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Masterlists

*I may take requests for smut 

*I don’t write member x member anymore

*As always requests are open

*Oldest writing style: 🖤 (It’s because I never edited in the beginning and now my new writing is edited :) [Also these fics were all female reader]

*Black heart with a star indicates older works: 🖤*

*Everything unmarked is fluff

*(Minors don’t interact with my posts marked [Smut])

Updated: 6/22/25

Networks:

By Year:

By Group:

The Boyz
Monsta X

Groups I don’t currently write/take requests for:

GOT7
PENTAGON
Xdinary Heroes
SEVENTEEN
Other Groups (I don’t actively write for/have been retired)

Christmas Masterlists:

37 days of Christmas Year 1 🖤
37 days of Christmas Year 2 🖤
13 days of Christmas Year 3 [Originally 14] 🖤
25 days of Christmas Year 4 🖤
12 days of Winter Year 5 [Ultimately 9]
12 Days of Winter Year 6 [Wintertime]
12 Days of Winter Year 7 [Wintertime 2]
Christmassy [12 days of Winter Year 8 (Wintertime 3)] [Actually 15]

BIRDS OF PREY — eighteen

nonidol!kim hongjoong x f!reader

living in gray areas of your city, out of the way of gangs and mafia territories, could only keep you safe for so long. it was only a matter of time before you began running into problems, or rather, problems began running into you.

▷ genre, warnings. nc-17, strangers 2 lovers, slow burn, mafia au, angst; swearing, violence, mentions of bombs and explosions, mentions of death and dead bodies, dislocated shoulder, concussion, being held captive, threats to cut off fingers, mentions of weaponry, idk if i'm missing anything

▷ word count. 8.5k (oh yeah.)

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a/n: it's... just a lot of stuff lol also july 18th for chapter 18!! (i did not plan this 💀) this was considerably more tame compared to last chapter, but so much more shit to cover 😭

CHAPTER EIGHTEEN: BREAK THE WALL

PARK SEONGHWA HAD TO ADMIT that the evidence was damning. Though none of it accused him of foul play, it certainly spelled “RAT” with big, bold letters. It didn't matter how useful this person had been to the family, nor how much Seonghwa had grown to like the kid; the timing was almost too on the nose and there would be no exceptions. 

#yeah that was a delicious chapter#i cannot wait until that last installment but i fear... i won't get to read it until monday 😭😭😭😭 oh the torture#also kyungmin is really not well versed in torture is he... he's not well versed in anything- he was torn from his empire and his dad#too suddenly and thus he never got any training- maybe he never would have- he's vv low on the totem pole- anyways truly hoping for#the reader to beat the hell out of him even more than the reader has managed to do by busting his nose... bc that is the least he#deserves- anyways happy to know that hj will be giving him the same treatment he gave his father~ yippee! yay!! the crowd goes wild!!#it broke my heart with jwon- but thankfully he was a ddc spy and that all the other members are there T-T crying tbh#the poor little baby- but i'm glad that hannie is making sure his adoptive baby bro is safe 🥺🥺🥺#but the paradigm... wasn't that mentioned in the end of joonseo's log? or am i thinking wrong?#god the way hongjoong tortures himself with that audio is absolutely devastating- but i fear in his place i would do the same-#not kyungmin learning how to relocate ? undislocate? idk what word to call it rn- arms on the internet just before he “fixes your arm”#like ebhhbebhe oh god man has no formal training- no street smarts- just a whiny kid that deserves all that is coming to him#the reader can easily outwit him- and not that the reader isn't smart- no they happen to be able to piece things together quick#but i mean- for a guy who would have taken over strictland... certainly is an idiot to think we wouldn't try anything#and thank god we did- and the fact that the chair came swinging down on that guard and thankfully knocked him out- that eliminates an actua#worthy opponent ebhhebbha- and now you just have to deal with the weasel- god i love how powerful our little reader is- i am always#a fan of how you write the reader's tbh and the way meanings are woven into the smallest of things- it's just beautiful#but like god- the way the reader gets to aurora and can finally reach out to where you're lost...#and now you just gotta make sure it dings on hj's phone- if nothing else- even if the reader were to perish- kyungmin would to and the#shipwreck- the thing that hj has worked so hard to perseve will be safe- and i think that's what the reader cares about just as much#as they want to live- but i fear... if you weren't around hj would lose some meaning to his life (along with the others) but it would be#another devastating blow from the lee's family to his own- and god- i wonder if the reader will throw the aurora lipstick out of reach- and#i wonder how they will squabble- and i wonder if by pulling that chain taunt if the reader can trip kyungmin...#so many questions- that i have to wait a week to find out the answer- but until then it'll remain on my mind 🙂‍↕️🫶🏻#i'm so glad i chose to read this now- it's been a beautiful journey to see how it twists and turns-#i hope that the reader finds out the assumption wasn't wrong- but it was misplaced- right person- wrong mafia- and that's okay 🥺#hongjoong rec#ateez rec#atz rec#beam 🐿️🌟

