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Thanks @dramatiquechipmunk @strixamans @nw39 @alwaysmauria @dr-acula121 for tagging me over the last few weeks. Been lurking (and secretly relishing your delicious snippets) and finally getting back to writing stuff hehe.
She was so beastly human. No, not the type tamed and molded to meet societal expectations, nor the kind burying their truth beneath layers of hypocrisy. Primal. And candidly brutal. Human before morality was taught—selfish in self-preservation, stubborn with her own sense of right, sworn to take an eye for an eye. Human with their laughable life expectancy, yet living to die for the fleeting splendour of life with such burning passion. Astarion once thought that his hesitation came from practical concerns: candidates for parliament must be living and breathing. But in truth, he worried about rejection— Would one trade the life of a shooting star for the dullness of immortality? Is it even possible to catch ephemeral magnificence in the lacklustre bottle called eternity?
Tagging y'all back and anyone who likes to join XD
Catch Me If You Can - Chapter 8
Detective Astarion and The Collector are back in this new chapter titled Dream a Little Dream of Me. And well...things are happening.
Snippet from the chapter below:
Astarion had never been a religious man. How could he be, after everything? He had watched the gods sit idle while his sister went missing, while his family carved failure into his skin with their words, while he wandered blind with grief and fury. He had begged more than once. For clarity. For meaning. And every time, he was met with silence. So, he had stopped asking and sworn off every spiritual notion. But this felt different. Because here he was—on his knees—not for mercy or answers, but for her. His fingers perused over the lace between her thighs, now completely soaked, her arousal seeping through the fabric as he breathed her in—gods, she smelled like everything he’d ever wanted to taste. He proceeded to slide her panties down with the same deifying care, discarding them next to the table. Then he kissed her again—on the inside of her thigh, then higher and higher. “Please,” she pleaded, unsure if it was to him or the heavens. His mouth hovered just above her core as he looked up. His scarlet eyes, now broad and dark with hunger, searched her face and wordlessly, asking for permission. She gave the tiniest nod; her lips parted, her chest rising and falling in rhythm with the storm outside.
This awesome render is done by my talented friend @arafel0194
I am absolutely feral over this chapter! Worship smut I simply cannot get enough of. 🫠
Favourite Sentence Friday
(Yes, still Friday) Thanks @dramatiquechipmunk and @alwaysmauria for the tags.
My favourite gotta be:
“I answer to none other than myself—no master, no gods, no greater good or higher purpose. I’m a revenant from a past you have forgotten, clinging to life with no desire for redemption. I’m a hopeless rebel who cares not about righteousness, abiding by no rules other than the rules of my heart.”
A monologue from Astarion that basically summarises his character in my fic.
Tagging: @strixamans @fartasticdurge @nw39 @shandoratheexplorerif I may🫣
Partner in Crime - Chapter 23
Small Men - AO3 Link
"When you forgo power, you are essentially entrusting your fate to those in power. Do you trust the ones in power?" —Astarion Ancunín, the Vampire Lord
A chapter where vulgar foot comedy meets the trolley problem.
Catch Me If You Can - Chapter 7
Detective Astarion is back, navigating some turn of events with The Collector in this new chapter titled Chances Are.
(this chapter was sponsored by angst and pining)
Snippet below:
Neither of them had time to grasp the lability of the moment—the way the atmosphere had instantly flipped from awkward tension to acute adrenaline. One second, they were just sitting there and drowning in unspoken confessions, and the next, given the cramped space, she was twisting in her seat with startling agility and straddling him. "Pretend we're making out," she whispered. Astarion moved without thought, his hands obeying the command with surprising familiarity, gliding over the small of her back in long, languid caresses. This was supposed to be a charade, a counterfeit display of intimacy, but damn it, his body and its traitorous instincts were making a fool of him right now. His fingers splayed wider, charting out the delicate curve of her waist, pressing just enough to make it seem real, to sell the lie, but not sufficient to quell the kindle building in his chest. She was so close—closer than ever before, and every inch of her was pressed against him. Her breath caught in her throat as her fingertips danced across the skin on the back of his neck. Don’t think about it. Don’t think about it. But how could she not? The texture of his hair under her fingertips was inviting, soft curls that prickled as she scraped her nails gently over his scalp. Gods, he has such nice hair. His intoxicating scent was a blend of jasmine from the hotel soap, that rich cologne, and something darker that was distinctly him—it made her want to lean in . His pulse thundered, its frantic pace revealing his desire. She was dangerously near, the tantalizing warmth of her mouth only inches from his own, and hells; he could feel the gentle rhythm of her chest as it brushed against him. Each breath she took caused her breasts to press lightly against him, making his mind to spin into oblivion. She travelled her hand to his cheek, fingers tracing along his rugged jawline, feeling the fervency of his skin.—a touch meant to be all for show but felt terrifyingly intimate instead. This shouldn't feel so right, she thought.
