn’t say anything at first, but when he took a step closer to you, you could see the tenderness in his gaze. It was as if he had been waiting for a moment like this, to show you that he was still there, that he still cared. You didn’t have to say a word as Heeseung stepped forward, gently pulling you into a hug.
“We’ve missed you,” he whispered, his voice barely audible.
And in that moment, you finally allowed yourself to collapse into his embrace, the weight of everything you had been holding onto finally spilling out in quiet sobs. They didn’t need you to be perfect. They didn’t need you to always be okay. You didn’t have to fight this battle alone anymore.
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FATAL OBSESSION — l.hs
even if your best friend seemed to have found the love of her life, the one that keeps her the happiest, while also treating you, and everyone else with respect—you can't help but feel something was... off about him. you didn't dwell on it much—something which proved to be a fatal mistake on your part.
GENRE — pwp, kidnapping au, psychopath au, best friend's boyfriend trope
WARNINGS — DEAD DOVE DO NOT EAT, noncon, noncon-ish dumbcon, psychopath!hee, kidnapping, character death, oral (both m! and f! rec), throat fucking, throat bulge, bondage, exhibitionism, voyeurism, gun play, gun in v (DON'T!!!), sucking the barrel of a gun (seriously, don't), squirting, unprotected sex (don't), doggy, cumming inside, groping, tit squeezing, nipple pinching, clit pinching, bondage, let me know if i missed any!
WORDCOUNT — 11.8k
NOTE — READER'S DISCRETION ADVISED!!! went a little too insane while writing this. thank you to my bestie sena who always encourages me to write my deranged wip ideas that I get during the most random times—this one in particular came to my mind while I was... studying. no I'm not lying. this was, as always, not proofread. so if you see any mistakes? just pretend you didn't, okay?
MINORS DO NOT INTERACT
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Wasted on you~
19-year-old y/n is drowning in a sea of self-doubt, desperately trying to escape everything—especially her alcoholic mother, whom her "friends" cruelly call a "crackwhore." Struggling with self-expression, she turns to shoplifting and drinking to numb herself. In the midst of her chaos, she meets Nishimura Riki, a magnetic boy who could be the distraction she’s been craving. But as they grow closer, she can't help but wonder—will she mess everything up?
PART ONE
Pairing: teenage dirtbag!Nishimura Riki x teenage dirtbag!reader
Genre: angst
Warnings: suggestive, but no smut, self harm, y/n burns herself, has habits like picking her skin, verbal abuse, y/n's mom slaps her, drugs and alcohol- cocaine, weed, smoking, yujin runs off with an older man, mentions of child abuse, almost all characters are over the age of 18, but legally cannot drink or consume any substances
Notes: English isn't my first language, so If the grammar is off, please dont mind it.
this fic is not meant to shine any negative light on ni-ki.
Your life was a series of muted, gray moments—fragments of broken things that never quite fit together. The house was a place swallowed by silence, punctuated only by the angry words that sliced through the air, sharp and biting. It wasn’t always like this. You had memories—small moments of you and your mother playing at the park, or her sitting lazily on the couch, joint in hand as you played nearby. Back then, it wasn’t perfect, but you were happy, or at least, you thought you were. As you grew older, though, your mother stopped looking at you, as if you were a ghost, only acknowledging your presence to criticize, to demand, or to yell. The living room reeked of whiskey, the smell sinking into the couch cushions, the walls, your very skin. Ashtrays overflowed, and the smoke curled in the dim light like lingering ghosts.
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BLACK PANTHER NI-KI (2)
SUMMARY: ni-ki wasn’t acting the way you thought he would, he seemed more…cuddly? less mysterious. you never expected him to act this way but you kinda like this. he was adorable.
WORD COUNT: 1.4K words
MASTERLIST | PREVIOUS | NEXT
a/n: ohohoho i know you guys missed this series. well, everyone was having a very overwhelming response to ni-ki’s one and i am so thankful for that. i really enjoy writing ni-ki’s one. he’s too cute and since the baby says he’s a puma then he is a puma but for this he is still a cool black panther. not a duck, even though he is one
on the previous episode of ‘Black Panther Ni-Ki’,
there is no way he turned into his human form. your mouth was wide opened.
“(name).” he says.
even his voice was deep. this is just the start of living together, how would you survive?
— and now we continue…
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Chapter 1.
One year since the apocalypse started, one year since everything had fallen apart. Y/N was barely surviving all alone, her crew leaving her to die. But something happened, something she never thought would happen. A group of seven boys found her. Saving her life.