BIRDS OF PREY — seventeen

nonidol!kim hongjoong x f!reader

living in gray areas of your city, out of the way of gangs and mafia territories, could only keep you safe for so long. it was only a matter of time before you began running into problems, or rather, problems began running into you.

▷ genre, warnings. nc-17, strangers 2 lovers, slow burn, mafia au, angst; swearing, violence, mentions of bombs and explosions, mentions of death and dead bodies, dislocated shoulder, concussion, allusions to torture methods, allusions to murder, mentions of blood, pretty much kidnapping, mentions of breaking and entering, there's a thing where hj alludes to scooping out someone's eyeball (no descriptions of this whatsoever), losing consciousness (x2), bloody nose smoke inhalation; PLEASE lmk if i missed anything

HEY, READ ME: there are two scenes that could particularly be shocking to readers, and they involve choking to the point of passing out and a brief torture scene where a bone is shattered. the scene itself doesn't describe things in too much detail and it 'fades to black', implying something worse and letting the reader fill in the blank themselves; but please be warned if u get squeamish w these types of things!! you are responsible for what you consume here.

▷ word count. 7.3k (i indulged a bit)

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a/n: the things i would do if i could turn this into a tv show... i have a vision, guys

CHAPTER SEVENTEEN: HOOK, LINE, AND SINKER

IF YOU WERE DEAD, this was definitely Hell. 

#that was so scary i really thought the reader would be able to activate the lipstick location quicker- but maybe it's better#that it's being delayed rn... but i guess i'm certain to find out in the next chapter#this was so fascinating- not only is kyungmin attempting to destroy hj's mafia- but he's trying to get every single thing that#he holds dear and their dog too- he is the wicked witch of the east 'i'll get you my pretties' thank god ryu didn't end up in that apartmen#any sooner... but god that's terrifying- god idk the scene of her coming home and knowing that her life is about to be flipped upside#down is just so sad- nothing ever happens in the gray areas and yet- oh goodness- the unbelievable did- i feel sm for her#but oh god yeah hj is not forgiving himself as i worried- but thankfully he's focused on the searing cheek kiss thank god#i liked how kyungmin was not who i thought he'd be- this was so much better- but good to know i was right about jwon being a mole#but i'm really sad for hwa bc he didn't know jwon was a rat... but bc you never spoke... and bc you only hinted at it to sakura...#and you two trusted each other so throughly- it ended up hurting you- but it seemed like jwon didn't want to go thru it-#the 'nevermind' sticks in my mind actively- but oh it's never a good life to lead if you don't have an escape as a mole#poor jwon... but god- the way sakura is so nervous T-T poor baby- yeah this is so bad- the c4 part is worrying but... hj and hwa are#gonna be out for blood- i mean we clearly saw that with the eyeball scoop (which was such a fun poetic way to describe it)#god that burly guard is scary but like kyungmin is crazy but like pathetic in a way- he can't even do his own dirty work??#like i understand kyungmin's need for revenge but like at the same time- he literally has a chance to escape crime and go about his life#and yet... yeah anyways- i could ramble but i wanna get to the next chapter and read- i'm so excited for what this will bring#i loveddddd the imagery of hongjoong absolutely torturing that guy- it was just delicious to read#hongjoong rec#ateez rec#atz rec#beam 🐿️🌟

