Call me GLaDOS

"Every trans girl is my sister" not to me, every trans girl is my daughter take my hand and let me feed you a good meal and hug you so so tight and tuck you into bed with a kiss on your forehead

I like this at the top of my blog but i need my stuff organised so

All my kink guides and primers and rambling in one place

All of my, well 'stories' is a strong word, but ya know, writings, in one place

Also check out the tag "dear void" for all the stuff that didn't make it onto these lists

Finally my backup blog is @glados-girls-gaping-maw for when I inevitably get nuked for the crime of being horny as a trans girl

I want the type of sex where 3-8 sweet little subby tgirl therians treat me like a chew toy/ scratching post/ salt lick whilst I praise them in between moans

did you know you can actually just cock your head to the side and put your canine teeth on either side of her windpipe and not bite down but just hold gentle pressure while you're doing whatever you're doing to remind her that we are animals and with less force than it takes you to bite into a good apple you could tear out her pretty throat? you can do this any time and it's free and easy

look at me while you switch baby the eyes are a window to the soul and i wanna watch the scenery shift

You're going to need a vice

You:

"hey! Are you listening to me?"

Me turning back misty eyed:

"Sorry I got caught up in a dissociative daydream about you coming to me vulnerable and scared and asking my help with your newly discovered system, trusting me as I work a new alter through the first time they front updating them on your new life and becoming a defining person in their history an-"

You, disturbed, aroused:

"Fine you can split me if I can't bruise you in the next 5 minutes."

The Game Begins

Least sexual thing you're physically aroused by, go

These are ring splints for EDS, they stop your joints from over extending and damaging themselves in the process

The way that they bind and shape you, holding your body against how it naturally wants to sit, training you in a way that makes you better and stronger

Inspired by a post from @pokeballvictim and some tags from @hornysaur, you are both consistent inspiration to my writing, thank you~

princesses shouldn't be expected to know everything there is to running a kingdom and to know all the formalities and proper grammar... she's still a princess!! she's still learning how to be a queen one day, she has to goes to like, princess school n' stuff yknow!! a princess is still a little kid and u should treat her like one

Happy tdor

Nothing more visible than a leashed kitten and her mommy

I want to share something someone told me when I first started out as a dom because it was kind of a lightbulb moment for me as an emotional sadist. At the time I was doing aftercare but I didn't understand what psychologically recovering from a scene really meant. Then someone put it into dom terms and it just sort of clicked. So I thought I'd share in case anyone else needs to hear it.

As a degrader and a sadist it's so hot that some subs will be as pathetic as you want them to be... so don't fuck around with their emotions outside of that, that sub is already literally playing with and altering their emotions for your benefit and pleasure. You're overstressing the emotion muscle if you do and rest is essential to any healthy exercise.

You're not giving their feelings any time to rest and recover if you cause emotional distress outside of playtime and you're not giving them the safety and security to play with their emotions again. If you consistently play with humiliation, degradation, or other forms of psychological sadism, you need to be aware of this and plan accordingly.

Avoid big talks or heavy topics immediately after, and do things that will lift your partner's mood in the days following an intense scene even if their mood doesn't need a lift. While you can't see it, by doing that, you've essentially put an emotional ice pack on a sore muscle.

For physical injuries lift the area affected so it can circulate and heal better. For emotional ones it's the same process, lift their mood so positive feelings can circulate and help the recovery along.

A little addendum I think bears mentioning since this post has been blowing up my notes lately:

It's easy for doms to understand that some subs are turned on by embarrassment, shame, humiliation, degradation, objectification, etc. That is an easier concept to grasp. But I think that's a bit of a simplified way of putting it and a more accurate way to explain what's going on is that some subs experience embarrassment, shame, humiliation, degradation, objectification, etc from their dom and are turned on by it.

I think putting the emphasis back on the painful emotion the submissive is putting themselves through is such an important distinction that needs to be made more often. Sometimes the fact that the sub is still experiencing these very powerful negative emotions during sex or scenes (for your benefit by the way, doms) gets lost in translation when someone says "it makes me horny when you humiliate me."

But they're NOT just horny when you humiliate them, they're still also humiliated. And for those of you saying "well duh, of course" please just trust me when I say, as a dom myself who went through learning this and has helped so many other doms learn this, that most doms are absolutely not making this connection at all and that's why my post above has been reblogged a bunch of times by both doms and subs.

As a dom, what we are incorrectly assuming is that the input is 'humiliation' and the output is 'horny' based on what we see and how our sub reacts when we play like this. We are not registering that they are also still humiliated because in the moment they're acting horny. It's an easy logical error to make due to faulty observations and this mistake isn't just limited to male doms in my experience. A lot of folks from all walks of life don't quite grasp this at first. And once you do grasp this you can give better aftercare.

The reality is that the output is both horny and humiliation and your aftercare as a dom better contain ways to treat the emotional pain you inflicted on your sub. In this case, reassurance (I'm so proud of you/of how much you took for me) and positive affirmations (you make me so happy, you're so beautiful/smart) are a hell of a drug for making sure their psyche stays intact and recovers properly.

I need to get my Mommy pregnant. I need to feel Her tits grow heavy and Faer hips fill out. Need to feel Faer belly grow round and watch Her arch Her back a little to balance the weight. Need to run around after Fem, bring all Her favourite foods in bed and rub Her sore feet and calves. Run Faer baths and help Fem wash. Need to grope Her tender breasts. Help Fem up every time Fae tries to stand. I would *insist* on helping Fem pump, I have to make sure my Mommy and my little lambs are well taken care of. Need to knock Her up again and again and again so She’s always cozied up in my bed surrounded by pillows being doted on and adored. Let Fem spend all Faer time lying in the sun knowing She’s cared for. I *need* to get my Mommy pregnant.

just saying, licking the entire length of a girl's spine is like my favorite crescendo in building tension

We've thought it through and we're changing this body's name to Viscera. It seems this is something we can finally agree feels right after rigorous testing (Hearing our doll say it in different tones until the euphoria compelled us to claim it)

Thank you @bubblegumgothglados for putting it on our radar even if it was a pun. Legitimately the first name we are collectively looking forward to. Which is funny because the first name we tried after transitioning was Sarah, we were so close

That's wonderful darlings! I think it suits y'all very well

It was a pun but it was also a name I was genuinely considering for a time, I'm glad it's being put to use

The only reason my cruelty is so attractive is my incredible kindness. Take note dominants of all kinds.

frankly our fellow dominants on this website are some of the kindest, most supportive people we've ever met. and i think all of them should be permitted to just let loose and indulge in whatever cruelties they wish upon the world. the amount of work needed to temper one's desire for control, for sadism, in order to try and fit one's own moral compass is backbreaking. and the work put into it oft goes unsung, so we speak of it now.

everytime you see this post, slap yourself

just once, wherever on your body you'll feel it the most

just once, wherever it's most fun for you to get hit

get somewhere safe, or even get someone to help

everytime you see it, even you if you see it again after reblogging it

well done, now reblog. reblog as many times as you like

have fun!