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pairing: ot8 ateez x reader au: 9th member | poly genre: angst with comfort word count: 0.7k synopsis: excited to see atiny after your tour, no one expected for you to be crying. warning(s): solo atiny, cursing,
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Summary: The first beach day of the season prompts both You and Tae to talk through some of your sadness. This time, you do something about it. "You’re so gentle. I don’t think you understand it.”
Tags: Trans! Tae, Dysphoria, talks of jealousy and love, top surgery/boob jobs, medical talk, talk of weight gain, body insecurity, body dysmorphia, crack, attempts at humor boobs, fingering, mild dirty talk, voyeurism, Talks of depression, mention of seizures but no seizures today, fluff, angst, hurt/comfort, talk of marriage and wedding rings, mentions of past physical abuse, mentions of past self-harm, mentions of ptsd, scars, this is the beach episode that all anime's have,
W/c: 20.6k
A/n: wow! this is the chapter that officially pushes us up and over the 1million words mark of this story! i hope that everyone has enjoyed the ride so far, it feels so satisfying to get to the end of tae's arc after all this time <3 i really enjoyed writing this even if it took me a bit longer to get here. please tell me what you think of it and if you like it lol.
Summer comes, polishing its rusty claws.
It’s easy to feel daunted by the change in season, it always makes you feel like you’re running out of time. But change doesn’t always bring bad things. Scary Things? Sure. But alot of change is necessary, even if it's scary at first.
I will always believe you.
The part were Mc talks about how much time shes wasted.
Uhg I felt that I have squandered my youth on being sad. I have spent more time trying to forget my sorrows then remembering my joys. what a beautiful chapter
also I saw that foot stuff
@trifoliumrex i feel like for me personally, the change from winter to spring is always the hardest because my brain is like "you had all those months to get your shit together and you didn't! you could have healed but instead you just stayed inside!!! failure!!" which is not nice of my brain but anyways i digress. someone asked me yesterday "What's your best memory from being a child" and it took me 10 minutes to remember something that wasn't trauma.
i don't want to waste another second. but maybe there is some peace in knowing that this is /my/ little life to waste.
You have no idea how much i'm just like "oh clover is totally gonna say this is a foot thing isn't she" and then when i was drunk editing i was just like "fuck it that stays in"
guess what...
battle of the bands is what every band strives to win, it's a perfect record deal served to the winner on a silver plate. bands from all over the world come to participate, which leads you to where you stand - currently with your new band staring across your douchebag ex and your old band, in which you helped start..
pairing: bassist han jisung x lead singer fem!reader
genre: social media au (some written parts), exes to enemies to friends to lovers, angst, fluff, humor, more to added
warnings: explicit language, suggestive/death jokes, jisung kinda was a bad boyfriend ngl, reader and her band are foreigners, jisung plays bass, reader is leader singer/guitarist, #onebandonesound
notes: reader and her band live in america, the contest is hosted in korea this year, jisung and reader dated when she was studying abroad and after their break up she went back home in america. “a little bit of fame changes people”
playlist: english love affair - 5sos | girls talk boys - 5sos | here we go again - demi lovato | lie to me - 5sos | guys my age - hey violet | moving along - 5sos | aint it fun - paramore | everything i didnt say - 5sos | all i wanted - paramore | ghost of you - 5sos | smile - avril lavigne | in too deep - sum41 | love is embarrassing - olivia rodrigo | again? again! - xdinary heroes | BBB (bitter but better) - xdinary heroes | bad idea right? - olivia rodrigo |
start date: april 20ᵗʰ
status: bands currently auditioning!!
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ⅰ - 13% chance of winning
more to be announced .ᐟ
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Yunho woke up groaning. His head hurt a little, a slight pounding at his temple. He blinked, reaching up to rub at the sleep in his eyes.
Sitting up, he searched for his phone, hands moving under the pillows, kicking the blanket around. “What…” then he remembered. Everything came rushing back and he froze. “Shit.” He slept with her. He slept with y/n!