BIRDS OF PREY — sixteen

nonidol!kim hongjoong x f!reader

living in gray areas of your city, out of the way of gangs and mafia territories, could only keep you safe for so long. it was only a matter of time before you began running into problems, or rather, problems began running into you.

▷ genre, warnings. nc-17, strangers 2 lovers, slow burn, mafia au, angst, swearing, drinking, death and murder, mentions of injuries incl. fatal ones, mentions of torture/physical violence (but no descriptions), explosives and explosions, some intimacy, emotional constipation (yk the drill), barely proofread

▷ word count. 6.7k

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a/n: i hope i don't cringe deeply when i read this chapter back later 😭 i hope u guys like it and apologies for the wait!! :'))

CHAPTER SIXTEEN: MAN ON FIRE

HE WAS DEAD, ALRIGHT. There weren't many other things he could be, you decided, as you stared down into the man's lifeless eyes, the pale skin at his forehead puckered where a bullet hole punctured through his skull.

#this is the next day as i'm writing my tags and i don't know what i fully wanted to say but i do know that#the cheeky way san got you two to meet up and have a little date/spend time together was sososoosos cute i loved it sm#sakura is literally the closest to knowing anything about the disagreement... this is gonna be rough huh... but it's not like#it's purposeful that you're keeping it away- you just don't want to have a rift and just want to move past it... but that's the problem huh#i knew something was going to be involved with the c4 but i didn't know what would happen but the second the blueprint came up#i knew- and i knew that the reader was going to be at the wrong place the wrong time...#pairing this tags with 'jaws of life' by ptv and considering that those could have been used to rescue the reader... yeah#idk it's fitting- i like how it happened tho- i think the reader is becoming more situationally aware of to life outside of the gray area#anyways let me get to my favorite part~#“darlin'” “i taught san how to bartend” let me just bhehbebhebha 🫠🫠🫠 but also... idk it kind of feels fitting that you are a#waitress for a bar handing out the drinks while he wanted to be the person handing them to you- it's beautifully tragic#if this were another life you two would be running a bar together- with no mafia pretense- but maybe... maybe they can run it together#with mafia pretense? ig i will have to read on~#the way you worry you're the weak link... and you don't want to be a weak link to hj... you want to be strong for him... but you're not#and it breaks you- you don't want to be putting him in danger- but it's never been your fault- things are just coincidental sometimes 🥺#i knew the one time when the reader would reject a ride sth would happen... i've thought this for a while but i didn't think it'd be like t#this* and i think that's better- but also it makes me wonder if jwon was trying to warn you before... bc he knew what he was doing#or his buddies were doing...#“he grabbed your arm and your eyes went wide as he whirled you around. “Is everything okay?” Are we okay?”#reminded me a lot of “are we still friends? can we be friends?” idk it broke me... i hope hj doesn't blame himself- and i hope he doesn't#think he's the reason why you ran headfirst to the train- he has no reason to blame himself... idk but i worry he will-#i worry about these guys sm- this is gonna be so rough- but don't worry dk!!! you didn't have anything to do with the heinous crime!#it's worse bub ehbebhebha#hongjoong rec#ateez rec#atz rec#series rec#beam 🐿️🌟

BIRDS OF PREY — fifteen

nonidol!kim hongjoong x f!reader

living in gray areas of your city, out of the way of gangs and mafia territories, could only keep you safe for so long. it was only a matter of time before you began running into problems, or rather, problems began running into you.

