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22 years old. she/her. mdni. read the masterpost!

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Hi! You can call me Noona! I write whatever comes to my mind and atm, I am very much obsessed with CoD and Genshin/Capitano. I am very much open to hearing ideas and just yapping in general, but I also can’t promise that I will write every request.

What I don’t write: fully explicit smut, suicide

Masterlist has not been updated fully. Use the tag noona.writes to see everything I’ve written!

Masterlist:

POLY 141 X READER:

  1. Goddess!reader x poly 141

2. Baker Reader x poly 141

part 1 + part 2

4. Bunny Owner Reader x Poly 141: Matchmaking Buns

part 1 + part 2

8. Chubby Reader x Monster 141

part one + part two

9. Lavender Marriage AU

part one + part two

10. Abused Reader x Poly 141

part one + part two

16. going to them for safety + guard dogs

28. Dragon John Collecting Chubby Reader into His Hoard:

p1 + p2 + p3

35. yandere 141: bro-zone edition

41. 141 x Protective Reader:

p1 + p2 + p3

OTHERS:

they will not leave me alone

It's been two months since you appealed to the ancient gods in a last ditch attempt to save your village. Two months where soft rains fall every few days, healing the dried, cracked earth. Two months since most of those gone for battle return, scarred but no longer scared. Two months where game have slowly returned to the lands around the village, and barren plants have begun blooming again. Two months where the only death comes at the end of a long life.

You try to find a new rhythm to your days. Three months ago, you were another member of your people, albeit one with more knowledge of the old ways than was considered necessary. Now, though, the village elders have spoken in hushed terms of elevating you to the position of prophetess or seer, believing you have some direct connection to the four gods who saved them. You do not share their faith, but you still bear the initial marks of all four gods on your body.

You still do not know what it means.

This is like perfection given a written form i am so serious 😩😩💕

based on this, in which reader gets herself a pet. human reader x fae poly 141

It arrived on the windless night of a blood moon, when the palace gardens groaned beneath the weight of twilight and the fae refused to speak its name.

Hooves like thunder cracked through the sacred grove- guards scattered, maids screamed, and even the birds took flight. A monster, they had called it. An omen. A curse carved in flesh and antler.

It stood twice the height of a man, its coat the color of grave-ash and bone. Its antlers, sprawling, twisted branches, curved like cruel iron and dripped with a red too thick to be dew. And its eyes- gods, its eyes. Hollow pits of starlight and sorrow, as if someone had scooped the soul clean out of it and left only the husk of judgment behind.

A nightmare. A spirit of the dying woods.

And you- of course, you- had followed the trail of unease and found it standing alone in the frostbitten clearing, still as stone.

Simon was the first of them to find you. The maids had burst into his chamber in a flurry of panic, dresses half-tied, hair undone. “She’s in the gardens- with it!” one had shrieked. And though he would later claim it was the sense of duty that dragged him down the hall and into the trees, it was something more base that curled in his gut.

Fear.

He had thought it might be too late.

But there you were, soft and quiet and terribly unafraid.

The creature loomed before you, its head dipped low, antlers mere inches from your throat- and your hand… your hand was stroking its snout like it was nothing more than a skittish hound.

“There now,” you whispered, thumb rubbing a slow circle just below its glowing eye sockets. “You’re alright. You’re not so scary, are you, sweetheart?”

Simon’s body went taut, every muscle locked as he stepped from the trees, blade drawn, breath like winter in his lungs.

Step. Back.” he’d have barked- only he didn’t; the words curled up and died in his throat.

Because the stag didn’t move.

Didn’t growl.

Didn’t even blink.

It merely stood there, regal and terrible, allowing you to fuss over it like you were some holy creature instead of a too-small, too-human queen with a ribbon loose in your hair and your gowns flowing freely.

And your voice- gods, your voice- was the softest he’d heard in months. Not the clipped elegance of the court-mask you wore, not the sharp-tongued wit you wielded to hold your place among serpents and silver smiles.

