The Bad Guy Appreciation Station

@brutalfish / brutalfish.tumblr.com

multi-fandom ๐Ÿ”ช inspiration ๐Ÿ”ช aesthetic ๐Ÿ”ช spoilers tagged but not spoiler-free ๐Ÿ”ช unfortunately Yamori is my forever-girl & pandemic made me FATE/pilled
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my name is SEOSAMH SABHRANN DรIRE. as bรฉarla you can call me joseph/joe. i've been trans forever and i make a million awesome things all the time.

i missed TDOV on here, oops.

โ€ข read my two comics SUPERPOSE (made with @kingfisher-cove ๐Ÿ–ค) and BIRTH OF THE SUN

โ€ข more at 198X.love/saint-vagrant

โ€ข and more at 198X.love/hardpacker

i crunched the numbers and i've been trying to be as Joe as possible for over half my life, at least consciouslyโ€” lord knows i was trying well before then, too. i conceive of my child self as a boy not because he was treated as one but because the instances in which he could be were when he was happiest, all those billions of years ago. in 2001, 2002 i felt and saw a brief flash of something while puberty fractured the timeline. between 2006-2009 i tried to and eventually found the words. started T in 2013. started changing my documents in 2014. changed my name again later. and then had surgery... in February 2025. lol.

i'm not even that old, really, but it does feel like it, clawing my way towards myself when no one wanted the same for me. as far as that goes, i regret nothing. but it's hard to come up with something big broad and uplifting! i've struggled not only to escape past abuse, but also financial insecurity, and treatment-resistant depression for most of my life, too. the things i make and do exist within and alongside this, or in windows of time where it's not as hard. i try to hope it's all been worth it. i hope i'll feel like it has been. i hope it won't always be so tiring. i hope for shelter and comfort and relief, time and patience, for me and you.

i didn't make The Vision of Escaflowne, but you can still watch it.

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Black Plastic is a 150-page karaoke cyber-thriller illustrated by @niccillustrates. It's a project I've been picking away at for a long time now, even adapting the first vignette I ever wrote for one of the scenes.

Grab a copy and help support us and @wildstarpress, a small press publisher doing amazing things!

Full summary below:

Digital copies of my latest book are now available, illustrated by Warm Blood artist Nicci Busse!

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HEYYYYY IM GETTING TO THE END OF MY QUEUE!!!!! feel free to hmu if you're interested in getting work from me!!~

ALSO HEY if you're a person who likes Magic the Gathering- I'm really interested in breaking into proxy commissions!! If you'd like to comm me for something like that- HIT ME UP!! Prices are negotiable- here's some small examples:

[we could use a card border template of ur choice OR go nuts with some borderless compositions, YOU CAN CHOOSE]

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Hi everyone it's trans day of visibility!! If ya feel like it, I'd love if you shared my work.. My name is Rachamim and I make personal queer fantasy work inspired by my Greek Sephardi background.

It's what always kept me going through my hardest periods of illness and instability and I feel very lucky to still be here sharing with y'all. If ya want links of where/how else you can support my work they're all here!! Thank you!

I know that realistically you can only fit so many movies into a list of approximately 100, but I cannot take that "How many of tumblr's favorite movies have you seen?" list that's been going around seriously because there are some truly egregious omissions.

Some of it is very clearly recency bias, which makes me wonder if the op truly wasn't on here in 2013 or so, but you're telling me you made a list of "tumblr's favorite movies" that doesn't include Pacific Rim or Mad Max: Fury Road? Because, like, I was there, Gandalf.

I'm a ridiculous human and genuinely couldn't sleep until I tried my hand at a better, more balanced list -- though of course, I have my own biases when it comes to what corners of this website I've lurked in over the years. For what it's worth, I did consult the last several Years In Review, while also drawing on the fact that I've been here for over a decade. But if there's anything that truly doesn't feel like it should have made the cut, blame my mutuals for putting it on my dash all the time.

(And apologies, but I couldn't seem to find Goncharov among the website's listings)

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