Hi! I'm Poe. However you found this blog, I'm happy you're here! This post functions as both an About Me and an Organizational post with links to various projects that I've done or am working on. I follow/like from @lithiumxenon.

My gender is "whatever pisses you off" which usually translates to he/they pronouns, and I'm old enough to be cranky and to tell anyone under the age of 18 to politely sod off and come back when they're 18 or older. If you interact with me and I have reason to believe you're not 18+, I will block you.

Ship and Let Ship; Don't Like, Don't Read; Your Kink Is Not My Kink And That's Okay. Ship discourse will be blocked, Hazbin discourse will be blocked, anything that simply gives me ✨ Bad Vibes ✨ will be blocked. I encourage you all to do the same. I'll tag my posts for ease of filtering using what I believe are the most popular tags (RadioApple, Charcifer, etc.) and if I forget one or use the wrong one, don't be afraid to pop into the comments and let me know.

I am primarily an author, though I dabble in just about every fannish hobby there is. I've been writing for over ten years and have no plans to stop any time soon. My other main hobby is fanbinding (fanfiction + bookbinding).

Though I'm bad at it, I love chatting with other fans. My ask box is absolutely open!

My Projects:

Fics - I write a lot of fic. Some of it is pretty decent. All of my fics are available on AO3, but I will post links/promos here. There'll also sometimes be short excerpts and snippets posted, either as standalones or as teasers for larger fics.

Fanbinding - I'm a not-for-profit fanbinder, meaning that I turn fanfictions into physical books by typesetting, printing, and binding them. I do this strictly for fun and for free, and will not sell any finished book that contains fanfiction that I did not personally write.

Art - Sometimes I draw. This is also where any edits/graphics will be. It's basically just a catch-all for any visual art I do, which might extend to shirts, keytags, stickers, etc.

If you'd like to support me monetarily, I have a Ko-fi that anyone is welcome to donate to. But I don't want anyone to feel like they have to! I will keep writing no matter what. Fandom, for me, is first and foremost a hobby, not a job.

Miscellaneous:

My favorite Hazbin characters are Charlie and Lucifer, obviously, though I'm reasonably fond of Alastor as well. I like woobie!Lucifer best, though in AUs and certain settings I can vibe with him as a manipulative asshole.

I'm into Helluva Boss, too, but very casually compared to Hazbin. HB is more of a passive fandom for me.

Blue raspberry is the superior candy flavor. This is an objective fact and no one will ever change my mind on it.

Some of my current favorite musical artists: 1. Flower Face - Songs to dissociate to. 2. Amelie Farran - Ridiculously catchy and brain-tickling songs. 3. Friday Pilots Club - Alternative/pop-ish rock. 4. Creeper - Songs that encapsulate the vibes of "cheesy 80s vampire flick" in the best way possible. 5. The Wombats - Just some fun pop.

I'm not a cat person nor a dog person but a secret third thing: a bird person.

god I wish I knew

but in all seriousness, um. soon? ish? maybe? I promised a dear friend of mine an update to the nuclear AU first, and then I'll probably try and lock in on kaleidoscope again before I update the figure skating AU. so, probably not before the end of the year (unfortunately) but hopefully within the first couple months of 2025!

you wake up on the floor again (liquid metals in your blood)

Rating: Explicit Pairings: Alastor/Lucifer | RadioApple, Charlie & Lucifer Word Count: 10,548 Chapters: 1/3 Archive Warning: Creator Chose Not To Warn Relevant Tags: Post-Canon, Hate Sex, Drug Addiction/Withdrawal

Part one of the kaleidoscope series.

For ten years — since before Lilith left — Lucifer's been relying on sleeping pills to get him through the nights (and days).

Charlie discovers this by chance after Lucifer comes to stay at the new Hotel, and, fearing for his health and determined to help him get better, forces him to quit them. She doesn't plan for the withdrawals, sending Lucifer spiraling into weeks of illness and depression as he struggles to cope without the medication.

Lucifer's only relief, if it can even be called that, is Alastor. Specifically, letting Alastor distract him from the pain by causing a different, better kind of pain.

(AKA: Lucifer is forced by Charlie to quit the sleeping pills he's been abusing. In the ensuing haze of withdrawals, he keeps running into Alastor. Eventually, he decides that the humiliation of letting the Radio Demon fuck him is a good distraction from the humiliation of having his daughter treat him like he's in rehab.)

A very heavy and whumpy RadioApple fic that I finally got out of my head. It's not happy, it's not healthy, but I can at least make Lucifer suffer, because we all know he suffers very prettily.