Just you.

Calling the monster a good boy.

The bestest boy.

After that, it never truly left.

The court howled. Lords and ladies twisted their pretty lips into horror, whispering stories of famine and madness wherever a Hollow Stag appeared. It had been centuries since one last walked beside fae- or anyone. But this one did.

It followed you, and you named it Thrain, and Simon wanted to curse you for you did not know that by naming such a terrible thing, you had allowed it close.

He huffed at the guards, growled at the courtiers, and once kicked a sconce clean off the wall when Johnny whistled at you from across the hall.

He tolerated your husbands, but only just.

Simon couldn’t look at it without remembering your hand brushing over death’s brow like it was silk. Kyle swore the thing glared at him every time he touched your elbow. Johnny made jokes, tried to offer it dried fruit, only to have Thrain snort directly in his face and blow his mohawk-braid loose.

But never you.

Never once did it bare its fangs to you.

Thrain was silent at your side, looming like a second shadow in the throne room, ever behind your chair, because no one had the courage or audacity to say it shouldn’t be allowed inside. When you took solitary picnics- because even with jewels and titles and sharpened fae smiles, you were still lonely- he followed.

You’d sit beneath the weeping trees, skirts spread across the moss, fingers tangled in the vines as your voice hummed old, human songs, and he’d curl his massive body around you. His head, crown of dripping antlers and all, would lower into your lap. You’d scratch behind his ears, resting your cheek against the dry velvet of his muzzle like he wasn’t made of nightmare and ruin.

Sometimes you’d whisper to him.

Your secrets.

Your weariness.

The truth you wouldn’t dare breathe to your husbands.

Because even now- even with John’s gaze growing hungrier by the day, even with Kyle’s hand brushing yours too long beneath shared parchments, even with Simon’s brooding presence lurking protectively near and Johnny’s restless, nervous laughter softening when you were tired-

You didn’t know if they loved you.

The human you; the one who had no glamour in her blood, no ancient fire in her bones.

But Thrain did.

And sometimes, that was enough.

First person to guess where i got the name thrain from is getting their ass ate and their tits loved <3

based on this, in which reader gets herself a pet. human reader x fae poly 141

It arrived on the windless night of a blood moon, when the palace gardens groaned beneath the weight of twilight and the fae refused to speak its name.

Hooves like thunder cracked through the sacred grove- guards scattered, maids screamed, and even the birds took flight. A monster, they had called it. An omen. A curse carved in flesh and antler.

It stood twice the height of a man, its coat the color of grave-ash and bone. Its antlers, sprawling, twisted branches, curved like cruel iron and dripped with a red too thick to be dew. And its eyes- gods, its eyes. Hollow pits of starlight and sorrow, as if someone had scooped the soul clean out of it and left only the husk of judgment behind.

A nightmare. A spirit of the dying woods.

And you- of course, you- had followed the trail of unease and found it standing alone in the frostbitten clearing, still as stone.

Simon was the first of them to find you. The maids had burst into his chamber in a flurry of panic, dresses half-tied, hair undone. “She’s in the gardens- with it!” one had shrieked. And though he would later claim it was the sense of duty that dragged him down the hall and into the trees, it was something more base that curled in his gut.

Fear.

He had thought it might be too late.

But there you were, soft and quiet and terribly unafraid.

The creature loomed before you, its head dipped low, antlers mere inches from your throat- and your hand… your hand was stroking its snout like it was nothing more than a skittish hound.

“There now,” you whispered, thumb rubbing a slow circle just below its glowing eye sockets. “You’re alright. You’re not so scary, are you, sweetheart?”

Simon’s body went taut, every muscle locked as he stepped from the trees, blade drawn, breath like winter in his lungs.

Step. Back.” he’d have barked- only he didn’t; the words curled up and died in his throat.

Because the stag didn’t move.

Didn’t growl.

