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It’s been a while! I thought y’all might like to see the cosplay of Loona I did this week. We did a whole photoshoot, so this is my post-shoot “Gamer Girl Loona” look 😊
I’m planning to return to streaming in early December! In the meantime, you can find all my socials at kitten.coffee! I’m most active on Twitter/ X and Instagram 💜
Feeling the need to apologize for being mentally ill is a miserable, miserable thing.
I’m sorry I can’t focus well, I’m sorry I get all scrambled when I talk, I’m sorry I get sad easily or for no reason, I’m sorry I can’t keep my room clean. I’m sorry if I embarrass you by crying in public, or if I annoy you when I talk about things that I’ve told you about twenty times already.
I’d act normal if I knew how, but that’s just not the way my brain works.
I’d act normal if
I knew how, but that’s just not
the way my brain works.
Beep boop! I look for accidental haiku posts. Sometimes I mess up.
Oh wow, I made this post 10 years ago! At the time, I was a 16-year-old high school senior, severely depressed, dealing with untreated ADHD and unrecognized autism, and freshly out of an abusive relationship. I was having panic attacks on a daily basis and genuinely did not think I was going to make it to 20, let alone 26.
Today, I have a very effective medication for my ADHD, and have also begun to understand my autistic traits, which means that I experience much fewer depressive episodes! I have a cozy 2 bedroom apartment with a super cute office, work in a coffee shop, and have a small but wonderful social circle.
I’m still emotional and messy and strange, but now I know that loving someone means accepting their brain the way it is, and there’s no reason I can’t apply that to myself. ❤️🩹
New video on YouTube! "Playing Devour with @ghostieghoo and @amphibitoad | !commands !first !title"