When a fic doesnโt fit my head canons but itโs well-written
Rainbow trout!!
I felt you at the beginning but needed you at the end...
(Watercolor/shโp)
its so scary to put yourself out there but a SINGLE message saying "hi i loved what you made it touched me in some way" makes it all worth it 10000%
daily reminder that if you like something someone made tell! them! tell them tell them tell them TELL THEM
i think it's hard for non mentally ill people to understand that The Disorder really does affect all that shit
The X-FilesโThe Jersey Devil 1.05.
Either we finish them or they'll ย ย ย ย ย finish us! It's the only way we'll ย ย ย ย ย be rid of them! If we find the ย ย ย ย ย nest and destroy it, the dragons ย ย ย ย ย will leave. They'll find another ย ย ย ย ย home.
what i've been up to the past 20 minutes
What a great guy!
they won't tell you this in therapy but sometimes the best way to stop catastrophizing/anxiety is to interrupt your spiraling with "girl what the hell are you talking about"
Itโs crazy and fucked up that being yourself is actually the solution.
Itโs like. When I was told to โjust be yourselfโ as a kid I thought it was a passive thing. Like oh easy I just have to sit here and be myself. but the reason so many people think that โbeing yourselfโ is bullshit advice is because you actually have to make active choices to do this and it WILL make your life way more fun. You have to wear t-shirts of bands that were popular ten years ago because you like them. You have to do your hair in a way that you find cute or comfortable even if itโs โso ninetiesโ. If your friend says a food you enjoy is gross to them, you canโt be afraid to admit you casually disagree. You have to do hobbies that youโre interested in even if youโre bad at them and you cant feel like you have to get good at something before you tell people itโs an activity you do. You have to read manga and comic books in public and get piercings your relatives think are unattractive. You donโt have to tell people you dislike that you dislike them, but you donโt have to give them your time and attention either. You have to rewatch that kids show youโre nostalgic for even if youโre in your 30s. You have to change your name if you hate it, even if only a few close friends can know. You have to get fun girly drinks at the bar. You have to order hot chocolate when you donโt like coffee and black coffee when you donโt like sweet things. I am still bad at practicing this but it is the only way to make it all tolerable.
First you have to realize that "yourself" is a construct built by the decisions you make. Then it becomes clear that being yourself is a deliberate and intentional practice, not a passive state of existence.
hicstrid for the 5 httyd fans that are still out there
As a former librarian I'm actually required to remind you that many libraries that subscribe to Libby are opted into a program that lets you subscribe and access magazines for free with no wait
And that this is actually a really fun, low cost way to not only access news and larger cultural magazines, but also to get free patterns for many different crafts that you can screenshot if need be and that lower the financial barriers to entry for trying new things
From my experience working in both academic and public libraries, many libraries are use it or lose it funding-- I have to say this because a lot of patrons feel guilty for how much they use the library and how often they're using it funny enough, but the worst thing you can do for libraries is not try out new features and not use what's already given to you as much as possible.
The numbers that come as a result of your patronage are how most libraries justify their continued existence in times of financial hardship, which sucks but, go check out some magazines on Libby!
Happy 15th Anniversary, HTTYD!!
On this day, 15 years ago, How to Train Your Dragon was released in theaters!!!
can you believe it's been fifteen years since the original httyd movie came out? I can't. whuhhh...
well. decided to draw something for it, as well as trying out some new brushes
โI remember when your head caught flameโ
adding tags because YEAH