hii i havent been here in a bit ;; i've been having some pretty bad health issues and being on here isn't helping me distract from the pain so i've been playing games with my bf and resting lately.. i hope i can get my surgery scheduled soon so everything stops being exhausting </3
i went to the ER the other night bc i couldn't feel my right leg, and it was really scary and i was freaking out really badly but everything is mostly fine! i'm apparently experienced a not super concerning amount of numbness and weakness, i'm having neurological issues but they aren't dire yet!! so there's some good news there.. i've veen taking way too much tylenol and ibuprofen since i don't have any other pain relief aside from it, and the doctor there told me i had to cut back bc of risks to my stomach/GI, liver and kidneys. luckily all my blood and urine came back fine (aside from an elevated white blood cell count and low levels of potassium) so i'm okay!! just really going through it rn. i'm really hopeful that my surgery is approved soon so i can just get this all over with already bc the pain is making me wish i was dead (not really but. when it's bad it's hard to not want to be put out of my misery)