▷ genre, warnings. nc-17, strangers 2 lovers, slow burn, mafia au, angst, swearing, mentions of alcohol, mentions of death, violence (firing of guns, actual murder), mentions of a bomb, we talk to a hired hitman, i am a little shithead 💀, also barely proofread

▷ word count. 7.1k (i had a lot of ground to cover...)

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a/n: i did get carried away again but that's besides the point

CHAPTER FIFTEEN: GOOD FAITH

PLAZA VELVETINE WAS rather lovely in the daytime. 

Its blushing granite face was carved with the likeness of roses, each petal etched into the hard stone to reflect the very flowers that lined its perimeter. The front entrance, a towering archway that leaned over the circular driveway, was in direct line to the three-tiered fountain at the center; this too was surrounded by carefully placed rows of crimson, thorned rose bushes. 

#OMG THE WAY THEY ALMOST KISSED WAS SOSOOOOOOOOO- THAT WAS 🫠🫠🫠🫠 yeah that was so good#woo def could have been in that marina instead of for that- poor bub- he was just doing his job 😭😭😭#yeah it's def jwon... and kyungmin is def a code name... but idk who... but whoever it is- knows if you found out it was jwon was#the rat- it would have ruined everything... i know- but oh goodness- i wonder if there's an even bigger plot behind the scenes#considering that mr. young is no longer... there's so many questions- and i have to get up early in the morning but...#i have to know- i gotta know why it's like this... bc oh god it was so good#the worry of hongjoong bleeding but it was just his haircolor (it's giving hee at coachella bebhebhebha)#i don't want baby jwonnie to be a bad guy- but i kind of do- for the plot- but like T-T that's my little buddy-#god yeah ik i'm going backwards and you've already heard me ramble about kyu in this but like... i have to ramble more#i had a feeling when i read 'hired hitman' that it would be him but like god- when it was him- it made me giggle sm#but lord when kyu talks about shooting his shot 🫠🫠🫠 i fear i as a little birdie would def be interested#but also yeah a crow with a dove the meanings are infinite- and i just love it... idk why it took me til now to connect those dots#but i have been reading this fic in the wee hours of the night- so ehbebhebha#anyways kyu the man you are has us stunned#god i love how you write him sm- there is just a way you get under his skin and capture him so well that always has me enamored#anyways moving on#hongjoong rec#ateez rec#atz rec#series rec#beam 🐿️🌟

BIRDS OF PREY — fourteen

nonidol!kim hongjoong x f!reader

living in gray areas of your city, out of the way of gangs and mafia territories, could only keep you safe for so long. it was only a matter of time before you began running into problems, or rather, problems began running into you.

▷ genre, warnings. nc-17, strangers 2 lovers, slow burn, mafia au, angst, swearing, mentions of alcohol, mentions of money laundering, workplace power dynamics and uncomfortable propositions, mentions of tracking devices, mentions of weed (reader does not smoke it, only inhales it secondhand bc of someone else in the room), one allusion to violent methods of extracting information (nothing is explicitly stated), barely proofread like idek if i can be considered conscious rn laskdfjndsk

▷ word count. 6.6k

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a/n: i finished this last night at abt the same time yn was crashing out at work in this chapter 🤡 also the way this chapter ended up this long... it was literally supposed to be so short.....

CHAPTER FOURTEEN: HOW TO KILL A HYDRA

“I FEEL LIKE I HAVEN'T seen you in forever,” groaned Ryujin as the two of you boisterously shouldered your way into the apartment, arms full of grocery bags for the week. Her face was flush from the sting of winter morning air, but a smile stretched across her mouth nonetheless. 

You couldn't disagree with her. Your face was just as nipped by the winter cold, but you were undoubtedly aglow from the much needed girl time from this morning. “And apparently we live together,” you joked. 

BIRDS OF PREY — thirteen

nonidol!kim hongjoong x f!reader

living in gray areas of your city, out of the way of gangs and mafia territories, could only keep you safe for so long. it was only a matter of time before you began running into problems, or rather, problems began running into you.

