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celli-ohs

@celli-ohs / celli-ohs.tumblr.com

a dreamer with memories of stars ⋆.˚𖦹⋆✮⋆.˚

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yeowza! synopsis: To be honest, Beomgyu thought you sucked. He could definitely play any video game on planet Earth and beat you. But with a pretty face like yours, it's not like you really needed to win for people to view your channel. And if he was going to be completely honest, he wasn’t actually complaining, he was a fan after all. So what does that mean for Beomgyu when he's suddenly become your 'boyfriend' in the span of two minutes?
the boy(s) next dough! synopsis: When you get fired from your job, you’re in a desperate search for a new one. Luckily your local pizza joint is hiring! You’ve never worked in food service before, but you’re sure your six co-workers will help you out, right?
Show Must Go On synopsis: When you told the waitress to give your compliments to the chef, you didn't expect the chef to come out and thank you personally, and you really didn't expect the chef to be your classmate Park Jongseong. Realizing how bad this could be, he has you keep it a secret. That shouldn't be too hard for you to do he thinks, but you're full of surprises- and slip-ups.

dividers always from @adornedwithlight

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things i know that i can't have

jake's life was hard enough before he fell for you—balancing uni, football, and being a good christian son. in some cruel twist of fate, sleeping with you has only made things harder—and, according to sunghoon (and scripture), damned him to hell the first time he thought about it.

pairing ✩ jake sim x fem!reader

genres: college au, (established) fwb to lovers, smut, fluff, angst

warnings: minors dni, mild religious exploration and guilt, strained parental relationship.......... deeply unserious and a bit melodramatic at times, jake's pov, jake crashes out every few paragraphs, football player jake (british), jakeyn are so nct dream (young and freaky), surface level gatsby analysis, creative liberties taken w the location of freshwater fish.. author loves jake so jake must suffer, and one peep show quote

word count: 33,666

playlist: ...what are we lizzy mcalpine, all my ghosts lizzy mcalpine, north clairo, 20191009 i like her mac demarco, 10:36 beabadoobee, lover/friend kaytranada and rochelle jordan

author's note: uhm.. if you have been tagged in this fic fifteen thousand times, i sincerely apologise 😭😭😭 the powers that be have been working against me, but im letting go and letting god 🤞 i had a lot of fun writing this and i hope you love bi disaster jesus lover jake as much as i do......i hope u all enjoy the fic! do let me know ur thoughts (positive only on this one), as always thank u emma for beta reading, miss u so bad :'(

But I say to you that everyone who looks at a woman with lustful intent has already committed adultery with her in his heart. If your right eye causes you to sin, tear it out and throw it away. For it is better that you lose one of your members than that your whole body be thrown into hell. And if your right hand causes you to sin, cut it off and throw it away. For it is better that you lose one of your members than that your whole body go into hell. 

— Matthew 5:28-30, English Standard Version. 

There it is, in black and white—red and white, since Sunghoon has a red letter edition. Jake skims the passage again, certain words sticking out this time: lustful intent, adultery, with her. Underlined, italics and bold, like they could be missed. If only. It’s too late now; they’re etched on his retinas, branded on his skin. Lodged deep in his chest, taken root already. It hardly seems fair that a single thought could hold so much weight.

Or, in Jake’s case, many, many thoughts.

Shuddering, he closes the leather bound book softly, a slow exhale ripping out of him as he glances up at his best friend. “You mean I.. can’t even think about fucking her?” he whispers, brows touching in the middle.

as we already know, i have a thing for church boy jake… but this is so beautiful and sweet ugh he’s so baby boy in this im in LOVE!!

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and then i'll leave without a trace

pairing: choi soobin x reader

genre: collegeau!, parenthoodau!, angst, nsfw, fluff

synopsis: your relationship with choi soobin is not a normal one. one might see you two out in public and assume you are lovers. his mother thinks you two are soulmates. your friends keep telling you to just date the guy already. but how can you bring yourself to date a total stranger? well maybe you should have thought about that before you decided to have a baby with him.

word count: 14.9k

warnings: mentions of drinking alcohol, intoxication, foul language, stds and other sexual diseases, depression, postpartum depression, parenting struggles, toxic familial relationships, penetrative sex, unprotected sex, sex while inebriated, sex while pregnant, oral sex (m&f receiving), fingering, and breeding kink

note: i literally just finished this and like the psycho i am, I'm uploading it right away! i really hope you guys like it, this is my first time ever writing angst, as well as touching on the subject of pregnancy. this is part 1! i plan to do a part 2 in Soobin's pov bc I just like to make things harder for myself! also I had so many different entries I used all 30 photos for my dividers sorry for how plain it looks TT pls lmk how you like it! i want to be able to improve as i continue writing! much love <333

He’s surprisingly timid despite his appearance. That was your first impression of Choi Soobin. 