"maybe a place where light and darkness meet, the choice between truth and lies is mine."
prev chapter recap: you are supposed to meet assemblyman wi with hongjoong. seonghwa tries his best to calm you while hongjoong gifts you an infinity clasp bracelet which only confuses you further. when you meet the assemblyman, hongjoong admits that he’s trying to make you ‘a leader’. you successfully make assemblyman wi agree to investigate secretary park with the keyword of ‘strictland’. while you relax with san, yeosang has a meeting with wendy and learns that the rv spies are protecting you from threats that they refuse to reveal– the real threat is not secretary park. worried, yeosang decides to call a meeting with the boys without your knowledge. you practise shooting with the warehouse boys and you learn that yunho has actually placed bets on how you won’t be able to shoot a single target. agitated, you cheat a little and have the warehouse boys win the bet. you also ask them to look into their anonymous funders as you learn more about the weapons project. finally, you confront yunho who teases you to no end but takes you to a place from his childhood to show you how he learned to aim. the night takes an unexpected, intimate turn.
You once heard about the butterfly effect. It was fascinating to hear how the most infinitesimal flutter of their wings could end up creating a ripple of change through time itself– unimaginable and irreversible change.
Sometimes, you would trace back the events of your life to understand which flutter of a pair of wings, or which pebble thrown in the lake led you to where you were today, at Room no. 1 at the Crescent Bar with all of the boys around you– probably a consequence of a series of small and insignificant decisions coupled with some big decisions.
It was surreal how you went from an observer of the Crescents to being a part of the Crescents yourself.You never thought their little actions would make your heart move so much and never did you imagine that they would create their space in your heart in such a short period of time. Instead of sneaking peeks from the office window, you sat among them and noticed that your presence didn’t change anything.
Your presence didn’t make them wary and you found the nature of their conversations remained the same as without you. They were including you in their discussion and making you feel comfortable with the little things- asking for your opinion as if it mattered (yes, they insisted it did but it was still hard to believe so), pouring wine for you, putting food in your plate, and even–
Even paying attention to the little details– the slight raise of your brow whenever you didn’t fully agree with something, the curling of your fingers as you picked on your skin when all eyes were trained on you, the exchange of glances with San when you both found something funny, the pointed look towards Yeosang when Hongjoong would play boss with you, the pointed look in Hongjoong’s direction when he would point out a discrepancy in your argument.
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Pairing: non-mc!matchmaker x zayne Genre: Regency era! Idiots to lovers. Fluff, humor, a dash of angst. MC/non-MC appears as your older sister, Sylus is your brother-in-law Summary: Dr. Zayne Li is a brilliant physician who's completely useless in social settings. You're one of Linkon's most sought after matchmakers tasked with finding his perfect match. What could go wrong when feelings get involved? Word Count: 11K--there will be a part 2!
a/n: it's finally here! this took me forever to write and i'm not quite done with my hiatus yet but because pride & prejudice is on netflix it inspired me to finish the first part of this fic.
You had never intended to be a matchmaker.
It had all started, rather embarrassingly, with a misplaced observation at Lady Talia’s estate last year. She had been hosting one of her elaborate afternoon teas and the conversation was just lively enough to make up for the lackluster company. Amid polite chatter, you had offhandedly remarked that Mr. Gideon seemed far more open and talkative when seated next to your dear friend, Simone.
Within a month, Gideon was calling on Simone with great enthusiasm, and not long after, they were formally courting. You had thought it a happy coincidence—until the morning after their engagement was announced, when Simone's parents arrived at your doorstep unannounced, beaming as though you had single-handedly saved their daughter from ruin.
“Oh, Y/N, we cannot thank you enough!” Her mother had gushed, clasping your hands between her gloved ones.
“If not for you, dear Simone might have—” She had stopped short, as if only then realizing who exactly she was speaking to.
“Might have what, my lady?” you inquired, tilting your head.
“Nothing, nothing. Just that we are so grateful for your keen insight. What a gift you have!”
Indeed. A gift you hadn’t fully appreciated until it happened again.
Dr. Greyson and Tara, brought together after you casually noted how often he seemed to linger near her at social gatherings. Then Lord Jeremiah and Miss Yvonne, whose mutual affection had gone unnoticed by everyone but you.
At first, you had brushed these successes off as coincidence, but when grateful families began inquiring about the monetary aspect of your services, you realized there was something to be made of this.
A spinster you may be, but you were a spinster with a talent.
