This. Little. Shit. Alright dont make conversation end it there, but the least you could have done was to respond to my text. basic social curtsey. but no. little mr. pompous, we’re above that aren’t we?
blame me for thinking he would reply at some point; ive dragged myself and my rgo through the mud hoping to talk, to get something outta him. only to be left in the garbage every. single. time. im tired. i dont feel like i have the strength to go after you anymore harsh. how do i tell you i have eyes for you and you only? that my heart just doesn’t wanna let go? i want to go after you keep goin after you if it could mean we have even a tiny chance, but im just so tired. its like professing your love to a wall you know?
but not one text. no “hi, i went offline again”
everything’s telling me to stop but why can’t i let go? what spell do you have me under?
and now i shall debate with myself about whether i should ever text you back. but, i know somewhere that it’ll somehow come back to me pinging you again. it always does.