▷ genre, warnings. nc-17, strangers 2 lovers, slow burn, mafia au, angst, swearing, mentions of alcohol, mentions of money laundering, skfnskjdkdjd one intimate moment., mentions/thoughts of murder

▷ word count. 5.3k

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a/n: yk i didn't even plan for this to be released on fri the 13th, but here we are 💀

CHAPTER THIRTEEN: HONOR AMONG THE DISHONORABLE

KIM HONGJOONG HAD KILLED BEFORE, and he was not afraid to do it again, not even in front of a room full of people. But strangling Bang Chan in front of you wasn't on his bucket list, especially when your eyes were already as wide as a deer's, and he could see that you were reeling from all the new information thrown at you in the last fifteen minutes. 

#okay i have less worries about ryu now- thankfully- bc i was sitting here “NO MY BABY RYU!” yeah anywayyyyssss#now i've had this passing thought of “why is jungwon alone? considering...” but i was just willing to believe that he was just an#extra little guy- just like bang was at first... but the second jjong-hyungie came up- fear- bc my superstitions are real#but it can't be what i was thinking in the beginning when i first saw him and forgot to mention it... that jwon is the guy that can fake#him best- that he is the fake hj... but that can't be right? can it? no... not little cutie leader who is also cutthroat... not my little#buddy... (hwvr i fear if sh & hee are brought up i may ascend- considering how my bias line has changed)#anyways uhhhh the scene with hongjoong- was so hot- that was sth else- esp how he like had his hand braced up on the wall besides#your head- holy fuck- and the way he whispers in your ear- yeah.... yeah... that was too good#“And don't fucking mess with her like that ever again.” this??!?!? btw- yeah- i know he is in captain mode........ but like yeah#anyways now we got one too many groups i gotta worry about- also how cold jwon got after you brought it up.... idk... yeah#is he the problem merger- idk- this all worrying- god caught in a rock in a hard place-#i fear the inner problem with being a multistan rn is having biases and thinking about how they'd be in this world and just screaming#bc like yeah yeoyu vv bad for my heart but then like wings express and wtv is going on with jwon and them- bc my brain reels and it's fun#but it makes me wanna scream idk- idk- anyways i'm just rambling prolly cause i'm getting tired as i write these tags but i'm trying#to put puzzle pieces together that don't fit/aren't in the same puzzle- ebhebhhba#hongjoong rec#ateez rec#atz rec#beam 🐿️🌟

BIRDS OF PREY — twelve

nonidol!kim hongjoong x f!reader

living in gray areas of your city, out of the way of gangs and mafia territories, could only keep you safe for so long. it was only a matter of time before you began running into problems, or rather, problems began running into you.

▷ genre, warnings. nc-17, strangers 2 lovers, slow burn, mafia au, angst, swearing, mentions of alcohol, mentions of money laundering, implications of an uncomfortable workplace situation, just sus feelings in general

▷ word count. 6.9k

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a/n: i literally just finished formatting this lol almost didn't make it to uploading in time, this week has been... woof. anyways, a much longer chapter this week as promised

CHAPTER TWELVE: THE ENEMY OF MY ENEMY

LACE AGAINST BARE SKIN would never not be a thrilling sensation: the slight friction, the silken loops and designs, the delicate weight of material wrapped around a place it had never been before. 

