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yang jungwon GUTS.

P. fem!reader x vampire!jungwon (17+) | W. unprotected sex, not an accurate deception of vampires, blood drinking, biting, marking, making out, multiple orgasms, subspace, petnames, tying up, just filthy. filthy shit. cursing too. | WC. 5.1k (was supposed to be 3k) | A,N. this one’s for nia my beloved @intromortal i hope u find some sort of comfort in this (⺣◡⺣)♡ love u lots + hope u and all jungwon girlies enjoy !

in which.. you trying to get used to your fangs somehow leads to jungwon getting tied up.

very important ps ! this was not edited or proofread in any way i wrote this at 4 am sorry! + this was inspired by moonstruck if u couldn’t tell (stream romance untold)

this totally wasn’t the ideal situation you were hoping to find yourself with a mere year ago.

a scenario consisting you, your supernatural boyfriend, his fangs and yours.

something single, hopeless, last year you would’ve had a hard time grasping and processing. that is if she was able to believe the fact that you were alive in the first place. as last year— well it wasn’t the best year you’ve experienced, and that statement heavily sugarcoats the tragic ups and downs you tumbled through.

desecration. (s.j)

the one where no gods exist when you’re alone with jake sim.

minors dni !! | if you read it, reblog it. 

WORDCOUNT ― 6.4k

PAIRING ― jake sim x afab reader

GENRE ― top/dom jake sim, characters are in their twenties, sub/bratty reader, religious kink/fetish

WARNINGSmild dub con, desecration of holy a relic, inaccurate descriptions of whatever religion this is– im not doing research for a 5k fic that’s mostly smut, sorry. 

NOTE― if you’ve read this before, it’s because I wrote it for mark lee over on my other blog [ncteez]. we wanted to make it jake, and by we i mean me. i wanted to read this as jake. sorry to religious ppl, don’t read this if you don’t wanna be railed by a hot guy wielding a cross. 

smut tags under cut:: 

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“I’ll admit,” the villain whispered, their hand slowly sliding along the hero’s leg - from their knee to their thigh to be precise - “I’m a bit rusty.”

You?” the hero asked.

“We haven’t seen each other in six months,” the villain said. “That’s enough time to rust.”

“I thought you would have gotten your fun elsewhere.”

“Well, I didn’t.” Softly, the villain pressed a kiss to the hero’s throat and the hero (stupidly so) forgot their responsibilities very quickly again.

The hero didn’t consider themselves particularly greedy in bed. They took what partners threw at them and usually, that was enough. With the villain, it felt different. They felt more confident, they felt terribly secure. The hero wasn’t a passive party anymore.

“Six months are enough to move on,” the hero whispered.

Their stomach dropped when they realised that the villain was giving them a hickey. Instinctively, the hero grabbed their enemy’s clothes but only got a hold of one of the bullet proof vest’s straps. Though the hero tried to pull them closer, the villain didn’t move until they were done on the hero’s throat.

With a wet sound, they parted.

“You’ll understand how desperate I am right now, then.”

“Is it smart to continue this?” the hero asked. Six months. Six. Often, their thoughts would circle around the villain. As if they were an addict.

“…do you want to continue this?”

“Well, yes…”

“Then what’s the problem?” Again, they leaned in and this time, they left a trail of kisses on the hero’s neck.

Within milliseconds, shivers ran down the hero’s spine and their brain fried. Their heart was loud enough for both to hear.

“I don’t know…maybe something changed, maybe you changed.” The villain looked at them, their usually focused and serious eyes suddenly soft.

“Love, what are you talking about?”

“Maybe there is someone else you…” The hero took in a deep breath. Six months were a long, long time and if the villain had found someone else during that time…someone who was simply more fitting, the hero didn’t want to stand between them. The villain was charismatic, chatty, nice when they had to be. Surely there had been someone who had shown interest while the villain was in hiding.

“You’re aware I am extremely picky when it comes to my partner.”

“Yes, I know. But—”

“And stupidly loyal.”

The hero didn’t know what to say to that. They knew what loyalty meant to the villain. It wasn’t a term they used carelessly.

“Don’t worry,” the villain murmured. They pressed an innocent kiss to the hero’s lips and continued with another one that was a little more daring.

The hero had almost forgotten what it felt like to be kissed. What it felt like to have the villain’s tongue in their mouth.

Even as the villain pulled away, the hero couldn’t form a single coherent thought.

“You’re my nemesis,” the villain reminded them. Two of their fingers traced an invisible path down the hero’s chest. “You’re irreplaceable.”

The villain was methodical. They were gentle. Their hand stopped on the hero’s lower stomach.

“And now, be a darling and spread your legs. I’ve been craving the sounds you make for half a year.”

