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isn’t it insane that out of all of nico’s themes love will always be the most important one
like you cannot separate nico from the abundance of love that he has inside of him it’s literally all he can reach for. he’s lost so much and forgotten everything he’s ever known including himself altogether but love has always been an ever-present constant inside of him. everything he has ever done was sourced in the infinite love he has never been able to express properly. everything he’s ever done is just a clumsy attempt at pouring out his love into the world. he’s never acted out of anything but love, the desperation to be loved, and the unfulfilled desire to be understood and seen as loving. he is endlessly loving. he is constantly ripping his heart out of his chest and offering this bloody bleeding thing and it’s messy and it’s a feeble thing really but it’s what keeps him alive and he’s never been one to be afraid of sacrifice and dying in secret for the sake of love he’s never been one for much show all he’s ever done is love. and he can’t push this love and this heart back into his chest it doesn’t fit anymore it’s too big for his body too grand for his insignificance too human for this godliness that’s slowly eating up at him and no one will take it!! if you lay him bare he’s a naked heart!! nico is never not longing and never not loving!! love pours out of him in everything that he does everything that he is!! everything!!