I squeaked. Literally. It is so good that I have no words.
Read it. Just read it.
New chapter of Jury Duty: The Flowers of Evil
Finally finished it! Far and away the longest chapter I've ever written.
7. Verdict - A Carcass
In which the trial comes to an end. Justice Ancunín has at least one surprise in store for our heroine, and she might have a surprise for him, too.
Foreplay, f*cking, and feelings. And poetry. Check it out on Ao3. Excerpt below.
Heat blooms in his eyes, and in her body. Unfurling, orchid-like, inside her. And she asks, “So, is this technically legal now?” Astarion gropes her ass through supple leather, before reaching for the zipper of her skirt. “Technically speaking, nothing explicitly forbids me from… consorting with, members of my jury…” “Oh, really?” Strix raises her eyebrows, peering down, while he crouches to slide her skirt off over her legs. She assumes the operative word there is ‘explicitly’. Astarion looks up with a grin, leaving a delicate kiss on the inside of her thigh. Letting his hands glide back up to her ass, as he rights himself. “Though some might interpret such activities to be at odds with the impartial and diligent performance of my judicial duties,” he says, taking up handfuls of flesh with an mmm… “Is that so?” She feels a surge of pressure between her legs, and Astarion smiles wider. “Indeed.” He tilts his head to kiss her. Just a teasing kiss, though—the instant she tries to use a little tongue, he withdraws, trapping her lower lip between his teeth. Letting it roll out from between them, with a leisurely finesse. “An issue of impartiality and fairness, perhaps,” he continues, tightening his grip on her backside.
"The Kiss" - Edvard Munch
I am going ef-ing feral over this one.
Get to know you game
Thanks @alwaysmauria and @dramatiquechipmunk for the tag🫶 Love reading your personal lore!
Last Song: Echoes of Silence
Favourite colour(s): Black and Silver (Well, some might argue they are not colours at all, but - *shrug*)
Last Book: Golden Age (黄金时代) - Wang Xiaobo (王小波). Humorous, a little vulgar even, yet philosophical and deeply thought-provoking, a book about a time of political absurdity. The first time I read it was many years ago but it hits a lot more different (and potent) now. I don't know how much is lost in translation since I only read the original version but still recommend 10/10.
Last Fic: Same as @alwaysmauria, Deliver Me by @vakariansyndrome ; HHHOT AF🔥 (warning 18+ only!)
Last Movie/TV Show: Boston Legal. James Spader is phenomenal as Alan Shore.
Last Thing I searched online: Okay, this one is very random-"Investigating Touchscreen Ergonomics to Improve Tablet-Based Enrichment for Parrots"
I just had to when my friend sent me this pic
Current Obsession: BG3 and Blender (surprise, surprise). Bonus - Perpetual obsession: the Dune Saga, in particular God Emperor of Dune.