It's about time. I say that to myself, of course. Anywho... happy belated birthday to Yunho! Just ignore that this is being posted a day late, it's still in celebration. And what better celebration is there other than mating with our dragon king. So -> 18+ only chapter ahead! NSFW. MDNI. Huge thanks to @rocker7898 for being so patient with me and editing this <3
The chill of Merene’s morning seeping through the sheets is what woke me. Groaning softly, I stretched, extending an arm out to pat the unexpectedly empty half of the bed where I knew I should have found my bonded. Blinking tiredly, I forced my eyes open, grateful for once for the fog that obscured enough of the blinding bright rising sunlight. I knew someone had opened the curtains on purpose. I lifted my head, searching the quiet room only to realize my suspicions were correct. I was alone.
❥Kim Hongjoong x Jeong Yunho x Song Mingi x fem reader
➯a/n: it's been a long time since i wrote straight up smut with little to no plot and i went HAM. like wow get some water you thirsty hoe
✫彡wordcount: 12k (😟)
(>ᴗ•)genre: smut
ಠ_ಠwarning/content: WHOAH BITCH CALM DOWN HOLY SHIT WE GOT : healthy communication (we cheered!!), heavy mxm, poly relationship, amateur 🌽⭐️ au, hard doms hj & yh/sub reader & mg, orgasm control and denial, overstimulation, unprotected (with previous discussions of safety and contraception (woooo!!)), degrading&praising double whammy, DIRT TALK OUT THE FUCKIGN WAZOO YO, giving&receiving head, manhandling, like serious manhandling, size difference, spanking and slapping, dp, feral mingi (WOOF WOOF), spit, oral fixation, squirting, choking(in multiple variations), marathon sex, safe word in place but not used, dacryphilia, cum eating, hair pulling, sub space, aftercare (yippee!!!) SERIOUS name calling (including but not limited to): slut&whore (classics), toy, brat, perv. pet names(included but not limited to): baby, princess, pretty boy/girl, daddy, captain, sir, and a special one curtsey of hj which made my mind explode when i thought of it
dirty nasty filthy all around; enjoy lmfaooo
MATURE UNDER CUT MDNI
synopsis ⤑ Hockey boys were nothing but egoistic man boys who threw each other around, chasing a puck for a living. They lacked sustenance, they lived their lives like barbarians and you hated them, and everything they stand for. So being tasked to tutor the worst one of them all? An impossible task. Lee Heeseung was the poster child for a frat boy disaster and you wouldn't touch him with a ten foot pole. Or so you thought. Damnit.
pairings ⤑ hockey player!heeseung x fem!reader word count ⤑ 19k
warnings ⤑ smut, loss of virginity, fingering, angst, a little bit of back and forth, frat boy activities, hockey, drinking, parties, tutoring trope, heeseung is a fuck boy and he’s kind of a dick, the reader is up tight, Ft. Yunjin (le sserafim), Soobin (txt), fictional relationships between real life idols, etc
You hated hockey. It was grueling and animalistic. Almost barbaric. It was not a hot sport and watching big hunks of men throwing each other around a big ice box was so not how you imagined your friday night would be going. But here you were, in the middle of the packed crowd of your college’s home hockey stadium. The arena is a frozen tundra of noise and chaos, packed with fans draped in red and white jerseys, faces painted and voices hoarse from shouting.
summary: you and yunho have worked together for years, idol and makeup artist, but until today you’ve never touched him skin to skin. when the world tilts on its head from just a brush of his cheek, you realize he’s so much more than a crush, he’s your soulmate. four | five |six| series masterlist 🔗read on ao3 ✨across stardust pinterest board
note: part five got away from me, so there will now be a part six which will end wrap up this story. this chapter is deeply emotional and full of moments that i truly hope everyone loves, though it's a bit of a plot direction i'm not sure anyone expected. additional notes at the end of the chapter to avoid spoilers. thank you all for your love and support on this fic, it means the world.
tags/warnings: idol!yunho, makeup artist!reader, fem!reader, soulmates au, soulmate identifying marks, soulmate tattoos, tattoed!reader, anxiety/nerves, lots of angst, lots of tears, mentions of functional vs. dysfunctional families, alcohol consumption (not heavy), needy/rough sex, sex with no prep, clothed sex, oral sex f!receiving, mention of handjobs, romantic af sex, lots and lots and lots of praise/ possessive petnames (i.e. 'my love', 'my baby'), overuse of jagiya, basically they're soooo fucking happy to be back together
pairings: yunho x reader
genre: fantasy, romance, smut || soulmates au
word count: 15.7k
Summary: Your day goes incredibly wrong after Dispatch posts a new article
Warnings: jungwon is MAD mad, assault, semi-graphic descriptions of violence and injuries, everyone is having a bad time (sorry y/n)
Was this one paced weird?