Didn’t even blink.

It merely stood there, regal and terrible, allowing you to fuss over it like you were some holy creature instead of a too-small, too-human queen with a ribbon loose in your hair and your gowns flowing freely.

And your voice- gods, your voice- was the softest he’d heard in months. Not the clipped elegance of the court-mask you wore, not the sharp-tongued wit you wielded to hold your place among serpents and silver smiles.

Just you.

Calling the monster a good boy.

The bestest boy.

After that, it never truly left.

The court howled. Lords and ladies twisted their pretty lips into horror, whispering stories of famine and madness wherever a Hollow Stag appeared. It had been centuries since one last walked beside fae- or anyone. But this one did.

It followed you, and you named it Thrain, and Simon wanted to curse you for you did not know that by naming such a terrible thing, you had allowed it close.

He huffed at the guards, growled at the courtiers, and once kicked a sconce clean off the wall when Johnny whistled at you from across the hall.

He tolerated your husbands, but only just.

Simon couldn’t look at it without remembering your hand brushing over death’s brow like it was silk. Kyle swore the thing glared at him every time he touched your elbow. Johnny made jokes, tried to offer it dried fruit, only to have Thrain snort directly in his face and blow his mohawk-braid loose.

But never you.

Never once did it bare its fangs to you.

Thrain was silent at your side, looming like a second shadow in the throne room, ever behind your chair, because no one had the courage or audacity to say it shouldn’t be allowed inside. When you took solitary picnics- because even with jewels and titles and sharpened fae smiles, you were still lonely- he followed.

You’d sit beneath the weeping trees, skirts spread across the moss, fingers tangled in the vines as your voice hummed old, human songs, and he’d curl his massive body around you. His head, crown of dripping antlers and all, would lower into your lap. You’d scratch behind his ears, resting your cheek against the dry velvet of his muzzle like he wasn’t made of nightmare and ruin.

Sometimes you’d whisper to him.

Your secrets.

Your weariness.

The truth you wouldn’t dare breathe to your husbands.

Because even now- even with John’s gaze growing hungrier by the day, even with Kyle’s hand brushing yours too long beneath shared parchments, even with Simon’s brooding presence lurking protectively near and Johnny’s restless, nervous laughter softening when you were tired-

You didn’t know if they loved you.

The human you; the one who had no glamour in her blood, no ancient fire in her bones.

But Thrain did.

And sometimes, that was enough.

(Bakery/coffee shop au in which you have a policy where you don’t serve people with they want, but rather what you think they need.

The bell above the door chimed, but you barely looked up.

Normally, you greeted new customers with a keen, knowing gaze, already calculating what drink and dessert would suit them best. Not today.

Today, you were exhausted.

Your usual fire, the effortless wit that had earned you a reputation for serving people what they needed rather than what they asked for, was dim. The betrayal still sat heavy in your chest, the dull ache of heartbreak coiled around your ribs.

But you had a business to run, so you forced a polite, professional smile and finally acknowledged the man standing at the counter.

He was smiling.

That was the first thing you noticed- an easy, pleased smile, like he’d already decided this would be a good visit. Like he already knew something you didn’t.

“Ah,” he drawled, accent thick and rich, his eyes assessing you as he leaned on the counter. “So this is the famous little café.”

You blinked, lips pressing together. Another one.

“You’ve heard about it?” Your voice came out more tired than teasing, and you saw the flicker of recognition in his gaze.

“Oh, yes. Some friends of mine-“ He waved a gloved hand dismissively. “-the kind with big guns and bigger mouths, they say you are… how do you put it?” His smile turned wolfish. “Very particular.”

Normally, that would have made you grin. Normally, you would’ve bantered back, something sharp, something clever.

Instead, you nodded dully and said, “Well, what do you want?”

Nikolai’s head tilted slightly. The flicker in his gaze sharpened.

