Euphoria

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the lover searched for his loved one in the graveyard

We got a cat! She likes perching above my desk and watching bird TV in the back yard. The cone is off now, thankfully.

The Dylans' conversation: a beautiful affirmation of both of their identities as whole people as well as an acknowledgement of them being intrinsically the same person.

The Marks' conversation: No YOU kill yourself!

Most infuriating part of writing is having an idea and thinking oh, this is gonna be so good and wanting to IMMEDIATELY share the vision with other people because it's gonna be good but then you start writing it down and - it is gonna be good. Except. It is also gonna take so, so, so long to finish. And in the meantime. You are the only one with The Vision. Alone. Losing your mind. 😭

Still rotating in my mind how consistently we've seen both innie and outtie Mark respond to stress by being a dick to people who don't deserve it. Outtie Mark does this to Devon constantly. Innie Mark does it to MDR. He even did it to Gemma in the flashbacks.

And even if anyone calls him on it... no one ever like, enforces a boundary about it. Everyone just puts up with Mark being a dick. He does it, he gets away with it, he does it again.

And now for the first time Mark is receiving pushback. And it's from himself. Because both innie and outtie Mark don't like being bitched at, and they respond to the stress of being bitched at by, in classic Mark fashion, bitching back. Of course the camcorder conversation absolutely fell apart.

Like. The fact that Harmony Cobel was able to hold a more grounded and civil conversation with Mark S than Mark Scout could? Of course the episode ended how it did. Mark you had this a long time coming.

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