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been thinking about delayed grief responses.

like - after a long fight with illness, whumpee dies in the hospital, with caretaker by their side.

and honestly? at least in the moment, caretaker feels more relief than anything. this was inevitable, and they'd been watching whumpee suffer for so long, but now they'll never suffer again. they can rest now.

it isn't until days or even weeks later that the loss really sets in. caretaker finds whumpee's belongings gathering dust because whumpee isn't there to use them, whumpee's clothes sitting untouched in the closet because whumpee isn't there to wear them. only then do they really realize that whumpee hasn't just stepped out for a while, they're gone.

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what have you done

(baizhu x reader)

tw: mentions of sickness, reader struggles with breathing

More than a week has passed and now Baizhu was starting to second guess his suspicion. He found it strange how lately he’s been feeling little to no symptoms from his underlying condition.

He’s come to realize for the past few weeks he’s been in top shape, better than before.

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Breathe Me

Warnings: broken bones, captivity, torture, forced to watch

“Please! Please! Stop! Please!” Team Leader could hear Teammate One beg Whumper. Could hear them plead and beg with Whumper to stop. Could hear Teammate Two banging on the bars of the cage. Could hear Teammate Three’s sobs. 

But Whumper didn’t stop. And Team Leader didn’t have enough air in their lungs to say anything. They couldn’t get a breath deep enough. Could barely breathe at all. 

“Oh, Team Leader, how cute. Your team is begging for your life. What do you think about that?” Whumper said as they aimed a particularly vicious kick at Team Leader’s side. 

What little breath Team Leader had went out in a huff. The world was greying out as they tried to suck in air, their broken ribs preventing their lungs from expanding. “Pl-pl–” was all they managed to get out before Whumper kicked them again. 

Team Leader wasn’t sure how long Whumper beat them for. All they knew was the world went dark and when they next opened their eyes, Teammate Three was holding them. 

Teammate Three blinked back tears. “Hey, there you are,” they said softly. 

Team Leader tried to speak, wheezing coughs racking their body. Each cough, each breath was agony. Whumper had broken a few ribs. 

“It’s ok, Team Leader, don’t speak. Just breath for me. Please. Just keep breathing.” Teammate Three cupped Team Leader’s cheek softly. 

Team Leader nodded and closed their eyes, leaning into the delicate touch. Their whole body hurt. And they couldn’t take a deep breath. Their wheezing filled their ears. But they would keep breathing. For Teammate Three. For the whole team. For themselves. And to spite Whumper.

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Breathe Me II

Warnings: captivity, torture, broken bones, forced to watch, self sacrifice

Team Leader listened to their team make a plan to get out of the cage the next time Whumper came back. Team Leader was too weary to open their eyes. They couldn't get a deep enough breath to chime in on the plan. They had complete trust in their team.

Teammate Three rubbed circles with their thumb on Team Leader's hand. Team Leader's eyelids were so heavy. They were safe for now. The team had them. Whumper wasn't here. They were ok. They just needed to keep breathing.

Team Leader hadn't realized they had fallen asleep again. As they opened their eyes once more, Teammate Three squeezed them tightly. Team Leader could hear Teammate One shouting again.

"They need help! You can't keep doing this! Hurt one of us. Hurt me!" Teammate One shouted.

"Why? I don't want you. I want Team Leader." Whumper's cold voice came.

Team Leader couldn't help but tremble. They could barely breathe. Whumper had broken more than a few ribs. They weren't sure they could endure another beating, not sure if Whumper wouldn't kill them outright this time.

"Shhhh, it's ok, Team Leader," Teammate Three said softly as Team Leader whimpered, "we won't let Whumper take you."

"You have absolutely no power over that, Teammate Three. I wouldn't make promises you can't keep."

Team Leader heard someone banging on the bars of the cage. "I won't let you take them!"

"Nor will I!" Teammate Two's soft voice came loudly.

Team Leader was touched that their team was fighting for their life. But they knew that it was useless. Whumper would get their way. Whumper always got their way. And as the cage door opened, Team Leader could only hope that they would live through this next beating long enough to see their team break free.

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💞 Concerned caregivers dialogue:

1. "He won't tell me what's wrong."

2. "I don't think he's feeling well."

3. "What's up with ____? He keeps disappearing."

4. "Do you think he needs a hospital?"

5. "I've never seen him like this."

6. "Can you pull over? ____ isn't doing too hot back here."

7. "Can you drive us home? ____ is feeling really bad."

8. "Does he seem off to you?"

9. "He says he's dizzy."

10. "Can you help me stand him up?"

11. "Do you think we should wake him up?"

12. "He's been in the bathroom a while. Do you think I should go check on him?"

13. "He can't keep anything down. I don't know what to do."

14. "Does he feel warm to you?"

15. "What flavor of Gatorade does he like? I'll run out and get some."

16. "You need to eat. It won't do ____ any good if you don't keep your strength up."

17. "I know you're worried about him, but I'm starting to worry about you."

18. "When's the last time he ate?"

19. "Hey, I can sit with him. Why don't you go get some air?"

