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@aswuuska / aswuuska.tumblr.com

24, she/her. icon by likelectricity. deleted the mobile app which I’ve previously mainly used to post and tumblr savior or filtering don't help with untagged content, so this blog will be more or less inactive.
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akkhilles

You can’t

The Lament for Icarus - Herbert James Draper (1898) Hercules on the Pyre - Guido Reni (1617) Death of Achilles - Peter Paul Rubens (1635) Theseus Victor of the Minotaur - Charles Edouard Chaise (1791) Orpheus - Pierre Amedee Marcel-Beronneau (1897) The slaughter of the suitors by Odysseus and Telemachus - Louis Vincent Palliere (1812) Perseus Freeing Andromeda - Peter Paul Rubens (1607) Bellerophon on Pegasus - Giovanni Battista Tiepolo (1746)
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I’m thinking a lot about Laurent crying. Like at the end of everything, the regent is dead, Damen is healed, the kingdom is secured and one night after a dinner or a meeting Laurent just cries. He lets himself feel and like maybe he’s crying of relief or finally letting himself grieve in a situation where he’s safe to do so. And then Damen comes in and he just knows and he holds him and it’s sweet.

In the end, it was the strawberry tart that broke him.

Laurent was never one to gloss over the things that affected him, and in the past ten years, a lot had happened. He’d watched his mother fade away, lost his father and Auguste, both ripped from him on the battlefield. He’d been left alone, vulnerable, with a man who would twist his idea of family so thoroughly that he feared he would never be able to fully unravel the thorns that wrapped around his heart. He fell in love with the man who caused him the most pain, and impaled himself on their past so that he might taste their future. His love for Damianos started as a wound that had to bleed, and bleed, until the bitterness finally drained out.

And yet, with each type of misery, each one more acute than the last, he seemed to cry less and less. The constant weeping of a boy losing his mother turned into waterfalls of sobs over his brother that left him dry-throated and hiccuping after each bout. These became unshed tears, hidden in a pillow that was not his own, which turned to empty-eyed stares into nothing when he was alone, and finally, to the cold, dry gaze that he became known for. No one remembered the tears but him.

By the time the Akielon slave was dumped at his feet, Laurent could not remember the last time he had cried. The tears had run out.

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I’m thinking a lot about Laurent crying. Like at the end of everything, the regent is dead, Damen is healed, the kingdom is secured and one night after a dinner or a meeting Laurent just cries. He lets himself feel and like maybe he’s crying of relief or finally letting himself grieve in a situation where he’s safe to do so. And then Damen comes in and he just knows and he holds him and it’s sweet.

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Anonymous asked:

u said in the tag of that commentary reblog that u love getting asked to roast characters so......... can u roast Laurent in general please

boy can

laurent? i think you mean the gayest disaster in modern literature. this boy is a fuckin joke and the punchline only gets funnier the further into the series you go. laurent is one of those kids who is a massive dork but puts on the air of being a Bad Bitch because he watched naruto one too many times or something and IDs with sasuke. actually takes his fashion advice from fucking catwoman. has literally built this persona of being untouchable and so cold he’ll give your dick freezer burn if you get too close but is ready to end it all for the first man to make him cum relatable. probably read too many romantic stories as a kid. the epitome of Trust No Bitch, unless he’s got a big dick apparently. [gay silence]. is better than you, knows it, could be gracious but isn’t. acts like an actual 12 year old because he didn’t have a childhood to the point of constantly putting himself in danger for shits n giggs because his risk assessment is top notch when it comes to did the regent breathe a little louder than usual is he plotting something but not when it comes to people actually trying to kill him. has plots upon plots but let’s be honest 50% of those are him thinking oh shit i hope this works. oh it did? yes of course i am laurent, master tactician, i was breastfed at the teat of strategy, my babyfood was blended deceit, my pacifier the game of chance– absolutely determined to put his boyfriend husband into an early grave, except when the kastor tries to actually put him into an early grave. no impulse control, like, at all. laurent’s brain goes smack that bitch with a gobletYEAH OKAY SOUNDS LIKE A GOOD IDEA kick hte tile kick hte tile kick hteOH SURE AWESOME THAT’S WHAT WE’RE DOING NOW. vengeful bitch, but soft at heart, deserved better, is now sickeningly married to a fellow dork, that’s that on that.

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Don’t assume malice. Assume ignorance. Life is easier, the world is kinder, and you can educate. Actual malice is pretty rare, I find. 

