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⋆𐙚₊˚⊹♡ DANI'S LACE & LETTERS !

hi loves!

welcome to my tiny corner of the internet. here, you'll find fanfics about my favorite anime's, a heart full of fictional love. i write about what i daydream about, with characters that make me feel like I'm floating.

feel free to stay a while and give a little support !

who i write for: Rin Itoshi, Sae Itoshi, Isagi Yoichi, + more blue lock characters. (feel free to give requests for characters outside of blue lock.)

favorite artists: laufey, the beatles, arctic monkeys, kali uchis, imogen heap, the marías, the neighbourhood, frank ely, charlie burg

favorite medias: blue lock, lookism, oshi no ko, operation: true love, secret romance, gossip girl, outer banks, jujutsu kaisen, demon slayer.

ages allowed to read my fanfics: 13+, i will only write sfw.

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he loves her! ⋆˚୨♡୧˚⋆ rin itoshi x you

if there was one thing all the teenage boys at blue lock were able to collectively share (besides their obsession for soccer) it would be the fact that none of them had a girlfriend. as talented as they were with soccer, their dating life wasn't exactly...on par.

at least, that's what they thought. it's late one night after practice when isagi is coming back from the showers, a towel wrapped around his hips and another thrown over his shoulders. he's yawning loudly—expecting to return to an empty room all to himself. but as he's shuffling around in the dark to find a shirt to slip into, he hears it.

the sound is soft and muffled, so quiet he almost misses it completely at first. he's not sure if his ears are playing some sort of a trick on him or what—but then he hears it again

a giggle.

albeit a little scared, isagi turns towards the direction of the sound. rin's bed is tucked into the corner of the room, and his back is facing isagi as he lays curled up under his blankets. they were draped loosely over his shoulders, and there's a dim light shining on the other side of him. isagi realizes he's on a call a second later when he hears rin speak

"i miss you."

isagi freezes, his body rigid with horror as he hears rin's tone—one he has never heard before. it was so sweet and so soft that he wondered if maybe it was someone else laying in rin's bed instead. perhaps an alien pretending to be his stoic teammate? that had to be it, right? since when did rin itoshi sound so sappy?

"i miss you too, rinnie. i still can't believe they won't let me visit you! maybe it's because they know you won't have enough space for all the gifts i want to bring you."

rin's response is quiet enough where isagi can't hear from his spot across the room—but he hears you laugh again. you have a pretty laugh, and isagi's lips twitch at the sound of it.

huh. out of all the people he deemed able to score a girlfriend, the last person he actually expected it to be was rin. the boy seemed more emotionally constipated than everyone else at blue lock combined—but you sound happy talking to him, and rin's back is relaxed from where isagi can see. curiously, he takes a step closer to rin's bed.

"soo! tell me about your new roommates! and the new guys on your team—i can't keep up with them now. anyone you like?" he hears you ask, and rin scoffs. isagi can't see rin's face, but he can imagine he's rolling his eyes. he doesn't want to admit it, but he does want to hear rin's response. praying he doesn't accidentally make a sound, isagi takes a tentative step closer to rin's bed.

"no. everyone is pissing me off—especially isagi. he has such a kickable face, y/n. you'll understand what i mean when you see him at the u-20 match." rin grumbles, and isagi doesn't even have the time to be offended by rin's words before he mistakingly perks up

"you're inviting her to the u-20 match?!"

isagi's eyes widen, and he slaps a hand over his mouth—mortified—as if he could pluck the words out of the air and quickly push them back down his throat. rin's back has gone absolutely stiff now, every muscle tensing up within a split second. he looked about a moment away from turning around before he hears your curious voice speak up

"rinnie, who is that?!" you question, and isagi can hear rin counting under his breath—a tactic he uses to calm himself down whenever shidou tries picking a fight with him—before he gently bid you goodbye.

"i have to go, y/n. i'll call you later, okay?" rin says, his voice scarily calm as you hum in response

"promise? i won't go to sleep until you do, rinnie! that bowl headed guy said i got at least an hour a day with you! who knew spamming him with so many emails a day would—"

"y/n."

"...yeah?"

"i love you. please hang up."

"...i'll be waiting patiently for your next call! please don't kill the guy who interrupted you. bye bye, rinnie!"

isagi hears the gentle ping! of the facetime call ending. rin sits up slowly from where he was once comfortably laying down, and he turns off the ipad before placing it on his bedside table. he turns to meet his teammate's gaze, and isagi swallows the lump in his throat at the sight of rin's face—holy shit he's so dead.

isagi most definitely wasn't supposed to interrupt rin's call with you—but he'd clearly intruded. honestly, he felt bad, but it was an honest mistake!

maybe it was just the sound of rin's voice that threw him off so much—isagi's never heard him talk like that. rin sounded....sad, saying he missed you. it was a moment of vulnerability for him, and the light pink dusting rin's cheekbones gave isagi a clear indicator that he was embarrassed.