#HOLY FUCK BEAM ALL OF IT CAME TO A HEAD#ALL THE THOUGHTS I HAD IN THE BACK OF MY MIND- YEAH BHEBHEBHEBHA YEAH ?!?!? I LOVE THIS#Lord knows i am insane for a plot that ties in everything and god absolutely know how to do that and tie in more like a nice french#braid- anywayssss let me just talk about my worries for my ryu 😭😭😭😭😭 my poor bestie ryu is involved and we gotta keep her safe#he knows too much about home life and now we have to worry that bang is out for the kill- god no- i don't want my initial worry#of ryu to come back of her possibly being caught in the world too... no pls no 😭😭😭 she made us scones and muffins 😭😭😭#how bad can she be 😭😭😭 anyways onto other pressing matters#not him get our reader polaris... god that's so hot- and the exact shade and the fact that he got engraved with the insignia is so hot#i am so glad i don't bias bang bc them sitting at the table they were- would actually be cruel- good thing bang isn't a wrecker...#or anything... (he is) my brain is so full of wrecker rot it's not fair-#when he stepped out and the fact that hj didn't know that bang was the person who got you- your extra step bc he didn't ask about the#gala- but also you left that info of a factor out- and god- it only got worse bc he's going to be the new mafia head- and he's going for a#merger... and it spells so many bad things... esp for the fact that it means ryu and you could possibly never go back to having a normal#life... well at least ryu... is so 😭😭😭 damn let me protect my bestie in this fic pls 😭😭😭#this is insane plot and i'm sosososoosos for it#it's so good#hongjoong rec#atz rec#ateez rec#series rec#beam 🐿️🌟

BIRDS OF PREY — eleven

nonidol!kim hongjoong x f!reader

living in gray areas of your city, out of the way of gangs and mafia territories, could only keep you safe for so long. it was only a matter of time before you began running into problems, or rather, problems began running into you.

▷ genre, warnings. nc-17, strangers 2 lovers, slow burn, mafia au, angst, swearing, mentions of alcohol, mentions of money laundering, implications of an uncomfortable workplace situation, mentions of a garter belts lmao, mentions of hired hitmen and murder

▷ word count. 4.8k

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a/n: next chapter will be much longer, i promise lolol

CHAPTER ELEVEN: DEEPER

THERE WAS TALK. And when there was talk, there was always someone who was anxious. 

You had been working at Dionysus for a little less than a week now. Most of the work you did was standard for what you had been doing as a waitress at bars thus far; the only major difference was that this club catered specifically to higher-end clientele. It meant that your uniform consisted less of a T-shirt and dress pants, and more like a short dress and low neckline. The only reprieve from the full-glam and head of hairspray was that your managers let you get away with wearing kitten heels instead of six-inch death traps. 

It was a small mercy. But in this line of work, you would take what you could get, and your calves would thank you for it nonetheless. 

BIRDS OF PREY — ten

nonidol!kim hongjoong x f!reader

living in gray areas of your city, out of the way of gangs and mafia territories, could only keep you safe for so long. it was only a matter of time before you began running into problems, or rather, problems began running into you.

▷ genre, warnings. nc-17, strangers 2 lovers, slow burn, mafia au, angst, swearing, mentions of alcohol, mentions of an injury, mentions of money laundering

▷ word count. 6.0k

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a/n: what was that line from matz? "wash it away, oh, make it rain now" or something... 🧐

CHAPTER TEN: A CONFIDENCE GAME

“WHAT DO YOU THINK the rain is washing away?” 

You and Sakura glanced up from her monitor screens over to where Yang Jungwon lingered by the window, peering out at the rain drumming against the pane. “What do you mean?” you asked, standing up to join him in looking outside. 

BIRDS OF PREY — nine

nonidol!kim hongjoong x f!reader

living in gray areas of your city, out of the way of gangs and mafia territories, could only keep you safe for so long. it was only a matter of time before you began running into problems, or rather, problems began running into you.

▷ genre, warnings. nc-17, strangers 2 lovers, slow burn, mafia au, angst, swearing, brief mentions of drugs, drinking, allusions to death, mentions of espionage

▷ word count. 5.8k

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CHAPTER NINE: VALUE

CLOUDS HAD SWALLOWED the winter sun by the time you and San arrived at Ateez's place of living. You were swift to get yourselves into the warehouse to meet the others; Wooyoung had messaged along the way that the Captain was well aware that you had been in the east corner for the past couple hours, and that you and San had better haul ass like the building was on fire. 