Word count: 7k
Pairing: enemy!Ni-ki x Y/N
Genre: dystopian, apocalypse, survival, horror if you use a magnifying glass, enemies to lovers, ANGST
Status: on going/12-02-25
Warnings: Everything that comes with an apocalypse. (Do let me know if there's anything else tho <3)
Disclaimer: this is a fanfic based on imagination, nothing of this is real. If you feel uncomfortable with reading something like that, please leave. If any part of the stories is similar to a book, then it's either inspired (in which, credits will be given) or just coincidence since there's no much things to write about an apocalypse.
Author's note: this is my first ever long fanfic, so please be patient with me 😭🙏
Credits: There's a fanfic in Tumblr that's called Safe and Sound, mine wasn't inspired by this one, it was inspired by a wattpad story! But since the two stories are almost the same the credits go the the creator of Safe and sound! <3
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YEA MY BOYFRIEND’S PRETTY COOL - nishimura riki (pt.2)
part 1 is here
IN WHERE; you try to make your ex, riki, jealous. it doesn't work out the best for you.
genre: a tinyyy bit angsty, fluff
warning: a little bit of cursing, suggestiveness, underage drinking.
not proofread! 🙆🏾♀️
it's 5:30 AM on a monday, and you can barely keep your eyes open. you lazily shift over to your vanity and rub your eyes.
you usually didn't wear makeup, but you decided to switch it up today. you look down at your uniform, realizing how wrinkly it is. you groan and just wear a hoodie to cover it up.
after finishing your makeup, you get out the house and walk to school. it was usually tradition to walk to school with winter, sunoo, and sometimes woonhak, but today you just needed some space.
that was until you heard a familiar, booming voice and a bunch of footsteps scurrying towards you. you stop in your tracks and sigh.
"noona!" woonhak calls out. you turn around and flash him a fake smile. he walks over with his other friends: myungjae, taesan, leehan, sungho, riwoo.
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༆THE LAST WOMAN ON EARTH ☢︎︎- ➪enhypen ot7 x fem reader
SYNOPSIS: Moving to South Korea at just 20 years old to study medicine was something that made you extremely proud. You had so many plans for the future, but it seems that fate doesn't want the same for you. Overnight, a virus that affects only women spreads throughout the world, causing all the women in the world to die in a matter of weeks. You were the only one left standing, the problem? Nobody knew, only you. As time passed, you managed to survive this post-apocalyptic world, where you had to hide from men because if someone knew that a woman still existed, everything would go to hell for you. You didn't expect seven strangers to break into your house in the middle of the night and you didn't expect what was going to happen next either.
Word Count: 5.3k
Pairing: enhypen! x fem!reader
Genre: Suspense, death, dystopian, post-apocalyptic world, angst, too much drama, slow burn, smut as the chapters go by (mdni), fluff, Possessiveness, jealousy, fights, toxicity, lots of love (I know, it sounds contradictory) enhypen are complete losers for the reader in the best way, strangers to lovers and other things that may happen later
Warnings!⚠️: Death, loss of loved ones, use of weapons, depression and anxiety problems, mentions of suicide, survival, vulgar and sometimes offensive language, graphic descriptions of traumatic events. If you are sensitive, don't read it for your own good. Everyone is of legal age!! Heeseung is 26, Jay, Jake and Sunghoon are 25, Sunoo is 23, Jungwon is 22 and Ni-ki is 21.
Status: ongoing (16-01-2025 - )
Disclaimer: This is a work of pure fiction, everything came out of my head, the personality of the characters are not real and do not represent them in real life in any way, any resemblance to reality is purely coincidental. Everyone is of legal age in this universe. English is not my first language so you will probably find spelling mistakes.
Hi beautiful people!! I'm back with the third chap of this story. It took me almost five days to write it, but here it is finally!! I hope you enjoy it as much as I do!! Xoxo, aby..
CHAPTER I: "Disaster"
CHAPTER II: "Loneliness"
CHAPTER III: "Trust Issues"
more under the cut ☟︎︎︎
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– LOOK AT ME !! ౨ৎ 엔하이펜 니키
❀ ᭢᜴꤬ SYNOPSIS.ᐟ after a rough breakup, you post your thirstiest photos on your twitter as a rebounding joke, only for those photos to catch the eye of the school’s star soccer player, nishimura riki, who, after harboring a crush on you for 2 years, decides to shoot his shot, but will you open up your heart to him?
OR: in which nishimura riki tries to win your heart.