“Ah, but that’s not how this works, is it?” he mused. “No, no. You do not ask what I want. You tell me what I need.”

You hesitated, fingers tightening slightly against the counter. Then, without thinking, without considering, you sighed and muttered, “Fine. Black tea. Honey and lemon. A slice of honey cake.”

He blinked. “…That’s it?”

You nodded, already moving to prepare it.

There was a pause. Then, a low hum. “Strange. I expected something more… extravagant.”

You didn’t answer. You didn’t say, I don’t have it in me today. You didn’t say, I don’t care enough right now to argue.

But Nikolai- Price would tell you his name later- was perceptive. Perhaps even a little too perceptive.

When you set the drink and dessert in front of him, he studied you instead. Not rudely- no, not at all. But in a way that made it very clear he’d noticed your dullness, the tired slump of your shoulders, the way your usually sharp tongue had nothing to offer.

“Hmm.” He picked up the tea, took a slow sip. Then nodded in approval. “Good. Simple. Comforting.” A pause. “Like something one drinks after bad news.”

Your hands stilled.

Nikolai took his time slicing into the honey cake, expression relaxed, like he was just making conversation and not dicing you open. “Tell me,” he said, offhand. “What kind of man would be stupid enough to make you look so tired?”

You sucked in a breath. “What?”

He shrugged, taking a bite, and then hummed in delight at the taste. “Well, it must be man, yes? Only a man could be so dumb. You look like a woman who had to deal with something… unpleasant.” His smile turned too knowing. “And if it were work-related, you would be angry, not sad.”

Your throat tightened; goddamit.

You shouldn’t say anything. He was a stranger, a new customer, someone who had no reason to know about your personal life. If anything, you should apologize for how lackluster you’ve been thus far to him.

But…

But he was looking at you like he already knew the answer. And maybe, just maybe, you were too tired to hold it in.

So you exhaled slowly, crossing your arms, gripping them like it would hold you together. “My boyfriend. Ex-boyfriend.” Your voice was flat. “He cheated, and I only found out because- because his other girlfriend told me.”

Nikolai sighed dramatically, shaking his head. “See? Men. Always causing problems.”

You huffed a tired laugh. “You’re a man, too.”

“Yes, but I am Russian. We are different.”

That actually made you snort, a sharp little sound that you hadn’t expected.

Nikolai grinned. Success.

“Besides,” he added, finishing the last of the cake. “A man who does not appreciate a woman like you? Who does not see how much you put into this place? Pah.” He waved a dismissive hand. “He is fool.”

You swallowed, trying to push back the sting in your chest. “He… never really supported this place, anyway. Said it wasn’t practical.”

Nikolai’s expression darkened.

For a moment, he looked like a man who had seen far too much war, someone whose patience had its limits. Then, just as quickly, he smiled again. “You know, my friends, they speak very highly of you.”

You raised a brow. “Your friends?”

“And yours, too. Lively bunch. Price and the others- and they are your friends, too.”

At your dubious expression, he chuckled.

“Ah, but they are. They are just too stubborn to say it.” Nikolai leaned closer, lowering his voice conspiratorially. “And they will be very interested to hear about this… boyfriend of yours.”

Your eyes widened slightly. “Wait-“

But he was already standing, grabbing his jacket, smirking like the devil himself. “Oh, no need to thank me.” He winked. “I do this out of the kindness of my heart.”

You groaned, rubbing your hands over your face. “I hate you.”

“No, no.” He chuckled, making his way toward the door. “You needed me.”

And then, just before he left, he turned back, eyes glinting. “I will return, of course. Someone has to make sure you do not give up. And I like cake.”

You blinked, thrown off by the genuine warmth beneath his teasing. But by the time you found your words, he was already gone.

And an hour later, your phone rang from an unknown number.

… probably Price.

You sighed, head hitting the counter.

Goddamn Nikolai.

Still… next time he drops by, you will make sure he has a better time (and ask how the fuck did he get your number).