"i'm going to count to five, isagi." rin says calmly, standing up slowly as isagi's eyes widen. as composed as rin was trying to appear, it looked like the vein on his forehead was about to pop with how hard he was clenching his jaw and burning a hole into isagi with nothing but his angry eyes

"h-huh?! wait—what happens when you get to five?!"

"i'm going to kill you."

"okay—if you're afraid i'm going to tell anyone about her, you're wrong! i won't, your secret's safe with me!" isagi laughs nervously, holding up his hands in surrender as rin blinks owlishly—before picking up the soccerball that had been resting idly by the foot of his bed

"i was counting to five in my head by the way."

the resounding sound of the ball bouncing off of isagi's skull and ricocheting off the walls was near comical. that night, rin doesn't try too hard to hide his ipad from isagi as he recounts the whole story for you, ignoring isagi's chirps in the background of that's not true! and how he took the soccer ball to the head like a champ!

regardless, isagi kept true to his word and kept rin's secret safe. sure, now he'd pop up behind rin every now and then in the middle of your calls, waving enthusiastically before promptly getting shoved out of frame by rin—his cameos were short lived, but pretty funny to you.

"—i'm hiding under my blankets. i wish the utensils in the cafeteria weren't plastic, otherwise i would've stabbed half the lukewarm idiots here already." rin grumbles as you laugh, watching him shuffle around in the dark

"so gory. ah, that reminds me! remember that horror game you were talking about rin-rin? right before you left? it's out! we can play together when you finish your training, okay? we can pull an all nighter on the weekend when you aren't busy—it'll be a blast!"

rin allows the smallest of smiles to grace his face. he pulls the blankets around him closer, thankful bachira had whisked away isagi for the night so he could talk to you freely once again—that idiot really liked popping into his calls, but rin managed to make a bunch more while unsuspecting isagi was out and about the facility.

"okay." rin says softly, blinking back the water building up in his eyes as he turns up the brightness of his ipad in the dark—your face shows up more clearer and brighter on the screen, and he listens to you talk about your day while you get ready for bed.

you're too busy putting on some sort of a face mask to see the hearts for eyes rin has while he watches you—he'll ruin his eyesight and gladly go blind if it means he can watch you through his screen like this. it was one of the reasons he called you on his ipad rather than his phone—so your face could be projected on a bigger screen for him to admire.

"rinnie? are you tired?"

rin yawns quietly with a nod, rubbing his eyes with a hum

"yeah. but don't hang up, we can just..."

"stay on call again?"

he nods quietly, rolling onto his side and closing his eyes. he hears you shuffling around before you're all tucked into bed too. you hold your phone close to your face—and rin bites the inside of his cheek at the sight.

no one knew it, but rin had trouble falling asleep at the blue lock facility the first night he arrived. the beds weren't too his liking and he was having trouble finding his way around the hundreds of halls that surrounded him—it was a maze, and his body would be tense with unease just about all the time.

the moment he scored enough goals to get electronic privileges, he ignored the weird stares he got and opted for his ipad rather than his phone—the first night he fell asleep soundly was when he fell asleep on a facetime call with you. while it was purely accidental, it worked out for both of you—and now it was your new mini ritual until he was out of here

"night, rinnie. dream of world domination and me, 'kay?" you whisper, and rin smiles with his eyes closed

"goodnight."

isagi wanders back into the shared room an hour later, quietly kicking off his cleats and slipping into his pajamas. he's about to go to sleep when he sees the telltale sign of the dim ipad light glowing from rin's side—he'd fallen asleep on call with you. again.

with a grin, isagi taps the end call button on the dark screen and carefully plugs rin's ipad into the charger, making sure not to wake his sleeping teammate. once that's done, he crawls into his own bed on the other side of the room with a yawn.

isagi was definitely going to tease rin about this in the morning, no doubt. but...it was nice to know his teammate wasn't as heartless as he once thought.

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⋆。°🎧ྀི.⊹₊ ⋆ rin is so jealous boy coded. i just know he silently fumes and gets frustrated with himself for getting jealous. he’s literally so fucking cute i’m gonna cry.

You Don’t Even Gotta Ask!

