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There are two people in my life I love... TRULY love... my husband.... and very possibly even more so, Jakob... my son, my mi̱ko.... and now I've lost him... temporarily. I have faith in him though. I have so much I want to give him, so much I want to make up for. He deserves the world, he deserves all the love, and hugs, and happiness. And I would do everything in my power to give it to him. I don't care about anything else. I always promised him I was going to hold on, and never let go.... that I would always love him no matter what... and I intend to keep that promise. No matter what anyone else says, I will alway love him, I will always cherish him, I will always be here for him, and I will always be so fucking proud of him. I hope he'll see this.... and know just how much I love him... more than there are stars in every fucking universe. And no matter what anyone else says, I could never be mad at him, and never ever hate him, and there is nothing he could do that would ever make me love him less. I will always love all of him with all that I have, I will always accept everything he is with open arms.
I'd spend the rest of my days making up for all that his bio mom never gave him, and be furiously happy doing it... and it would be a life well lived.
Θα σ'αγαπώ για πάντα, γιε μου, καρδιά μου αγαπημένη
There is nothing he could do that would ever make me love him less. I will always cherish him, I will always love him, I will always be proud of him, and I will always be here for him... no matter what. My son, please never be afraid of losing me. I'm not going anywhere and I'm never letting go. I will never give up on you, you are worth fighting for. You’re always a part of me. I’m always a part of you. You are my son.
You hit 18 mi̱ko.... either message me and I'll come get you, or you fucking find me... You fucking live for me, and I will do the same for you... and don't let go... never let go, because I'm not. This is not the end. Because there is hope at the end of this. There is light. IT IS YOURS... it is already yours....
#This might be the hardest thing you've done yet #but you turn 18 that makes you an adult #you are a legal adult and she can't stop you #if you try to come and she stops you #or you don't have the money/ resources #you escape.. you run... you contact me... here or discord or email. #or call #and I will catch the first flight out and I will come #I'll help you find a safe place to stay until then #I'll help you get your things safely #I'll get you out #I promise #you will always have a home here #recovery #ptsd #trauma ~ #mental health #physical abuse #abuse recovery #controlling parents #toxic parenting #neglectful parents #control