WHAAAAAATTYYT OH MY GODDFF!!!!

okay first of, ive been looking for a dad soobin fic for a while bc i keep reading fics of him with a breeding kink and like him being a dad is so perfect for fics like those and then i found one and stumbled upon this PERFECTION!!! this is everything I NEEDED!!!

second... i AM IN TEARSSSS!!! this is sooo good the emotional constipstion between oc and soobin kskfkd also i feel bad for soobins mom bc she was really hopeful for the two if them and the fact that she accepted her when her own parents dropped her the moment they found out about the pregnancy🥺 and just the feels everytime with soobin being attentive and supportive im cryinggg hes the bestt!!!

3rd.. when he said he loves her OMG??? im in tears my poor soobie doesnt deserve being disregsrded like that bc they are both clearly in LOVEE albeit this wasnt expected for the two of them

AND LASTTT... THAT ENDING OMGGGG 😭😭😭 SOOBIN CANT LEAVEEE SHE NEEDS TO BE IN A HOSPITAL RNNN JDNFJSJD I NEED TO JNOW WHAT HAPPENS NEXT PLEASEEE

i’m so happy you enjoyed reading it!! you noticed all the lil details ohmygosh thank you!! i won’t spoil but part 2 will come!

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and then i'll leave without a trace

pairing: choi soobin x reader

genre: collegeau!, parenthoodau!, angst, nsfw, fluff

synopsis: your relationship with choi soobin is not a normal one. one might see you two out in public and assume you are lovers. his mother thinks you two are soulmates. your friends keep telling you to just date the guy already. but how can you bring yourself to date a total stranger? well maybe you should have thought about that before you decided to have a baby with him.

word count: 14.9k

warnings: mentions of drinking alcohol, intoxication, foul language, stds and other sexual diseases, depression, postpartum depression, parenting struggles, toxic familial relationships, penetrative sex, unprotected sex, sex while inebriated, sex while pregnant, oral sex (m&f receiving), fingering, and breeding kink

note: i literally just finished this and like the psycho i am, I'm uploading it right away! i really hope you guys like it, this is my first time ever writing angst, as well as touching on the subject of pregnancy. this is part 1! i plan to do a part 2 in Soobin's pov bc I just like to make things harder for myself! also I had so many different entries I used all 30 photos for my dividers sorry for how plain it looks TT pls lmk how you like it! i want to be able to improve as i continue writing! much love <333

He’s surprisingly timid despite his appearance. That was your first impression of Choi Soobin. 

PLEASE TAG ME IN THE NEXT PART! 🙏

I don’t care if it is a happy or sad ending, I’ll take the damn risk! 😭

yes maam!! i will !! 🫡🫡 (pls don't stress 😭)

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and then i'll leave without a trace

pairing: choi soobin x reader

genre: collegeau!, parenthoodau!, angst, nsfw, fluff

synopsis: your relationship with choi soobin is not a normal one. one might see you two out in public and assume you are lovers. his mother thinks you two are soulmates. your friends keep telling you to just date the guy already. but how can you bring yourself to date a total stranger? well maybe you should have thought about that before you decided to have a baby with him.

word count: 14.9k

warnings: mentions of drinking alcohol, intoxication, foul language, stds and other sexual diseases, depression, postpartum depression, parenting struggles, toxic familial relationships, penetrative sex, unprotected sex, sex while inebriated, sex while pregnant, oral sex (m&f receiving), fingering, and breeding kink

note: i literally just finished this and like the psycho i am, I'm uploading it right away! i really hope you guys like it, this is my first time ever writing angst, as well as touching on the subject of pregnancy. this is part 1! i plan to do a part 2 in Soobin's pov bc I just like to make things harder for myself! also I had so many different entries I used all 30 photos for my dividers sorry for how plain it looks TT pls lmk how you like it! i want to be able to improve as i continue writing! much love <333

He’s surprisingly timid despite his appearance. That was your first impression of Choi Soobin. 

