How You Make Me Feel- Skystar
It had been years since they last saw each other, years since they last smiled together, and years since they felt each other's EM fields. Before the war, they had been inseparable, off going who knows where for their scientific studies. But when coming across that dreaded storm, they soon lost track of each other, losing the comfort the other brought.
Without Skyfire there to help ground him, being the voice of reason for Starscream's ambitious self, the Seeker became more agitated; often being roughly put in place due to overstepping. And his ambitions seemed to only grow further into selfish desires, furthering the tensions between him and his Decepticon teammates. Without Skyfire being his grounding force, Starscream's processor was sky-high, shooting for every star in the galaxy even if it posed a danger to his wellbeing.
As a troop of Decepticons was stationed in the Arctic Circle, draining the Earth's heat for energon cubes, they stumbled across another Cybertronian. Buried in the snow and frozen over, Starscream thought the mech was familiar, having believed he'd seen the white frame with red and blue lining before but didn't think too much about it. Gathering the energon cubes as Megatron ordered, Starscream froze after a moment, feeling it first before hearing that familiar voice.
It was enough to make his own EM field spike, feeling the faint yet still recognizable field of someone he had long since thought he had lost. Slowly turning, Starscream's optics widened as they landed on the large mech, now thawed out and moving as he spoke with the other 'Cons. Taking a step closer, hesitant and uncertain for once, Starscream waited with bated breath as if disbelieving it was him. Finally, he came back, after all these years.
And it seemed the large mech picked up on the spiking and frazzled EM field as his blue optics turned to look curiously at Starscream, widening slightly in surprise before softening exponentially, matching the smile that pulled slightly at his lips. Standing, the large mech took a step closer to the Seeker, standing much taller than Starscream but neither focused on the differences. No, they focused on the feeling of their EM fields colliding once more, a feeling they hadn't felt in years.
"Skyfire," Starscream whispered weakly, his once confident voice now feeble and quiet, hesitant even. It had been so long since he'd uttered the name, had been so long since he'd seen that easy-going smile. Before he could speak again, Skyfire wrapped his arms around Starscream, holding the jet tightly. Unused to physical touch that wasn't violent in nature, Starscream stiffened, overwhelmed by both the EM fields and the gentleness of being held like this. But, before he could allow himself to enjoy it, Starscream noticed the gazes of the other Decepticons and pushed Skyfire away, refusing to look weak...even if it hurt him inside to push away the mech he had secretly longed to see again.
While Skyfire worked with the Decepticons, Starscream showed he was no longer the scientist the gentle giant knew, having grown colder over the years. It confused him, greatly. Starscream acted aloof and superior, yet Skyfire could easily pick up the longing in his EM field, making him question the best way to approach the one he used to adore. But before he could question Starscream in private, a skirmish broke out between the Autobots and Decepticons, one which ended with Starscream pointing his blaster at Skyfire.
"Star...don't, it doesn't ha-" A shot cut off Skyfire, the impact of the blaster nailing the mech in the chassis making him fall back slightly, his optics wide as he looked up at Starscream. Watching the smoke trail from the blaster's muzzle while the smoke from his wounded chassis blew in the breeze. But the pain was not as bad as the betrayal he felt as Starscream turned and left with the other Decepticons. Sure, Starscream had been colder than before, acting far more superior than he used to in their shared past but Skyfire had been so certain that there was more in his EM fields...perhaps, if he had reached out, had kept him in his arms, would Starscream have returned to him?
Could he have been able to reach the Starscream he used to know? The question rattled in Skyfire's processor for a while, the need to reach out to the Seeker growing with each face-off between the two. And with each face-off, Skyfire never gave up on trying to reach out to Starscream, trying to reach the mech he knew was locked deep inside. Reaching out with open arms and EM field, Skyfire did his damn best but no matter what, Starscream was always just a step out of reach.
The truth of the situation only comes to light when the final battle between the two factions in the Arctic, where Skyfire begs Starscream to let him in. To let him hold him once more, to feel their EM fields combined one last time. And it seemed to work as Starscream's aim began to shift, his arm trembling as he fought with himself. The warring sides in his processor caused tears to prick his crimson optics, growing louder with each step Skyfire took toward him.
"Don't," Starscream commanded, voice rough from trying to speak around the lump in his voice box.
"Why not? Star, we don't have to do this...come back with me, come back to me." Skyfire murmured softly, his helm tilting to the side as he stood right in front of Starscream. The smaller mech was just within reach, so close yet not close enough; his EM field envelops Starscream's, providing comfort. "I feel you, Star, I know you don't want this either."
Hesitant, Starscream looked up at Skyfire, tears falling from his optics while his arm lowered. Overwhelmed and stressed from the warring emotions, Starscream stiffened when Skyfire held him once more, wanting to melt in the gentleness but held back even now. "And I feel you," Starscream whispered, small and quiet, contrasting his usual confident and arrogant self. "But I can't."
Before Skyfire could ask for clarification, a piercing pain in his midsection caught his attention, making him stagger slightly. Raising a servo to the wound, Skyfire found his digits poking into a hole that had been blasted into his side, the realization making his own tears fall along his pained expression. Falling to his knees, pained and disbelieving blue optics stared wide at Starscream, watching as he lowered his arm with the blaster still smoking from firing the shot.
The last thing Skyfire saw before passing out was the Seeker's pained faceplate, the warring emotions within the crimson optics, and the tears that fell. And it was the last time in a while that he'd feel the EM field of the mech he had missed. The realization that he'd never get Starscream back was the last thought before his optics closed as he fell unconscious.