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Crystal ¦ 22 ¦ ru/eng ¦ agender (they/them or name preferable) ¦ INTP 6w5 ¦ Asexual & Aromantic

Hmhm posting these here as well

Ch 23 of Jambound was sweet and everyone knows it

Anyway also some really unsorted parts of the same scene bc I liked it *shruggs*

I suggest to read the scene fully in the chapter as well

My brain asked of how many smilks do I want to sketch with distressed hair eyes and I said yes

This honestly feels more like an expression practice than anything else

new chapter dropped right as I was lining to not fall asleep (it was 4 am I need to be somewhere at 8 am so no sleep it is)

so you don't get a colored version yet nor the other sketch digitalized

but have this for your trouble at least

Hmhm posting these here as well

Ch 23 of Jambound was sweet and everyone knows it

Anyway also some really unsorted parts of the same scene bc I liked it *shruggs*

I suggest to read the scene fully in the chapter as well

My brain asked of how many smilks do I want to sketch with distressed hair eyes and I said yes

This honestly feels more like an expression practice than anything else

yepp! ever since ch 6 :)

it's a funny little fic

Hmhm posting these here as well

Ch 23 of Jambound was sweet and everyone knows it

Anyway also some really unsorted parts of the same scene bc I liked it *shruggs*

I suggest to read the scene fully in the chapter as well

My brain asked of how many smilks do I want to sketch with distressed hair eyes and I said yes

This honestly feels more like an expression practice than anything else

This is an interaction that kept playing in my head. Last night, when I should have been doing other things, I caved in and scratched this up so it existed. I have a soft spot for mabel and therapy bill being buddies :')

Anonymous asked:

Do you know your art is downright gorgeous and so unique? I wanted to ask if people are allowed to use it for icons/pfp with credit! Especially something like a discord pfp!

Oh wow thanks!

Of course people are allowed to do that! You said it - just credit me and it's fine :D

It's really flattering, really

things people have done to help me during a psychoses episode

  • i was on the buss and i hallucinated bugs crawling all over my hands, so my friend pulled my hoodie sleeves over them with permission and held my hands through the sleeves to "keep them off". they used the logic you would in a real bug situation.
  • i went nonverbal in a bad one in class, so my friend wrote me a note to give to the nurse since the teacher wouldn't let her go with me.
  • i often am very paranoid about the delusion that meat is actually rotten, so my dad will sometimes eat a bit of it before me
  • instead of telling me my delusions arent real, they help me through it using logic like it was real. they dont tell me that nothings going to hurt me in my sleep, they stay with me to keep me safe. then when it passes i can realize its not real

This is how you help people. I will never ever fathom how anyone can think it's a good idea to tell someone with a mental disorder or neurodivergence that what we're experiencing isn't real. Real is subjective.

It's okay if your art sucks. Art doesn't have to be good to be valuable. Besides, you can't really define what is and isn't good art anyway, can you

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