BIRDS OF PREY — eight

nonidol!kim hongjoong x f!reader

living in gray areas of your city, out of the way of gangs and mafia territories, could only keep you safe for so long. it was only a matter of time before you began running into problems, or rather, problems began running into you.

▷ genre, warnings. nc-17, strangers 2 lovers, slow burn, mafia au, angst, swearing, mentions of drugs and selling drugs, mentions of weaponry/shots fired, mentions of gambling

▷ word count. 5.7k

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CHAPTER EIGHT: WHAT IS NECESSARY

KIM HONGJOONG NEVER ADMITTED that he was worried, concerned, or anxious. To some, this could be a sign of naivety or arrogance. Truly though, there were signs that the people closest to him could pick out where he put those emotions on full display. There was a subtle twitch in his eyebrow hidden beneath the shadow of his hat, a curling and uncurling of his gloved hands over the top of his cane. 

The winds of the wicked were blowing past and they had no qualms over what destruction it laid. Even if Hongjoong was even the slightest bit concerned, his annoyance and determination to end this madness was far stronger. It had only been three years since the end of the last reign; he wasn't about to let everything he worked for wash down the drain. 

BIRDS OF PREY — seven

nonidol!kim hongjoong x f!reader

living in gray areas of your city, out of the way of gangs and mafia territories, could only keep you safe for so long. it was only a matter of time before you began running into problems, or rather, problems began running into you.

▷ genre, warnings. nc-17, strangers 2 lovers, slow burn, mafia au, angst, swearing, mentions of torture/pulling a fingernail, very small appearance of blood, criminal activity, mentions of death, ALSO JUST A LOT OF INFO DUMPING I'M SORRY I DON'T LIKE IT EITHER T_T

▷ word count. 5.5k

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CHAPTER SEVEN: WICKED BLOWS THE WIND

“CAPTAIN ON DECK!” The sound of boots stomping and spines snapping straight echoed up the cavernous rafters of the warehouse. There was home and there was headquarters; this warehouse building was one near their place of living, and was where the majority of soldiers and underlings were summoned when need be. 

Tonight, the warehouse was alive. They had a shooter to catch. 

BIRDS OF PREY — six

nonidol!kim hongjoong x f!reader

living in gray areas of your city, out of the way of gangs and mafia territories, could only keep you safe for so long. it was only a matter of time before you began running into problems, or rather, problems began running into you.

▷ genre, warnings. nc-17, strangers 2 lovers, slow burn, mafia au, angst, swearing, consumption of alcohol, mentions of death and faking one's death, mentions of poison, mentions of an injury (gunshot wound)

▷ word count. 5.9k

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a/n: i distinctly remember feeling at least a little giddy while writing one particular part about this chapter... hmm

CHAPTER SIX: GOOD PEOPLE

THERE WERE SEVERAL internal alarm bells going off in your head. The lounge space you entered up into was vast with vaulted ceilings and warm lights that glowed out of large windows, the ones you spotted whilst coming in. The living room seemed, of all things, normal. If anything, it would be a lovely entertainment space, if only you didn't believe this was where your last breaths would be. 

BIRDS OF PREY — five

nonidol!kim hongjoong x f!reader

living in gray areas of your city, out of the way of gangs and mafia territories, could only keep you safe for so long. it was only a matter of time before you began running into problems, or rather, problems began running into you.

▷ genre, warnings. nc-17, strangers 2 lovers, slow burn, mafia au, angst, swearing, mentions of alcohol, mentions of death/murder, description of weaponry, gunfire, mentions of blood and injury, mentions of illegal activities

▷ word count. 5.4k

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CHAPTER FIVE: COINCIDENCE & INTENTION

CONTRARY TO WHAT MIGHT BE EXPECTED, council meetings between reigning mafia families took place in broad daylight. This was something that Hongjoong had grown used to, especially when having to go anywhere as the Captain during the day. 

