This is a love story, and I apologize;

The Great Divide

In which Dean and Cas met before Dean ever went to pick up Sam from Stanford. It is a story about finding your place in the world and realizing that one person can change the whole trajectory of your life for the better.

The Great Divide

In which Dean and Cas met before Dean ever went to pick up Sam from Stanford. It is a story about finding your place in the world and realizing that one person can change the whole trajectory of your life for the better.

they are alive, in love, living their best lives and celebrating their wedding anniversary in their own little home <3

And you are both: the man who desperately wants to go home and the haunted house everybody seems to run away from.

[virginia woolf, a passionate apprentice: the early journals, 1897-1909 || dark side of the moon, supernatural || pilot, supernatural || home, supernatural || anna kamienska || maya angelou || james baldwin, giovanni's room || zen cho, the four generations of chang E || tasyn muir, harrow the ninth (the locked tomb) || skin, supernatural || what is and what should never be, supernatural || unknown || rachel mckibbens, outhouse || donna tartt, the goldfinch || charles wright, meditation on form and measure || gregory orr, origin of the marble forest]

All my stories are about being left, all yours about leaving. So we should have known. Should have known to leave well enough alone; we knew, and we didn’t.

[east of eden, john steinbeck || pilot, supernatural || croatoan, supernatural || @/leethteethswrites || shadow, supernatural || skin, supernatural || east of eden, john steinbeck || giovanni's room, james baldwin || dark side of the moon, supernatural || sun bleached flies, ethel cain || on the road, jack kerouac || home, supernatural || what is and what should never be, supernatural || @/ojibwa || waiting for this story to end before I begin another, jan heller levi]

You’re in a car with a beautiful boy, and he won’t tell you that he loves you, but he loves you.

[@/filmnoirsbian || the man who would be king, supernatural || heaven can't wait, supernatural || you are jeff, richard siken]

And there is the rumor — This is love, this is love

[ladies drink free, supernatural || excerpts from unit 001, viraaah || don't you forget about me, supernatural || crush, richard siken || lazarus rising, supernatural || unkown || angel heart, supernatural || absence, supernatural || anne sexton || unkown || pilot, supernatural || the monster you created, arcane || daphne's lot, chris abani || cannibal, safiya sinclair]

Maybe memory is all the home you get.

[if they come for us, fatimah asghar || home, supernatural || from DEAR GOD. DEAR BONES. DEAR YELLOW. ;“pledging allegiance”, noor hindi || chaos, holly warburton || pilot, supernatural || danzy senna || marlena, julie buntin || ship of fools vii, natalie nickelback || homesick, noah kahan || back to the old house, the smiths || from a ceramic home with a quote, john murillo]

"Don't do this, Cas."

[the night we met, lord huron || despair, supernatural]

"You changed me, Dean."

on the road, jack kerouac || the trap, supernatural

[siken version]

dinosaur, richard siken || the trap, supernatural

I never liked that ending either.

[lost & found, supernatural || litany in which certain things are crossed out, richard siken || despair, supernatural]

We were in the gold room where everyone finally gets what they want, so I said What do you want, sweetheart? and you said Kiss me.

[various poems by richard siken || dispair, supernatural]

We were in the gold room where everyone finally gets what they want, so I said What do you want, sweetheart? and you said Kiss me.

[various poems by richard siken || dispair, supernatural]

on the road, jack kerouac || the trap, supernatural

I never liked that ending either.

[lost & found, supernatural || litany in which certain things are crossed out, richard siken || despair, supernatural]