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The Reveries Of My Mind

@alexsoenomel / alexsoenomel.tumblr.com

Alex. 28. Dean girl. Sam lover.
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ALEXSOENOMEL’S MASTERLIST

#sam winchester#sammy winchester#sam and dean#sam x y/n#sam x you#sam winchester x you#sam winchester x y/n#sam winchester x reader#sam winchester x reader fluff#sam winchester smut#sam winchester fluff#dean winchester#dean x reader#dean x you#sam x reader#dean x y/n#dean winchester x you#dean winchester x reader#dean winchester x y/n#dean winchester fluff#dean winchester smut#supernatural#supernatural fanfiction#supernatural fic#supernatural fluff#supernatural drabble#supernatural smut#spn#spn fluff#spn drabble
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When He Slides In...

Dean Winchester x fem!Reader/You | WC: 2768

  • Summary: ...And says “Fuck, I missed you.” After a hookup with the (in)famous Dean Winchester, you figured that would be the end of it. Too bad you could never seem to get him out of your mind. People always told you that you got attached too easily. And they were right. You were just another notch in his belt. He couldn’t possibly remember you...
  • Tags/Warnings: Smut 18+ MDNI, no use of Y/N, she/her pronouns, femme nicknames (sweetheart, pretty girl), reader is AFAB, oral (f receiving), P in V sex, PWP (Plot? What plot?), pining, pure filth because I have no chill, no beta we die like men
  • A/N: This has been sitting in my drafts for far too long. This was the title of an audio I listened to, and the line lives in my head rent-free. Plus I figured this would be a great birthday gift for our one and only boy!
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Oh this was a beautiful experience ❤️

#dean winchester x you
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i just heard the phrase “if you wouldn’t trust their advice, don’t trust their criticism” for the first time and i don’t think i’ve ever needed to hear anything more

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I met someone so wonderful on Tinder (my friend made me make it saying it's time for me to break the ice and meet someone after 3 years of not going on dates). We went on a date that lasted 12 hours, we kissed and made out and talked like we've known each other for over 100 years. We had 3 dates and slept together and I've never had sex like that. It was intimate, wonderful and animalistic at times. He told me he loved seeing me climax and enjoying every second of it. And yet... he's gone. Turns out he needs to be alone after a failed relationship with someone he loved very much for over 4 years. Turns out I'm also not ready for relationship. I'm currently going through a lot: I lost my job after 6 years, I'm moving to another city and going back to school at 28 and even though I'm lonely I still need my solitude.

I hate how this keeps happening. My heart is broken obviously.

I'm not writing because I'm not happy, my words are gone...I hope I will be happy this year because so far January has been shit.

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Also got robbed and rejected for a job all in the span of a couple of hours 😄 I'm still unemployed and my life is shit.....

#FUN
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being self aware suuuucks like yeah this thought pattern/behavior is stupid and pointless and a symptom. i know this. [does it anyways

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preforming my compulsions while rolling my eyes to show i know theyre irrational

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My Favorite Stories

I've read so many amazing stories on here by amazing authors. I've been meaning to make a post so I can keep them in one spot, and, of course, share them easily with all of you.

There were far more of you than I realized. lol Enjoy everyone and feel free to recommend any fics you think I might enjoy in the comments.

Supporting Writers <3

@spnexploration - Pack - A/B/O - Collared

@zepskies - Smoke Eater - first one of hers I read. - Dean Master List - everythings good.

@dean-winchester-is-a-warrior - Master List Dean - Green is My Favorite Color - Things Learned & Unlearned

@holylulusworld - Honestly, anything by them. Amazing writer. Lots of A/B/O stuff too.

@luci-in-trenchcoats - Master List Dean - Series lots to choose from. Read The Ranger first. Amazing series. A/B/O - Feral A/B/O - The Dark Lord

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Everything? Omg thank you so much 😭❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

#spn fanfic
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I met someone so wonderful on Tinder (my friend made me make it saying it's time for me to break the ice and meet someone after 3 years of not going on dates). We went on a date that lasted 12 hours, we kissed and made out and talked like we've known each other for over 100 years. We had 3 dates and slept together and I've never had sex like that. It was intimate, wonderful and animalistic at times. He told me he loved seeing me climax and enjoying every second of it. And yet... he's gone. Turns out he needs to be alone after a failed relationship with someone he loved very much for over 4 years. Turns out I'm also not ready for relationship. I'm currently going through a lot: I lost my job after 6 years, I'm moving to another city and going back to school at 28 and even though I'm lonely I still need my solitude.

I hate how this keeps happening. My heart is broken obviously.

I'm not writing because I'm not happy, my words are gone...I hope I will be happy this year because so far January has been shit.

#hello my name is Alex and my heart is broken
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Nikita Gill, from Your Heart is the Sea: Poems; "The Difference Between Alone and Lonely,"

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“Solitude isn’t loneliness. Solitude is when the entire serene universe seems to surround and hold you quietly.”

— Victoria Erickson (via perfectquote)

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in order to not succumb to sex negative conservatism you have to accept that people will get off to things that are upsetting to you. and you cannot assume anything about what they have or have not experienced, what they do or do not believe, and how they act based solely on what gets them off. even if it's extremely confusing and disturbing to you. there are people who have only ever had heterosexual vanilla sex in missionary with the lights off, who actively contribute to more real world harm than your average fetish artist. kink is not a reliable source of information on someone's moral standing. it just feels good to think that way.

#agreed
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