Avatar

Bucky Barnes is Life

@amethyst-loves-bucky

Hi I was born in 1992, I'm well into adulthood πŸ’— I'm just here because I love Bucky Barnes πŸ’— Pronouns: she/her

Honestly Sam and Bucky’s journey in TFATWS goes from disdain to love because they spent the first part of it trying to see Steve in each other, and in turn resented each other when they didn’t succeed.

Bucky wanted to find Steve in the new Captain America. Sam wanted to find Steve in the 1940s super soldier. Neither of them succeeded and that bothered them. They wanted to replace what they lost.

β€˜Steve had a plan’

β€˜Steve adored Marvin Gaye’

Then as the episodes progress, they’re able to see each other as individual people (shock) for the first time properly and are able to realise like β€˜hey, this guy isn’t Steve, but maybe he’s something else that’s amazing’.

Bucky realised that as a black man, Sam’s experience on this planet shaped him differently to how they shaped a blonde haired, blue eyed Steve and he has to be so much more careful in becoming Captain America. Sam realised that Bucky never wanted the life he had like Steve did, and power and the life of a hero was forced upon him without his consent so he would never be the bright eyed, happy to learn/embrace anything man that Steve was and that’s okay. They both finally saw each other in that show.

Wade insists Logan uses his words in bed. He'll ignore Logan if he isn't asking for what he wants or won't reply when asked a question.

Logan hated it at first hated it so much. But slowly he starts loving it because he realized he was given full control without Wade outright saying it.

Wade will also use his whole name and it does things to him. He's so used to the nicknames so when Wade in that sex deep voice rasps out his full legal name????

Then sometimes when he is particularly good Wade pulls out James and...well...that first time was a night Logan wouldn't forget

Wolverine Dad

As someone who cannot understand the sexual attraction of Logan, for he looks like my dad, I present: Logan being a trauma dad.

  • Logan doesn't remember any of the X-Men birthdays, but he knows exactly what smells upset them and which will help them calm down.
  • Logan doesn't know where any of their family member's names, but he remembers the reason why Scott and Jean cry on the day of the crashes.
  • Logan can't tell you what they're studying or teach, but he knows what their hearts sound like when they get in too deep.
  • Logan doesn't recall who is dating who, but he remembers who hurt them for being different.
  • Logan trashtalks Scott because it makes Cyclops feel human for a moment, like more than a tool for the mutant cause.
  • Logan can tell you exactly how long he can touch Rogue before he starts dying, because even a moment of comfort helps her sleep at night.
  • Logan can tell the difference between Jean and the Phoenix, and treats them as individuals, because they deserve at least that.
  • Logan acts more animalistic around Kurt because it reminds him that his demonic appearance doesn't make him one.
  • Logan lets Hank ramble about his experiments despite clenching up every time because as much as science scares him, Hank needs someone to listen without looking at his fur in pity.
  • Logan will send Charles on a wild goose chase to get him away from the school, so he remembers he's not a general, but a principal.
  • Logan will sing Egyptian and Wakandan songs with Storm when her heart aches for her homes.
  • Logan travels with the girls on shopping trips despite hating the mall in case someone decides to target them, either as mutants or as women, so they don't have to when they should have fun.
  • Logan attends every sport event the school has despite understanding nothing, because these kids need someone to support them.
  • Logan doesn't know what to say when the kids start crying, but he wraps around them protectively, growling at anyone who gets too close.
  • Logan can't say he cares about them, but he paces through the mansion at night, listening to their heartbeats and breaths to make sure they're still alive.
  • Logan won't admit it, but every time they lose another X-Men, he mourns for months, lamenting the death of another friend, another student, another child.

Logan will never say it, but he will do anything his kids ask him to.

Deadpool is really good at fucking up his suits but we always see him with a brand new one

So now I'm thinking about Wade going to his local Joanne's or smth for fabric, and he's there so often that he's friends with everyone in the store

But he buys so much spandex and pleather that there's an ongoing debate between the employees as to what he makes

Then one day he waltzes in with his scary dog boyfriend

Wade is handsy. Logan is affectionate. And they both fucking love it.Β 

Wade loves that Logan will press a kiss to his forehead, or will absently roll the pads of his fingertips down Wade’s spine while they’re standing around at a party or a bar. It’s not instinctive for Logan to hold people close; in another life, he’d kept every person he’d ever loved at an arm’s distance.Β 

But now the exception was Wade.Β 

He can press Wade up against a railing and kiss him, can wrap his arms around Wade’s waist and rest his chin in the crook of his neck, sleep in the same bed as him, curled close, Wade’s face shoved into his chest.Β 

Likewise, Wade can be horny, handsy, and touchy as fuck with Logan.Β 

Not that Vanessa didn’t like it. It’s just that it makes Logan’s cheeks turn a little red, or makes him let out a little growl and grab at Wade’s hand, pinning it in his own and demanding that he fucking stop touching my ass or I will break your damn hand.Β 

But Logan won’t break Wade’s hand, actually. More likely, it will be the bed.Β 

Because Wade’s fondling is nothing if not catnip for Logan. Wade feels Logan get hard when he grabs at his crotch absently, notices the little horny flush on his chest when he tweaks Logan’s nipples during breakfast.Β 

Notably, he can’t get enough of Logan's ass and the expanse of his thighs. When he's lucky enough to get Logan sitting on the couch in just his boxers Wade throws himself into Logan’s lap, licks at them until Logan wrenches his head back and tells him to stop acting like the damn dog.Β 

It’s great. Perfect. The perfect mix of horny and sickly-sweet.Β 

Very conducive to both regular fucking and hugging.

I see a post going around about mentally unwell Wade but let’s talk about Logan.

- Logan has PTSD.

- Logan has night terrors and flashbacks associated with PTSD.

- Logan has hallucinations, delusions and pseudo-memories associated with PTSD.

- Logan’s healing factor β€œhealed” some of his traumatic memories (memory loss due to PTSD)

- Logan suffers from rage episodes.

- Logan and chronic pain:

  • He’s talked about long lasting phantom pain from healed injuries.
  • Difficulty regulating his body temperature with the adamantium skeleton. Hypothermia is one of the only things that could kill him.
  • Apparently it doesn’t only hurt to unsheathe the claws but it hurts the whole time they are out because the flesh around them doesn’t heal and it stays raw. Also, sharp metal rubbing in between your knuckles, ow.

- Logan is an alcoholic.

- Logan isolates himself to cope.

- Logan has trust issues.

- Logan has insomnia

- Logan struggles with self-harm and admitted many suicide attempts.

I love projecting my pain onto comfort characters but this is all canon πŸ€·πŸ»β€β™€οΈ

You are using an unsupported browser and things might not work as intended. Please make sure you're using the latest version of Chrome, Firefox, Safari, or Edge.