20. "I think his stomach's bothering him."

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21. “Will you talk to him? He won’t listen to me.”

22. “I just wish he’d take care of himself.”

23. “I’m really worried about him.”

24. “I don’t think we should leave him here alone.”

25. “He looks like a gust of wind could knock him over.”

26. “Can you bring him some water? He just threw up.”

27. “He’s feeling really lousy. I think we need to go.”

28. “Is ____ feeling okay? He looks really tired.”

29. “He’s not okay. Look! His hands are shaking.”

30. “Is that ____? Why’s he kneeling down like that?”

31. “I think he really needs us right now.”

32. “Everybody back up. He needs some space.”

33. “He can go lie down in my room. I’ll bring a bucket.”

34. “Dang, he’s really not feeling good, huh?”

35. “Hey, are you guys heading out? What’s wrong?”

36. “He looks like he’s gonna hurl.”

37. “He’s slurring his words. Do you see where I put the thermometer? I think his fever’s gone up.”

38. “He’s gonna be okay.”

39. “Do you think he caught that bug that’s been going around?”

40. “C-Can you stay with him? I don’t do good with puke…”

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41. "He's not picking up his phone. We need to go make sure he's okay."

42. "He won't admit that he's sick!"

43. "He's too stubborn for his own good."

44. "Can you help me get him to the car?"

45. "Lean him back. Let me wipe his mouth."

46. "He said he was feeling better."

47. "Ohhh gosh. I've got him. Go find a bucket!"

48. "I don't think he's been feeling well for days."

49. "He's scaring the hell out of me."

50. "Stop laughing. He's embarrassed enough as it is."

51. "I just got a text from ____. He says he's feeling worse. I gotta go."

52. "I hate seeing him like this."

53. "Did he finally fall asleep?"

54. "Can you turn on the fan? He needs to cool off."

55. "Why does he keep lying to us? Why won't he let us help?"

56. "He's miserable. I wish we could do something."

57. "He can't keep meds down and his fever keeps climbing. We might have to run him a cold bath..."

58. "____'s eyes look red. Has he been crying?"

59. "His clothes are soaked through. We gotta get him out of those."

60. "Did he hit his head when he fell?"

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61. "The circles under his eyes look like they're painted on."

62. "Shh, keep your voice down. ____ is sleeping."

63. "I can't believe he's been sleeping this long."

64. "I'm gonna get him another blanket."

65. "He's gonna run himself into the ground if he keeps going on like this."

66. "I-I don't know! He just passed out!"

67. "He's only throwing up bile now. There's nothing left in his stomach."

68. "He's not normally like this."

69. "Something's up with him. I can tell."

70. "He's so out of it. Does he even hear us talking about him?"

71. "His stomach hurts so bad that he's crying. That's not normal!"

72. "He won't uncurl enough for me to look at him. I think he's in too much pain."

73. "I'm gonna keep him some company."

74. "He's just tired, I think."

75. "He's not making any sense."

76. "Are you sure you'll be okay with him? Call me if you need anything."

77. "He's kind of grumpy when he's sick. Don't hold it against him."

78. "Give him a break, he doesn't feel good!"

79. "I'm never leaving him out of my sight after this."

80. "I'm just glad he made it to the bathroom."

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81. "I feel so bad for him."

82. "Let's get him up off the floor."

83. "He's was up all last night throwing up."

84. "Does he look pale to you?"

85. "Hey, ____ just threw up. He asked me to come get you."

86. "I think he needs some fresh air."

87. "Is he puking again?"

88. "He can't go to [work/class/any other obligation] when he's like this. I'm gonna call and let them know."

89. "I think he's gonna need some help getting up the stairs."

90. "He should try to eat something light."

91. "Can you help me turn him on his side?"

92. "I can't imagine what he's going through."

93. "It's so weird seeing him this sick. He's normally so energetic."

94. "He's asking for you."

95. "If I move I'll wake him up."

96. "Look, he can't even keep his eyes open."

97. "I know he hates that we're hovering, but we can't leave him alone when he's this sick."

98. "Has he eaten anything today?"

99. "He can't even hold his head up."

100. "The last time he got sick like this he landed himself in the hospital."

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Two Birds, One Bullet

Warnings: restraints, captivity, threat of torture, threat of death, gun, falling from a great height, defiant whumpee, forced to choose, potential mcd (emphasis on POTENTIAL)

Whumper circled Whumpee and Caretaker, waving their gun in the air as they spoke. “Well, well, well, looks like I captured two little birds in my net instead of just the one I was wanting.”

Whumpee struggled against the rope around their wrists, barely noticing the painful chafing as they tried to break free. They pushed against Whumper’s goons as they held Whumpee down. “LET CARETAKER GO!”

“Whumpee, it’s ok, it’s ok,” Caretaker whispered. 