Sneaking in a snippet from GEoD. This book has influenced my writing in so many ways. (Although I never feel quite confident enough to write something set in the Dune universe😫)
Looking Forward to: Summer, seriously. Need the sun. Fic side, I don't know how many chapters to go for my long fic, but hopefully I'm gonna complete it by summer. And I'm so looking forward to upcoming chapters of Catch Me If You Can by @dramatiquechipmunk and Jury Duty by @strixamans 🔥
No pressure tag @strixamans @vakariansyndrome @fartasticdurge @tthisonebites (I feel like you all must have been tagged many times, but still 🫣)
okay so this is something that anybody with a life isn't gonna notice but, yknow, this is the autism website: that guitar is james hetfield's signature esp snakebyte, which has a distinctive gibson-style hardtail (aka tune-o-matic) bridge. this is a lot of words to say that the black thingy at the bottom end of the strings is physically bolted to the guitar body and can't move. the silver rod sticking out of that part is a whammy bar, which you would normally use to alter the sound by tilting the bridge inwards and creating slack in the strings. a guitar with that kind of bridge can't use a whammy bar (well, there's some aftermarket mods but they're like a whole separate thing) and would require a floyd rose or stratocaster style bridge (which have a whole system of springs and stuff to allow movement). not remotely an important detail unless you're a weird guitar nerd
Wow that’s really cool to know! I did add the whammy bar because of a certain scene from the story that inspired me to make this piece. Never occurred to me that some models of guitars can’t use it 👉👈
I googled Floyd rose and Stratocaster bridges and yes it made sense now! They look more mechanical in design (is it the right phrase to describe them?) and I assume that’s how they could be tilted by the whammy bar.
Thank you! TIL 🫶
hey ur rockstarion render came up on my fyp and i like it, but can i offer u some constructive advice? i'm not gonna be a bitch or criticise ur art or anything, it's just one of those details that immediately jumps out if ur an annoying guitar nerd like me
Of course! Any constructive advice is welcomed. I know nothing about guitars🫠 Although I did not model the guitar myself and it is in fact an online asset licensed under RF, so… happy to learn but there’re very limited things I can do with it.
Last line game
@dramatiquechipmunk @alwaysmauria Thanks for the tag!
Since strix and chip gave me the idea, I had to do this -
Astarion, unable to contain himself any longer, burst into unhinged laughter. “Oh, Shadow, you have no idea. Our valiant leader has such obscene tastes for depravity that even I flinch occasionally.” “Yes, and I particularly enjoy slapping that smug face of yours, Astarion.” Daisy shot back, rolling her eyes before kicking Astarion in the calf again, harder this time.
No-pressure tag @strixamans (I know you've been tagged but, you know, the slapping), @vakariansyndrome @sawickibalisong (never tagged you guys before. hope it's okay 👉👈)
WIP Wednesday Tag Game
@dramatiquechipmunk Thanks for the tag bbg. I'm late but, hey, just in time for WIP Wednesday XD
Something for my long fic Partner in Crime but not in an immediate chapter.
"Most religions are established on noble ideals: love your neighbours; all men are equal; virtual is rewarded while wickedness is punished—irreproachable purposes. Yet they all suffer the same pitfall: religions on this mortal plane are not run by gods, but by men. Instead of priests of gods, you get priests of other priests."
No pressure tag @fartasticdurge @shandoratheexplorer @dr-acula121
Partner in Crime - Chapter 22
Black Sheep - AO3 Link
(Astarion: ) “You see, our society holds certain expectations for the victimised. At some point, when they’ve had their revenge—say, after taking out their fury on their enslaver—they are expected to stop whining and start forgiving. “Forgive the gods that ignored his prayers. Forgive the preachers—like you—despite your antagonisation. Forgive the city for blindly and mindlessly follow your antagonisation. Forgive the heroes for being too busy to notice a vampire spawn. Forgive the patriars so caught up in their tax shenanigans that they forgot someone they once called friend. “Be good now. Be tame. Be reasonable. Do no evil. On and on…” Astarion stood, sauntering towards the preacher with a cruel smirk. “Now, this might sound a little tendentious, but—” he leaned down, watching with satisfaction as the preacher’s throat spasmed, struggling hopelessly against his vampiric compulsion. “Why should I?”
Sorry, I'm a cynical sod and I can't help.
Five things you might find in a story of mine
Thanks for the tag @fartasticdurge. Here it goes:
- One-liner inner dialogue in italic that happens sporadically in dialogues, actions—everywhere
- Moral/philosophical debates between characters
and occasional political shit posting - Epigraph and fictional epigraph (I blame my obsession with the Dune saga for this one)
- Dialogues. Lots of dialogues.
- Harry, Larry, and Terry. (go-to names for goofy minor characters)
No pressure tags (yes, Fart, your terror stops at me. jk) @dramatiquechipmunk @strixamans @shandoratheexplorer