I dont normally write in addition to these but good lord this is so good

eeeeeee!!1! thank you so much!! you're so sweet!! <3<3

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and then i'll leave without a trace

pairing: choi soobin x reader

genre: collegeau!, parenthoodau!, angst, nsfw, fluff

synopsis: your relationship with choi soobin is not a normal one. one might see you two out in public and assume you are lovers. his mother thinks you two are soulmates. your friends keep telling you to just date the guy already. but how can you bring yourself to date a total stranger? well maybe you should have thought about that before you decided to have a baby with him.

word count: 14.9k

warnings: mentions of drinking alcohol, intoxication, foul language, stds and other sexual diseases, depression, postpartum depression, parenting struggles, toxic familial relationships, penetrative sex, unprotected sex, sex while inebriated, sex while pregnant, oral sex (m&f receiving), fingering, and breeding kink

note: i literally just finished this and like the psycho i am, I'm uploading it right away! i really hope you guys like it, this is my first time ever writing angst, as well as touching on the subject of pregnancy. this is part 1! i plan to do a part 2 in Soobin's pov bc I just like to make things harder for myself! also I had so many different entries I used all 30 photos for my dividers sorry for how plain it looks TT pls lmk how you like it! i want to be able to improve as i continue writing! much love <333

He’s surprisingly timid despite his appearance. That was your first impression of Choi Soobin. 

So good! I hope they can figure out their feelings now that the baby is coming. Could I be tagged in part 2?

of course!!1!! i'd love to tag you when pt 2 comes!! thx so much for reading <3

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and then i'll leave without a trace

pairing: choi soobin x reader

genre: collegeau!, parenthoodau!, angst, nsfw, fluff

synopsis: your relationship with choi soobin is not a normal one. one might see you two out in public and assume you are lovers. his mother thinks you two are soulmates. your friends keep telling you to just date the guy already. but how can you bring yourself to date a total stranger? well maybe you should have thought about that before you decided to have a baby with him.

word count: 14.9k

warnings: mentions of drinking alcohol, intoxication, foul language, stds and other sexual diseases, depression, postpartum depression, parenting struggles, toxic familial relationships, penetrative sex, unprotected sex, sex while inebriated, sex while pregnant, oral sex (m&f receiving), fingering, and breeding kink

note: i literally just finished this and like the psycho i am, I'm uploading it right away! i really hope you guys like it, this is my first time ever writing angst, as well as touching on the subject of pregnancy. this is part 1! i plan to do a part 2 in Soobin's pov bc I just like to make things harder for myself! also I had so many different entries I used all 30 photos for my dividers sorry for how plain it looks TT pls lmk how you like it! i want to be able to improve as i continue writing! much love <333

He’s surprisingly timid despite his appearance. That was your first impression of Choi Soobin. 

OHMG NEXT PART ASAP PLS I RLLY LOVE THISSSS😙🩵🩵🩵

AAHHHH THANK YOUUUU!! i'm still recovering from pt 1 but pt 2 will come out asap!!

Anonymous asked:

wow...this is going to be a long message and definitely all over the place but u deserve all the praise

i just read ur soobin x pregnant reader fic and put off my homework to do it for good measure. i've been on Tumblr for so long and watched the decline of fics/fandoms/writing and have never acutally felt immersed in a narrative as deeply as I just did

the story is so good and the pure joy in my heart when I read u were releasing more parts?

seriously, you are an epic writer with so much talent and you seem to be one of the only people on this app ACTUALLY WRITING which I can't stress enough is so difficult like

on this app i'm not saying there should be 5 star writers but like if they existed u fall into the category

narratives are repetitive, tropes, pwp, AI written stuff, literally bad quality work, but this is so refreshing and the emblem of what FICS on here used to be like this was genuinely amazing

and sure pregnancy is a trope but executed to this degree? like u deserve all the hype and all the credit and I cannot wait to see what u do w this! def earned urself a new (DEVOTED) follower <3

you dont know how much this means to me, genuinely I feel accomplished and loved just reading this 😭😭

i've been writing fanfic since i was 11 yall,,, embarrassing but humble beginnings! i literally used to write the most childish out of pocket fanfiction in this notebook I had, it was filled and filled with chapters of whatever crazy ass plots i'd made up in my head 💀

so to hear people give feedback and praise to my work is always so astounding to me, I don't think little old me ever thought I would actually be publishing/posting my works on public forums for others to enjoy and read. I'm really thankful everyone's been so kind so far!