Whumpee knew Caretaker was lying. Knew by the fine tremor that wracked their frame. Knew by the look in their eyes. Knew by the way their held their mouth. They knew that Caretaker was terrified and it was all their fault. 

“Why would I do that?” Whumper rounded on Whumpee. “I only wanted you and now I have something precious to you. Maybe then you’ll give me what I want. Just give me a few moments with Caretaker.”

“I will never give you what you want. You hurt one hair on Caretaker’s head, you can kiss this source of information goodbye.”

“Everyone always talks, Whumpee. It’s only a matter of time.”

“I will never, ever, ever tell you.” Whumpee spat the last word out with such venom that Caretaker flinched back and deeper into Whumper’s goons’ arms. 

“We’ll just see about that,” Whumper muttered. They took a deep breath. “Don’t you think this is such a pretty view?” They gestured around them, giving a quick twirl. “Perks of owning a castle.”

“Bit pretentious if you ask me.”

“Whumpee!” Caretaker hissed as one of the goons dug nails into their arms. 

“If you hurt them, I won’t tell you a thing, Whumper! I mean it! Let them go!”

“You are so stubborn,” Whumper rolled their eyes. “Very well, I’ll make you a deal, Whumpee. You get to pick. What happens to my two birds. I only have one bullet in my gun, the bullet that was meant for you.” Whumper grabbed Whumpee by their shirt collar and dragged them to the edge. “You choose, who gets the bullet and who gets to answer my questions.”

“CARETAKER DOESN’T KNOW ANYTHING! LET THEM GO!” Whumpee struggled against Whumper.

Whumper tightened their grip. “Ah, but I can’t be sure. I can’t be sure they don’t know. And letting them go isn’t one of your choices, Whumpee. So do you want me to shoot Caretaker in the head?”

“NO!” Whumpee roared, “LET THEM GO NOW! I WON’T TELL YOU A THING IF YOU HURT THEM! LET THEM GO!” Whumpee yelled, surging forward and headbutting Whumper in the process. 

Whumper put a hand to their forehead. “I wouldn’t say such things if I were you.”

“LET. THEM. GO.” Whumpee’s words were so full of rage that Caretaker flinched back. They had never heard Whumpee act like this before. 

“Bullet for you or for Caretaker.” Whumper got in close once more, running the gun along Whumpee’s jaw. “It could be quick for them. Just a one, two, and poof, Caretaker’s gone. It won’t be quick if you pick you. Can’t blame you though. It would be the cowardly thing to pick you and let them suffer in your place.”

Whumpee growled and surged forward once more, headbutting Whumper even harder. With a roar of rage, Whumper shoved Whumpee backwards. “Fine. No bullet for you.”

Caretaker looked on in horror as Whumper shoved Whumpee once more towards the edge and Whumpee toppled over backwards. “NOOOOO!”

As Whumpee sailed through the air, they could hear Whumper’s laugh. Could hear Caretaker’s screams. And they hoped that Caretaker would be alright. That they wouldn’t pay for Whumpee’s defiance. And that the team would make it in time to save Caretaker. Whumpee couldn’t do it. And the team wouldn’t be in time for them. Because Whumpee was out of time. 

Whumpee closed their eyes a breath before they hit the ground and knew nothing more. 

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Lying out of Love

so apparently fuck timelines and posting things in any sort of reasonable order. take this piece of angst set about 3 weeks after his capture here.

Caz picks up the phone with shaking hands, her number already on dial. His head is spinning, trying to organize his thoughts but the panic is just spiking through.

He can't put Maya in danger, he can't. He's already fucked shit up as it is.

Waiting through the rings, wondering for one mind-numbing moment if it'll just go to voicemail and he could avoid it altogether. Maybe he could convince these people to do it another way, maybe--

"Hello?"

It's her. It's his wife, Maya. Caz hasn't heard her voice in weeks. It feels like it's been a year.

He didn't know if he'd ever hear her again. For a moment, such overwhelming relief floods his brain, and his arm sags.

"Hey, Maya."

If he shuts his eyes, ignores the prongs of the shock collar digging into his neck, he can almost pretend it's his old life. Why can't they stay in this moment just a little long--

"Cassidy?! Where the hell have you been? What have you got to say for yourself?!"

The warmth is gone.

Maya hasn't heard from him in weeks either. She's angry and confused.

"Where's your phone? I've been leaving voicemails every day! You have….you have sooo much explaining to do, Cassidy, I swear…"

She's hurting.

And Caz' heart twists, knowing he's going to hurt her even more.

"I'm gone, Maya."

It's to keep her safe. She can't get pulled into this. He can't do that to her.

"I'm never coming back." Silence meets him on the other end of the line. He plunges onward. "Don't worry about any stuff that's left, you can have it all."

Still no response. His words start tumbling over each other, desperate to be done and stop this cruel game.

"You can probably plead mutual separation in the courts, or abandomnent. I'll be sending you the paperwork through the mail. Don't bother tracing it back, I won't be there--"

"Are you fucking serious?"

