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in my merthur renaissance

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ivy/fox ☭ 18+ dyke
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my roommate hasn’t been communicating honestly about his finances and he hasn’t paid the rent and we got an eviction notice and I am so so so soooo tired of facing kind of dire consequences for other people’s really fucking stupid mistakes. he’s not taking it seriously at all. i hate him so much truly. only thing bringing me peace rn is being a little bit of a cunt and periodically unplugging the wifi so he gets kicked from his game. lol. i think i can figure something out, but im hoping to secure new housing asap. i just rly would like to be financially secure again at some point.

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https://gofund.me/4cebd251

I am confident in my abilities of figuring something out at this point and even if we are evicted, it’s kind of a lengthy process, but i would like to do everything i can to avoid that on my record. and again looking for new housing asap. I do have a start date for a job of April 7th tho so i will have a stable income again soon.

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turns out I’m not actually on the lease thank god and even if an eviction happens it won’t go on my credit so I’m not nearly as freaked out as I was, but I’m still working to find a better living situation asap.

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the way merlin was soooo fucking giddy to see arthur down bad for someone like willing to spend a day in the stocks just so he could see arthur like that like ok I will be reading into that yeah..

#bbc merlin#merlin rewatch#something about arthur being unavailable due to title and presumed heterosexuality#that it was just nice to see it and project it onto himself yep yep yeppppp#s1e7#and he reacted similarly when seeing arthur down bad for gwen#it’s so funny because he’s so possessive and jealous but it also like#clearly just wants to see arthur with heart eyes#meanwhile Arthur has HAD heart eyes for HIM SINCE DAY ONE!!!!!
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weird way to look at ur employee tbh…somebody call hr…..

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sorry watching more merlin with friend who is experiencing season one for the first time and it’s actually fucking crazy how effing bad he wanted that cookie…

#I’ve watched most of season 1 like 3 times since I started rewatch help….#it’s so special to me..#but they’re on episode 7 so that first picture just happened#and jesus christ#he wants that cookie so effing bad!!!#bbc merlin#merlin rewatch
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it is funny to think like ive been essentially using this blog as a journal since i was like 15 or 16….

#i love having an audience…#trying to keep more things to myself but it’s fun to be posting…#i was always taught that like i needed to be like seen and not heard or whatever and that i had nothing of interest to say so sorrrrrry but#i actually quite enjoy having audience and having people take interest in what im saying…#whatever..#also it’s rly fun to look back on and see what about me has changed/stayed the same
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mormons are so crazy like im sorry to be posting so much about the #trauma of it all but like its just like honestly sooo laughable how insane and stupid they are…and it is SOOOO nice to realize like actually i am NOT the crazy one in my family like hehehehe im actually soooo well adjusted and emotionally intelligent now that im away from them like pls do not feel sad for me when i talk about it like u don’t understand like yes i have some financial turmoil due to the fallout, but i have NEVER felt this hopeful about my life and like in a way that feels sustainable like im so serious u have to go no contact with ur insane evil family members and do emdr like i am actually soooo well adjusted smart and funny and capable of so much!!!! yes i am still deeply anxious and insecure, but i am healing!!!!!!!

#genuinely i think most mental health issues are like situational..#if im so serious…
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my therapist is so awesome actually…like brought up that email from my professor in session because it like pertained to what i was telling her and i was like “yeah asking if i know what queerbait is as if i was not on tumblr at the height of bbc sherlock…” and the like 1 recognition in here eyes and 2 her laughing at it…..girl…..what do u know…..what have u seen…………

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also talked about my initial coming out experience which I’ve never rly talked about before with a therapist because i have felt deep shame around it and it was a bit traumatic and i do think ive posted about it here tho because while traumatic it’s soooo deeply funny…..my mom found yaoi on my computer and assumed i was trying to conversion therapy myself…girl……i actually was just enjoying reading about men having gay sex but i mean yeah i am gay yeah sorry..

#anyway traumatic because she said if I didn’t answer her honestly that I had real naked men on my computer she’d go through the whole thing#I DIDNT!!!!!#but she’d do her scary ass#talk to me like you’re talking to god#and i was sooo scared she’d find my tumblr#so i had to fucking lieeee#god my mom has always been like ‘I hate liars’ as if she did not teach me I had to lie#to keep myself safe from HER#and then she assumed I was like a porn addict idk because mormons cannot be normal about just deriving pleasure in anything#AND SHE TOLD MY MALE THERAPIST#WTFFFF GIRL DONT DO THATTTT#like maybeeee if u were normal I would’ve just felt safe talking to u about all this..#and I was just reading yaoi because well fun and also it was a way to look at sex and completely remove myself#and I could explore gay relationships without it feeling so personal..#I was not fucking trying to conversion therapy myself my god so funny that’s where her brain went though#mormons are so insane
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my therapist is so awesome actually…like brought up that email from my professor in session because it like pertained to what i was telling her and i was like “yeah asking if i know what queerbait is as if i was not on tumblr at the height of bbc sherlock…” and the like 1 recognition in here eyes and 2 her laughing at it…..girl…..what do u know…..what have u seen…………

#i know she’s watched merlin because I’ve mentioned it but now I’m like…#soooo curious..#i know so little about her except that her family is also very very very insane and that she said emdr rly helped her#which it’s probably better i know less#but so funny to think about..
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