*thru tears* what if... i was a little stuffed animal. and you lvoed me so much? and hugged me to sleep and i was your favourite and andnyou always missed me when you couldn't cuddle me and whenever you woke uppl and saw me fallen by the side of the bed you'd go "oh no!!" and you'd pick me up and give me a big squeeze for being so brave down the side of the bed
had to log here just to scream.
I've been living on my own since the end of august and recently moved into a more permanent place instead of renting, which my mom paid for.
well guess what? she's now tracking me and who visits me through the apartment complex cameras. i had a few friends come over on sunday and she ended up berating me for it the entire next day, accusing me of giving my keys to random people and letting them live there, to the point i had to prove to her that i was alone just so i could get money for groceries. all because she got the notification of them ringing my doorbell.
i fucking hate it here.
not to mention, one of my irls used my pronouns when calling the doorbell and she used that to double down.
general life/mental state update if yall care.
i got a job as an english lang teacher
studying to be a designer+ already working as one
still together with my gf:)
my grandmother died last month.
mental state is kind of going down the drain again even with meds because of everything, i'm one mistake away from burnout and im isolating myself again
had to log here just to scream.
I've been living on my own since the end of august and recently moved into a more permanent place instead of renting, which my mom paid for.
well guess what? she's now tracking me and who visits me through the apartment complex cameras. i had a few friends come over on sunday and she ended up berating me for it the entire next day, accusing me of giving my keys to random people and letting them live there, to the point i had to prove to her that i was alone just so i could get money for groceries. all because she got the notification of them ringing my doorbell.
i fucking hate it here.
it is what it is *throws up blood*
starting to heal and not having a psychotic episode in weeks vs my alcoholism worsening
4567 @jerryshawback
Idk where you live but there’s this whole thing where people are discussing eugenics, but doctors have always been known to have a few bad apples involved in psychiatry/psychology for so many reasons other than this. I understand the whole MAiD (medically assisted death) thing is an issue for some people but MAiD is good for those of us that are going to kill ourselves anyway and I think everybody physical or mental terminal or extreme illness should have a right to choose. I’m pro choice and I’m not some retarded child bc of my mental illness like so many - even disabled - people fucking act like I am??? I have a right to choose to kms if I know I tried every other option.
i’m in canada and i support MAID. Maid is not the problem, what the issue is IMO is that the government doesn’t want to help or give resources but i also fully agree if someone wants to die willingly they should be allowed to
Hey fox, as a disabled person... This ain't it.
MAID is the problem. It's the problem because it exists soley because the gov't refuses to do anything about how disabled and mentally ill people are treated by the medical community and society, about the quality of life of these people, and about the lack of adequate care for these people. It exists only because it's cheaper and easier for the greedy cunts in suits to kill of people than actually *do* something about the things that make their lives miserable. It exists because in a capitalistic society people with power would rather let people die than lose some money.
Letting terminally ill people who don't have a lot left and don't Want to live whatever short time they have in pain in misery choose to go out peacefully is one thing. Extending that to people whose lives could become better if structural changes were to be implemented is another.