Caz hisses in a breath. Her shock is palpable.

"Yeah, I'm serious."

"What is wrong with you? You disappear for three weeks, no calls --no messages whatsoever-- and then you think you can just call and tell me we're done!? This isn't fucking college, Cassidy, we aren't in our second year of dating. We're married, you can't just 'break up' over a phone call."

His fingernails dig into the casing of the phone until they turn white. "Guess I'm that asshole then."

"…what about the dogs? You're just up and leaving them too?"

God, Pfieffer and Lechen. He'd never see them again, either.

"You're the better dog parent. I wouldn't be able to take care of them where i'm going--"

A jolt of white hot fire shoots through his neck. Caz bites down a groan, looking up at the two people standing in front of him.

"Where are you going, Caz?"

"Maya--"

"Why can't you tell me?"

He wishes he could. He wishes he could tell her how he's dreamed about her every night in this hell. That her memory was the reason he hadn't broken to these sick minds.

But he has to put her first.

"Y-you wouldn't understand," he hesitates.

"If you follow this with 'It's not you, it's me,' Caz, I will hang up right now."

"No, don't!" Too much desperation in his voice. Another buzz of electricity shocks him. "Maya, please, listen to me--"

"No, you listen to me! I deserve an explanation! You don't get to just 'walk away' after five years!"

His breathing is uneven, his heart drumming loudly in his ears. He can see her pacing around the room, wherever she is, the way she always does when she's upset. All he wants to do is hold her and tell her it'll be okay. But it won't.

The taller of the two figures check their watch pointedly. He's taking too long, failing the whole purpose of the call. She needs to never want to find him.

He bites down on his lip to hold back the sob.

"Talk to me, Caz!"

He knows what he has to say.

"It was all fake."

"Excuse me?"

"The last five years, they weren't real. I didn't feel anything."

"That's bullshit."

"I never loved you, Maya."

"Cassidy, stop it!"

He can hear her trying not to cry. His lip is bleeding now, he can taste blood in his mouth. The taller man reaches down, fisting Caz's hair, tugging his head back until his scalp burns from the pain.

"I don't--" his voice quavers, hitches on the growing lump in his throat, "I don't want to see you again, love."

Maya's crying echoes through the phone.

"I don't… I don't understand…"

She's confused, she's angry, she's hurting and it's all because of him.

"You don't need to," he chokes, "Just go and live a better life without me."

"I don't want a better life, I want you."

The world goes blurry, and he barely muffles the sob. the man drops a hand to Caz's shoulder, metal biting into his skin. The reality crashes in on him.

This is the last time he's ever going to talk to Maya again. It's the last time she's going to hear his voice too.

He can't let her last memories of him be a lie.

"I know. I… I want you too."

"Then come home! We can work this out!"

Caz presses his eyes shut, blocking out the glowering rage staring down at him. Fingers twist in his hair, and the stab of pain is a welcome relief to focus on.

"I--I can't. Maya I can't. Don't ask me to do this. I have to go."

"Cassidy!"

"Stop looking for me, please! I'm not coming back! I lo--"

They've turned up the shock collar because this time his vision goes white.

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Where II

Warnings: implied/referenced torture, blood, wounds, restraints, captivity

“Everywhere,” Whumpee sobbed. 

Caretaker’s stomach clenched. They were at a loss of what to do. They couldn’t see what Whumper had been doing completely, but they could hear Whumpee’s response. “Ok. Ok,” Caretaker muttered more to themselves than to Whumpee. They just needed to figure out what to do. 

“C-C-Caretaker?” Whumpee gasped. Their breath still came in gasps. 

“Don’t worry, I’ll get us out of here. I’ll get you to help.” Caretaker tried to make it sound as reassuring as possible even though they had no idea how they were going to do that.

“W-Whumper?” Whumpee’s voice was even quieter. 

“Passed out for now. Actually, hold on.” Caretaker realized in their haste to get to Whumpee, they hadn’t secured Whumper. They quickly rushed back over to Whumper, gave another kick for good measure, and handcuffed Whumper’s ankles to the post. No way they were slipping out of that. 

Whumpee had let out a quiet whimper the moment Caretaker had gone out of their line of vision. “I’m here! I’m here!” Caretaker called reassuringly as they worked.

Caretaker returned to Whumpee’s side. Now that Whumper was taken care of, they needed to move Whumpee. “Whumpee, I know this is going to hurt. But I have to carry you. Unless you think you can stand and walk with my help?”

Whumpee coughed. They shook their head. “H-hurts,” they coughed again, “too m-much.” They coughed once more. 

“That’s ok, sweetheart, I can carry you.” Caretaker surveyed Whumpee again. Their skin was unbroken, hardly any bruises, and yet Whumpee had complained of such pain. What did Whumper do was the question of the hour. 

