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carpe noctem | mirador's #1 fan | pirate lover | 18+ only | positivity only

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ON HIATUS

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~ Dee 🤍

Covet: Chapter 13

Pairing: Jake Kiszka x f!Reader

Covet Summary: Life was good. No, life was great. Was. Until. Jake Kiszka crashed into the picture. You welcomed him into your life—your home. Yes, he was your best friend’s twin. But, he was also the one who would end up disrupting your whole world with his attitude, his troubles, and the annoyingly natural way he lured you in. Jake Kiszka came with so much you really didn’t want. At least that’s what you tried to convince yourself.

Warnings: MINORS DNI (18+); angst; sexual tension + tense themes; self deprecation; mentions of toxic + absent parents; vivid memories of sexual encounters; body changes as a result of pregnancy; talks of baby + pregnancy; jealous!reader; angry!jake; pregnancy hormones of multiple variety; INFIDELITY; manipulation; Y E A R N I N G !!!; elsie + josh being wonderful + helpful; mentions/talk of being unable to have children; BABY KICKS <3333; very sad Jake + reader who want each other so badly, but won’t let it happen; stubbornness out the wazoo; PLEASE lmk if i missed anything that is triggering to you!)

Chapter 13 Word Count: 22.1k+

coming back to tumblr to read this masterpiece and dip again. @jakeyt you are incredible and i love you sm. this was brilliant as always <3

Light My Love | JMK | Part 2

Author’s Note: Yall, I AM SO SORRY for the long wait for this one. I promise that part 3 will not take this long. I’ve been super busy lately but I’ve already got a lot of part 3 so it shouldn’t be too bad lol. Thank you for yalls patience. I hope you guys enjoy this part as much as you did the first one – and I’m sorry in advance for the angst. I promise it gets better soon. Part 3 will be the last part so you won’t  have to wait too long for these two idiots to figure themselves out. As always, sorry for any mistakes. 

Part 2 Summary: Playing fake relationship with Josh is easy – too easy. It feels so natural to be with him and you have to remind yourself that none of this is real. With the wedding on the horizon and well meaning (but unhelpful) family members all around, tension between you and Josh is on the rise. Things all come to a head the night before the wedding and you think maybe this is the start of this all becoming more real between the two of you. But does Josh feel the same?

Warnings for part 2: pining, idiots in love, shitty family relationships, blow jobs, fingering, wet dreams, angst, unrequited (?) love 

Word Count: 5536

it’s 2025… i am so late to this little story 😭😭😭

part 3?!?! please 🥹🥹🥹

its possible 🤭

goooood morning my favorites ! i know i don’t have a ton of followers so here’s to hoping 🤞🏼

i am looking for a one shot, it’s a josh one. i vaguely remember it being reader getting online and watching him perform self gratifying acts on himself. the tapestry on the wall behind him is what’s stuck in my head. She meets him outside the internet not realizing it’s him. They get back to his place at some point and she recognizes the wall tapestry

I would love to reread !! I hope yall can help ❤️

im pretty sure you're thinking of this fic by @farfromthehomelands

it's one of my favorites! this fic has the reader as the cam girl and josh recognizes her poster

A/N: Happy belated new years, everyone! I hope each of you had a wonderful holiday season. Apologies for this being a day later than intended – I hope you all enjoy it.

Thank you for sticking with me even though I've been MIA lately <3

(and if you saw me accidently post this last night... no you didn't)

Anonymous asked:

Just wanted to say i miss you and your writing and hope youre doing well 🙏 😊

hi love! thank you for your kind message!

new fic coming yall's way tomorrow. i hope you all enjoy it!

all i want (sneak peek)

Pairing: ex husband!Jake Kiszka x f!Reader

Summary: Even the deepest, most all-encompassing love is not always destined to endure.

Warnings: (for the sneak peek) marriage, divorce, pregnancy, a lot of sad emotions. (this story will include smut.)

a/n: here's a tiny snippet of a story i’ve been brewing for a few months now. this is derived from this incredible request.

i hope you enjoy! 🤍

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He was your best friend. 

this is gonna end me, i already know it 😭😭

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