"I want to try something." You tell Simon with a smile, knowing he'd say yes to whatever it is.

You're standing in front of him in the living room when he comes back in from a shower, his hair still wet and body glistening.

It takes you a moment to stop staring at your husband, and the outline in the front of his shorts is telling you he can tell you're checking him out.

"What is it, lov?" Simon steps forward, permeating the air around you with his scent and his steady presence making you flustered.

There was always something about the way he looked at you and how he always agreed to whatever it was you said because he was a firm believer of happy wife; happy life.

But you wanted him happy too and tried to match his effort, but sometimes he won.

You glance down at the yoga mat then him. "I want to see how flexible you are." You hum.

Simon stepped forward and stood on the mat before you were crouching down and helping him spread his legs before standing again.

You guide your husband to bend forward and have him place his hands on the floor. "Do you feel the stretch?" You ask slapping his ass.

Your laughter filled the room as he looked up at you, rolling his eyes playfully before you were moving to guide him to his knees.

"On your hands." You instruct him.

"Do I have to bark too?"

It was your turn to roll your eyes and watch him before helping him arch his back.

Your hand follows the scarred lines on his back before resting on his hip. "Now, can you roll to your back?" You ask with a pleading grin.

Simon did what you asked without complaint eyeing you as you move to kneel between his legs, spreading them into a v gently.

"Are you puttin' me in our favorite positions because you're forgetting a few sweetheart."

Before you knew it, your husband had you pinned to the mat, his broad frame towering over you with a faint smirk.

I love them

pricexghostxreader is just thee dynamic to me. ghost only trusting price to be any level of vulnerable around, needing price to 'vet' any pretty bird they think could help temper their combined fire with her softness. he has a hard time trusting good things, needs price to reassure him that the pretty soft thing waiting in their shared bed really does just want simon as much as she wants john.

price, who wants the traditional wife waiting at home with a baby on her hip, but isn't willing to give up his right hand, his best lieutenant, his good boy. simon is his long-term project, a soldier he saved from himself and molded into the perfect attack dog. his loyal pet. the bond they have goes deep, and price will not, under any circumstances, give up that heady sense of power he gets when simon just submits, all

both of them requiring an 'anchor' to the civilian world, a reminder of what they do the work for- because they know that when a soldier's whole life is absolutely nothing but the job, that's how you create weirdos like nikto and kreuger.

that's what sets john off hunting for their fat little wife, someone who can keep a home ready for them, who can keep one busy while the other's deployed separately. someone who will give them a soft, warm respite from the hard lives they've been leading.

the dynamic between price and simon is rigid, with price calling the shots always... but ghost isn't a lieutenant for nothing. he needs someone to train, to lead, to mold to his wants the same way price molded him. (and if he's honest with himself, he'll realize his wants and prices wants are damn near the same).

their soft little plaything may not be at the top of the pecking order, but she's so vitally important to keeping them grounded that she may as well be on top. they both need her tenderness and devotion in order to feel like they have worth beyond being killing machines, that what they do in the field has real meaning beyond fulfilling orders from on high.

and their sweet, soft girl who has no clue how vitally important she is, who assumes she's the needy one, living off their combined wages in a house whose deed doesn't have her name on it (yet). who loves and dotes on sir and daddy, who's desperately afraid one or both might not come home and she'll be left alone, forced to leave the house she's worked so hard to make a home for them.

ahhhhhhhhhhh fuck i love this dynamic

Let out a filthy moan sorry

Dom john does wild things to my brain like yes it’s been done a lot but it’s for a REASON like just thinking abt this man with a reader who doesn’t particularly care about themselves drives me a lil insane because he just basically sees that and decides you need him 😩

LIKE UGH he is 100% the type to scruff you if he thinks you are purposely trying to avoid looking/talking to him <3

Give me all of them please

I love this little fucker sm… also my thoughts are too messy and incomprehension to share ueueueueue 💔💔

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