Whumpee continued to cough. Their coughing turned to retching. Caretaker quickly rolled Whumpee on their side, despite hisses and whines of protest. They couldn’t let Whumpee choke on their own vomit. 

Caretaker looked on in horror as Whumpee began to vomit a steady stream of blood. They put their hand to Whumpee’s forehead, as a support and took check their temperature. Whumpee’s skin was cold and clammy. 

“Whumpee! Whumpee, you need to talk to me. What are you feeling? Where does it hurt?”

Whumpee continued to cough and sputter, the taste of copper in their mouth. They tried to roll back over, pushing against Caretaker as they did so. They couldn’t breathe in this position. They needed to get their breath back to answer Caretaker. They couldn’t breathe. 

Caretaker’s horror turned to terror as Whumpee went limp against them. “Whumpee! Sweetheart! Wake UP!” This was not happening right now. They were so close. “WHUMPEE!”

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Where

Warnings: referenced torture, captivity, restraints

Caretaker rushed frantically towards Whumpee. Having only just knocked out Whumper moments ago, it took them a minute to get the key into the handcuffs. “Whumpee!” 

Whumpee remained motionless on the exam table, their breathing coming in short gasps. They weren’t sure what had happened, only that every nerve fiber in their body was on fire.

Caretaker stumbled as they reached the table. They wanted nothing more than to pull Whumpee into their arms and grip them tight forever. But they didn’t. The screams that ripped from Whumpee’s throat while Whumper had been torturing them was enough to give Caretaker pause. They knew they couldn’t touch Whumpee without checking them over. “Whumpee. Whumpee, sweetheart, can you open your eyes?”

Whumpee didn’t even know they had closed their eyes. Slowly they cracked one open. “C-Caretaker,” Whumpee whispered between gasps for air.

“Where does it hurt? Tell me so I can make it better.”

Tears filled Whumpee’s eyes as they stared into Caretaker’s warm, albeit concerned, gaze. “Everywhere,” Whumpee sobbed. 

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I'm Here

Warnings: captivity, torture, stab wound, bleeding out, rescue, unclear character status

Whumpee lay on their back, their hands weakly pressing on the gaping stab wound in their belly. They could feel their hot blood pooling on them and around them, but only just. The world was growing darker and colder, the sounds of Whumper growing fainter and fainter.

They stared up at the ceiling. It was the only thing they could manage to stare at. Their eyes and ears could no longer keep up with the world around them. But they knew things were happening. But Whumpee couldn't be bothered to respond.

"No, no, no," Caretaker's voice came distantly. "No you don't get to do this, Whumpee. I'm here. I'm right here. Stay here. With me. Please, Whumpee."

Caretaker's voice was close and yet so far away. Whumpee could feel Caretaker's warm hands on their own, pressing hard into the wound. Whumpee didn't have the air or energy to cry out.

Caretaker was here. Whumper wasn't. At least they got to see Caretaker once more.

"None of that, Whumpee. Keep your eyes open. Keep awake. I'm here. I'm here. Please, stay here with me," Caretaker's words were urgent and desperate.

Whumpee wanted to listen. Wanted to do as Caretaker begged. But they were so tired and so cold. Their body ached from the torture they had endured at Whumper's hands. They wanted to stay. But they weren't sure they could.

"Here! I'm here! Stay here with me, Whumpee, please!" Caretaker's voice was so far away as Whumpee felt themself sink into the awaiting dark.

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Warnings: cut, wound, blood, hurt/aftermath, caretaker and whumpee, living weapon whumpee, i guess captivity and restraints?

“Welcome to Organization, Caretaker,” the Chairman said.

“Thank you very much for giving me this opportunity,” Caretaker said enthusiastically. Caretaker had always wanted to make a difference with their life. They knew that Organization—with their unprecedented efforts to keep the world safe—was the best way to do so. Though they had limited military training, and absolutely no background in technology management, somehow Caretaker had managed to get the job.

“Let me take you to your team. You’re going to be assigned to Alpha Team. They’re our most active. I’ll let Team Leader fill you in on your duties. They are your direct superior and you are to report to them.”

“Understood. Thank you, Chairman.” Caretaker hurried along to follow the Chairman.

“There are several teams. But Alpha has the most unusual members. Ah, Team Leader, there you are,” the Chairman stopped in the hallway as they almost collided with a hulking figure. Team Leader easily stood a head taller than Chairman. And a head and a half taller than Caretaker. They looked down at Caretaker with warm, dark eyes.

“You must be my new medic.”

Caretaker nodded vigorously. “Yes! I won’t let you down.”

“I’ll introduce you to the rest of the team. They’re in our portion of Base. What have they told you about our team?” Team Leader walked quickly. Caretaker had to half jog to keep up.

“That you are very active as a team. And that you have…” Caretaker’s voice trailed off. How would Team Leader take to having their team called unusual?