❤︎ᬼ GENRE: highschool romance , crack , fluff , he fell first she fell harder he fell hardest trope
͏⏝ི ✿ WARNINGS: there will kys/kms jokes , reader is kinda mean to riki in the beginning but shes heartbroken soo , riki persistent king, downbad!riki , more will be added if needed
۶♡ৎ FEATURING: all of enhypen, haechan from nct, giselle as reader fc, my entire friend group bc i love them all, aespa, manon from katseye, wonyoung from ive, and hyunjin from stray kids
𐑺 𖹭᪲ ੭ STATUS: IN PLANNING
𝜗❀᧓ ۟ 𝅄 START: TBA | END: TBC
♪ ♥︎⁎̯͡ ʔ ELI NOTES: 1st smau series featuring my man nishimura riki we cheered! this thing will prolly officially start in january, i'll update the status of the series as we go ;)
ெ♡ ༚ TAGLIST is OPEN ! send an ask or apply for permanent taglist!
PROFILES sanrio icons . fortnite grinders . y/n kidney donators
- CHAPTERS - titles subject to change
001 . tba
002 . tba
003 . tba
004 . tba
taglist (5/50): @dollymii @ilyysukii @tkooooop @vixialuvs @catecita
© 𝟮𝟬𝟮𝟰 𝗿𝟭𝗸𝗶𝗳𝗶𝗰𝗮𝘁𝗶𝗼𝗻, 𝗔𝗹𝗹 𝗥𝗶𝗴𝗵𝘁𝘀 𝗥𝗲𝘀𝗲𝗿𝘃𝗲𝗱.
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10 DAYS TO FALL IN LOVE — LEE HEESEUNG SMAU
Pairings: badboy!heeseung x goodgirl!reader
Genre: university!au, mini smau, mature scenes, fluff, angst, pinning
Synopsis: you and heeseung used to be bestfriends as children — he even told you he'd marry you one day. but then you went to highschool and things changed , he dyed his hair and started hanging out with a new group group of friends. through all that his love never changed for you — has yours changed for him? OR in which heeseung swears to make you fall in love with him again in only 10 day; the punishment — he leaves you alone for good— can he do it?
Warnings: kms/kys jokes , sexual content , mentions of drugs, drug usage
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WON’T LET YOU DOWN (AGAIN) : nmr smau PAIRING : ni-ki x fem!reader SUMMARY : nishimura riki broke your heart left his hometown two years ago with no explanation. no matter how much you tried to contact him, you were left with nothing. now, he’s back and attending your high school as the centre of the school’s basketball team. FEATURING : enhypen, le sserafim's yunjin & chaewon, aespa's ningning, stray kids' felix, ive's wonyoung + special appearences from txt's yeonjun and hueningkai, stray kids' i.n, new jeans' danielle
disclaimer: everything i know about basketball comes from wikipedia and kdramas. if i get something wrong pls correct me
RELEASE DATE : 8th jan 2024 STATUS : ongoing
PROFILES : AVENGERS B-TEAM : YUNJIN’S HAREM + LIX EPISODES : EP.01 : get this loser OUT of here EP.02 : fuck that riki guy EP.03 : can we talk EP.04 : what if i kms EP.05 : no rizz just big brown eyes tba…
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✧𝐁𝐋𝐎𝐎𝐃𝐘 𝐒𝐖𝐄𝐄𝐓✧
𝓕𝓸𝓻 𝔂𝓸𝓾 𝓪𝓷𝓭 𝓘 𝓪𝓷𝓭 𝓽𝓱𝓮 𝓫𝓪𝓫𝔂
DRUG LORD RIKI,
Had always loved his life making good money selling drugs, being feared by all, he never really knew the danger and insane impact of his acts as he was born to a mafia boss. When landing his eyes on Y/n, he set his whole life on getting her, now he's finally dating the love of his life, and with his dad sick, he thought he could finally live the perfect life, filthy rich blowing money on unnecessary things.
All until he killed his rival, he was met with a problem he never thought he'd find himself facing... now stuck with a baby, Riki was given the choice to kill it, and become powerful, or spare the poor soul, and live his life in constant danger...
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Have To - !Yan!Maf Niki x !Maf Reader
Summary: After a life changing mission you get closer to your best friend, Without your knowledge he'll even help you out with a problem you didn't know existed. But you can be assured that he always has your back, which he proves.
Warnings: Blood, Weapons, Unhealthy Behavior, Murder, Drugs, Idols from other groups , Cursing , Sometimes Violence is In detail
Genre : Romance, Fluff, Angst?, Thriller, Humor, Crime
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