i myself have been on tumblr for a long time too! i used to just read fanfic or look at art, so I can see where you're coming from with the decline of long written fiction. i guess that's kind of why i write? I've gotten to a point where i have very specific tropes and plots i want but i never seen it written or if they are written, i want more of it lol so i just write it myself with whatever free time i have. which tbh isn't a lot, working 2 jobs, going to school, and having a social life outside of writing is not for the weak lmao (i'm on edge 24/7!)

i still think of myself miles away from being a great writer/author, and sometimes i feel as if I'm not even that creative in my plots or narratives, I've read fics where i have to sit back and think "damn, how did they come up with this??!" bc i hell would have not! so really i thank you for your kind words and your acclamations!! it means a lot to me and really motivates me to keep trying and improving my skills.

it also reminds me that there are actual human beings who read my shit?? like fr?!! you guys take time out of your own day to read my stuff, like, reblog, comment, etc, it's so nice! i hope all of my lovely followers and moots know that I appreciate and love each and every one of you and every lil interaction we have! <3

god sorry for how long this is I got really sappy and a bit tmi but I'm an emotional lil gal who likes to talk ur socks off if you give her the chance!!

Anonymous asked:

please tell me that we get a happy ending for the pt2 of the parenthood au 💔💔💔

like dead ass? do you want me to be completely honest? full, complete transparency??

i haven't even BEGAN writing part 2 💀

when i originally wrote atilwat it stemmed from 1) missing soobin and 2) my friend had a baby and I had (and still do) immense baby fever!! so I combined my two big emotions and just started writing some random ass fic! tbh my first draft is a mess bc it has vv little character development and I mainly focused on life after pregnancy which made it kind of difficult to figure out the relationship between soobin and the reader. i started writing it like a week after soobin went on hiatus lmao

then once i finished that draft i reread it, hated it, and spent five whole days nonstop writing (minus the times I went to work). while writing the final draft I would get little ideas to write soobin's pov for part 2 for certain scenes, or a new scene for part 2 when it skipped the timeline in part 1, but I only had time to write a lil note in my notes app/docs.

so now we're here! i definintely have plans to write pt 2, and have a sort of outline of how I want to write it, BUT! i am a perfectionist so I may go through a few rough drafts so this is my warning!! part 2 might take a while but I can assure you I will put my whole heart into writing it!!! i think I myself am a little to invested in what happens next to give up on this lmao

You are probably one of my favorite authors on tumblr!! The recent Soobin fic got me so bad that I haven’t stopped thinking about it since 😭😭 but makes me so freaking excited for part 2!!!

I only Stan txt but ofc I read the works for all the other groups (it actually makes me want to Stan them LOL!)

Keep up the good work 💕

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@lesbiansforseonghwa thank you for always being my biggest fan!! i’m seriously so grateful 🥲 i love knowing you enjoy my writing thank you always for the motivation <333

i have a couple of ideas for atilwat pt 2 already, i’ve been scribbling down ideas and specific scenes in both my notes app and my docs but nothing is concrete yet :P

Anonymous asked:

wait pt2 of the whole fic, or were just getting soobins pov /genq

hi hi! so pt 2 will recount certain memories/moments from pt 1 but from soobin's perspective, as well as some new scenes. i also plan to write what follows after the ending of pt 1, but everything will be in soobin's pov hope this clears up everything <3

and then i'll leave without a trace

pairing: choi soobin x reader

genre: collegeau!, parenthoodau!, angst, nsfw, fluff

synopsis: your relationship with choi soobin is not a normal one. one might see you two out in public and assume you are lovers. his mother thinks you two are soulmates. your friends keep telling you to just date the guy already. but how can you bring yourself to date a total stranger? well maybe you should have thought about that before you decided to have a baby with him.

word count: 14.9k

warnings: mentions of drinking alcohol, intoxication, foul language, stds and other sexual diseases, depression, postpartum depression, parenting struggles, toxic familial relationships, penetrative sex, unprotected sex, sex while inebriated, sex while pregnant, oral sex (m&f receiving), fingering, and breeding kink

note: i literally just finished this and like the psycho i am, I'm uploading it right away! i really hope you guys like it, this is my first time ever writing angst, as well as touching on the subject of pregnancy. this is part 1! i plan to do a part 2 in Soobin's pov bc I just like to make things harder for myself! also I had so many different entries I used all 30 photos for my dividers sorry for how plain it looks TT pls lmk how you like it! i want to be able to improve as i continue writing! much love <333

He’s surprisingly timid despite his appearance. That was your first impression of Choi Soobin. 

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