Always remember Hanlon’s Razor–”Never assume malice when incompetence will suffice as an explanation.”

That’s said, never forget Fred Clark’s Law, either: “Sufficiently advanced incompetence is indistinguishable from malice.” There’s a certain point at which ignorance becomes malice–at which there is simply no way to become that ignorant except deliberately and maliciously.

Time to cross-stitch!

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lordhellebore

This seems pretty relevant right now…

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devere-by-day-deactivated202002

Quick little rant

Why????? Do y’all think it’s okay?????? To ship Laurent with his brother???? When 1. Laurent was assaulted by his uncle when he was a child and 2. Laurent explicitly stated that he and Auguste would never do shit like that????? I just really can’t understand why the ship exists.

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just-a-simple-trash-can

This post is about 2-3 months year old and there have been more Auguste/Laurent fics than ever before and I’m just ?????????? Did we not read the same books or do you think that Auguste would actually do shit like that?

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the-memedaddy

meirl

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sadboyoreo

That would be pronounce s-oh-ck because ö = long o

at least in Finnish and Swedish, ö = kind of like the way you pronounce the ”a” in ”an”, but your mouth has to be a little more closed

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the-real-eye-to-see

Ruby Bridges was the first black child to desegregate the all-white William Frantz Elementary School in Louisiana during the New Orleans school desegregation crisis in 1960.

This movie made me cry, I was so heart broken by how Ruby Bridges was treated! She was only 6, but was so strong. She is a very brave girl and she did not care what the white folks called her.

People are simply disgusting to minimize people by skin color!

Ruby you might not think you’re a hero… But to other people you are! You are A HERO and you are A PERSON WHO MADE AMERICA CHANGE!

this is white culture, this is their history, this is their legacy…being enraged at a damn baby just because she’s black.

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magnolia-noire

she’s still alive by the way

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Ruby Bridges in 2010 

“As Bridges describes it, “Driving up I could see the crowd, but living in New Orleans, I actually thought it was Mardi Gras. There was a large crowd of people outside of the school. They were throwing things and shouting, and that sort of goes on in New Orleans at Mardi Gras.“ Former United States Deputy Marshal Charles Burks later recalled, “She showed a lot of courage. She never cried. She didn’t whimper. She just marched along like a little soldier, and we’re all very very proud of her.“ 

U.S. Marshals escorted Bridges to and from school

As soon as Bridges entered the school, white parents pulled their own children out; all the teachers refused to teach while a black child was enrolled. Only one person agreed to teach Ruby and that was Barbara Henry, from Boston, Massachusetts, and for over a year Henry taught her alone, “as if she were teaching a whole class.”

Every morning, as Bridges walked to school, one woman would threaten to poison her; because of this, the U.S. Marshals dispatched by President Eisenhower, who were overseeing her safety, allowed Ruby to eat only the food that she brought from home.

Another woman at the school put a black baby doll in a wooden coffin and protested with it outside the school, a sight that Bridges Hall has said “scared me more than the nasty things people screamed at us.” At her mother’s suggestion, Bridges began to pray on the way to school, which she found provided protection from the comments yelled at her on the daily walks.”

More info on Ruby Bridges on Wikipedia

THIS SHIT WAS ONLY 58 YEARS AGO. PEOPLE WHO PARTICIPATED IN THIS RACIST TERRORISM AND ACTS LIKE IT ARE STILL ALIVE, AND THEIR KIDS ARE IN THEIR 40′S AND 50′S. 

DON’T LET RACISM APOLOGISTS GET AWAY WITH “WHY ARE YOU LIVING IN THE PAST,” BULLSHIT ARGUMENTS. WE ARE LITERALLY STILL DEALING WITH THE FAMILIES THAT FORMED HATE MOBS OVER BLACK CHILDREN ATTENDING SCHOOL WITH WHITE KIDS.

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kaylapocalypse

This was her then:

This is literally how she looks in 2017. 

She’s literally not even  old. 

This is what I don’t fucking understand about people who act like racism isn’t a big issue anymore. MY mom went to a school that was still “whites only” and some of the teachers at mine had been there since the time it was a “blacks only” school, all of this shit was too recent to even be called “history.” It may as well have been fucking yesterday and a huge chunk of our CURRENT government consists of people old enough to have voted for or against changing any of this.

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lovedhappysafe-deactivated20230

Boys cry. Boys are not weak for crying. Boys do not need to “suck it up” to prove their manliness. Crying is natural and everyone does it. Do not make boys feel weird about crying or make fun of them for it.

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