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smutty stuff is tagged #brain rot and everything else is tagged #thoughts ( smaller works are usually not in blurb masterlist!!) ( anon list here!)
everything is written with a fem reader in mind | ko-fi link
every time i see carmys fingers i cant help but wonder what they'd feel like in me -freak anon
No because you know he’s good with this fingers. And his hands are… so big. Those fingers would hit so deep and stretch you out and and and. He just knows the right way to curl his fingertips until it makes you dizzy. Whispering the most filthy praises in your ear every time you whimper. All I’m saying is he will finger you until his fingers prune he does not give a fuck.
Oh! And grabbing your jaw with his other hand so you have to make eye contact with him. He wants to see the look in your eye when you cum. He also just thinks you look so so so pretty when you come undone for him.
omg babe we are twinning 🫠 my thumb nail also broke
My thumb nails at this point stay short bc I simply cannot stop myself from using them as tools. However would you believe me if I said I repaired this break and it’s under the polish as we speak 🚶♀️ picture is blurry bc I was freaking out
after singledad!lip spots you dancing alone, he takes you to a night club to dance with him.
lip walks into the rec center and locates your room for the studio. as he does, he holds brandi’s sleeping form against his chest. her head’s tucked into his neck, eyes puffy, and one of his arms secures her to him on the way into his destination. but he pauses upon realizing he’s not alone, listening to the sound of gentle piano, your figure in the middle of the room in front of a mirror.
bent over with your hands touching the floor, your hips shift from one side to the next to open them up, and it stabs him in the abdomen seeing how effortless you make it look. his mouth feels dry, the skirt you usually tie haphazardly over your tights riding high enough for him to trace the shape of your ass. his eyes stray down the length of your legs, the apparent ease in your stretch sending his mind racing.
he stays back and rocks his sleepy baby as you continue your warm up, smiling to himself as you begin to step with the soft rhythm of the music. graceful touches of your feet on the floor, lighter than air somehow, sifting ahead of him with delicacy, and a lack of gravity. a pointed toe raises towards the ceiling as the other remains on the ground, the muscle of your leg near your head.
the twirling of your body flows your skirt into a lifting and falling disc, more glimpses of your thighs, movement his hands itch to feel beneath his palms. because you move like water. and he wants to stick his hands under the faucet.
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Pairing: Carmen x Fem! Reader
CW: language
Summary: Y/N wakes up in Carmen’s apartment, surrounded by familiar objects that stir something deep and comforting within her. As she adjusts to this unexpected sense of belonging, she begins to uncover small pieces of her past—both through quiet moments alone and a meaningful conversation with an old friend. With her repaired phone in hand and a heart full of questions, Y/N takes her first steps toward rediscovering who she was… and who she still might be.
A/N: It's been a long time since my last upload, but again, another hard sick week :/ Now I'm feeling much better and hopefully, you will like this new update! For the ones asking about her recovery... Take a deep breath! It may be closer than ever ;) As always, thank you for all the support and please keep giving me feedback!
Y/N wraps her hands around the old ceramic mug, the one she recognized yesterday the second she stepped into Carmen’s apartment. Hand-painted by her grandma, chipped near the handle. Now it’s here again, warm with coffee, nestled between her palms like it never left. And somehow, this tiny object makes her feel cozier than she’s felt in months.
She ended up staying. Last night, when the pizza was gone and the silence stretched long, she couldn’t bring herself to go back to her apartment. It felt too cold. Too lonely. So she asked, gently, if she could stay.
Would you be mad if I stole one or two of your requests you're not writing?
No omg not at all! I want all of these things to be written!! And I hate I couldn’t make it work myself! My sweet friend @andiberzatto has already swiped a few!
I want to preface that ALL these asks are lovely but they have been sitting for 3+ months and I fear my brain has not come up with a single thing for them. Please don’t hesitate to send an ask similar to these if you want to! And deepest apologies to the anons who sent these asks. Without further ado….
https://www.tumblr.com/carmenberzattosgf/780291583937511424/everyone-lets-have-a-moment-of-silence-for-these
my poor ask is there 💔 you would eat it sm but we get it college is a damn bitch
IM SORRY BESTIE IM SO SORRY ITS JUST THAT VALENTINES DAY WAS ALMOSY TWO MONTHS AGO AND LIKE MU BRAIN NEVER WORKED
Hi! This is the TMI-anon, in case you remember. (Also, same anon who shared Viena and the Fantomes hair-dye tidbit. Fun fact.) Anyways, I've watched Moulin Rouge today and Ewan McGregor is so deliciously pathetic and whiny in this movie and has such sad, huge, blue puppy dog eyes that, of course, it reminded me of Carmy. Now I'm fantasizing about an AU in which Carmy falls head over heels for a sex worker and is absolutely plagued and destroyed by jealousy. In the movie, there's this great angsty scene where Ewan yells at Nicole Kidman with absolute despair that he just wants to pay for her, if she doesn't love him like he loves her, and absolutely loses it because she won't allow it. And I ate that shit up. Maybe Carmy would meet her because she hangs out around the parking lot by The Beef. Maybe they interact because a John oversteps a line and he intervenes, maybe they meet due to some miscommunication and he doesn't even initially understand who and what she is. The movie just got my creative juices flowing and made me yappy.
Just an idea I thought you might enjoy (?) I desperately want to read a story about that now. (This is not a request though, dw, just some yapping and whining.)
Hi tmi ignore that you sent this in NOVEMBER but are you aware of @saltnsugarbear stripper au 🧎🏼♀️ I think you’ll enjoy
(this has been stewing in my head for a while, apologies if it's not succinct) but whenever Carmy comes home stressed and reader is already tying their hair back so they can suck him off and make him feel better and this happens a bunch of times and he develops a kind of Pavlovian response to them doing it? and he sees them do it one time in the kitchen of The Bear and wonders why he's hard all of a sudden (bj in the walk-in if you'd be so kind)
This idea eats and it’s already been rotting since September in my inbox and I don’t wanna leave it for even longer but I’m currently maxed out on writing about giving carmy head so I’m letting the masses see this now
culinary school carmy yap, like reader asks for help on something and their hands brush the others and once he’s done helping she says “thank you chef”
doesn’t help the heat in his stomach, gets him a lil flustered too maybe🫣
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Taking notes on this ( ignore that this ask IS FROM DECEMBER OH MY GOD)