“We have a pretty big team. I’ll introduce you to them all in time. But I have to warn you. We have something assigned to our unit that makes us indispensable. Your job will be to manage and take care of that thing.”

“I won’t let you down. I promise,” Caretaker said eagerly.

“Do you know what a living weapon is, Caretaker?” Team Leader asked, completely ignoring Caretaker’s promises.

Caretaker stopped walking. A living weapon. They had heard of them of course. But never in their wildest dreams did they think they would ever see one, let alone work with one. They were supposedly the most dangerous assets Organization had at their disposal. Their enemies, of course, also had living weapons. A great number of them. Weapons were allegedly easily corruptible. Weapons were typically very, very evil. They had to be kept under lock and key at all times. Caretaker nodded. “They’re a human, well they were human to start with. And they’ve been imbued with…”

“With powers that make them more dangerous than an army of regular soldiers.”

Caretaker swallowed. So it was true. Living weapons really could level a city by themselves.

“We have one. They’re called Whumpee. Your job is simple, Caretaker. Keep Whumpee alive. Patch them up when we bring them back. And keep them in their quarters. They aren’t to be trusted with any freedom. No matter how much they ask, you can never let them out of our quarters unsupervised. Do I make myself clear?” Caretaker nodded.

“And, Caretaker, please remember they are dangerous. They are deadlier than any gun, knife, or projectile you will ever see. Please remember that.”

Caretaker nodded again and continued to follow Team Leader. They half heartedly listened to Team Leader introduce them to Alpha Team. Over a dozen names and faces to memorize. But none of them were the weapon. And Caretaker’s mind kept drifting to the weapon. What were they like? What were their powers? Would they hurt Caretaker? Would they try to escape and hurt the rest of the team?

After what felt like hours of introductions, but Caretaker realized it may have only been half an hour, Team Leader was leading them away from the rest of the team. “Whumpee’s room is down this hall. I hope you don’t mind, it’s where we had to put your room.” Team Leader looked a touch embarrassed. “No one wants to stay down here near them. I’ve put in a work order to repurpose our library into a living quarters. Once that’s nearly ready we can convert your room to the library and then you can move. I’m sorry.”

No one even wanted to sleep near the weapon. How evil were they? “It’s ok. I’m sure it won’t be that bad. Thank you.”

Team Leader knocked loud and hard on a door at the end of the hall. “Whumpee! Open up!” Team Leader called gruffly. “You have a new keeper. Come meet them!”

The door swung open to reveal a small, spartan room. A bed was tucked into a corner, blanket neatly tucked in. A desk was not too far from there, a small stack of books and papers in the center. Caretaker could see a small balcony opposite their door that overlooked Base’s grounds. Caretaker swallowed as they realized the balcony was caged in. The other window had bars. There was no escaping this room.

Team Leader strode into the center of the room and turned to face the door. “Whumpee, meet Caretaker. Caretaker this is Whumpee.” Whumpee leaned against the wall. Their pale blonde hair curled softly at their collar and they watched Caretaker with icy blue eyes. They were tall and lean, though their build didn’t betray the power that lurked beneath. Their clothes were plain—black shirt tucked into black pants, with black boots. The only thing adorning them were the silvery cuffs at their wrists—cuffs that Caretaker knew kept them from accessing their power.

“Nice to meet you, Caretaker,” Whumpee said, their voice surprisingly soft. Caretaker fully expected their voice to be low, grating. They didn’t expect a soft, pleasant sounding voice.

Caretaker swallowed twice before replying. “Nice to meet you, too.”

“I’m going to leave you two to get acquainted. Whumpee you are to give Caretaker a run down of your medical history and what they may need to know to be better than your last keeper. Actually, you can also let them patch up that cut from our mission this morning. It’s a small one, Caretaker. Won’t take you that long. I’ll check back in with you, Caretaker, in,” Team Leader looked at their watch, “an hour. I have a briefing with Delta Team to get to.”

Before Caretaker could protest, Team Leader left. Caretaker stood in the center of the room, their heart in their throat. Team Leader left them alone. With a living weapon. A being so dangerous they were kept in a room that was essentially a cage. And they had their powers suppressed at all times.

“Are you afraid of me?” Whumpee asked quietly. They hadn’t moved. Hadn’t attempted to get closer to Caretaker. Hadn’t tried to run out the door behind Team Leader.

Caretaker licked their suddenly dry lips. “Yes.”

Whumpee nodded. “Good. You should be.” They crossed the room and flopped onto their stomach on the bed. Caretaker could see a long, still bleeding cut, running the length of the weapon’s back from their left shoulder to their right hip.

The weapon propped their head up on their arms. “Don’t worry, I won’t hurt you unless Team Leader tells me to.”

“Do you always do as Team Leader asks?”

The weapon lay their cheek on their arm. “Yes. I am to always listen to Team Leader.” The weapon sighed. “The last one didn’t last long. There’s no shame in quitting. I won’t blame you.”

