Bleeding Heart Doe

@bleedingheartdoe

He/Him, trans.

Dead dove, please eat

Bpd treatment ineffective. Save me tumblr.

MDNI.

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bleedingheartdoe

He/him (trans), 18+ and bpd-ridden.

Nsft disclaimer, this is a kink blog/ vent blog combined into one indistinguishable mess of… yearning… for both a lover, and to be killed. (Ideally those things coincide)

This blog is 18+, do not interact if that’s not you (you will be blocked). Expect to see posts about masochism, cnc, conabuse, stalking and kidnapping kinks, violence/ gore, obsessive love, and also my general mental instability!

Abandonment issues so bad my ideal is being held against my will by someone who’d rather kill me than let me leave them. Can I get an amen

#username change because I think I’m clever… sometimes #one letter off from ‘bleeding heart dove’— poetic on its own- but also makes me think of ‘dead dove do not eat’. bleeding heart #and then ‘doe’ referring to deer and rabbits… as well as john/ jane doe bodies.#anyways I don’t like and follow with this blog but I am lurking undercover. trust

bleedingheartdoe

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gochokeyourself-moved

I love cnc because it’s just clingy, touchstarved, lonely angels who want to be wanted so bad they need it forced from them. They need to be needed, they need to know that I want them so bad I would hurt them for it. Violate them for it. Break them for it.

#I’ve never had someone else word this so perfectly before. reblog x3

bleedingheartdoe

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gochokeyourself-moved

I love cnc because it’s just clingy, touchstarved, lonely angels who want to be wanted so bad they need it forced from them. They need to be needed, they need to know that I want them so bad I would hurt them for it. Violate them for it. Break them for it.

#reblogging this again because I need all the manifestation power I can get #if hes not violating the law and morals and me to have me… how am I supposed to be certain he really truly wants me #to keep. I mean. to keep.#under threat of violence #I’m either his or I’m dead! Yknow what they say. til death do us part. that’s romantic right

bleedingheartdoe

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gochokeyourself-moved

I love cnc because it’s just clingy, touchstarved, lonely angels who want to be wanted so bad they need it forced from them. They need to be needed, they need to know that I want them so bad I would hurt them for it. Violate them for it. Break them for it.

#oh hey that’s me #this feels like a callout post #god the yearning. godddddddd. the yearning.#universe if you can hear me

bleedingheartdoe

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i think it's cool when you smoke exactly enough Too Much Weed before fucking to make you all trembly and weak and make penetration feel alien and overwhelming and a little bit upsetting. more of this 👍

#don’t give me ideas now

bleedingheartdoe

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b4bych1st

dni my idea of romance is being hunted like deer with a bow and arrow

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OHHHH okay sorry for crying and struggling and biting and trying to to push you off of me and asking why you were doing this over and over and staring right through you with empty eyes i didn't realize it was for my own good lol

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cemetarydwelling-deactivated202

It would be so easy to slip some crushed up pills into your drink or food. Watch as your body grows limp, all compliant just for me. I could do whatever I wanted with you, but don’t worry, I only want to take care of you. Especially when you’re so vulnerable. It’s for your own good <3

#YEARNING #SOMEONE DO THIS TO ME #except like worse and with creepier intentions. for romantic purposes

bleedingheartdoe

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cemetarydwelling-deactivated202

Let me gently kiss your cheek while I threaten to do horrible things to you

#yearning #someone do this to me

bleedingheartdoe

Freaks in my area are running out of time at this rate I’m gonna kms before any of them even get the chance

#offerings🫀#nsft #autoassassinophilia

bleedingheartdoe

The fun thing about having a loose grip on reality is that my mind is very malleable! I am very easy to manipulate because I do not trust what my own brain tells me. You could probably convince me of anything with enough effort and isolation. Someone should take advantage of this

#my own mind is 99% a blind spot. empty or fuzzy or otherwise unreachable. that’s free real estate #god if you can hear me #lovesick #darlingcore #offerings🫀#obslove #obsessive love

bleedingheartdoe

There’s such little significance in having one’s virginity taken… it comes with no inherent devotion, no binding commitment, no promise of forever… it doesn’t even require love.

I think it’d be much more romantic if you ultimately took my life. That way our love is my forever, and you can make sure of it.

#offerings🫀#violent love #lovesick #darlingcore #obslove #nsft #obsessive love #autoassassinophilia

bleedingheartdoe

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brokendollydreams

How do I casually ask him to hurt me and lock me up without seeming desperate…

bleedingheartdoe

I don’t need someone to match my freak, I need them to surpass it. I need them to get off on genuinely scaring me and making me feel unsafe with the intensity of their perversion.

If I don’t feel completely outmatched and afraid what is even the point

#I do need them to echo my freak however. just way more intense and way more driven #violent love #lovesick #darlingcore #offerings🫀#nsft #cnc kink

bleedingheartdoe

I rarely feel attraction towards someone unless I’m also afraid of them. Knowing they could easily hurt me, would get off on it, and are prone to the impulse… is like 99% of the draw

#offerings🫀#violent love #lovesick #darlingcore #nsft

bleedingheartdoe

The further you cut, bite or claw into my flesh, the closer you get to my heart!

What is that if not romantic?

#offerings🫀#violent love #lovesick #darlingcore #obslove #nsft

bleedingheartdoe

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adamshame-deactivated20250121

In the mood to stick my tongue down his throat, suck on his neck, get my nails under his skin, and tongue his wounds until my lips are red.

#every time I reblog something on here I’m putting it out to the universe as a manifestation #do I need to clarify that I’m the one being torn apart and wounded

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