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Hi! Im Whisp

@a-whispering-echo / a-whispering-echo.tumblr.com

im consider myself an artist, but never know what to create. Probably doesnt help that my brain is the size of a piece of kibble. | INTP | They/them pref, he/him okay|
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Hello! I'm Whisp, but you can also call me Rue.

HERE IS A PRONOUN/LIST DESCRIPTION (i stole it from chair hehe)

HERES MY KOFI!

HERES MY AO3!

If you ever want to use my art in anything (edits, videos even reposting on other sites, what ever it may be), you have my permission, but you must give credit to me via a link back to the original post or my account (unless it was made for you,) i do not accept any other method. If i catch you not crediting me, i will ask you to add it, (I totally understand that sometimes you just forget) but if you still don't, i will report you.

If you want to use an au i have made for anything, you totally can, i'd be honoured! crediting me by name is fine here, but i need a link if you specifically using my work :)

At the current time I am 20 years of age. And as such, some of my content may be suggestive in nature.

I do not post anything majorly sexual, but some of my content may have suggestive themes or gore.

These post will have a warning, and a menu you must click to see the rest of the post. I am not responsible for your actions in this situation, and I will NOT take any arguments on the matter, you clicked that post yourself, I am not to blame.

I do allow minors to follow me, but do be aware of the previously mentioned posts. Do not interact with those posts, I am once again not to blame if you see things you have been warned about.

If you see a post of mine that you believes needs a trigger warning, just let me know, ill add it, i don't want to upset anyone!

At this moment in time I AM OPEN FOR COMMISSIONS! - pleas click the link to be directed to my Kofi!

  • My rambling/everyday life tag is Rue Rambles - feel free to block the tag if you dont want to see me, as the tag suggests, ramble :)
  • My WIP tag is - Rues Wips - once again, if you are not interested or would like to avoid spoilers for any of my upcoming art, feel free to filter it!
  • My talking about songs in relations to the skellies tag is Rues Skelly Songs

Here is the sans au nickname masterpost link!

My content may change due to whatever I am hyperfocused on at the time. At the moment, this fandom is: Undertale

#intro post#pinned post#pinned intro
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just found out im literally a us size zero just now. not sure how to feel about that. because thats what people say they aspire to and everything, and im so tiny i think i look hideous, and im so small that i feel sick, and that a faint breeze could knock me over, and that what 'people' WANT?!

i literally look so ugly wtf, why do people want this..

#tw negative self talk#tw weight#pro ana blogs dni#kinda want to cry knowing this#idk#please ignore this#i just dont know how to get my feelings out
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Reblogged somegrumpynerd
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it’s unfortunate that (some) people in fandom spaces are starting to get too comfortable complaining and being rude to writers and artists who create contents they personally don’t like (“why are you making this character a top when he’s obviously a bottom? omg do you even understand his character?” “I’m so sick of seeing fan art and fanfic where this character is portrayed as a sadist when he’s actually misunderstood in my opinions, therefore anyone who disagrees with me is wrong and should be shamed” just to name a few I’ve seen) instead of curating their own fandom experiences by engaging only with contents they do like.

you want more fics where (x) is written in this specific way? either write one yourself or politely expressing your opinion about how you hope there will be more fics where (x) is written in this specific way instead of making fandom a toxic place by being rude to writers and artists who dare make contents that are not to your Personal Liking.

if the universe does not revolve around you, strangers and fandom spaces don’t have to cater exclusively to your personal preferences either.

to all my beloved writers and artists, write whatever you want, draw whatever you want. portray that character in whichever way you want to portray. I hope you have fun doing what you love. don’t let anybody tell you what you can or can’t do with the blorbo. go wild. I will always support you

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They took 6 vials from me today. SIX. Still feel really shit btw, better than I was but not good ahhh

Sorry. I feel like my brain is made of jelly.

I'm literally hitting the wrong buttons on my keyboard wtf

#rue rambles
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Sorry for not being active. Meds are REALLY messing me up. I can't sit up for more than like 15 minutes cus I'm shaking like mad, and feel like I'm on the edge of a breakdown constantly. It's very clear to me that I'm not doing okay on these meds at ALL as it's taken away the one thubk that I can do reliably that keeps me happy and calm. Hopefully when I go back to the doctor's and tell them how bad it is, I'll go back on the others and be okay again, but for now, not drawings unfortunately sorry

#rue rambles#i do t know if thats readable#im shaking so much#cant focus at aall
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FFS, I was doing some drawing, and I went to save and it told me there was a file saving error, and i needed to resave it to fix it, thought oh well, that's fine, I'll just re save as. So it pops up with the closing message - there are unsaved changes, would you like to save them, and straight away I press do not save HA

I saw my life flash before my eyes for a second before it was gone

Ffs

I was only a few minutes into it, and I know what I was doing so it'll only take me a few more moments to get back to where I lost it, but goddamn

New meds are making me REALLY out of it haha should be fine after a few days but oh my god

I'm gonna go lie down and play Sims or something

#rue rambles
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so i ended up going to the doctors today, but i didnt go for the headache like i said, because my head felt mostly fine today, so i went for the pain stuff i usual deal with

and actually, they really DID take me seriously for once, which was great! they listened, and have me booked in for a bunch of tests and stuff! got bloods and an ecg next week, and theyre also referring me to a rheumatologist, as well as a dietitian, because im REALLY underweight lols had to weight myself there, i weight about 35-36kg, oops.

anyway, they changed my meds too, to hopefully help, and i have a check up in two weeks. they changed me for citalopram to mirtazapine because it can apparently help with sleep and weight gain and stuff, so im on 30g of that now instead of citalopram, but googling it later says its can be bad for diabetics?? which is weird?? because im diabetic??? and the doctors KNOWS that, so why would he put me on that if one of the things he suspects is diabetic neuropathy??? - which im not FULLY buying btw, some symptoms are there, but some of the classic ones arent, like tingling feet or numbness, so-? might still be that and i just dont have those symptoms, but whatever, we'll see.

whats odd is that the doctor SAID to take 30 in the thing for 2 weeks, and he said wel'' see how i do so he can up it to 60, but google says the mas dose should be 45?? so thats weird TOO - even more so is that the prescription BOX says to take 15g a day not 30, but he DEF SAID 30 in person, so idk. i took the 30, and i guess we'll just see?

hes put me on pain meds too - naproxen and omeprazole - first ones pain med, seconds to oat the neck lining thingie cus apparently the pain thing can cause pain - and i have NO clue how im suppose to take them, SOBS. THINK im supposed to take the lining one when i first wake up, and the pain ones with food? but im not sure if im meant to just TAKE them or if its a 'when i need it' kinda deal?? problem for the morning, i suppose HA

anyway, im just typing this out to get my thoughts down really, but also as like a little message that like, if i go quiet, or i change or anything on here; thats probably why CACKLES

#rue rambles#health stuff#tw chronic illness#personal#you dont have to respond to this just to note#lols#just babbling really
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