“What?”

“My last keeper. They quit after three days. It’s ok if you are too scared. You can quit. Everyone does eventually.” The weapon seemed to say the last more to themself than Caretaker.

“Where’s your first aid kit?” If they got to work they could ignore the weapon and their ice cold eyes.

“In my med bay.”

“You have your own?” This unit was much fancier than Caretaker thought. Each member got their own private med bay. Just how large was this space?

The weapon closed their eyes as though they were suddenly very weary. “No one wanted to share with me.”

Caretaker was silent. What do you even say to that? They looked around for the door to the med bay.

“You don’t need to dress it, Caretaker. It will clot soon. Probably.”

“You’ll ruin your sheets.”

“Isn’t the first time. Won’t be the last time.”

Caretaker very much did not want to be alone in the room with the weapon any longer. But they had a job to do. So they crossed the room to a door that they thought might lead to another room. They were right. The med bay was well stocked. They grabbed some gauze and anti septic so they could dress the wound.

Caretaker worked in silence. And the weapon was silent. Caretaker expected them to fill Caretaker in on their medical history while they worked. Expected them to say anything. But the weapon merely lay there and let Caretaker clean and dress the wound. “I don’t think it needs stitches. But I could glue it if—“

“It’s fine, Caretaker.” The weapon pulled their shirt off and over their head. Their back and chest were littered with scars, some older, some newer. “Here’s my medical history. I can’t get sick. I can’t remember if I did before…before I came here.”

Caretaker marveled at the scars. How was the weapon still alive? Some of them were serious, grievous wounds. “Anything else I should know?”

The weapon shook their head. They opened another door to reveal a small closet. They tossed the soiled shirt into a bin. They pulled another shirt from the drawer and put it on. “I am glad to meet you, Caretaker. No matter how long you stay here.”

People look so different once you don't care about them anymore. You begin to notice how ordinary they are, how it was your love that made them unique.

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Whumpee is locked in a lab and exposed to some sort of chemical, poison, or pathogen that will inevitably kill them.

Caretaker is on the other side of the door and forced to watch. If there’s a window, at least.

Maybe Whumpee is exposed to an airborne toxin that comes fast, seeping into the air and making it acrid. Whumpee wheezes and gasps, pounds and claws at the door, screams until there’s nothing but fire in their lungs. Whumpee’s fight doesn’t last long, efforts going quiet, body slumping over and their face going blue. Caretaker’s fight lasts much longer, pounding and yelling at the door, but it still comes all too late.

Maybe it’s a poison or a virus that works slow. Whumpee seems fine on the other side of that door, just a few broken beakers or a little needle barely breaking skin. But then the symptoms start. Whumpee gets pale, and dizzy, and all distracted and spacey, and Caretaker starts to realize something is really fucking wrong. Maybe Whumpee starts sweating, shaking, vomiting, hallucinating, symptoms just getting worse and worse by the hour. Caretaker has to watch Whumpee deteriorate right there on the floor without being able to stop it.

Maybe Whumpee keeps periodically passing out. Caretaker sees Whumpee stumble and go white, and they tell them to sit the fuck down because the last thing they need is a concussion too. Maybe Whumpee hits the ground and Caretaker is left pounding at the door, yelling at them to wake up, because the longer they’re out the worse it gets. Whumpee wakes up every time, eventually, but always in a worse condition. And then it just gets harder and harder to wake Whumpee up until they just start having seizures instead.

Maybe Whumpee is locked in there with Whumper, held at gunpoint and forced to do what they say. Maybe Whumper uses Whumpee as a guinea pig, or just to taunt Caretaker, cruelly making Whumpee’s condition worse just for a reaction.

Maybe the door accidentally locked Whumpee inside and is just impossible to open. Some sort of failsafe. Or maybe Whumpee has to stay quarantined inside, sick and alone, because they got infected with a highly infectious virus. Maybe there's researchers watching with great interest.

Maybe Whumpee can open the door from the inside but doesn’t to protect Caretaker. Maybe there’s nothing Caretaker can say to change Whumpee’s mind, not even as they sink against the wall and cough up blood and creep closer and closer to death. Whumpee would rather die than expose Caretaker too.

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you know what's absolutely devastating?

when a character is in peril, and removed from immediate danger -- but still dies from it.

  • whumpee is being attacked by somebody. the attacker is incapacitated, but whumpee is still fatally injured.
  • sick whumpee is taken to the hospital where they can receive treatment, but they're too far gone.
  • whumpee gets into a vehicle crash. caretaker pulls them from the wreckage, but whumpee is dying, and slips away.
  • whumpee is being treated for something. they're getting first aid, they have access to medicine and bandages and top-notch doctors, but they die anyways.

it's so heartbreaking. you think they're safe. "oh, thank god, they're out of danger. help is here. they won't die."

but you have to watch as it isn't enough.

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