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Itโs taken me almost two weeks to write this. Iโm utterly heartbroken. My heart is shattered. I kept waiting for the initial shock and heartache to go away, but I donโt think it ever really will. Liam, where do I even begin. You were everything. Your smile, the way it would go all the way to your eyes. Your laugh. Your heart. Your voice. You. Itโs all just memories now. Iโm struggling to accept the fact that one of you are gone, and even more with the fact that itโs you. You were so much more than this place. You never deserved the hurt that came with. And yet, you seemed to get hurt the most. I wish more than anything that you could have gotten the help that you needed. The boys are devastated. Kate is devastated. Everyone is devastated. Thank you Liam. Thank you for everything. Youโre the sunlight Payno. I Hope that wherever your beautiful soul may be resting, that itโs full of peace and happiness. I hope you sleep so well my Angel. Weโre half a heart without you. And remember this is not the end, weโll see your face again. I love you forever Liam. Bear will grow up hearing how amazing his daddy was. In this universe, in the next, and forever, I love you.