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Trope: Grumpy x Sunshine
Warnings: Smau, Fluff
˗ˏˋ ★ ˎˊ˗ SYNOPSIS: A grumpy x sunshine slow-burn romance filled with tension, banter, and unexpected warmth—because sometimes, getting lost is the only way to find what truly matters.
gamer!yunho x camgirl!reader
with an accidental package swap with your neighbor, jeong yunho, the one who keeps you up at night with his constant yelling. when an opportunity to make a big check comes your way yunho somehow is the only person who can help, luckily for him he finds you hot, and who is he to pass up the chance to sleep with you.
𐀔𓂃 kais note: thank you so much for enjoying my first yunho work! i never realized how fun they are to write for and i will continue to put out more for them! i hope you enjoyed and stick around for the next short smau!
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Pairing: Hongjoong x reader, Seonghwa x reader, Yunho x reader, Mingi x reader, Wooyoung x reader.
Summary: Five eight-year-old boys aboard the slave ship Crimson Serpent form an unbreakable bond with five-year-old y/n. before she's sold at auction. Despite their failed rescue attempt, they swear a blood oath on her teddy bear to find her.Fifteen years later, now feared pirates leading the ATEEZ
Warnings: Slavery/Human Trafficking, Separation/Loss, Violence, Eventual Smut. SA(not by any main characters) y/n gets switched to a real name but it has a purpose. More warnings to be updated.
Chapter 7: Intersections ‼️updated w/ reunion
Chapter 12: Breaking Points coming soon!
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pairing: choi san x afab! reader
word count: 11k
warnings: smut (i mean,,, it’s me), d/s undertones, reader is kind of a brat, brat tamer choi san (yes), unprotected sex, rough sex, manhandling, hair pulling, oral sex (female receiving), spit kink and play, spanking, praise, name calling, possessive sex, kind of a breeding kink?, creampie, past abusive relationship (so if that’s a trigger skip the first few paragraphs), reader is a badass (i love women), lots of teasing.
summary: you’re tired of your ex trying to control your life, and as you’re once again faced with him, you know you’ll have to rely on yourself to make it. but… things don’t go as planned, and for once, someone steps in, and helps you. instead of going home, you decide to give the stranger a chance at making your night memorable. and fuck, he does.
Ateez Yunho X female reader
Genres and warnings: werewolf Yunho x human reader, strangers to lovers, soulmates, fluff, angst, mature language, mild smut
Word count: 5.4k
Your life was as boring as it could get, before you took a tumble in the woods and came face to face with a large creature. Who would have known the man behind the beast would be a big softie, and your soulmate?
(Part 1 of a two part series)
Author: bvidzsoo
Pairing: model!Jung Wooyoung x stylist!reader
᠀𓏲 Warning: cursing, mentions of a sex toy ᠀𓏲 Word count: 6k ᠀𓏲 Rating: nc-17 ᠀𓏲 Genre: fluff, soulmates: whenever you lose an item, it ends up in your soulmates' possession somehow, fashion week au, model x stylist romance, best friends to lovers, humour ᠀𓏲 Summary: Both young and restless, Wooyoung and you have started out your careers around the same time. As newbies in the industry, you quickly found yourselves sticking together and growing closer with each passing day. Now, many years down the line, everyone knows that you and Wooyoung are inseparable besties, who have each other's backs and will crack up at the stupidest of jokes. As his stylist, it's also convenient that whatever Wooyoung loses just magically turns up in your possession since he's known for losing his stuff often. It takes you quite the years to figure it out, but when you do eventually, everything just clicks in place, all of it making sense.
A/N: Ooh, and Wooyoung's part is here! Hello, my lovelies, I hope you are enjoying our event so far, the rest of the stories are just as exciting as the previous ones hehe. This one here is a little bit sillier and all the cuter, imo. Also, what were the chances of Wooyoung attending another fashion week right as I was supposed to write this drabble? Anyways, thank you Wooyoung for gracing us with your hotness, totally appreciate it hahaha. Thank you for your support so far and for all the feedback you've left! I love hearing your thoughts, so don't be shy and share them with me. I hope you enjoy this one! ^^ divider @cromernet