Genre: Fluff, Soft boyfriend Rin

Warnings: none! just pure whipped!Rin energy

(kind of inspired by eliana kalogeras & noah, hehe)

You didn’t even say anything.

All you did was glance up at Rin, lift your arms ever so slightly, a subtle little signal you knew he wouldn’t miss.

And just like that, he sighed. The tiniest hint of a smile tugging at the corner of his lips, before bending down and effortlessly lifting you up into his arms.

“…You’re ridiculous,” he muttered, but his grip was steady, secure. Gentle.

“You love it,” you said with a smug grin, wrapping your arms around his neck.

He didn’t respond—at least not verbally. But the way he adjusted his hold on you, carrying you like it was second nature, said more than words ever could.

You rested your head against his chest as he walked, pretending to be asleep just so he wouldn’t put you down.

“Don’t act like you’re tired. You just want me to carry you,” Rin said flatly.

“You’re so strong, it’s basically a crime not to take advantage of it,” you murmured, grinning up at him.

He rolled his eyes, but the way his fingers curled around you more securely gave him away.

You didn’t even need to ask anymore. If you so much as lifted your arms slightly or leaned against him, he was already there—ready to carry, protect, and spoil you in his own quiet Rin-way.

Once, Bachira caught it happening and whispered to Isagi, “Dude… he’s so whipped it’s adorable.”

Isagi nodded. “She didn’t even say anything. He just knew.

“Built-in princess detector,” Bachira grinned.

You pretended not to hear, but Rin definitely did.

“Keep talking and I’ll drop her on you,” he muttered, glaring at them.

But he didn’t. Not even close.

Because truth was, he’d carry you through anything. No questions asked.

THINGS WE DONT SAY

Genre: angst

Warnings: Breakup, unresolved feelings, heartbreak

You stood at the door of his apartment, eyes flicking around the place that used to feel like home. Same messy couch. Same empty snack wrappers on the coffee table. But something was different.

You were.

“I can’t keep doing this, Seishiro,” you said softly, arms folded to keep yourself from reaching for him.

Nagi stood a few feet away, hands buried in his hoodie pockets. “Doing what?”

“Waiting. Feeling like I’m just… there. Like a background character in your life.”

His eyes didn’t widen, didn’t change. But his knuckles went pale in his pockets.

“I know you care,” you added. “But I’m starting to feel like I’m not enough. Like your world would be the same—with or without me.”

“That’s not true,” he muttered.

“Then why doesn’t it feel like it?”

Silence. Thick and heavy. He stared at the floor.

You waited. For him to fight. For him to stop you. But Nagi only whispered:

“I just thought… if you stayed long enough, you'd understand me.”

You shook your head, voice breaking. “I tried. I really did.”

And then, like every goodbye that hurt too much, you turned and left before the tears could fall.

He didn’t chase you.

But later that night, in the silence of his empty apartment, Nagi stared at the ceiling, a controller still in his hand, wondering when he became so good at losing the only game he ever cared about.

WARM HANDS, COLD MORNINGS

genre: fluff, soft moments, established relationship

You weren’t a morning person.

Neither was Rin.

But somehow, the two of you made it work—especially on cold mornings like this one, when the warmth of the blankets was the only thing keeping either of you from freezing into statues. Outside, the sky was still pale with sleep, sun barely peeking out.

You were half-asleep when you felt it. A hand slipping under the blanket, carefully finding yours. Cold fingers. Familiar fingers.

“Your hands are freezing,” you mumbled, eyes still closed as you laced your fingers with his.

“I’m trying to warm them up,” Rin replied, voice groggy and soft in a way he’d never let anyone else hear.

“You’re using me as a heater?”

“…Yeah.”

You snorted, finally blinking your eyes open. Rin was facing you, hair slightly messy, face unfairly pretty even in the morning. His teal eyes looked gentler than usual, the usual sharpness dulled by drowsiness and affection.

“Good morning,” you whispered.

“Morning.” He squeezed your hand. “You slept okay?”

You nodded, shifting closer until your forehead rested against his. He didn’t move away—instead, his other hand came up to brush a strand of hair from your cheek.

“I like waking up next to you,” you said quietly.

His eyes lowered for a moment, then met yours again. “I like that too.”

Neither of you moved. The moment was still, peaceful, the kind of silence that felt safe. You swore you saw the corners of his lips twitch into a little smile—barely there, but it was there.

He leaned in, pressing the gentlest kiss to your forehead.

“Stay,” you murmured.

“I will,” he replied, pulling you closer and tucking your head under his chin. “Just five more minutes.”

Those five minutes turned into thirty.

But neither of you minded.

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