#oh there is so much to cover here and to yell about- god hebbhebhebha yeah- okay- let's start with the fact that#that is a hell of leaders... um- yeah- but i fear i think there is two leading guesses to where the cats of strictland landed-#but the one i'll credit is golden- yeah- port authority problems and all that- um anyways- it was kind of hot to think about body guard#yunho- as usual- he trips me up every time- and his moment in the rendezvous yeah that was hot- but that's just yuyu rot#BUT OH GOD I SCREECHED- like the feeling of watching 'back to the future' when doc goes “We have to go back... to the future!”#when the words “calculating quality of a *bird of prey*” GOD I LOVE THAT FEELING 😭😭😭 literally live for that#my most recent example of being 'killer klowns... from outer space' and now i get to happily think of 'calculating quality of a *bird of#prey*' idk it's just so satisfying to me- it like makes me jump up and down from happiness idk idk#and oh the way you feel bad for your boss and go there to pay your respects in a way and hongjoong is just there? we'll assume he's#paying respects too- but yeah- the way it could have been such a nice little walk back- and just sth that two people did- and yet#ofc- that had to be ruined- it's supposed to be a gray area... and yet 😔 god it is so hot how he takes control- captain frfr#sure scary as hell- but like yeah- so good- and then yunho messes up and says 'captain' in front of you- but like it's good that you know#and as it catches up to you and you try to process it all- all while hj is bleeding yikes- and the way he has to remind you to breathe when#he's worse for wear in breathing aspects ebhehbbha#but god i love how you and hwa mother hen his ass- is so funny- i was giggling so much- i giggled thru the ending#up until 'welcome to the family' oh god- yeah hwa was right we're not going to be able to go back... at least not in the way we had hoped#poor ryu... unless? there is many things that unless with her- i wonder how she'll play out- idk there's sm to wonder and consider#also tea- tea sounds good- damn too bad it's too late at night to enjoy it now... i'll have lemon tea in the morning to quail that itch#hongjoong rec#ateez rec#atz rec#series rec#beam 🐿️🌟

BIRDS OF PREY — four

nonidol!kim hongjoong x f!reader

living in gray areas of your city, out of the way of gangs and mafia territories, could only keep you safe for so long. it was only a matter of time before you began running into problems, or rather, problems began running into you.

▷ genre, warnings. nc-17, strangers 2 lovers, slow burn, mafia au, angst, swearing, mentions of alcohol, mentions of death/murder, mentions of being blacklisted

▷ word count. 5.6k

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CHAPTER FOUR: WHERE DANGER FOLLOWS

HIS NAME WAS WOOYOUNG, the staff member who had come down from the upper decks of the Shipwreck and who received your request for parley. He told you as much because he didn't have a name tag, but he seemed to enjoy chatting. 

“Yn, isn't it?” He peered over his shoulder from a couple steps ahead upon the metal, spiral staircase. He had a boyish grin splitting his face and it was an expression that made you feel at ease, but also uncertain, all at once. 

You paused. Did everyone at this damn place know your name? “Uhm yeah…”

BIRDS OF PREY — three

nonidol!kim hongjoong x f!reader

living in gray areas of your city, out of the way of gangs and mafia territories, could only keep you safe for so long. it was only a matter of time before you began running into problems, or rather, problems began running into you.

▷ genre, warnings. nc-17, strangers 2 lovers, slow burn, mafia au, angst?, swearing, action, mentions of alcohol, murder and a dead body, mentions of weaponry, arson/nearly burning alive, mentions of blacklisting

▷ word count. 4.8k

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CHAPTER THREE: TRIBUTE TO THE PIRATE KING

YOU HAD NO CHOICE but to watch the clock, jumping at every phone ringtone, eyes checking the exits and searching the crowd for a particular familiar face. As you continued to work, you couldn't shake the feeling of someone watching you ever since you came back in from the phone call in the alleyway. 

But as the night progressed into the early dredges of the morning, nothing happened. 

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